《Ruled by the Blaze (The Unwanted Marriage)》


 Chapter 1

    Patricia''s POV (Unexpected News)


    "I''m getting married? There''s no way, mommy!"


    Naibato ko ang mga folders sa loob ng office ni mommy sa sobrang galit ko. Kakauwi kong galing school at tinawagan niya ako para dumiretso rito sa office niya para sabihin ang hindi kapani-paniwng bagay na ipapakasal n ako! "Honey, we will benefit from it-"


    "Ourpany will benefit! That''s what you should say!" hindi ko mapign mapasigaw dahil sa katwiran niya. "I''m too young to get married and I''m still studying! How about my dreams?"


    "Patricia, calm down" she uttered and fix those folders that I throw earlier. "I know that you''re still studying but we can keep it as a secret for the mean time, for your friends not to find it out. Hindi magiging sagabal ang kasal sa pangarap mo" "Really? You''re really saying that as if marriage is just a easy thing, mom?" umupo ako sa swivel chair at hinilot ang sintido. Lalong sumasakit ang ulo ko. "I c-can''t understand... we still have ourpany-"


    "Ourpany is failing, anak" naging malungkot amg tono ng boses niya.


    "Pwede muna tayo humiram ng pera k tita-"


    "May utang pa tayo sa kan" putol niya sakin.


    "Hindi rin biro ang hga ng pera na kangan natin. Umaatras na ang mga share holders at nabaon tayo sa utang. Tuloy-tuloy ang medications ng daddy mo, idagdag pa ang expences natin sa bahay at sa school niyo ni jordan" natla ako ng makitang naluluha na si mommy.


    Tumayo na ako para aluhin siya.


    "Don''t cry, please" hinagod ko ang likod niya. Kahit ganitong galit ako ay ayaw ko naman nakikitang nasasaktan si mommy sa harap ko.


    "Pat, ikaw nang ang pag-asa natin, namin ng daddy mo" malungkot niya akong hinarap. "Pero kung ayaw mo tga, hindi ka namin pipilitin. Kung ano ang kahihinatnan ng kompanya ay tatanggapin ko pero ang daddy mo? I think he can''t" yumuko siya dahil sa nagbabadyang luha.


    "This is the only thing your grandfather inherited from him so he will not ept if he loses it. I can''t also ept that ourpany will be good but in return is your happiness"


    Tuluyan ko ng narinig ang mga hikbi ni mommy na nagpakabog sa dibdib ko. Hindi ko mapigng makaramdam ng awa dahil nala ko ang siwasyon namin ngayon.


    Si daddy ay may sakit at nagpapahinga sa ngayon habang si mommy pansamant ang nag-aasikaso ng sinasabi niyang nalulugi na naming kompanya.


    Nalilito ako at natatakot. Paano naman ako? Paano ang sarili ko kung sakaling pumayag ako sa gusto n. Hindi ko pa nga sigurado kung mareresolba ba nito ang problema namin.


    Hindi ko rin naman kakayanin na makitang nagsisisi si daddy dahil napabayaan niya ang kompanya at mag hirap s ni mommy.


    "Hush now" niyakap ko si mommy at iginiya sa upuan. Hinagod ko ang likod niya at inabutan ng tubig. "Tahan na, mom. Baka kayo naman ang mapaano niyan"


    Hinawi ko ang buhok na nakasagabal sa mukha niya at doon ay mariin akong napatitig sa mukha niya na puno ng lungkot. Namum ang mata at ilong dahil sa pag iyak. Nangingitim ang lim ng mata dahil sa sobrang puyat dahil sa trabaho. Hta na rin ang pagod sa kanya.


    "Give me some time, mom. Pag iisipan ko pa ang sinabi niyo pero hindi ako nangangako na sang-ayon ako sa no niyo" mariin kong sabi.


    Hindi makapaniwng napatingin sakin si mommy.


    "R-Really, Pat?" t nabuhayan siya. "Well, you still have 2 months to decide. Ganoonng katagal ang ibinigay nng araw. Tungkol ito sa pagitan ng pamilya natin at ng mga Vsquez at kapag-"


    "Vsquez? As in from Vsquez Industries?" kunot noo kong tanong, naniniguro dahil iisang pamilya ng Vsquezng ang kla ko.


    Tumango si mommy na ikinagt ko.


    "But, h-how?"


    Hindi ko pa nakikla ng personal ang mga Vsquez at tanging sa picture ko pang nakikita pero sa pagkakam ko ay mayayaman tga s at kla bng magaling sarangan ng business. Kla ang pamilya n kaya sigurado ako na marmi ang gustong makipag negotiate sa kan kaya nakakapagtaka na nakpit sa kan si mommy. Dahil kumapara sa kompanya namin, mas mki at maimpluwensya ang kan.


    "A long story, Pat. Umaasa ako na bibigyan mo ito ng chance pero lahanin mo rin ang sinabi ko" huminga siya ng mlim.


    "Hindi ka namin pinipilit. Hahanap kami ng ibang paraan kung sakaling ayaw mo, pero kung gusto mo naman" nganin siyang ngumiti. "Sabihin mo agad at sasabihin kohat ng dapat mong mman tungkol sa kan para magkaroon ka ng idea-"


    "Yeah, I get it mom" I said out of frustration. "You should rest, you look tired though" because she really is.


    Pinili kong tapusin ang usapan namin dahil hindi ko na kaya isipin anghat ng sinabi ni mommy. Ang tungkol sa pagpapakasal. Hanggang sa makauwi ako ay iyon parin ang nasa isip ko.


    Gabi na pgi nauwi si mommy sa bahay kaya kapag nauwi ako galing school ay hindi na kami masyado nagkikita at nag uusap, ganoon rin kay daddy. Since kagagaling niyang sa sakit ay hindi pa siya pwede mag trabaho at kadsan ay nasa kwartong siya, inagaan at hinahatiran ng gamot at pagkain.


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    Samant ang kapatid ko naman na si Jordan na kasalukuyang high school student ay pgi rin nasa kwarto, nalaro ngputer games kaya hindi ko rin maiwasan na malungkot kapag nasa bahay ako.


    W akong makausap kaya nagtitiis nang ako sa mga kaibigan ko kahit na sobrang ingay. W na kaming se bukas dahil weekend na kaya kinabukasan ay tanghali na ako nagising dahil halos madaling araw na ako nakatulog dahil kakaisip sa maraming bagay.


    Out of boredom, I invited Jess, my friend, into a coffee date. We met at the coffee shop where we often go. I told her everything mommy and I talked about yesterday. About the arrange marriage thing.


    "Oh my god! Wow, bigatin! Sa mga Vsquez ba tga?! Totoo?" napapikit ako sakas ng boses ni Jess.


    Hindi parin siya makapaniw samantng sinabi ko na sa kanyahat.


    "Kangan ko bang ulit-ulitin sayo?" inis kong sabi at humigop ng kape.


    "H, Aarte ka pa ba? Natulog kang tapos pag gising, mlaman mo na ikakasal ka na!" impit na umirit si Jess at kinurot pa ang braso ko. Napaigtad ako dahil doon.


    "What''s so funny?" pagtataray ko. "Hindi biro ang pagpapakasal, Jess. My ko ba na ang ipapakasal p sakin ay masama ang ugali, nananakit at wng modo? Edi nasayangng ang panahon ko!" pangangaral ko dahil parang gusto niya ay i-grab ko na agad ang opportunity na ''yon.


    "Stop saying that! Hindi mo pa tga kla ang mga Vsquez" himutok niya. "m mo ba na kaibigan ng pinsan ko ang pamangkin ni Mr. Vsquez! Maip daw tga s dahil haloshat ng kahalubilo ay mayayaman tga! Nameet na rin ng pinsan ko ang isa sa anak ni Mr. Vsquez at tgang magandanglaki raw tga!" Pinakihan ko ng mata si Jess ng muling mapkas ang boses niya. "Your mouth! Nakakahiya ka!"


    "Sorry, nagtng tga ako! Girl, Vsquez na ''to oh! Grab mo na!" panghihikayat niya. "Sayang ang opportunity! m mo kung ako sayo, papayag agad ako!"


    "But sorry, I''m not you!" inirapan ko siya. "You know what, I told you all this so you could give me advice but, hell! Everything you say is just so hrious!"


    I just sipped with my coffee again with too much stress. Mali pa ''yata ang desisyon ko na isinama siya.


    "Duh! Ikaw na rin ang nag sabing w na kayong choice! Can you afford to let your parents suffer and lose thepany? Not really, right? You need a lot of money and it''s just right for the Vsquez!"


    Napairap ako. Kaibigan ko ba tga siya? Pero bakit parang pinapaguilty niya ako?


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    "Kung kaya ngang namin kayo pahiramin ng pera n daddy sana nagawa na namin. m mo naman na mas mki pa ang kompanya niyo at hindi namin afford ang kangan niyo"


    "I can''t. I don''t want yet" nangangamba kong sabi.


    "Ano naman ang masama? You''re single and ready to mingle!" she answered that makes me more annoyed.


    "Yun na nga, e! Kaya ako single dahil ayaw ko pa pumasok sa mga rtionship at si mommy naman ay kasal agad ang inaalok sakin!"


    Mommy knew that I''m conservative. m ko na magulo kapag pumasok ka sa isang rsyon at hindi ko pa nga m ang pakiramdam na magkaroon ng boyfriend ay isasabak niya agad ako sa pag-aasawa! Hindi pa ako handa at mas hindi ako handa na matali sa taong hindi ko naman mahal!


    "You can give it a try!" pagpupumilit niya.


    "Mukhang mababait naman ang mga Vsquez and looked at their genes! Nakita mo ba kahit sa pictureng si Mr. Vsquez? Kahit may edad na ay angat parin ang kagwapuhan! At ikaw, maganda ka, sexy at makinis! Grabe, imagine mo nang ang magiging itsura ng anak niyo kapag nagkataon!"


    Nam ako sa mga pinagsasabi ni Jess. W tga siyang kwenta kausap.


    "W naman yan sa mga concerns ko kanina pero dahil sinabi mo, maslong ayaw ko!" napasimangot ako.


    "Kkip na ng pag-aasawa ang pagkakaroon ng anak, Patricia! Bubuo kayo ng sariling pamilya-"


    "Kung mag-aasawa nang rin naman ako ay doon sa taong mahal ko at mahal ako" natigil siya at nanliit ang mata sakin.


    "Hindi yung sapilitan. Hindi katd ng ganito dahil m kong ako rin ang mahihirapan. Ang hirap..." napahmos nang ako sa mukha. "Maslo pa akong mahihirapan kapag natuloy nga ito. Imagine, matatali ako sa taong hindi rin naman ako ang mahal? But maybe I also need to ept"


    I can''t hide the sadness in my voice. "In exchange for resolving our problem is my happiness"


    "Hindi mo matatakasan ''yan" aniya sa seryosong tono. "m ko naman na susundin mo ang gusto ng magng mo at ayaw mo ang mangyayari kung sakaling hindi ka sumunod?


    "I really have no choice" sabi ko sa nanghihinang boses.


    Hindi ko m kung paano umabot sa ganitong kakomplikado ang sitwasyon ko sa napakabilis na oras. Hindi ko akin na ang bagay na nakikita ko na nararanasan ng iba ay mararanasan ko rin p.

 Chapter 2

    Patricia''s POV (Decision)


    Days and weeks pass by so fast. It''s Monday again and I''m back at school.


    "Patriciaaa!"


    Nag echo sa hallway ang sigaw ni Kelvin, my other friend. Nakakahiya. Kng nang ay panlisikan ko siya ng mata habang tumatawa pappit sakin. Sinalubong niya ako ng yakap. "Kanina pa kita hinihintay!" mndi niyang sabi.


    "Bakit, feeling mo ba angpitng nitong building natin?"


    Dumiretso kami sa loversne since maaga pa naman, dito muna kami tatambay.


    "Spill it!" maloko siyang ngumisi sakin. "Nasabi sakin ni Jess ang tungkol sa kasal-"


    Tinakpan ko ang bibig niya dahil baka may makarinig. Tgang wng preno ang bibig ni Jess.


    "Totoo nga? Silence means yes!" Umirap ako kaya tumawa ulit siya. Ano pa bang choice ko?


    Maya-maya pa ay agad rin dumating si Jess kasama si Tyrone, isa pa naming kaibigan. Kaya pinaliwanag ko na sa kanhat.


    "The life of being rich, arrange marriage is just normal" komento ni kelvin. "W ka na tgang choice. Pero hindi pa ako handa na makita kang ikasal!" peke siyang umiyak. Ang arte tga. "Well, the only thing that I can say to you is... good luck. Iyonng ang kaya namin," Tyrone smiled at me that made me feel sad.


    "Based on my source, Mr. Vsquez''s son was... rude" Jess tapped my shoulder. "You''ll getting married just for responsibility and I think you can still do what you want when you get married" "We will graduate this year. I still had n to study in med school and pursue my-"


    "I don''t think your marriage will be an obstacle for that" putol ni Tyrone. "There''s no special feeling between you and him, right? You can survive"


    Sa ngayon, iniisip ko ang kahihinatnan ko kapag natuloy ''yon. Maraming magbabago pero w akong magagawa kundi sumugal.


    "You didn''t experience of having a boyfriend and you will have an instant husband soon!" ani Jess. "Thank god I didn''t end up in a situation asplicated as yours because I couldn''t take that" "What if, ayaw sayo ng pamilya ng mapapangasawa mo? What if masama ugali n? Gosh! Scary!" nanlulumo si Kelvin na para bang siya ang ipapakasal.


    "Her parents know and trusted them so I think she''ll be good" singit ni Tyrone.


    "My mo sa umpisang magaling?" sabat naman ni Jess. "Kaya mag-ingat ka Patricia! Hindi porket maganda ang record ng pamilya ay maganda ang ugali"


    "Mas kinakabahanng ako sa mga sinasabi niyo," mapait kong sabi bago tumayo dahil magsisim na ang first ss namin.


    Hanggang sa mga se namin ay d ko parin sa isip ko ang problema. Tingin ko nga ay wng pumapasok sa isip ko.


    I am currently studying as a fourth year college student and I''m taking up Bs Biology. ng buwan nang ay matatapos na ang paghihirap naming mga estudyante at ga-graduate na kami. I also maintain my high grades because I have been a certified honor student since elementary but in my current situation, t nawawn ako ng gana.


    "Okay kang? Mmya ka kanina sa ss" puna ni Jess habang nasa cafeteria kami.


    Tumangong ako.


    "Wag mo muna isipin ang problema mo. Buti nang mataas ka parin kanina sa quiz kahit hindi ka masyado nakapag-review!"


    "Yeah,"


    "That''s because you were naturally born smart! Kaya wag mo hintayin na bumagsak ka sa mga inaasta mo" para tga siyang nanay. "By the way, may event tayo next month at mayroong beauty pageant! Kangan ng representative by course athat ng section ay inaasahan na ikaw ang sasabak!" tinapik niya ang braso ko. "Kapag ikaw ang sumali ay siguradong panalo agad tayo! W ka naman sinalihan na hindi mo ipinanalo!"


    "Pass. Hindi ako sasali"


    Her smile disappeared. Marami pa naman ang pwede riyan at hindi ko m kung maipapanalo ko ang contest na ''yon ng may problema akong mki ngayon. I can''t concentrate.


    "Bakit? Sayang ''to, Pat! Last year na natin kaya subukan mo na!"


    "I have a problem, Jess. Maraming magaganda na pwede nng isali" tumayo na ako para bumalik sa room.


    "Sayang rin kasi dahil ikaw ang halos inaabangan ng mga estudyante kapag may pageant! Pero sabagay, mas mahgang intindihin mo muna ang kasal na yan"


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    Problemado at nanlulumo ako sa mga sumunod na araw at sa mga sumunod na linggo naman ay map ako kay mommy. Hindi ko m kung bakit habang tumatagal ay nawawn ako ng gana. Nakapag-isip ako na papayag nang sa no n at kahit hindi ko pa nakakausap si daddy tungkol dito ay nasisiguro kong pipilitin niya rin ako.


    Hindi ko rin naman maaatim na mag hirap kami.


    "Mauna na ako sa inyo" pam ko sa mga kaibigan ko at sumakay na sa sasakyan ko.


    Tuluyan na akong lumabas ng school at dumiretso sapany building namin.


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    Along with my way, my mind was in puzzled. Halos lutang ang isip ko sa maraming bagay.


    "Good afternoon, Mam" ngumiti sakin ang guard at agad akong pinapasok.


    Mabilis akong nag park at sumakay ng elevator. Sunod-sunod ang pag bati sakin ng mga empleyado ng makita ako. Nakaramdam tuloy ako ng hiya dahil nakasuot pa ako ng all white uniform ko sa school. Nakasalubong ko ang secretary ni mommy. "Sakto, may free time po si Mam Alondra"


    Ngumiti ako bago pumasok sa office. Nag liwanag ang mukha ni mommy ng makita ako at sinalubong ako ng halik. Kahit nakangiti ay hta sa itsura niya ang pagod. m kong stress na siya sa kompanya.


    It''s been one month since she told me the proposal and she didn''t pressure me. She didn''t sculpt me anymore, she really gave me time to think. I also have no idea what they talked about with the Vsquez. My mind was full of many questions.


    "Are you okay, mom?" I asked worriedly.


    Sheughed. "Don''t mind me. I''m fine" we both sat on the couch. "Do you need something?"


    "Uh, nothing" umiling ako. "Uhm...a-about the-"


    "About the proposal marriage? What about that? Have you already decided? Ayaw mo ba tga?" her voice cracked.


    "No, mommy" I gulped. "Pumapayag na ako sa p-proposal"


    Pushing those words out of my mouth felt like something sucked all the energy out of me. My hands were sweaty and shaking. I''m so nervous.


    "For r-real?" hindi siya makapaniwng nakatingin sakin. "I-I mean, we''re not pressuring you. Kung napipilitan ka-"


    "I''m not" pigil ko. "I think, it''s my responsibility to help you. Hindi kakayanin ng konsensya ko kapag naw ang kompanya satin. Kung may solusyon para isalba ito, I would grab it"


    Nagsimng mamuo ang luha sa mata ni mommy habang paulit-ulit siyang umiiling.


    "I can''t believe it" she started crying. "You really agreed!" she hugged me together with her sobs.


    "Just for our family, mommy" I whispered.


    "Your dad would be happy!" she held my hand. "Mrs. Vsquez just called me earlier and she was asking about your decision"


    "What will happened to me?" agad kong tanong. "After I marry the man I don''t even know?"


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    "I know you''ll be confused now but I''m telling you, you''re in the right hands. Me and your dad won''t trust them if we don''t know them fully" she exined. "You just need to go with the flow. Hindi ka mahihirapan dahil nasayo parin ang kyaan mo. You''re still free to do what you want and continue your studies" she caressed my hair.


    Kinakabahan at natatakot parin ako kahit may assurance na kay mommy, hindi ko parin mapign makaramdaman ''to. Yeah, I have my freedom to do want I want but there''s always limitation. I won''t be able to like someone else because I am already tied with the specific person.


    Tumingin ako kay mommy dahil may gusto akong itanong. "About my f-fiance..."


    "What about it, honey?"


    "Did he also agree with this set up? They''re already rich and wealthy, wng mawaw sa kan kung magpapakasal s sa hindi mayaman" I asked out of confusion.


    Bumabagabag sakin ''yon sim ng sabihin niya ang tungkol sa pagpapakasal. Td ko ay napilitanng din kaya siya na magpakasal sakin? Kla niya ba ako? O, baka naawang s sa pamilya ko? Gosh! Here I am again. Paranoid and thinking some negative thoughts but I can''t help but to think of it. W akong maisip na dahn dahil sessful na s. What else?


    "I just tried my luck to talk with them and I was surprised because they held me a proposal. I know that they did a background check on our family and we don''t have bad records," there''s traces of joy on her face. "I know you''re thinking that maybe, I begged for them?" sheughed. "No, I would never do that"


    May kinuha siyang folder sa drawer at binigay sakin. "It''s all about the background of their family. It can help you"


    I immediately opened the folder. Bumungad sakin angrawan ni Mr. Vsquez. Wow, he''s really handsome. Kahit may edad na ay kita parin ang pagiging makisig. I flip the next page and it''s a picture of his beautiful wife. The following pages are pictures of their children who are also handsome, from youngest, second and thest page is the eldest...


    Napatigil ako ng makita ang isanglaking seryosong nakaupo sa sofa, nakasuot ito ng ck suit nalong nag paangat ng kagwapuhan niya. Kusa akong napalunok at hindi makapaniw na ito ang mapapangasawa ko? I scanned his face that was almost perfect for me. M sa maganda at mapupungay na mata, mahabang pilik-mata at ilong na tama ang tangos, ang mukha at panga niya na tamang din ang pagkakahubog. Halos makaramdam ako ng uhaw ng pagmasdan ang namum niyangbi. Sa pananamit pang ay m mong mabango na pero hindi dapat ako masw sa itsura.


    Mabilis akong napakurap ng mapagtanto na masyado na p akong napapatitig sarawan, nakakahiyalo pa at kaharap ko si mommy.


    Sinipat ko ang nakast sa ibaba ngrawan at doon ko nakita ang edad at tunay na pangn niya.


    "Callum Teo Vsquez... 25 years old?" blas ko habang nalaki ang mata sa gt.


    "Yeah, Callum is your future husband and he''s so gentlemen, proven and tested when I met him in theirpany"


    "Mommy! He''s already 25 and I''m just 20!" remo ko at wng reaksyon si mommy.


    "You''ll graduate this year and turning 21. There''s nothing wrong," kalmadong sabi niya. "You two look good together!" she pped her hands.


    Napairap ako at itinago ang folder. Maraming pala na sinabi si mommy bago ako umalis. Tinawagan niya agad si Mrs. Vsquez para kumpirmahing pumayag na ako at ora mismo ay nag bigay siya ng araw para sa isang dinner ng mga pamilya namin. "Tama ang desisyon ko? Everything is just so fast!" ibinuhos ko sa loob ng kotse anghat ng frustration ko.


    Hindi ko akin na mabilis ang pasya ng mga Vsquez. Ganoon ba s kaexcited para ikasal kami ng anak n? Hindi n kami binigyan ng chance na magkaroon ng quality time para sa sarili namin para sulitin ang mga araw na single pa kami!

 Chapter 3

    Patricia''s POV (Realization)


    "Where''s my keys!"


    Narito kami sa parking ng school at handa ng umuwi pero hindi ko mahanap ang susi ng saskyan ko. I was busy finding it in my bag when I felt Jess pinch my arm. I turned around and saw her pointing someone using her snout. Sinundan ko ''yon ng tingin at naaninag ko ang isanglaking pappit habang nakasuot ng engineering uniform.


    "Si Raven na naman?" ramdam ko ang pagod sa boses ni Jess. "Kukuloton ka na naman niya,"


    Nang makpit ay agad ngumiti si Raven ng makita ako at mas lumapit pa.


    "P-Patricia" usal niya habang nakangiti.


    Ngumiti rin ako at ramdam ko agad ang pag hawak ni Jess sa braso ko. T pinoprotektahan ako kay Raven. "Ano''ng pakay mo sa kaibigan ko, Raven?" diretsang tanong ni Jess kaya halos pakihan ko siya ng mata.


    "Ah, I just want to ask Patricia.." he turned to me with shy smile. "Are you free today-"


    "Ay, bawal siya, e! Marami kaming pending activities ngayon sa major subject" sumabat na naman si Jess kaya hindi ko mapigng kurutin siya sa tagiliran. Kahit kan tga harsh niya kay Raven.


    "Uhm, sorry pero busy kasi ako, R-Raven" nahihiya akong tumingin sa kanya. "Pasensya na-"


    "No, I understand" agap niya. "Maybe next time?" t nangungusap ang mata niya. "Are you okay with that?"


    "Let me see my s-schedule..." agad kong sabi dahil w na akong madahn.


    Nag pam kami sa kanya at mabilis akong hin ni Jess papunta sa sasakyan namin.


    "Baliw na baliw tga sa''yo yan si Raven! Hindi niya ba gets na ayaw mo sa kanya?!"


    "Jess! Baka may makarinig!" saway ko at tumingin sa paligid.


    "Bakit? Totoo naman, ah!" inirapan niya pa ako. "Kahit mayaman, gwapo at matalino ay hindi parin ako boto sa kanya para sa''yo!"


    "Wow, pero noon ay natutuwa ka kapag naghihintay siya sabas ng ssroom natin" matabang kong sabi dahil sariwa pa sa isip ko ang mga bagay na ''yon.


    Matagal na akong sinusuyo ni Raven at nag bk rin siyang ligawan ako noon pero tumanggi ako. May mga nanghinayang sa pag reject ko sa kanya pero hindi ko naman masisisi ang sarili ko. It''s not that, he''s not my type but I don''t really do boyfriends. I can''t deny that he''s handsome and rich but I just can''t force myself to like him.


    "Noon! Not until the news broke that his father was doing illegal things! You know, they also owned bigpanies like Vsquez''s" I could hear the bitterness in her voice.


    "That has not yet been proven"


    "Duh! It''s pretty obvious that they manipted the media since they are rich and had so much connections!" singhal niya. "Basta, just ignore him. You''re getting married anyway so he don''t have any excuses to get near you!"


    Dahil sa sinabi niya ay nala ko na naman ang tungkol sa kasal at sa dinner para bukas. Nagsisisi tuloy ako ngayon na pumayag pa ako sa proposal.


    I finally saw my keys and got into my car. "I''m going home, bye!"


    I bid my goodbye and drove quickly to get home but I was shocked to see that daddy was waiting for me in the living room.


    "Thanks, you''re already here" he weed me with his sweet smile.


    "Dad" I kissed him. "You were waiting for me?" I sat down beside him. "Are you feeling okay?"


    "Yes. I''m totally recovered and just need a little rest" hinaplos niya ang buhok ko kaya agad akong nagtaka. "Your mom called. Thank you so much, anak"


    Oh, now I know. I smiled back at him while his face was about to cry.


    "Oh,e on! Don''t cry, dad!" Iughed as I tried my best not to cry too.


    I was carried away by his expression. I could see different emotions in his eyes that I can say, happiness, sad and tired.


    "Sorry. I just can''t help to feel overwhelmed because of what you did" nangingilid ang luha sa mata niya. "Kung hinding sana ako nagkasakit ay hindi ka mlagay sa nganin"


    "It''s not your fault that you got sick" ap ko dahil nahihimigan kong sinisisi niya ang sarili. "It''s my choice, dad. Mommy promised that I won''t get stuck in this set up so it''s okay for me"


    "Are you sure? If the oue of your married life is not good, we will take you back from them. That''s a promise. Thank you for understanding"


    "No problem, dad" I gave him an assuring smile.


    Mabilis na rin akong nag pam na aakyat na sa kwarto at sinabing may pupuntahan ako mamaya, pumayag naman siya. Agad akong nag handa ng damit na susuotin ko para sa pag punta sa bar. Nag text ako k Jess at pumayag agad s kahit nagtataka dahil ang tagal na rin sim ng huli kaming nag bar. Gusto kong na mag liwaliw.


    As usual, w pa si mommy sa bahay dahil nasa trabaho pa at si daddy naman ay nagpapahinga na sa kwarto. Kasabay ko kumain ang kapatid kong si Jordan at marahan kong pinagmamasdan ang bawat gw niya. Mpit kami sa isa''t isa kaya hindi ko m kung anong magiging reaksyon niya kapag sinabi kong maaari akong ikasal.


    "Jordan, what can you say if I ever get married?" bi kong sabi.


    Natigil ang kapatid ko sa pagkain at kunot noo akong nilingon. T may nasabi akong hindi maganda.


    "Hindi ka pa nga nagkakaroon ng boyfriend, kasal agad ang iniisip mo. Are you serious?" tinaasan niya ako ng ky.


    Minsan ang sarap din batukan ng kapatid ko. Tgang ipinamukha niya sa akin na ''no boyfriend since birth'' ako.


    "If ever ngang di ''ba?" inis kong sabi.


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    "You''re not even old enough to get married. You haven''t even be a doctor so stop discussing about that thing. You''re too young" mariin niyang sabi bago tumayo.


    "I''m not a kid anymore!" himutok ko at binato siya ng tissue. "May I remind you na ako ang ate kaya ako ang mas matanda sayo! Ikaw ang bata!"


    Binato ko ulit siya ng marinig ko siyang tumawa. Mabilis na siyang tumakbo pbas at iniwan ako.


    Kumain nang ako ng kaunti, tamang naman ng tiyan para kapag uminom ako sa bar ay hindi ako masyado sumuka.


    I quickly got dressed and chose a ck bodycon dress that really clung to my body. I can see my back here and the neckline is too low so my cleavage is peeking out. I let go of my long, wavy hair. I also just put on light make up and big round earrings. Lastly, I wore my ck hills and get my pouch.


    Hindi ko ginamit ang sasakyan ko dahil sinundo ako ni Tyrone, siguradong mlasing ako mamaya kaya hindi ko na kaya mag drive.


    When we arrived at the bar, we were weed by the colorful lights and loud music. Halos lumuwa ang mata ko ng makita kung gaano ka-reaveling ang suot ni Jess. Nakasuot siya ng png hapit na hapit na dress at halos khati ng dibdib niya ay kita na, kaya naman p halos mabali ang leeg ng ng mgalaki rito.


    "You''re so hot!" sinalubong n ako ng isang shot ng whiskey.


    "Ganyan ba tga kasexy kapag ikakasal na?" tanong ni Kelvin ng umupo kami sa may couch.


    Hw akong ngumisi. Nag punta ako rito para makalimutan saglit ang bagay na ''yon pero mukhang hindi ko rin magagawa.


    Ab ang mga kasama ko sa pag-uusap at tawanan habang ako''y tahimik at umiinom. Naiisip ko pang na hindi ko na magagawa ang mag bar kapag kinasal na ako ay parang gusto ko na umiyak. Night out and hanging out with my friends are my way to lessen my stress. Mayaman ang pamilya ng Vsquez kaya siguradong masn s sa ibang bagay. I have to be more prim. Kangan ko rin baguhin ang mga bagay na nakasanayan ko, for them not to be disappointed. Isang pitik ni Jess sa harap ko ang nagpakurap sakin. "Wag mo isipin ang problema mo! Nandito tayo para mag enjoy! Hahanap tayo ng pogi mamaya!"


    I epted the new shots they gave and it followed by more shots that I can''t even count. Pero kahit nakakaramdam na ako ng hilo ay hindi parin maalis sa isip ko ang tungkol sa pagpapakasal ko. Hindi ko na m ang mararamdaman. Hindi naman pwede na umatras ako.


    "Here!"


    I received another shot and I could almost feel the bitterness of the wine as it flowed down my throat because I drank it straight. I would have liked toin because the shot ss was almost full of alcohol but I just drank it. Htangsing na ang dwa kong kasama dahil nagsisim ng sumayaw si Jess sa harap namin at si Kelvin naman ay may kinakanta na hindi ko maintindihan.


    Hindi ko mapigng hindi matawa sa sitwasyon namin ngayon.


    "Again! It''sst s-shot and we will go on the dance floor!" Jess''s eyes were already closed as she handed me thest shot.


    Habang iniinom ko ''yon ay natumba siya sa tabi ko, nasanggi niya ang kamay ko kaya tumapon ang k sa aking leeg at umagos sa mismong dibdib ko. I moaned at the cold caused by the alcohol on my skin.


    Gosh, I''m wet! I was about to find a tissue in my bag when Jess suddenly pulled me to the dance floor.


    "Let''s dance!" humagikhik si Jess habang hinih ako.


    Muntik na akong mawn ng bnse ng bi akong mahilo, buti ay nakakapit ako kay Kelvin. Umaalon ang paningin ko dahil sa napakaraming sumasayaw, idagdag pa ang malilikot na w na masakit sa mata. Si Jess at Kelvin ay nag sim ng sumayaw sa harap ko.


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    "Whoah!!"


    Everyone was shouting and dancing wildly! When I rolled my eyes around, I even saw some couples making out. Well, that''s their life, so be it!


    A sexy song yed so I closed my eyes and felt the song, I seemed toe alive. I know how to dance and it''s not my first time. I gently stroked my hair down to my waist while still closing my eyes. As the beat get intense, I slowly shook my hips and started screaming as well. Eventually, I swayed faster and seemed to enjoy what I was doing.Text ? owned by N?velDrama.Org.


    Nakating na ako habang sinusuyod ng kamay ang buhok at mas pinapaswabe ang gw. Nagtaka ako ng hindi ko na marinig ang boses ng mga kaibigan ko. Siguro dahil sakas ng music kaya w sa sariling hin ko ang taong nahagip ng mga kamay ko. Agad akong gumiling at lumapit sa kanya habang nakapikit parin at hindi ko mapigng hindi mapasinghot ng mnghap ko ang pabango niya. "Hmmm..."


    It smells so manly and addicting!


    Halos isubsob ko ang mukha sa mismong dibdib niya at bahagyang nagt dahil sa tigas nito. Agad naman akong napaigtad ng dahan-dahan niyang ipulupot ang mga braso sa baywang ko kaya maslong nadiin ang katawan ko sa kanya. Mabagal nang kaming sumasayaw dahil napalitan na ang kanta.


    "Having a good time, huh?" the heat enveloped my ear in that whisper and brought a little tickle to me.


    "Hmm, yeah" I gigled when I heard his soft curse when I ce my hands to his back and gently caressed it.


    "Your boyfriend must be looking for you" his voice was husky. "He won''t be happy seeing you dancing with another man"


    "I don''t have a boyfriend!" I proudly said. "But.. I''m getting married" my voice growled. "So I''m taking advantage of this night before I''m tied to my fianc¨¦!"


    "Hmm, you''re engaged?" he chuckled, sounds unsurprised. "Well, we''re the same"


    Nakiliti ako ng hawiin niya ang buhok kong nakaharang sa leeg ko at mas inpit pa ang bibig niya sa tenga ko, so I could hear him clearer.


    "You''re engaged too?" I sounds surprised. "But your fianc¨¦ would be mad if she''ll saw you" but I can''t even take myself away from him because I only get more sleepy with what we were doing.


    Iughed secretly. What a coincidence that we are both getting married.


    "Nasaan na ba-Patricia!"


    Napaigtad ako ng may hum sakin pyo salaking kasayaw ko. Hindi ko magawa na imt ang mga mata dahil mabigat na ang mga talukap ko.


    "Uuwi na tayo! Shit!" nakarinig ako ng mahihinang pagmumura. Wait... it''s Tyrone''s voice!


    "Wait, we''re dancing!" panay ang padyak ko habang hinih ako papyo sa sayawan.


    Naramdaman kong binuhat niya ako into a bridal style at parang bumaliktad ang sikmura ko.


    "Oh! I think I''m gonna puke-"


    "Oh, please, wag kang susuka!" problemadong saad niya.


    Naramdaman ko ang pagpat ko sa upuan ng sasakyan. Gaya ng sabi ni tyrone, tiniis kong hindi sumuka hanggang sa bumigat na tga ang talukap ng mata ko at tuluyang nmon ang dilim ang paningin.

 Chapter 4

    Patricia''s POV (Pressure) "Ouch!!"


    Mabigat at umikirot na ulo ang bumungad sa umaga ko. Napapikit akong napahawak sa ulo ng muli itong kumirot ng umupo ako sa kama. Hindi ko m kung paano ako nakauwi dahil naala kong ay nag iinuman kami n Jess at Kelvin sa bar.


    Tinaggal ko ang kumot na nakabalot sa katawan ko at nakitang suot ko parin ang ck dress na suot ko kagabi. Dali-dali akong pumunta sa banyo at halos maki ang mga mata ko ng makita ang itsura ko sa smin. Magulong buhok, gusot na damit at make up na halos kumt na sa mukha ko. Hell, what happened to me! I was almost sick of smelling the alcohol on my dress.


    "Paano ako nakauwi kagabi?" tinapik-tapik ko ang mukha ko.


    Kahit nagtataka ay nag hmos at nag half bath parin ako para maw ang amoy ng k sa katawan. Nang matapos ay agad akong nag bihis ng simpleng shorts at white shirt bago lumabas ng kwarto. Natanaw ko agad ang kapatid kong si Jordan sa may s, nakaupo at may binabasa.


    "Good morning!" nakangiting bati ko.


    Agad rin naw ang ngiti ko ng galit na mag angat ng tingin ang kapatid ko. What? Ano na naman kaya ang ginawa ko?


    "You were even able to smile after what you didst night?" lumapit siya sakin bago ako inamoy. "Thank god you don''t smell alcohol anymore. You look troublest night!"


    Napaawang angbi ko. "How did you k-know? Paano ako nakauwi-"


    "Your friend brought you here. Buti ay tulog na s daddy kagabi at hindi kita isinumbong"


    Lumakad siya papunta sa kusina kaya sumunod ako sa kanya.


    "Si Tyrone ba ang tinutukoy mo na nag hatid sakin? Hanggang kwarto?" maingat kong tanong habang binubuksan niya ang ref.


    "Yeah, that friend of yours. He looks devastated because one of your friends puke on his car, hell!"


    Naki ang mata ko. "S Jess!" hindi ko na tuloy m kung paano ako haharap kay Tyrone. Nakakahiya!


    "Ako ang nag hatid sayo sa kwarto mo. Next time, don''t drink too much if you can''t handle it"


    Napakamot nang ako sa ulo sa pag sermon niya.


    "Here, drink this for your head ache. I also cooked for you"


    Napangiti ako ng tanggapin ko ang ibinigay niyang isang basong tubig at gamot kasama ng isang tong pagkain. m niya tga kung paano ako aaluhin. He''s really the sweetest brother. Kinain ko iyon habang pinanonood niya ako. "Pumunta si daddy sapany" "What? Why? Hindi pa siya magaling-"


    "Magaling na siya, ate. He went there with mommy and he was ready to work again" kumunot ang noo niya. "I heard earlier that they were talking about having a meeting today with the Vsquez, I wonder what they are going to talk about" Saglit akong napatigil. "Vsquez?" ulit ko.


    "Yeah, from Vsquez Industries. Aren''t they currently the biggestpany here in the philippines?"


    Tumango ako at agad napaisip.


    "That''s pretty cool! They''re so rich!" my brother sounds so amaze.


    Hindi ko m pero bi akong kinabahan. Bakit ko nga ba nakalimutan ang problema ko.


    After I ate, I go back to my room to sleep again. My head still hurts. Since weekend ulit at w kaming mga uing exams, mya akong matulog sa kama mag hapon. Nagising nang ako dahil patuloy ang pag vibrate ng phone ko na nasa side table. Napabalikwas ako ng bangon ng makita na medyo madilim na sabas. Agad kong tinignan ang oras at nakitang s sais na ng gabi! I slept that long?!


    Dinampot ko ang cellphone ko at nakitang tumatawag si Jess.Text ? owned by N?velDrama.Org.


    "Hello?" sagot ko.


    "Have you read the new release magazine? Articles?!" halos mabingi ako sakas ng boses ni Jess. "Napasama sa isang article ang pagpapakasal niyo ng heir ng Vsquez Industries!" "What?!"


    Kinuha ko agad angptop ko at agad nag search online. Maraming lumabas na articles at halos lumag ang panga ko sa mga nabasa.


    The eldest son of Vsquez Industries owner, Callum Teo was about to get married to unknown woman who is also a daughter of a business man! To read more, here''s the link... "Oh my gosh.." nausal ko sa sobrang gt. Bakit may ganito?


    "Buti hindi ka nakla! Tsaka, bakit kangan bas sa media?!"


    "H-Hindi ko m, Jess. Maybe I''ll talk to mommy" dagdag ko bago mag pam sa kanya.


    Bumilis ang pag hinga ko at napatla nang sa iba''t ibang articles. Nakaramdam na naman ako ng kaba, siguro dahil hindi pa tga ako handa.


    Hindi ko mapigng hindi mapaiyak. Nag unahan sa pag daloy ang mga luha sa pisngi ko. Kumaw ang mahinang hikbi sa bibig ko hanggang sa hindi ko na tga napign at lumakas ito. W akong nagawa kundi isubsob ang mukha ko sa unan at mas umiyak pa. Hindi ko maiwasan na maramdaman itolo pa at nahuhan ko ng mpit na akong ikasal dahil lumabas na agad sa articles.


    Imbis na bumaba at kumain ay hindi nang ako lumabas. Ibinuhos ko ang mga sakit at luha sa unan ko. Halos s otso ng matigil ako sa pag iyak, tinignan ko ang sarili sa smin at hta na umiyak ako dahil namum ang ilong ko at mugto rin ang mata ko.


    Agad ako''ng nag hmos at inayos ang sarili.


    Tahimik sa ibaba at dumiretso ako sa kusina para kumain. ng subong ng pagkain ang nagawa ko at agad ako''ng tumayo dahil nawn tga ako ng gana.


    May lumapit na isang katulong sakin. "Mam Patricia, tawag po kayo ng mommy niyo sa s"


    Isang tango ang sinagot ko bago sumunod. Nadatnan ko roon s mommy at daddy na nag-uusap.


    "Anak- what happened to you?" mommy held my face. "Are you okay?" may pag ala sa mga mata niya.


    Tahimik akong tumango bago humalik sa kaniya. Umupo ako at wng kibo.


    "I''ve seen the articles about that marriage"bas sa ilong kong sabi.


    "Huh? Uh-maybe... because we already talked to the Vsquez about it and that would be on next month"


    I didn''t react. m kong mamadaliin tga n ang kasal.


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    "Sorry for the articles. Hindi rin kasi maiiwasan ''yon since klang tao ang mga Vsquez, anak. The spot light is always on them"


    "I know"


    "Mrs. Vsquez already set a dinner for tomorrow. Para mapag-usapan ang kasal na kasama kayo ni Callum" maingat ang pagsasalita niya. "I can request them to keep your wedding private to avoid controversy" dagdag niya. "Yeah, ngayon pang hindi ko na nagugustuhan ang mga nakikita ko online" I remained emotionless.


    "We''re sorry for bragging you into this" si daddy. "Nman rin namin na kinukulit ka parin ng Raven na ''yon.."


    "I don''t entertain him, dad. Besides, raven is a nice guy" giit ko dahil paano na nadawit si raven dito?


    "Hindi mo parin siya lubusan na kla. I just want you to know that they are the Vsquez''s most rival when ites to businessn. Marami sng issue"


    "Ikakasal na ako di ''ba, dad? I can no longer choose a man for me and let Raven alone. He''s out of this" mariin kong sabi.


    "I''m just saying that-"


    "I''ll go to sleep. I still had ss tomorrow" sabi ko bago tumayo.


    Napatigil ako ng mag salita si mommy.


    "Don''t forget our dinner-"


    "Yeah, pupunta ako sa dinner na yan, mom. Excuse me" putol ko at diretsong umalis.


    Mabigat ang dibdib kong pumunta sa kwarto ko at agad humiga. Gusto ko ng matulog pero hindi ko maiwasan na mag over think. Naiisip ko ang sitwasyon ko bukas kaharap ang mga Vsquez, parang nanliliit ako sa sarili ko. Mking pamilya s at nakakahiya dahil w pa akong maipagmamki. W pa akong napapatunayan at nakakapanlumo na ang magiging asawa ko ay marami ng tagumpay sa buhay. Mag mumukhamang ako na katawa-tawa. Hanggang sa hindi ko namyan na nakatulog na p ako sa isipin na ''yon.

 Chapter 5

    Patricia''s POV (Meet the Fiance)


    It''s monday morning again and it''s also a tiring day for me. I felt so weak and drained. Ayaw ko ng mag tagal pa sa loob ng bahay kaya hindi na ako nag ab na mag breakfast at agad akong umalis.T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org.


    Dumiretso ako sa isang caf¨¦ mpitng sa school, dito na muna ako dahil maaga pa. I ordered my favorite coffee and a slice of blue berry cheese cake, agad kong kinain ''yon.


    Inaliw ko ang sarili ko sa pag stalk sa mga Vsquez online at hindi naman ako binigo ng social media. How ironic that their family is so private but some people can even get ess and information about them. It''s also true that there''s so many girls simping over Callum Vsquez. His pictures is all over online and it''s crazy! I also checked theirpany background. I found out that they still had a lot of business. They owned arge and extensive farm and several hotels. Wow! While Callum is currently managing the Vsquez Industries and soon, Mr. Vsquez will transfer to him his position. They''re really rich. Halos sumakit ang ulo ko sa mga bagay na nman tungkol sa kan. Tumigil nang ako bago pa ako mabaliw.


    I left there and went to school and it was a quick afternoon for me. I was even able to get a perfect score on our quizzes and even praised by my professors.


    Until the time I dreaded came.


    Nang makuwi ako ay pumili agad ako ng maayos at mas desenteng damit sa closet. After I took a bath, I dressed in a nude strapless knee-length refined frock paired with ck sandals. It shows off my shoulders and legs, my whiteness also rises even more. I started to blow dry my hair and after that, I just put light make up on my face.


    My waist-length hair became just below the shoulder because I curled the ends of it. I also wear earrings and ne andstly, my minimalist bag.


    I stared intently at my reflection in the mirror. I really looked good. My cheek bones are even more highlighted now. My lips are red and my hair is pretty. Kinuha ko ang bag ko bago lumabas ng kwarto. Naabutan ko s mommy at daddy na kapwa bihis na rin at ang kapatid ko na seryosong nakaupo sa sofa.


    W ng sabi-sabi ay dumiretso agad ako sa sasakyan namin at magkatabi kami ni Jordan sa back seat. Wng kibo ang kapatid ko kaya nabah ako. Kadsan ay pinupuri niya ako kapag nakikita akong nakaayos pero ngayon ay hindi. Sigurado ako na m niya na kung saan kami pupunta.


    "So, you were getting married soon.."


    "Jordan.." I tapped his shoulder but he didn''t look at me.


    "Why do you even need to do this? Obviously, you''re not yet ready. You don''t even know the guy you will marry" pagak siyang tumawa.


    "It''s my choice-"


    "Our parent''s choice" pagtatama niya. "They forced you-"


    "Of course not, Jordan" agap ko.


    "What''s happening?" boses ni mommy ang nakapagpatigil samin.


    "Nothing, mom..."


    Jordan looked away with frown face. He looks mad and I understand because he''s been so protective to me. Hindi niya na ako pinansin buong biyahe.


    Huminto ang sasakyan at nag park sa harap ng expensive restaurant. Humigpit ang hawak ko sa string ng aking bag nang lumabas na ako ng sasakyan, and the moment we entered the entrance of the restaurant, my chest throbbed rapidly and I seemed to be deafened by its force. My hands was pale and shaking. I''m so nervous.


    S mommy ang nasa unahan habang nasa likod kami ni Jordan. Nilibot ko ang paligid at napagtanto na haloshat ng kumakain dito ay mayayaman. Almost everyone was wearing ssy clothes. I was busy looking around when I hear someone called our name.


    "The Clemente''s!"


    Nalingunan ko ang isang babaeng mukhang nasa mid 50''s na, nakangiti siyang lumapit sa''min. Angat ang ganda niya sa suot na eleganteng damit. I know her. I''ve seen her pictures before and I can say that she''s really pretty in her age. It''s no other than Veronica Vsquez, my future Mother in Law.


    "Our table is in this way"


    Nauna siya at iginiya kami sa mahabangmesa at halos atakihin ako sa puso. Nakita kong naman si Mr. Vsquez na nakaupo sa pinakadulo ngmesa habang may tatlonglaki ang nakasuot ng tuxedo na nakaupo rin sa bandang kanan niya. Maslo tuloy akong kinabahan kaya itinago ko ang sarili sa likod ni Jordan.


    Nakangiti si Mrs. Vsquez at pinaupo kami. Nauna si daddy na umupo sa kabng dulo ng table habang ako, mommy at Jordan ay nasa kaliwa niya. Kaharap namin ang mga Vsquez. Nanginginig ang tuhod ko dahil sa kabalo na ng maramdaman ko ang mariin na titig n sakin.


    "You really have a beautiful daughter, Alondra" nag tama ang mata namin ni Mrs. Vsquez. "It''s nice to meet you, Patrica. You''re more than pretty in person" she smiled and extended her hand.


    Ramdam ko angmbot ng kamay niya ng tanggapin ko ''yon. Matamis akong ngumiti sa kanya maging kay Mr. Vsquez kahit kinakabahan. Hindi ko naman pwedeng ipahta na hindi ako komportable sa presensya n. "And this is our sons. This is Ramon" itinuro niya anglaking kasing edadng ni Jordan, ngumiti ito sakin. "And this guy beside him is Isaac and in front of you is Callum, your future husband"


    Kahit akward ay nagawa kong tignan anglaking kaharap ko. Kanina ko pa pinipilit ang sariling wag siya sulyapan pero w akong choice. Nang tumingin ako sa kanya ay nakatingin rin siya sakin. T nagkakarera ang dibdib ko ng makita ng mas mpitan ang mukha niya. Prente siyang nakasandal sa upuan at wng emosyon.


    "Introduce yourself to your fianc¨¦, Callum" mariin ang boses ni Mrs. Vsquez.


    Hindi nag bago ang reaksyon ng sinasabi nng fianc¨¦ ko. He seems so stubborn.


    "I''m Callum Teo Vsquez" he extend his hand. "It''s nice to finally meet you"


    ''Nice to meet you'' raw pero hindi manng niya nagawa na ngumiti sakin. Ganoon na ba siya ka-nice?


    "Patricia Ylona Clemente. Nice to meet you" bati ko pabalik at pilit na ngumiti.


    I touched his hand and it was very soft. There seemed to be electricity flowing through our hands as we touched each other''s. I did everything I could to keep my hand from shaking and not to reveal that I was tense in his presence because it was true. Good thing that I was a good pretender.


    Ako ang unang nag bawi ng kamay dahil hindi ko na rin gusto ang atensiyon na ibinibigay n. Haloshat s ay samin ang tingin. Ang kapatid ko naman na si Jordan ay nakasimangot m ng dumating kami rito. Hindi niya nagugustuhan ang nangyayari. Nag sim kaming kumain at gusto ko nang tumahimik buong oras pero patuloy s sa pagtatanong. Kahit s mommy ay tinatanong din si Callum ng kung ano-ano at sinasagot niya naman ito ng nakangiti. Hta naman na pilitng.


    "Is it okay for you to get married next month, Patricia?"


    I pursed my lips before looking at Mrs. Vsquez. "If that''s a better day, it''s okay with me"


    "How about you, Callum?"


    "The sooner the better for us to get married" he said while looking at me straightly.


    Huh? Mas gusto niyang mapabilis ang kasal namin pero mukhang hindi naman siya masaya? Another great pretender.


    "So, I heard that you were achiever, Patricia. Nasali ka sa mga beauty pageants and you''ll go to med school this school year. Such a talented. Hindi kami nagkamali sa pag pili sayo. I''m hoping that you and Callum go out often so you can get to know each other better"


    Ngumingitimang ako sa mga papuri ng mag asawang Vsquez. They continued eating while the topic was still our wedding until it went about business. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag dahil doon ngunit pansin ko parin na nagtatagal ang titig sakin ng dwang kapatid ni Callum, isama pa mismo si Callum na parang kanina pa ako hinusgahan sa pag titig niya.


