PATRICIA''S POV (Hurt)


    "I gathered these information by asking my parents since they are also in business!"


    Nagkita kami ngayon ni Jess sa isang coffee shop. Nakabantay naman sabas ang ng bodyguards. Umalis ako sa bahay ng wng pam kay Callum dahil sa ginawa niya kagabi. I was acting coldly towards him the moment I woke up and saw him hugging me.


    "Here..."


    Inhad niya sa harap ko ang isang folder.


    Nlaman no''n ang mga printed papers at impormasyon tungkol sa mga tao na mga nakakasama ni daddy.


    "You need to read all of that, Patricia" nahihimigan ko ang kaba ni Jess. "Base to the pictures you''ve send yesterday, your dad seems having a good time with those people,"


    Hindi ko m kung ano ba ang dapat kong maramdaman. Ngayon na nasa akin na ang ng sagot.


    "Should I be afraid now, Jess?" I asked emotionless.


    She smiled awkwardly.


    "I think...yes? I also asked my cousin who were working in the government field," she gulped nervously. "They are hearing some doing of Mr. Lim. Nasangkot na rin p siya sa ng krimen. Nakyang dahil maraming pera..." Nangbot ako.


    Mabilis kong binut ang folder at mukha ni Mr. Lim ang bumungad.


    "Hindi ka na mahihirapan dahil nakgay na riyan ang mga background n. Kahit ang mga kinasangkutan at nakaraang kaso,"


    Roberto Lim is already 59 years old. A gambler and addict. Nasangkot siya sa child trafficking five years ago pero naresolbahan ''yon at nakya agad. Marami siya''ng negosyo na ang iba ay illegal. That''s why some of businessman was avoiding him.


    What the hell is this? He''s an evil!


    Sumunod naman na litrato ay kay Alfred Quizon.


    Mayaman at may katandaan na ito. Sa kanya mads umuutang ang mga negosyante para iwaldas sa mga sugal. May ari siya ng ng club at casino.


    Nanliit ang mata ko dahil siya ang nakita kong katabi ni daddy sa loob ng casino! Does it mean that daddy also asking him for money? Pero paano naman ''yon mababayaran ni daddy? Kung ang namamah ng pera sa kompanya ay hindi s?


    Saan kumukuha si daddy ng pera?


    I flip the next page and saw some pictures of Alfred Quizon. He''s with daddy!


    "That Alfred usually seen in his own casino with Tito...your dad" Jess said in a pity voice. "I was shocked knowing that. I though he stopped?"


    Unti-unting nag init ang sulok ng mata ko. How could daddy do this? Maruruming tao ang mga nakakasmuha niya! Paano niya ito nagawa? How could he lied to us! Pabng kong inihagis sa table ang folder.


    "I can''t take it anymore, Jess..." mahina kong usal bago naramdaman ang mga luha na kumaw sa mata ko. "He came back to what he was doing before,"


    I break down in front of her. I cried hard and didn''t mind the people around. My heart is aching because of daddy.


    "Hey, stop crying," rinig kong natataranta si Jess. "Baka kung ano''ng mangyari sa baby mo..."


    Patuloy ako sa pag iyak ng maramdaman ko ang pag dampi ng tissue sa mukha ko. She''s wiping my tears away but it continuously rolling down!


    "I sacrifice my peace! I let them decide for me! I married Callum to bring back ourpany but turns out...they are the one who ruined it!" I said in a low voice.


    Jess held my hand. "Stop crying, please. It''s not good for you,"


    I shook my head. I can''t exin how wreck I am right now. I hate daddy! He fooled us.


    Bumalik siya sa dating ginagawa kaya hindi na ako magtataka kung mlaman ko kay mommy na unti-unti ulit nauubos ang pera ng kompanya.


    "Let''s talk in my car, not here" ani Jess bago ako hinawakan.


    I slowly stood up and we left the shop. Sa harapanng naman naka park ang sasakyan niya kaya sumakay agad kami.


    "Here..."


    Tinanggap ko ang binigay niya''ng tissue.


    ng minuto kaming tahimik dahil hinintay niya ako''ng matapos sa pag iyak.


    "You done?"


    Nilingon ko siya at marahang tumango. Nahihiya na tga ako kay Jess. Siya nang pgi ang takbuhan ko pagdating sa ganitong bagay.


    "You shouldn''t be crying that long. It might also affect your baby and your whole pregnancy"


    I scoffed. "I can''t help it, Jess..."


    I lowered my head when my eyes started welling up again. I felt Jess''s hand caressing my back.


