chapter 45


    IVANS POV


    I must leave toe back to my pack. But I will find a way of making Lilly be mine and only mine. It will


    be as simple as bringing Landon''s pack andbining it with my pack and using Lilly as a condition.


    Knowing that Landon will do anything to protect his pack. So, it will be easy to make him forget all


    about Lilly. I don''t mindpetition, but I shouldn''t have to fight for my own mate.


    I met with him today and I''m not looking forward for 2 alpha''s running this pack. Knowing if I want to get


    what I truly desire, that this is the only way. I need Lilly to be mine, and only mine. All those that she


    cares about will be the only way I will really be able to punish her.


    I don''t want her to have rtions with anybody else but me. It might seem selfish of me. But I do not


    care, she will only belong to me. I know at first it will be hard for her to adjust, but eventually, she will. I


    will make sure that she will never have the chance of ever escaping me ever again.


    If she wants any kind of freedom, she will follow the rules, or she will be locked up. I will not allow her to


    do anything or see anybody if she doesn''t obey me. I know it might seem cold, But I don''t care. I will do


    whatever it takes for her to only be mine.


    I hear a knock on my office door. It is time to get all this over with and im what rightfully is mine.


    “Come in.”


    “I have a proposition for you, and it will only cost you what is already rightfully mine.”


    “Ivan, just get to the point why did you call me here.”


    "We are strong Alphas, both of our packs were attacked, and we lost valuable pack members. I''m


    proposing that wee together as one so this way if one of us is gone the other will be here to


    protect the pack, so this way our pack will never be without an Alpha.”


    “What are your terms?”


    “I want Lilly she is my mate, she is rightfully mine.”


    “I''m unable to make Lilly''s decisions for her, she is her own person, I can''t force her to be with you.”


    “She follows you, she won''t have a choice but to follow you since she sees you as her Alpha.”


    “I can''t make her choices for her, she will hate me.”


    “So you are willing to risk the lives of your entire pack for one. She is my mate, we are meant to be


    together, she wille with me eventually in time.”


    “I don''t want anyone else to get hurt. My pack and I will benefit very well from joining your pack. But


    why can''t you allow Lilly to choose for herself.”


    “This is our best option, I will get transportation for your entire pack to be moved to wicked falls we


    have plenty of room and I will even give you tonight to say goodbye to Lilly to do whatever you please.”


    “I will let Lilly alone, but you must let her and Jayden continue their rtionship as friends. Lastly, when


    ites to both of us being Alphas, our power is the same, we make choices together. “


    “Fine, agreed. Enjoy yourself tonight, since this will be yourst time that you ever spend it with my


    mate.”


    “You know Lilly is going to hate the both of us for doing this.”


    “She will get over it, I''ll see you tomorrow bright and early.”


    As I watch him get up and walk out of my office. I know that Lilly is going to be furious. But I believe in


    my heart that she will forgive me at some point in time. I know that at first I did not want her as my


    mate, but now I changed my mind and I need her in my life.


    I know that it might take a long time for Lilly to love me, but I am willing to wait as long as it takes. I am


    very determined to make her mine, and she will be. No matter the cost, I just hope that eventually she


    will love me.


    As I rearrange transportation for his pack, I know that Lilly is spending time with him while all this is


    going on. I want to break it up, but I resist since we came to an agreement. As his pack is cleared out,


    there''s nobody left but his housekeeper Jayden and Lilly. Since they will be picked up in the morning.


    I cannot sleep, I tossed, and I turned all night, it''s not long until it is time to finally leave to go get her. I


    know that she is going to be upset, and I feel bad, but this is what needs to be done, this is how things


    are supposed to be. I already lost the chance to be with her once, I will not lose a second chance.


    As I leave to go get Lily, I take a few Warriors with me just in case troublees around. I do not go


    anywhere without somebody now, so what happened to me will not happen ever again. I see how


    empty Landon''s territory is and almost make me feel sorry for him. He should be d he is now the


    alpha of an actual pack.


    As I begin to walk up the steps to his house, excitement runs through me. I can''t wait to see her. As the


    door opens, and I walk towards her, when I see her face, I know she is disappointed. I knew that she


    would not be happy, but I did not think she would look at me the way she is.


    As anger spreads through my body because of her disrespect, I want to punish her, but she is my


    mate. The tone that she uses and the reasoning of her not wanting to be with me. I forcefully made her


    leave, not giving her choice, this isn''t how I wanted to do it. But I need to show her who is boss, she


    needs to understand she has to follow orders.


    This rtionship that she has built with Landon''s son angers me, why must she care? She wants to


    talk to him, but Iugh at the fact that I do not give her the option to talk to him. As tears fill her eyes


    and fall from her beautiful face, I feel sorry. As the car pulled up, I then pushed her into the door. Not


    realizing that the other door was not locked as she storms out and takes off.


    Anger that I have never felt ovees me as I shift, and I take off after her, I know what I have to do. I


    know the only option is to mark her, so if she runs I can always find her no matter what. Then all wolves


    will see that she already belongs to somebody. And when they see my marking, they won''t dare mess


    with her.


    When she tells me that she is carrying my child, anger consumes me. I see as her tears fall from her


    face that she is begging me to stop, but I can''t as my caninese out there''s no other way but to


    mark her I know that the child she is carrying will die but if I don''t do this, it''s possible that I could lose


    her forever she can always have another baby if I don''t mark her, there is no way of tracking her if she


    runs it would be impossible I would never find her again.


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    As I expose her shoulder I allow my wolf to take over as he bites down and cuts through her skin and I


    taste her blood, it''s exhrating. As her cries are slowing because of her body being so overwhelmed.


    She loses consciousness as I see the bloode from in between her legs. I pick her and rush her


    back to the car as I take someone''s coat and wrap it around her, so her body isn''t exposed.


    I then see Landon running towards me. “Ivan, what the fuck have you done.”


    “I marked what was mine, she is not your concern so mind your business.”