    "Uhm, excuse me,fort roomng po ako"


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    Lahat s ay napatingin sakin. Dahan-dahan akong tumayo at kahit nakatalikod ay ramdam ko parin ang titig ni Callum. He''s been staring since I arrived and I feel like he was making me feel stunned by his stares. In his dreams! Kahit m kong pamilya ko ang may mking pangangangan m sa kan ay hindi ako matatakot sa kanya.


    Nang makapasok ako sa rest room ay nanatili akong nakatitig sa sarili ko sa smin. Sa wakas ay nakahinga na ako ng maayos ngayon.


    "Keep fierce, Patricia!"


    Halos sampalin ko na ang sarili sa sobrang tuliro. ng beses rin akong nag retouch bago nag pasya na lumabas ngunit pagkapihit ko pang ng pinto ay maylaki nakatayo roon.


    "Oh my god!" nasapo ko ang dibdib sa sobrang gt.


    Ang wng hiya na si Callum ay prenteng nakatayo sa harap ko. Umangat angbi niya sa reaksyon ko. Sinusundan niya ba ako?


    "A-Anong ginagawa mo rito?"


    "I was just checking if you''re still breathing"


    "Excuse me?" I raised a brows. "What did you say?!"


    "Kidding" heughed a bit. "Nice act, by the way"


    My forehead creased. Tama tga ang hin ko, pakitang tao siya! Kung m kong na ganito tga ang ugali niya hindi na sana ako pumayag!


    "You were so pretty especially when you''re angry. Nice acting that you also want the wedding to happen" naging seryoso ang mukha niya. "I know that you''re just as forced as I am and I hope it will not be difficult for the two of us" he said while looking straight into my eyes.


    His expression suddenly changed but it seemed that what he was saying was true. And he really need to say this to me? So my suspicion is true that he was just forced like me? I felt sorry for him for a moment.


    "Let''s continue to pretend until we get married. It''s really nice meeting you" he''s still emotionless before turning his back and walking back to our table.


    Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko ng bi itong kumabog ng mabilis. Did he also just admitted that he''s not interested to me? Well, I think we can both get along.

 Chapter 6

    Patricia''s POV (Mess)


    "You''re all over the news!"


    I felt nothing but fear and embarrassment. Fear for the judgements that I''ll receive and embarrassment because I know some people especially my schoolmates will think differently about why I would marry a rich man. Nmon ako ng kaba ng bumungad ang iba''t ibang usapin tungkol sakin dito sa school.


    "Have you tried to check online? The students are talking about the picture of you and Callum Vsquez at the restaurantst night! It''s spreading!"


    Jess''s rmed and slightly frightened voice rang in my ears. Nasa bukana pang ako ng school ay sinalubong niya na agad ako. Dire-diretso akong lumakad at map ang mata sa paligid.


    Nag kt ang mga estudyante at ramdam ko ang pag sunod sakin ng tingin ng iba, kahit na college o high school pa.


    Nakayuko ako habang nakahawak sa dulo ng aking bag habang si Jess ay hindi parin natigil sa pagsasalita.


    "Ikaw ang topic ng haloshat sa department natin at halos buong college building na nga!" iritadong sabi niya. "Bakit ba kasi may media roon? Ak ko ba sinabi mo sa mga Vsquez na ayaw mong ibulgar ang kasal niyo? You have the right to demand!"


    I haven''t even seen the article they talking about but I know immediately what it contains.


    "Hindi ko rin m na may media roon, Jess. It was just a peaceful dinner for us but I didn''t expect that it will turn into this!"


    "Sabagay, hindi rin maiiwasan yan. Mga Vsquez nga p ang pinag-uusapan natin at hindi biro ang pamilya n. Haloshat na nga siguro ng ginagawa ng pamilya n ay kung w sa magazines, nasa mga articles!" "Ayan si Patricia, oh!" rinig kong sabi ng babaeng sa tingin ko''y high school.


    "Grabe, ang swerte! Sa panganay pa tga napunta. Sobrang gwapo!" sabi ng kasama niya. "Pero infareness, bagay s dahil maganda rin naman siya"


    "Maganda nga pero ang m ko ay nalulugi na ang kompanya n at nakakagt na ikakasal na agad s! It''s pretty obvious that it''s just arrange marriage. Gets mo na siguro kung bakit bian. Maybe to save their losingpany" Nag pantig ang tenga ko sa narinig kaya tumigil ako sa palakad. Muli akong lumingon sa dwang babaeng nag-uusap tungkol sa''kin atlong nag-init ang ulo ko ng makita ang mapanghusga nng tingin. How dare them? Are they saying that my family is a user?


    "Stop. Don''t let yourself affect by their presence, they are nonsense!" Jess rolled her eyes at the two girl as she held my arm when I was about to approach them. "m mo inggitng s sayo dahil hindi na nga s maganda, w pa sng pogi na fiance!"


    I just clenched my fist and calmed myself. Ayaw ko makipagaway dahil hindi ako ganoon pero kung masasakit na salitang naman ang maririnig ko ay mapipilitan akong mag salita sa kan pabalik. They were not on my shoes to judge me that fast. They don''t know anything.


    Nag patuloy kami sa palakad hanggang makarating kami sa college building at hindi nga nagkamali si Jess dahil haloshat ng mga estudyante na nadaraanan namin sa hallway ay tinitignan ako. I could see the surprise, confused and judgement in their eyes. Kabi-kab ang mga bulungan at hindi ko na mabng kung ng beses sumusulyap ang mata n sakin. Umarte ako na parang wng pakim at diretso ang tingin sa daan.


    Nakarating kami sa ssroom at hindi ko rin inaasahan ang tanong ng mga kase ko.


    "Uy, Patrcia ikakasal ka na p!"


    "Kan ang kasal?"


    "Ang swerte mo naman!"


    "Sana all!"


    "Pwede wag niyo muna kulitin si Pat!" pinakihan ng mata ni Jess ang mga kase ko.


    Umupo na ako ngunit dinig ko parin ang bulungan ng iba. Good thing that Jess is here because I can''t handle them alone.


    "Don''t mind them, siguro nagtng din s sa news" Jess whispered.


    Our ss started and even my teachers couldn''t help but to look at me for a long time as if they wanted to say something. As our ss continued, I kept hoping that our ss would be over immediately so that I can go home and finally confront mommy abiut this. Sigurado akong m na rin ni Jordan ang tungkol dito. Hindi ko m kung anong magiging reaksyon niyalo pa at ako ang topic ng haloshat dito.


    Natapos ang morning ss namin at hindi nang ako pumunta sa cafeteria para mag break hanggang lunch dahil m kong maslong ako pag-uusapan doon kapag nakita ako. Nanatili ako sa ssroom at binigyanng ako ni Jess ng pagkain na halos hindi ko na nabawasan dahil w akong gana. Gusto kong na umuwi.


    "Kumain ka nga! Sige, ikaw rin ang magugutom!" halos isubsob na ni Jess ang binili niyang pagkain sa mukha ko. "You know what? Kung magpapaapekto ka sa mga ''yan, mas matutuwa s. Buti nang tga at dito ka na kumain sa room dahil haloshat ng tao roon sa cafeteria ay ikaw ang topic, jusko! Muntik pa nga ako mapaaway sa grupo n Nadine kanina!"


    Naki ang mata ko. "Jess, don''t you dare to get in trouble just because of this"


    Ayaw ko na madamay pa siya.


    "Whatever!" she burst. "Binan kong naman s Nadine na kapag may narinig pa akong masamang sinabi niya tungkol sayo ay mlampaso ko ang panget niyang mukha!" Napailing nang ako.


    "Pero infareness, ang ganda ng mga kuha niyo ni Callum.." ipinakita niya ang screen ng phone niya kung nasaan ang articles tungkol samin.


    The son of famous businessman, Callum Vsquez was seen having dinner with his fiance who was none other than, Patricia Ylona Clemente, son of businessman Jonathan Clemente together with their family...


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    Halos mapairap ako ng makitangrawan namin iyon ni Callum na nasafort room. Noong nakita ko siya sa mismong likod ng pinto nang lumabas ako. Mag kaharap kami at kita ang buong mukha namin, parehong mariin at seryoso ang tingin namin sa isa''t isa. This is the time he talked to me.


    I was breathing heavily because I didn''t notice anyone else around us these hours. Who would have thought that there were people watching over our actions this night? Even the pictures of me and mommy talking to Callum''s parents are included. Gosh! Is this how crazy the person behind this shits? Are they happy now and contented?


    "This is insane. Hindi ko m kung anong gusto nng mangyari" sabi ko at akmang pipindutin angments sa article nang hampasin ni Jess ang kamay ko.


    "Maloloka kang kung makikita mo pa ang mgaments! Puro mga inggiterang naman halos!"


    Nag kibit balikat nang ako.


    "Pero.. ano nga ba ang ibig sabihin ng picture niyo na ito ni Callum?" intriga ni Jess. "Ang seryoso naman ng tingin niya sayo rito! Sabi ko na, e! Tignan mo at mukhang nahumaling sa ganda mo!" "We''re just talking-"


    "Talking? Usapng tga? E, bakit nasa cr kayo?! Sa cr ito di ''ba?"


    "It''s not what you''re thinking!" inis kong sabi. "Kinausap niya ngang ako. He admitted that he also got forced to our marriage"


    "Ay, ganoon ba?" lumungkot ang boses niya. "Pero, ano muna ang naramdaman mo noong tinititigan ka niya ng ganito? Kung ako siguro ang nasa posisyon mo ay nahimatay na ako!"


    Hindi ko m kung matatawa o maiinis ako sa kinikilig na si Jess. If she only knew what happened that night.


    Hindi natapos ang usapin ng mga estudyante tungkol sakin. Kaya ng makauwi ako sa bahay ay hinanap ko agad s mommy pero w s. Ang tanging nakita ko ay ang kapatid kong si Jordan sa sofa at ginagamot ni Cheska, kaibigan niya. "Jordan? What happened to you?!" aligaga akong lumapit sa kapatid ko at tinignan ang mukha niyang may pasa at putok pa ang ky. "Nakipag-away ka?"


    "Nothing" tamad niyang sagot at inalis ang kamay ko.


    Lumingon ako kay Cheska. "What happened to him, Ches?" tanong ko.


    "Uh.. napaaway po sa isang kase namin kanina" nahihiya niyang sabi.


    Bumalik ang tingin ko kay Jordan. "Why did you do that?"


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    He remained silent so I got irritated. He''s not usually like this. "Jordan, I''m asking you-"


    "I said it''s nothing!" napaigtad ako ng sumigaw siya, maging si Cheska ay nagt din.


    Galit siyang tumayo at tinalikuran kami. Napamaang nang ako sa ginawa niya. I''m sure he has a problem. Hindi naman siya ganito.


    "Ate Pat, pag pasensyahan niyo na po si Jordan" ani Cheska. "Kayo po kasi ang pinag-uusapan sa buong ss namin kanina. Hindi niya nagustuhan ang sinabi ng kase namin tungkol sayo kaya nag-away s"


    Natutop ko angbi at natahimik. I knew it. Hindi tga ito plagpasin ni Jordan. Bumalik na naman ang pagkadismaya ko sa ipinangako ni mommy. I feel sorry for Jordan, I know he also got embarass.


    "Sorry for Jordan''s act and for the issues" I shyly smiled at Cheska.


    "I understand, ate. We''re just here for you"


    I smiled. Nag pam din agad siya na uuwi.Text ? owned by N?velDrama.Org.


    Hindi ako mapakali sa bahay at nakang tawag ako k mommy. They''re still on work. Kahit tumingin sa mga social media ounts ko ay hindi ko magawa dahil natatakot akong makitang ako ang pinag-uusapan ng karamihan. Until mommy and daddy came home.


    Sinalubong ko s sa may pinto pang.


    "Pat, I''ve seen the pictures and the Vsquez''s didn''t also know who behind it"


    Dumiretso kami sa may living room para doon mag-usap. Bakas din sa mukha n mommy ang problema.


    "Maybe the media really wants to interfere with their life so they spread even small things" ani daddy. "But don''t worry, we already talk with the Vsquez"


    "Sisiguraduhin na nng hindi mauulit ito" ngumiti si mommy sakin. "Even your wedding date. They will make sure that it''s just their family and ours"


    I remained silent. Thinking and still absorbing all this things. I feel suffocated. Am I able to experience this before getting the contentment of my family? Until when? Ngayon pang na hindi pa ako ikinakasal ay sari-sari na ang masasakit na salitang natatanggap ko, what else when we get married?

 Chapter 7

    Patricia''s POV (Unexpected Meeting)


    "Siguro napilitanng si Callum. He''s single, tapos ngayon ay magpapakasal na? The girl was just using her!" Napairap ulit ako sa panibagong hatement na binasa ni Jess. Nakasimangot siya habang ab sa cellphone. "Stop it, Jess. They''re not worth our time" sabi ko bago isinara ang librong binabasa.


    Narito kami sa lim ng puno ng mahogany at nakatambay. ng minuto pa naman bago mag start ang next ss namin kaya nag pahangin muna kami rito.


    "m mo kung kaharap kong ang nagment nito, baka nasabunutan ko na!" galit na bulyaw ni Jess. "Ano naman ang masama kung ikasal si Callum? Porket gwapo? Bakit maganda naman ang kaibigan natin, ah! Matalino pa! Hindi na lugi si Callum!"


    Wow, nag buhat pa tga ng bangko si Jess.


    "You know what, you and Callum should go out together!" suhestiyon ni Jess na inirapan kong. "Para naman mas makla niyo ang isa''t isa. You know... magiging mag-asawa na kayo" may munting kilig pa sa boses niya.


    "I don''t like the idea" singhal ko. "He''s too mean and rude" I rolled my eyes as I remember the first time we met at the restaurant.


    "Sus! Mas nakakainlove nga kapag masungit anglaki!" kinikilig na sabi Kelvin.


    Hindi mangyayari ''yon dahil mas madaragdagan pa ang magagalit sa''kin. Bakit ba kasi sa kanya pa ako maipapakasal. It''s so hard to deal with their fame.


    Nag patuloy si Jess at Kelvin sa pag-usisa sa mga hatements tungkol sa''kin hanggang napunta sa mga past issues ng mga Vsquez. Imbis na makisawsaw sa kan ay ipinagpatuloy ko ang pagbabasa.


    This is one of myfort zone. Reading my favorite books every time stress and anxiety attact me. Everytime I''m sad and feel out of ce. Ito ang pahinga ko sa nakakapagod na araw.


    I was keeping myself busy by reading when I heard someone murmuring. Lumingon ako sa paligid at doon nahagip ng mata ko ang kumpn na mga babaeng nag-uusap di kyuan sa puwesto namin. Nakatingin s sa''kin at t ba ako ang pinag-uusapan. Agad kong nakla si Nadine na nasa gitna ng apat na babae, maarte siyang tumingin sa banda ko.


    Kase ko siya noong high school at ngayong college ay pareho rin kami ng school. Bihira kong siya makita na ngumiti sa''kin. She usually had a sophisticated look.


    "Ang mga gipit nga naman, sa mayayaman kumakapit" sabi ni Nadine bago tumayo at nagkad ppit.


    Hindi ko siya pinansin at nag patuloy nang sa pagbabasa pero agad din nmon ng pappit na yabag n ang pandinig ko.


    "So, here''s the soon to be Mrs. Vsquez.."


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    Agad akong kinabahan dahil m kong papatn n ang kamalditahan ni Nadine. Tumayo na ako habang hawak ang libro ko.


    "Let''s go, Kelvin and Jess" sabi ko ng hindi lumilingon.


    Dahan-dahan na tumayo s Jess ngunit masama ang titig kay Nadine. Hin ko na s sa braso nang mag salita na naman si Nadine.


    "Look how guilty you are! Really? I didn''t expect that you''re that kind of people, Patricia" Nadineughed mockingly.


    Huminto ako at tuluyan ng lumingon sa kan. Nadine was folding her arms while looking at me with her wicked smile, waiting for my words. Ganoon din ang mga kasama niya.


    "How''s yourpany? I heard, it''s already failing. I wondered about how did you get the Vsquez''s attention, I bet you used your body-"


    "Shut up!" sigaw ko na ikinatawa niya. Ginapangan agad ako ng irita.


    "Oh, you''re mad now?" tumawa ulit siya. "I''m right didn''t I?"


    "I don''t know what you''re talking about," mariin kong sabi at pinipign ang sarili.


    Akmanglapit sa kan si Jess kaya agad ko siyang pinign. Nasa school kami at baka magkaroon pa ng problema.


    "Ano bang sinasabi mo, Nadine, ha! Ano naman sa''yo kung ikasal si Patricia kay Callum? Inggit ka ba?!" bing sigaw ni Jess.


    Umasim ang mukha ni Nadine. "Of course not! Why would I?!"


    "So what''s your purpose by saying those malicious things about Patricia? It''s not even true!" matapang na tumingin sa kan si Jess.


    Wng naisagot s Nadine kaya pagak na tumawa si Jess. Unti-unti na rin lumpit ang ng estudyante samin ng marinig ang sigawan ng dwa. Hinahatak na namin ni Kelvin si Jess pero ayaw niya mag paawat.


    "Shame on you! Bago mo siraan ang kaibigan ko, look at yourself first! Sinungaling at inggitera ka na noon pa!"


    Bing umugong ang kantyawan ng estudyante sa paligid kaya namum ngayon si Nadine dahil sa pagkahiya. "E-Excuse me?!" garalgal niyang sabi. "Hindi ako inggit sa gold digger mong kaibigan!"


    T may mga pso na tumusok sa dibdib ko ng marinig ''yon. Mabilis akong hinusgahan ng mata ng mga estudyante sa paligid. Napayuko ako at pilit na hinih si Jess para makaalis kami, napansin niya na hindi ako komportable kaya nagpad na siya sa pag hatak namin ni Kelvin.


    "Wag mo ipasa sa kanya ang gawain mo! Palibhasa wng napatol sa''yo dahil masama ang ugali mo, Nadine! Ambisyosa!" pahabol ni Jess bago kami tuluyang umalis doon.


    Naaninag ko pa si Nadine na iritadong nagpapadyak ng paa dahil sa umugong na tawanan sa sinabi sa kanya ni Jess.


    I was breathing heavily because I''ve been calming myself since the other day. Pinipilit ko ang sariling wag pumatol sa mga naririnig kong pasarin tungkol sa''kin kahit na nasasaktan ako. Kahit saang parte ng school ay may naririnig parin akong hindi maganda tungkol sa''kin. Hindi madali ang sitwasyon ko. Nagkukunwaring akong maayos at wng pakim because that it should be, even though deep inside, I was hurt badly.


    "Nadine is really a bitch! She''s still bitter. Palibhasa kasi hindi ka niya matalo-talo kahit sa pageant kaya siya naninira! Such a loser!" himutok ni Jess kahit nakarating na kami sa ssroom. Si Kelvin ay nasa ss na rin n.


    "Calm down, Jess, Don''t do that again. Wag mo na patn" sabi ko at umirapng siya.


    I was pre upied until ss starts again. W na kami masyadong discussion. Tapos na kami sa mga research papers at next week na mangyayari ang graduation pictorial namin. Kinakabahan din ako dahil baka maapektuhan ang grades ko ng mga issues tungkol sa''kin. I was running withtin honors and I was worried that I might lose it. I worked hard to get it.


    -


    "ng weeks nang graduate na tayo! Kukunin daw ako ng tita ko roon sapany kung saan siya nagtatrabaho" saad ni Kelvin habang nandito kami sa may parking lot, handa ng umuwi. Kumunot ang noo ko. "Aalis ka ng bansa? Sa paris nagtatrabaho ang tita mo, right? Sa publishingpany?"


    "Yup, doon muna ako after ng board natin. It''s for my own good. Kayo, anong bk niyo?"


    "Well, I had a n to build a small clinic after I graduate in med school" sabi ni Jess.


    Hindi ko maiwasang malungkot. May mga no na s samantng ako ay naiipit parin sa problema. After my graduation is my wedding. How I supposed to get my peace and take a break from tedious study if I get married right after that? "I''ll go to med school" sagot ko bago binuksan ang sasakyan.


    Nag pam na kami sa isa''t isa. Ayaw ko muna umuwi at gusto ko muna mag liwaliw kaya dumiretso ako sa isang coffee shop. Doto rin ako minsan pumupunta to lessen my stress. Agad akong nag order at inbas ang libro. Medyo maraming tao ngayon dito kaya hindi ako masyadong makapag-concentrate sa binabasa dahil sa ingay.


    I spend more minutes by simping with my coffee when I saw a familiar figure. Isanglaking matangkad at nakasuot ng shades ang may hawak ng isang brewed coffee at lumilinga sa paligid, siguro''y naghahanap ng vant table pero w dahil marami nga ang customers.


    Halos maibuga ko ang iniinom na kape ng makla agad kung sino ito. It''s Callum! Mabilis akong kinabahanlo na ng mag salubong ang mata namin. Dumaan ang gt sa mukha niya na agad napalitan ng seryoso. Naki ang mata ko at agad inayos ang gamit ng mag sim siyang lumakad pappit sa table ko.


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    "Oh my gosh!" dums pa ang libro sa kamay ko dahil sa taranta. My hands were trembling.


    Akma na akong tatayo ng may nagpag ng kape sa harapan ko.


    "Sit down"


    Napaangat ako ng tingin ng marinig ang boses ni Callum. Natuod ako sa kinauupuan. I don''t know what I will react.


    "I said sit down" ulit ni Callum ng hindi ako natinag. I was shocked. "Why don''t you join me here"


    W akong nagawa at umupo nang. Tama ba itong ginagawa ko?


    Tumingin ako sa paligid at nakitang haloshat ng babae ay nakatingin, hindi sa''kin kundi kay Callum. Well, he can easily caught attention with his looks. He''s just wearing a simple jeans and shirt but there''s something on his appeal to women but.


    "You look tensed" he uttered while smirking,pletely ignoring the attention given to him by the girls around.


    "You look stupid" sabi ko pabalik at inirapan siya.


    Tumaas ang ky niya sa sinabi ko. "You''re rude.."


    Hw akong ngumisi bago kinuha ang bag ko.


    "Your uniform looks good on you" puna niya habang nakangisi parin.


    Hindi ko m kung insulto o papuri ba iyon. Napatingin tuloy ako sa suot ko. Isa itong puting blouse at skirt.


    "Thanks" wng gana kong sabi at tumayo na.


    Mabilis ko siyang iniwan at tuluyang lumabas sa shop. Naing ako sa mga babaeng masama ang titig sakin. Because of what? Callum? Well, they can have him now!


    Sumakay agad ako sa sasakyan. Hindi pa ako nakakyo sa mismong coffee shop ng maaninag ko si Callum na papbas doon. Para siyang modelong nalakad ppit sa sasakyan. T may nag udyok sakin na panoorin siya. Tinted naman ang sasakyan ko kaya hindi niya ako makikita at myo ako.


    Hindi pa siya nakakapasok ng sasakyan ay may isang babae na lumapit at yumakap sa kanya. Naki ang mata ko na unti-unti rin napunta sa pag taas ng ky dahil sa pagtanggal niya sa mga braso ng babae sa baywang niya. Oh, so he really had a girlfriend? It seems the woman misses him.


    Hindi ko nakikita ang mukha ng babae dahil nakatalikod ito pero m ko na agad na maganda siya. Nakapusod ang mahaba at tuwid niyang buhok at nakasuot ng puting fitted na dress nalong nag depina sa maganda niyang katawan. T nasisisyahan akong panoorin na nagtatalo ang dwa. Nanliit ang mata ko sa iritadong mukha ni Callum. Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko at agad sng kinuhaan ng picture. Kung girlfriend niya ito ay bakit hindi sinabi sakin ni mommy? O n Mrs. Vsquez? Bakit hahayaan nng ikasal ang anak n kung may mahal naman p ito?


    Pinaandar ko agad ang sasakyan ko at mabilis na nag maneho para makausap si mommy habang may namumuo na ideya sa isipan ko. I smiled secretly. If that''s Callum''s girlfriend, well, I think I already have a reason not to continue our wedding

 Chapter 8

    Patricia''s POV (Date) "1, 2, 3! Smile!"


    Matamis akong ngumiti sa camera habang dinadama ang suot na toga. Today is our graduation pictorial and I feel so happy. I can already feel the juice of my sufferings.


    Nang matapos akong kuhanan ng litrato ay si Jess naman. Saglit akong nag retouch at sinuri ang sarili sa smin. Suot ko ang isang png off shoulder dress. Si Jess at Kelvin ang nag ayos sakin. Kahit ang mga kase ko ay masasaya at magaganda ang ayos. Kukuhanan ulit kami ng litrato para sa creative shot kaya umupo muna ako sa pinakadulong parte ng ssroom para mag hintay.


    Nabasa ko ang isang text messages ni mommy.


    From: Mommy Callum will go to your school to pick you up. Good luck to your pictorial!


    My mood suddenly changed. Kaya ko naman umuwi mag isa! I doubt that Callum wille because of me.


    Hindi ko pa nga p nakakausap si mommy tungkol kay Callum at sa babaeng kasama niya. Last week pa ''yon nangyari pero hindi ko pa nasasabi sa kanya dahil dumoble ang pagiging busy n. Hindi na ako nag reply dahil nag start na ulit ang picture taking. Sigurado naman ako na hindi tutuloy si Callum dahil masyado siyang busy sa trabaho.


    Sa creative shot ay iba-iba ang ginawa namin. Kasama ko rin sa picture si Jess, Kelvin at Tyrone, my friends. Dahil sng naman ang naging kaibigan ko at nakasama ko sa halos ng taon na pag aaral sa iisang school. "Finally!" I said in relief when we finished.


    Nag desisyon kami n Jess na kakain sa isang chinese restaurant kaya nag ayos na kami.


    I entered thefort room to check myself in the mirror when I heard the squealing voices of my ssmates.


    "Oh my god! Patricia, look whose outside!"


    Biang pumasok si Jess sa banyo at agad akong hin pbas. Nagtataka ako dahil namum pa ang pisngi niya na t kinikilig.


    Ang mga kase kong babae ay nagbubulungan at impit na umiirit habang nakadungaw sabas ng bintana ng ssroom. Unti-unti naw ang pagtataka ko at napalitan ng salubong na ky ng makita ko si Callum na nakatayo sabas ng ssroom at may hawak na... bk?


    Tuluyan ng nmon ng mlakas na sigawan ng mga estudyante sa paligid ang pandinig ko ng lumapit sa''kin si Callum. Ibinigay niya ang boquet ng bk. Kinunutan ko siya ng noo dahil sa ginagawa niya. What the hell is the meaning of this? He really came?


    "For you" he said while looking at me straightly. "Let''s go?" he even offered me his arm.


    "What are you doing?" I whispered.


    He just smiled, obviously pretending. "Just go with the flow, woman. They''re watching"


    Tumingin ako sa paligid at haloshat ng mata ay nasa amin. Gusto ko nang magho sa sobrang hiya kaya w akong choice kundi iang ang kamay ko sa braso niya. Nag kunwari akong wng pakim sa paligid pero halos patayin ko na si Callum sa isip ko.


    "Mag date na kayo! Next time nang tayo mag bonding n Kelvin!" pagtataboy ni Jess at ibinigay ang gamit ko.


    Nag pad nang ako sa hawak ni Callum. Kahit sa hallway at sa field ay hinahabol parin kami ng mata ng mga estudyante. I''m sure we''ll be the topic again tomorrow.


    When we arrived at the empty parking lot, I quickly removed my hand that was wrapped around his arm.


    "What are you doing? Are you really annoying me?!" I hit him using my bag with so much irritation. "Or maybe because you like the attention that people give you and you''re happy that I''m the one they mock and hate?!" Umawangbi niya sa sinabi ko at pilit na iniiwasan ang pag hampas ko.


    "What are you saying? It''s my way to show gratitude to my soon to be wife" kampante niyang sabi bago hinawakan ang mga braso ko. "And I don''t do it just to get attention, I did it for you, so somehow people will stop thinking bad things to you by atleast showing that I care about you?"


    "Whatever!" umirap ako atlapit na sa sasakyan ko ng hhin niya ulit ako. "Hey! Don''t touch me!"


    Pilit kong tinatanggal ang kamay niya ngunit mahigpit ''yon. Din niya ako sa harap ng magarang mercedes bench at may isanglaking lumabas doon at binuksan ang pinto ng back seat. Siguro''y driver niya.


    "I had my own car and I can go home alone!" I shouted.


    He''s stronger than me so he just quickly put me inside the car. I had no choice but to shout and stamp my foot in annoyance. If I could only just p him!


    "How dare you do this?! How about my car?" I growl. He sat next to me so I kept my distance from him.


    "You''re so loud" he sighed. "I just follow what your mom said and don''t worry, one of my men will bring your car home"


    Suminghap ako at hindi nang nag salita dahil baka masampal ko na tga siya. And mommy really n this? I will talk to herter!


    Tahimik ako buong biyahe, kahit si Callum. Buong ak ko ay ihahatid niya ako sa bahay namin pero dumiretso ang sasakyan sa isang mamahaling restaurant. "Bakit tayo nandito?!" eksahadera kong tanong.


    Hindi siya nag salita at lumabas ng sasakyan, umikot siya para pag buksan ako ng pinto.


    "We''re going to eat" sagot niya at hin ang kamay ko.


    "Kung gusto mo kumain sana ay ikaw nang!"


    "It''s our date can''t you see.."


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    Lumag ang panga ko. Date? Sino naman ang nag sabi sa kanya na gusto ko makipagdate! I was about to speak when he suddenly pulled me inside the restaurant. I didn''tin anymore, especially when he made me sit to his reserved table. So he''s really ready for it?


    I remained silent as he ordered our food. Gosh, it''s my first time eating here with only one person with me since I don''t go on dates. Good thing that I''m wearing a dress now and not school uniform.


    I turned around and just saw few people. Buti naman dahil baka bukas ay makita ko na naman ang mukha ko sa articles.


    Callum ordered some steaks and drinks. Tahimikng din kaming dwa na kumain. Ayaw ko naman na awayin at komprontahin siya sa harap ng pagkain.


    "Did you like what I ordered?" he suddenly asked and I just nodded.


    We remained silent until we finished eating. Gutom din ako kaya naubos ko ang pagkain, Callum doesn''t seem to care about that.


    Tahimik parin kami hanggang makbas ng restaurant. So, he''s usually this silent all the time?


    "Ihahatid na kita-"


    "I will go straight to thepany" I said.


    "Okay" he shrugged.


    Nakarating kami sapany ng wng usap-usap. Lbas na ko ng sasakyan ng makita konglabas din siya.


    "You don''t have to" natigil siya. "It was okay that you fetch and brought me here. Thanks for the treat"


    Tinalikuran ko siya at pumasok sa building. Ayaw ko na siyang sumama dahil siya ang pag uusapan namin ni mommy.


    Nagt si mommy ng pumasok akosa office niya.


    "Pat? Why are you here? How''s your date with Callum?" nagtatakang tanong niya.


    "So it''s really your n, huh? We just ate. By the way, I have something to tell you, mom"


    "And what is it?"


    Ipinakita ko sa kanya ang nakuha kong litrato ni Callum at ng babae noong nakaraang linggo. Ngayon kong ito masasabi sa kanya.


    Kumunot ang noo ni mommy at mariin na tinitigan ang litrato.


    "I saw him. Is that his girlfriend? Well, if that really is.. I think we need to cancel the wedding? He loves someone else and I don''t want to be an obstacle there" kampante akong ngumiti. "Callum is single and never been attach to any woman"


    Naw ang ngiti ko. "What? Mom, it''s already the evidence! I saw them! The girl even hug him!" giit ko.


    "Maybe his ex? Believe me, he''s not dating someone. You two are getting married so he don''t have a reason to do that" mariin na sabi ni mommy na para bang sigurado tga siya. How she can be so sure about this? What if Callum lied to them?


    "Come on, stop thinking bad about him. He''s nice and the girl he''s with on the picture was Zara Banner"


    "Zara? You knew her, mom?" kumunot ang noo ko. "But wait, is she rted to the Banner Legacy?"


    "Yes, the heirs of Banner Legacy, our rivalpany. I just know her recently because of Mrs. Veronica Vsquez. Zara was once promised to marry Callum but it didn''t happened" Literal na lumag ang panga ko sa narinig, hindi ako makapaniwng napatingin kay mommy.


    "Like me, she also got engaged with Callum?" naguguluhan kong tanong. "But why did they end up like that?"


    "The Vsquez found out that their family was doing illegal things"


    "Oh my gosh.." bulong ko at napatakip sa bibig.


    All this time, the good image of their family had a evil history? H-Howe? Hindi ko m ang bagay na iyon dahil w naman akong nabasang articles tungkol dito.


    "Hindi iyon naisapubliko ayon kay Mrs. Vsquez kaya wng ibang nakakam doon. Zara was inlove with Callum but he doesn''t like her that''s why she still insisting herself to him"


    Callum didn''t like Zara Banner? I didn''t met her personally even once but I already saw her pictures in the magazines and articles because she''s a model. I admit that she''s really pretty but I did not recognize her that time. Gt parin ako sa revtions na ni mommy.


    "I hope it just stays with the two of us. It''s too confidential"


    W sa sariling napatango ako.


    "I think you already enlightened. Wag mo na pag-isipan ng ganoon ang magiging asawa mo. Just go home and rest, I still had work"


    Napatunganga nang ako ng umalis si mommy sa harap ko. W akong choice kundi umalis umuwi sa bahay. Habang nasa biyahe ay lutang parin ang isip ko.All rights ? N?velDrama.Org.


    So...my hopes are gone? Callum didn''t really have a girlfriend? Damn!

 Chapter 9

    Patricia''s POV (Wedding Gown)


    Within weeks, a lot happened. I became even busier as well as my parents. My meeting with Callum was not followed up anymore because I knew he was also busy and was just forced to follow mommy''s order. Until my graduation came.


    My hand was shaking as I received my diploma on stage. I didn''t know what smile I would make in front of the camera because even my lips were trembling. I was so happy and my tears were welling up in my eyes but I tried not to cry because my makeup would be ruined.


    Finally!


    I watched how my parents proudly hung my medals on me when my name called as gaining a spot as Magna Cum Laude.


    Mkas akong pinkpakan ng mga estudyante hanggang makababa ng stage.


    "Congrats!"


    "Congrats, Patricia! No doubt, you''re really a beauty and brain!"


    Ngumiti ako sa pag bati ng mga kase ko. Natapos ang ceremony at kanya-kanya na kaming kuhaan ng litrato. May mga kaseng lumpit sakin para magpapicture. Kasama ko rin s Jess, Kelvin at Tyrone. "Ang galing mo tga! Congrats satin!" ani Jess.


    Nag picture rin kami n mommy at daddy kasama si Jordan. My brother seems happy, buti nang ay hindi na siya galit.


    Mommy decided that we''re going to eat at our favorite restaurant as our celebration. Kaya nag pam na ako sa mga kaibigan ko. Hindi matanggal ang ngiti sabi ko sa sobrang saya pero agad din itong naho ng matanaw ko anglaking sasalubong sa''min.


    My mood quickly changed as I watched Callum walking towards us while holding a flower, it''s a bouquet of a roses now. He look fresh with his blue shirt that tuck in his jeans. Nahigit ko ang hininga ng tumingin siya sa''kin ng diretso. "Oh, here''s Callum! He will joined us" sabi ni mommy bago sinalubong si Callum.


    Hindi na ako nagtaka. She''s really a fond of him.


    Peke akong ngumiti ng ibigay ni Callum ang bk.


    "Congrats" simpleng sabi niya


    Tumangong ako at nanahimik. Pagdating namin sa parking ay sumakay na s daddy sa sasakyan pero nagt ako ng ipaiwan ako ni mommy dahil kay Callum raw ako sasabay kaya halos nakasimangot ako buong biyahe namin. "Stop frowning there. I also don''t want this" aniya habang nagmamaneho.Text ? owned by N?velDrama.Org.


    "Tsk, whatever.." bulong ko sa sobrang irita.


    He really know his way to impressed someone, huh. Kaya ang tingin sa kanya ni mommy ay mabuti.


    "What did you say?"


    "Nothing!" I rolled my eyes at him but he remained calm.


    Nang makarating kami sa restaurant ay nagt ako sa inasta ni Callum. He became talkative as we ate. He even answers all of mom''s questions and they seems not getting tired of speaking even daddy. Only me and Jordan were silent. When we finished, I was shocked when mommy said that Callum and I were going somewhere else. When did they even start deciding what I would do and where I was going? I want to rest!


    "Just go, Pat" pilit ni mommy at kinuha ang mga gamit ko bago kami tuluyang iwanan.


    "Where are we going?" tanong ko kay Callum at padabog na pumasok sa sasakyan niya.


    "I also don''t know"


    "What? Are you serious? I''m tired, I want to rest!"


    "Look, if you''re tired, I''m even more tired! I just followed what mom''s secretary told me to go to that specific ce"


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    Nagu ako sa pag taas ng boses niya. He also stopped and seemed to realize what he have done so he looked away and focused on driving. Nagkaroon ng kaunting katahimikan sa pagitan namin bago siya nag salita ulit.


    "I''m sorry for s-shouting..." he said in a very low voice.


    Hindi ako nag salita dahil may munting kaba parin sakin dahil minsanng ako pag taasan ng boses. Am I too loud? Naingayan kaya siya sa''kin?


    Nanatili kaming tahimik hanggang makarating sa isang mking bridal shop. Medyo madilim na dahil mahigit isang oras ang tagal ng biyahe.


    Naki ang mata ko ng makitang may mga tao ng naghihintay samin sa entrance pang. I never asked Callum what we were going to do here because I already knew, it''s pretty obvious. Sinalubong kami ng isang babae. "Good evening, mama and sir. This way po"


    Sumunod kami sa kanya hanggang sa makapasok sa isang room. Bumungad sa''kin ang magagandang wedding gowns.


    "Sabi po ni Mrs. Vsquez ito raw po ang pagpipilian niyo" a man prepared about 20 gowns in front of me.


    My eyes widened in shock. Halos mal ako sa dami nito. Bakit kangan ganito karami? I looked at it one by one and I couldn''t believe seeing it''s prices. Is this of real?


    "It''s too expensive.." sabi ko kay Callum.


    "Yeah, just choose what you want"


    It took me a few minutes to choose the cheapest but I was disappointed so I just chose a simple tube white gown. The woman started measuring my waist. Maging si Callum ay pinbas para sukatan rin sa isusuot niya. "Ang ganda niyo naman po, Mam. Bagay tga kayo ni Sir" ani ng babae at ngumiti sa''kin.


    Nakaramdam ako ng pagkang at ngumiti nang. I seemed to lose my mood as they talked about the uing wedding. I just kept quiet because my breathing was starting to get heavier as I stared at the wedding gowns. "Let''s go"


    Sumunod ako kay Callum nang matapos. Tahimik kaming pareho at hindi ako mapakali. Hindi ko m pero habang tumatagal ay hindi ko matanggap na mpit na tga ang kasal ko.


    Now that I''m with him, it''s as if I''m being strangled and tormented by fate and making me feel like I can''t escape it. Deserve ko ba ito?


    Nakaramdam ako ng antok at pagod pero tingin ko ay hindi rin ako makakatulog mamaya dahil sa mga nangyari ngayon. Paniguradong mapupuyat na naman ako sa kakaisip... Sumulyap ako kay Callum na tahimik na nagmamaneho pero halos magu ako ng mag salubong ang mga mata namin sa rear mirror. Agad din akong nag iwas ng tingin.


    "You can sleep" bing sabi ni Callum. "Myo pa naman ang biyahe-"


    "No, thanks" singhap ko at nakita kong umiling siya.


    Ipinahinga ko ang ulo sa head rest at tumingin nang sabas ng bintana pero t may humih sakin na sumulyap sa kanya.


    Hindi ko napign ang sarili at unti-unti na lumingon sa likuran ni Callum. I scanned his hair to his broad shoulders and biceps. I gulped. I can''t deny that he has a nice body. Siguro ay mads siya sa gym. ng beses rin akong napasinghot dahil sa bango ng sasakyan niya. It''s his perfume I''m sure.


    Tumigil ang sasakyan dahil sa red light at t nasisiyahan ako sa panonood sa gw ni Callum hanggang sa bi siyang lumingon sa gawi ko.


    Damn! Halos mapamura ako at mabilis na tumingin sabas ng bintana. Nam ang pisngi ko, he maybe thinking that I was watching him! W naman akong narinig sa kanya bukod sa pag sagot niya sa isang tawag.


    "Hello? Who is this-Zara?"


    Bi siyang lumingon sakin ng makumpirma kung sino ang tumatawag sa kanya. I know that''s his girlfriend, Zara Banner, the model. Nagkunwari akong wng naririnig hanggang sa bi niyang ibaba ang tawag. He''s probably notfortable talking to her around me. Of course, who wouldn''t?


    Ipapakasalng naman siya sakin kahit may mahal siyang iba. Kahit sinabi ni mommy na w siyang girlfriend, of course that''s his tactics to hide their rtionship since his parents also hate Zara.


    I don''t even know what to feel anymore. I want to me my parents for getting my peace and happiness but when I able to understand Callum''s situation, I think it''s my fault too. It must be hard for him to deal with my family.


    I want to cry. My parents... they really made me feel happy for my graduation first because after this, I will face another blow of my life. Good luck to my married life that will happen soon. Such a nice graduation gift.

 Chapter 10

    Callum''s POV (Wedding)


    I couldn''t quite imagine that in just one thing...my life would change instantly to what it was before. I can no longer do what I used to do before because I already have a heavy responsibility.


    Not the responsibility of being eldest child, big brother or taking care of thepany but the responsibility of marrying someone I don''t even know.


    And today is the day I hate the most. Today, I seems to be drowning and hurting by fate and making me feel like this is the thing I deserve.


    Today is my wedding day.


    "Is she already here? She was already two minuteste!" I said impatiently to Austine, my friend who was standing next to me and wearing a gray suit like me.


    Patricia is still not here, I didn''t even see here here to the venue. Did she back out? Ourst meeting was when we chose her wedding gown and after that, she seemed anxious and troubled. We didn''t meet after that because I''m also busy and I think she gave quality time for herself since she just graduated.


    I never thought that I wille into this phase of my life.


    "Papunta na siya. Dwang minuto pang naman siyangte, masyado kang mainipin"


    Marahas akong suminghap. "You''re not in my position, bro. It''splicated as hell!"


    "That''s why I''m your best man. I know your situation as well as your future wife, Patricia" he said calmly. "You''re both just forced into it"


    "But they are the ones in great need in our family. They should at least cooperate, right?" I asked back.


    For the past weeks that I''m with Patricia, I already memorize her attitude. I thought she will p me the first time we met and will throw harsh words because of agreeing to this marriage, but not. I think she already understand the situation. "My mo may naging problema? Don''t be too harsh to her" Austine sighed. "You seem to forget that they are not the only ones who need your family because you are too. You agreed to marry Patricia so that Zara and her family wouldn''t bugged you anymore"


    He seems to make me feel guilty with his tone. I didn''t react to what he said because he had a point.


    "Nandito na raw po ang bride!" sabi ng isang organizer kaya napaayos kami ng tayo.


    Kita ko ang excitement ng mga bisitalo na ang mga kaibigan ni Patricia. I looked around to the venue and realized there were very few guests.


    Only my family and Clemente''s. My two brothers are here and some of my cousins along with some of my friends as well. On the side of my fiance, is her parents and only brother with only three of her friends.


    Since our wedding is very private, they are the only ones who really know because it''s tooplicated. This is also what the family of Clementes requested.


    "Bro, you''ll really have a gorgeous wife!" bulong ni Austine sa tabi ko.


    I stared at the aisle as the white curtain began to open. Since we prefer the beach wedding, we held it right at arge beach resort owned by my family. "Whoah, I think she will pass as a model!" Austine whispered again in amazement.


    Patricia is wearing her preferred white tube gown. It suited her especially that she was tall. There''s no emotion visible on her face because she just looks straight in the middle. Hindi katd noong una ko siyang nakita, it was in the bar.


    I got the chance to dance with her and I''m sure... she don''t have any idea about that because she still don''t know me that time. Her innocent face that full of pretending and sadness that night was still fresh in my mind and seeing her right now, I already predicted that she will never be happy after this.


    "Whoah!"


    It''s only today my cousins see Patricia so when I turn to them, I can see the amazement on their faces.


    In an instant, Mr and Mrs Clemente was immediately in front of me while their daughter is in their midst.


    "Callum, take care of our Patrica" Mrs. Vsquez almost teared up.All rights ? N?velDrama.Org.


    "I will" I smiled and nodded at them with assurance.


    "Patricia?"


    T balisa at may namumuong luha sa mata ng anak n nang mag angat ito ng tingin.


    Parang ayaw pa bumitaw ni Patricia sa braso ng ama na para bang batang nawaw. There was already sadness and fear on her face. She also doesn''t meet my gaze and she seems afraid to look at me so I was confused.


    "Is there any problem?" I asked and gave them a questioning look.


    "Ah-no! There''s no problem. Patricia was just nervous" Mrs. Clemente said and ready to give me their daughter''s hand.


    Patrcia''s head was just looking down and the moment I held her hand, it was cold and pale. She seemed terrified and trying to hide it.


    "You can do it" They kissed their daughter first before finally leaving.


    The ceremony started and I feel like my mind is just floating and thinking about many things until we exchange vows with each other.


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    We crossed it well, we both seemed to rehearse and memorize it and I still see the emotion in Patricia''s eyes, there''s sadness in it. We wore the ring to each other and I wanted tough at our situation because both of our hands were shaking while doing that.


    "You may now kiss the bride" the priest said.


    Hindi ko inaasahan na kakabahan ako sa mga salitang iyon. The movement around me seemed to slow down as Patricia slowly faced me with mixed emotions on her face. I swallowed hard as I lifted the white thing that covered her angelic face.


    You can do it, Callum!


    I took a deep breath before my lips touched hers, it was so soft. ng segundong ay inyo ko na rin ang mukha ko sa kanya. I held her hand and we both turned around to face our guests while a strained smile etched on our lips. I also see joy on the faces of our families as they apud for us.


    Hindi ko binibitawan ang kamay ni Patrica hanggang makarating kami sa reception because that''s exactly what it should be. Hindi kami nag-uusap ngunit pareho kaming ngumingiti habang binabati ang mga bisita.


    Ipinakla ko siya sa mga kaibigan at pinsan ko at hindi na s tumigil na kumantyaw sa akin.


    "Uh-doon muna ako sa mga friends ko" pam ni Patricia bago tumingin sa magkahawak naming kamay.


    I let go of it and watched her turn away from me as she went to her friends while I sat at the table where my friends and cousins were.


    "Congrats, bro!"


    "Congrats! We are expecting the baby soon..."


    I just shook my head. Austine gave me a ss of wine, I drank it while I identally nce at Patricia''s ce.


    I looked intently at her face with a streak of joy now while talking to her friends that were sad earlier. It made me think what really pushed her to agree to marry me. She seems a good person and seems to have many more dreams in life. She could be sessful on her own but she chose to be tied to me.

 CHAPTER 11

    Callum''s POV (Meeting with Patricia)


    "Sir, may meeting po kayo mamayang 11 a. m"


    Isang tangong ang sagot ko kay sharlene, secretary ko bago tuluyang pumasok sa office.


    I just sat in front of my table when I received a text message from mommy. She says that I need to pick up Patricia at their house and bring her here at thepany since she''s my wife now. I need to make her understand how I deal with the business industries.


    I massaged my temple with so much stress. My secretary entered the office and was holding folders.


    "Do I have errands before 9 a. m?" I asked before I nced at my watch.


    "W, sir. Pipirmahan niyong po ang mga ito" sheid the folders in front of me. "Kangan na rin po ito before 8"


    It''s only seven o''clock now so I can still pick up Patricia. My secretary left and I immediately signed the folders and papers.


    "It''s already signed. I''ll be back at before 9" I told my secretary on the call.


    Umalis agad ako at nag drive papunta sa bahay ng mga Clemente. I haven''t been to their house yet but I can find it using online map. Hindi ako nahirapan sa paghahanap ng bahay n at nakarating agad ako sa mking bahay na may itim na gate.


    Sinalubong ako ni Mrs. Clemente at agad pinaupo.


    "What drink do you want? Coffee?" she suggested. Umiling ako. "I''m full, madam"


    "Ano ka ba! You can call me tita!"


    Sheughed so I just smiled.. awkwardly. Hindi parin ako komportable na kausap s pero masasabi kong mabait naman s at magaan kausap.


    "W rito ang asawa ko, nasa trabaho. Hintayin mo nang si Patricia. Nag-aayos pa kasi siya pero pababa na rin ''yon!"


    Tumango ako bago siya umalis. She seems energetic unlike her daughter huh?


    Naiwan akong tahimik sa s n. ng minuto pa ang hinintay ko pero hindi parin bumababa si Patricia. Napailing nang ako sa pagkainip. Is it really this long for her to fix herself?


    To reduce my impatience, I stood up because the certificates disyed on the wall of their living room caught my attention. I approached to take a closer look at it. Almost all certificates are belong to Patrica. It was from the beauty pageants she participated in and her academic certificates from grade school to college.


    My eyebrows rose and couldn''t hide my amazement. So she really undoubtedly beauty and brain.


    No doubt that Raven also like her.


    Napunta naman ang tingin ko sa isang wide table kung nasaan ang mga picture frame. There''s a picture of Patricia during her pageants, she''s even wearing a sexy two piece, a sash and crown. Some was her other pictures when she was young with her brother.


    I swallowed and couldn''t take my eyes off her pictures.


    Nang makarinig ako ng yabag pababa sa hagdan ay mabilis akong bumalik sa puwesto kanina and act as if nothing happened. Lumingon ako sa may hagdan at nakitang bumababa si Patricia habang nakasuot ng puting dress. Bumagal ang pag hakbang niya ng makita ako.


    "Let''s go?" sabi ko bago tumalikod at naunang lumabas.


    Nang makasakay siya sa sasakyan ko ay w akong mabasa na emosyon sa mukha niya. ngkomang ito. Tahimik kami buong biyahe just like the usual. Hindi ko na rin sinubukan mag salita dahil w rin naman akong sasabihin. Nakarating kami sapany at halos mabali ang leeg ng mga empleyado sa pag lingon sakin at sa kanya. Lumingon ako kay Patricia na nakasunod sa likuran ko, nakayuko siya at t hindi komportable sa mga titig at bulungan ng mga empleyado.


    I took her hand and apanied her as I walked. I could see how her eyes widened in shock but I ignored that. I looked at the employees and they stop whispering and went back to what they were doing.


    Dire-diretso kami sa office ko at dun kong binitawan ang kamay niya.


    "I''m sorry about the people outside.." paumanhin ko.