    "Kahit ako hindi makapaniw" umiiling na sabi niya. "But I''m confused. Where did you get those pictures you''ve send to me? Did someone also send it to you to reveal your dad''s doing?"


    "I saw them in Callum''s things..." nanginig ang boses ko.


    "What?!" she eximed. "Why he need to have that?"


    I shrugged. "Do you think it''s connected to his investigation about dad?"


    Bing nag liwanag ang mukha niya at pumitik pa ang dliri.


    "Right! Siguro dahil pinaiimbestigahan niya ang daddy mo kaya siya may ganoong litrato," nalaki pa ang mata niya.


    "Ibig sabihin...matagal ng m ni Callum ang ginagawa ng daddy mo? They hate liars and gamblers. Hindi ba kaya hindi natuloy ang kasal n ni Zara dahil nman n ang gawain ng pamilya nito?" may multo ng takot sa mukha ngayon ni Jess.


    Bumagsak ang balikat ko at unti-unting nanikip ang dibdib. Ang sakit.


    "Maybe they are alreadyughing at my family," mapait kong sabi.? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved.


    Kung tama nga na m ng mga Velsquez anghat, ano pa ang mukhang ihaharap namin sa kan? Si mommy na wng my sa ginagawa ni daddy? Si Callum...paano niya ako nagagawang pakisamahan sa kab ng pag gamit sa kan ng pamilya ko?


    Nakakahiya!


    "Don''t say that!" she tapped my shoulder. "Focused on the bright side always. Kaya siguro hindi sinasabi ni Callum sayo ang rason ng pag iimbestiga niya, dahil ayaw ka niya masaktan?


    I froze and looked at her. "That''s impossible-"


    "It''s possible, Patricia!" naging seryoso ang mukha niya. "Ano ka ''ba! What I told youst time? Communication is the key. If you keep insisting that negative side, you''re just hurting yourself more!" Mas bumuhos ang luha ko.


    "Talk to Callum," utas niya na may paninigurado. "In your situation, you must always prioritize themunication. Asked him calmly about this thing to feel you relieve. Then confront your dad," "Hindi ko kaya. I can''t face daddy right now..." humikbi ako.


    "Then fixed your problem with Callum first. Para maykas ka na ng loob at kakampi na harapin ang daddy mo,"


    Marahan niya''ng hinaplos ang buhok ko. Parang ayaw ko pa umuwi at sumama nang muna sa kanya. May inbas siya''ng panyo at pinunasan ang buong mukha ko. Oh, to have a friend like her is heavenly.


    "You''re too pretty to cry," she smiled and looked at my face. "You didn''t really change. You''re so soft and a crying baby!"


    Natawa kami pareho sa sinabi niya.


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    "Hindi ko m ang gagawin ko kapag w ka," I pouted.


    Pagkatapos ng pag-uusap namin at pagbibigay niya ng advice ay nag pam na ako sa kanya at nag pasmt. Nag decide na ako''ng lumipat sa sasakyan namin na nasa tapatng din ng coffee shop.


    Pag upo ko sa back seat ay nakayukong ako. Namumugto ang mata ko at baka makita ng driver at sabihin sa boss niya.


    "Mam?" bing tawag ng driver. "Tumawag po si sir Callum. Nagagalit at tinatanong kung nasaan tayo, hindi raw ho kayo nag pam,"


    Umismid ako at tinignan ang mga text niya.


    "Don''t mind him, kuya. Ako na ang bah. Uwi na po tayo,"


    The driver looks hesitant.


    "S-Sige po,"


    I closed my eyes. Why those problems suddenly bursting?


    After my rtionship with Callumnd in good way, I thought everything''s perfect. I thought I would befortable facing the Vsquez''s anymore but after knowing dad''s doing, I think I''ll be forever afraid showing my face to them. Idagdag pa ang hindi namin pagkakaintindihan ni Callum. He lied to me and didn''t even mind to exin. Maybe he was thinking that I''m too stupid.


    Nakarating kami sa bahay.


    The moment I get out the car, Callum weed me with his serious face. Agad ako''ng nag iwas ng tingin na parang hindi siya nakita.


    "Patricia, where have you been?" tumigil siya sa harap ko. "You didn''t inform me,"


    Hindi ko siya pinansin. Lgpasan ko na sana siya pero hinapit niya ako sa baywang.


    Tumingin pa siya sa likod ko kung nasaan ang driver bago ako iginiya papasok.


    "Don''t touch me," pag suda ko at itinanggal ang kamay niya.


