I guess I should start from the beginning, the place where it all began or at least where I think  it began I can''t tell anymore.


    You see as a kid would always be in the  back Just trying to get by, I would keep my head low and pray to God that nothing went wrong.


    But that''s not how this story goes instead everything went wrong for all the wrong reasons.


    I won''t bore you with details because frankly, it hurts to talk about the scars in my life but belive me when I say my life was like a war zone. And because of that war zone of a life I became bitter and angry extremely so.


    I would always ask myself ''why me please God just help me once please'' but as always god was busy doing other things.


    Everyday time I went out I would always have a very strong desire to kill I would always blame them for everything that went wrong.


    One if the most important things that you should keep In mind is the fact that I never asked for this shit I did everything right got good grades attempted to make friends get a girlfriend, but it all still went wrong.


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    But despite all that I would always do the right thing, whether it be helping out a old lady making sure somebody understood something or fixing somebody''s roof. I would do these thing because of the fact that my mom made damn sure I was the happiest kid alive and I was.


    So the point I''m trying to make here is that growing up I had two sides to me. On one side was the extreme hate and just plain evil and on the other side was a extreme fondness for humanity and the desire to help people, and that''s it there was no in between just right and left.


    But the thing is that when you have two sides battling for control sooner or later somebody is going to lose, that''s exactly what happened about two weeks ago one side finally gave up and I gave in.


    Let me explain a little bit more about what happened on that fateful day 2 weeks ago


    Authors note: I will most likely post new chapters every weekend  or at least I hope so