    Pinaupo ko siya sa mahabang sofa. Bumalik ako sa table ko at agad din tumayo dahil sa tuliro. Now that she''s here.. what will she do? Watch me while working? Damn, that''s awkward!


    It''s mom''s silly n and I am now the one she''s pressuring. Paano kung ayaw ni Patricia na sumama rito? What if she gets bored?


    "Uh.. are you hungry?"


    Napapikit ako sa tanong ko. That''s really a dumb question.


    "N-No, busog ako" aniya habang nakayuko.


    She''s shy I guess. I just sat in my swivel chair and reviewed the documents relevant for my meetingter. Patrcia was also silent but I can see her pressing on her phone. I can already feel the awkwardness in my office when her phone suddenly rang.


    Nagkatinginan pa kami bago siya nag-iwas na para bang nahihiya.


    "Hello?" I heard her answered the call.


    I was back with the folders but my ear is waiting for her words.


    "Nandito ako sa.. office. Oo, mamaya nang Jess"


    She immediately ended the call. Hours pass by and my secretary entered my office again.


    "Sir, hinahanap na kayo sa meeting room-" she stopped talking when she saw Patricia sitting on the sofa, Patricia''s reaction was the same, she bowed her head and seems embarass.


    My secretary''s shock face eventually change into a sweet smile.


    "They''re waiting for you, sir" aniya bago muling sumulyap kay Patricia at tuluyang lumabas.


    I stand up nand walked closer to Patricia. I cleared my throat. "I have a meeting, do you want toe?"


    She seemed stunned. "Ah, I''ll just wait here"


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    "You''ll just be bored here" I said, encouraging her.


    Umiling siya bago umiwas ng tingin. Takot ba siya sakin? O sa ibang tao? Or maybe she''s afraid that people here in thepany will found out that we''re already married since no one else knows because it''s too private? Yeah, I respect what she wants so I left the office and went to the meeting room.T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org.


    "Mr. Vsquez! Nice to see you again"


    I was greeted by the smile and handshakes of our business partners when I entered the room. I sat in the center of the table and the meeting began.


    Lumilipad ang isip ko at halos w akong maintindihan sa mga sinasabi nng suggestions tungkol sa panibago naming project. Their other suggestions aremon so I objected to that. I noticed that our meeting had been going on for almost an hour and it''s also lunch time. I thought of Patricia, maybe she''s hungry so I texted my secretary to order food and bring it to my office for Patricia to eat.


    I calmed down and continued listening to the meeting. When they almost had finished speaking, I stood up while resting my both arms on the table. "For me, all your suggestions were good but it will also be better if I could see the outline of your n"


    My eyes narrowed when I saw that almost all of them were looking in my hands. I was confused so I also looked at my own hand and realized that my wedding ring was exposed.


    I faked a cough and their attention returned to what I was saying.


    "I will also present the idea I developed at the next meeting. Thank you"


    Tumalikod ako at dire-diretsong lumabas at sakamang nakahinga ng maluwag. Ang tagal ng meeting na ''yon. Tumingin muli ako sa oras at nakitang halos s tres na ng hapon. Damn, Patricia waited for me for so long. Pagkabukas ko pang ng pinto ng office ay hinanap ko agad siya.


    "I took so long-" I stop when I saw Patricia sleeping peacefully.


    I feel like I''m having a hard time with her situation right now. She was just sitting asleep and her neck was bent and leaning on the side of the sofa, her neck might be numb so I took one of my small pillows and put it on her head, it''s good she didn''t wake up.


    I looked up at the table where the food I had ordered earlier was ced. I saw an empty te so I bet she ate. I looked at her angelic face again.


    I wonder why she hasn''t had a boyfriend, with this beautiful face of her? O baka naman maarte siya at maldita? I won''t be surprised because I haven''t experienced receiving a smile from her.

 CHAPTER 12

    Patricia''s POV (Living Together)


    "You need to live with him..."


    My tongue stocked because of mom''s words. I looked at her while holding my tears.


    "Why do I have to, mom? I did what you wanted! I married him!" nagi siya sa reaksyon ko.


    Siguro naman ay may karapatan akong mag remo. I married Callum for ourpany. I don''t love him so why the hell do I have to live in the same house with him?!


    "I noticed that Mrs. Vsquez is a bit strict. You are both married and it''smon for the both of you to live in the same house-"


    "Mom, this is not what you promised.." my voice shuttered as my tears began to rolled down.


    Sobrang sakit. Ipinamimigay na ba n ako? Are they satisfied because ourpany is back to normal again?


    "P-Patricia, I know.. but, Callum''s parents was asking about it" her voice trembled, she was about to approach me but I avoided her.


    I wiped away my tears.


    Kinuha ko ang isang folder na ibibigay sana sakin ni mommy kanina. Binut ko iyon at maslo akong nanghina. Napailing ako at hindi makapaniw habang muling tumulo ang mga luha ko.


    It''s a picture of a big two storey house and written below is "Callum and Patricia''s house"


    "Wow! This is unbelievable!" pagak akong tumawa. "You really nned this huh?"


    I was even more hurt when mommy avoided my eyes. I could see all over her face was guilt...


    "But if you don''t really want to live with him.." she gulped. "Sasabihin ko sa kan-"


    "Ngayon pa? May nakan ng bahay para saming dwa at hinihintay nang kaming tumira roon? Really, mom?"


    "I know it''s really hard for you-"


    "Absolutely!" I burst.


    Anong ak n? Masaya ako? W sa usapan namin ang titira ako sa iisang bahay kasama ni Callum!


    "P-Pat listen, please?" her eyes was pleading. "Mlaman din naman ng ibang tao at mga negosyante na kasal na kayo ni Callum. Kapag nman nng hindi kayo magkasama at binabalew niyong ang isa''t isa, iisipin n na pinilitng kayong dwa at aatakihin n tayo"


    Sandali akong napaisip. So they''re really worried about thepany.


    My phone vibrated and it was Jess who texted me.


    From: Jess


    Sabay na tayong mag enroll bukas.


    "May pupuntahan ka ba ngayon?" pagkuha ni mommy sa atensyon ko.


    I looked at her nkly. "Yeah, I''m leaving"


    Hindi na siya nag salita at hinayaan akong lumabas. Sobrang bigat ng dib-dib ko, t may nakabara rito.


    Nang makarating ako sa sasakyan ay doon ako nag patuloy sa pag iyak. This marriage is really sucks. Kahit masakit sa loob ko na mag pakasal at gawin ang mga ayaw ko ay iniisip ko parin ang sitwasyon namin. I found out that the Vsquez are already one of the stock holders of ourpany, they didn''t disappoint my parents so now I am the one who''s suffering.


    Umalis na ako roon at dumiretso sa bahay para ayusin ang mga requirements ko para sa pag enroll sa napili naming med school ni Jess.


    Kinabukasan ay ako na ang sumundo kay Jess at dumiretso na kami sa school at syempre sinabi ko sa kanya ang sinabi sa''kin ni mommy kahapon.


    "Gosh! Titira tga kayo sa iisang bahay? That''s exciting!"


    Tinignan ko siya ng masama habang nalakad na kami papunta sa registar.


    "It''s ridiculous" sabi ko bago naunang mag submit ng requirements at mag bayad.


    Hinintay ko si Jess sabas ng office at umupo muna sa waiting area. Habang naghihintay ay may lumapit sa''kin na dwang babae.


    "Hi! You''re Patricia Clemente, right?" said by the woman wearing pink dress.


    Tumango ako. Nakangiti s pareho at mukha naman sng mabait.


    "I knew it! Ang ganda mo nga. Bagay kayo nung Callum.." t kinikilig s.


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    "Kan nga p-"


    "Patricia!"


    Natigil ang pagtatanong n ng lumabas na si Jess. Thank god!


    "Let''s go?" aya ni Jess bago tumingin sa dwang babae.


    Ngumiti muna ako sa kan bago kami umalis ni Jess. Muntik na ako roon, ah!


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    "Ano? Iniintriga ka?" tanong ni Jess.


    "Yeah, buti dumating ka"


    "Lbas din naman sa media na kasal na tga kayo. Mawiwindang s panigurado!"


    Papunta na kami sa may parking ng mag ring ang cellphone ko. I frowned when I saw the unregistered number calling. Who the hell is this?


    "Baka importante, sagutin mo na" sabi ni Jess.


    "Hello?" I answered the call.


    "Hello..."


    My eyes widened as I recognized the voice. I can''t be wrong. It''s Callum''s voice. How did he get my number?


    "It''s Callum. Where are you?" his voice was calm.


    "W-Why are you asking?"


    Lumingon si Jess at nagtataka.


    "I said where you are? I''m in the parking"


    Maslo akong nagtaka. "What are-"


    Hindi ko na naituloy ang sasabihin ng makita ko na si Callum na nakatayo sa harap ng sasakyan ko. How did he know that I''m here?


    "Ay! May pogi ka png sundo!" bulong ni Jess.


    Napaayos ng tayo si Callum ng makita kami. He had no reaction.


    "Why are you here?" agad kong tanong.


    "To pick you up"


    "But, why?"


    "Just get in my car" utos niya kaya nag salubong ang ky ko.


    Sino siya para utusan ako?


    "I had my car and I''m with Jess!"


    He just looked at me seriously.


    "Sumama ka na baka may pupuntahan kayo. Galit na ''yata siya" bulong ni Jess.


    "We''re going somewhere" he said in a serious tone. "Well, if you don''t want to, I''ll just go back to thepany. I left my work just to pick you up"


    What? May trabaho p siya pero bakit pumunta pa siya rito?


    "H, nag effort siya pumunta rito tapos susungitan mong"


    I don''t know but I feel guilty about what Jess said. Bakit parang naging kasnan ko pa?


    "Are you really want-"


    "Fine!" utas ko bago ibigay kay Jess ang susi ng kotse ko.


    Umangat angbi ni Callum atlo akong napasimangot ng makita ang ngisi ni Jess. Pumasok ako sa back seat ng padabog. Ayaw ko siya katabi. Required ba tga akong pumayag pgi? Tahimik kami sa biyahe, as usual. Hindi niya rin sinasabi kung saan kami pupunta kaya hinayaan ko nang dahil m kong ako rin ang maiinis sa huli.


    Nakarating kami sa isang vige na inng ang bahay na makikita ngunit mlaki, hanggang sa tumigil ang sasakyan niya sa harap ng pamilyar na bahay.


    I gasped when I realized that this is the house in mom''s folder that I saw yesterday. Bakit kami nandito? Callum was already waiting outside the car but I don''t want to get out.


    I just opened the car window. "I''ll just wait you here"


    "No" his forehead furrowed.


    Wng habas niyang binuksan ang sasakyan at hinawakan ang braso ko. Marahan niya akong iginiya pbas.


    "Hey! Ayoko!" sigaw ko ngunit tuluyan niya na akong nabas ng sasakyan.


    Mas natitigan ko ang itsura ngbas ng bahay. I can''t deny that it''s really awesome but I don''t like the idea why did he bring me here.


    "If you want to see it just go by yourself!"


    "No. You need to see our house" sabi niya bago ako muling hin papasok ng bahay.

 CHAPTER 13

    Patricia''s POV (Final Choice)


    "Final choice mo na yan, ha? W ng atrasan"


    Tinulungan na ako ni Jess sa pag-aayos ng damit ko pagkatapos sabihin ''yon.


    "May choice pa ba? Lahat naman ng gusto ko balew dahil gusto n ang nasusunod" blas ko bago isinara ang maleta dahil puno na ito ng damit.


    Kinuha ni Jess ang isa pang maleta. "Mabuti na rin ito. Mas mapappit kayo sa isa''t isa"


    "Shut up, Jess!" irita kong sabi.


    It''s been week since Callum brought me to his so called ''our house''. It was troubled. Hanggang ngayon hindi ko parin siya pinapansin, hindi ko sinasagot ang mga tawag niya. I know it''s immature but I can''t help but to get mad at him. He agreed to let us live in the same house. What if he didn''t agree? I became even more angry with him when I found out that he was the owner of the house where we going to lived. Stupid isn''t it?


    "Don''t you think that he might be mad with what you''re doing? Well, not to offend you but what if he gets tired of following his parent''s order to coax you and he decides to end his rtionship with you? Like filling an annulment?" Hindi ako nakasagot sa sinabi niya. Nakaramdam ako ng kaba at takot pero hindi ko iyon ipinahta.


    Ipinagpatuloy ko ang ginagawa at napaisip sa mga narinig. Shit. Why do I feel guilt now?


    Kinain ko na naman ang sinabi ko. I told himst time that I''ll never agreed to this new set up but look what I''m doing? I''m arranging all my things to take to that freaking house. I also have no choice. W na akong mukhang maihaharap sa kanya. Siguro nga ay tinatawanan niya na ako ngayon. I''m sure mom already updates him that I''m packing my things.


    I''ll be busy this month. Next week is my first day of ss as a med student and I need to focus on studying. I also need to deal with those people I''ll meet because I can already see in the articles that someone has already discovered about my wedding with Callum. My friends advised me not to open all my social media ounts which I''ll definitely do


    After Jess and I fixed my things, we went to the mall to buy school supplies.


    "Busy daw si Tyrone kaya hindi makakasama" sabi ni Jess habang nandito kami sa book store.


    We bought few things before deciding to tour the mall after. Nalakad kami ni Jess habang kumakain ng ice cream nang may maaninag akong pamilyar na pigura sa myo.


    "Is that Zara Banner?" I followed my gaze to the woman entering inside a botique shop.


    She was wearing a close-fitting red dress while her long hair was curled. She''s really hot.


    "Zara? Yung model ba na masama ang ugali?" intriga ni Jess.


    Kumunot ang noo ko..


    "Narinig kong na maarte raw yan! Hindi naman siya sobrang sikat" bulong niya na parang maraming m.


    Chismosa tga.


    "Narinig mong p. That might not be true" sabi ko bago siya hin roon sa botique.


    Agad hinanap ng mata ko si Zara at nakitang pumipili siya ng damit.


    "Buti pumunta tayo rito! May bibilhin rin p ako" saad ni Jess at hinayaan kong siya pumili.


    Hahawakan ko na sana ang isang casual dresses nang may marinig akong iringan sa paligid. I can hear people arguing.


    Naintriga ako at hinanap ''yon. Nakita ko ang kumpn ng tao na pinalilibutan si Zara Banner at isang babaeng sa tiyak ko ay isang high school student.


    What''s happening?


    "I told you, I didn''t want to, right? Why are you so insistent?!" maarteng sigaw ni Zara sa babae.


    Nag bulungan ang mga tao sa paligid. Maging ako ay naawa sa babae, napapahiya siya.


    "G-Gusto kong po magpapicture.." t paiyak na ang babae.


    Isang salesdy ang pumagitna sa kan at umawat. "Mam Zara, pasensya na po-"


    "This mall should ban people like her!" Zara shouted before angrily turning her back.


    Dinaluhan ang babae ng mga kaibigan niya. Well, if I was in her position I would cry too.


    "See? Ngayon naniniw ka na? Kaya hindi siya sumisikat ng bongga ay dahil may atittude!" sabi ni Jess sa tabi ko.


    I suddenly remembered what mommy said that Zara was once Callum''s fiance. She also said that Zara really like Callum. Does she know about me and Callum? What will be her reaction if she found out that Callum and I are already married? Hindi matanggal sa isip ko ang sopistikadang mukha ni Zara hanggang makauwi kami. Hinatid ko na rin si Jess sa kan. I haven''t parked my car in our garage yet when I immediately saw a familiar car there.


    Callum''s ck mercedes bench.


    I was nervous so I went straight to my room through the back door. My things was already arranged and I''ve also talked to my parents. They say that I just want to go with the flow since it''s all an act. Only my brother Jordan is against it even me, but we can''t do anything either.


    May isa rin akong tanong na gusto sabihin kay mommy but it''s too sensitive. Maybe I''ll find right timing.


    I''ve been thinking about it for a long time but I don''t know if it''s a good idea. I want to file an annulment so that I can be free but I am also worried because the Vsquez might take back their shares in ourpany. "Mam Patricia?"


    Lumingon ako sa pinto ng may kumatok. I heard our maid''s voice.


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    "Ah-sige! Pupunta na ako.." sabi ko bago tumingin sa smin.


    I checked my look first and reced my jeans and crop top with a wless dress. I made sure I looked good before facing Callum.


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    Magkadaop ang mga kamay ko habang bumababa sa hagdan. Nag-iisip na ako kung ano ang sasabihin kay Callum. Natagpuan ko siya''ng nakaupo sa sofa at umangat ang tingin ng marinig ang yabag ko. "You''re here. Where''s your things?" he said nkly.


    "Uh.. n-nasa itaas" napapikit ako ng gumaralgal ang boses ko.


    Tumayo siya at kinuha ang dwa kong maleta na buhat ng mga katulong. Diretso siya sabas ng hindi ako tinatawag.


    Galit kaya siya?


    W akong choice kundi sumunod. I saw him putting my things in the car. When he saw me, he opened the door of the passenger seat for me.


    Nakayuko akong sumakay.


    Magkatabi kami ngayon kaya bumalot sa sasakyan ang perfume niya. Lihim akong napasinghot. Ang bango niya!


    Mabilis kaming nakarating sa bahay at pakiramdam ko''y panis na angway ko dahil w kaming kibo kanina sa biyahe. He took my things again and I was surprised when I saw the detail of the house when I entered. The design was simple but elegant. May ng gamit na rin td ng mga sofa at t. v.


    This house is too big for the two of us. Well, Jess and even my parents promised that they would visit me here. Tahimik kong sinundan ni Callum pataas ng hagdan. May tatlong mking kwarto at binuksan niya ang nasa gitna.


    The room was quite big. Callum ced my things to the king sized bed.


    "This will be your room" he said and looked at me.


    Nataranta ako at nag kunwari na tumitingin sa paligid. "O-Okay"


    "Fix your things. There''s also a closet there. I''ll just go down to cook our food"


    He left after saying that.


    Napaupo ako sa kama at napatla.


    This is just the beginning of my misery.

 CHAPTER 14

    Patricia''s POV (Disappointed)


    I always tell myself that I''ll just enjoy my life once I am be sessful, when I get what I want and reach my dream but I don''t expect that I''ll experience first to take my responsibilities as a wife before finishing my studies. "What are you doing? You''re too early" napaigtad ako sa pag sulpot ng boses ni Callum.


    Lumingon ako at nakita ang inaantok pa niya''ng mukha.


    "Obviously cooking" I replied before flipping the egg in the pan.


    It''s another stressful morning. Hindi ako masyadong nakatulog dito dahil naninibago ako. I''m notfortable with the new environment here especially that I''m with him.


    Naisipan kong magluto nang kahit sobrang aga pa dahil hindi na rin naman ako makatulog.


    "Oh, you know how to cook" he sounds amaze.


    Napatigil ako. Anong ak niya sa''kin? Pmuninng sa bahay at wng m?


    "Of course, I love cooking" mapait kong sabi bago hinain samesa ang niluto ko.


    I know he still had work so I cooked for him.


    Umakyat saglit si Callum sa itaas kaya nag handa na ako ng to.


    Since I love coffee, I made one for me and one for him so that he would have nothing to say. My eyes almost zed over when I saw his refrigerator full of stock foods and many of my favorite brands of coffee.


    Hindi ko na siya hinintay bumaba at nauna na akong kumain. Kaunting ang kakainin ko dahil may bk pa ulit akong matulog. Nang marinig ko ang yabag ni Callum ay mas binilisan ko ang pagkain. It''s all still awkward for me. I''m still notfortable.


    I was looking at my food but I was focused on his movements. He sat down in front of me and quietly checking what I cooked until he started eating without saying anything.


    Well, he has nothing to say about my cooking. I''m good at it.


    Only the sound of spoon could be heard between us. We''re still silent. I saw him raise the mug of coffee I had made. Tahimik niyang ininom ''yon, siguro''y nasarapan siya sa tim ko.


    I finished eating and immediately stood up but Callum reacted.


    "You already done?" he asked while looking at my empty te.


    "Y-Yeah"


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    For Callum, the way he deals with me and things around me were really ufortable for me. Ang bilis.


    I used to be busy studying and participating in beauty pageants back then but now.. I am already a full-fledged wife. Have I been able to get out of this nightmare?


    Instead of cooping, I just read a book but I stopped just a few minutes ago. T w akong gana. What''s happening to me? I hid my book and thought of opening my social media ounts and I was not surprised by what I read online. My newsfeed is full of pictures of Callum and me at the wedding. How did they get it?


    As I scrolled down, I wanted tough at people''sments. They say that Callum and I are look good together. I doubt that. Anotherment was regarding our simple marriage. They wonder that we have a lot of money but why is it so simple? They began to suspect that the wedding was in a hurry.


    So far, I haven''t seen too many negativements about me. I suddenly heard a knock on the door. Bumuntong hininga ako at binuksan iyon. I saw Callum in his working attire.


    "I''m living" he said but not looking at me.


    I don''t even look at him directly. Why he even need tp update me? He can just leave.


    "Uh... O-Okay?" I said awkwardly.


    Kita ko ang pag-angat ngbi niya. May nakakatawa ba sa sinabi ko?


    "You''ll be bored here. Don''t you want toe with me to thepany?"


    "Huh? N-No, dito nang ako..."


    I''ll just stay here because one time he took me to his work, I fell asleep in his office. That''s embarrassing and I don''t want to remember that anymore.


    "Okay, you can go out if you want. Just always lock the gate"


    Tumalikod na siya at mabilis kong isinara ang pinto. Pumunta ako sa bintana ng kwarto at dumungaw doon. Sinipat ko kung nakaalis na ba ang sasakyan niya bago ako bumaba at isinara ang gate. Bumalik ako sa kwarto para aliwin ang sarili ko, but I ended up sleeping again...


    I just woke up to the loud vibration of my phone. My eyes were still half open when I picked it up. My eyes widened when I saw Callum calling.


    "Hello?" I answered while yawning.


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    "Hey, did I disturb your sleep?"


    "Uh.. no" I said while stopping myself not to yawn again.


    "Are you busy or going somewhere else?" sunod-sunod niya''ng tanong.


    "W naman, bakit?"


    "Hmm.. is it okay with you to bring my documents here? I left it on my table in the bedroom"


    Huh? Agad akong napabalikwas ng bangon. Kung pupunta ako roon ay sigurado akong pag-uusapan na naman ako ng mga empleyado n. Just like thest time. But what if he really needs those documents? "If you don''t want to, I''ll just-"


    "No! S-Sige.. ako nang" napapikit ako pagkatapos sabihin ''yon. Tama ba ang sinabi ko?


    "Well, thanks. My room is not locked so you''re free to enter"


    He immediately turned off the call.


    Kahit hinih pa ako ng higaan ay pinilit kong tumayo. Pumunta ako sa harap ng kwarto niya. Kahit pag pihit pang ng pinto ay hindi ko na magawa dahil hindi ako sanay na pumapasok sa hindi ko kwarto. Lalo pa at kwarto ito nglaki. I sighed heavily before finally opening his room. I was weed by the smell of his perfume. His room is just like mine but he has a study table and small cabs where he puts his folders. His bed was neat and tidy as well.


    I saw a few folders with papers stuck inside of it so I picked it up. This is probably what he''s referring to.


    Bumalik na agad ako sa kwarto ko at agad nag bihis. I just wore a tight ck dress and I paired it with pointed-toe slingback heels. I justbed my long hair and applied some lipstick.


    My car is not here so I just grabbed a taxi but I made sure the house was locked before I left.


    I was nervous while holding the folders but my hand was shaking. I was still in the taxi thinking about what I would do there with thepany.


    Tumigil ang sasakyan sa mismong tapat ngpany building ng Vsquez. Huminga ako ng mlim bago dumiretso roon pero agad akong hinarang ng guard. He was looking for my i. d. "Uh-I''m not an employee here. I''m here for Callum Vsquez, ibibigay ko ito sa kanya" ipinakita ang hawak na mga documents.


    Kumunot ang noo ng guard. He looks unconvince.


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    "Mabilisng naman po. Iaabot kong sa kanya-"


    "Bawal po. Ngayon kong kayo nakita rito, mam. W rin po kayong maipakita na i. d kaya bawal po tga kayong pumasok. Pasensya na po"


    Napaawang angbi ko at hw na ngumisi bago napatingin sa hawak na mga documents. "O-Okay, pakibigay nang po.." nanginginig ang kamay ko habang inabot ''yon sa kanya.


    Mukhang nagtaka ang guard kaya pilit akong ngumiti para itago ang epekto ng sinabi niya.


    Mabilis akong tumalikod at muntik na akong matumba ng mabangga ako sa isang tao. The sling bag hanging over my shoulder slipped and fell to the ground. "Ouch! Gosh!" maarteng sigaw ng isang babae.


    Dinampot ko muna ang bag ko bago humarap sa kanya. "I''m sorry-"


    "Look at your way. Stupid!"


    She wasn''t looking at me because she was checking her dress and hit my shoulder before she passed by me.


    "Oh my gosh.." I whispered when I was out of bnce again.


    Sinundan ko ng tingin ang babae at hindi makapaniwng makikita ko ulit siya... rito pa mismo sa building ng mga Vsquez.


    It''s Zara Banner again.


    "Mam Zara" rinig kong bati ng guard.


    Ngumiti pa siya rito. Seems that he has known her.


    "I''m here for Callum. Let me talk to him" diretsong sabi ni Zara at wng patumpik-tumpik pa ay agad siya''ng pinapasok ng guard. My jaw dropped.


    He let Zara in so easily but when it came to me, it seemed like he was interrogating me. What a day, Patricia.

 CHAPTER 15

    Patricia''s POV (Bothered Wife)


    "Ano? Ex fiance ni Callum yung model? Si Zara Banner?!" wng habas na sabi ni Jess habang nandito kami sa coffee shop.


    Hindi na muna ako dumiretso sa bahay namin ni Callum at inaya ko si Jess dito. Umiinitng ang ulo ko kapag naala ang pakikitungo sa''kin ng guard doon sa kompanya. Napahiya ako.


    "Wow!" Jess gasped and looks surprised. "Grabe pasabog mo! Bakit ngayon mong sinabi?! At bakit hindi ka kla ng guard?!"


    "I don''t have i. d-"


    "Sana sinabi mong asawa ka ni Callum!"


    I shrugged. Ang kapal naman siguro ng mukha ko kung gagawin ko ''yon.Text ? owned by N?velDrama.Org.


    "Hindi ka parin sanay? Mag asawa na kayo at tumitira na sa iisang bahay-"


    "We''re just married in papers" I cut her off.


    "Kahit na! Kunan mag-iiba rin ang mararamdan niyo. Trust me" she even smiled proudly.


    That will never be happen...


    "So... how does it feel to see Callum''s handsome face in the morning?"


    Umarko ang ky ko.


    "You know what? You''re nonsense-oh, wait!"


    I took my phone out and saw that Callum was calling. Pinakatitigan ko muna ''yon, hindi ko m kung sasagutin ko o hindi. I was about to declined it when Jess suddenly p my hand and she answered the call. Naki ang mata ko ng marinig ang mlim na buntong hininga sa kabng linya.


    "Jess! What the-"


    "Kausapin mo na!" pagalit niyang bulong at siya na mismo ang nag hawak ng cellphone ko.


    "Hello? Patricia? Where are you?" boses ni Callum.


    Natutop ko angbi at natahimik. Medyo maingay sa background niya.


    "Just at least informed me first? I don''t like the way you disrespect her. She''s my wife" I heard Callum''s irritated voice.


    T may kausap siya at mukhang galit.


    "It''s fine. Pinaalis ko na si Zara. Just tell Patricia to go here. I wanted to see her" narinig ko ang malumanay na boses ni Mrs. Vsquez.


    Gusto niya ako makita? Kinabahan ako. Pagkatapos ng kasal namin ni Callum ay hindi ko na ulit pa nakausap ang mommy niya, even his brothers. I''m still not close to them and I don''t think that needs to happen, Callum and I are just acting. "Patricia?" ulit ni Callum ng wng marinig m sa''kin. "You still there? Where are you?"


    "Here at the coffee shop with my friend" sabi ko bago tumingin kay Jess na nakangisi, t kinikilig.


    "Which coffee shop? I will fetch you-"


    "Uh-no!" agap ko. "I''m okay, you don''t need to-"


    "Mom wants to see you" he interrupted.


    "Ah, next time nang siguro. U-Uuwi na rin ako sa bahay kasi.." I trailed off and thinking some excuses. "M-Medyo sumama kasi yung pakiramdam ko"


    "Gaga, anong sinasabi mo!" hindi ko pinansin si Jess.


    "Why? Are you okay?" lumambot ang boses niya.


    "N-Not really. Bye.."


    I ended the call and snatched my phone from Jess.


    "His parents seems kind. Why don''t you interact with them?"


    "It''s hard for me to deal with them. I know they''re kind and sweet but I think, it needs to take time?" I said and stand up.


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    Inaya ko na si Jess umuwi at inihatid niya ako sa bahay namin ni Callum. Hindi siya makapaniw ng makita ang tinitirahan namin.


    "Wow! Ang ganda naman ng bahay niyo! Angki!" sumunod siya sa''kin ng lumabas ako ng sasakyan.


    "Ak ko ba ihahatid mong ako?" sabi ko habang binubuksan ang gate.


    "May bk siguro si Callum na mag-anak ng isang dosena dahil hindi bagay na dwang kayo rito!"


    Napaigtad si Jess ng hhin ko na ang buhok niya. Kanina pa siya, ah!


    "Aray! Jokeng!" sheughed.


    ng minuto pa ay umalis na siya.


    Pumasok ako sa bahay at agad nagluto ng pagkain. Habang kumakain ay nanood ako ng movies, when I got bored, I decided to go upstairs and rest.


    Until I realized that I had fallen asleep.


    Hapon na ako nagising at kumakm na ang sikmura ko. Damn, it''s already 5 p. m and I''ve already missed eating lunch. I went down to the kitchen to eat again but I saw a stic bag on the table. I opened it and saw that it was food.


    I wondered and looked for any notes on who it was from but I found nothing except to my name written on the stic. It''s obviously mine? Pero kanino naman ito galing? Kay Callum?


    Well, kinain ko nang iyon at pagkatapos ay nagluto nang ako ng pagkain para sa dinner. Natutuwang ako dahil maraming pagkain dito at niluto ko nang ang gusto ko.


    It''s already 7:00 p. m and I''ve done too much. I have already cooked and watched movies. When I got bored watching, I went to the big swimming pool at the back of the house. I just sat on the edge of the pool with my feet submerged in the water. When I felt cold, I moved to a swing just near the pool.


    Umupo ako sa swing at dinama angmig ng hangin. Madilim na pero w parin si Callum. Ganito ba tga siya nauwi? Sobrangte na. Napapaisip parin ako kung tungkol saan ang pinag-usapan n ni Zara. I''m sure Zara already saw know about Callum being married.


    Maya-maya ay naririnig ko na ang nag-iingay na sasakyan sabas ng bahay. It''s probably Callum. Binuksan ko ang gate at agad pumasok ang sasakyan niya. Pagkasara ko ng gate ay saktong pagbas niya ng sasakyan. "Thanks.." he murmured. "Did you eat the food I sent earlier?"


    Oh, it''s really came from him. "Uhm, yeah.."


    Nauna akong nagkad papasok at dumiretso sa kusina para uminom ng tubig. Si Callum ay nagtungo naman sa kwarto niya. What I supposedly do next? Am I able to prepared food for him like what wife do to husband? We don''t have maids so no one else will do it but me.


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    Ininit ko muna ang mga niluto ko kanina bago inihain samesa. Halos khating oras na siguro akong naghihintay sa ibaba ngunit w parin si Callum. Umakyat ako at tumayo sa mismong tapat ng pinto ng kwarto niya. Inpat ko ang tenga sa pintuan at naririnig ko ang mahihina niya''ng bulong at t may kinakausap.


    I just decided to go to my room while Callum was still busy and I didn''t expect to be able to fell asleep again...


    Ginising ako ng sinag m sa sikat ng araw na sumusungaw sa bintana ng kwarto ko. W akong choice kundi tumayo at hawiin ang kurtina ng bintana. Masyado ng sikat ang araw. Umupo ako sa kama at inla ang nangyari kagabi. I was waiting for Callum so we can eat dinner but he''s still busy until I got fall asleep.


    He didn''t even bother to wake me up?


    I checked my phone and saw Jess''s message reminding me about our first ss today. Shit, I almost forgot. Today is our first ss at med school.


    Mabilis akong naligo at nag-ayos ng sarili. Our all white uniform really looks good on me. I let my long hair down because it''s still wet when Ie out of the room. Naamoy ko ang bango ng pancakes sa kusina at nadatnan ko roon si Callum na nakaupo at nagkakape. He''s already on his work attire. May pagkain na rin samesa.


    Lumingon siya sa''kin.


    "You''re awake.." tipid niya''ng sabi bago ako pinasadahan ng tingin m ulo hanggang paa.


    I got conscious.


    "Your first day ss?" he asked when I sat down infront of him.


    I nodded.


    He got me a coffee so I immediately drink it and I paired with a two pieces pancake.


    Nang matapos akong kumain ay agad akong bumalik sa kwarto. Muli akong nag-ayos ng sarili. I put a light blush and lipstick on my face before finally going out with my bag.


    Nareceive ko ang text ni Jess na susunduin niya na raw ako. Sinabi ko na hintayin niya nang ako sa mismongbas ng vige.


    Nakasalubong ko si Callum sa ibaba. Tumingin siya sa''kin bago sa sasakyan niya.


    "S-Sabay kami ni Jess.." sabi ko.


    "Hmm, what time is your out?"


    "I haven''t seen my schedule.."


    "Okay. Just text me the time" sabi niya bago ako tuluyang tumalikod.


    Iniwan ko na siya at agad akong sumakay ng grab pbas ng vige at lumipat ako sa sasakyan ni Jess na naghihintay na sa''kin.

 CHAPTER 16

    Patricia''s POV (Interview)


    Everything seems so fast. My everyday routine was just so in and only filled with thrill when I was about to go to school and when Callum and I talked. I''m still notfortable with him around me. It''s so hard for me to deal with our situation every time we ate together and had dinner also with our families. Ak ko ganoon nang ang sitwasyon ko. Ak ko mahirap na ''yon pero may mas ikakahirap pa p. Hindi naging madali sakin ang mag-aral sa med school kahit na pangarap ko ''yon. I was judged by the students. Some was thinking of me as a user and others seems doesn''t care but I don''t care about them either. Parang paulit ulitng ang nangyayari sakin. When Ie home from school, I will avoid Callum. I avoid talking too much since we''re both busy and we don''t talk that much. Sometimes, he''s insisting to take me to school or maybe pick me up but I don''t agree because I don''t want students to talk about us anymore but today is an exception...


    "Oh! Ayan na ang asawa mo, sinusundo ka na!" itink ni Jess ang balikat ko habang nakatingin kay Callum na nakatayo sa gilid ng sasakyan niya.


    "Ang kulit tga" bulong ko.


    "Ano ka ba! Dapat panindigan niya ang sinabi niya roon sa interview! He''s doing this to at least show people that you''ve been his girlfriend for a long time and you didn''t get married just because of thepany!"


    Napailing nang ako ng mala muli ang bagay na ''yon. The media had a chance to interview Callum once they attended a conference together with big people in business industry. They insist on asking Callum about us. They wanted to seek more information but Callum just answered them directly that he has been my boyfriend for a long time and we''re just dating in private.All rights ? N?velDrama.Org.


    Good tactic isn''t it?


    It also surprised me so it makes me to avoid him more because I felt that he was just being forced and disgusted with the bad assumptions about us so he did it to cover up the real motive of our marriage.


    "Sige, mauna na ako, ah!" pam ni Jess bago ngumiti ng makahulugan.


    Humarap ako kay Callum na ngko ang mukha. "I told you-"


    "I need to do this and besides I''m already out of work"


    Tumalikod siya para pag buksan ako ng pinto, napairap akong pumasok.


    "How''s your school?" he suddenly asked.


    Wow, first time kong marinig sa kanya ''to.


    "It''s good" sabi ko nang kahit hindi totoo.


    "Uh.. does students still bullied you about issuesst month? You know.." may alingan pa ang boses niya.


    "N-No" I said as I remember the times that I was the topic of students in every corner of the school.


    "That''s good"


    Diretsong ang tingin niya sa daan habang nagmamaneho.


    "Aren''t you tired?" I asked and finally got his attention, he looked at me.


    "Tired from pretending?" he asked back. "I''m used to pretending about my situation"


    "How about pretending that it''s okay for you to marry me? To live in the same house with me?"


    I was holding my breath as waiting for his words but he justughed yfully


    as if there''s something funny in what I said.


    "I was already expecting this, to be honest. I do not expect this to be the oue of my life and I have no right to speak about it" he said nkly.


    "I know what kind of world I grew up in and I love it now.."


    Parang may kung ano na kumurot sa dib-dib ko ng makita ang lungkot sa mata niya o lungkot pa ba na matatawag ''yon.


    Natahimik nang ako hanggang makauwi kami sa bahay, hindi niya na rin ako kinausap. We ate together and it was interrupted when someone called Callum, maybe it was his client.


    After I ate, I did my night routinelo na kapag hindi pa ako inaantok. Tumambay muna ulit ako sa gilid ng pool habang nakababad ang paa sa tubig. Nang medyo nakaramdam na ako ng antok atmig ay pumasok na ako sa loob. Bubuksan ko na sana ang kwarto ko ng marinig ang boses ni Callum.


    "Already sleepy?"


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    Nalingunan ko siya''ng pappit at may hawak na puting papel.


    "Yeah.." sagot ko bago tumingin muli sa hawak niya. What does he need?


    "Here, it''s an invitation" he handed me the invitation card.


    My brows furrowed when I read the name written on the front of the card. It''s a birthday party of Mr. Shiloah Salvador that will happen.. tomorrow?


    Who the hell is this?!


    "You seems bothered" heugh a bit when he saw my reaction. "Mr. Salvador is one of the closest to our family. He''s our business partner too and I need to include you tomorrow to finally meet him. He wanted to see you" "But why-"


    "Because you''re my wife" mabilis niya''ng sagot habang diretso ang tingin sa''kin.


    Nabitin sa ere ang sasabihin ko at sadyang natahimik. Natuonmang ang tingin ko sa invitation at hindi na magawang mag-angat ng tingin sa kanya. Ngayon kong ''yon narinig sa kanya ng personal at hindi ko m bakit iba ang dating sa''kin ng salita niya.


    "Go to sleep, then" tumalikod na siya at mabilis naman akong pumasok sa kwarto habang sapo ang dib-dib.


    Fuck! Bakit bing bumilis ang kabog ng dib-dib ko?

 CHAPTER 17

    Patricia''s POV (Party)


    The next day, I just woke up that Callum was no longer at home, maybe he was already at work.


    "What a yful morning again" I whispered.


    My eyes focused on the side table where the invitation Callum had givenst night was ced. It will happen tonight. I can''t help but be nervous.


    Habang kumakain ako ng almusal ay may dumating na isang delivery. A woman handed me arge white box. "Maybe you''re mistaken. I didn''t order anything-"


    "Sa inyo po ito, Mam Zara. Ipinad po ito ni Mrs. Vsquez para isuot niyo sa party" the girl smiled sweetly.


    I epted the box and she left immediately.


    Damn, why are they treating me so special? I opened the box out of confussion and almost dropped my jaw when I saw what inside.


    I picked up a champagne dress that included a pair of nude stilletos with a tiny crystal design around it.


    Gosh, it''s so pretty!


    Clothes and shoes like this were surely expensive! Well, I won''t be surprised because they are rich.


    There''s still amazement in me when I received a call from mommy.


    "Mommy" bungad ko.


    "Pat! I heard the Vsquez will also attend the Salvadors'' party and you''ll be with them since you are Callum''s wife!" mom''s excited voice enwrap my ears. She sounds so happy.


    "Yeah.."


    "Do you already have clothes to wear? Well, I can talk to our designer to make you look good-"


    "I have something to wear, mom"


    "Oh! Your husband bought you, I guess?"


    "Actually, it''s from his mom"


    Mommy and I talked for a long time because she still said a lot of tips about what will happenter in the party. She also taught me what to do in front of peopleter since all of them are rich.


    I was annoyed so I ended our call.


    Mabilis umikot ang oras at buong mag hapon ay w akong ginawa kundi kumain, matulog at humiga. Nag luto ako ng pagkain hanggang sumapit na ang gabi.


    Since w kaming kasama na katulong ay ako ang nag bukas ng gate para kay Callum ng dumating siya. Hinintay ko siya''ng makbas ng sasakyan. "Hey" bungad niya.


    "H-Hi.." I shyly smiled at him.


    I stared more closely at his face and he was not obviously tired from work. He''s still able to smile and look fresh. Damn, what am I thinking?


    He was holding a ck attache case and we walked in together. I couldn''t even understand myself why I was acting like this. What''s happening to me? "Did you already-"


    "Eat?" I cut him off. "Yes.."


    "Are you excitedter? Is it okay with you to go with me?" he asked and sat on the sofa.


    "Uh, yeah. No problem with me.."


    Saglit akong tumalikod at pumunta sa kusina para timhan siya ng kape. I know he''s tired and he needs a little rxment.


    "Coffee.." I ced it in front of him.


    He looked up and I could see the amazement in him. Kahit ako ay hindi rin m kung bakit ginawa iyon. Maybe I''m used to it too since we''re often together here at home. "Thank you"


    I couldn''t help but look at his lips and my face reddened out of a sudden. Shit!


    I just went to my room to take a shower and get ready. After I took a bath, I put light make up on my face, I''m used to it since I participate in beauty pageants so I learned how to do make up.


    I also just let my long hair fall down. I put on my dress and stared at myself in therge mirror. I just saw that this dress had a long slit showing my legs. I also wore my heels which made me even taller.


    Lastly, I grabbed my bag and left the room. I bit my lip as I walked down to the stairs and saw Callum''s back, he was standing and waiting for me.


    He heard the sound of my shoes so he turned around. I immediately averted his eyes when he red at me from head to toe, it was only for a moment but the impact was different. T nagkakarera ang dib-dib ko. "You look great" ani Callum ng makpit na ako.


    Nag init ang mukha ko habang nakayuko parin. "T-Thanks" "Let''s go?"


    I nodded.


    Nauna akong lumabas at sumakay sa sasakyan. Sa biyahe naman ay hindi ako mapakali at iniisip ang mangyayari sa''kin mamaya. Hindi ko nga kla ang makakasmuha namin doon kaya kangan ko tgang dumikit kay Callum. I know my parents are also invited and they will also bring my brother, Jordan.


    Nakarating kami sa isang mataas at mking building kung nasaan ang venue. Nasa bukana pang kami ng entrance ay kumakaw na ang liwanag galing sa loob. Mayroong mahabang red carpet doon kaya kahit kinakabahan ay inilingkis ko ang kamay ko sa braso ni Callum at sabay kami nagkad.


    Halos magntang ako at mapapikit ng salubungin kami ng kip ng mga camera. Halos buong sulok ay mayroon kaya napilitan na naman akong ngumiti dahil m konglabas ito sa mga articles.


    The venue was so good. The design was all elegant and organized along with the tables and chairs.


    "Callum Vsquez!"


    We were greeted by a man I think was in his mid 60''s. He smiled and hugged Callum.


    "Mr. Salvador, happy birthday" Callum said so my face lighted.


    He''s the celebrant?


    I smiled when his gaze turned to me.


    "I believe that this gorgeous woman is your wife?"


    Iugh a bit and epted his hand, a litle bit concious. "Happy birthday po.."


    "She''s Patricia Clemente. My wife" Callum introduced me.


    He held my hand and Mr. Salvador smiled because of that. Pakiramdam ko''y umakyat na naman sa mukha ang dugo ko.


    Iniwan na kami ni Mr. Salvador dahil marami na ang dumarating na bisita. Umupo kami ni Callum sa isang table and we started eating. Callum''s some cogeous are approaching our table and he has introduced me as his wife several times. Marahan ang pagkain ko at panay ang tingin sa paligid dahil pansin ko na ang iba ay nagtatagal ang mata sa''kin.


    "Excuse me, I''ll be back" pam ni Callum bago tumingin sa mgalaking siguro''y kaedad na ni daddy sa kabng table.


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    Maya-maya ay dumating na s mommy ngunit sa ibang table s umupo.


    "Mom!" I mouthed and saw Jordan waved at me.


    Hindi ko na napign at lumapit na ako sa table n.


    "Pat, you''re so pretty! Where''s Callum?" mommy asked.


    "He''s just around" I kissed them before I seated.


    We talked and I was happy because I missed them. After a while, my parents also became busy and started to talk to their friends and left our table.


    Jordan and I were the only ones left. My brother was busy on his cellphone while I was still looking around. Trying to find Callum.


    Mas dumarami ang tao at nag sim na ang program. The speech from celebrant started but Callum was still not there until I could see him standing in the middle of the crowd and talking to a woman. Sa postura pang ng kausap niya ay kla ko na ito.


    It''s Zara Banner again.


    She looks stunning with her fitted long red dress.


    Almost all the cameras were pointed at her. She was the center of attraction. I lost my smile when I saw how bright her eyes were when Callum looked at her.


    Her hand wrapped around Callum''s arm as they looked at the camera to take a picture. I took a deep breath to get some air. Callum was smiling too. He looks happy.


    Hindi ko m pero nakaramdam ako ng pagkadismaya. Kinuha ko ang bag ko at tumayo papunta safort room. Marami ang cubicle kaya sa pinakaunahan nang ako pumasok. Tumitigng ako sa repleksyon ko sa smin at nag retouch. It took me a few minutes inside the cubicle before deciding to go out when I heard a familiar voice. They were on the next cubicle.


    "Gosh! He''s still affect the hell out of me! I could have kissed him! It''s obvious that he''s longing for me" it was Zara''s voice.


    "You''re so obvious! I heard he''s with his wife. In fareness, maganda nga siya" I heard another voice, maybe her friend.


    "Duh, as if she can dictate Callum''s feelings!" Zara''s sound irritated. "He doesn''t love her and he''s only for me. And for my own opinion, she''s not that pretty plus... she has no fashion!" Wait, is she referring to me? She seems mad.


    Rinig ko ang papbas nng yabag kaya hindi muna ako lumabas. What they said had an impact on me. So she came here for purpose? And that''s because of Callum.


    Hw akong napangisi sa sarili at bumalik sa venue na mabigat ang dib-dib.

 CHAPTER 19

    Patricia''s POV (Strict Husband)


    I was quietly reading a biology book here in the library when someone sat beside me.


    "Hey! Mag kwento ka nga!" Jess interrupted me.Text ? owned by N?velDrama.Org.


    "Anong nangyari roon sa party noong nakaraan?! Hindi mo pa sinasabi sa''kin!"


    Napairap ako sa ingay niya. Kaya nga hindi ko na siya sinama rito dahil mangungulitng siya. Tgang sinundan pa ako. "Huy!" kinbit niya ako. "Balita ko naroon si Zara? I even saw their pictures online-"


    "There''s nothing important there, Jess"


    "Ang sungit mo naman" tumawa siya. "Sabagay, kahit ako maiinis kung ganoon makalingkis sa asawa ko ang babaeng ''yon!"


    "Hindi ako naiinis, Jess!" mariin kong tanggi. I folded the book I was reading. I lost my concentration because of her.


    "Sus, tga ba?"


    Tumayo na ako at iniwan siya. m kong aasarin niya na naman ako.


    A few days have passed since Mr. Salvador''s party but I still can''t get off to my mind what happened that night.


    I was hunted by it. To Zara''s desperation, tears and to theirplicated situation. I feel like I''m responsible of it for some other reason.


    "You''re too obvious, my friend!" humabol sa''kin si Jess makbas ng library.


    "Stop bugging me, Jess!" I burst.


    ng ssroom pa ang nadaanan ko at hindi parin nakakaligtas sa''kin ang tingin ng mga estudyante.


    Until we got to the room, Jess didn''t stop asking me. Even my blockmates were asking the same question, about the party.


    "Pero mukhang close rin si Callum Vsquez at yung model" rinig kong bulong ng kung sino.


    "Oo, bagay nga s e.." humagikhik ang kase kong babae.


    Nahigit ko ang hininga at hinayaan nang ang narinig. Well, that''s absolutely true. They look good together. They''re are both famous because of their families.


    Jess just stop bugging me when our professor entered the ssroom. Nakafocusng ako sa pakikinig at pagkatapos ng se ay kinulit na naman ako ni Jess.


    "You know what? Hindi kita titign!" ani Jess habang papunta kami sa parking.


    I stroked my hair because of frustration. Sa kanya na ako pgi sumasabay sa pag uwi kaya w tga akong choice.


    I told her how bored I was at the party while she was driving. Even the ones I heard in the conversation between Callum and Zara. Hindi ko na sana sasabihin ''yon pero parang may nag uudyok sa''kin na sabihin yon to at least, hear her opinion? "Ambisyosa naman p ang Zara na yan! Desperada! May asawa na si Callum pero ginugulo niya parin" Jess reacted, as what I expected.


    Since maaga pa ngayon ay pumayag nang ako sa alok ni Jess na dumiretso sa condo niya at doon kumain.


    "Bakit naman pumayag ka? I''ve seen their pictures and it was disgusting!" she really looks disgust as we enter the elevator.


    "I can''t do anything-"


    "You have! Duh, you''re the wife!"


    I immediately put down my things before sitting on therge sofa in her unit. I have also been here to Jess''s condo a few times and I would rather stay here.


    Sa bahay namin ni Callum ay masyadong tahimik. I would prefer here at least, Jess is talkative and she understands the weight of the atmosphere around.


    "Sinisisi mo ba ang sarili mo? Dahil doon sa narinig mo sa usapan n?" nakapamaywang na siya sa harap ko.


    Sumimangot ako. "No, it just that.."


    "Tsk! It seems true that Callum doesn''t really like Zara. It''s just her being ambitious and trying hard"


    "Can we just not talk about it? I''m hungry"


    Pag-iiba ko sa usapan dahil wng preno ang bibig niya.


    "Fine! I''ll just ordered our food"


    Jess came into her room while I turned on the big t screen TV and watched some movies. While waiting for our food, Jess decided to bake somesagna. "You''re really good at this" puna ko sa ginawa ni Jess nasagna.


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    It was so delicious. Masarap at magaling tga siya mag bake noon pa, in fact, sa kanya rin ako natuto mag luto.


    "And so as you" she smiled. "You should baked some for Callum!" she suggested that makes my smile disappeared. "Nevermind.."


    Sheughed with my reaction, obviously teasing me. I continued eating until our food arrived. Jess ordered some pizzas and drinks, we shares so much stories while eating those.


    "I invited Tyrone. He''s already on his way and bought some beers. Just wait for him, I''ll just shower"


    I nodded andy down on the long sofa after we ate. Minsan nang kami mag bonding ni Jess kasama s Tyrone at Kelvin. Our schedules were soplicated because we were so busy with other responsibilities. Si Kelvin naman ay sobrang busy dahil aalis na siya ng bansa.


