《the monster of the swamp》 chapter one: start I guess I should start from the beginning, the place where it all began or at least where I think it began I can''t tell anymore. You see as a kid would always be in the back Just trying to get by, I would keep my head low and pray to God that nothing went wrong. But that''s not how this story goes instead everything went wrong for all the wrong reasons. I won''t bore you with details because frankly, it hurts to talk about the scars in my life but belive me when I say my life was like a war zone. And because of that war zone of a life I became bitter and angry extremely so. I would always ask myself ''why me please God just help me once please'' but as always god was busy doing other things. Everyday time I went out I would always have a very strong desire to kill I would always blame them for everything that went wrong. One if the most important things that you should keep In mind is the fact that I never asked for this shit I did everything right got good grades attempted to make friends get a girlfriend, but it all still went wrong. Did you know this story is from Royal Road? Read the official version for free and support the author. But despite all that I would always do the right thing, whether it be helping out a old lady making sure somebody understood something or fixing somebody''s roof. I would do these thing because of the fact that my mom made damn sure I was the happiest kid alive and I was. So the point I''m trying to make here is that growing up I had two sides to me. On one side was the extreme hate and just plain evil and on the other side was a extreme fondness for humanity and the desire to help people, and that''s it there was no in between just right and left. But the thing is that when you have two sides battling for control sooner or later somebody is going to lose, that''s exactly what happened about two weeks ago one side finally gave up and I gave in. Let me explain a little bit more about what happened on that fateful day 2 weeks ago Authors note: I will most likely post new chapters every weekend or at least I hope so chapter two : sin 2 weeks ago I returned from a war. It was bad like nothing I ever seen before some people called me a war hero, others just wanted me dead for what I did to war. You see I changed war I created a safer way for it to happen. The idea came from when I spent hours on hours fantasizing about being in a different Era and fighting, fist to fist one one one, but sadly I was born in the 21st century and in this Era wars are fought with these things called guns, and the only proper discription of them is to call them death machines because there only purpose is to kill, nothing else. So when I was fighting in the 3d earth war I came up with this idea that just because they have bullets dies not mean that I could not find something to render them usless in battle. That''s when I came up with the juggernaut armour and boy was it something it was 2000 pounds of pure steel condensed into a full suit of armour and when I first dawned the armour I was pinned down with zero help coming in, I was surrounded by 300 men and women. I killed them all every last one 1 man vs 300 armed soldiers it was never done before in the history of mankind. And because of my acomplisments the army promoted me to the rank of Sargent they also game me the nickname bloody nightmare because when ever I fought people they would always say the same thing afterwards " bloody nightmare I''m so glad he''s on our side". And things went well for a while the war ended I was given a peace prize because I rendered guns useless and then I met her she is.........no sorry was the most amazing person I met in my life she was so kind so caring and understanding she was perfect in every way possible. Then I got the call nobody wants to hear ever I was sick I caught a sickness that degrades the mind to a state of confusion some government cooked it up to get rid of me, but that''s not the important thing the thing I was worried about the most was her she would be deviated about this so I hid it from her right until the end and when I looked at her face for the last time I was at peace some might even call it joy that was the first and only last time I ever loved someone that much and I regretted nothing. Until I woke up and learned that she did the stupidest thing that anybody could do on this earth. She transfered the sickness from me to her via a machine that was originally created to interrogate soldiers in the dust wars. Basically it transferred the ownership of one sickness to another. I won''t lie and say that it did didn''t hurt to see her regressed to the state she was in, but at least this way I had her and she had me. Things where complicated but I wouldn''t let that get between us. I loved her and owed it to her to take care of her. Then I failed. I didn''t realize it at the time but people who had her sickness where discriminated because they had less mental capacity and when I returned home from my daily jog she was strung out on the house all tied up, like a fucking pig on thanksgiving day. She was all cut up limbs torn then crudely Stitched back together...... Stolen content alert: this content belongs on Royal Road. Report any occurrences. After I saw that I just lost it. I gave in to the monster inside me I killed everyone unlucky enough to cross my warpath I wanted blood I didn''t care where I got it from and I wanted it now. Neverending pain is what I felt after she died so I killed again and again and again but it was never enough to stop the pain in my heart people tried to stop me but they all failed and mind you I wasn''t quiet about this either I would sometimes just walk into the middle of a street and kill a bunch of people nobody could stop me even with my suit off because the beauty about my little creation that I never told anyone was that it trained people to be tougher stronger and just war machines that could kill on command. Then the army showed up. I killed them it was easy so very easy. Then some other group they were a little stronger but not by much. Then some even stinger group. One aster another the people sent out there best to try and kill me but they all failed I was too angry and too bloodthirsty. One day though after about a good year they came and then caped me it was a little embarrassing to say the least they caught me in the bathroom taking a shit took them about a good 600 men to finally capure me. I was confused thought I thought they where there to kill me not put me in some weird ass cell with 6 other people. They caught me 2 weeks ago I''m still angry still bloodthirsty it will never end I can never atone for my sin I let her die it should have been me I''m scum I killed about 500 people at that point but she knew it and did it anyway she told the doctor ''if I can''t live in a world with him then what''s the point of even loving someone I''d you can''t help them'' . My name is forgotten but my sin can''t ever be erased I am wrath and this is my story Authors note Hey guys I should post the next chapter next weekend. And leave a comment below chapters coming soon Sorry guys some stuff happened and I won''t be able to post for a bit but when I do there will be at least two or more chapters released