“I hurt him”
** Episode-280 "I hurt him"**
** Celeste''s POV:**
It''s been few hours
I am sitting here on the deck of thiske. I am hugging my knees... I wiped my
tears few times but now I just don''t care.
I moved my hairs
away from my face, as I look here and there nkly.. the sun is about to set...
and I don''t know what am I thinking...
I shouldn''t have said
that him, I know whatever he said or did was right.. I am the one who stood at
the wrong corner the entire time... but I couldn''t help it.... suddenly everything
got unbearable for me... and Ished out... I hurt the one who cares for me the
most.
I am sorry Ernest....
I want to say this
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to him, but I have no guts to do this... I don''t....
My phone rang and I
noticed my phone on the table.. I stretched my hand to answer it, it''s my Dad.
I answered the call,
Dad said, "Cele.... I heard you are on vacation.."
I whispered, "Yes.."
Dad said, "it must be
hard for you to move on... but baby, life is all about chance.... Take this chance
to smile....." tear stream down, I couldn''t help it....
Dad sad again, "just
forget everything as a nightmare,... anyways...can you pass the phone to Prince? I
need to talk to him about something...."
I broke down into
cries, Dad panicked hearing this... he asked, "Cele... what happened? Why are you
crying like that?... baby.. talk to me.... ok, girl now I am panicking... talk to
me!"
I said in sobs,
"Dad.... I... I hurt him... today...... he brought me here to... fix myself but... I said
something awful to him... I am really a bad... bad person.... How am I going.. to..." I
cried more....
I heard Dad,
"Celeste...listen... first... stop crying. And now listen to me... give yourself and
him time.... he loves you a lot... he will not be angry on you for long... just make
yourself happy he will be happier... ok..."
I nodded and said on
the phone, "Ok... I will call youter.... Thanks gangster dad..."
I heard him, "Take
care.."
After 30 more
minutes, I walked in the house. I don''t see him.... actually I have no guts to
face him right now. I decided to get some water for me and maybe cook something
for him. but as I went in the kitchen I noticed the food... I sigh... he is
thoughtful even when he is angry.... or it''s just me who got selfish this time... I
sat there and attempted to eat the food...
The food is good but
somehow I couldn''t eat alone especially after what happened.... I remember how he
made me have every meal since the miscarriage.... I kept the food as I failed to
finish it.
I walked upstairs
and I noticed the room is empty.... I stood at the door of the room and just
tried to find a way to make everything ok.
I got in the room, and looked around since I
didn''t see much when he was showing me around earlier. I walked to the huge
window as I see a figure running on the beach under the street light.
Ernest is running at
this hour, he must be really hurt and angry. I let a deep exhale... I messed up
things... really messed up.
Even when we fight
he never leaves me alone for whole day, he finds a way to contact me or talk to
me.... he keeps his anger aside... but this time... things are different... I don''t
know how will I fix this or even say sorry.
I got in the bed
curling in theforter thinking to myself.. what can I do to fix this. will
he ever talk to me like before... will it be ever be same as before.... I cried to
myself.
I see no answer and
no path... and somehow I could not forgive myself for being ignorant in case of
the baby, only if went to the doctor that day then.. it might be still with us...
I am so messed up right now.... I keep making stupid mistakes every time and I
don''t know how to answer.