    I was peacefully resting while watching movies until I fell asleep without knowing it. Nagising nang ako sa pag alog sa balikat ko ng kung sino.


    "Pat?"


    I slowly opened my eyes and Tyrone''s face wearing a cap weed my sight. I even rubbed my eyes if I was just dreaming but not really.


    I slowly sat up and realized that I had actually fallen asleep.


    Napadako ang tingin ko samesa dahil sa mga bote ng beer na w ngman.


    "Naubos ko na yung mga d kong beer hindi ka parin nagigising" kamot ulo na sabi ni Tyrone. "Ang pangit niyo naman kabonding"


    "S-sorry, I fell asleep" I smiled apologetically.


    Napatingin ako sa orasan na nakasabit sa wall ni Jess at naki ang mata ko ng makita kung anong oras na.


    "Gosh! It''s already 8:00 p. m?" gntang kong sabi.


    "Uh-yeah? Napasarap ang tulog mo. May tumatawag din p sa''yo kanina habang tulog ka"


    "What?"


    I immediately checked my phone and saw almost ten missed calls and text messages from Callum asking him where I was! Oh my god! Is he looking for me? Is he already at home? "That''s your husband, right? I answered thest call and I think he sounds mad?"


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    Naki ang mata kong tumingin kay Tyrone.


    "Bakit mo sinagot? Anong sinabi niya at sinabi mo?" tanong ko bago inayos ang mga gamit ko.


    "Well, I just said you were sleeping because maybe you were tired and then he suddenly asked who I was, nagalit siguro hahaha"


    I sighed heavily. Nagawa niya pa tgang tumawa. Maybe Callum is mad because I''m not home at this time.


    Tumayo na ako at handa ng umalis nang mala si Jess.


    "Where''s Jess?" I asked Tyrone.


    "Umalis, nag grocery. Uuwi ka na ba? Sabay na tayo, hatid na kita"


    Agad akong pumayag at mabilis na sumakay ng elevator. Nag text na rin ako kay Jess na aalis na kami ni Tyrone.


    Sinabi ko kay Tyrone kung saan niya ako ihahatid dahil hindi pa siya nakakapunta sa bahay namin ni Callum.


    "Wow, ang ganda naman ng bahay niyo. Iba tga kapag kasal na" mangha na sabi ni Tyrone ng makarating kami sa harap ng bahay.


    "Oh, shut up!"


    Umirap ako at lumabas. Nag pasmat ako sa kanya kahit marami pa siya''ng sinasabi bago tuluyang pumasok sa bahay.


    Silence dawned on me as soon as I opened the door, as usual. I could hear no noise from the kitchen. Is Callum home or maybe on his room? Dahan-dahan akong nagkad paakyat sa kwarto pero agad din napatigil ng marinig ko ang boses ni Callum.


    "Where have you been?" it''s Callum''s serious voice.


    "Shit!" I whispered nervously while looking to every corner where he was.


    From the dark part of the kitchen entrance, Callum came out while holding a ss of water. He was looking at me straightly with his serious face. Napalunok ako at agad natuod sa kinatatayuan.


    Agad akong kinabahanlo na ng magkad siya dahan-dahan ppit sa''kin.

 CHAPTER 20

    Patricia''s POV (Serious)


    "Could you please informed me? Your mom told me that you weren''t at their home so I was worried"


    Callum''s serious voice echoed in the living room.


    I didn''t answer. Nanatili akong nakayuko at kinakalikot ang mga daliri ko. I never thought he would talk to me in such serious way.


    "Nanibagong ako dahil hindi kita nadatnan dito. You had my number so I hope that you just called or texted me"


    Hindi ko na napign ang sarili ko at sumagot na ako sa kanya. "I''m safe, okay? Nakatulog ako sa condo ni Jess at hindi ko namyan ang oras"


    He''s too talkative today, huh. I just got homete! Pero kapag siya naman ang gabi na umuuwi ay w akong sinasabi.


    "But a guy answered my call earlier. Are you letting someone else hold your phone?" may pag-aakusa sa tono niya. "Sinagot ni Tyrone ang tawag dahil natutulog ako-"


    "Oh yeah, Tyrone is the name. Next time don''t do that again" bumuntong hininga siya. "You may now rest"


    Napaismid nang ako sa pagsusungit niya.


    Tinalikuran niya ako at iniwan mag isa. Tumayo na ako at dumiretso sa kwarto para mag bihis ng damit. Hindi na rin ako nag ab na kumain dahil busog na ako sa kinain namin ni Jess at antok parin ako. Mabilis akong nakatulog dahil na rin siguro sa pagod ngunit agad din nagising dahil sa pag km ng tiyan ko.


    "Gosh!" I said in a sleepy voice while digging my phone under my pillow.


    I almost cursed as I saw what time it was.


    3 a. m pang!!


    W akong choice kundi ang bumangon kahit na sobrang antok pa ako. Magulo pa ang buhok ko ng bumaba ako sa kusina.


    It was so quiet. Mabagal kong binuksan ang ref at kumuha ng gatas at nag hanap ng madaling lutuin ngunit ang tanging nakita kong ay mga beef steak.


    Niluto ko ''yon at pagkatapos ay mabilis akong kumain. Naw ang antok ko kaya nang mahugasan ko na ang pinagkainan ko ay nag pasya akong pumunta muna sa pool area.


    Nanindig ang bhibo ko ng dumaplis sa bt ko ang mmig na hangin, idagdag pa ang manipis kong night dress. Napayakap ako sa magkabng braso bago umupo sa isang resting chair habang nakatingin sa pool. Hindi ko na rin binuksan ang w dito sabas dahil sapat na ang liwanag ng buwan na tumatama sa pool.


    Tahimik akong nagmumuni sa paligid ng may marinig akong isang tikhim.


    "Can''t sleep?"


    Lumingon ako sa pintuan at nakitang nakatayo roon si Callum. Binuksan niya ang switch ng w kaya bing lumiwanag at w sa sariling naitakip ko ang mga braso sa dibdib.


    My night dress is just so thin and too short so my cleavage was a little bit exposed.


    He nced at my arm that was ced on my chest before looking away. Uminit tuloy ang pisngi ko.


    Dahan-dahan siya''ng lumakad ppit at umupo sa upuan na nasa tabi ko. I immediately felt conscious because of what I was wearing, my hair was also messy. Heck, nakakahiya!? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved.


    "Uh..." I trailed off, don''t know what to say. "N-Nagpapahanginng ako"


    "This ce is so peaceful, isn''t it?" he''s looking at the pool too.


    "Y-Yeah" I said before arranging to sit down.


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    "How about you? Can''t sleep?"


    "Nah, I just finished signing some documents"


    I nodded. So hindi pa p siya natutulog? Ano''ng oras na, ah! Ganito ba tga siya mag trabaho? Very workaholic.


    I stared at his hands. I noticed that he was not holding a ss of water or coffee this time. Mads ko ng napapansin na mahilig siya roon.


    "Do you want some coffee?" alok ko bago lumihis ng tingin.


    "Uh, that will be good"


    "Okay, just wait for me"


    Tumayo ako at pumunta sa kusina para mag tim ng kape. I made one for him and also for me. Bago ako pumunta sa kanya ay itinali ko muna ang buhok ko dahil magulo ito, medyo itinaas ko rin ang manipis na strap ng suot kong night dress. "Here.."


    I bent a little to put the coffee on the small table in front of him but that was a wrong move! Nakita ko kung paano lumipad ang tingin ni Callum sa dibdib ko at bahagyang napaubo bago umiwas ng tingin.


    Fuck! I almost cursed on my mind! How dumb, Patricia!


    "T-Thanks" he said and simp to his coffee.


    He was trying his best not to nce at my side. I could almost feel the awkwardness between us. Inayos kong muli ang suot ko at itinaas pa. Baka mamaya ay isipin niya na inaakit ko siya. Hell, no! "How''s your school?" he suddenly asked, breaking our silence.


    "Continue to give me stress"


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    Banayad na ako''ng napapatingin sa kanya ng maayos ngayon. I don''t expect that we will have time to talk like this seriously. Talking that I''m not being rude to him and him not being so cold.


    Too much has happened in the past months and days. Too many revtions including about Zara.


    It seemed like there''s something was urging me to ask Callum about that. Pero hindi ko m kung may karapatan ba ako. I''m just his wife though.


    Naubos ko nang ang kape ko at hindi na nasundan ang pag-uusap namin.


    We''re both silent until I decided to go to my room. Pero hindi pa ako nakakapasok sa kwarto ko ay narinig kong tumunog ang cellphone ni Callum. Someone''s calling him.


    Kumunot ang noo ko.


    Nag tago ako sa hamba ng pintuan at sinilip siya na sagutin ang tawag. Sino naman ang tatawag sa kanya ng ganitong oras?


    "Zara? Hey.." he answered the call with his soft voice.


    It''s Zara? I knew it! I looked at Callum''s face with no sign of reaction and excitement while he''s talking to his girl.


    They really find a way for each other. I always wondered about how the hell Callum manage hide the attachments and care to Zara while we are together, everytime we ate together and sleeping in the same house? m ko na nahihirapan siya sa sitwasyon namin pero kahit kan ay hindi niya ako kinompronta o di kaya''y magalit sa''kin.


    We can''t escape into this marriage though.


    Kaya pagdating sa huli... w parin ako''ng magagawalo na sa rsyon n ni Zara. Katd niyang din ako na naipit sa sitwasyong ito.

 CHAPTER 21

    Patricia''s POV (Raven)


    "What''s your n?"


    Namuo ang kuryosidad ko sa tanong ni Jess. Nandito kami sa may field at nagpapahangin dahil katataposng ng isa naming activity na ginawa saboratory kanina.


    It was awesome.


    "no tungkol saan?"


    "Duh! Ganitong ako pero binibng ko ang araw sim ng ikasal kayo ni Callum!" sabi niya at ipinakita ang screen ng phone niya.


    "Calendar? Yeah, it''s july 14 today" simple kong sabi.


    Umikot ang mata niya at parang naiinis bago itinuro ang mismong date ngayon. Tama naman ako, ah?


    "You dumb! Manhid ka tga! July 14 ngayon at ikinasal ka ay April 14!" halos pandtan niya ako ng mata. "It means 3 months na kayong kasal!"


    Kumunotng ang noo ko at nagtataka na tumingin sa kanya. "Oh, yeah.. it''s been three months"


    Parang kanng ng mman ko na ipapakasal ako ni mommy. I don''t expect us tost like this. Well, our married life will really work because me and Callum don''t interfere in each other''s business.


    "Oh my god, Patricia! Hindi ba kayo mag cecelebrate?" eksahaderang sabi ni Jess. "Hindi na nga kayo nag celebrate noong first at second month, ngayon ay hindi parin?"


    "What for, Jess?" umismid ako. "That''s just for people who love each other"


    Marahas siya''ng suminghap.


    "Gaga! Of course those are your precious moments so you should treasure them. Mag asawa parin naman kayo" "We''re just married in papers-"


    "Iyan pgi ang dahn mo. You also need to have sweetness to change and work on your situation with him!"


    That''s a big no! Tama na iyong pagluluto ko ng pagkain at pag tim ko sa kanya ng kape. That''s it! I''m just doing my duty as his wife and it won''t go beyond that. Maybe it''s not good for me to show sweetness and he doesn''t. "That''s impossible. I already told you that I found his rtionship with Zara right? They called each other at the middle of the night!"


    "You said it by yourself that Callum is stopping Zara for pestering him because he''s already married to you! Your husband must be so serious about this matter" she sounds so proud.


    Damn, how can she bo so sure about this? Hindi naman siya ang kasama ni Callum araw-araw.


    "Sigurado ako, Jess. Callum is just pretending, believe me!" I insisted.


    She shook her head and didn''t seem to believe me.


    "Bah ka! Swerte ka sa asawa mo dahil mabait, hindi td ng iba. Meron nga riyan na napilitanng din mag pakasal tapos iba ang trato sa asawa"


    Napailing nang ako. Bakit nga ba nakikinig pa ako sa mga ganitong sinasabi ni Jess? It''s all nonsense! Mbo na mangyari ang sinasabi niya.


    Callum is in love with someone else at kaya siguro maayos ang pakikitungo niya sa''kin ay dahil na rin siguro sa pamilya ko?


    Well, I heard from mommy that it''s also a good thing that Callum married me because thepany won''t be given to him if he doesn''t have a wife so technically, we both benefited from this marriage.


    "Anyway.." Jess paused a moment. "m mo ba na nakita ko si Raven na naghihintay sayo sa may parking noong nakaraan na linggo! Sinabi kong na nauna ka na umuwi kahit na ang totoo ay sinundo ka ni Callum dito!" "Raven?" my mood lighted up a bit.


    It''s been months since Ist saw him and that was still in school. I haven''t seen him for a while.


    "Yes. Ang haba tga ng hair mo, biruin mo... hindi ka parin tinitign kahit ng beses mo na siya''ng nireject at hanggang ngayon na may asawa ka na"


    "Hindi ganoon, Jess. Maybe he need some friends"


    "Are you joking? Gusto ka parin niya at nagkataonng ba tga na parehas s ni Callum na anak ng may ari ng mag kban na kompanya?"


    Nanliit ang mata ko sa kanya dahil parang iba ang ipinararating niya.


    "The Vsquez Industries was already belong to Callum" I replied.


    "Kahit na! Nagpapataasan parin ang kompanya n!"


    "Come on, let''s stop talking about this.."


    Tumayo na ako at pinagpagan ang suot na putingb coat. "Let''s go"


    Dumaan muna kami sa cafeteria para bumili ng tubig at bumalik na ulit sa scienceb para ituloy ang ginagawa naming operating activities.


    Hindi ko na mabng kung ng beses ng napagalitan ng prof namin si Jess dahil sa mga mali niya. Nalilito pa siya sa ibang procedure kaya tinuturuan ko siya roon. "Very good, Clemente! You got the highest score and finished that fast. This is really for you"


    Sabay-sabay na pumkpak ang mga kase ko kaya nahihiya akong ngumiti sa kan maging sa prof namin. I felt so happy especially when you love what you''re doing. "Nakakainis! Paanong hindi ako mapepressure, ang sungit ng prof natin!" himutok ni Jess sa tabi ko.


    Hindi maipinta ang mukha niya kaya mahina akong natawa. "Bawi ka nang next time.."


    "Ano pa nga ba! Buti nang nariyan ka kanina, kung w ay maslo sigurong nagalit sa''kin si prof.." she pouted.


    "I got you!" I wink and smiled.


    After our long discussions, recitations and doing some experiments and activities, our ss finally dismissed.


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    We''re in our usual white blouse and skirt uniform so I just put a white jacket on it while we we''re heading to the parking lot.


    "Oh, fuck!"


    Agad akong napatingin kay Jess. She''s busy on her phone. "What''s wrong?"


    "Mom called and she wanted me to pick her up at the hotel that they bought! It''s far away and you''ll spend the night if we pick her up" she looks devastated. "Fetch her, then. Don''t mind me. I''ll grab a taxi"


    "No! I need to-"


    "Its okay, Jess" giit ko.


    Nahihiya na rin ako sa kanya minsan dahil sa kanya ako pgi sumasabay sa pag uwi, kung minsan naman ay si Callum ang naghahatid sa''kin at iniiwasan ko ng mangyari ''yon. My car is at our house. Maybe when I have free time I''ll go home to get it and so that I can visit mommy and daddy. I missed my car.


    "Are you sure it''s just okay?" Jess asked again so I gave her an assuring smile.


    Since papunta na rin kami sa parking ay dumiretso nang din ako rito at dito nang ako mismo daraan papbas ng campus.


    Habang pappit kami sa sasakyan ni Jess ay may naaninag agad akong isanglaki na nakatayo mpit dito.


    Namilog ang mata ko ng makla kung sino ito. His posture was really familiar together with his neat outfit. Kanina ay pinaguusapanng namin siya.


    "See? He''s here again" saad ni Jess.


    Nakita ko kung paano mag liwanag ang mukha ni Raven ng makita ako bago siya umayos ng tayo.


    "Patricia" aniya ng makpit kami.


    "Hey, Raven.."


    "Tamang tama! Hindi ko siya maihahatid ngayon dahil may pupuntahan ako, pwede ba na ikaw nang Raven?" "What?!"


    Halos maki ang mata ko sa sinabi ni Jess.


    Agad akong bumaling kay Raven. "Sorry, she''s just joking"


    "Ano ka ba!" pabiro akong hinampas ni Jess bago humarap kay Raven. "Ngayonng ito, ha! Iuwi mo agad siya"


    Parang gusto ko nang maging b at magho sa mga sinasabi ni Jess. Ako ang nahihiya sa kanya. Ngayon na ngang ulit namin nakita si Raven ay uutusan niya pa. The nerve!


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    "Uh-yeah, I''ll bring her home safe"


    "No! Its okay, Raven-"


    "Nah, it''s fine" pigil niya sa''kin.


    Si Jess ay agad naman kaming iniwan kaya w tuloy akong choicelo pa at binuksan na ni Raven ang sasakyan niya.


    "Let''s go?" he smiled at me before offering his car.Text ? owned by N?velDrama.Org.


    I shyly nodded before getting inside the car. Sasakyan pang ng mga kaibigan ko at ni Callum ang nasasakyan ko kaya medyo pakiramdam ko''y bing tumaas ang bhibo ko dahil hindi ako sanay sa amoy na bumungad sa''kin.


    I think it''s Raven''s perfume. I''m not saying that his perfume isn''t smells good, it''s just that.. I''m not used to it. Siguro dahil nasanay ako sa sasakyan ni Callum na mas magaan ang awra at masarap sa ilong ang bango.


    But wait, why am I thinking about Callum? Erase that, Patricia!


    "So how are you as a med student?" Raven suddenly asked while driving.


    Nakahalukipkip ako at nakatingin sa bintana. "It''s good and awesome"


    "It''s nice to see you again" nahihimigan ko ang saya sa boses niya. Nakangiti siya habang nakatingin sa daan. "And thank you because you let me take you to your house. It''s my first time and I won''t miss this day without us eating out" Kumunot ang noo ko. "Huh?"


    "Chill.." heughed. "Remember thest time I asked you to go out with me? That didn''t happen and I don''t think there''s anything wrong with doing that now"


    I''m still processing what he was said. W na ba tga akong choice? Mukhang mali pa yata ang choice ko na mag pahatid sa kanya.


    Tumingin ako sa relos at nakitang maaga pa naman. Siguro ay hindi naman kami gagabihin dahil ayaw ko ng maulit ang nangyari noong nakaraan na kinagalitan ako ni Callum.


    "Don''t worry, iuuwi agad kita. Kainng tayo sa paborito mong japanese restaurant. Please?"


    His dimple shown when he cutely pouted. I remember the days when he always asked me to go out and there was nothing wrong with me giving it to him now.


    "O-Okay.." pilit akong ngumiti bago nag iwas ng tingin..


    "Yes!!"


    Inbas ko ang phone ko at pinakatitigan ''yon. Nagiisip ako kung itetext ko ba si Callum para naman updated siya kung nasaan ako in case nate ulit akong umuwi. Gagawin ko ba o hindi? Baka naman kapag ginawa ko ''yon ay iba ang isipin niya.


    I was about to type a message for Callum when I remember something.


    Raven will take me home so what if Callum sees him? What will he think?


    Wait, does Raven already know I''m married? Shit, I got confused a bit that my brain can''t process what I''m going to do.

 CHAPTER 22

    Patricia''s POV (Prevailed Feelings)


    I keep looking around to make sure no one else is looking and watching my movements. I sat quietly while Raven ordered our food.


    Din niya ako rito sa paborito kong japanese restaurant. Nagtataka nga ako noong una kung bakit m nya na dito ako mahilig kumain.


    "Are you sure that''s all you want to eat?" marahan na tanong ni Raven.


    "Yes.." I smiled shortly before looking around again.


    I don''t know what I should say or react to what he''s doing. I was notfortable with his stare so I just continued to look around and gently sped my hand over the table. "So it''s true.."


    Lumingon ako sa kanya at naabutan siya''ng mariin ang tingin sa kamay ko.


    Gradually, my eyes widened to realize what he was staring at my hand. He''s specifically looking at my wedding ring!


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    He smiled sadly before pointing to my hand that was now resting on my thigh. Hindi ko m kung bakit bi akong kinabahan at nawn ng salita.


    "You''re really married with that man" there''s no sign of emotion on his voice.


    My hands was shaking. Yumuko ako at nag-iisip kung ano ang sasabihin. Hindi ko masabing galit siya base sa reaksyon niya ngunit hindi ko rin masasabi na masaya siya para sa''kin.


    His face was nk unlike earlier that he''s smiling.


    "I''m not mad" he shooked his head. "I''m just confused.."


    Tumingin ako sa kanya at naguguluhan.


    "At first I didn''t believe the rumors but now, the truth is already pping me" he continued. "It''s just an arranged marriage, right? You''ve been married for a few months and I wonder why no one has filed an annulment between the two of you" My brows furrowed. "What are you trying to say, Raven?"


    Why do I have this feeling that he''s watching our move secretly?


    He looked at me nkly. "Vsquez Industries already belongs to Callum and they''re already one of the stock holders of yourpany so it is back to the previous high ratings.."


    Kusa akong napalunok at t may bumabara salamunan ko. Hindi na ako magtataka kung bakit m niya ang mga ito. Kla rin ang kompanya n at hindi naman lingid sa akin na kakumpitensya n Callum ang pamilya n. So maybe this is why he''s reacting like this? Because he''s mad at Callum and he''s even angrier because I married him?


    "Do you loved him?"


    My eyes widened at his question. There was still the nk emotion on his face.


    "W-Why are you asking me that?" my voice trembled.


    I am so affected by his presence now!


    "Do you loved him, Patricia?" he faked aughed. "Please, tell me you don''t.."


    There was longing in his eyes right now. T nagsusumamo na ang boses niya. Tumingin ako sa paligid at w naman akong napapansin na kakaiba ngunit hindi ko rin m ang isasagot ko sa kanya.


    I know his question is just simple but I don''t get why he even needs to ask that and hear my answer. I also don''t know why I was hesitant to answer his question. Bakit ako nakakaramdam ng pag aalingan ngayon? "Why can''t you answer my question?"


    I gulped before taking a deep breath. "Uh-"


    "Here''s your order.."


    Nabitin sa ere ang pagsasalita ko at gusto kong pumkpak dahil bing dumating ang isang crew at sinerve ang pagkain namin samesa.


    Raven''s attention also went to the food.


    "Let''s eat" he said without looking at me.


    T puno na ng hangin ang tiyan ko at bi akong nabusog. Pakiramdam ko ay umatras na ang gutom ko dahil sa usapan namin ni Raven. I ate quietly but that only added to the awkwardness between us.


    Bawat subo ko ng pagkain ay palihim akong sumusulyap sa kanya. Seryosong din siya na kumakain. I stared intently at the steak I was eating and forced myself to swallow it.


    "Did you liked the food?"


    Nagu ako sa biang tanong ni Raven.


    "Y-Yeah.."


    Tumangomang siya.


    I wiped my mouth using tissue when I finished eating, Raven had also finished. He also paid for our food before we left.


    Tahimik akong nakasunod sa kanya at bumabagabag sa akin kung kangan ko pa ba na mag pahatid sa kanya. Seems like he''s out of mood and seems mad?


    I know he''s dissappointed with me because of marrying Callum. Hindi nang siguro ako magpapahatid sa kanya dahil baka kung ano pa ang mangyari kapag nman niya na nagsasama na kami ni Callum sa iisang bahay. "R-Raven? Thank you for the treat, I think I need to go.."


    Raven stopped to open the car and turned to me."Yeah, ihahatid na kita-"


    "Uh-no need! I''ll just go home by myself" ap ko.


    The astonishment passed down his face.


    "Why?" his voice softened. "Is this about earlier? Did I scare you? Oh, sorry-"


    "Of course not," I said. "Nakakahiya na nilibre mo na nga ako tapos ihahatid-"


    "I promised Jess that I would take you home"


    Unti-unting nagiging ngko ang isipan ko at hindi na ako makaisip ng idadahn ko sa kanya.


    "Are you mad regarding my questions earlier?"


    "N-No, I just don''t want to bother you so I''ll just go home by myself" I clung to the strap of my bag and avoided looking at him.


    "Are you really sure?" muli niya''ng tanong kaya mabilis akong tumango.


    I heard her breathing heavily. "Fine, I won''t force you. I''m sorry about earlier again" his face was streaked with sadness now.


    "It''s nothing, Raven. Thank you again. Be careful while driving" ngumiti ako sa kanya bago tumalikod.


    Hindi na ako muling lumingon sa kanya at mas binilisan nang ang palakad. Napawi ang kaba ko at nakahinga ng maluwag dahil ak ko ay hindi tga siya papayag.


    I checked my phone if Callum has any text but there''s nothing. Nag grab ako ng taxi at habang nasa biyahe ay nalipad ang isip ko.


    My thought is still in what Raven said and what he wants to convey in his words. I realized something.


    I also thought about our situation. About why we don''t have an agreement about our married life since it''s just arranged marrige? Why didn''t he tell me how long our marriage wouldst?


    What the hell? Bakit ngayon kong ito naisip? Am I that upied and too focused on studies and pressured on our set up? Well, I admit that we haven''t discussed that matter with each other since we got married.


    Maybe because we both don''t want to make ourselves realize that we really are in thisplicated situation?


    We became estranged from each other and awkwardness always prevailed.


    Nararamdaman ko ng mpit na huminto ang taxi sa bahay kaya may nabuo na ideya sa isip ko...


    I had to tell Callum that we would have an agreement and exact date of how long our marriage wouldst. We will both benefit from it though. He can finally legalize his rtionship with Zara and it won''t be hidden anymore while me... won''t be pressured by the situation between the two of us anymore.


    We need to sign an agreement about our limits.


    Yes, this is the right thing to do. How dumb I am to think about this toote?

 CHAPTER 23

    Patricia''s POV (The Contract)


    "I need us to talk"


    Nahigit ko ang hininga at matapang na tumitig kay Callum. Tama ba itong ginawa ko?


    "About what?" he asked while drinking water.


    Humanap ako ng tiyempo para makausap siya at ng makita ko siya na papunta sa kusina ay sinundan ko na agad siya. "About.. us" I said and my mind was a bit upied.


    When I actually talk to him, I lose my words. It feels like his presence always absorbs my courage.


    "You mean about our marriage" he turned to me.


    "What about that?"


    T hindi siya interesado base sa reaksyon niya kaya ginapangan ako ng irita.


    "We need to have an agreement" mahinahon kong sabi. "I realized we haven''t talked about it so I think it''s about time"


    He pursed his lips before raising a brow. "Yeah, I forgot about that too. I''m too busy with thepany.."


    Buti naman ay m niya! Kung hindi ko pa sasabihin ay hindi niya gagawin?


    "Let''s talk about it in my room"


    Agad naki ang mata ko. "What?! Bakit kangan na roon pa?"


    "We had to sign some papers, that was in my room" kampante niya''ng sabi bago tumalikod.


    "We can talk about that in the living room. Get the papers" utos ko.


    Natigil siya sa palakad at nilingon ako. "Tss, fine. Just wait me in the living room"


    Umirap ako bago siya umakyat sa kwarto.


    Pumunta na ako sa mwak na living room at umupo sa sofa. ng sandali pa ay rinig ko na ang yabag niya pappit.


    "Here" Callumid a folder on the table. "It contains our contract"


    I slowly nodded and watched him sit next to me while opening the folder. My chest throbbed so fast again as I smelled his scent especially that he''s sitting beside me. "We need to sign it"


    He took out a ballpen and signed the paper. He didn''t even mind to read what that paper contained.


    "Now, your turn" I just stared at the pen he handed to me.


    Nagtaka ako. "I don''t even know what the content of the contract-"


    "I will exin to you everything once you signed it" he cut my words off. "Take it"


    Umismid ako bago kinuha ang ballpen at pinirmahan ang sinasabi niya na contract namin at agad iminuwestra sa kanya.


    "It''s only a one year contract" panim niya. "I know you know that I also benefited from our marriage because thepany can''t be given to me without it"


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    "You also got benefited.. I mean, your familypany to be exact" he mocked.


    Hindi ko maitago ang iritasyonlo na ng makita ko ang namumuong ngiti sabi niya. Is he insulting me?


    "Thepany is already mine and we''re already one of the shareholders of yourpany. It''s back to its previous state" he stopped for a moment and was still thinking about what to say. "I know it will take a year but it will work if we just interfere with ourselves. What can you say? Do you have something in mind?"


    I sighed. "What about our rules?"


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    He smirked. "Do we need to have that? Well, the only rules I can say are no strings attached and we will not interfere with each other''s life"


    I smiled secretly.


    "Of course, you would say that"


    "What?" he asked. "Will you add anything else?"


    "We can also date someone else, right?"


    "Uh, huh.." he nodded. "So, you already had someone special, huh?" he teased. "Well, it''s okay with me as long as no one sees you with anyone and you fullfill your role as my wife" "It''s not for me, for you" I rolled my eyes. "I''m focused on studying and I don''t have anyone!" matabang kong sabi.


    "What are you trying to say?" he''s confused now and I want toughed at him.


    I know he''s just pretending. Ak niya siguro ay hindi ko m.


    "I said that so you don''t have to hide your rtionship with Zara anymore. Just don''t let the media caught you" I smiled devilishly.


    Unti-unting nag salubong ang ky niya. Oh, you''re being caughed Mr. Vsquez!


    "What? Where did you get that?" I could already hear his frustration.


    Sige, itanggi mo pa. From the time I saw him being hugged by Zara in the coffee shop until Mr. Salvador''s birthday party, I had already formed the idea that he was just pretending. Well, he should thank me. Him and Zara will have a chance. They first need to wait a year because we were separated at that time. They can already be free.


    "Don''t use me woman. I''m not the one having dinner with her husband''spetitor''s son in a Japanese restaurant"


    My smile faded. "What did you say?!"


    Umangat angbi niya. Is he referring to Raven?


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    "Hmm, don''t worry I won''t get mad and I won''t report you to your parents-"


    "How dare you?" I spat. "Raven is just a friend and it''s just a friendly dinner! Sino ba rito ang nakikipagkita sa madilim na parte ng water fountain para wng makakita sa kan?!" This time, his brows met again.


    Anong ak niya? W akong m sa ginagawa niya? If he wanted me to narrate what happened that night I would do it even their kissing scene like they are in a fantacy movie! "Wait, you were there?" hindi makapaniw niya''ng sabi. "How-"


    "I saw you two. I know that our situation is difficult for you and I am also having a hard time. So in order for this to work and to end in a good way, we need to follow the rules and limits" Callum''s mouth was half open and seemed against to what I was saying.


    "But-"


    "Stop talking, Mister" awat ko sa kanya. "No string attached? I''m okay with that. Dating someon else in a secret way? That''s definitely okay but just don''t let yourself get caught by other people because that will still be a problem" Hindi na nakapagsalita si Callum kaya tumayo na ako.


    "One more thing" pahabol ko. "Tell your girlfriend not to be mad at me because I won''t take you away from her. You''re not my type"


    Ngumuso ako at pinipign ngumisi dahil nababasa ko na ang iritasyon sa mukha niya.


    "We''re good. It''s all signed" iminuwestra ko sa kanya ang kontrata na nasamesa. "I''m going to sleep"


    Tinalikuran ko na siya at nagkad pyo ngunit bago pa man ako makaakyat sa hagdan ay narinig ko na ang iritable niya''ng bulong.


    "Did that woman really able to make me silence and defeated me? Damn!"


    Iughed a bit before finally heading straight to the bedroom.

 CHAPTER 24

    Patricia''s POV (Unexpected Visitor)


    I want to continue my sleep but the sound of the rm clock on the side table envelops my ears. I slowly opened my eyes before turning off the rm.


    "Gosh! It''s morning again" I murmured before getting up.


    Inayos ko muna ang sarili ko bago lumabas ngunit pababa pang ako sa hagdan ng may makita akong babaeng nakatalikod sa may ibaba habang may hawak na mop at nlampaso ang sahig. Mabilis kumunot ang noo ko.


    Nang marinig niya ang yabag ko ay lumingon siya sa''kin at doon kong napagmasdan ang mukha niya. Who''s this? She''s not familiar with me. I stared at her from head to toe, she''s just wearing a simple shirt and a long pants. Tingin ko ay nasa mid 40''s na rin sya.


    "Good morning, mam" bungad niya at naunahan akong mag salita.


    "Sino po kayo?" maingat kong tanong.


    "Kasambahay niyo po. Ipinasok po kami ni Sir Callum dito kaninang umagang. Dati na rin po kaming nagtatrabaho sa kan pero roon po sa bahay ng magng niya"


    Tumango ako, a little bit amused. So Callum also thought of hiring maids? Siguro dahil nagsasawa na siya sa luto ko? Or dahil masyadong tahimik sa bahay na ito dahil kaming dwang?


    "May pagkain na po, kumain na kayo. Sabi po ni Sir Callum may pasok pa kayo"


    Ngumiti ako sa kanya at handa ng tumalikod ng may mala. "Ano po p ang pangn niyo?"


    "Ah, Nelia po, Mam!" aniya na t nahihiya.


    "Thank you po, Nanay Nelia"


    Dumiretso na ako sa kusina at nakita ang mga bagong luto na pagkain. May nakita pa akong dwang babae roon. Nagt s ng makita ako.


    "Good morning po" yumuko s sa''kin.


    I felt amaze. They respect me and I have only just experienced it. Yes, we also have a maid at home but this is not how I am treated. Yes they respect me but now is different...


    There are different kinds of food on the table. Halos kumm ang sikmura ko sa bango. This is really a good idea. It won''t be a hassle for me to cook because I''m also not sure if Callum likes that.T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org.


    After I ate, I immediately took a shower and wore my school uniform. Lbas na ako ng gate ng may sumalubong sa''kin na matangkad nalaki.


    Muli akong nagtaka. Sino naman ito?


    "Mam, driver niyo po"


    I looked at him from head to toe. Well, he''s wearing casual and he seems a nice guy.


    Ginugt ako ni Callum, huh? He didn''t tell me about this. He hired a driver for me because he wasn''t able to fetch and pick me up at school, is that it?


    "Ihahatid ko po ba kayo? O, gusto niyo pumasok mag isa?" he handed me a familiar keys.


    "Oh, this is mine!" I uttered in amazement when I saw my keys again. "How did you get this?"


    "Ipinakuha po ni Sir Callum ang sasakyan niyo. Kung ayaw niyo raw po na ihatid ko kayo ay kayo na mismo ang mag drive ng sasakyan niyo"


    "O-Okay. No need to take me to school"


    Lihim akong napangiti at dumiretso sa garahe. Doon ay nakita ko ang aking sasakyan na ng buwan ko ng hindi nagagamit. Gosh, I miss my baby!


    Nakangiti tuloy ako habang nagmamaneho papunta sa school. Nang makarating ay agad ko iyon sinabi kay Jess. Hindi na rin magiging hassle sa kanya na ihatid ako.


    Our ss started and I got active with our discussions again. I don''t know why my other fellow med students are having hard time andining about the amount we do but I find it very interesting though. Maybe because I really like what I''m doing. Ever since I was a child, I already dreamed to be a doctor in the future and I will be able to aplish that even though I am already married to Callum.


    We did someboratories and I have this one ssmate named Charles who always asks me about our other lessons that he don''t really gets so I help him and in return of his gratitude, he invites me to go out. "So.. are you free?"


    "Uh.. s-sorry but.. I have some errands" I said in a very apologetic voice.


    Natutop ko angbi at naghihintay sa sasabihin niya. Sumandal ako sa railings ng scienceb bago tumingin kay Jess na nakatayo di kyuan sa''kin.


    I told her to wait for me because I wasn''tfortable talking to Charles.


    "Iyon ba tga ang dahn o magagalit ang asawa mo?"


    Kunot noo akong napalingon kay Charles.


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    "He''s out of this. I''m just really busy" pabng kong sabi.


    Ano naman ang gusto niya mangyari? Pumayag ako? We''re not yet close and even though he''s my ssmate, I don''t want to be close to him.


    I noticed that he was just looking at me at our first day of ss and he knew that I was already married, but why is he still inviting me to go out? Does he know the word respect? "Oh, sorry.." he said. "Next time, then?"


    Pilit akong ngumiti at tumango parang makyo na sa kanya. He''s not the only guy who asked to date me. But I rejected them because I was worried that someone might see us and think malicious things. I don''t want to see my face in articles again andbeled as a cheater.


    "Una na ako, Charles"


    Sinalubong agad ako ni Jess ng makitang iba ang tim ng mukha ko.


    "He''s asking you out?"


    Tumango ako.


    "Why don''t you give it a try? He seems nice. m mo ba na anak siya ng isangwyer at may ari ng recording studio!"


    I rolled my eyes while heading to the parking.


    "Don''t be too hard for yourself. Your marriage is just in papers and your contract is only for one year and then you are free again. Don''t push those who approach you!"


    I looked at her. "I don''t have n for that. I''ll focus on myself and my dreams first"


    I already started the engine of my car.


    "It''s just my opinion. The decision is still yours but it''s a better idea if you don''t have that contract anymore!"


    "Gosh, Jess! Hindi kami pwede, okay? He has Zara and he rmended that one year contract maybe because based on what they talked about? I don''t want to get in trouble with them so I''ll just go with the flow" Jess doesn''t seem satisfied with my reason.


    What can I do? That''s what Callum and I agreed on and he arranged the contract himself.


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    "Have you ever talked to Zara-"


    "Of course not! I won''t do that. Why would I?!"


    I swear, Jess really pushing my limits!


    "Chill.." sheughed. "I''m sure Zara hates you so be careful and watch out for your husband too... because there''s a snake around him!" "Whatever!" bulyaw ko sa kanya bago nag drive paalis.


    m ko naman na inaasar niyang ako. Why would I keep an eye on Callum? Ano siya bata? He''s not even mine so I''ll let him be!


    Nag sound trip nang ako sa sasakyan para naman gumaan ang pakiramdam ko. Nakapasok na ang sasakyan ko sa mismong vige ng bahay namin at sa myo pang ay nakikita ko na ang puting sasakyan na nakapark sabas ng bahay. Nag salubong ang ky ko at nagtataka. Hindi ito ang sasakyan ni Callum. Kla ko rin ang sasakyan ng magng niya. So who owns it?


    Bumusina ako. Agad lumabas ang isang maid at binuksan ang mking gate. My forehead was still furrowed when I parked in the garage. "Kanino po ang sasakyan sabas?" agad kong tanong sa katulong.


    "Sa bisita niyo raw po, Mam Patricia"


    Tumaas ang ky ko. "W akong bisita ngayon"


    T nagt siya at magsasalita pa sana ng pumasok na ako sa loob. Nasa bungad pang ako ng main door ay napatigil na ako ng makita ang isang babae na nakaupo sa sofa. Nakatalikod siya ngunit pamilyar ang postura niya.


    She probably heard the sound of my shoes so she turned around. Our eyes met and there was no trace of shock on her face. Gradually her eyebrows rose before standing up.


    There, I saw her face more closely. It was angelic and her cheek bones are very highlighted. She was wearing a tight dress so her body was more curved.


    I gulped when she looked at me from head to toe while her face was still sophisticated. I seem to be being judged.


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 CHAPTER 25

    Patricia''s POV (Continuation...)


    "It''s you.."


    My eyes was still widened. Hindi ako makapaniw. m ko na hta sa itsura ko ang pagkagt ngunit hindi ko iyon nakikita sa kanya. She looks confident.


    She cross her arm while still rising a brow. Pakiramdam ko ay iniinsulto niya na ako sa paraan ng pag tingin niya.


    Huminga ako ng mlim at kinalma ang sarili. Hindi pwedeng ganito. I need to act normal and professional. Calm yourself, Patricia!


    "So, you''re Patricia Clemente, huh?" mapanuya na sabi niya.


    "Yes, w-who are you?" maang kong tanong.


    She smirked. "Stop acting that you don''t know me"


    Sinabi niya ''yon sa napakaarte na boses kaya ginapangan agad ako ng irita. Kinuyom ko ang kamay ko at normal na lumakad ppit sa kanya.


    She rised a brows again when I ced my bag on the sofa.


    "What do you need?" I asked patiently.


    "I''m waiting for Callum toe home" she seated again.


    She didn''t even answered my question.


    Manhid ba ang babaeng ''to o sadyang w tga siya''ng hiya? In a visitor like her should act respectful and nice but she acts the opposite.


    "For what?" tanong ko.


    "It''s none of your business"


    I clearly saw that she rolled her eyes. Wow, she has the nerve, huh? Jess was right about the attitude of this woman. We just met but she had the nerve to talk to me like that?


    "It''s also my business because I''m his wife.."


    Unti-unting nalukot ang mukha niya bago nag salubong ang ky.


    "Really? A marriage with a contract?!" pagalit na sabi niya.


    Tama nga na m niya ang kontrata namin ni Callum. She looks confident but I think I need to ruin that? m ko na nangako ako kay Callum na hindi kami makikim sa isa''t isa pero hindi niya naman ito mlaman. He''s not yet here.


    I secretly smiled because of the idea forming in my mind.


    "What contract are you talking about?" I mocked that makes her irritated again. "My husband didn''t inform me about that"


    Agad umarko ang ky niya sa sinabi ko. Namum ang pisngi niya at t sasabog na.


    "You''re funny-"


    "No, you''re the funny one here" I faked aughed to tease her more.


    "Callum didn''t love you. Your marriage is just in papers so stop acting like that! Nagkikita kami at nandito ako ngayon because he promised me something!" "So.. you love my husband?"


    "Stop calling him your husband-"


    "Because he really is. What''s wrong with that? This is my evidence"


    I raised my hand to show her my ring. Dumaan ang sakit sa mata niya habang nakatingin dito.


    "You mentioned that you two are seeing-"


    "Yes and he do love me! He married you for responsibilities and I''m sure your parents almost cried in front of the Vsquez just for Callum to marry you!"


    I greeted my teeth. How dare her insult me and my parents? She doesn''t know anything!


    "So, you''re a proud mistress? Really?" saad ko.


    Nbanan ko ang talim ng titig niya bago siya hw na nginisian. Taas baba ang dibdib niya sa galit at padabog na lumapit sa''kin.


    Ak ko ay may gagawin siya ngunit nanatiling siya na nakatitig ng masama. Her fists were clenched and she seemed to be restraining herself. She looks violent though.


    I didn''t know she was this kind of woman. She lets herself to look desperate just because of a guy? How funny. No wonder Callum''s parents doesn''t like her.


    "Don''t you dare call me that!" she burst. "W kang m sa past namin-"


    "At w ka rin m tungkol sa''kin. Ikaw na mismo ang nag sabi na past ka niya at ako ang asawa ngayon. Hindi ba at kabit ang tawag sa kagaya mo?"


    It feels like my blood was boiling inside but I needed to be calm. I''m just making this woman realize that I''m not just a woman she can insult when she wants.


    "You think your family has a good image? m ko ang sikreto niyo! Yourpany was failing so you are using the Vsquez! User, shame on you!" she smirked while looking at me as if I did a crime.


    Hindi na ako magtataka kung bakit m niya ''yon. They also had connections or maybe.. Callum told her?


    "If your wedding is true, why don''t I see any of your wedding pictures here? That ring is not enough"


    She looked around as well as in every corner of the house. Well, there''s really no sign of our wedding events with Callum, not even our wedding picture because we don''t have to insists on that. I also didn''t know that it was required to prove our marriage.


    "Why am I even exining to you? You''re just someone I just met" I looked at her nkly. "If you want to talk to Callum just wait here"


    I lost my mood.


    Tinalikuran ko siya at umakyat sa kwarto ngunit hindi nakaligtas sa''kin ang dwang katulong na nakasilip mpit sa hamba ng pintuan sa back door. Oh, they heard everything.


    I changed my uniform into afortable cotton short and a thin strap top. Inaayos ko ang itsura sa harap ng smin at doon kong napagtanto na nakasimangot parin ako.


    That Zara is really getting into my nerves. Howe Callum likes her?


    Bing may kumatok na isang maid sa pinto at sinasabing may meryenda sa ibaba. I just told her to bring drinks to Zara because that woman might be thirsty.


    Hindi ako lumabas ng kwarto hanggang mag 6 p. m. I didn''t even entertained Zara even though she''s our guest. Nakang tanong pa ako sa isang maid kung umalis na ba ito ngunit hindi pa. Tgang nag hintay siya.


    Nakahiga ako sa kama ng marinig ko ang sasakyan ni Callum. Agad akong sumilip sa bintana at nakita na lumabas siya ng sasakyan.


    Napairap ako ng salubungin siya ni Zara ng yakap. He was too stunned and didn''t seem to expect to see her here.


    Isinara ko na ang bintana at lumabas ng kwarto. Dumiretso ako sa kusina para uminom ng tubig nang makasalubong ko s Callum. Zara''s hand wrapped around his arm and Callum quickly removed it. There''s shocked and alert on his face. "P-Patricia"


    I looked at him with my bored face. T binagsakan siya ngngit at lupa habang si Zara ay ngising aso sa tabi niya. Iniinggit niya ba ako?


    Duh, I''m not even jealous, even an inch.


    "Oh, Nandito ka na p.."


    Hindi ko m kung anong pumasok sa isip ko at lumapit ako sa kanya para humalik sa pisngi. His eyes widened when I looked up, he had the same reaction as Zara and I wasughing inside!


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    "Kanina ka pa hinihintay ng bisita mo" peke akong ngumiti bago tumalikod sa kan.


    Halos sabunutan ko na ang sarili ko pagkarating ko ng kwarto. What did I do?! Did I just kissed Callum?


    "Ang tanga mo, Patricia! Nakakahiya ka!"


    Isinubsob ko ang mukha sa kama at sumigaw sa sobrang inis. Ano pa ngayon ang mukha na ihaharap ko sa kanya? Ipinahiya kong ang sarili ko! Fuck!


    ng beses na kumatok ang katulong sa pinto ngunit hindi ko ''yon binubuksan. Sinasabi n na ipinatatawag daw ako ni Callum kaya maslo akong hindi lumabas. I''m doomed! "Mam Patricia.."


    Bumuntong hininga ako sa panibagong tawag sabas. Hindi ko na mabng kung pang n na ito.


    Tumayo ako maliit na binuksan ang pinto.


    "Kayo p, Nay Nelia.." ngumiti ako.


    "W na po ang bisita sa ibaba, kanina pa umalis. Anong oras na po, kumain na kayo. Tawag kayo ni sir-"


    "Ah-ayoko po! Pwede dalhan niyo nang po ako rito ng pagkain? Please?"


    Halos pumkpak ako ng tumango siya. Siguro ay umuusok na ang ilong ni Callum. Manigas siya! Sigurado ako na mag-aaway sng dwa.


    Well, her woman deserves it for insulting me!


    Base sa contract namin, we can date someone in a secret way pero hindi ang ganito! Dito pa tga sa bahay kung nasaan ako? Hell no!


    Dumating ang pagkain ko at sinabi ni Nanay Nelia na umakyat na rin si Callum sa kwarto niya. Kumain agad ako at nag video call kami ni Jess habang sinasabi ko sa kanya ang mga nangyari kanina. She was so loud and feel proud of me.? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved.


    Our call ended when I decided to sleep but I was about to put my phone on the side table when I receive a text.


    From: Callum We''ll talk tomorrow.


    Muntik ko ng mabitawan ang cellphone ko ng mabasa ''yon at nasapo ang dibdib.


    What the hell? I''m getting nervous...

 CHAPTER 26

    Patricia''s POV (Avoiding)


    "Buti ay naisipan mo na dumw dito, ate??" sarkastikong bungad ng kapatid kong si Jordan.


    "I brought you food!" I showed the two stics I was holding.


    Since today is saturday and I don''t have any other errands, I decided to go here because I miss them but my parents are not here.


    I didn''t even informed Callum where I was going.


    "You haven''te here since you got married. How many months have passed? Hmm, 3 months? Good thing that you still remember this house" nagtatampong sabi niya. Npitan ko siya.


    "I''m busy in med school. Sorry kung ngayonng ako nakapunta. I miss you!" I hugged and kissed him.


    "Don''t worry, I''ll stay here every weekend" I smiled.


    "What about your husband?"


    Sinundan ko siya papunta sa kusina at sinumn na kainin ang mga binili ko.


    "Let''s not talk about him, please?" I sighed before eating.


    "Why? LQ kayo? May babae ba? Bagong kasalng kayo.."


    Tinignan ko siya ng masama at inamba ang hawak kong tinidor.


    "Kidding! Hahaha"


    Pinala niya pa anglaking ''yon. My everyday routine is more thrilling because almost every time I leave the room, I''ll check first to see if Callum is outside. I''ve been avoiding him a few days now.


    Iniiwasan ko na mag kita kami kahit sa kusina ng bahay. Hindi rin ako sumasabay na kumain sa kanya kaya pgi akong nagpapad ng pagkain kay Nanay Nelia sa kwarto.


    Kahit ang karaniwan kong pag tambay sa gilid ng pool ay hindi ko na nagagawa dahil baka bi siya''ng sumulpot doon at komprontahin ako.


    He''s also busy at work, even has in weekends so it''s possible that he doesn''t think about me anymore?


    "Are you in a good rtionship with him? Sinasaktan ka ba niya-"


    "What kind of question is that, Jordan?!" singhal ko. "Of course he''s not!"


    "Sinisigurado kong" usal niya.


    "We had a contract, okay? Our marriage will justst a one year and after that we''re both free again.."


    "Contract? Hmm, sounds good. By the way, I''ll visit you in your house once mommy''s schedule is not hectic"


    Tumango ako. Naisip kong tawagan si mommy ngunit hindi niya sinasagot maging si daddy.


    Their line was busy. Gusto ko pa naman sana na mag bonding kami ngayon pero maslong p s nagiging busy sa trabaho. "Are they that busy not to answer my call?"


    "Why don''t you go there by yourself?" Jordan asked.


    Napaisip ako. Well, bakit nga ba hindi ko s puntahan? Pero siguro mamaya nang dahil susulitin ko muna ang time namin ni Jordan.


    We continued eating while sharing some stories. He also says how much he''s having hard time in school so I feel sad for him. I used to help and teach him about their lessons that he didn''t understand but now is different. I can''t help him anymore...


    That''s why I decided to stay here every Saturdays and Sundays so that I can be with my family. Callum didn''t know about my n and he probably wouldn''t have a problem with that.


    This even in his favor because him and Zara will have more time together.


    Pumunta ako sa kwarto ko pagkatapos kumain. I really miss here especially seeing those frames and my trophies that were disyed here.


    Humiga ako at niyakap ang unan ko. Parang ayaw ko na umuwi sa bahay namin ni Callum dahil nanditohat ng nakasanayan ko.


    My eyes were so heavy because I fell asleep almost 2 a. mst night because I overthink about things again.


    I closed my eyes until I fell asleep...


    Nagising nang ako sa mkas na pag-alog ni Jordan sa braso ko.


