All I need is me


    Yeah


    In the end


    It''s all just me.


    Words repeating in my head


    Trying to be a belief


    Against that voice that whispers


    They are here and near.


    All I need is me


    Yeah


    With all those scars


    I can''t have more than me.


    Even if they hurt


    Even if they bleed.


    Tears running down my pillow


    Another night of no sleep


    Spent in the harrow


    Of killing the only thing I need.


    I know all I need is me


    I have to know


    I have to believe


    Because others are not near


    Not a mile


    Not a street.


    So I walk down the road


    Soaked from head to toe


    Wondering if at the end


    Is anything worth fighting for.


    It seems weird


    Having all you need


    Yet aching for everything in between


    Hollow middle


    Hollow being


    A hole where your heart should be.


    Because it''s probably not that you are all you need


    But that you are all what you have


    No matter what scene


    Misery is it or serene.


    Hey you


    You are all you need


    Tomorrow, today and yesterday


    You are all you will ever need.


    So, please


    Please


    Forget about being complete.


    Because for people like us


    Dreams end with tears


    Tears in your eyes


    Tears on your hands


    It always just ends up with a tear.


    I walk down the road


    The rain is loud and strong


    It washes the wish of before


    Of having someone to call my own


    Of having someone that is not buried in my bones.


    With the rain comes the blood


    Like washing dirty mud


    It soaks the streets and the sky above


    And the world turns on its axis and runs.


    So much blood


    So many scars


    Just


    What am I fighting for?


    What is at the end of the road


    What was at the start


    What made me ever think


    I can move on


    In this bloody world, I call my own?


    So much blood yet people go


    Come and go and come and go


    Maybe I''m silent maybe I''m mute


    Even though I can feel the sorrow tearing my throat


    Maybe I''m water maybe I''m clear


    Like a mirror maybe they don''t see.


    Come and go and come and go


    Always like a ticking clock


    They go and row


    Down the streams of my blood, they row


    Leaving and forgetting with a boat full of laughs


    I watch their fading backs


    You could be reading stolen content. Head to the original site for the genuine story.Watching my blood leading their way back


    And I think that it''s how it is


    It is how it should be.


    Because all I need is me


    Even if my blood sings and streams


    All I need


    Is me.


    The time moves around my feet


    I''m standing somewhere


    Probably from fear


    Frozen with the reality of who I have to be.


    Reality was always so severe


    The heartache and the screams


    Always so severe.


    The time moves and I mimic its ticks


    Tick tock, I sing.


    Balancing on a thin thread with no wings


    I sway with the wind and sing.


    Tick tock tick


    How much more til I leave?


    Tick tock tick


    How much more is left of me?


    I open the windows to the sun


    Letting it chase out the dark


    Not needing darkness to be aware


    That night is always there.


    I open the windows and wave


    At the birds flying on their way


    To a home they always change


    And marvel at their brave


    With a heart that''s still weeping in its first home


    I marvel at their brave.


    They sing in the vast skies and I laugh


    Because who other than birds can make leaving not so sad?


    I laugh and hold my battered soul


    Hearing it open the door and peak


    At a scene it never really knows.


    Always leaving


    Always in joy


    How?


    It wonders, torn.


    I stay silent because I don''t know


    Because I who broke down on every road


    Can''t possibly know the joy of the birds and their soars.


    Stumbling on words


    It became a hobby, a chore


    Always struggling to explain


    Why is it I''m so far away


    Always struggling in my struggles


    Because circles have always empowered


    The mind of a ten-year-old


    That thought of them as endless worlds


    And she grew up and knew


    Endless she was right


    But worlds is far away from their sight.


    They are endless and they end


    More than you can understand


    More than she did.


    They ended a child


    Ended a life


    Created a monster


    That doesn''t stop circling itself


    Like a predator with no prey


    The only prey it found


    Was the fragile star inside.


    It flickered in the day


    Flickered in the night


    Never finding the right time


    And if the predator ever won


    No court would welcome it in


    Because if there is ever a win


    The only name it would be called


    Is a being that killed itself.


    Nobody can save you nobody can


    Nobody is coming nobody will.


    It''s written in the rules with all your blood


    All you need is you


    No


    You are grown enough


    To know the truth and know what it is.


    You are grown enough


    And it was written in the rules


    That you, the ten-year-old child


    Will always


    Have just you


    And that it has to be enough.