    "Nag usap na tayo tungkol dito. Bakit hindi ka nag pam?" bakas ang pagod sa boses niya.


    Kung sabihin ko kaya sa kanya pabalik ''yon? He didn''t inform mest night about his whereabouts.


    "Nakipagkitang ako kay Jess sa coffee shop," matabang kong sabi.


    Mabilis angkad ko papunta sa kwarto, nakasunod din siya. Inihagis ko sa kama ang bag ko nang bi niya''ng hawakan ang braso ko at ipinihit ako paharap sa kaya.


    "Are you mad?" naniniguro niya''ng tanong. "Is this aboutst night? I will exin. Sorry, I wasn''t able to do that, I''m too tired-"


    "No need. Just saved it," I said coldly before removing my cardigan.


    Nakaawang angbi niya habang pinanonood ako na mag tanggal ng sapatos. Rinig ko ang singhap niya.


    "Come on, don''t be like this Patricia..." marahan niya''ng usal bago ako niyakap patalikod.


    Pilit kong inlayo ang sarili sa kanya pero mas humigpit ang braso niya.


    "Callum I will change my clothes! Removed your arm,"


    "No" he whispered. "What''s our problem? I came home sotest night because of a sudden meeting. I also signed and reviewed some documents. It was all rush..." Huminga ako ng mlim bago marahang umiling. How can he still lied to me? Is he seeing someone? And who it is? Zara?


    "You know what? I hate liars," I said straightly.


    I felt his hug loosen. He was stiff.


    Tinanggal niya na ang yakap sa''kin kaya dumiretso agad ako sa closet. Habang namimili ng damit ay narinig ko ulit ang yabag niya ppit.


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    "Really?" mmig kong sabi at humarap.


    Hindi ko na napign ang sarili ko. Mmig ko siya''ng tinitigan. Kita ko ang bahagya niya''ng pag lunok.


    "Marami kang ginawa? But that''s not what I heard on your secretary,"


    His eyes flickered that eventually widened. Namu ang mukha niya at napaiwas ng tingin. A piece of anger slowly building up inside me when I saw his guilty face.


    "I thought were good?"


    His face softened when my voice broke.


    "You lied to me! You should have tell me right away what you were doing or where you are!" sigaw ko at tinabig ang kamay niya na hahawak sa''kin. "Bakit, nakipagkita ka ba kay Zara, huh?" Kumunot agad ang noo niya.


    Pagak ako''ng tumawa. He can''t denied because it''s true!


    "It''s not what you thinking. I can''t really tell you about it-"


    "Because it''s really about her, right?" I continued what he should say. "You are seeing her secretly"


    He continuously shook his head. Sa paraan ng pag tingin niya ay para bang nasasaktan siya sa pag aakusa ko.


    Nakakuha na ako ng damit at pupuntana sana sa banyo pero hin niya ako.


    "Don''t touch me!" Imanded aggressively. "It''s okay if you won''t exin. m kong tungkol ''yon sa kanya kaya hindi mo masabi-"


    "Fine," he uttered seriously and let go of my hand.


    Kumbog ang puso ko.


    Napamaang ako ng pulutin niya sa ibaba ang nahulog kong damit at ibinalik sa closet. Bumaling siya sa''kin na mm ang mata.


    "I lied because I don''t want you to remember about that thing anymore," he sighed. "If keeping you that means I''m cheating on you, then I would fucking tell the truth" Nambot ang tuhod ko dahil sa pagod niya''ng boses. Umupo siya sa kama at tumango.


    "I met those investigators that I hired regarding to your incident..." he sniff a little. "I asked about the improvement of the case and we''re still finding more evidence," I don''t know what to say. I though he''s seeing Z-Zara?


    "I don''t want to open up that topic to you because your trauma mighte back again. I don''t want that, Patricia..." his voice was pleading makes my knees trembled.


    I slowly sat beside him. I held his face with my trembling hands and slowly lift it up to face me.


    "I-I''m sorry..." I whispered, my tears almost rolling.


    His eyes were bloodshot makes my heart broke. I let go of his face and averted my gaze. Nakakahiya.


    "Don''t cry," he said softly and wipe my tears.


    He then wrapped my arms around me for a hug. I continued crying. He caressed my back. "Please, don''t see me as a cheater..." he whispered on my neck. "I only want you-" "S-Sorry..." namamaos kong sabi. "Hindi ko sinasadya. I-I would never do that again,"


    Hinawakan niya ang mukha ko at iniharap sa kanya.


    "Don''t say that. I''ve never been happy and contented until you came. I will never do things that might destroy us..."