    "Wake up!" Jordan''s face was almost close to mine. "It''s almost lunch. Let''s eat"


    I rubbed my eyes, yawning. "Okay.."


    Lumabas na siya sa kwarto at mabilis kong pinusod ang buhok. Nasa hagdan pang ay naamoy ko na ang pagkain.


    "Do you also cook food for your husband, ate?"


    Muntik na akong masamid sa tanong ni Jordan. Tumingin ako sa kanya at nakitang seryoso naman siya.


    "Uh.. sometimes" I answered. "He already hired some maids that''s why"


    "Anong pakiramdam ng may asawa na? Masaya ba?"


    Tuluyan ko na siya''ng tinapunan ng masamang titig. He''s teasing me again! It''s obvious because he was trying to hide his smile.


    "Gusto mo ba tinidurin ko ang isa mong mata!" banta ko at iminuwestra ang hawak na tinidor.


    "I''m jusking asking!" tuluyan na siya''ng tumawa. "You''re too serious.."


    "Whatever, Jordan. Panget mo!" pikon kong sabi bago uminom ng tubig.


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    Tumayo na ako ng mabusog at bumalik sa kwarto para mag handa sa pag punta sa Clemente''s Company to surprise my parents.


    Naligo ako at pumili ng isusuot ko sa closet dahil haloshat naman ng damit ko ay nandito. Pinili ko nang ang isang itim na bodycon pencil dress long sleeve para naman mag mukhang formal ako. I let my hair down and put some light make up.


    Nag pam na ako kay Jordan bago umalis. Habang nasa biyahe ay nala ko ang nlapit na birthday ni Jordan next week. Iyon din p ang dahn kung bakit ko s pinasyn. I''ll also opened up that topic to mommyter. Nakarating ako sa kompanya at dumiretso agad ako sa floor kung nasaan ang office ni mommy. I saw her secretary.


    "Good afternoon, Mam. Nasa meeting room pa po ang parents niyo"


    "Okay" I smiled. "I''ll just wait here in her office?"


    "Okay po"


    Pumasok ako sa office ni mommy at inpag ang bag ko sa couch. Prente akong umupo ngunit makalipasng ang ng minuto ay na-bored agad ako.


    Tumayo ako at lumapit sa table ni mommy. I smiled when I saw our family pictures in her table but my smile disappeared when I saw that there''s another picture frame. It was me and Callum on our wedding day. Why does mom have this? I was about to hold it when the door suddenly opened.


    "Thank you for your time-Patricia?"


    I was froze where I was standing when I saw who''s with my parents. They finally entered the office and mommy immediately hugged me while daddy kissed me on the cheek but I was still stunned.


    Why Callum is here? Why are they together?


    "You''re here.."


    Nagt ako ng mabilis nakpit sa''kin si Callum, namig ang mukha ko ng lumapat angbi niya sa pisngi ko. What the hell?!


    Nanlaki ang mata ko sa gt ngunit ngkomang ang mukha niya. What is the meaning of this?!


    "Patricia, are you okay?"


    "Hey!" napaigtad ako ng hawakan ni mommy ang braso ko. I looked at her curiously.


    "Are you okay?" she asked worriedly.


    Muli akong napatingin sa gawi ni Callum na ngayon ay kausap si daddy sa couch. Nag tama ang mata namin at agad akong umiwas. "Y-Yeah.. I miss you mom"


    We hugged each other but my eyes keeps looking at Callum''s side.


    "I miss you too! I always thinking about you but thank to Callum because he''s taking good care of you"


    Parang gusto kong umap sa sinabi ni mommy. Callum really updating her about me huh?


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    We sat in front of her table.


    "It''s good, mom. I can handle"


    Hindi ko maiwasan na hindi mapatingin sa gawi n daddy. Saktong pag lingon ko sa kan ay nakaabang na ang mata ni Callum sa''kin kaya halos mapaigtad ako sa gt.


    Damn! Why he''s staring and why the hell he''s sitting like that?


    Nakabuka ang mag kab niya''ng braso habang nakasandal. Ang mga hita niya naman ay medyo nakabuka. The gap between his legs makes me panick. Daddy was talking to him but his attention was in me and he''s pretty obvious! "How are your rtionship with Callum?"


    Bumaling ako kay mommy. She was smiling while looking at me before to Callum.


    "We''re good, mom" sagot ko bago tumingin kay Callum na nagsasalita.


    "I told you! He''s a good guy!" she sounds proud. "I''m hoping for your rtionship to work more"


    Pinilit kong hindi umirap sa harap ni mommy. Nakakasuka naman ang sinasabi niya! If she really knew Callum..


    "Why he even here?"


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    I slowly nodded. Mommy and I talked for a few minutes about Jordan''s birthday next week and regarding my n to be with them every weekend.


    At first, she was hesitant because I still needed approval from Callum but I disagreed. It''s my choice though.


    They finally decided to go out and eat to a fine reastaurant. Unang lumabas s mommy bago kami ni Callum.


    "You''reing here, why you didn''t inform me?" he asked seriously before closing the door.


    "It''s none of your business" asar kong sabi at nag salubong ang ky niya.


    "You''re really naughty"


    His hand immediately wrapped into my waist and pulled me closer to him. Nagt ako at muntik mapasigaw. Siniko ko siya ngunit wng ''yon sa kanya. I tried my best to remove his hand but I failed! "What the hell are you doing, Callum?!"


    He didn''t answer and just continued walking. He''s looking directly at the hallway. I was about to remove his hand again but I noticed that some of employee was looking at us. Bumuntong hininga ako bago ikinalma ang sarili.


    Umayos ako ng palakad at itinahimik ang mga kamay. Nakakahiya! They''re all looking at us! Maslong lum ang iritasyon ko ng marinig ang t nang-aasar na tawa ni Callum. Gosh! I think he won this time.

 CHAPTER 27

    Patricia''s POV (Drunk Zara)


    "Sumama ka na! Ngayonng ulit tayolabas!"


    Hanggang sa loob ng banyo ay sinundan ako ni Jess. Kinukulit niya akong mag bar mamaya dahil bored siya.


    "Ayaw ko. May pasok pa tayo bukas, next week nang" I said while washing my hands.


    Para siya''ng bata na ipinapadyak ang paa habang nakasimangot. Pano ba naman kasi ay bian ang desisyon niya tapos kamimang dwa. "Ang daya mo naman! Hindi tayo iinom masyado!"


    "No"


    "Please, Pat?" Jess pleaded. "Sagot kohat! Gusto mo sunduin pa kita, e!"


    "Really?"


    Sheughed. "Oo naman!"


    "Ayaw ko parin. Tayong dwang-"


    "We''ll bring Tyrone! Hindi naman makakatanggi ''yon" she started pressing on her phone.


    "Fine!" usal ko at bi niya akong niyakap.


    W naman akong magagawa, kukulitin niyang ako. Yun ngang ay hindi na namin nakakasama si Kelvin dahil sa susunod na linggo na ang flight niya. "Thank you! m kong hindi mo ako matitiis!"


    Nang makabalik kami sa ssroom ay hindi maalis ang ngiti ni Jess hanggang sa magkaroon kami ng surprise quiz sa subject na pharmacology.


    "I''m sucked with this! Bakit ba kasi naisipan ko pa mag doktor!" remo niya.


    "You will get through with that" sabi ko bago siya pinakopya ng ibang sagot.


    "Tss, buti nga ay nariyan ka kundi bagsak na agad ako!" bulong niya dahil nasa harapanng ang prof namin.


    Pagkatapos ng nakakapagod na lessons and mga quizzes ay nagkaroon ulit kami ngboratory lessons. We also studied some operations using animals and I can say that it was so satisfying. I''ll never get tired of this. On our break and lunch time, kinulit na naman ako ni Charles na kumain sabas ngunit tumanggi ulit ako. Kung hindi pa nga si Jess ang kakausap sa kanya ay hindi pa ito titigil.


    "That Charles has really something. Tinamaan na sayo! Yiieee!"


    Umirap ako sa pangaasar ni Jess. Masaya na naman siya dahil dismissal ulit at makakapag bar na kami.


    "See you there, ha! You know the exact time!" pala niya bago ako umalis.


    "Yeah, see you" pam ko at nag drive na pauwi.


    As usual, w pa si Callum sa bahay. The maids greeted me. Sinabihan ko agad si Nanay Nelia na ako ang magluluto ng hapunan.


    Umakyat ako sa kwarto at nag bihis. Nag soundtripng ako habang nakahiga sa kama at nang pumatak ang 5 p. m, lumabas na ako at dumiretso sa kusina.


    Ngayonng ulit ako makakapagluto at hindi ko m kung anong sumagi sa isip ko para gawin ito.


    I''m still annoyed with Callum because of what he didst time in thepany. He kissed me on the cheek and I think he was retaliating for what I did to himst time when Zara was here.


    Iniiwasan ko parin siya at pinipilit na hindi kami mag tagpo ngunit imposible nga tga ''yon.


    Every time he sees me in the living room, he will ask me if I have eaten and I will just ignore him. That''s my routine. Kaya ngayon ay nagluluto ako dahil mag pa-pam ako sa kanya na pupunta sa bar.


    Natapos akong mag luto at w parin si Callum kaya nauna na akong kumain. Nangingiti ako habang kumakain dahil nasasarapan ako sa niluto ko. It''s really improving. Nang matapos ay hinugasan ko ang pinagkainan ko bago umakyat sa kwarto.


    I was busy choosing a dress I would wear when someone knock on the door.


    Bumungad sa''kin ang isang babaeng katulong.


    "Yes?"


    "Pinatatawag po kayo ni sir sa ibaba. Kakain na raw-"


    "Uh, pakisabi na tapos na ako kumain..."


    Bumalik ako sa pag pili ng isusuot at nagustuhan ko ang isang thin strap maroon bodycon dress.


    Isinuot ko ''yon at nag ayos ng sarili. I curled the tips of my hair, applied light make up and wore big round earrings. Kinuha ko ang bag ko at susi bago lumabas ng kwarto.


    Hindi ko nakita si Callum sa ibaba. W rin siya sa living room, I bet he''s on his room. Umakyat ulit ako at kumatok sa kwarto niya. ng katok na ang nagagawa ko pero hindi niya parin binubuksan.


    Nagsisim na ako mairita at mas nkasan ang katok hanggang sa buksan niya.


    "What do you want-"


    Natigil ang salita niya ng makita ang kabuuan ko.


    He''s too obvious. I know that I''m really hot tonight.


    M sa pagkagt ay kumunot ang noo niya. "Where are you going?"


    "Hang out with my friends" tinaasan ko siya ng ky. "I already informed you so you don''t have anything to say"


    He''s observing my movements, consulting me from head to toe. Parang hinuhusgahan niya ako kaya inirapan ko siya bago talikuran.


    "I''m leaving, bye!"


    He murmured something but I didn''t hear it clear.


    Ginamit ko ang sasakyan ko papunta sa bar at sakto na naroon na s.


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    "m ba ''to ng asawa mo?" asar niya bago tumingin sa suot ko.


    "Shut up!" Iughed.


    "Here!"


    Inabutan agad ako ni Jess ng k at agad kong ngok ''yon. May dwanglaki pa sa table namin at hindi ko kla, mukhang napansin ni Jess na doon ako nakatingin.


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    "Friends s ni Tyrone. They''re good"


    I nodded and seated on the couch beside Tyrone. Nakipagkwentuhan ako sa kan hanggang unti-unti kong nararamdaman na tinatamaan na ako ng k dahil wng tigil si Jess sa pag abot sa''kin ng shot ss. Hindi ko masabi kung may problema ba itong si Jess o tgang matakawng tga siya sa k.


    Medyo nahihilo na ako ng hhin ako ni Jess sa dance floor. Mas tipsy na siya kumpara sa''kin ngunit s Tyrone ay normal pa.


    Sumayaw kami habang nakikisigaw sa iba na halos nagwaw na. The song was hype so I dance more. I close my eyes as I raise my hand and keep up with the rhythm of the music.


    Tumatawa pa ako ng bing sumubsob ang mukha ko sa katawan ni Jess nang may bing tumk sa''kin.


    "Oh my god!" usal ni Jess habang inlayan ako. "Careful girls!"


    Kahit nahihilo ay tumingin ako sa likuran at doon nakita ko ang pamilyar na mukha ni Zara.


    Hanggang dito ba naman?


    "You''re the one who should be careful!" sigaw niya at napatigil ng makla ako. "Oh, the so called wife is here, huh.."


    "Aba! Si Zara p ito!" bulong ni Jess. Medyo dimng kasi ang light kaya hindi niya agad nakla.


    "Girls, she''s the one I''m talking about!" saad ni Zara sa dwang babae na kasama niya habang itinuturo ako.


    They smirked and feels like insulting me.


    "Let''s go, Jess" hinawakan ko ang kamay ni Jess paalis dahil nakakahiya naman kung may makakla sa''min dito na nakikipag-away. Pinilit kong lumakad ng tuwid kahit umaalon na ang paningin ko, maslo pa nga ako nahilo ng itk ako ni Zara kanina.


    "Ang sarap sabunutan ng babaeng ''yan!" inis na bulong ni Jess habang pabalik kami sa table.


    "Hey! I''m still talking to you, bitch!"


    m kong hinding ako ang nakarinig ng mkas na boses ni Zara. Lilingon pang ako ng may bing hum sa buhok ko patalikod. "Ouch!" I cried in pain when her nails scratch to my face.


    "You think you can defeat me? Hell, no! Callum is mine!" Zara''s mad voice enveloped my ears.


    Mas hin niya ang buhok ko at ng beses akong sinampal. Rinig ko na ang bulungan ng tao sa paligid maging ang tawanan. Shit!


    "That''s enough!"


    Nanginig ako ng marinig ang galit na boses ni Tyrone at doonng humiwy ang kamay ni Zara sa buhok ko.


    T hiningal ako at pinipign ang nangigilid na luha sa mata.


    "Don''t touch me! I''ll teach that bitch a lesson!"


    Nag angat ako ng tingin at nakitang pinipign na si Zara ng dwanglaking kaibigan ni Tyrone.


    "Are you okay?"


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    Halos sabay na tanong ni Jess at Tyrone. Inayos ni Jess ang buhok ko ngunit nagt ako ng mabilis siya''ng lumapit kay Zara at mkas itong sinampal.


    Namilog ang mata ko sa gt. Maging si Zara ay hindi nakapagsalita at napahawak sa pisngi.


    "Sumosobra ka na! You''re too desperate, what a shame!" Jess burst.


    "Everyone!" kinuha ni Jess ang atensyon ng mga tao na nanonood. "This girl here is Callum Vsquez''s wife" she pointed me. "While this bitch here.." she look at Zara this time. "was a proud desperate who wants to get my friend''s husband!" Narinig ko ang bulungan at kantyaw sa paligid.


    Natakot ako dahil may iniingatan na image si Zara dahil isa siya''ng model.


    "L-Let''s go.." mahina kong usal kay Jess ngunit hindi parin siya tumitigil.


    "Kapag inulit mo pa ang ginawa mo sa kaibigan ko ay ipakukulong ka na namin! Masasayangng ang career mo!"


    Umugong na naman ang bulungan sa paligid habang si Zara ay t iiyak na sa kahihiyan. Hindi niya inaalis ang matalim na titig sa''kin bago ako hhin ni Tyrone paalis doon.


    Hindi na kami dumiretso sa table dahil lumabas na kami papunta sa sasakyan.


    I sat in the passenger seat of my car and closed my eyes as Tyrone and Jess talked about who would take me home. They''re over reacting! I can clearly drive but they didn''t allow me!


    Naramdaman kong may kumuha sa bag ko at sa sobrang hilo at pagod ay pinili ko nang matulog.


    -


    "Ang tigas kasi ng ulo.."


    Boses ni Callum ang gumising sa''kin. Nang mag mt ay mukha niya ang bumungad sa paningin ko at napagtanto na buhat niya ako. Nataranta ako. "Put me down!" sigaw ko ngunit hindi siya natinag. "I said put me down!!"


    Bumuga siya at napailing bago ako maingat na ibinaba. Padabog akong umakyat sa hagdan habang nakahawak sa hamba nito dahil nahihilo parin ako. "You''re drunk.." Callum held my arm but I p his hand.


    "Don''t touch me! Mag sama kayo ni Zara!"


    "What''s wrong with you-"


    "No! What''s wrong with you and her! See this?" itinuro ko ang mukha ko. "She scratch my face and pulled my hair because of you! Ngayon kong ito naranasan at w pa mismo ang nakagagawa nito kundi siyang!" Sunod-sunod kong sabi.


    Ramdam ko ang pag init ng mata ko dahil sa nagbabadyang luha. How dare him act like this? I got embarrased earlier and it was my first time!


    "Sana nga mabilisng ang isang taon para makaw na ako sa masikip na sitwasyon-"


    My words cutted off when he suddenly reach my lips.


    I froze when he suck my lower lip while he''s not cutting our eye contact. Nang lumayo siya ay hinapit niya ako sa baywang at muling binuhat paakyat sa kwarto. Hindi na ako nakaangal dahil sa pagkabi. "You''re too loud.."

 CHAPTER 28

    Patricia''s POV (Doubt)


    "Oh, sucks!" I said in pain when I woke up in the morning.


    I held my head and face but I was suddenly hurt when I touch my cheek.


    Kahit medyo nahihilo ay pinilit kong tumayo at lumapit sa smin. Mmig kong sinipat ang tatlong gas-gas sa mismong pisngi ko. Hindi naman siya masyadong mahapdi at mlim pero visible parin siya. It was because of Zara''s messst night. Yeah, I remember that. I remember how she embarass me and how Jess p her even Callum''s... kissed.


    Fuck! How dare him do this! Sino siya para halikan ako ng ganoon! Ang kapal ng mukha niya!


    Umagang umaga ay nakasimangot tuloy ako at mainit ang ulo.


    Bumaba na ako para mag almusal pero parang gusto kong sumigaw sa inis ng makita ko si Callum na umiinom ng kape samesa at may hawak na magazine. Bakit nandito pa siya?


    Nakuha ko ang atensyon niya pero saglitng ''yon dahil bumalik ulit siya sa pagbabasa. He act like he didn''t do anything to mest night!


    "How''s your feeling? Is your head hurt?"


    Hindi ako kumibo at uminomng ng tubig. Naggay ako sa to ng pagkain at doon nang siguro ako sa kwarto kakain dahil ayaw ko siya makita.


    I''m about to leave when he speaks again.


    "I''m talking to you, Patricia" his voice was cold but I didn''t get affect by that.


    I looked at him nkly before rolling my eyes and turned my back.


    "Attitude..." rinig kong sabi niya.


    Umakyat ako sa kwarto at kumain.


    I also took a shower and got dressed. Now I have a problem with the small wound on my face because it''s so obvious. I just applied some ointment to heal it quickly.


    Dumiretso na ako sa garahe at nabas ko na rin ang sasakyan ko ng makita ko ang sasakyan ni Callum na nakapark sabas. Kumunot ang noo ko. Bakit hindi pa siya umaalis?


    Mkas akong bumusina bago naunang umalis. Kita ko naman ang agad na pag andar ng sasakyan niya. Hinihintay niya ba ako? O, nang aasar na naman siya?


    I can no longer see Callum''s car because the school and theirpany have different ways. Nang makarating ako sa school ay ng sulyap pa ang ginagawa ng mga kapwa ko med student sa''kin. Siguro dahil sa mukha ko. "Look what she have done to your pretty face!" bungad ni Jess ng makita ako. "You know what? That p was not enough! Kakalbuhin ko siya kapag nag kita kami!" "Rx, myo sa bituka"


    "Kahit na! Well, have you read the new release articles? Her messst night was all over there! Binabatikos siya dahil sa kasamaan ng ugali!"


    "Huh?" sipat ko. "What articles?"


    "Oh, wait.." she took off her phone. "Here..."


    She shown me her screen. I read the articles she''s talking about and Zara''s face was really revealed on it.


    "The Model Zara Banner was caught harassing and hurting Callum Vsquez''s wife because of her unexinable love for him..." basa ni Jess sa mismong article.


    I can''t help but to feel pity for her. Her image was destroyed but I can''t me myself because she was the one who hurt me. Yes I am angry with her but my pity is more dominant now especially that I can read the hurtful and negativements of other people.


    "She deserves it" mariin na sabi ni Jess. "Your husband was so worried about youst night! Buti ay naisipan kong tawagan siya!"


    My brows furrowed. "What? You called him?"


    Kaya p nagising ako kagabi na buhat niya ako? Siya ang sumundo sa''kin?


    "Oo.." nahihiyang usal niya. "Inutusan ako ni Tyrone dahil hindi ka niya kayang ihatid kagabi atsing na rin ako! Sorry, okay!"


    I shook my head before reading a book rted to our lessons. Our ss started and I can''t focus to our discussions because my mind was still retrieving Callum''s image while kissing mest night. Shit! Why am I thinking about that shameless guy?


    I just can''t forgot about what he did because it brings unexinable feeling for me.


    Maybe because it was my first time kissing passionately by a guy? I won''t deny that he was my first kiss! He removed the virginity of my lips on our wedding day and he will just kiss me if he wants?!


    "Huy, bothered ka ba sa articles kanina?" siniko ako ni Jess. "Don''t worry, you''re not included. I really wonder why only Zara''s picture is spreading. There was no shots of her while hurting you even whe I p her!"


    Jess''s stories was endless. On our break, lunch time and even dismissal, she''s still talking and I''m not in a mood to get along with her.


    Inaaya pa ako ni Jess pumunta sa mall para daw malibang ako at makalimutan ang nangyari kagabi ngunit tumanggi ako. My head is still aching and I wanted to sleep early.


    Pag uwi ko ay nagt ako ng makita si mommy sa bahay, sinalubong niya ako ng yakap.


    Nagtataka ko sng tinignan dahil maging si daddy at Jordan ay nandito.


    "Mom! Why are you here?" niyakap ko s.


    Ang kapatid ko naman ay nakaupong sa couch at mariin ang tingin sa mukha ko. He''s looking to my scratch.


    "We''re so worried! What Zara did to you is spreading on the inte! Look at your face" she worriedly held my face. "How dare her!"


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    "Calm, mom. Ayosng ako" ngumiti ako sa kan.


    "No! What she did is uneptable!" ap pa niya. "Your mom is right. Let''s teach her a lesson-"


    "We won''t do that, dad. Ayaw kong lumaki pa ''to"


    Iniwan ko muna s para umakyat sa kwarto at mag palit ng damit. Pagbaba ko ay nagluluto na si mommy sa kusina at s daddy naman ay nasa living room.


    "Mommy, dito na kayo kumain ng dinner" saad ko.


    "Yes, that''s really our n. This house is quite big, huh? Callum really has a good taste"


    Si Callum na naman ang bukang bibig niya. I just help her cutting the ingredients even though I didn''t know what she was going to cook.


    Habang nagluluto siya ay pinuntahan ko muna s daddy atking gt ko na naroon na agad si Callum. He''s early today unlike the usual when he''sing homete from work. Our eyes met quickly.


    We stared each other for a moment until I adverted my gaze. Here we go again.


    Nag-uusap na naman si daddy at Callum habang ang kapatid ko ay nakasimangot sa isang sulok.


    Umupo ako sa tabi niya.


    "Hey, are you hungry?" I asked but he just looked at me nkly.


    "Come on, Jordan. Wag mo nga ako sungitan!" kiniliti ko siya sa tagiliran.


    "Stop it, ate!"


    Ngumisi ako ng makita ang itinatago niya''ng ngiti. I know his weakness kaya ito ang mads kong ginagawa kapag galit siya. "Don''t ignore me, then" pangungulit ko at kiniliti ulit siya.T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org.


    Napaigtad siya at pinipigng tumawa. Isang kiliti pa sa tagiliran niya at tuluyan na siya''ng bumungisngis at hinawakan ang kamay ko. "I told you to stop! Hahaha"


    I wasughing too. I even pinched his both cheeks so it''s redden now. Narinig ko na tumatawa rin si daddy habang sinasaway kami.


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    Mommy finished her cooking and the maids prepared for our dinner. I was smiling as I ced Jordan''s te in front of him. I miss this. I miss eating with them, kapag kaming kasi ni Callum ay tahimik at puro sungitanng sa pagitan namin. Mommy cooked some steak and buttered shrimps, my favourite. I was sitting beside Callum and my parents and jordan was sitting in front of us.


    We ate peacefully and as usual, my parent''s was so talkative again. They keep asking questions about me and Callum. About our rtionship. How is it going and our improvement. Hindi ba n m ang kontrata namin ni Callum? As far as I know is that they talked about it first.


    So far our dinner was good. I was so happy not until my parents bid their goodbye because they already need to leave. I had no choice but to felt sad but they promised to visit here again.


    Agad kong hinanap si Callum dahil bi siya''ng naw


    "I think Callum just go there" mom pointed the back door. "Tell him that we were leaving"


    Tumango ako bago pumunta sa pool area at hinanap si Callum. Medyo madilim dito kaya hindi ko agad siya nakita, nman kong na nakatayo siya mpit sa swing dahil naririnig ko ang boses niya. He was talking someone through the phone.


    "What''s the update?" tanong niya sa kausap.


    Naintriga ako kaya lumapit pa ako at maingat na humakbang, nag tago ako sa gilid ng mgong hman.


    "Stop anyone from trying to release the video that night. Have you talk to the publishing? Good, I already banned her here in our subdivision so she won''t be nearer to Patricia again" Namilog ang mata ko.


    Me? Bakit ako nasali sa usapan? At anong video ang sinasabi niya? Si Zara ba ang tinutukoy niya na banned dito?


    "Okay, thank you. What about the other thing I told you? About the investigation? How is it going?"


    Muli na naman akong napamaang sa narinig. Anong imbestigasyon? May kaaway siya?


    "Yeah, I will give it to you, Austine. Just make sure you investigate Mr. Clemente properly, I really have a hint that my suspicion is right"


    My jaw dropped...


    My eyes stayed on Callum''s back. My world seemed to crumble at what I heard. I don''t want to think differently but what he said seems to convey something different. Anong meron? May atraso ba kami sa kan?


    Bakit pinaiimbestigahan ni Callum ang daddy ko?

 CHAPTER 29

    Patricia''s POV (Angry Callum)


    "We were having a despedida party for Kelvin tomorrow!!" masing saad ni Jess habang nandito kami sa field.


    "I know"


    "What''s your problem? Kanina ka pa matay. Nag away na naman ba kayo ni Callum?"


    I sighed. "Nothing. Just not in a mood"


    Ayaw ko naman na sabihin sa kanya ang bumabagabag sa''kin. I need to find out first what Callum''s purpose by investigating my father. I''m still clueless. "Okay! Excited na ako bukas dahil baka may mga pogi!"


    "It''s just us, right? Bakit ka maghahanap ng pogi roon?" singhap ko.


    Umikot ang mata niya. "Pano naman kasi, w na akong chance na humanap ng mga pogi dahil tuwing napunta tayo sa bar ay pging may problema!"


    Kahit w ako sa mood ay natawa ako sa itsura niya. Parang angki ng problema niya samantng kapag may nanliligaw naman sa kanya ay hindi niya pinapansin.


    Mpit na matapos ang lunch time namin kaya naisipan kong pumunta muna sa c. r, hindi ko na sinama si Jess at pinadiretso ko na siya sa room dahil saglitng naman ako.


    Akong yata ang tao sa women''s rest room kaya sa unang cubicle nang ako pumasok. I just peed and wash my hands. I was about to opened the door when unfamiliar guy pop in front of me. "Gosh!" I held my chest because of shocked.


    Kunot noo akong tumingin salaki.


    He was tall and had a tan skin. Nakatayo siya at nakasandal ang braso sa mismong pinto kaya hindi ako makbas.


    "Excuse me? Dadaan ako"


    I keep my voice strong because I''m starting to feel uneasy. Bakit maylaki rito sa women''s rest room?


    "Hmm, ikaw si Patricia. Ang ganda mo nga.." mgkit akong tinitigan nglaki bago bahagyang inpit ang sarili sa''kin.


    "Fuck off!" nanginginig kong sabi bago siya itink.


    Tatakbo na sana ako ngunitking gt ko ng may isa panglaki na nakatayo sa tabi ng main door ng rest room. Matangkad din ito at medyo mki ang katawan kumapara sa isa.


    They both have this outwit smile on their face at masasabi kong sa itsura pang ay mukhang hindi na s mapapagkatiwan.


    "Ang sungit naman p, pre!" sabi niya salaking itink ko. "Ang kinis..."


    They cornered me as they slowly get nearer.


    My knees began to tremble with fear. I wanted to shout but I was afraid that they might do something bad to me.


    "Don''t go near me. L-Let me leave" I plead as tears well up in my eyes.


    They justughed as the other guy slowly touched my neck.


    Tinabig ko ang kamay niya. "D-Don''t touch me.. please"


    Hindi siya nakinig at muling hinaplos ang leeg ko habang ang isanglaki ay nalakbay ang kamay sa hita ko. Halos marinig ko na ang mkas na kabog ng dib-dib ko sa sobrang kaba. "S-stop it!" my voice cracked.


    "Wag ka na umangal.." bulong ng isa sa mismong tenga ko at halos kbutan ako roon.


    Tuluyan ng dumaloy ang mga luha ko at kahit anong pigil ang gawin ko ay tumakas parin ang hikbi sa bibig ko.


    "S-Stop touching me!" sigaw ko ng patuloy s sa pag haplos sa hita at braso ko.


    "Ang bango mo-"


    "Hoy!"


    Kusang humiwy sa''kin ang dwanglaki dahil sa isang sigaw at bing pag bukas ng pinto. I hugged myself and fainted sitting up. My whole face was soaked with tears that I wiped it with my trembling hand. "Patricia!"


    I slowly looked up and saw Charle''s worried face.


    I looked behind him and saw that some of my ssmates were already holding the two guy who harassed me.


    Patuloy ang pag iyak ko habang napayapos sa braso ni Raven. I''m so scared.


    Pakiramdam ko ay ang dumi ng bt ko dahil sa mga pag hawak n! I hate them!


    "What did they do to-"


    "Patricia!"


    Padabog na nabuksan muli ang pinto at pumasok ang humahangos na si Jess. Agad niya akong dinaluhan.


    "Anong nangyari sayo? Anong ginawa n sayo, ha?" I could see anger in her eyes.


    Hinaplos niya ang braso ko at pinunasan ang luha ko. Hindi ko mapign na mapaiyak ulit. I can''t even speak and my mind was nk.


    "Let''s go to the office" inlayan n ako ni Charles na tumayo.


    Para bang w na akongkas at nanginginig parin ang tuhod ko. Pinilit ko ang sarili na lumakad papunta sa office at halos mamig na naman ako ng maabutan namin doon ang dwanglaki na humarass sa''kin. Nakaupo s sa harap mismo ng dean at nakayuko.


    Agad binitawan ni Jess ang braso ko at mabilis na sumugod doon.


    "Mga manyak kayo! Mga bastos, ang kapal ng mukha niyo!"


    ng sampal, suntok at sipa ang tumama sa mukha ng mgalaki. Mabuti at naroon pa ang dwa kong kase na nag hatid sa kan at inawat si Jess.


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    "Stop it. Calm down, Ms. Davis" the dean said.


    Doonmang natigil si Jess at kumalma. Nanatili akong nakakapit sa braso ni Charles habang nakatayo kami sa may pintuan dahil ayaw kong pumasoklo at naroon ang mga bumastos sa''kin.


    I can''t take to be in the same room with them!


    Nadidiri ako habang muling naala ang itsura at ginawa n kanina.


    "Ms. Clemente, you maye-"


    "She can''t, dean" Jess cutted his words. "Obviously, my friend was traumatic and scared of those bastards! Paalisin niyo muna s at sakang papasok si Patricia riyan sa loob!"


    Ganoon nga ang nangyari. Nag hintay kami sabas ng office habang si Jess at Charles ay puro tanong.


    "Are you really okay? May masakit ba?"


    "W naman.." mahina kong usal.


    "Nag taka na ako kanina kasi ang tagal mo. Buti at nman nitong si Charles, naagapan agad!" saad ni Jess kaya tumingin ako kay Charles.


    "Thank you" I said while my eyes started to water again.


    "No worries. I just saw you in the hallway and entered thefort room. Hihintayin sana kita para kausapin at mag sorry aboutst time, tingin ko naoffend kita. But I was bothered by two men who also went to thefort room, so..." kwento ni Charles.


    I clenched my fist. Thanks to him and he really came!


    "Si Lucio ang isanglaki hindi ''ba, Charles?" tanong ni Jess.


    "Y-Yes.."


    "Pamangkin ng governor, kaya p angkas ng loob na gumawa ng kagaguhan!"


    Hindi na ako kumibo. Pinapabalik ko na s sa room dahil may mga discussions pa kami ngunit ayaw ni Jess at tanging si Charlesng ang bumalik.


    "Nag pam na ako sa prof natin. Sinabi ko na emergency"


    "You might missed our lessons-"


    "Nariyan ka naman! Tutulungan mo ako!"


    Aliw siya''ng ngumisi kaya napailing nang ako.


    "I want to go home, Jess.." I suddenly said in a very tired voice.


    "Yes butter pa. Hihintayin pa natin ang napag-usapan sa loob. Wag kang papayag na hindi mapapatalsik ang mga ''yon dito! You should informed your parents-"


    "I would never do that" putol ko. "Ayoko na isipin pa n ito,lo na si mommy. It''s just a small thing-"


    "Small thing? You got harassed! Those scumbag should learn their lesson! Humanda s dahil darating na ang asawa mo-" Jess covered her mouth when she saw my suspicious look.


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    I faced Jess but she couldn''t look at me directly. She''s bitting her finger and seemed guilty.


    "S-Sorry, I panicked so I called your husband. I saved his numberst night. Remember?" maingat niya''ng sabi.


    Napapikit ako at halos gusto na siya''ng sabunutan. Kahit kan tga pinapahamak niya ako. Paano kung sabihin rin ni Callum sa parents ko? Mas mking problema pa!


    "Uy, galit ka ba? Hayaan mo na para naman matakot ang mga bumastos sayo!"


    Hindi ko m pero bi akong nakaramdam ng kaba. Lutang na ang isip ko ay daragdag pa ito.


    Someone called Jess on the phone so she excused herself. Naiwan akong tahimik na nakaupo, wng ibang students na makikita sabas at malinis ang hallway. Nakayukong ako at nakatla ng may marinig akong t nagmamadali na mga yabag.


    Nag angat ako ng tingin at naaninag ko si Callum na galit ang mukha habang pappit. Lumambot ang ekspresyon niya ng makita ako.


    "Patricia, are you okay?" he held my arm worriedly, it''s visible in his eyes.


    W sa sariling napatango ako. It''s rare. Ngayon kong siya nakita na ganito kaya nagtataka ako. He had work. Pero bakit pa siya pumunta rito?


    "Are you sure? What did they do to you?"


    This time his voice was a little bit rough. T nahihimigan ko ang galit niya kaya hindi ako nakapagsalita agad. I don''t want to remember that anymore. Bing bumukas ang pinto ng office at lumabas doon ang dwanglaking kinamumuhian ko.


    They still standing so arrogant and when they sees me, their lips automatically formed into a malicious smile.


    Muli akong nanginig sa galit. Gusto ko sng sampalin ng maraming beses pero natatakot ako na lumapit sa kan. Such a pig!


    Huling lumabas ang dean at nagt ng makita si Callum sa tabi ko.


    "M-Mr. Vsquez?" the dean asked.


    Callum held my hand before approaching the dean.


    "Yes, I am. I''m here because of the disgusting news I received. My wife got harassed" may diin na sabi niya kaya unti-unting naw ang ngisi ng dwanglaki.


    "Uh-yeah.. we have talked about it and we were just waiting for their parents" the dean shuttered and seemed affected by Callum''s presence.


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    Naki ang mata ng dean. Ang dwanglaki naman ay parang hindi na komportable dahil masama ang titig ni Callum sa kan.


    "W-We can''t decide that fast Mr-"


    "We can, sir. What they did was uneptable" ramdam ko ang galit ni Callum dahil humihigpit ang kapit niya sa kamay ko. "Gusto niyo na mag file ako ng kaso? Fine! I will make sure this school is involved!" Dumaan ang takot sa mata ng dean maging si Jess na kararatingng.


    Those Callum''s words left them hanging. Hawak parin niya ako ng tumalikod kami at dire-diretsong umalis pyo roon...

 CHAPTER 30

    Patricia''s POV (Meet Raven)


    "Are you okay now? Are you feel well-"


    "I said I''m good. ng beses mo pa ba itatanong ''yan?"


    Jess keeps asking if I''m okay while we''re here at the mall. Today I chose to buy Jordan a gift for his birthday this week.


    After our dismissal we went straight here.


    Ngayon din kasi gaganapin ang despedida party para kay Kelvin kaya bumili kami ng ng pagkain.


    "How your husband reacted? I''m sure he''s really mad!"


    I continued picking things I needed without saying anything. I don''t want to remember that anymore.


    I chose to buy Jordan a shirts and perfume. Afte that, we went to Starbucks to buy coffee.


    "Pizza, instead? Tyrone would bring beers"


    I nodded at Iza before buying a 5 box of pizza. Kelvin''s despedida will be held at his condo and I think he will bring some friends to his previous work ce and some cousins.T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org.


    What happened yesterday is still fresh in my mind. I know Callum is mad but he doesn''t make it obvious. Instead, he was worried. He keeps asking if I was okay and even prepared me food. He was a bit caring yesterday, huh.


    When he found out that I was going homete tonight again, he didn''t approve at first. I excused that it''s for our friend''s despidida party so he agreed. He even offered to take me to school this morning but I refused. Hindi na ako uuwi sa bahay dahil didiretso na kami sa condo ni Kelvin dahil nag baon na ako ng damit ko at doon nang ako magpapalit.


    "I heard the two guy who harassed you yesterday was already kicked out" sabi ni Jess habang nasa biyahe na kami papuntang condo ni Kelvin.


    "Saan mo nman ''yan?" usisa kong tanong.


    The dean didn''t even inform me about that. Maybe they were scared of Callum''s threat?


    "Narinig kong sa may faculty kanina.."


    I suddenly received a message from Callum asking what time I''ll go home. I said that I still don''t know so he called but I didn''t answered him.


    "Why don''t you answer that? Who''s that?" Jess asked when she heard my phone ringing repeatedly.


    I dropped off the another call again. "Don''t mind it"


    "Ang sungit mo naman" she pouted. "Kamusta kayo ni Callum?"


    Umismid ako. "You don''t need to ask that. You know what our purpose is and you shouldn''t put meaning on that"


    "Red days mo ''ba? Napapads naman ''ata ang away niyo mag asawa.." I could hear the teasing in her voice.


    I turned off my phone so Callum won''t bugged me anymore. Not because he took care of me yesterday does it mean that we''re okay, I still feel unease towards him.


    Hindi ko nakakalimutan ang ginagawa niya na pag iimbestiga kay daddy.


    It seems like there''s something urging me to confront him about that but there''s another part of me that afraid of what I might find out.


    No, dad was good man. He doesn''t do bad and illegal things.


    "We''re here!"


    Unang lumabas si Jess ng sasakyan bago ako. Dumiretso na siya sa lobby habang kinukuha ko ang ibang binili namin.


    "Let''s go" Jess seems excited when we enter the elevator.


    "You seems happy" puna ko at tumitig sa kanya.


    She smiled more.


    "Excitedng.." aniya habang inaayos ang hi ng buhok.


    "You mean, excited makakita ng pogi sa mga pinsan ni Kelvin?"


    Namilog ang mata niya. "Of course not!"


    Nakarating kami sa floor kung nasaan ang condo ni Kelvin. Dumiretso kami sa room 408. Isang katok pang ay bumukas na ''yon at si Tyrone ang bumungad sa''min.


    "Aga niyo, ah" puna niya bago kinuha ang d namin. "W pa si Kelvin. May pinuntahan pa raw"


    The room was big and really looks expensive pero mukhang w pa ito sa khati ng first floor ng bahay namin ni Callum. Oh, gosh! Naisip ko na naman siya! "Patricia? Jess?"


    Sabay kami lumingon ni Jess sa sumigaw.


    Nakita ko ang isang babae na ngayon kong ulit nakita. M sa pagkakaupo sa sofa ay tumakbo siya para yakapin kami.


    "Nicole!!" I hugged her back. "You look good!"


    I smiled as she jumped because of excitement. Well, nothing new. She''s still that Kelvin''s bubbly cousin.


    "It''s been a while!" saad ni Jess bago hin si Nicole sa sofa para makipag-chismisan.


    I looked around and realized that we weren''t the only people. There were two guy sitting on the sofa and there was a woman who had juste out of thefort room. I don''t know them but maybe they''re also Kelvin''s cousins. I just arranged the food we bought on the table, there were wines and food as well that ced there and Tyrone helped me. I also went to thefort room to change my clothes because I was still in uniform.


    I just wear a simple denim shorts and ck tank top.


    Kelvin finally arrived and I was surprised to see who was with him. He''s with a one guy and girl together with... Raven.


    "Patriciiaaa!" Kelvin run towards me and hugged me tightly. "I miss you and this is thest time we we''re gonna bond!"


    Iughed when he faked a cry. Napalingon na naman ako sa likuran niya kung saan nakatayo si Raven. Why he''s here? "Gaga, nandito si Raven" agad na bulong ni Jess.


    "Oh, sorry I forgot to introduce you to my cousins" ani Kelvin at ipinakla kami sa mga kasama niya.


    "This is my friends!"


    They smiled at us but I still bothered with Raven''s presence. Nakaupo na siya ngayon sa sofa katabi ni Tyrone at pansin ko ang munting sulyap niya sa''kin.


    Hindi naman siguro pinsan ni Kelvin si Raven dahil matagal kaming mag kaibigan. Kahit si Jess ay nagtataka kaya nang makpit ulit sa''min si Kelvin ay tinanong niya ito.


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    "Why he''s here?"


    Sinundan ni Kelvin ang tinitignan ni Jess at natawa siya ng makitang si Raven ''yon.


    "Oh, he was my cousin''s friend, si Jetro. Schoolmate rin natin siya noon kaya sinama ko na rin. I think he still had a huge crush on Pat.."


    Iritable akong lumingon sa kan. "Stop it"


    "Don''t worry, m niya naman siguro na may asawa ka na"


    "Mali ka, girl! He''s still adoring Patricia kahit m niya''ng kasal na. Imposible naman na hindi niya m! Kumt nga yun sa mga articles at social media!"


    "Let''s just eat," sabi ko bago lumayo sa kan.


    Dumiretso ako sa table at kumuha ng pagkain.


    We took a picture first before started eating while sharing some stories. Of course, this is thest time this will happen because Kelvin will leave tomorrow. We were all together at the big table and I was ufortable because Raven was sitting in front of me.


    He was staring intently.


    "I finally meet the Mrs. Vsquez! You''re so pretty!" Kelvin''s cousin said. She looks amaze while looking at my face.


    "T-Thank you" nahihiya kong sabi bago sumulyap kay Raven.


    Nakatinginng siya sa pagkain at hindi niya ginagw ''yon. Kita kong humigpit ang hawak niya sa kutsara.


    "No doubt that he likes you. It''s pretty obvious.."


    Nam ang pisngi ko sa sinabi nglaking pinsan ni Kelvin. I''m starting to get ufortable to my seat not because of theirpliments but because of Raven''s presence especially that the topic was about me and Callum.


    Our eyes met again and I could see hesitations in his eyes. His face was soft and seems wanted to say something. Kelvin and Jess finally changed the topic so I feel relieved.


    We finished eating and started drinking some wines and beers. Nasa balcony kami nang mag inuman at si Jess ay t hindi pinmpas ang gabing ''to. Sunod-sunod ang pag inom niya ng hard drinks na d ng pinsan ni Kelvin habang ako ay beerng. Ayos na ako dito.


    "I will surely missed you guys even our small bond like this!" Kelvin started to get emotional.


    He''s already drunked.


    Weforted and also congrattes him because of new opportunities he will face in France. Jess also started to get hype, well, w ng bago dahil pgi naman siya ganito pero mas mla kapagsing.


    She started singing even though it was out of tune so we startedughing.


    Nakita kong tumayo si Raven sa gitna ng kasiyahan namin. I think he recieved a call so he excused his self to answered it.


    I only drank three beers but I was already full. W na rin akong nakikita sa table dahil ubos na, sa dami naman kasi ng nainom n Jess. Si Tyrone naman ay nakikipag-usap sa mga pinsan ni Kelvin. "P-Punta ako c. r" saad ni Jess bago nagmamadaling tumayo.


    I think she will vomit.


    "W na tayong beers. Buy some more, please..." Kelvin pleaded while lying on the table.


    "I want to enjoyed this night, Patriciaaa"


    He looks at me with his sad eyes. I nodded and looked at Tyrone who''s still busy.


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    "He''s tipsy. Ako nang ang isama mo" sabi ni Raven na kararatingng.


    Seryoso ang tingin niya kaya bumaling ulit ako kay Tyrone. Nag-uusap parin s ng mga pinsan ni Kelvin including Nicole at t w sng pakim.


    "Oh, go! Bumili na kayo.."


    W akong nagawa kundi tumayo. Tumango ako kay Raven at tahimik na sumunod sa kanya.


    Wng nagtangka na mag salita sa''min m sa elevator hangang sa makababa kami sa lobby.


    Mpitng naman ang grocery store sabas kaya nagkadng kami.


    "Are you ufortable with me?" Raven suddenly asked. "I feel like I made you feel awkward in some way because of what I''ve saidst time. I''m sorry"


    His voice was calm.


    "Uh, it''s nothing. It''s alright"


    He opened the ss door of the store for me. He bought some beers and also hard drinks. He also decided to pay for those. While he was still at the cashier, I received a text from Callum. From: Callum What are you doing?


    I sighed before replying.


    To: Callum Having fun


    "Let''s go?"


    Raven finished paying so we immediately went out. I hid my phone in my pocket, I even felt it vibrated but I didn''t check it.


    I n to drink more with my friends so I can''t tell Callum what exact time I''ll be home. It''s none of his business though. I updated him on where I was going, that''s it.


    "Will you sleep in Kelvin''s condo?"


    "Hindi, uuwi rin ako"


    He smiled shortly. "You had your car?"


    I nodded.


    Tumabi siya sa''kin ng makarating kami sa lobby ngunit agad din bumagal angkad ko ng makita kung sino ang nakatayo roon. Ramdam kong natign din si Raven.


    I gulped when I saw Callum standing there with his cold eyes. He was with a guy standing behind him while smirking. Bi tuloy akong napyo kay Raven.


    Callum''s eyes drifted on Raven that makes me tremble. Gosh! He didn''t even informed me that he will go here!


    "Hmm..." tikhim ng kasama ni Callum at t nang-aasar kayalong nag salubong ang ky niya.


    Nagkad s ppit at muling tumingin sa''kin.


    There was something in his stares that made my knees tremble. He''s too serious.


    "Having fun, huh?" he said sarcastically. "Let''s go home"


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 CHAPTER 31

    Patricia''s POV (Continuation...)


    "I said let''s go, Patricia"


    Doonng ako napabalikwas at napalingon kay Callum na naghihintay sa''kin.


    He''s waiting for me but his eyes was focused on Raven. T pinapatay na niya ito sa utak niya.


    "Uh.. A-Alis na ako R-Raven.."


    Raven looked at me with his furrowed brows.


    "Let''s go-"


    "You don''t have to order her, she wille home whenever she wants" Raven interrupted Callum''s words.


    My eyes grew bigger when I saw Callum''s clenching fist. He seemed annoyed.


    "She can handled herself and don''t worry, she won''t get in trouble here because she''s with her friends" Raven continued. The anger on Callum''s face became even more visible as Raven touched me as if to prevent me from approaching him. Oh my god! I can''t take it anymore!


    I looked at Raven''s hand in my arm and tried to remove it. "It''s okay-"


    "That''s why I''m picking her up because I''m worried. I thought she''s with her friends but it turns out a trash like you"


    Callum instantly grabbed my arm makes me to bump into his hard chest. Agad naman niya ako inlayan ng makita ang pagkabi ko. "I''m sorry" he whispered to my ears. "Let''s go home so we can rest"


    Tumingin muli siya kay Raven bago ngumisi, t nag ngitngit naman doon si Raven. Kahit kinakabahan ay hinawakan ko siya sa braso. Bumaling siya sa''kin.


    "Stop it. L-Let''s go" I shuttered so I looked away. "We can leave without the both of you arguing"


    Iniiwasan ko rin na mapatingin pa kay Raven na nasa harapan ko dahil nahihiya na ako. Baka may makakita pa na kla s at kumt na naman.


    Ayaw ko ng madamay.


    Tumalikod na ako at agad sumunod si Callum. Nakakahiyang hindi na ako nakabalik pa, siguro itetext ko nang si Jess para na rin ihatid bukas ang bag ko na naiwan.


    Tahimikng ako habang nalakad papunta sa sasakyan ni Callum. D ko rin ang sasakyan ko pero m ko naman kung ano ang gagawin niya roon.


    "I''m gonna go, bro and Patricia!" nilingon ko ang kaibigan ni Callum at tumango.


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    Nakatinginng ako sa bintana habang nasa biyahe. I didn''t know I would ever experience such intense awkwardness between us in this car again.


    My phone vibrated and saw Jess''s message.


    From: Jess What happened? Mukhang badtrip si Raven, sinundo ka raw ng driver niyo?


    Gusto kong matawa sa nabasa.


    Raven and Callum''s attitude is really a mood. Kung makikitang ni Callum ang text na ito ay siguradong uusok ang ilong niya.


    To: Jess


    Stupid, Callum was waiting for me in the lobby and he saw me with Raven. Just tell Kelvin what happened. Thank you.


    I hid my phone but it also rang immediately. Jess is calling. Nakangisi at napailing nang ako ng patayin ang tawag niya dahil m kong maguusisang siya.


    My smile disappeared as I looked in the rearview mirror, Callum was also looking there and our eyes met. His forehead was a bit furrowed maybe wondering why I was smiling. Napaayos tuloy ako ng upo bago bumaling ulit sa bintana.


    Nang makarating sa bahay ay tuloy-tuloy akong lumabas ng sasakyan papasok sa loob ng bahay. Rinig ko ang mkas na pagsara ni Callum ng sasakyan at pag sunod niya.


    "So that is what you call a friends bonding? With that guy?"


    Natigil ako sa hagdan dahil sa sinabi niya. Nilingon ko siya at halos manginig ako ng makita ang makisig niya''ng. Nakatayo siya habang nasa baywang ang kamay at seryosong nakatingin sa''kin. Damn! Why does he looks so hot just by simple gesture?


    Mabilis akong napailing sa utak ko dahil sa mga naiisip.


    "Raven is a friend of Kelvin''s cousin-"


    "And you seems enjoying hispany" umismid siya. "Your happy moments were even cut when I arrived. You even buy more beers-"


    "Yes, dahil naubusan na kami ng iinumin. Kelvin requested that, sinamahanng ako ni Raiven"


    I took one step on the stairs as he walked closer.


