chapter 53


    Landon sees me. I can see the shock on his face. I don''t think he realizes that Jayden is in my arms.


    Until Jayden pops his little head up “Hey daddy, please don''t be mad at me.”


    “Jayden, what are you doing with Lilly, oh my God what happened.”


    “Daddy Ivan was hurting her. I had to save her, so I did. I tried to tell you, but you didn''t listen, so I had


    to do it by myself.”


    “No Jayden, you did not he is Alpha there are consequences. Lilly, what the fuck why would you let him


    be involved.”?


    I be so furious that he thinks I would ever put Jayden in any kind of danger at all. What a fucking


    peice of shit right before I go to say something. Jayden jumps out of my arm. I can tell he is annoyed.


    “Daddy what is wrong with you, Lilly was being tortured to death. She needed to be saved. I could


    sense every ounce of her misery and no one should ever have to go through what she had to.”


    I bend down to Jayden with tears in my eyes. “I''m so sorry that you had to feel any of that. I never


    wanted you to ever feel that kind of pain. I''m sorry.”


    “Come on now, Jayden, now that is enough. I told you that you need to stand clear of Lilly or there


    would be trouble. You need to listen to me.”


    “Stay clear of me. What have I ever done? You don''t understand we are connected. If you like it or not,


    we are the same.”


    “Lilly, you''re only going to bring him danger. Ivan will never allow you to have any connections that are


    close to me.”


    “I would never allow Ivan to harm him. I would kill Ivan myself before I would ever allow him to hurt


    Jayden.”


    “Lilly, you can''t protect him forever.”


    “Landon, it''s your fault he was telling you what was happening, but you ignored it, so he took matters in


    his own hands, and he saved me.”


    “Lilly, I tried to help you, but there was no helping you. I didn''t have a choice. Ivan threatened to kill


    Jayden if I would eveny just one finger on you. He has lost his fucking mind. I''m sorry I couldn''t risk


    Jayden''s safety.”


    I can see in his face that he felt bad not helping me, but to think Jayden wasn''t afraid to be like Landon


    was and Jayden saved my life. I want to scream at Landon. I want to hate him, but I can''t. “Please just


    keep Jayden safe while I take care of Ivan.”


    “Lilly, I''m sorry for everything I said, and I still do. Sometimes we just don''t get to be with whom we


    love.”


    “Landon, never say that you ever loved me because what you did, you don''t do to someone that you


    loved.”


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    I am shocked that he still thinks that he loves me. There is no way you don''t do what he did to


    someone you love. He is a selfish bastard. I will never see him the way I once did or, for that matter,


    ever love him.


    “Lilly,” I stop him before he can say anything else.


    “Landon, just take care of Jayden and I will handle Ivan. As for me and you, there will never be any


    kind of anything.”


    I kneel to Jayden, “I need you to listen to your daddy and stay hidden for a little bit, can you do that for


    me.”?


    “Lilly, I want to be with you, too. I don''t want to be away from you. Please don''t leave me, I need you.”


    “I''m not leaving you, Jayden, but I need to make sure you''re safe. I need not worry about you, so


    please just listen to your daddy until Ie back. I will be back, I promise.”


    He puts his little arms around my neck and pulls me in for a hug. “I will listen, but pleasee back


    soon.”


    “I will be back as soon as I can, I promise.”


    I shift into my wolf and I take off back to Ivan. Never thinking that I would purposely go back to Ivan but


    knowing I have to save Jayden. I would do anything for him because he may be the only person in this


    world that I actually love.


    As I''m getting closer to Ivan''s house, I''m getting nervous, not sure what the hell is going to happen. I


    want to be strong and stand my ground, but Ivan always finds a way to knock me down. Knowing this is


    for Jayden, I have to be extra strong. Even though I''m surprised that he never came after us.


    I walk up the steps to his house, trying to go slow and not make so much noise. I open the door slowly,


    all the lights are still off, surprised. I make my way up the stairs to where he kept me, not sure if it''s his


    torture room or maybe even his bedroom for that matter. I be so nervous and scared, I freeze for


    a second and I hesitate. I then tell myself,e on Lilly, you can do this, get your act together.


    I see the lighting from the door, since it is the only light that is on in the house. I didn''t even realize


    how dark it was until I saw the lighting from that room. I be so terrified I don''t want to be, but I


    can''t help it. Ivan scares the hell out of me in ways. I know I need to be strong for Jayden and not show


    any kind of weakness at all. I have to be determined and fearless, put my fucken foot down.


    I take a deep breath as I''m approaching the door. Telling myself that I can do this, by repeating it in my


    head, hoping if I say it enough that I will remember it. When I get to the door, I look into the room. I''m


    not sure what I''m looking at. Then I see Ivan on the ground. As I''m walking over to him, I am trying to


    hide how scared I am of him. But then he asks me the craziest question, and I wondered what the fuck


    is he pretending is this a game.


    He then looks at me straight in the face and says in a gentle tone that I have never heard him speak in,


    “who are you? “