    Hindi ko na nga siya matitigan dahil maslong nkas ang kabog ng dib-dib ko. Are we going to argue with little things again?


    "Is that so? Or he''s just trying to brain wash you about me?" tumaas ang ky niya.


    "Of course not!"


    I already faced him as astonishment formed on my face. Why did he say that? I know he thinks of Raven as an enemy but I won''t be able to look at Raven like that because I already know him as a nice person. Yes he''s so insistent but he''s gentlemen. He didn''t show any bad acts to me.


    I also remember what daddy told me before. When he found out that Raven was still approaching me, he wanted me to avoid him which I would never do. I have my own mind and I will decide for myself. "Raven is a good guy" sabi ko bago tuluyan na umakyat sa hagdan.


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    "We need to talk about this. Don''t turn your back on me" mariin na sabi niya ngunit hindi ko ''yon pinansin.


    Mabilis ang yabag ko at ganoon rin siya. I was about to open my room when he pulled me by my arm.


    "What''s wrong with you?!" blas ko ng iharap niya ako sa kanya.


    Hindi mahigpit ang hawak niya sa braso ko pero hindi ko ''yon matanggal. Naki ang mata ko ng hhin niya ako papunta sa kwarto niya.


    "What are you doing?! Fine, we can talk but not in your room-"


    "Toote"


    He opened his room and immediately let me in. Madilim at tanging liwanagmang galing sabas ang mayroon ngunit ng isara niya ang pinto ay tuluyan ng nmon ng dilim ang paningin ko. "Gosh! It was so dark!" I shouted and I felt him pulling me again.


    Hawak niya parin ang braso ko ng buksan niya ang sidemp kaya nakahinga ako ng maluwag. Hindi ngang masyadong maliwanag at tanging kamang niya ang naaninag ko kaya mabilis akong umupo roon at isiniksik ang sarili sa pinakadulo.


    He started to loosen his neck tie and finally removed it then he opened the buttons of his longsleeve.


    W sa sariling napalunok ako at unti-unting naki ang mata. W-What the hell is he doing? Is he nning something? No! He can''t do that!


    "I-I''m leaving-"


    "No" he spat after removing his clothes, totally bottom less.


    "W-Why?" I asked while shuttering. "I thought we were talking? But... why you''re-"


    "Sorry, I was about to change intofortable clothes.."


    The sincerity was not obvious to him because he still normally walked to his closet.


    Nahmos ko ang kamay sa mukha bago mahinang ipinadyak ang paa sa sobrang kaba at irita.


    "What is that man nning against us?" Callum quickly changed his clothes and stood in front of me.


    "Why are you asking me?"


    "Because he likes you, obviously" he chuckled.


    "He''s admiring you since you two are in high school and surely, he''s sharing some of his thoughts about ourpany-"


    "There''s no connection-"


    "It has" he looked at me seriously. "You don''t know him. He''s a two face ass"


    How the hell did he know about Raven''s feelings for me? Did he also investigates about it just like what he''s doing with daddy? For what? For his conclusions?! "You''re too judgemental" I uttered out of frustration. "Raven''s intention was pure good and I''ve known him for years so I can tell when he''s lying. He''s a good guy"


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    "See? You''re defending him" he mocked while shooking his head. "Well, what do you know about business? It''s not because he treats you that way, he treats others the same way. Their family has done a lot of bad things to ourpany-" "You said yourself, to your family, not mine. Alright, so don''t bragged me into your issues with him!"


    I stand up and red at him.


    Marahas akong tumalikod ngunit hin niya na naman ako. This time was intense and full of emotions.


    "You''re my family now so I''ll dragged you into this"


    Before I could react, his lips already touch mine...


    My hands automatically held to his arm when he deepen the kiss. My eyes were wide open because I was shocked when he made a move that made me tremble.


    He put his tongue inside my mouth so I immediately panicked. My hand went to his chest and pushed him away from me.


    "Hmm.." I moaned when he licked my tongue then my lower lip. "C-Callum... stop"


    He didn''t mind my words and he continued showering me kisses to my jaw down to my neck.


    Kahit anong gusto kong pag pigil at remo sa ginagawa niya ay t may humih rin sa''kin papunta sa kanya. Gusto ko siya itk at sampalin pero hindi ko kaya.


    I was too weak.


    T nalulunod ako sa ginagawa niyalo na sa mga mata niya na t nlasing.


    Gosh, what''s happening to me?


    "Oh... stop!" Imanded as he guided me to sit on the bed. "Callum, pleasee"


    "You need to learn your lesson Mrs. Vsquez" he chuckled makes me to bite my lip more.


    "You smell so good.." he sniffed my neck down to my tank top while he''s slowly removing it.


    Fuck!


    Ito na ba ''yon? Are we really going to do that? Is this his way to punish me for taking sides with Raven?! Am I ready? Damn, this is my first time!


    I just closed my eyes while feeling what he was doing to my body.


    Hindi ko m kung paano niya natanggal ang damit ko pang itaas ng hindi ako nagreremo at maslong hindi ko maintindihan kung paanong nakahiga na ako sa kama habang nasa ibabaw ko siya. Our eyes locked and all I can see through it was... lust and aggressiveness.


    He removed his fitted sando with his own so his biceps and sexy chest was revealed in front of me, nearer.


    "It''s so hot here..."


    Muli niya''ng sinkay angbi ko na mas nakapagparamdam sa''kin ng init hanggang sa hindi ko na napign ang sarili at sumunod nang sa haplos niya sa katawan ko....

 CHAPTER 32

    Patricia''s POV (Awkward)


    My head hurts apanied by pain in my body.


    I put my hand over my face as the sunlight peeked out of the window.


    I opened my left eye and immediately panicked when I saw a different ceiling. I looked around and realized this wasn''t really my room. I was about to stand up when I felt pain between my thighs. "Shit!"


    My heart beat so fast when I saw the situation of my body under the white nket.T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org.


    What the hell?! Why am I... naked?


    "Oh my god!" I massage my temple as I try to remember what happenedst night.


    I covered my mouth in shock as I remembered Callum. I''m here in his room but he''s not here!


    Oh, yeah! I remember!


    He picked me upst night and he was mad because I was with Raven, we had a little fight that went into this... thing. Fuck! My head hurt when I shbacked to what we didst night.


    We shared kisses and pleasured each other''s body. Damn, it''s really true! How did I do that? Why did I let that happen?!


    Dahan-dahan kong inangat ang kumot at pilit na umupo sa kama. I cried in pain again when my middle part ache again. I almost burst into tears when I saw the trace of blood on the bed that came from... me. My hand trembled before hugging my body.


    Did I just lost my v-virginity? I''m not a virgin anymore? And I let that dumbass took it from me? Gosh! Paano ko ''yon nagawa?!


    "Ang tanga mo! Ang tanga-tanga mo tga, Patricia!" halos sabunutan ko na ang sarili sa sobrang inis.


    Everything seems so fast! Hindi naman ako masyadongsing kagabi kaya, bakit? Ano nang ang mukha na ihaharap ko kay Callum at sa pamilya ko nito? I just gave up my very precious thing to a guy who is not permanent in my life?! "How dare you!" mkas kong usal bago ibinalot sa katawan ang kumot at tumayo.


    Ayaw ko ng manatili pa sa kwarto niya dahil kahit ang amoy niya ay dumikit sa bt ko. Sumilip muna ako sa pinto at tinignan muna kung may mga maids ba na gumag bago ako nag madali na lumabas.


    I immediately dropped my body on the bed while throwing my feet. I''m so fuck up! I really can''t believe it!


    It''s already 10 a. m. and it means that Callum is already on work. There was nothing I could do because it had already happened so I just cleaned myself. I can''t move very well because my private part still hurts. I took a shower before wearing a white top and pants.


    "Good morning po! Nakahanda na po ang pagkain niyo, si Sir Callum po ang nag luto" bungad sa''kin ng isang katulong bago iminuwestra ang pagkain samesa.


    I frowned. "He cooked this?"


    "O-Opo pero kanina pa po siya umalis"


    Tahimik akong dumiretso sa kusina at nag luto ng sarili kong pagkain. He cooked my food so I won''t eat it. Nang matapos ako mag luto ay mabilis din akong kumain, pansin ko pa ang pagtataka ng katulong kanina ng hindi ko kainin ang niluto ni Callum.


    I don''t have sses today because it''s saturday so I just decided to cooped on my room and wrap my gift for Jordan. I also reviewed some of our uing lessons and after that, I read myforting books.


    Jess also called that she can''t deliver here my bag I leftst night at Kelvin''s condo because she''s going somewhere important.


    Ngayon na rin p ang flight ni Kelvin papuntang France pero ayaw niya na ihatid namin siya. Because he will probably cry.


    I got bored easily so I decided to go to the pool area. It was so hot so I thought of swimming, the cold and clear water seems to attract me.


    Bumalik ako sa kwarto para mag palit ng damit. I choose to wear a ck two piece that I oveid with a white see through dress. Ramdam ko ang pag sunod ng tingin sa''kin ng ibang katulong na naglilinis sa may garden habang nalakad ako sa gilid ng pool.


    I didn''t mind their stares. I dipped my foot in the water and it''s so refreshing! I took off my thin dress revealing my body with only two pieces on.


    I dived into the pool and started swimming as if this was my first time. It is somehow removed my stress and iritation about what happenedst night.


    I swam as long as I wanted andter on proceeded to floating. I was focused while my eyes are closed because it is hit by sunlight. I already feel the cold of the water but some part of my body still seems hot from what happenedst night. What really happened has be clearer in my mind. Siguro ay mamaya na ako aahon dahil gusto kong mawhat sa bt ko ang bakas ni Callum kagabi.


    Agad akong nag mt ng may tumawag sa''kin.


    "Mam, ipinapatawag po kayo ni Sir Callum"


    I saw one of our maid approaching while holding a white towel.


    "Umahon na raw po kayo.."


    I was about to speak when I saw Calluming with a familiar guy. I remember him. He was with Callum when he picked me up at Kelvin''s condo, I just didn''t know his name.


    "Get up. I need to tell you something" Callum''s serious eyes darted on me, seems scanning my body.


    Inalok niya ang kamay niya para tulungan ako umahon pero hindi ko iyon tinanggap. Narinig ko agad ang mahinang hkhak ng kasama niya.


    Tumingin ako sa maid at sinenyasan siya na sa kabng gilid ako ng pool salubungin.


    Prente akong lumangoy kahit m kong pinapanood ako ng dwa at naririnig ko ang mlalim na singhap ni Callum.


    When I reached the edge of the pool, I quickly pressed my two arms to lift up my body. A few grains of water started flowing down my body, my back was facing Callum now so they can clearly see my butt! Well, I don''t care! I''m confident wearing these and I shouldn''t mind his presence.


    "Thank you po" sabi ko sa katulong at kinuha ang towel.


    As I wrapped the towel around my body, I heard an annoying whistle. I looked at Callum''s ce and saw that he''s giving his friend a deadly stare.


    Nag kibit-balikat ako bago nagkad paalis sa pool area. Makakasalubong ko s Callum kaya umiwas ako at kahit naririnig kong tinatawag niya ako ay w akong pakim.


    I heard his friend''sugh again and seems teasing him.


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    "Come on! Stop ignoring me" I heard Callum''s fast steps.


    I rolled my eyes before going up the stairs.


    "Fine! Get dressed before we talk!" his voice seemed holding back the frustration.


    Why would he even think that I would be willing to talk to him? After what happened between us? No, it will be an awkward. I don''t even know why he''s here. He should at thepany and working.


    Nag bihis agad ako ngunit binagn ko ang kilos. Halos inabot ako ng 20 minutes parang mag bihis hanggang sa may katulong na kumatok sa kwarto ko. Ipinatatawag na raw ako ni Callum.


    I''m wearing a white wless dress above my knee and when I got to the living room, Callum couldn''t take his eyes off me. I know my dress is a bit short and I don''t care. He was sitting on the couch and his friend beside him. "Anong sasabihin mo?" tanong ko at umupo sa harap n.


    Kita ko ang iritadong pag baling ni Callum sa kaibigan niya na mapanuyang nakangiti ngayon.


    "Austine, you may leave us" Callum to his friend.


    "Huh? I will just wait-"


    "I said leave" mariin na sabi ni Callum kaya natawa ang kaibigan niya. "We don''t need you here. You still had work"


    Kumunot ang noo ko. He seems to be teased by his friend for something. Austin handed a paper to Callum before saying goodbye.


    "Here.." Callum held me the paper. "It''s an invitation"


    "So? Anong gagawin ko riyan?"


    His hand got stuck in the air because I didn''t ept the paper.


    He sighed heavily before opening the invitation.


    "We were invited into a golden anniversary of apany. We needed to be there"


    "Why do I need to be with you? I''m sure you''re the only one invited-"


    "We both invited because you''re wife"


    Napakurap ako. He showed me the invitation and it was really for us. Our name was written as Mr and Mrs Vsquez.


    I looked away because I couldn''t at look him straight. T nahihiya ako.


    "See? We''re going together"


    Marahas akong suminghap kaya ramdam ko ulit ang mariin na titig niya.


    "Are you okay?" his voice suddenly sound calm.


    "Does your body... hurt?"


    Nahigit ko ang hininga at ramdam ang pag p ng mukha ko. Why he need to ask me that?


    "You had the guts..." nagtitimpi kong sabi.


    Namu siya at umiwas ng tingin. Guilty, huh? I suddenly remember what I felt earlier. It was a unusual feeling and it hurts so bad between my thighs. My urge to p him came back again. "After what you did?" I looked at him piercely.


    "You mean... what we did?"


    Maslong nanlisik ang mata ko sa kanya. "How dare you!"


    Nanginig ang kamay ko sa inis at nahagip ang isang maliit na pillow sa tabi. Dinampot ko iyon at ibinato sa kanya.


    "Oh-wait!" naki ang mata niya at sinambot iyon. "Let''s talk about it calmly"


    I gasped. "No! Don''t you dare open up that topic!"


    Naalerto siya ng tumayo ako.


    "Oh, god. How about the golden anniversary? It will be tomorrow-"


    "I won''t attend. Just go by yourself"


    Tinalikuran ko siya at agad nag kulong sa kwarto. Taas baba ang dib-dib ko at puno ng iritasyon. I don''t know why. How dare he say that in front me? Para saan? Para ipamukha sa''kin na tanga ako dahil ibinigay ko ang pagkababae ko? Yes, I admitted that I''m dumb for letting that happened! I was wrong too because I let him and I regreted that! Pero hindi niya ''yon gagawin kung hindi niya gusto.


    Or he''s just thirsty?


    "Anong gagawin ko?" I frustratingly messed up my hair.


    Good thing Callum no longer followed me to my room. I hope he returns to thepany because I became even more ufortable with him.


    Humiga ako sa kama at tumla sa kisame.


    Every day my situation gets moreplicated. Kaya ko pa ba? Kung tutuusin ay ng buwan pang kami nagsasama ni Callum at ngayon ay ganito agad ang nangyayari sa''min. We still have more months to form a year so I still have to deal with him for that long.


    I let a heavy sighed. I didn''t control myself earlier and I shouted at him. He was also insisting about that anniversary party but I can''t really go with him. Tomorrow is Jordan''s birthday and I won''t be going with Callum just to not be with my family to celebrate.


    He will definitely go to the party tomorrow... alone.

 CHAPTER 33

    Patricia''s POV (Prepairing)


    "Happy birhday, baby!"


    Shocked appear on Jordan''s face as well as my parents. They didn''t expect that I will visit them this early.


    They are just eating breakfast here in the dining area.


    Obviously, after my talk with Callum yesterday, I didn''t mind him anymore. Iniwasan ko siya makita at ngayon ay maaga akong umalis para hindi niya ako maabutan.


    "For you," I kissed my brother on the cheek before giving my gift.


    "T-Thank you.."


    Iughed when they''re still looking at me unbelievable.


    "You''re too early, Patricia" sabi ni mommy.


    "Of course, mom. It''s Jordan''s birthday so I need to be here"


    "But we nned to celebrate it the other day. I''m sorry we didn''t informed you" saad naman ni daddy.


    "What?" my brows furrowed.


    "Jordan didn''t want to make it grand though so we decided to just have a dinner, just us. We were both busy and so are you-"


    "I''m not busy today" bi kong sabi.


    Mommy smiled. "We know that Callum was invited for the golden anniversary of Torreliza Corporation and you also need to be there"


    Kusa akong napailing. Mmang ay m din ''yon ni mommy at sigurado akong pipilitin niya rin ako.


    "Callum will go there alone"bas sa ilong kong sabi.


    Mabilis na kumunot ang noo ni mommy. "What? You should be there and assisting your husband. It''s not just about the party, anak. There''s also negotiation since everyone in attendance is from business industries" I rolled my eyes. "What I know about business, mom? He can clearly handle his self, no need my presence there"


    I saw my brother shaking his head. I know he also doesn''t like a topic like this.


    "You''re his wife so at least support him? I and your dad also invited to that celebration but we won''te because we had so much errands. We were working on our another structural building, that was already on going" "Your mom is right" segunda ni daddy.


    "Cooperate with your husband-"


    "I''m noting with him" I interrupted. "That''s final, okay?"


    Nag pam ako na aakyat muna sa kwarto ko dahil m kong hindi ako mananalo sa kan. Humiga ako sa mmbot kong kama at bahagyang nakaramdam ng antok, mabigat pa ang talukap ng mata ko dahil maaga akong nagising. So I decided to take a nap.


    Nagising nang ako sa sunod-sunod na katok sa pinto. Ramdam ko pa ang antok ngunit kumakm na rin ang sikmura ko. Tumatakas na rin ang sikat ng araw sa bintana.


    "Ate? Get up! You already skip your lunch!"


    I heard Jordan''s annoying voice so I get up.


    Inaayos ko ang sarili bago bumaba at dumiretso sa dining area. Naroon si Jordan at hinihintay ako.


    "Busy s mommy at mamaya pupunta raw s sapany for some appointments"


    "Okay," I uttered and started eating.


    "By the way, thank you for the gift"


    Mwak akong ngumiti bago nag flying kiss. "Wee, baby!"


    He frowned. "Stop calling me that"


    Iughed because he looks annoyed. I just missed him and everything in this house.


    "You won''t be with your husbandter?" iniba niya ang topic. "Mom said it was important"


    "No" mabilis kong sagot.


    I finished eating so I stood up to bring the te to the sink and wash it.


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    "It must be hard for you. To deal with the pressures.."


    I looked at my brother who''s still eating. I smiled secretly. He still so sincere.


    "I can deal with it, Jordan"


    We shared more stories and I even came to his room and apanied him to y video games. I also watch him y basketball in our backyard. I even asked him to go out as my birthday treat for him but he refused because he was nning to go out with his friend so I said maybe some other day.


    Jordan went straight to his room to prepare and I thought of cleaning my room. I haven''t used it for a few months and I didn''t asked the maids to clean it up because I want to do it. I was in the middle of cleaning my book shelf when my phone rang.


    My cousin Janine was calling. Nagtaka agad ako.


    "Hello?"


    "Pat! Where are you? Come here, I have something to tell you!" her voice was in a hurry.


    I got confused. "Why? Narito ako k mommy ngayon?


    "Right! Come here at my shop, faster!"


    I was about to asked her but she ended the call. She even texted and insisting me toe.


    I just finished arranging my book shelf before I took a shower. I worefortable clothes and informed my parents where I was going.


    Mabilis akong nag drive papunta sa pinsan ko. Good thing na umuwi ako k mommy dahil mas mpitng dito ang boutique shop niya. Janine was one of my closest cousins but she has been busy when she started to build a boutique shop since she loves clothes and fashion. And thankfully, her business suddenly bloomed.


    It''s famous now and her customers are mostly models and celebrities.


    What would she tell me? She''s a busy person so...


    "Patriciaaa!"


    Janine weed me with a very tight hug. Some staff was looking at us. She''s too loud.


    "Anong sasabihin mo-"


    "Let''s go to my office" she pulled me into her office and I saw beautiful dresses inside.


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    "You choose"


    "What?"


    "I said choose! There''s party that will happenter. Torreliza''s golden anniversary. All my clients today provided beautiful clothes for that and you should be the center of attractionter! That''s why I reserved for you"


    She took a ck long gown. I was frowning because of confusion.


    "I won''t attend" I said and she stopped.


    She lookes unbelievable. "What? Are you joking?"


    I looked at her seriously so she will know.


    "But...why? This dress suit for you," she insisted.


    "That kind of thing is out of my league. Is this why you asked me here? Well, I''m going"


    "Wait!" pigil niya. "What about your husband? No partner?"


    Umirap ako. "It''s not a concern-"


    "The model Zara Banner was here earlier and she picked a very good dress" matabang niya''ng sabi kaya natign ako. "I heard what they were talking about with her friend. She''ll seduce your husband and she''s mad at you because of the issues about herst week. She was bashed"


    Gosh! Hindi tga titigil si Zara.


    "I couldn''t stand her insults towards you so I didn''t give her a dress with a good quality. Nainis ako" she sighed. "As long as you don''t make her know her limitations, she won''t really stop"


    I think it''s already up to Callum if he''ll let his self caughted by that woman. But there''s some part of me that was suddenly confused. T nababagabag ako sa hindi mman na dahn.


    I don''t want to see nor talk to Callum because of what happened. Pero ano ito? T may nag uudyok sa''kin.


    "You realized, right? So let''s start finding you a very beautiful dress!"


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 CHAPTER 34

    Patricia''s POV (Partner)


    "Oh my god! Ang ganda mo tga! That''s my cousin!"


    My cousin, Janine''s loud voice echoed inside her office as one of her staff helped me put on a maroon dress.


    "I don''t really like the idea, Janine" matay ang boses ko. "Ayaw kong pumunta.."


    Kahit anong gawin ko ay ayaw niya akong paalisin. In just a few minutes, she set up the things I needed like the dress, shoes and essories. She even called someone who will do my makeup, she also update mommy that she will do the things for me.


    Damn, pinagkaisahan n ako! When did they started to decide for me?


    "W ka ng kaw! Tita already updated your husband about this and he will fetch youter here" she giggled.


    "What? How dare you?" himutok ko at gustong sumigaw pero nala kong may isinusukat p akong dress.


    So my confrontation with Callum about me not going with him to that party doesn''t matter because of this? My anger at him was ignored.


    Parang gusto ko nang tga magho. Required ba akongging mapahiya kay Callum?


    "Stop frowning!" sita ni Janine sa mukha ko. "It really suits on you!"


    She nced at me from head to toe as I finished wearing the dress. Suddenly, a woman entered the office holding a food.


    "Oh, thank you. Here''s your food, Pat!"


    Umawang angbi ko ng pinagmadali niya akong pag hubarin ng isinukat kong dress bago ako pinaupo at inpag ang pagkain sa harap ko. "Eat" aniya. "Para mamaya ay maykas ka at maganda ang postura"


    Sumimangot ako. "I want to go home-"


    "Shut up and just eat, okay?" blas niya. "I still have clients outside. Pag balik ko ay dapat tapos ka ng kumain. You still had two hours to prepare"


    T bingi siya at hindi ako pinakinggan. Tuluyan siya''ng lumbas sa office at iniwan akong mag isa. Kng nang ay guluhin ko ang mga gamit dito sa loob sa sobrang inis ko.


    Why does she need to act like this? Tgang nag hanap pa si mommy ng kaampi niya, huh?


    I had no choice but to eat the food, akong din naman ang magugutom. Habang kumakain ay hindi maw ang kaba ko. I was thinking what kind of interaction I would show with Callumter.


    Last time I went with him to a celebration, I witnessed the love that Zara and him hiding. How about this time? Ano naman kaya ang maririnig at mlaman ko?


    After I ate, I took a picture of the dress I would wearter and send it to Jess. As usual, she called me and very excited. After our little chats, Janine finally came back and tell me to prepare. "Let''s do your make up first"


    Janine is with a woman who I think is the makeup artist. Janine was smiling when the makeup artist started to work with my face.


    Lumabas saglit si Janine kaya dwa nang kami naiwan ng babae.


    "Ang ganda na po ng mukha niyo. Natural ang ganda kaya ayosng kahit light make up ang gay" she sounds amaze.


    I shift my frown face into a sweet smile. "Thank you"


    She really did a light make up on my face. Well, I also prefer that. She also do my hair and I was amazed with her skill and professionalism.


    My hair now was curled only on its tips that''s why it became on my shoulder length. When we finished, Janine came back to help me put on the gown and her irritating voice almost echoed to my ear. "Stop pouting!" sita niya sa''kin. "Ang ganda mo tapos nakasimangot ka!"


    She help me to wear the gown properly and my high heels, after that, she never stopped taking pictures of me.Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    "Ang ganda mo tga. I miss seing you in beauty pageants!"


    She looks like a child, adoring me. She said that because she always helps me everytime I joined beauty pageants, she prepares my gowns and all. She was one of my supporters back then.


    I force a smile while Janine started to take a picture with me. She even called my mom again and sended her our pictures. The time was running so I was even more nervous especially when Janine said that Callum was already on his way. I held my chest. Why am I this nervous? It''s just Callum, Patrica! Calm down!


    -


    "He''s already here!"


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    I grabbed my bag when Janine said that.


    I let a heavy sighed.


    "Go! Make them furious with your beauty, especially Zara!" halos itk na ako ni Janine pbas.


    I shook my head as my eyes locked on Callum who was sittting arrogantly outside the office, waiting for me. I caught his attention so I looked away when he stood up and walks towards me.


    I can feel his intent stare so my attention was on Janine who was smiling like an idiot.


    "Yiee, ang guwapo ng escort mo, oh.." she teased.


    Inirapan ko siya.


    Callum faked a cough so I looked at him. Pansin ko ang tagal ng pag titig niya kayalo akong nahiya at kinabahan. Did I looked good in his eyes? Oh, I doubt that. I''m sureter he will be stunned when he sees Zara at the event. I want tough at my silly thoughts.


    "Ah.. sige, umalis na kayo" sabi ni Janine. "Callum ingatan mo ang pinsan ko, ha! How does she looks anyway?"


    Napapikit ako sa sobrang kagustuhan na hhin ang pinsan ko at busn ang bibig niya. She''s really naughty. I know she''s just teasing me.


    "Well.." Callum smiled shortly and looked at my face. "She''s a goddess and I''m sure I''m not the only one who will be obsessed with her beautyter at the party"


    Lumihis ako ng tingin ng tumitig ulit siya sa''kin. Why does he need to say those freaking words? To show to my cousin that he''s serious about me? In his face! He''s such a two-faced asshole.


    "Oh my gosh! Sana all!"


    Umirit pa ang magaling kong pinsan kaya maslong nanlisik ang mata ko sa kanya. Maslo akong nahiya dahil sa inaasta niya.


    "Uh.. so, we''re going now?" Callum asked.


    Tumango ako at nauna magkad sa kanya.


    Kahit nahihirapan akong magkad dahil sa taas ng heels ko ay umiiwas ako sa braso ni Callum na pilit umalay sa baywang ko. Lihim pa akong napairap ng makita ang ngiti ng mga staff habang nakatingin sa kanya. Nang makarating kami sa sasakyan ay hindi ko m kung ano ang gagawin ko. My gown was long and I can''t move properly because it was tight plus the high heels that I''m wearing.


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    Binuksan ko na ang pinto ng back seat ng maramdam si Callum sa likuran ko.


    "Can you help me-"


    He suddenly closed the back seat''s door and opened the front seat. What? Don''t tell me he want me to sit beside him?


    "Let''s go.." he held my arm.


    I sighed before letting him to help me sit, he carefully closed the door and turned around to sit in driver''s seat.


    Inayos ko muna angyyan ng gown ko at akma ng hahawakan ang seat belt pero naunahan ako ni Callum. Naki ang mata ko ng halos ga-hi nang angyo ng mukha namin. He fastened my seat belt by himself.


    W-What the hell?


    After that he fastened his own seat belt and seemed nothing happen. I could hear my chest beating so fast because of what he does. Damn, not again.


    I thought he was going to drive but he didn''t. He looked at me with pleasing eyes before looking away. Parang may gusto siya sabihin.


    I gulped when I feel a little hotness inside this car. Parehong kaming nakatingin sa unahan at t naguunahanng mag salita.


    "Uh.." he trailed off, breaking the silence. "T-Thank you for going with me tonight"


    He looks up set.


    He sounds so sincere and I don''t know why I find him too cute right now. Para siya''ng bata na humihingi ng sorry. His face was soft too unlike the usual that emotionless and brows always furrowed. What''s wrong with him? "Are youfortable?"


    I slowly nodded without saying anything. I was looking outside the window but I can feel his gaze. I quickly adjusted my dress because my thigh was bulging because the slit of it was too long.


    He started the engine of his car first before looking at me.


    "You look amazing anyway.."


    He chuckled makes my face heated and feel the loud stump of my chest again before he finally started to drive.

 CHAPTER 35

    Patricia''s POV (The Banner Family)


    When we arrived at the event location, I still couldn''t help but be amazed even though I knew that this is how the situation is when you are rich.


    There were elegant things surrounds us and also the guests were wearing ssy clothes. And of course, the media part will not lose their ce, we were weed by the sh of cameras. Hinapit ni Callum ang baywang ko ng pumasok kami sa grand hall.


    I stood confidently and did not restrain my trembling knees due to the small amount of electricity caused by his hand on my waist. I just smiled awkwardly everytime the camera will turn to us but Callum doesn''t care about it. Hindi ako sanay sa mga ganito. Kahit noon na isinasama ako n mommy sa mga gatherings n kasama ang mga business partners ay never akong dumalo, ngayonng. Ngayonng at si Callum ang kasama ko.


    Just like thest time, there were people who immediately spoke to Callum and started to talk about business again. I looked around and saw different personalities but most are in business industries.


    Mas marami ang mga bisita ngayon kumpara sa birthday party ni Mr. Salvador noon. Halos mahilo ako sa kintab ng kasuotan ng mga tao rito at sa pinag sama-sama nng ingay.


    Nakahanap agad si Callum ng table namin ngunit hanggang makaupo kami ay iba''t ibang tao ang kumakausap sa kanya. He must be so trained about this, huh?


    Dahil kung ako ang nasa sitwasyon niya ay sasakit na ang ulo ko. Well, in just a young age he was already aware of his parent''s field of business.Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    I really can''t keep up with him.


    Thinking about the structures, ns and other business was already hard for me, what more if I''m the one who deal with those business partners? "Are you okay? Ufortable?"


    Tumingin ako kay Callum na t tinitimbang ang sitwasyon ko.


    "I-I''m okay"


    M pagkarating namin dito ay pansin ko na ang kakaibang tingin sa''kin ng ibang bisita. I don''t know all of them so I really got concious.


    I did all my best to act calm and won''t get affected by the pressure around.


    "Thank you foring to our precious events. We would not be able toe to this without your support" said by the ceo of the Torreliza Corporation.


    It''s the opening speech and all of us are focused in front. All the guests were smiling and seems proud, well, who wouldn''t? Theirpany is celebrating their 50 years now and carrying so much achievements just like Vsquez Industries.


    Myo na ang narating nito kaya naman sobra-sobra ang saya ni Mr. Torreliza, bakas ito sa mukha niya na nakikita namin sa mking screen sa stage. All the cameras was focused on him.


    "And of course, I would like to say my regards to my very loyal business partner and good friend ever since. It''s no other than... Mr. Callum Vsquez"


    People started to apud as I saw Callum''s fresh face on the big screen because the camera was already focused on him this time. He waved and smiled at the camera makes some guests to started murmuring adoring words towards him. Pumkpak na rin ako at ngumiti nang bing mag salita ulit si Mr. Torreliza.


    "I also want to say hi to his beloved and beautiful wife beside him, Mrs. Patricia Vsquez"


    I shifted on my seat when the attention focused on me.


    I saw my whole face on the big screen and my chest started to throbbed fast. I even saw some of the cameras in front of me and almost guests that were looking at me.


    My hands were trembling as I waved it to Mr. Torreliza, it also shown on the screen.


    Naramdaman ko bi ang kamay ni Callum na pumulupot sa baywang ko kaya bahagya akong napaigtad. I looked at him and my nervous faded when I saw his assuring smile.


    He leaned a little for his lips to reach my ear.


    "Rx.." he whispered.


    I nodded as we both looked at the camera and smiled. Narinig ko ang ng papuri ng bisita sa''min, ang iba ay kinukuhaan pa kami ng litrato.


    "They are lovely aren''t they?" Mr. Torreliza chuckled on the mic.


    Napayuko nang ako matapos maw sa''min ang spotlight. Pinaghalong hiya at kaba ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. I''m not used to it especially when someone called me Mrs. Vsquez, it brings nervousness on my body.


    Mr. Torreliza''s speech ended and now he''s shaking hands with the guests. We had a little interactions and I can say that he''s kind. He''s a bit old and he seems supportive of Callum, huh? I noticed how he grinned at Callum and keep talking about our marriage.


    "There''s steaks, do you want me to get you some?" Callum asked when he decided to get our own food on the buffet.


    "Uh, okay.."


    Hinintay ko siya na makabalik bago kumain.


    Habang kumakain, pansin ko tga ang tingin ng ibang guests samin. There''s no dirt on our face so what''s their problem?


    "Sorry for what Mr. Torreliza said earlier. He''s just talkative"


    I lifted my head and found Callum''s alluring eyes. Hindi ko m pero bing bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. His face was innocent but there''s really something on his eyes that made me feel like this. T ba nalulunod ako sa mga titig niya. "No problem. He''s actually nice-"


    "Callum Vsquez!"


    I was interrupted by a deep voice.


    I saw how Callum''s brows met when he saw who ising. Nanliit din ang mata ko habang nakatingin salaking tingin ko''y kasing edad ni daddy habang may babae na nakahawak sa braso niya na nasisiguro kong asawa niya.


    I lost my smile when I saw Zara behind them. Oh, the Banner Family. That''s why they''re familiar.


    "Mr. Banner" Callum uttered in a serious voice.


    Hindi na ako mapakali sa upuan ko dahil ramdam ko agad ang matalim na titig ni Zara sa''kin.


    "It''s pleasure to meet you again. Oh, here''s my daughter by the way"


    I looked away as Zara walked in front of us and quickly kissed Callum on the cheek. I could feel Callum''s shock but I acted unaffected.


    "I-It''s been a while.. Callum"


    My blood boils when I heard Zara''s sweet voice.


    "You''ve never visited our house, Callum" It''s Zara''s mother this time. "I often see you and Zara together"


    Humigpit ang hawak ko sa kutsara sa mga narinig. Manhid ba s o tgang inaasar n ako? They totally ignoring me and they''re really saying that in front of me, seriously? For what? To make me mad?


    I need to show them that I''m not really affected especially that I can see Zara''s sticky stare at Callum while her parents was standing behind her and looks so proud with her stupidity.


    I put food in my spoon and was ready to eat it but I saw Zara wrap her hand around Callum''s arm in front of me.


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    The spoon slide on my hands makes the food to touch on my chin down on the table. I was even surprised when the spoon crack on the te as it fell from my trembling hand. Zara and her parents looked at me.


    I heard Callum scoffed before getting a tissue and wiped the table.


    "Are you okay?"


    "Uh... y-yeah" I shuttered so I heard Zara''s mockingughed.


    I sighed heavily and calmed myself. Extend your patience, Patricia.


    "Oh, well" Mrs. Banner trailed off. "I hope you find time to visit our house, Callum. You''re that busy so.."


    She said that while looking at me.


    I averted my gaze and was about to get a tissue when Callum get it for me.


    "Stop assuming, Madam. Yes I''m too busy with my work and to my wife so.."


    My eyes widened as he leaned over to wipe the traces of food on my chin. I can also see the shock on Zara''s face. I even heard her mom gasped.


    "Do you want to usefort room?" tanong ni Callum kaya nagntang ako. "I''ll go with you"


    Pekeng umubo si Mr. Banner kaya binalingan siya ni Callum.


    "With all due respect, can you three leave? My wife is notfortable.."


    Marahas na suminghap si Zara habang nalaki ang mata. Kahit ako ay nagt. Ngayon ay ako ang pinupukol ng masamang titig ng mag ina.


    I looked at Callum and show him my dagger look but he just shrugged.


    Iritadong umalis s Zara sa table namin. After that, I''m still amazed at how Callum acted. Damn, how can he act rude but looks innocent at the same time? Tama ba na mamangha ako sa ginawa niya?

 CHAPTER 36

    Patricia''s POV (Confused)


    Mabilis lumipas ang mga araw at pakiramdam ko''y paulit-ulit nang din ang nangyayari sa''kin. Halos kabisado ko na ang mga nangyayari sa''kin araw-araw.


    I would go to school and be stress by our confusing lessons and do some of ourboratories.


    But when it''s weekend, it''s either I go to my parent''s house to visit them or I just lock myself in my room and read books rted to medicine, sometimes I cook food for Callum.


    Weeks passed and I was bothered. Bothered to the fact that I still don''t know what Callum''s reason is for investigating my dad. I can''t confront him about that because I''m always busy and so is he. Kahit naman may pagkakataon ako na tanungin siya tungkol doon ay pinapangunahan ako ng kaba at takot. My concerns and thought just added by the strange feeling I had these past few days. "Oh, geez!"


    I held my head when I felt dizzy. It happened again.


    Bumalik ako sa pagkakahiga sa kama ngunit agad rin akong napabalikwas ng bangon ng makaramdam ng t hinahalukay ang sikmura ko.


    Tumakbo ako sa c. r at agad akong lumuhod sa bowl para doon sumuka. T pinipiga ang sikmura ko at kahit w na akong maisuka ay hindi parin natigil ang pag sakit nito.


    When I finished vomiting, I wiped my mouth with a tissue. Parangntang gy ang katawan ko ng makbas sa banyo, napatingin pa ako sa bintana dahil mataas na ang araw. Tanghali na naman ako nagising at may pasok pa ako ngayon. Lumabas ako ng kwarto at nasa bukana pang ako ng kusina ay napatakip na ako sa ilong dahil sa naamoy.


    "Nanay Nelia, ano po ang niluluto niyo?"


    Lumingon siya sa''kin at kumunot ang noo siguro dahil sa nakatakip kong ilong. "Adobo po ito"Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    "Ah.. bakit po ganyan ang amoy?" nahihiya kong sabi.


    Naki ang mata niya. "H, mnsa pa po ba? Pero ng beses ko po hinugasan ang manok"


    Nag panic siya at agad pinatay ang stove.


    Inamoy niya ang niluluto at tinikman pa ito.


    "Ay, ayosng naman po ang amoy atsa, Mam" nakahinga siya ng maluwag. "May sakit po ba kayo? Namumu po kayo. Gusto niyo po tawagan ko si sir callum?"


    Napatigil ako at muling napasinghap ng mnghap ang adobo. "Uh-no need! Medyo masamang ang pakiramdam ko. Siguro sa p-puyat"


    She looks hesitant and seems want to ask me more.


    Nag tim nang ako ng kape, ito nang siguro ang iinumin ko para mayman ang tiyan ko dahil haloshat ng nakahain na pagkain samesa ay hindi ko gusto.


    I was confused for a while, I''m not like this. Paborito ko nga rin kainin ang adobo at hindi ako mapili sa pagkain pero ngayon ay kakaiba.


    Parang ayaw ko sa amoy ng mga niluto ni Nanay Nelia ngayon. What''s happening to me? I noticed that I was feeling weird this week. Inubos ko ang kape ko bago bumalik sa kwarto at naligo. Habang nag aayos ako ng sarili ay naisipan kong itext si Jess.


    To: Jess


    Bring me some of your bakedsagnater, please.


    I don''t know but I suddenly remembered the taste of Jess''ssag?a. I suddenly crave.


    I smiled when she replied fast.


    From: Jess


    Okay.


    Good thing my dizziness was gone so I was able to drive safely to school. When I arrived, Jess weed me with a tight hug.


    "I miss you! W tayong pasok no''ng nakaraan kaya miss agad kita"


    Ngumiti ako. "I miss you too"


    "Oh, here''s yoursagna! It''s still hot!"


    Halos kumip ang mata ko sa ibinigay niya. Inamoy ko ito at napapikit sa bangolo na at bagong luto.


    "Thank you, Jess!"


    "Wow, parang ngayon kang nakakain niyan? Halos ''yan ang pgi kong ginagawa kapag napunta ka sa condo"


    "Namiss kong angsa. Let''s go"


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    Nakangiti ko siya''ng hin papunta sa room.


    When the ss started, I felt dizzy again but I didn''t mind it and tried to understand our lessons. Pansin ko rin ang sulyap ni Jess sa''kin dahil paulit-ulit kong hinihilot ang sintido ko. "Are you okay?" she suddenly asked. "You''re so pale! I''ll tell to our prof-"


    "No, I''m okay"


    Ngumiti ako ng pilit para maniw siya. Natapos ang se namin sa dwang subjects at dumiretso na kami sa cafeteria.


    "Are you sure you''re okay?"


    "Of course, I''m just hungry,"


    Inbas ko na angsagna at sinimn ''yon kainin. Hindi ko na pinansin si Jess at kumain nang.


    "You''re different, huh.." she uttered so I looked at her.


    "Yes, I don''t know why. Masyado akong sensitive sa ibang bagay ngayon"


    Nang maubos ko angsagna ay bumili naman ako ng pasta at ng desserts. Gosh, I''m so hungry!


    "Pinagugutuman ka ba ng asawa mo?" tanong ni Jess ng makita ang binili ko. "Are you serious? You can eat all of that?!"


    I smiled sweetly. "Of course, kaya nga binili ko, e!"


    I started eating again while she''s still watching me, seems problematic. Ano naman ang magagawa ko? Pigilin ang gutom? Nala kong kapeng p ang almusal ko kanina kaya siguro ganito ako at nahihilo. Thank god my dizziness was gone and reced by fullness in my stomach.


    I was satisfied when we back to the ssroom and continued our discussions. Now, we were discussing about female reproductive, pregnancy and parenthood. Sounds interesting.


    "There are many symptoms to know that a woman is pregnant" our professor started. "Like vomiting and missed period.."


    "So... a woman can be pregnant even if she didn''t missed her period? Amazing, ngayon kong nman ''yon" komento ni Jess sa tabi ko.


    I nodded. "Now you already had an idea"


    Through out our discussions, Jess keepsmenting and amazed about it, seems like a kid. Nang mag dismissal naman ay nakaramdam ulit ako ng pagsusuka kaya sinabihan ko si Jess na pupuntang ako safort room.


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    "Are you sure? Samahan na kita. I''m just worried aboutst time so-"


    "No, just wait me in the parking. May ibang tao rin naman doon"


    Nakumbinsi ko naman siya. She was worried about what happened to mest time, when two guy harassed me. I won''t let that happen again though.


    May nakita akong tatlong babae na pumasok din sa c. r kaya nakampante ako. Sa dulo na cubicle ako pumasok at doon ay agad sumabog ang suka ko. Hindi naman masakit ang tiyan ko at hindi na nahihilo kaya bakit na naman ako nasusuka? Maayos din naman ang mga kinain ko kanina.


    "Damn!" I uttered while holding my stomach.


    Parang nagutom ulit ako pagkatapos ko sumuka dahil halos ng kinain ko kanina ay w na. Nag hmos ako at napatitig sa repleksyon ko sa smin.


    My eyes and lips are very pale which is unusual. I always take my vitamins so why?


    Out of confusion, I just put lip tint on my lips to hide my paleness andbed my hair. When I was satisfied with my looks, I went out of the cubicle and saw some girls talking while applying powder in front of the mirror. Tuloy-tuloy akong lumabas ngunit paliko pang ako sa hallway ng may makita akong babae na nakatayo sa gilid ngboratory room.


    Nakatalikod siya so I can''t see her face but my eyes immediately went to her skirt with a red stain.


    Tumingin muna ako sa paligid bago siyapitan.


    "Hey" I called and she turned around, wondering. "You had period today?"


    Her eyes widened before looking at her own skirt. "Oh my gosh! I had stain!"


    "Do you have pads?" tanong ko pero umiling siya at t nahihiya. "I have some"


    I took my extra pads out of my bag and gave her one. I always bring it with me for this unexpected day.


    "Wait, you''re Patricia, right? You''re not only beautiful and smart, you''re also kind! Thank you so much for this!" "How about your skirt?"


    "I had extra. Uh-thank you again!"


    Ngumiti siya sa''kin bago tumakbo sa c. r. Ibabalik ko na sana ang natirang pads sa bag ko ng mapahinto ako.


    I looked at it intently and tried to remember something. I frowned when I realized that I had put it in my bag a month ago but I can''t remember having a periodst month and now, it''s a new month again... Fuck! D-Did I just missed my p-period?

 CHAPTER 37

    Patricia''s POV (Pregnant)


    My mind flies over so many things.


    I missed my periodst month, ''yon ang paulit ulit bumabalik sa isip ko. Ayaw akong patahimikin niyon. I couldn''t believe this. May nabubuo ng ideya sa isip ko dahil sa araw-araw na kakaibang pakiramdam. Mas naging masn ako sa mga kinakain at hindi ako nlayuan ng pagkahilo at pagsusuka.


    "Okay kang ba tga? Gusto mo sabihin ko sa prof na iexcuse ka?"


    Napaiwas na ako ng tingin dahil sa muling tanong ni Jess. Mariin ang tingin niya na t inoobserbahan ako.


    "No need. Kaya ko naman" uminom ako ng tubig at hindi parin tumitingin sa kanya.


    "Ano''ng kaya mo, eh, ng araw ka ng ganyan! You can''t even eat properly because you''re always feel dizzy and vomiting! You''re so different this week. What''s happening to you, Patricia?"


    Namig ang mukha ko at wng maisip na dahn dahil kahit ako ay hindi m ang nangyayari sa''kin.


    "M-Maybe-"


    "You need to see a doctor" putol niya sa''kin.


    "Why don''t you tell to your husband? Pgi nang ba siya busy sa trabaho at hindi niya m ang nangyayari sayo?"


    "Ayaw ko siya abhin-"


    "What? You''re his responsibility, duh! O, baka naman iniiwasan mo parin siya kahit nasa iisang bahay na kayo?" tinaasan niya ako ng ky.


    Umismid ako bago muling uminom ng tubig. Imposible naman na asikasuhin ako ni Callum. Ab siya sa kompanya, daragdag pa ba ako? Ayaw ko rin siya makita kaya pgi akong umiiwas sa kanya sa bahay.


    May mga exams kami ngayong araw kaya pag balik nami ng room ay nag review ulit ako. Mayboratory tests rin kami na ginawa at recitations sa ibang subjects.


    "As usual, you passed all of those subjects! Congrats!"


    Isang tapik sa aking balikat ang ginawa ni Jess.


    "Dahil nag review ako, pareho tayo" sabi ko at inbas sa bag ang bottled water ko.


    Ngayon ay pag inom naman ng tubig ang pgi kong ginagawa. Hindi ko m kung bakit naging ganito ako, minsan naman ay may hindi ako nagugustuhan na amoy sa paligid. Kahit ako ay hindi na nga natutuwa sa inaasal ko minsan. "Pero iba ka parin! You were born brilliant! Siguro maganda ang klabasan ng anak niyo ni Callum kapag nagkataon! You were both-"? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved.


    "What are you saying?" galit kong sabi. "Hindi kami aabot sa ganyang sitwasyon, okay?"


    Napairap ako at nauna ng magkad papunta sa sasakyan ko. Minsan, w tgang preno ang bibig ni Jess. Kahit wng kuwenta na bagay ay sinasabi pa niya.


    "Ang sungit naman!" rinig ko ang pag habol ni Jess. "Sinusungitan mo na ako, ah! Hindi ka naman ganyan noon"


    Nakanguso siya na para bang nagtatampo.


    Umiling nang ako.


    "m mo para kang buntis.." bing sabi niya.


    Halos masamid ako roon. Nanlilisik na ang mata kong nakatingin kay Jess na ngayon ay nakatakip ang kamay sa bibig at pinipign ang tawa.


    "Are you out of your mind?!" galit kong sabi.


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    She piece signed. "Sorry, okay? Bakit ka ba kasi ganyan? You immediately have mood swings. Mapili ka na sa pagkain ngayon at masn ka na sa ibang bagay. Senyales ''yan na-oh, don''t tell me...you''re really pregnant?!"


    Halos mapasinghap ako at agad na tinakpan ang bibig niya. Tumingin ako sa paligid dahil baka may makarinig na iba. Hin ko siya papunta sa sasakyan, kahit nagpupumis na siya ay hindi ko siya binibitawan.


    "Your mouth!" agad kong sabi ng makarating sa harap ng sasakyan namin. "Stop saying that. We are in a public ce! We don''t know that someone might hear you and spread that! Jess, ayaw ko ng makita ang pangn ko sa mga articles!" Umismid ako at pinanood siya na natataranta habang tumitingin sa paligid.


    "Oh my god! I''m sorry, Pat.." she smiled apologetically. "It''s just my opinion, okay? Pero.. hindi ka naman buntis, no?"


    Muling nag salubong ang ky ko kaya agad siya''ng ngumiti.


    "I''m just asking, calm yourself. But if you have want someone to talk to, you can always call me and I will go to your house right away"


    Tumalikod na siya sa''kin at binuksan ang sasakyan niya since katabing naman ''yon ng akin. Natuod ako sa kinatatayuan hanggang lumingon sa''kin si Jess.


    "You can find outter those changes that happening to you. You already know what that is, you need to know the answer as soon as possible"


    She even looked at my tummy first then winked at me before entering to her car. She left me dumbfounded.


    Hindi ko m kung gaano pa ako katagal na tumayo sa tabi ng sasakyan ko bago nag pasya na umalis. Anong ibig sabihin ni Jess? Is she really insisting that I''m p-pregnant?


    B-but.......I can''t tell to myself that it''s not true because it has a possibility but I don''t want to conclude yet!


    Binilisan ko ang pag drive at huminto ako sa isang drug store. Huminga ako ng mlim bago pumasok doon at hinanap ang pakay ko. Tama ba itong ginagawa ko?


    Parang namig ang buong katawan ko ng makita kong inangat ng cashier ang tatlong pregnancy test at ingay sa stic. Agad din akong lumabas at nag madali na mag drive pauwi.


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    Nang makarating ako sa bahay ay pag bati m sa mga katulong ang bumungad sa''kin.


    Dumiretso ako sa kwarto at inbas ang binili ko.


    Hinihingal pa ako pero hindi na ako mapakali. Gusto ko ng mman kung totoo nga ba ang hin ni Jess at pakiramdam ko...


    I have to prove to Jess that she''s wrong.


    Pumasok ako sa banyo at sinunod ang instruction na nakgay sa cover ng pregnancy test. I have some knowledge about this so I know what to do. Nang magawa ko ang nakgay sa instructions, ingay ko ang tatlong pregnancy test sa ibabaw ng sink at hinihintay ang results.


    Mkas na ang kabog ng dib-dib ko habang nakatingin dito. Suot ko parin ang uniform ko at hindi na ako nag ab mag palit.


    The line was still blurred so I just looked at my reflection through the mirror. My face is still pale.


    Napadako ang mata ko sa maliit na cab sa itaas ng smin. Doon nakgay ang mga hygiene stuffs ko kagaya ng mga napkins at nakita ko ang mga ''yon na halos w pang bawas. It still sealed indication that I haven''t used this because I didn''t have my periodst month.


    Ipinilig ko ang ulo ko at pilit inaalis sa isip ang mga sinabi ni Jess kanina. Tumingin ulit ako sa mga pregnancy test at halos maki ang mata ko ng makita ang malinaw na dwang linya dito.


    I covered my mouth because of shock. Halos positive na resulta ang ipinapakita ng tatlong pregnancy test!


    Lumabas ako ng c. r at nag madali na kuhanin ang cellphone. Nanginginig pa ang kamay ko habang idina-dial ang number ni Jess.


    "Hello?" mabilis na sumagot si Jess.


    "J-Jess.." I can''t help my voice but to be shuttered.


    "Hey, what''s wrong?" rinig ko ang pagkataranta niya.


    I sighed heavily and refrained myself from crying.


    "I-I''m p-pregnant"

 CHAPTER 38

    Patricia''s POV (Secret)


    Hindi ko m kung paano ko naisalba ang mga dumaan na araw na para bang w akong problema.


    Hindi ko m kung paano ko nakayang umarte na wng pakim sa paligid at wng kakaibang naramdaman. ng gabi akong hindi nakatulog dahil sa nman ko...


    Dwang araw na rin ako''ng hindi nakakapasok sa school at nag-ala na si Jess sa''kin. She really wanted to visit me but I declined.


    Tingin ko''y pati ang mga katulong dito ay nahahta na ang pagbabago ko. Malimit nang ako''ng bumaba dahil nagpapad nang ako ng pagkain dito sa kwarto. Kahit si Callum ay pilit gumagawa ng paraan para makausap ako pero agad ko siya''ng iniiwasan.


    "Hello?"


    I finally answered Jess''s call after her so many attempts. Ayaw ko pa sana siya kausapin pero makulit siya.


    "Patricia! Thank god you answered! I''m so worried about you! How are you feeling?"


    "I''m okay-"


    "Oh, stop lying! I know you''re not! What''s your n? Kan mo yan sasabihin sa parents mo?"


    "I don''t have any n...as of now" nangangamba kong sabi. "Hindi ko m ang magiging reaksyon n, Jess"


    Rinig ko ang mlim na pag hinga niya sa kabng linya.


    "It''s amon for you to be pregnant! Of course they''ll ept it because you had a husband, mabuti kung w, e!"


    Suminghap ako bago umiling. "I was not ready and I will never be ready for this..."


    I was not really expecting this. It''s really out of my n.


    Hindi rin ako sigurado na matatanggap agad ito n mommy. I''m still studying, hindi pa ako tuluyang ganap na doktor ay mukhang mahahangan iyon dahil dito.


    "We can''t do anything but to ept it, Pat" malumanay na sabi ni Jess. "Your husband is damn rich so what''s bothering you? Ang pag aaral ba at pagiging doctor? You can still achieve that, dummy! Just don''t you dare to do something stupid to your-"


    I immediately ended the call.


    Bastos man ay w na akong pakim. Tuluyan ng tumulo ang mga luha na kanina ko pa pinipign. Inihagis ko ang cellphone ko at dumapa sa kama. I cried hard as I could. My chest was so heavy so I want to cry it out to at least lessen my pain.


    My mind was still flying over so many things even with the reasons why I came to this. My doubts disappeared when I remembered the thing happened between me and Callum, it wasing back to my mind.


    How we shared kisses and pleasured each other''s body. My whole body trembled as my cries grew louder. I covered my mouth with my hand to stop my sobbing but I can''t. My shoulders also shaking.


    It''s my fault because I let that happen. It''s my fault so now I''m the one stuck in this situation. Iniisip ko pang ang mga posibleng mangyari dahil dito ay parang sinasaksak na ako. How about my dreams?


    I was desperate to achieve that kaya kahit ipinakasal ako kay Callum ay ayosng dahil m kong tuloy parin ang pag aaral ko at hinding ako magiging house wife.Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    I felt disappointed to myself and I couldn''t ept how my parents even Jordan, would feel.


    Pakiramdam ko binigo ko s.


    How I was able to keep going? Kung ngayon pang hindi ko m kung paano sasabihin kay Callum na...buntis ako. How? I know there are other women who want to have children but in my case, I can''t help but feel sad for myself. My rtionship with Callum is not forever. We had a one year contract and how I was supposed to be happy if after one year, I will be free again but with a heavy responsibility?


    My phone rang again because of Jess''s call. I didn''t answer that and I cried even more. I buried my face in the pillow, my eyes were also heavy so I just forced myself to sleep instead of straining my eyes to cry.


    -


    Nang magising ako ay madilim na sabas.


    Kinusot ko ang mata ko at ramdam ko ang hapdi nito dahil sa pag iyak ko kanina. Tumayo ako at isinara na ang bintana bago nag ayos ng sarili. Sinuy ko ang magulo kong buhok. Hindi na rin ako nag ab nagyan ng ky angbi ko. Hinayaan ko itong pu at lumabas ng kwarto.


    Wng tao sa s kaya dumiretso ako sa kusina. Si Nanay Neliang ang tao roon kaya napanatag ako.


    "Mam Patricia-ayosng po kayo?" naw ang ngiti niya ng makita ang itsura ko. "Sobrang pu po kayo"


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    Tipid akong ngumiti. "Okayng po. Kukuhang ako ng pagkain?


    Agad niya''ng kinuha ang to ko. "Ay, ako na po ang kukuha!"


    Hindi na ako tumanggi. Umupo ako at hinintay nang siya. Malinis na samesa kaya nagtataka ako kung kumain na ba si Callum.


    "Uh...kumain na ho ba si Callum?" tanong ko.


    "Nag kapeng po kanina. Hinihintay nga po kayo bumaba dahil nag-ala kung bakit hindi kayo pumasok sa school. Hindi rin kayo masyado nakain" inpag niya sa harap ko ang pagkain. "Pagkain niyo po. Puntang po ako sa garahe at may gagawin pa ako"


    Tumango siya at mabilis umalis sa harap ko.


    Kinuha ko na ang pagkain at akmang tatayo na ng may marinig akong boses.


    "Mabuti naman at naisipan mong kumain"


    Muntik ko ng mabitawan ang to ng makita si Callum na nakatayo sa likuran ko at seryoso ang tingin sa''kin. My eyes widened and immediately averted my gaze.


    He was only wearing a simple shorts and sando, he won''t work today?


    "I-I already get my food" naing kong sabi.


    Gusto ko ng umalis pero nakaharang siya sa daan.


    "You''re so pale. Do you have any problem?"


    Napalunok ako at bing kinabahan. Parang nawn ako ng sasabihin.


    "Now you''re tensed. Just tell me what''s happening to you or we will see a doctor to consult you. You look sluggish" lumambot ang mata niya. "You already had a dark spot under your eyes and not eating on a right time"


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    Ano? Napansin niya pa ''yon?


    "Are you having trouble with your study? In school? Or with your p-parents?" he looks hesitant with hisst word.


    I sighed. "It''s none of your business, okay?"


    Nagkunwari akong galit para tumigil na siya mag salita pero hindi. Nagt ako ng unti-unti siya''ng lumapit kaya agad akong umatras hanggang mapasandal ako sa sink. Nakulong niya ako sa pamamagitan ng pagharang ng braso niya sa pagitan ng baywang ko. Halos hindi na ako humihinga dahil ga-hi nang ang pagitan ng mukha namin. "W-What are you doing?" garalgal kong sabi.


    "Shouldn''t I be the one to ask you that? Are you avoiding me?" his voice was serious.


    Umiwas ako ng tingin, ramdam ko na rin ang panginginig ng tuhod ko.


    "I won''t go to work for today. I will assist you to our personal doctor to know what''s wrong with you"


    Naki ang mata ko at w sa sariling naitk siya. Nagt siya sa ginawa ko. There''s no way that he will know about my pregnancy!


    "N-No! I won''t go with you. I said I''m fine!"


    Mabilis akong tumalikod at tumakbo pabalik sa kwarto. Rinig ko ang pag sunod niya kaya halos madapa na ako. Agad kong nilock ang pinto at hinihingal na sumandal dito. "Patricia? Don''t be hard headed, please" I could hear his frustrations outside.


    Hindi ko siya pinakinggan.


    "Fine. I will tell it to your mom..."

 CHAPTER 39

    Patricia''s POV (Doubt)


    Nakatulog at nagising nang ako na iniisip parin ang sinabi ni Callum kagabi. It''s clear that he will tell mom what''s happening to me and I''m sure he''ll do it without thinking twice. He''s scaring me, huh?


    Well, magagawan ko naman iyon ng paraan. The thing I''m really thinking right now is how I''m going to hide my condition.


    My pregnancy is not forever. My womb will grew bigger and I''m already scared! I''m not yet ready for the judgement. For the issues and for the reactions of my family.


    I know that being pregnant is just amon because I''m already married but...I and Callum doesn''t loved each other. We don''t have ns to go deep through our rtionship. Sumisilip na ang liwanag sa bintana kaya agad na ako''ng bumangon at pumunta sa banyo. Naligo na ako at pakiramdam ko ay maayos na ako dahil hindi na ako nahihilo ngayon. Habang nagsusuot ng uniform ay hindi ko maiwasan na mapatitig sa sarili sa smin. Ngayon pang ay naiiyak na ako sa isipin na tataba at papangit na ako sa mga susunod na buwan.


    Ipinilig ko ang ulo ko at pilit na kinakalimutan muna ang bagay na ''yon. Nag ayos ako ng sarili. Naggay ako ng lipstick sabi para maw ang pu nito at pati na rin powder para mag mukha ako''ng fresh sa paningin ni Callum. This was the only reason I make him think that I''m good, for him not to consult me to a doctor.


    Lumabas ako ng kwarto at dumiretso sa dining area. Nadatnan ko roon si Callum na nakaupo at nagbabasa na naman ng magazine. His head automatically turned to me but I didn''t look at him. I acted normal while getting my coffee and a pan cake in the table.


    Tahimik ako''ng sumimsim ng kape sa harap niya habang ramdam ko parin ang titig niya.


    "Hindi tayo natuloy kahapon sa pag punta sa hospital" bing sabi niya. "Kaya mamaya tayo pupunta. I''ll fetch youter"


    Halos maibuga ko ang iniinom.


    "What? Can''t you see me? I''m fine! I can already eat!" depensa ko pero parang w siya''ng naririnig.


    "Eating just a piece of pan cake?" he mocked. "Even a child won''t be full just by eating that"


    What the hell? I need to think some alibi!


    "I maybeck of sleep the past few days but I''m really okay now-"


    "We need to be sure"


    "I''m already sure-"


    "Why you seems scared?" he asked that made me silent. "Are you hiding something?"


    Mabilis na nag karera ang dib-dib ko sa tanong niya. Umiwas ako ng tingin at napakagat sabi. Why he need to ask me that?


    "I''m asking you.."


    I gulped. "W-W, ano naman ang itatago ko sayo?"


    Humigop ako sa kape ng makitang t inoobserbahan niya ang reaksyon ko.


    "Really?" mapanuya niya''ng sabi.


    "Yes, Vsquez¡± sabi ko bago siya nilingon.


    Kumunot ang noo ko ng makitang nakangiti siya.


    "Vsquez, huh..."usal niya na t may nakakatawa roon.


    May nakakatawa ba sa sinabi ko? I just said his name or he''sughing because he thinks that I''m lying?


    "What''s funny?" inis kong tanong.


    Naw ang ngiti sabi niya at bumalik sa seryoso. "Nothing. It''s just different when you call me by our surname"


    "Shut up!" asar kong sabi at padabog na tumayo.


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    I''m done! Gumawang siya ng paraan para inisin ako.


    Sumakay ako ng sasakyan at nag drive sa school. Sinabi ko kay Callum na ayos na ako kaya hindi niya na ako susunduin mamaya para dalhin sa ospital. Manigas siya!


    -


    "How are you?!"


    Iyon ang bungad ni Jess kahit nasa hallway pang ako. Niyakap niya rin ako ng mahigpit na ak mo ay matagal hindi nagkita.


    "Not here, Jess. Maraming estudyante" sabi ko bago siya hin sa ssroom.


    "I''m so worried! Ano, ayos ka na ba? Nagsusuka ka parin? Have you checked up yet?" sunod-sunod niya''ng tanong.


    "Minsan, sumusumpong ang pagsusuka at hilo ko kapag nakakaamoy ng hindi maganda pero ayos na ako" sabi ko ngunit kumunot ang noo ko ng makitang mariin ang titig niya sa mukha ko. "Parang namayat ang mukha mo? puna niya. "Pero maganda ka parin!"


    Natawa ako at inirapan siya.


    Kinuha ko agad ang mga libro ko at nagbasa tungkol sa mga lessons namin. Mabuti na rin na hindi na ako kinulit ni Jess kaya nakapag-aral ako ng maayos. Nag take ako ng mga namissed kong quizzes at bumawi ako sa recitations ngayong araw kaya pag patak ng dismissal ay pagod na ang katawan ko dahil na rin sa mgaboratories na ginawa namin.


    "I feel so tired. I''m also hungry" angil ko kay Jess habang nakasandal ako sa sasakyan ko.


    "You just eat a two tes of pasta and three ensaymada earlier!" remo niya at tumingin sa tiyan ko. "Fine. Punta muna tayo roon sa coffee shop mpit dito"


    "Yes!" ngiting tagumpay ako bago sumakay sa sasakyan at nag drive papunta sa sinasabi niya.


    Pagkarating namin ay agad ako''ng umorder ng mga gusto ko. Halos manginig ang mga kamay ko habang naghihintay ng order samantng si Jess sa harap ko ay nakasimangot.


    "Ang dami mong inorder habang ako ay isang frappeng?" remo niya ulit. "Ganyan ba tga katakaw kapag buntis?"


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    "Don''t call me that" I frowned. "We''re not yet sure"


    Tumawa siya. "And we had to make sure so we will be going to a doctor tomorrow"


    "But-"


    "Wag ka na mag remo" tinaasan niya ako ng ky. "Para rin naman sayo ito. Wng mangyayari kung patuloy kang iiwas"


    Naisip ko ang sinabi ni Callum kanina. Gusto niya rin na ipaconsult ako pero w na p ako''ng kaw kay Jess ngayon.


    "Fine" I said because I really had no choice.


    "Don''t worry, kla ko ang doctor na pupuntahan natin bukas. She was mom''s friend so it''s safe"


    Dumating ang order namin pero nanatili ang tingin ko kay Jess. Appreciating her effort dahil sa ganitong komplikado na sitwasyon ay siyang ang naaasahan ko. She''s been loyal to me. Damn, what did I do to have a friend like her?


    "Oh, bakit hindi ka pa nakain?" nagt siya ng hindi ko ginagw ang pagkain ko. "Kanina nagugutom ka, ah! Stop staring at me. I know that I''m pretty!"


    She even flip her hair so Iughed.


    "Thank you, Jess. I don''t know what I would do without you" I said sincerely.


    She smiled and held my hand. "I always got you!"


    I started eating my blueberry cake when my phone vibrated. When I check who texted, it''s Callum.


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    From: Callum


    Where are you? It''s alreadyte. Uwi na


    Muntik pa ako''ng mabulunan sa nabasa. Para siya''ng tatay. Why he even texted me like this? Is he home already?

 CHAPTER 40

    Patricia''s POV (Confirmed)


    Kagaya ng sinabi ni Jess, sinamahan niya ako sa ospital na sinasabi niya.


    Maaga ako''ng nag ayos ng sarili at nag isip ng dahn kay Callum. Hindi ko m kung bakit mabilis siya''ng pumayag ng sabihin ko na may pupuntahana ako kasama si Jess kahit hindi ko pa sinasabi kung saan kami pupunta. He''s weird but he reminded me to be careful.


    "Are you ready?"


    Kahit kinakabahan ay tumango ako kay Jess habang naghihintay kami rito sabas ng office ng doktor na co-consult sa''kin. May pasyente pa sa loob kaya hindi na ako mapakali sa kinauupuan ko. "Jess.. I-I''m nervous"


    Lumingon siya sa''kin at hinampas ako sa braso.


    "Gaga, kaya mo ''yan! Ngayon natin mlaman kung totoo ba na buntis ka-oh, wait. Someon''s calling"


    Tumango ako bago siya tumayo paalis para sagutin ang tumatawag sa kanya. Naiwan ako''ng nakaupo kaya inab ko muna ang sarili ko sa cellphone. Ngayon kong nakita ang mga unread messages ko galling k mommy. Kinakamusta n ako at tinatanong kung kan ko ba s bibisitahin.This is property ? N?velDrama.Org.


    Gosh, I always forgot that I promised Jordan that I''ll stay with them every weekend but it didn''t happen. I be busier with school and attending some business gatherings with Callum plus adding my situation right now. Hindi ko na tga m kung ano''ng uunahin ko.


    Habang nakayuko at binabasa ang ibang messages n mommy, bi ako''ng nakaramdam na parang may nakatingin sa''kin.


    Kaya nag angat ako ng tingin at naaninag ko ang isanglaki na nakatingin sa gawi ko. Kumunot agad ang noo ko. Nakatayo siya sa tabi ng isang room at nang mapansin niya na tinitignan ko rin siya ay mabilis siya''ng tumalikod at nakisabay sa mga tao sa hallway.


    Who the hell is he? I can''t see his face because he''s wearing a ck hoodie but his posture is quite familiar...


    "Hey, sinong tinitignan mo roon?"


    Nakabalik na si Jess at sinundan niya ang tinitignan ko.


    "Uh.." bumaling ako sa kanya. "N-Nothing"


    "Kinakabahan ka parin ba?" lumambot ang mata niya. "Nahihilo ka ba o nagugutom?"


    "Nah, I''m fine" ngumiti ako sa kanya at halos sabay din kaming napatayo ng bumukas ang pinto ng office at lumabas ang isang babaeng pasyente.


    "She''s done, your turn!"


    Jess grabbed my arm and dragged me inside the office. Jess weed with a tight hug by the doctor and she also introduce me.


    "Tita, she already used pregnancy tests and it turned out positive. She already experienced some symptoms of being pregnant and we just needed to be sure" Jess exined.


    The doctor looked at me and smiled.


    "I already know her. Callum Vsquez''s wife, right?"


    "Y-Yes"


    "Sit down" she pointed the chair so I sited.


    She asked me some questions about myst period and what I was feeling the past weeks. I answered all of that based on what I''ve experienced. Then the next thing, she let meid on the patient bed. Huminga ako ng mlim ng itaas niya na ang blouse ko, revealing my tummy.


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    "You''re nervous" puna ng doktor ng makita ang reaksyon ko. "Don''t be, okay? This will be fast"


    She gave an assuring smile so my nervousness lessen. Jess also show a thumbs up.


    Isinara na niya ang kurtina kaya hindi ko na nakita si Jess. Sinimn niya''ng haplusin ang tiyan ko bago kinuha ang isang bagay at inpat doon. Kinbutan ako ng maramdaman angmig nito sa bt kolo na ng ilibot niya iyon sa kabuuan ng tiyan ko.


    Dumako ang mata ko sa monitor at halos mangilid ang luha ko ng makita ang t isang maliit na bilog doon. I know what it is, that''s my c-child.


    My whole body trembled as I process what that means. It''s final...I''m really p-pregnant.


    "What you''re seeing in that monitor is your child" the doctor said. She smiled when she saw me crying. "It''s normal to cry because of this blessing" Saglit siya''ng umalis at naiwan ako''ng nakahiga. Sumulpot naman si Jess at nalaki ang mata.


    "You''re really pregnant! Oh my, Patricia! Congrats!"


    Niyakap ako ni Jess habang pinupunasan ko ang mga luha ko. Hindi ko rin m kung bakit naiiyak ako. I can''t exin how I feel right now because it''s mixed up. "Sshh, stop crying.."


    Maslo ako''ng naiyak ng punasan ni Jess ang luha ko. Kita ko lungkot at awa sa mata niya.


    "Stop wasting your tears because in the end, it would be worth it" she caressed my shoulder. "I clearly remember that you told me that you also dream of having a child" Napahikbi ako. "Pero hindi sa ganitong sitwasyon at pagkakataon. But I guess, I need to ept this..."


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    ng minuto pa kaming nag hintay sa doktor at nang bumalik ito ay agad ibinigay sa''kin ang mking envelope. Nanginginig ang kamay kong tinanggap ''yon.


    "That''s the result and your record. Congrattions, Mrs. Vsquez? ngumiti pa siya ng mki. "You''re five weeks pregnant"


    Hindi ko m kung gaano na ako katagal tahimik hanggang makasakay kami ni Jess ng sasakyan. W na kami sa ospital pero ang isipan ko ay naroon parin. Hindi ko parin maproseso sa utak ko anghat. Kanina ko pa nararamdam ang nagbabadya na luha sa mata ko pero pinipign kong ang sarili kong wag umiyak dahil nahihiya na ako kay Jess.


    "Kanina ka pa tahimik. Ayos kang ba?" nag-alang tanong ni Jess. "The best thing you should do is...tell Callum about this"


    "Aren''t you disappointed with me?" hindi ko maitago ang tabang sa boses ko. "Your friend got pregnant by her temporary husband after saying that she will never be affected by him and will not give in to temptation," "I feel nothing but happiness for you" ngiti niya''ng sabi at nakikinita ko na rin ang nangingilid na luha niya. "What are friends for if I don''t understand your situation?"


    T piniga ang puso ko sa mga sinabi niya. Umiwas ako ng tingin para hindi niya makita ang pag iyak ko.


    "I''ll respect your decision. Kung ayaw mo pa ipam sa asawa at pamilya mo ang tungkol dito, susuportahan kita. Take your time to ept that"


    And that day, I went home to Callum with a bothered mind but I was still able to act normally.


    Sinunod ko ang sinabi ni Jess. I haven''t told Callum, especially my family, about my pregnancy because I know it''s not that easy. Marami pa kaming problema at ayaw kong madaliin anghat.

 CHAPTER 41

    Callum''s POV (True Identity)


    "Nagawa mo na ba ang inuutos ko?"


    Iyon agad ang bungad ko ng makita ang kaibigan kong si Austine pag pasok ko ng office. Pagod akong umupo sa harap ngmesa ko at nag hihintay sa sasabihin niya.


    "W ka namang inutos na hindi ko nagawa? mayabang na sabi nito bago inhad sa harap ko ang isang brown envelope.


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    "Good job. I already send the money on your ount" I smirked.


    Isa-isa kong binut ang mga litrato at dokumento na nlaman ng envelope at gusto kong pkpakan ang sarili ko. I knew it. I knew from the very start that Mr. Clemente was hiding something in his pocket.


    "Your suspicion is correct after all, huh?" mangha na sabi ni Austine habang nakaturo sa litrato ni Mr. Clemente na nakikipag-usap sa isang businessman. "Nalulong na siya sa sugal at nagkaroon ng maraming utang dahil dito. He even reasoned his being hospitalized and used his daughter"


    "How can he act innocent and a loving father at the same time when in fact, he''s doing these illegal things..."


    Hindi ko maitago ang pait sa boses kolo pa ng makita konghat ang mga litrato.


    Mr. Clemente is such a gambler. Marami na siya''ng ginagawang sugal noon pa ''man na itinatago niya sa pamilya. I can''t believe he made his family and my parents maniptes through his hands. Little did he know, I was different.


    Nang sabihin pang sa''kin n mommy na ipapakasal n ako ay agad kong pinaimbestigahan ang buong pamilya ng Clemente, and Mr. Clemente himself, got my attention.


    "He even built a casino but it also went bankrupt" patuloy ni Austine kaya mas nag ngit-ngit ako.


    "Mas nabaon s sa utang noong nagkasakit siya na nakuha niya rin sa pagsusugal. Lack of sleep and sniffing some smoke from people vicious in the casino. He had a kidney failure back then"


    "Our shares in theirpany was not enough for them to paid all their debts" sabi ko at binabasa naman ang mga dokumento ngayon.


    "Based on my source, he also got negotiate with Mr. Lim"


    "The owner of that building?" agad kong itinuro ang building sa harapng mismo ng kompanya namin. "Isn''t he the one that have an issuest year? I just forgot about that-"


    "Yes, it''s him" ipinilig niya ang ulo habang natatawa. "Siyang naman ang nag akusa na ninakaw ng investor n anghat ng pera ng kompanya but it turned out to be him...crazy isn''t it? Wng sapat na ebidensya ang mga tao kaya hindi siya mapatalsik"


    "It''s really a good decision that I declined his offer before" sumandal ako sa swivel chair at napahilot sa sintido sa dami ng iniisip."Anong pinagkakaabhan ni Mr. Clemente ngayon?"


    "He''s currently having appointment with Mr. Salvacion. Pinagkakautangan niya rin ''yon at tingin ko sinisingil na siya..." he paused, seems thinking. "He still can''t afford to pay him so I think that''s the reason why he''s encouraging you to invest to that freaking business, right?"


    Napailing nang ako sa sinabi niya. He worked really well. Lahat ng impormasyon na gusto kong mman ay nasasabi niya.


    Last week, without his wife knowing, Mr. Clemente came to me suggesting nonsense thing but he''s pointing out a specific thing.


    Gusto niya na magbas ako ng pera na ak niya ay gagawin ko.


    "Maybe he''s nning something against you... through Patricia?"


    Kumunot ang noo ko kay Austine.


    "Well, he can order his daughter to ask you for money-"


    "Patricia can''t do that" inunahan ko na siya dahil m kong iisipin niya ''yon. "Stop thinking that!"


    "Bro! I''m just stating my opinion, hahaha. You know your wife very well, huh" heughed teasingly.


    Akma kong ibabato sa kanya ang folder pero agad niya hinarang ang braso sa mukha. Nakuha pa tgang mang-asar.


    "So, what''s your n?" he suddenly asked. "You already know his secrets. Are you nning to reveal it to his wife? Especially to Patricia? I''m sure she''ll get hurt"


    Inaasahan ko na ang sasabihin niya. Natural na masasaktan si Patricia kapag nman ang ginagawa ng daddy niya.


    Noong una ay no ko na gisahin si Mr. Clemente sa sariling mantika at mapahiya sa pamilya niya at mga magng ko. He doesn''t deserve our money and time. Pero ngayon, t nag-aalingan na ako dahil sa maaaring maramdaman ni Patricia.


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    I don''t know why I felt this but, I don''t want her to feel disappointed and hurt at the same time.


    "I''m still thinking. Pag aarn ko muna ang gw at no niya"


    "What about Braven Laurier?" tumaas ang ky niya.


    "What about that man?" inis kong tanong.


    "He likes Patricia... your wife, since high school" mapang-asar siya''ng ngumiti. "What if after that fake contract you made, he makes his way for her? To finally got her?" Nakuyom ko ang kamao sa ibabaw ng mesa. Where the hell Austine got his guts to ask me that? Of course, I won''t make that happen!


    "Sahat ng bagay naunahan mo siya. I''m sure they still seeing each other, remember the night we saw them in-"


    "I don''t care," nasabi ko nang sa dami ng bagay na nasa isip ko.


    Nala ko na naman ang pangyayaring ''yon. Kung paano siya ngitian at hawakan nglaking ''yon. My urge to punch him just came back.


    "You don''t care?" he mocked. "Your wife is gorgeous as hell! Siguradong hindi ''yon titigil kaya kung ako sayo, sasabihin ko na kay Patricia na wng limitasyon ang kasal niyo,"


    Yes, I make that fake one year contract for our marriage incase she ask for that but I didn''t expect that she really did! Pansin ko na parang ayaw niya na manatili sa''kin kaya siya nag tanong tungkol sa mga rules namin. Ngayon ay inala ko kung paano ipapaliwanag kay Patricia ''yon. Mom will surely p me for this.


    "If Patricia likes him, she haven''t been rejecting him many times," saad ko.


    At tama rin p na pumayag ako sa kasn namin dahil kung kay Ravenng siya mapupunta, mabuting sa''kin nang siya.


    "You''re confident, huh. You seems melting with her"


    After my talk with Austine, I finished those pending documents that I need to sign. Agad ako''ng umuwi pagkatapos at sinalubong ako ng sumbong ni Nanay Nelia tungkol kay Patricia.


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    "Hindi siya kumain kanina. Dinalhan ko na rin ng pagkain pero busog daw siya pero w pa naman siya''ng kinakain na kahit ano" may pag-ala sa boses niya. "Where is she?" tanong ko bago niya kinuha ang attache case ko.


    "Nasa kwarto niya at ayaw lumabas. Siguro natutulog parin, parang nanghihina kasi siya"


    Tuloy-tuloy ako''ng umakyat sa itaas at huminto sa harap ng kwarto niya. Kumatok ako ng dwang beses pero wng sumasagot.


    "Patricia?" inpat ko ang tenga sa pinto pero wng ingay.


    Maybe she''s sleeping.


    Sinubukan kong pihitin ang door knob at nagt ako dahil hindi ito nakalock. Tahimik at maingat kong binuksan ang pinto kaya agad kong nnghap ang bango ng kwarto niya. I can''t be wrong, it''s her perfume. Smell like a sweet strawberry.


    Igin ko ang mata sa kabuuan ng kwarto niya at w ako''ng masabi sa linis nito. Natagpuan ko siya''ng natutulog sa kama. Napalunok ako agad napagtanto ang ginagawa.


    I never been in a girl''s room, ngayonng at hindi ko m kung bakit napuno ako ng pag-ala sa sinabi ni Nanay Nelia.


    She''s not eating. Pansin ko na mukha siya''ng matay. Maybe she''s not feeling well? But why isn''t she telling me?


    I walked closer and stood on the side of the bed. I saw her face more closely. She looks so innocent, pero kapag gising naman ay parating salubong ang ky at nagtataray sa''kin. Nag salubong ang ky ko ng mapansin ang pu niya''ngbi. She looks faint. Unti-unti na umangat ang kamay ko at akmang hahaplusin ang mukha niya ng mapatigil ako. Mabilis ako''ng lumayo at ikinubli ang nanginginig na kamay.


    Shit, what am I doing?


    "You''re such a dumb, Callum!" I cursed to myself before rushing out of her room.


    Sinabihan ko si Nanay Nelia na pag handaan ng pagkain at gamot si Patricia kung sakaling magising ito bago ako pumasok sa kwarto ko at mag pahinga.

 CHAPTER 42

    Callum''s POV (Investigating)


    "Did you already send her a food? Her meds?" tanong ko kay Nanay Nelia pagkarating ko sa hapag.


    May mga pagkain na samesa pero w si Patricia.


    "Opo, pero hindi pa niya kinakain kasi sumusuka pa siya. Yung gamot naman kumpleto ang ibinigay ko," sagot nito bago umalis.


    Napabuga nang ako ng hangin bago nag sim kumain. Gusto ko sana siya puntahan sa kwarto at gaan pero m kong susungitan niyang ako.


    Hindi naman lingid sakin na iniiwasan ako ni Patricia. I get it that she felt awkward every time we''re together after that hrious night.


    I know because of what happened between us, she confirmed her doubts to me even more. I can''t me her because every time I tried to make a conversation with her, she''ll walk out and will distance herself. Every time I looked at her, I''d remember that night and I want to curse myself because of that. That''s why I feel that she was mad of me.


    "Nariyan na po ang driver, sir"


    Tumango ako sa isang katulong bago binilisan ang pagkain. Tumayo agad ako at pumunta sa kwarto para mag handa na sa trabaho.


    Nang matapos at akma na ako''ng aalis ay hindi ko mapign na hindi mapatingin sa kwarto ni Patricia. Pinign ko nang ang sariling puntahan siya at dire-diretso na ako''ng lumabas at sumakay ng sasakyan. "Let''s go. I''ll have a meeting at exactly 8:00 a. m" I said to my driver.


    I took out my phone when I felt it vibrating.


    Umangat angbi ko ng makitang si Austine ang tumatawag. I think he has something to report.


    "Hello? What''s for today?" bungad ko sa tawag.


    "You already know my purpose, huh?" he chuckled. "Well, I have a good and bad news" "Spill it" usal ko.


    "The good news is...I got a file from the source of the Laurier Real Estatepany that might destroy them. But wait, there''s more" narinig ko ang hkhak niya. "It''s about Raven, your enemy. My cousin was a friend of him. Minsan niya''ng nasabi sa pinsan ko na bk niya na sirain at palubugin ka, just to get Patricia. Maybe he''s already panning now..."


    "How was that good news if it''s about that jerk?" singhal ko. "What about the bad news?"


    "Oh, about that..." bi kong nahimigan ang kaba sa kanya. "Your mom find out about us investigathing Mr. Clemente?


    "What?!" napkas ang boses ko kaya napalingon sakin ang driver. "How? What did she say?"


    "Nakita niya ang mga folders na ibinigay ko sayo roon sa office mo. She confronted me so I don''t have a choice but to tell the truth!"


    Napasapo ako sa noo at napailing.


    I forgot to put that folders into a safe ce! I also forgot that mom''s hobby was to checked on my office, damn!


    "What are we going to do?" Austine asked. "Exin to her, bro! She''s scary! Ayaw kong mawn ng trabaho!"


    "Yeah, I can handle this" sabi ko kahit ang totoo ay nakaramdam din ako ng kaba. "Ako na ang bah kay mommy. Just don''t forget to send me the copy of the files you''re talking about" Pinatay ko ang tawag at napahilot sa sintido dahil sa maagang problema.


    Nang makarating kami sa kompanya ay hindi ko magawang syapan ang mga empleyado na bumabati sakin. I''m not in the mood. Sinalubong agad ako ng secretary ko pagkapasok ko ng office. "Sir, yout meeting will be at 8-"


    "I know" I cut off.


    I immediately opened myptop and started working with some important files.


    "Did my mome here?" tanong ko sa kanya at mabilis siya''ng tumango.


    "Hihintayin niyang daw po kayo pagkatapos ng meeting. Do you want some coffee, sir?"


    "No, thank you. You can now leave"


    Gusto ko ng itapon ang mga folder samesa ko nang makbas ang secretary ko. Ngayon ay nag-iisip na ako ng dahn kay mommy. I''m sure she''s really mad.


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    She''ll think that I betrayed her because she already warn me to stop investigating with the Clemente Family but I continued anyway, so now I''m doomed.


    Nag sim na ang meeting ko kasama ang ibang investors. Kung pwedeng na hilingin na sana wag matapos ang meeting ay ginawa ko na pero hindi.


    As I exited the meeting room and entered my office, I was greeted by a hard pinch in my ear.


    When I look at who it is, it''s none other than my mother.


    "M-Mom?" my voice shutter when I looked at her angry face so I shifted my gaze.


    Tumalikod siya at umupo samesa ko. Itinuro niya ang upuan sa harapan kaya agad ako''ng sumunod. Damn, I''m so nervous!


    "Why did you still make your n? What''s wrong with you, Callum?" she said in a stern tone. "What the hell is your problem with the Clemente''s? I thought we''re already clear about this? Patricia is such a nice girl! Why are you hitting on her father?"


    Halos mapapikit ako sakas ng boses niya.


    Huminga ako ng mlim bago ipinakita sa kanya ang ng folders na hindi niya pa nakikita, consisting all Mr. Clemente''s folly.


    "What is this?" tanong niya ngunit kinuha parin ang folders.


    "It''s all make sense now, mom. All my doubts about him..." iminuwestra ko ang hawak niya at agad niya''ng binuksan ''yon.


    "I did investigate about him and I was right. Check it by yourself before scolding me" I scoffed.


    I saw how her eyes widened as she saw the pictures and read all informations about Mr. Clemente''s doing.


    "Oh my god!" usal niya at sobra ang gt. "Is this true?"


    Umangat angbi ko bago tumango sa kanya.


    Marahas siya''ng suminghap at agad lumatay ang galit sa mga mata. "He''s been doing these illegal shits all along? I trusted him! I thought he''s a good father but not! He even let his daughter to marry you just to cover his shits!" Taas baba ang dib-dib niya ngayon kaya dinaluhan ko siya. I caressed her back to calm her.


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    "At least now, we''re aware about his doings"


    Nagt ako ng bing humarap si mommy sa''kin at hinaplos ang tenga at mukha ko.


    "I''m so sorry, anak. I''m just carried away, sorry... does your ear hurt?"


    "It''s okay, mom" ngumiti ako. "What''s our n now?"


    Bumalik sa seryoso ang mukha ni mommy. "W tayong no. We already know his tactics and I''m sure he will use her daughter again-"


    "But I think Patricia won''t agree if ever he has a n" putol ko sa sasabihin niya.


    Austine also said that Mr. Clemente will use her daughter. Patricia is smart so I''m confident.


    "Hmm, you seem having a lot of quality time with your wife. It looks like you already know her"


    Gusto kong matawa ng makita ang mapanuya niya''ng ngiti.


    "It''s not like-"


    "Well, I know that she''ll not take on her father''s side"


    May munting ngisi parin sabi ni mommy kaya pinili ko nang ayusin ang nakakt na folders samesa ko. She''s teasing me.


    "That''s why you need to work more on your rtionship with her" tumayo si mommy at nagkad sa may pintuan. "Ak mo ba ay hindi ko m na pgi kang maaga pumapasok dito at gabi na rin kung umuwi. Paano naman kayo ng asawa mo? I even heard from Nanay Nelia that she''s sick yet you''re here-"


    "Yeah, mom. I''m trying to interact with her but-"Text ? owned by N?velDrama.Org.


    "Then try harder!" sigaw niya at natahimik ako. "If you don''t want me to interfere in your married life, fix your rtionship with Patricia. I know you''ll give us a grandson. I''m hoping on that"


    Halos mapatanga ako sa huling sinabi niya.


    What the hell? Is she serious?


    Bago pa ako makapagsalita ay lumabas na si mommy sa office at mkas na isinara ang pinto.

 CHAPTER 43

    Callum''s POV (Spy)


    "She''s still not here?"


    I almost gasped as I didn''t see a trace of Patricia on the dining table. Is she going to ignore me again?


    "Hahatiran ko pang po siya ng pagkain sa kwarto. Tinatanong niya rin po p kanina kung narito na kayo sa ibaba,"


    Kumunot ang noo ko sa sinabi ni Nanay Nelia. Why she would asked that?


    "What''s her reason? Is she always asking you?"


    "O-Opo sir..." nahihiya siya''ng tumango.


    I greeted my teeth. If this is what she want, then fine! I was not forcing her.


    Sigurado ako na ngayon ay hinihiling niya na sana ay mabilisng ang isang taon para makaw na siya sakin.


    As usual, mag isa ako''ng kumain at mabilis din umakyat sa kwarto pagkatapos. Its weekend, so today should be my rest day but that''s not a trend for me. I need to review some reports and documents because next week I''ll bemunicating with the boards again.


    Buong mag hapon ay nakaharapng ako saptop at mga folders. I just told the maids to bring food to my room until the dinner arrived, I had no choice but to leave my room.


    Akmang pababa na ako ng hagdan ay naaninag ko si Patricia sa gitna ng hallway, mukhang klabasng din niya ng kwarto. Nakatalikod siya at may kausap sa telepono. She sounds frustrated while talking.


    "I won''t tell him unless I already ept it, Jess! I can''t take it anymore..." sabi niya sa mahinang boses pero rinig ko parin ''yon. "We will be in that ce earlier tomorrow, okay? See you and thank you" Kumunot ang noo ko. Isn''t that Jess is her friend? She really have a problem and I need to find it out, maybe I can help her.


    Pinatay niya na ang tawag at muling pumasok sa kwarto. Tuluyan na ako''ng bumaba at kukuha na sana ng pagkain ngunit nakita kong dwang to ang nakahain samesa.


    Tumingin ako kay Nanay Nelia. "Bring food on her room-"


    "Sir, dito raw po siya kakain"


    Umarko ang ky ko at kasunod ang yabag na pappit. Lumingon ako at nakita si Patricia. She''s already wearing a pajamas. Nang makita niya ako ay mabilis siya''ng lumihis ng tingin.


    It''s so strange that she''s with me to eat here at the table.


    Tahimik kaming kumain, wng pansinan td ng nakasanayan. Bawat subo ko ng pagkain ay lihim ako''ng nakamasid sa kanya.


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    Pansin ko rin ang munting sulyap niya sa gawi ko at kapag titingin naman ako sa kanya ay namum ang pisngi niya at lilihis ng tingin.


    Lihim ako''ng napangiti roon.


    Nang patapos na kaming kumain ay parang hindi na siya mapakali sa kinauupuan. Pasulyap-sulyap siya at t may gustong sabihin.


    "What is it?" tuluyan kong tanong at gt siya''ng napatingin sakin. "You want to say something..."


    I was waiting for her words as I watch her hands trembled. She looks hesitant.


    "U-Uh...I just want to ask if I can go out tomorrow with Jess, my friend? She actually-"


    "Of course" I said without hesitation.


    I was even surprised that she updated me. I''m really innovating.


    "Ah, t-thank you" She slightly bow her head.


    m kong kahit siya ay nagt na pumayag agad ako. Pagkatapos ay umalis na agad siya na parang wng nangyari. She still nervous while talking to me and I want to remove that.


    -


    "Do you have some errands today?" iyon ang agad ang sabi ko ng sagutin ni Austine ang aking tawag.


    "The hell? It''s only 5:00 a. m, you disturb my sleep!" remo niya at mukhang inaantok pa.


    "Just answer my question!" inis kong sabi. "May ipagagawa ako sayo,"


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    "And what is it? Tungkol na naman ba sa father inw mo-"


    "No, it''s about P-Patricia"


    Narinig ko agad ang tawa niya sa kabng linya.


    "Just admit that you already fell for her, bro! You''re such a lover boy-"


    "Shut up! She''s going somewhere today with her best friend, Jess. min mo kung saan ''yon at kung ano ang dahn niya. I think it''s important" "But-"


    "Stopining! Update meter and please, don''t you ever go back to your bed and tried to sleep again!"


    Pinatay ko ang tawag at umupo sa kama. I''m still sleepy but I can''t sleep. I only slept 4 hours because my mind was upied by Patricia.


    Iniisip ko ang kgayan niya. What''s happening to her? She seems problematic and I was desperate to know that that''s why I called Austine.


    I don''t have a choice but to prepare for work. It''s too early so Patricia was still asleep. Bago pa man ako makaalis ng bahay ay pinalahanan ko na ang maids na wag kalimutang ibigay ang gamot ni Paticia.


    Nang makarating sa kompanya ay panibagong sakit sa ulo na naman ang natanggap ko. Minsan ay nagsisisi ako na tinanggap ko ang posisyon na ito. My world was just revolving around it. Maybe mom was right. I don''t have time for Patricia because I''m always busy that''s why she''s acting like that?


    Damn! Why am I thinking about that?


    "Sir? Miss Zara was calling" my secretary entered my office. "I suggested her to call you directly-"


    "Tell her that I''m busy. Why did she able to contact us?"


    "Nasabi ko na po na busy kayo pero...makulit siya"


    Tumunog ang telepono sa tabi ko kaya pinbas ko na siya.


    "Hello?" mariin kong sagot sa tawag.


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    "Don''t disturb me again and it''s yourst call-"


    "But-"


    I impatiently ended the call. Her voice, words and attitude is just annoying. She''s really nothingpare to Patricia.


    I continued signing and reviewing some documents when my phone rang. Nakita ko ang pangn ni Austine sa screen kaya agad kong sinagot.


    "What''s the update? Nasundan mo ba? Don''t make it obvious-"


    "Chill, bro! Rx! Isa-isang," narinig ko na naman ang pang-asar niya''ng tawa. "Yes, nasundan ko siya. We''re actually here in Rodriguez Hospital..."


    "What?" I shifted to my seat. "What happened to her?!"


    Nag-init ang mukha ko ng tumawa ulit siya. Fuck, he got me!


    "Chill out. Patricia''s fine and she''s with a hottie, huh? Jess, right?"


    "Shut the fuck up, Austine! What are they doing there?"


    Halos ibato ko na ang mga folders sa mga sinasabi ni Austine.


    "Nakita ko siya''ng pumasok sa consultation room..." humina ang boses niya. "Klabasng n pero...umiiyak si Patricia"


    Agad ako''ng kinabahan. "Find out the reason. Ask the doctor-"


    "I already did" sabi niya. "But the doctor seems lying. Sinamahanng daw ni Patricia ang kaibigan na magpa-consult. I didn''t buy her alibi because I saw your wife seems affected after the consultation..." Napabuga ako ng hangin at napasandal sa upuan. What does it mean?


    "But don''t worry," Austine continued. "I saw your wife holding an envelope after they leave. You need to get that..."

 CHAPTER 44

    Callum''s POV (Unbothered)


    I became too busy with thepany. Meeting with the boards and sharing some structural ideas with the members was not that easy.


    I was trying my best to manage my time but Patricia herself also makes way to avoid me.


    "I talked to Mr. Clemente yesterday, he said that you have appointment with him?"


    Pagod ako''ng tumingin kay mommy na nakaupo sa harap ko. Katataposng ng meeting ko kasama ang mga shareholders at mamaya ay may panibago na naman. My mind was already tired. "Yes, mom. He''s encouraging me to invest to that specific property" sagot ko sa mm na boses.


    "What''s your n?" she asked curiously.


    Nag kibit-balikat ako. "I was nning to trapped him and make him look like he can''t fool me. He''s working on another way to pay off his debts" "Hmm, he''s really an abuser" mapait na sabi ni mommy. "By the way, you look so trouble at the meeting earlier. Is anything bothering you, Callum?"


    "No, mom. I''m just tired maybe..." isinandal ko ang katawan sa upuan bago pumikit.


    I can''t sleep well the past few days because of what Austine reported to me. It''s been days since I talk to Austine because he also became busy but he promised to talk to meter.


    I can''t talk to Patricia anymore. She''s so hard to please. Hindi ko rin m kung bakit ako naaapektuhan ng ganito sa kanya na kahit ang trabaho ko ay hindi ko nagagawa ng tama.


    "Look at your eyes! Are you even sleeping?" itinuro ni mommy ang mata ko. "Are you having hard time with Patricia? Do you want me to talk to her-"


    "No need, mom" agad kong sabi. "I think she''s just not happy with me?"


    "What? Bakit naman? Nag-aaway ba kayo? Tungkol saan? I thought she''s staying to her parents every weekend para hindi mabore sa bahay niyo kapag may work ka?"


    "She''s too busy with med school. Maybe she was pressured every time she sees me?" pilit kong iniisip kung ano pa ba ang posibleng dahn ni Patricia. "I think it''s a good idea if..." my heart skipped a bit. "we gave her back to her parents?" Her eyes automatically grew bigger.


    Dinampot niya ang isang folder sa table at huli na para makaiwas ako, the folder already hit my head.


    What the hell?


    "What was that for, mom?!"


    I grunt when she give me a punch on my arm.


    "You dumb! I didn''t raise you just to be this irresponsible!" bakas ang irita sa kanya. "If that''s the case then fix your problem with her! She''s your wife,"


    "But I don''t know-"


    "Gumawa ka ng paraan. Why don''t you have a rest and stay to your house with your wife? Mag date kayo o bakasyon!"


    I let out a sigh. "It won''t help. She''ll just ignore me-"


    "Oh,e on!" mom grunted. "You''re talking as if you''re not a man! That''s your fault though. Noon ko pa sinabi sayo na I really like Patricia for you. Madaling solusyunan ang problema kung gusto mo. Ayaw kong marinig kay Nanay Nelia na hindi parin kayo ayos ng asawa mo. Do you understand?"


    W sa sariling napatango ako. Howe that it''s my fault? My mother is really getting to my nerves.


    "Tandaan mo ang mga sinabi ko sayo"


    Nakahinga ako ng maluwag ng tumayo na si mommy. Tumayo rin ako at inihatid siya sa pintuan.


    "See you when I see you..." she teasingly kissed my head before leaving my office.


    Pagod ako''ng bumalik samesa ko at muling hinaplos ang ulo ko na binato ni mommy kanina. Hindi ko na tuloy m kung paano ulit sisimn ang trabaho ko dahil sa mga sinabi niya. "Sir?"This is property ? N?velDrama.Org.


    Bumukas ang pinto at sumilip ang secretary ko.


    "What do you need?"


    Pumasok siya at ipinakita ang hawak na mga papeles. "Dumating po ang mga ito galing sa Valeria Enterprice"


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    "Yeah. I have a meeting with them next week, right?"


    "Yes, sir. Tumawag po p si Mr. Clemente, he''s asking about your free time-"


    "Declined that. Tell him that my schedule was hectic"


    Natahimik siya at tumango bago lumabas.


    Nireview ko ang mga bagong dating na documents at nang pumatak ang s-dose ay panibagong meeting na naman ang pinuntahan ko.


    Katd ng nangyari sa una kong meeting ay w parin ako sa focus. I''m trying to understand what we were talking about but I can''t help but to check on my phone time to time.


    Waiting for Nanay Nelia''s update about Patricia.


    "I was pointing that it''s better if we pushed our first n. It''s way better because it has more benefits. Mki ang maidaragdag sa funds natin..." one of the people in the board said. "Do you agree with that, Mr. Callum?" Nag vibrate ang phone ko at nakita ang message m kay Nanay Nelia. Akma ko na itong babasahin ng may tumawag sa pangn ko.


    "Mr. Vsquez?"


    Nag angat ako ng tingin at nagt dahil haloshat ng memebers ay nakatingin sa''kin. "Uh, y-yes?"


    "I was asking if it''s okay for you to pursue our first n-"


    "Of course, if it has a better oue" sabi ko sa normal na tono at hindi ininda ang titig n.


    m kong nagtataka rin s sa inaasta ko but I can''t help it!


    Nag focus nang muna ako sa meeting hanggang matapos ito. Bumalik ako sa office at nadatnan ko roon ang nakangiting si Austine.


    "Bakit ngayon kang nagpakita?" kunot-noo kong tanong at dumiretso samesa.


    "I told you. I have some errands,"


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    "Don''t fool me. Did you know what Patricia did to that freaking hospital?"


    He sigh. "I told you to get the envelope didn''t I?"


    "Sneaking into a woman''s room was not my thing-"


    "What the hell, bro?" he startedughing. "We''re talking about your wife here. Asawa mo. Don''t tell me, hindi ka pa nakakapasok sa kwarto niya? Kahit as a husband?" nag iba ang tono ng boses niya. "Or maybe...doing that thing?" "Shut your fucking mouth!" pagalit kong sabi.


    Mas lumakas ang tawa ni Austine habang itinuturo ang mukha ko. "Hell! You''re blushing! Hahahaha?


    Fuck. I want to punch him. Bi tuloy ako''ng napahawak sa mukha dahil nag init ito sa sinabi niya.


    "One more silly word, I''ll kicked you out of my office" pagbabanta ko.


    Naw ang ngiti niya ng makita ang galit kong mata.


    "Tsk, you''re too serious. I talked with the doctor again and believe me, she''s spilling lies-"


    "Giver her money as a bait-"


    "I already did but that woman seems loyal to your wife"


    Seryoso ang mukha niya kaya sigurado ako''ng hindi siya nagsisinungaling. I rest my arm to the table and thinking some ways.


    "But don''t worry, may iba pa ako''ng paraan"


    "What?"


    "Through her friend, Jessica Davis," t hindi ko nagustuhan ang pilyong ngiti sabi niya. "She''s lovely and seems friendly so I can get information-" "Jerk, don''t you dare disturb her, Austine!"

 CHAPTER 45

    CALLUM''S POV (Patricia is Pregnant)


    "I won''t go to the office today"


    Mabilis ko rin pinatay ang tawag pagkatapos ko sabihin ''yon. It was my secretary. It''s weekend again so I will spend my day here in our house.


    Kung makikita rin naman ako ni mommy sa kompanya ay magagalit siya. Dahil gusto niya na magkaroon ako ng oras kay Patricia.


    I started my morning by opening some files. Una kong binuksan ang mga files at documents na isinend ni Austine. Ayon sa kanya, nlaman nito ang mga impormasyon tungkol sa mga Laurier.


    Pilit kong inintindi ang nlaman nito ngunit tanging pinagkakautanganmang n ang nakgay, sa pagkakam ko ay bayad na rin n ang mga ito so there''s no point anymore. "It is nonsense" usal ko bago pinatay angptop.


    Lumabas ako ng kwarto at dumiretso sa kusina.


    Nakaramdam ako ng uhaw kaya gusto ko uminom ng tubig. W ako''ng nakikitang maids at tanging si Patriciang ang nadatnan ko.


    Nakatalikod siya habang nagtitim ng kape at kusang lumingon ng marinig ang yabag ko.


    "Good morning" bati ko at hindi ko m kung bakit nag tagal ang titig ko sa kanya.


    Maybe her look today is unusual? Well, I often see her in a ponytail but now, her hair is loose and a bit messy. Mukhang kagigising nyang pero t may kakaiba sa itsura nya ngayon. Well, the only thing that hasn''t changed is her beauty.


    "Morning..." nakbay ang inosente niya''ng mata sa katawan ko bago lumihis ng tingin.


    I looked at my clothes. I''m just wearing a fitted sleeveless shirt and a simple shorts. Is she ufortable with these?Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    Kumuha ako ng tubig at habang umiinom ay hindi ko mapigng mapasulyap sa likuran niya. She suddenly fixed her hair and hang it to her right shoulder.


    I seem even more thirsty seeing her nape. Damn!


    Ingay ko sa sink ang ginamit kong baso at ramdam ko ang pag sunod niya ng tingin.


    "Uh, Callum," tawag niya ng akma na ako''ng aalis. "Do you want some...c-coffee?"


    Her hands were trembling while holding a spoon.


    I smirked secretly. "If will you made one, then"


    T kinakabahan siya at mabilis tumayo para timhan ako.


    I''m watching her back while making a coffee. I scanned her body. Her legs were firm and seems so strong, ang bkang naman ay maganda ang hubog.


    No wonder why she always won on the pageants. Smart with a very unique beauty indeed.


    "Here..."


    Inpag niya ang kape sa harap ko at hindi pa nga ako nakakapag pasmat ay tumalikod na agad siya. I really don''t get why she always look upset every time I''m around her?


    Bumalik ako sa kwarto at muling nag trabaho. Pinag arn ko ang mga shares na natatanggap ng kompanya at w naman problema roon, still increasing.


    Ang iba naman naming business katd ng hotels at restaurants ay inaaral ko parin kahit ang namamah na ng mga ''yon ay mga kapatid ko. As an older brother, it''s my responsibility to guide them.


    Sa kgitnaan ng pag re-review ko ng rates ng isa sa mga resort na pag-aari namin kung saan kami ikinasal ni Patricia ay nakatanggap ako ng tawag m sa kapatid kong si Ramon. "Kuya?"


    "What do you need?" tanong ko.


    "Oh, how''s my married brother, hmm?" he said in a teasing voice.


    "Kung w ka ng sasabihin na importante ay ibababa ko na ang tawag-"


    "Hey, kidding!" tumawa siya. "I''m sure you already checked the rates of our resorts?" mayabang na sabi niya. "What can you say, kuya? Marami ang turista na napunta dito kaya sigurado ako na maslaki pa ang shares..." Umusbong ang ngiti sabi ko. "Good job, Ram. Keep it up"


    "Pero hindi tga iyon ang sadya ko? naging seryoso ang boses niya. "One of our investigator reports that there''s anonymous people who have been watching us"


    Unit-unti nag salubong ang ky ko. "What are you talking about? Watching our moves?"


    "Yeah, some are watching outside the Vsquez Company and some are here in our house. That''s why mom was worried..."


    I shifted on my seat. "I-I can''t understand you. Hindi parin ba s tumitigil? I thought-"


    "Hindi s titigil hangga''t hindi nakukuha ang gusto n, kuya. They''ll stop unless...we''re already down andck of power" kahit sa boses ay ramdam ko ang frustration ng kapatid ko. "We know who''s behind it, only Mr. Laurier. Be careful to your wife too. Based on what I heard at mom and dad''s conversation, Braven Laurier is a fond of Patricia. Love triangle ba ito-"


    "Shut up!" iritado kong sabi.


    "Oh, now you''re mad" mapang-asar niya''ng sabi.


    "I thought she''s just your wife in paper? You''re already inlove with her don''t you? Is this some sort of your jealousy-"


    "Stop pestering me. Is that all you want to say? I will increase our security and I will talk to Austine''s well-known private investigator"


    I was about to end the call but my stupid brother spoke again.


    "You didn''t missed me nor our family, aren''t you?" heughed teasingly. "Ganyan tga siguro kapag may asawa na ''no? Hindi mo na kami nakakamusta-"


    "What are you? A fucking kid who always need to update? You''re a fucking grown up man now!"


    "Well, just say my hello to your wife-"


    "Yeah, I probably do that but also send my regards to Trixie-oh sorry! I forgot that you two were already broke up-"


    "The fuck man?!"he sounds devastated.


    Lihim ako''ng natawa dahil sa sunod-sunod niya ng pagmumura sa kabng linya hanggang siya na mismo ang nagbaba ng tawag. Mukhang siya ''yata ang asar talo ngayon. Hindi ako nag aksaya ng oras at mabilis kong tinawagan si Austine. Kangan kong resolbahan agad ang problema namin ngayon.


    "What''s for today, bro!" Austine answered the call.


    "I need to-"


    "Sir, Callum!"


    Napabalikwas ako sa upuan ng marinig ang mkas na boses ng isang katulong. Nakabukas na nga ang pinto ng kwarto ko at humahangos siya''ng nakatayo roon. Pinatay ko muna ang tawag at lumapit sa kanya. She seems nervous.


    "What happened?"


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    "N-Nahimatay po, naroon sa may s-"


    I quickly run outside my room. I cursed when I found Patricia lying on the cold floor. May basag na baso pa mpit sa kamay niya at medyo basa ang sahig.


    "Patricia?" I nervously tapped her face to wake her up but she didn''t.


    Mapu ang mukha niya at napansin ko na iba na ang suot niya ngayon. She''s already wearing a dress and seems going somewhere.


    "Call the doctor" sabi ko sa isang katulong bago buhatin si Patricia papunta sa kwarto.


    Inihiga ko siya sa kama at ng beses ginising ngunit ayaw parin. What happened to her?


    "Narito ang gamit niya, Sir Callum" ibinigay ni Nanay Nelia ang bag at isang envelope. "Sabi ni Criza ay aalis daw dapat ang asawa niyo, uminomng ng tubig pero nakaramdam daw ng hilo at nahimatay" kuwento niya na bakas ang pag- ala. "A-Ayosng ba siya?"


    "Let''s just wait for the doctor" I said to calm her.


    Lumabas din siya ng kwarto kaya muli kong sinuri si Patricia. Mapu parin ito pero hindi naman siya nasugatan sa pagkahimatay kanina.


    My eyes suddenly darted at her side table where Nanay Nelia ced her bag and an envelope.


    I suddenly remembered what Austine saidst week.


    "Isn''t he referring to this envelope?" I picked up the envelope and suddenly felt nervous.


    I slowly opened it and my eyes almost popped out at what I saw. A piece of ultrasound showing a forming fetus to the picture.


    "Pregnant..." I read the word below and even saw a three pieces of pregnancy test showing a positive result.


    Nag paulit ulit ang tingin ko rito bago kay Patricia at pilit iniintindi.


    The pregnancy tests slide on my trembling hands, it fell on the floor.


    What is the meaning of this?

 CHAPTER 46

    PATRICIA''S POV (The moment of truth)


    Masakit ang ulo ko, nanginginig ang mga kamay at hindi makapagsalita.


    Tanging nala ko ay nanghina ako kanina hanggang sa mawn ako ng ulirat. Naw na ang hilo ko ngunit t nanghihina muli ako ng makita ang envelope na nalaman ng ultrasound at record ko sa ospital. Nakgay na ito sa side table ko.


    "H-Howe?" usal ko at dahan-dahan bumangon sa kama.


    Natatandaan ko na hawak ko ito kanina. Did Callum...oh, no! He can''t be seen it!


    Kinuha ko ang envelope at halos mambot ako ng makitang gusot na ang mga papel na t nmukos. Indication that it has been touched. "N-No..."


    I brushed my hair with so much frustration. W na rin ang ingay kong pregnancy test at natagpuan ko ''yon sa ibaba ngmesa.


    Siguro''y si Callum nga ang gumw nito dahil maaaring siya rin ang nag buhat sa akin papunta rito?


    Bing bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko at kinabahan. Where is he now? Is he going to tell it to my parents?


    Natataranta kong kinuha ang cellphone ko at tinawagan si Jess.


    "Hello? Oh, nariyan ka na ba sa bahay ng parents mo? Did you already admitted that you''re pregnant? What''s their reaction?"


    "J-Jess..." nahihirapan kong sambit. "I passed out earlier before I left the house-"


    "What?!" phaw niya. "Are you okay? Does your body hurt?"


    "No, but I think Callum seen my records inside the envelope. Remember what the doctor gave? Bk ko sana na ipakita iyon k mommy but ended up...he was the first to see it"


    Suminghap siya. "Oh my god! I guess you don''t have a choice but to admit to him. I''m sure he will feel disappointed because you hid it from him"


    "But it''s not easy for me to do that!" I burst, the corner of my eye is already in tears. "I''m fucking weak, Jess. I don''t even know how to handle this problem! Ano''ng sasabihin ko sa kanya? Nahihiya ako!" Dumaloy ang mainit na luha sa mukha ko at hindi ko mapigng humikbi. This marriage really sucks! It brought me so much frustration!


    "Stop crying, idiot! It may affect your baby!" sigaw ni Jess sa telepono. "Kapag hindi niya ''yan tinanggap ay ako mismo ang sasampal sa kanya! You were both want that so deal with the result. For now, I think it''s a good idea if you''ll fix that problem with your husband first. Kapag nagkaintindihan na kayo ay doon niyo na sabihin sa mga magng niyo, simple as that,"


    Buti nga kung ganoonng kadali. Duwag at takot ako sa maaaring marinig kay Callum. Ako ang masasaktan. Paano na ang rsyon niya kay Zara kung buntis na ako?


    "Mam Patricia?" may kumatok sa pinto kaya mabilis kong pinahid ang luha sa mukha.


    "I''ll end the call. Go and talk to your husband" ani Jess at pinatay nga ang tawag.


    Bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto ko at sumilip si Nanay Nelia. Nang makitang nakaupo ako sa kama ay ngumiti siya at lumapit.


    "Maayos na ba ang pakiramdam mo?"


    Tumangong ako iniiwas ang tingin.


    "Grabe ang takot namin kanina sayolo na si Sir Callum? kwento niya kaya napaangat ako ng tingin. "Siya nga p ang nag buhat sayo papunta rito"


    Callum got worried about me? That''s a lie. I think she just misinterpret it.


    "Nagugutom ka ba? Gusto mo dalhan kita-"


    "Hindi na po, smat nang" putol ko. "I''m still full. Uh, nasa trabaho na ho ba si C-Callum?"


    Bing nag liwanag ang mukha niya. "Nako, wag ka mag-la dahil nariyan siya sa ibaba! Sa sobrang pag-ala sayo kanina ay hindi na nakapasok. Buti nang ay dumating agad ang doktor at napanatag na siya sa kgayan mo ng konsultahin ka kanina"


    Unti-unting nalukot ang mukha ko at ginapangan ng kaba. "D-Doktor po?"


    "Oo, pinatawag niya ang family doctor n at katataposng n mag usap. Pinapunta nga niya ako rito para tignan kung gising ka na?


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    Kung kanina ay nakakapagsalita pa ako, ngayon ay hindi na. Ikinubli ko sa lim ng kumot ang nanginginig kong kamay at t mabibingi na ako sakas ng kabog ng dib-dib ko.This is property ? N?velDrama.Org.


    A doctor came here to consult me...at w na tga ako''ng kaw. I''m sure Callum is already mad right now. Ang no ko na ipam muna sa pamilya ko ang sitwasyon na ito ay nasira at napalitan ng mas komplikado. What if their doctor report it to Mr and Mrs Vsquez? I''m doomed!


    "Ayos kang? Namumu ka uli-"


    "H-Hindi, okayng po. Gusto ko po na mag pahinga ulit" hindi ko maitago ang nginig sa boses ko kaya pansin ko ang pagktis niya.


    "Ganoon ba? Sige, maiwan na kita"


    Hindi na ako muling tumingin sa kanya at itinago ang sarili sa lim ng kumot. Rinig ko ang pagsara ng pinto at doonng ako nakahinga ng maayos.


    Ano na ang gagawin ko? Gusto ko man na umalis sa bahay na ito at iwasan si Callum pero hindi pwede. It''s pretty impossible!


    Bing kumm ang sikmura ko kaya halos mapairap ako. Kasasabi kong kanina kay Nanay Nelia na busog pa ako kaya nakakahiya naman kung bababa ako at kakain, kung naroon din si Callum ay mananatili na ngang ako rito. Pinilit kong matulog at halos gumulong na ako sa kama pero ayaw parin. Pilit kong iniipit ang tiyan ko at ng mala kong buntis ako ay halos gusto ko murahin ang sarili.


    "What are you doing, Patricia!" I said frustratingly and sat on the bed.


    Kung titiisin ko ang gutom ay baka maapektuhan ang baby ko. It''s really a wrong move but I need though.


    Tumayo ako at dahan-dahan binuksan ang pinto. Tahimik sa hallway at sarado rin ang kwarto ni Callum kaya tuluyan na ako''ng lumabas. Bumaba ako at w rin katulong kaya nakahinga ako ng maluwag.


    Dumiretso ako sa kusina at akmang bubuksan ang ref nang may marinig ako''ng kaluskos galing sa likuran ko. "Kamusta ang pakiramdam mo?"


    T binuhusan ako ng mmig na tubig ng marinig si Callum. Nanatili ako''ng nakatalikod dahil nahihiya ako na makita siya. He seems mad just base on his voice so my legs started to tremble.


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    "Are you just going to face that fridge and ignore me?" muli niya''ng sabi.


    Nataranta ako ng marinig ang pagpit niya kaya dahan-dahan ako''ng humarap sa kanya habang nakayuko. Naaninag ko siya''ng tuwid na nakatayo sa harap ko habang nakatiklop ang braso. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa sahig dahil hindi ko tga siya kaya tignan!


    "Are you okay? What are you feeling?" nagt ako ng lumambot ang boses niya. "You passed out earlier so I got worried...I didn''t know that you were p-pregnant"


    His voice cracked on hisst word so I lifted my head.


    Natagpuan ko ang mata niya''ng puno ng emosyon. Hindi ko m kung masasabi ko ba itong masaya o malungkot. Hindi ako sanay na makita siya''ng ganito. I suddenly felt guilty. "I-I''m okay..."


    "Bakit hindi mo sinabi sa akin?" bing tanong niya kaya hindi na naman ako nakasagot.


    "Answer me,"


    T nawn ako ng boses. Natatakot ako. Ano naman ang isasagot ko sa kanya? I wasn''t able to escape this because he already knew!


    "I-I''m..." Iposed myself. "I-I''m scared-"


    Naputol ang sasabihin ko ng bing lumapit si Nanay Nelia hawak ang telepono.


    "Sir, natawag po si Mrs. Vsquez. Importante raw ho..."


    Binalingan siya ni Callum kaya kahit papaano ay nakahinga ako ng maluwag. Ramdam ko ang bigat ng pag hinga ni Callum bago siya muling lumingon sa akin at kinuha ang telepono. Kinuha ko ang opportunity na ''yon para lumakad pyo papunta sa kwarto. My legs were shaking as I hear Callum''s voice calling my name toe back.


    Tuluyan ako''ng nakarating sa kwarto at mabilis inilock ''yon. Ibinagsak ko ang katawan sa kama bago muling sumabog ang mga luha.

 CHAPTER 47

    Patricia''s POV (Ambush)


    "How can I escape this day again?"


    Bumuntong hininga ako bago tumayo sa kama. Binuksan ko ang bintana kaya kumaw ang sinag ng araw sa kabuuan ng kwarto. Another day means another stressful day for me.


    Hindi ko m kung nagtangka pa si Callum na puntahan at komprontahin ako kagabi rito sa kwarto dahil mabilis akong nakatulog. Kumakm na ang sikmura ko kaya kahit ayaw kong magkita kami ni Callum sa ibaba ay bumaba parin ako para kumain.


    "Magandang umaga po, Mam" bati sa''kin ng katulong. "May pagkain na po sa hapag?


    Tumango ako bago sinipat ang paligid. "Uh...si Callum?"


    "Na''ko, nasa kwarto niya po. Uminom kagabi at madaling araw na natapos doon sa may pool area"


    Nag salubong ang ky ko. "What? Nag inom siya? Marami ba ininom?"


    Tumango naman siya. "Opo...nag kt din ang mga basag na bote roon sa likod..."


    Nasapo ko ang bibig sa gt. He got drunk. I-Is it because of m-me? About what he found out?


    Hindi muna ako kumain at dumiretso sa pool area. Halos maki ang mata ko ng makita ang mga natapon na k sa ibabaw ngmesa. Ang mga basag na bote ay nag kt naman sa ibaba.


    I know he did this on purpose. Was he already devastated to me? Gosh, I''m started to get worried.


    Bumalik ako sa kusina at hinanap si Nanay Nelia para tanungin. Nakita ko siya''ng nagpupunas ngmesa.


    "Mam, may kangan po kayo?" tanong niya ng makita ako.


    Napalunok ako bago tumingin sa paligid. "Ano po ang nangyari kay Callum? Nagsing daw po siya?"


    W ako''ng nabakas na emosyon sa mukha niya kaya kinabahan ako. m kong matagal na siya''ng naninilbihan sa mga Vsquez at may pakiramdam ako na mapagmasid siya.


    Paano kung sabihin niya kay Mrs. Vsquez ang sitwasyon dito? m ko rin naman na pansin nng may distansya kami ni Callum sa isa''t isa.


    "Oo, nagsing siya pero ayos na siya at natutulog na sa kwarto. Uh.. nag-away ba kayo?"


    Nagt ako sa tanong niya pero hindi ko ''yon ipinahta.


    "Noong isang araw ko pa kasi napapansin na parang problemado siya. Siguro kaya siya ganyan dahil may problema sa kompanya, tama ba?"


    W sa sariling napatango ako, kunwari na sang-ayon.


    T nawn ako ng gana pero pinilit ko parin kumain. Nang matapso ay nag pasya na ako''ng umakyat sa kwarto pero napahinto ako ng madaanan ang kwarto ni Callum.


    Kumain kaya siya kagabi bago nag inom? Gusto kong tignan at konsultahin ang itsura niya pero nag dadwang isip ako. Mas nag-la pa ako dahil hindi na siya nakapasok ngayon sa trabaho.


    "What now, Patricia?" bulong ko sa sarili. "Kasnan mo ''to, e!"


    Siguro ay nasa limang minuto ako''ng nakatayo sa harap ng kwarto ni Callum bago ako nag pasya na pumasok roon.


    Huminga ako ng mlim at ipinihit ang doorknob.


    Parang bumalik sa''kin ang  noong unang beses na pumasok ako rito. Pabango niya parin ang sumalubong sa pang amoy ko. Medyo madilim sa kwarto niya pero sapat na ang liwanag galing sa sidemp para makita ang mukha niya. Dahan-dahan ako''ng lumapit sa kama. Tumayong ako sa gilid at pinatitigan ang maamo niya''ng mukha habang natutulog. Mayforter na nakabalot sa katawan niya.


    Agad ko rin napansin ang mga papel na nagkt sa sahig m sa table niya, para bang ikint tga ang mga ito. Hinding papel kundi pati folders, mga damit at ng gamit ang nasa sahig. Napaismidng ako dahil sa dami ng kt na dapat linisin.


    "What are you doing, Callum..." marahan kong bulong bago maingat na umupo sa tabi niya.


    Inayos ko angforter sa katawan niya at t nag kusa ang kamay kong hawakan ang buhok niya. Hinaplos ko iyon. Napangiti ako sambot ng buhok niya.


    Bumaba ang mata ko sa mukha niya. He looks tired. He looks sleepless based on his dark under eyes. Mukhang tama nga si Nanay Nelia. Problemado na siya sa kompanya tapos...sinabayan ko pa.


    My eyes then darted on his lips. I looked at it intently and I want to curse myself because of suddenly having the urge to kissed him, damn! My memories with him doing that ''thing'' here in this room were shing back! Bago pa ako mabaliw sa mga naiisip ay tumayo na ako at bumaling sa mga kt sa sahig.


    Sinimn kong pulutin isa-isa ang mga papel at folders, inayos ko ang mga ''yon bago ibinalik samesa at isinnsan ng maayos. Maingatng ang mga gw ko dahil baka magising si Callum.


    Sunod kong kinuha ang mga damit niya na para bang sinadyang kunin mismo sa closet at itinapon dito.


    I folded all of those and bring back inside his closet. I got amazed a bit seeing his clothes properly arranged inside the closet. Everything''s look so expensive too.


    Hindi ko na rin binuksan ang bintana ng kwarto niya para hindi na siya magising. Sinigurado ko rin na malinis ang buong kwarto niya bago ako lumabas. Kahit papaano ay nakahinga ako ng maluwag ng makita ko siya.


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    I decided to stay in the pool area since I don''t have anything to do. Nakasalubong ko ulit si Nanay Nelia, nagtaka ako dahil iba na ang suot niya''ng damit at may hawak siya''ng mga bag. "May pupuntahan po kayo?" tanong ko.


    "Opo, para mag grocery..."


    Tumango ako sa kanya. Akma siya''ng aalis ng mag salita ulit ako.


    "Pwede po ako sumama?"


    Nagt siya sa sinabi ko pero kunan ay ngumiti naman.


    "Sigurado po kayo? Sinabi po kasi ni Sir Callum na bawal kayo mapagod-"


    "Ayosng po. W rin naman ako''ng pasok ngayon. Sige, magbibihisng ako,"


    Nakangiti ako''ng umakyat sa kwarto at nag palit ng isang puting bistida. Pansin ko nitong nakaraan na lingo ay nagugustuhan ko na ang mag suot ng mga dress. "Tayo na po, mam"


    Bago kami lumabas ni Nanay Nelia ay nag sabi ako sa isang katulong na mag handa ng pagkain at gamot ni Callum kung magising na ito.


    Nakaparada sabas ng bahay ang isang itim na van. Nagtaka pa ako kung bakit ito ang gagamitin pero sabi ni Nanay Nelia ay marami daw kasing ipinapabili si Callum kaya ito nang.


    Sa back seat ako umupo at si Nanay Nelia ay sa tabi ng driver. Nang makbas ng vige ang sasakyan namin ay may nakasalubong itong isang ck raptor, papasok iyon ng vige. Wait, that raptor seems familiar.Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    Nakita ko rin si Nanay Nelia na humabol ang tingin doon.


    "Sasakyan po iyon ni Sir Ramon, kapatid ni Sir Callum" sabi ni Nanay Nelia ng makita ang ekspresyon ko. "Baka po may pakay kay Sir..."


    "Oh, kaya p pamilyar..." but Callum is still sleeping.


    Tumahimik ulit kami sa loob ng sasakyan kaya ipinahinga ko ang ulo ko sa head rest at pumikit.


    Tingin ko''y halos nasa 15 minutos ang lumipas ng maramdaman kong tumigil ang sasakyan.


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    Nag mt ako at tumingin sa unahan. "Nandito na po ba tayo-"


    Napatigil ako ng makitang may isang van din na nakahinto sa unahan namin pero hindi naman ito masyadong mpit. Pansin kong nasa medyo tahimik na lugar kami, w masyadong tao at kabahayan. Tumingin ako sa driver dahil natataranta siya''ng pumipindot sa telepono at kay Nanay Nelia na may ibinubulong.


    "Kanina ko pa s napapansin, sinusundan tayo..."


    "What''s happening?" I asked so clueless.


    Nilingon ako ni Nanay Nelia na may takot na mga mata. "May nakaharang po sa daan natin-"


    "Yung van? Baka po nasiraan s..." tinanggal ko ang seat belt ko at muling tumingin sabas."Titignan kong po-"


    "Na''ko, d-delikado!" tarantang sabi ni Nanay Nelia kaya nagtaka ako.


    Isn''t she just paranoid?


    Akma kong bubuksan ang pinto ng back seat pero naaninag ko ang isang dwanglaki na lumabas ng van. They are wearing all ck outfit with mask.


    Sinkay ako ng kaba nang makita ang baril na hawak n. Huminto ito mismo sa harap ng sasakyan namin at ipinostura ang baril...


    "Oh my god!" sigaw ko sa takot. "D-Dumapa po tayo!"


    Yumuko kaming tatlo kasabay ng ng putok ng baril. Nanginig ang buong katawan ko ng marinig ang mga nabasag na bintana at ng sigaw galling kay Nanay Nelia.


    What''s happening? Sino s? Please, someone p me and wake me up into this nightmare!


    Hindi ko magawa na mag angat ng ulo sa takot na matamaan ako. I could hear my chest throbbing so fast! Hindi tumitigil ang pamamaril hanggang sa tumulo nang ang luha ko... Saglit ako''ng hindi nakagw.


    All those happy memories that I had experience the past years with my love ones were suddenly shing back.


    Natatakot ako. May bata sa sinapupunan ko. Katapusan ko na ba?


    Sa kgitnaan ng pag iyak ko ay pinilit kong kuhanin ang cellphone ko sa bag para sana humingi ng tulong pero bing namanhid ang braso at hita ko.


    Nahirapan ako''ng gumw.


    Nakaramdam ako ng t likido na dumadaloy sa aking braso pababa, nag sim ako''ng mahilo at makaramdam ng matinding kirot sa katawan hanggang sa unti-unting nmon ng dilim ang panigin ko...

 CHAPTER 48

    PATRICIA''S POV (Trauma)


    Puting kisame at mahinang tunog ng machine ang bumungad sa''kin nang mag mt ako.


    Nasaan ako?


    Mabigat ang katawan ko at kahit gusto kong tumayo ay hindi ko kaya. Hirap din ako''ng itaas ang mga kamay ko.


    I noticed that I was wearing a patient gown. Ano''ng nangyari sa akin? Nasa ospital ako...


    "Patricia? Thank god you''re already awake!"


    Nagntang ako sa sigaw na bumalot sa room. Igin ko ang mata at natagpuan si mommy na ppit, nangingilid ang luha. "Mommy..." namamaos kong sabi.


    "Anak, mabuti gising ka na! Ano''ng nararamdaman mo? Itong braso mo kamusta na-"


    "Ouch!" I flinched when she touched my left arm.


    "Oh, sorry! Siguro sariwa pa ang sugat mo..."


    The scaring happening suddenly pop inside my mind as I looked at my hurt arm. The ck van, armed guys and those gunshots...


    Mabilis nag init ang mata ko at sunod-sunod na dumaloy ang mga luha rito. Nanikip ang dibdib ko habang nala ang takot ko ng mga sandaling iyon.


    "A-Anak? Are you okay?" natataranta na si mommy. "Why are you crying? What''s hurt, tell me..."


    Hindi parin ako makapagsalita dahil nabalot ang isip ko ng mga nangyari. Pakiramdam ko''y naririnig ko parin hanggang ngayon ang mga putok ng baril at nag sim manginig ang buong katawan ko. "Holy shit, you''re trembling! Do you want me to call Callum? Or the doctor maybe? Wait-"


    "Mom!" mahigpit ko siya''ng hinawakan sa braso, natatakot na maiwanan ako. "M-Mommy..."


    Muling sumabog ang luha ko. "May gustong pumatay sa akin, sa amin, mommy..."


    Kita ko ang halong gt at takot sa mukha niya. Hinaplos niya ang mukha ko at sinubukan ako''ng pakalmahin.


    "N-No, hindi na s makakpit sayo, anak..."


    "Sino s, mommy? Ano''ng nangyari? Kay Nanay Nelia? Sa driver? Nasaan na s?" medyo tumaas na ang boses ko. "Nasaan na s? Are they okay?" Gusto ko ng kasagutan pero nabigo ako at maslong nanghina ng unti-unti umiling si mommy. "They didn''t survive. Mas mla ang natamo n-" "No!" I shouted. "It''s not true! Where are they?" I was already gasping and sniffing some air.


    Hindi maaaring mapahamak s. Naguguluhan parin ako. Sino ang mga taong ''yon? W ako''ng kagalit kaya imposible na ako ang pakay n.


    "Calm down, Patricia..." mahinang usal ni mommy. "Baka sumakit pa ang sugat mo. Just don''t move-"


    "How can I calm down? Muntik na ako mamatay!" mkas na sigaw ko at hindi ininda ang mga luha.


    "Who brought me here? Who saved me-"


    "It''s your husband''s men who brought you here. They already investigating about this ident. Your husband was so devastated about you" I could hear sadness in her voice. "He was so worried about you especially knowing that you''re... pregnant. Bakit hindi mo sinabi sa akin..."


    Unti-unting naki ang mata ko kasabay ng pag tingin sa aking tiyan.


    "I''m pregnant...how''s my b-baby?" my voice broke again. I almost forgot about it. "Mommy? Kamusta ang baby ko?!"


    "Hush, stop crying," she gave me a smile. "You were both safe and-"


    "Patricia?"


    Bumukas ang pinto at iniluwa si Callum na bakas ang pagod sa mukha. Nagt siya ng makitang gising na ako.


    "Oh, your husband is here" ani mommy. "I''ll just talk with your doctor. I''ll be back"


    Hindi agad ako nakapagsalita ng makbas si mommy. Naiwan ako''ng nakatitig kay Callum at ganoon din siya sa akin.


    He then came closer and seated beside me. "Hey, how are you? How are you feeling?"


    Napaigtad ako ng hawakan niya ang balikat ko pataas sa aking mukha.


    Hindi ko mahanap ang boses ko dahil nakamaangng ako sa mata niya na puno ng lungkot, pagod at pagsisisi.


    "May masakit ba sayo? Tell me..." t nangungul ang boses niya. "I was so worried and I''m sorry because you need to experience this. I''m sorry."


    Bumagsak ang balikat niya na t nagsisisi.


    I swallowed hard before trying to utter a word. "You are their target didn''t you? Who are they? Business rivals-"


    "I''m so sorry...sorry. I deserve your anger and hatred, punch me! Curse me if you want," bing usal niya bago ko naramdaman ang pagkabasa ng braso ko.


    I looked down and saw that there''s tears falling there from his face. Hindi ko mapigng hindi makaramdam ng awa sa kanya.


    Kahit nahihirapan ako''ng gumw ay pinilit kong itaas ang braso ko at abutin ang mukha niya.


    "I-I''m fine...our baby is fine"


    Ngumiti ako ng mag angat siya ng tingin. Our eyes met and I just want to hug him seeing his eyes welling with tears. This is my first time seeing him so heart broken. "It''s not your fault. No need to apologize, we''re fine-"


    "But I let you left the house without knowing that there''s danger around," usal niya. "I became too rxed without thinking about your safety"


    Bumilis ang kabog ng dibdib ko ng makita ang panibagong luha na namumuo sa mata niya. I don''t know what to say. I find this time a conplicated, awkward and a very hard moment. "I still can''t process in my mind about you being pregnant then this happen,"


    Naki ang mata ko ng titigan niya ako ng diretso. Bakit ko nga p nakalimutan na may problema pa p kami tungkol sa pagtatago ko ng pagbubuntis ko.


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    "Don''t tell me, he will confront me in my situation right now?


    "I just want to know why you hide it from me?" namamaos niya''ng tanong. "Why, Patricia? You think I''m irresponsible-"


    "Of course not," agap ko.


    Huminga ako ng mlim bago muling tumitig sa kanya. He''s waiting for my exnation. Ano, sasabihin ko ba tga sa kanya ang dahn? Paano kung tama ako? "I''m waiting..."


    Dahan-dahan akong umupo sa kama at tumingin sa kanya. "I thought you won''t ept it-"


    "What? Are you serious? How can you conclude that I would not ept your pregnancy?!"


    T nasaktan siya sa sinabi ko kaya lumihis ako ng tingin. Ipinagdaop ko ang pareho kong kamay dahil sa kaba.


    Rx, Patricia. Hindi ito matatapos kung hindi mo sasabihinhat.


    "Because you and Zara are in a rtionship" napapikit ako pagkatapos sabihin ''yon. "Obviously. Hindi mo matatnggap na buntis ako dahil masisira kayong dwa-"


    "Jesus..." bulong niya at pinasadahan ng kamay ang buhok. "You really think about that even though we''re already married for months now?" hindi makapaniw niya''ng tanong. "You think I''m a cheater?"


    The way he looked at me seems he''s pertaining that I''m wrong.


    "Of course I would think about that! We had a contract, right? Paano na ''yon?" hindi siya agad nakasgaot. "Pero tingin ko mas maganda nga na itinago ko nang para kapag umabot ang isang taon,layo na ako para wng-" "What the hell are you thinking?"


    Ak naman niya ay hindi ko m na gumagawa parin ng paraan si Zara para mpitan siya. Hanggang ngayon tanda ko parin ang mga interactions nng dwa.


    "Zara and I are not in a rtionship" seryoso at mariin niya''ng sabi. "Naging fianc¨¦ ko siya dahil sa pagpupumilit ng magng niya pero hindi ko ''yon ginusto. Until we found out their evil doings and they''re just using us for their name to boost more,"


    Natahimik ako. Hindi ko m kung maniniw ba ako sa mga sinasabi niya.


    "She got attached so easily so when we decided to turn down the engagement, she became more desperate. She''s trying hard for us to meet again and some of those interactions, m kong m mo" Bi kong nala ang unang pagkakataon na nakita ko sng magkasama. It was in a coffee shop, next is seeing them kissing in a party and the rest is just so annoying I don''t want to remember anymore. "But she repeatedly saying that you love her. Na may rsyon kayo at akong ang sagabal roon-"


    "That''s a lie. She''s just making false stories for you to believe! I never love her"


    Hearing those words makes my heart ache for Zara. All this time, they''re not really in a rtionship? That''s why I always found Callum irritated and annoyed when she''s around? He really doesn''t care about care? I get it. Sinasabi niya ang mga kasinungalingan na ''yon sa''kin para hiwyan ko si Callum.


    Pero ano na ang mangyayari ngayon? Callum already told the truth but how about our contract? Hindi naman agad maiibsan ng mga sinabi niya ang mga bagay na bumagabag sa''kin sa nagdaan na buwan. Hindi ko na m kung ano ang uunahin kong isipin. Sobrang dami.


    "Don''t think too much. Don''t stress yourself. You need more energy,"


    I got shocked when he suddenly lean on me and gave me a soft kiss on my forehead.


    Para saan ''yon?


    Nang makabalik ako sa katinuan ay napansin kong mariin siya''ng nakatingin sa mukha ko. I could see mixed emotions through his eyes. Para bang marami pa siya''ng gusto sabihin.


    Natahimik ako kahit gusto ko parin siya tanungin. Mukha rin siya ng pagod siguro dahil sa pag iimbestiga sa nangyari.


    Bi naman dumating si mommy na may kasamang doktor para konsultahin ako kaya muling nag pam si Callum.


    The doctor check me up again and asking what''s hurt.


    I just want to rest and bring back my energy but mommy beside me is so annoying. She keeps asking about my pregnancy until Jess and Tyrone came, they bought me fruits. "Patricia! Kamusta? I''m so worried about you!" eksahaderang sigaw ni Jess na nag echo sa buong kwarto.This is property ? N?velDrama.Org.


    Napapikit ako sa sobrang ingay.


    "You''re too loud, Jess. Maintain your voice. Baka masipa tayo pbas ng ospital," saway ni Tyrone at bumaling sa''kin. "Ayos ka na ba? Balita ko tinutugis na ang may gumawa niyan sayo," "Trying to be good," usal ko.


    ng oras din sng tumigil sa kwarto ko atking gt ni Tyrone ng sabihin ni Jess ang tungkol sa pagbubuntis ko.


    "Wow, you''re pregnant? Congrats! I''m soon to be ninong," Tyrone smile yfully.


    Nang makaalis s ak ko ay makakahinga na ako ng maluwag pero hindi.


    Laking gt ko ng makitang sumungaw sa pinto ang parents ni Callum kasama ang dwang kapatid.


    "Mrs. Vsquez," hindi ko m kung ano''ng bati ang gagawin.


    Nakangiti snghat ng lumapit. May d rin sng prutas.


    "You still call me that? You can call me mom," she said and stand beside me, caressing my hair.


    Hindi ko m kung ano ang iaakto. Ngayon kong ulit s nakita dahil ab s sa kanya kanyang trabaho. I''m still shy around them.


    "How are you, Patricia?" tanong ni Mr. Vsquez. "I''m so sorry for what happened. We will make sure that they will rot in jail,"


    Bakas sa mukha n ang pag-ala.


    "A-Ayos na po ako. Kangan ko nang po mag pahinga sabi ng doktor,"


    "But we''re still worried. You''re our responsibility knowing that you also pregnant makes Callum crazier hearing what happened. Anyway, congrats" Sunod-sunod pa na pag hingi ng sorry ang narinig ko sa kan.


    They also showing mixed emotions just like what I''m feeling.

 CHAPTER 49

    Patricia''s POV (Care)


    Mabilis kumt at naging usap usapan ang naging pag ambush sa''min pero mabilis din iyon naw.


    Dwang arawng ako nag tagal sa ospital at nag pauwi na rin ako. Sa mga lumipas na linggo ay nahirapan tga akong kalimutan ang nangyari.


    Hindi ako makapaniw na nakaligtas ako pero hindi ko rin matanggap na patay na si Nanay Nelia at ang driver. Parang gumuho ang mundo ko ng mman ''yon.


    They''re innocent! I witness how good they are and an instant, they already gone. Those evil should pay for this. I will never ever forgive them!


    Kahit ang pag dw at pagfort ng pamilya at kaibigan ko rito sa bahay ay wng silbi dahil matindi ang iniwan na trauma sa''kin ng nangyari. Pgi nang ako natatakot. Kahit sa pagbas ng bahay ay takot na ako. "If you need something, just call the maids. You''re safe now. There''s bodyguards around the house and roaming around the vige. You don''t need to worry, if you feel something bad just call me,"


    Iyon ang mga huling salita na sinabi ni Callum bago siya pumunta sa kompanya. Hinigpitan niya ang seguridad ko at mas dumoble ang pag-aga niya sa''kin kaya kahit papaano ay napanatag ako.


    -


    "Sigurado ka ba na kaya mo na pumasok?" nag-alang tanong ni Jess ng salubingin ako sa parking pang ng school.


    "Of course,"


    Hindi ko naman hahayaan na maging alipin ako ng takot ko. Kung paiiralin ko ''yon ay mapapabayaan ko ang pag-aaral na hindi dapat mangyari.


    "Grabe, ang dami mong bodyguards!" mangha niya''ng sabi at yumakap sa braso ko.


    Nalakad na kami sa hallway papunta sa room.


    "To secure my safety," sagot ko at diretsong ang tingin sa daan.


    Hindi ko iniinda ang tingin ng mga tao sa paligid. My ident became televised so all of a students here know. Kaya ng makita ako ng mga kase ko ay sunod-sunod na pangangamusta ang narinig ko. Even our professors. Nag start ang mga discussions namin but I can''t focused.


    Unti-unti ko ng nakakalimutan ang nangyari at pinipilit mag move on pero iba ang bumabagabag sa''kin. Hindi pa rin sinasabi ni Callum sa''kin anghat. Kung paano iyon nangyari at sino ang may pakana. Paulit-ulit niya''ng sinasabi na mas mabuting w ako''ng m dito.


    Gusto ko pa sana makipagtalo sa kanya pero mukhang mabuti na nga ''yon.


    Pansin ko rin na mas dumoble ang pagiging busy ni Callum. Sa kompanya at ang tungkol sa kaso.


    "Tla ka na naman!"


    Halos mapaigtad ako ng bing kurutin ni Jess ang pisngi ko.


    "Jess naman, eh!"


    "Mukha kasing hindi ka parin okay. Hindi mo pa ginagw ang pagkain mo! Matatapos nang ang break time hindi ka pa kumakain," pilit niya''ng npit sa bibig ko ang tinidor na may pasta. "m mo, dapat nagpapahinga ka pa," Sinimn kong kainin ang pagkain. Pareho s ni Callum. They keep insisting that I should rest more but I''m totally okay!


    "Maiintindihan naman ng mga prof kung-"


    "Ayos ngang ako,"


    "Eh, bakit ka ganyan? Stop stressing your mind. Dapat mag focus kang sa magiging baby mo..." she paused a bit. "Wait, m na nga p ng pamilya niyo, ano? They were all happy for you! I even saw how Callum worried when you still unconcious" Tinaasan ko siya ng ky.


    "Well, when I heard the news about you, pinuntahan agad kita! I saw Callum looks so frustrated outside the O. R." she seems pitying him based on her voice. "His action and emotions were different. m mo ''yon, para bang takot na takot siya''ng maw ka. Kahit ako kinabahan habang inooperahan ka,"


    "Of course he''s worried about the...baby," sagot ko.


    I''ve also seen Callum in that situation. Sigurado ako na nag-alang siya dahil sa buntis ako.


    "God! Hanggang ngayon ba in denial ka parin? He''s obviously like you! Tignan mo at magkakaanak na kayo-"


    "Your words! Tign mo nga-"


    Inikutan niya ako ng mata. "You know what? Open your mind sometimes! You still thinking about him and Zara don''t you? Ak ko ba inamin niya na w tga sng rsyon? Both of you can be happy-" "What are you pointing, Jess?" naguguluhan kong tanong.


    Suminghap siya. "You and Callum can be happy! Your rtionship can finally turned into serious one! Hindi s ni Zara. Buntis ka at masaya siya kaya w na kayong problema!"


    Hindi ko namyan na naubos ko na ang pagkain sa dami ng sinasabi ni Jess.


    "May contract kami, remember?" saad ko kaya naw ang ngiti niya.


    "Well, mapaguusapan niyo naman siguro ''yon. You were both love each other-"


    "Shut up! You''re nonsense!" iritable akong tumayo at nakad papunta sa room.


    Ano ba ang mga sinasabi ni Jess? Saan niya nakukuha yon? Or she''s just teasing me?


    "Huy! Galit ka naman agad, moody tga kapag buntis"


    Rinig ko ang yabag niya sa likod ko. Hindi ko siya pinansin hanggang mag sim ulit ang mga ss namin.


    Kahit nga sa kaligtnaan ng se ay kinukulit niya ako kaya ginawa kohat para pign ang sarili na wag siya sabunutan. She keeps insisting that I should talk to Callum regarding the contract. I would never do that. Ngayon pa ngang na nman niya na buntis ako ay maslo siya''ng maga. Pgi siya''ng nag-ala at dahil ''yon sa magiging anak namin. Doonng.


    "Pat, wait!"


    Humahabol sa''kin si Jess pbas ng room dahil dismissal na. Agad niya''ng ikinawit ang kamay sa braso ko.


    "Don''t push my patience, Jess," bab ko.


    "Oo na! Hindi na kita pipilitin tungkol doon dahil m kong magkukusa...kayong dwa," nginitian niya ako ng makahulugan. "Kunan, marerealize mo na mahal mo tga siya gaya ng nararamdaman niya sayo" I shook my head because of her hallucinations.


    Nakarating kami sa parking at tanaw ko na agad ang isa sa bodyguard ko. Nakatayo ito sa tabi ng aking sasakyan.


    Humigpit ang hawak ni Jess sa braso ko. "Hindi na kita kukulitin basta sumama ka sa''kin sa mall. Kain tayo. I miss our hang out after school!"


    "W ako sa mood pumunta-"


    "Sige na, please?" ngumuso siya. "You need to unwind! Ngayonng naman, kakainng tayo tapos uuwi na,"


    Tumingin ako sa relos at nakitang 5:00 p. m pang. W ako''ng choice kundi pumayag.


    "Alright, but I need to be home at 6:30"


    "Oo naman! Kita nang tayo roon! Let''s go!" tinalikuran niya ako at sumakay sa sasakyan niya.


    "Kuya, sa mpit na mall po" sabi ko sa driver pag sakay ko.


    Kita kong kumunot ang noo niya. "Mam, sabi po ni sir callum na diretso raw po kayo sa bahay pagkatapos ng se,"


    "What?" gt kong sabi. "Saglitng naman po tayo at isa pa, may mga bodyguards po na nakasunod sa''tin-"


    "Mahigpit po kasing bilin ''yon ni sir. Sumusunodng po ako at kasasabi kong po sa kanya na tapos na ang se niyo," magng na sabi nito kaya hindi ko magawang mainis.


    He''s just doing his job but I''m really safe now. Hindi naman pwede na umuwi na ako at hayaan na mag hintay si Jess sa mall.


    Bumuntong hininga ako bago kinuha ang phone sa bag. I texted Callum that I''m going to the mall. Hindi ko na siya hinintay mag reply at bumaling na ako sa driver.


    "I already texted him. Let''s go to the mall" I said.


    I saw a hint of hesitation in his eyes before he finally do driving.


    Saglitng naman kami roon at siguradong hindi magagalit si Callum. Ang tagal ko rin hindi lumabas kaya namiss ko ''to.


    Gaya ng sabi ni Jess, kumainng kami sa paboritong fast food bago siya nagyaya sa book store.


    "Nakakaloka, nakikita ko yung mga body guards mo sa paligid!"


    Tumingin rin ako sabas ng book store at kita m rito ang nag kt na tauhan ni Callum.


    They''re wearing a simple clothes kaya hindi s makikla ng iba bng taga bantay ko. "That''s their job" usal ko bago namili ng libro.


    "You mean, ganyan ka kamahal ng asawa mo! Bantay sarado ka na, oh! Sana all di ''ba?"


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    Hindi ko siya pinansin dahil m kong aasarin niya na naman ako. Bumiling ako ng dwang english book, ganoon rin si Jess.


    Bumaba kami sa grounf floor peroking gt namin ng maraming tao roonlo na sa stage. May naghihiyawan din kaya nakaramdam ako ng kaunting init. Masyadong maraming tao, kanina naman ay w ito. Nakita ko si Jess na tumungo sa alon ng tao at may kinausap. Don''t tell me... makikichismis pa siya?


    "May mall show p! Yung sikat na artista," ani Jess ng makpit kaya nagkad na kami papuntang exit. "And guess what? Zara Banner is also here! Promoting some brands that she modeled!" "Really?"Text ? owned by N?velDrama.Org.


    Nabalitaan niya kaya ang nangyari sa''kin? I''m sure she felt satisfied and even wish that I should died instead.


    "She never changed. Masama parin ang ugali" komento ni Jess.


    "Stop mentioning her," sabi ko.


    Nakarating kami sa parking at agad ako''ng sumakay ng sasakyan. "Bye, Jess!"


    "Bye, thank you for today!" she kiss me first before entering inside her car.


    Ipinikit ko ang mata at isinandal ang ulo sa head rest ng umandar na ang sasakyan. Minsan, hindi ko maiwasan na maisip ang nangyaring trahedya tuwing nasa sasakyan ako. I should forget that but I can''t help it! m ko na ligtas ako ngayon pero may munting takot parin sa''kin. This thoughts are the reason why I''m always upset.


    Naramdaman kong nag ring ang cellphone ko sa bag. I know it''s Callum. Nakita ko ang mga messages at missed calls niya. Hindi ko ''yon binasa at muling pumikit hanggang makarating kami sa bahay. Sa gate pang ay nakikita ko na si Callum. He''s still wearing his working attire while his two hands were ced inside his pocket. He looks mad.


    "You''re not answering my calls!" bungad nito ng makbas ako ng sasakyan.


    "I''m so worried. You should at least inform me before going somewhere-"


    Medyo nakaramdam ako ng hilo at nasapo ang ulo dahn para tumigil siya.


    Nagt ako ng hawakan niya ang mukha ko at inangat paharap sa kanya. His mad face turned into worried.


    "Are you okay? Nahihilo ka?" he asked softly. "Ano bang ginawa mo roon? You maybe tired, let''s go,"


    Hindi na ako nagsasalita dahil bing nag iba ang pakiramdam ko.


    Inlayan ako ni Callum pero nasa main door pang kami ng mambot ng tuhod ko. My whole body suddenly trembled and I feel like numb for a moment. "Patricia!"


    Callum''s worried voice echoed to my ears until my sight slowly eaten by darkness.

 CHAPTER 50

    PATRICIA''S POV (Different)


    Kinusot ko ang mata ko bago nilibot ang mata sa paligid. Masyadong madilim at pamilyar ang amoy dito kaya m kong kay Callum itong kwarto.


    M sa pagkatigilid ay tumihaya ako at medyo uminat pero halos mapasigaw ako ng makita ang natutulog na si Callum sa gilid ko. What the hell! Tinignan ko ang suot ko sa lim ng kumot pero ito parin naman. Medyo nakahinga ako ng maluwag.


    Natatandaan kong nawn ako ng ulirat kahapon siguro dahil sa pagod. Din niya ako rito sa kwarto niya? At mag katabi kami ngayon...Don''t tell me we slept together?!


    Naki ang mata ko at akmang tatayo ng mabilis pumulupot ang braso ni Callum sa baywang ko at hin ako ppit sa kanya. Gt ko siya''ng nilingon pero pikit parin ang mata niya! "Oh my god," mahina kong bulong.


    First of all, bakit niya ako rito din at hindi sa kwarto ko? What were he thinking?


    Muli ako''ng napaigtad ng humigpit ang braso niya sa baywang ko. Bakit niya ako niyayakap!


    "Stop moving," he whispered, sounds sleepy.


    Umawang ang bibig ko dahil sa munting kiliti na hatid ng hininga niya sa batok ko. Gusto ko siya lingunin pero magtatama angbi namin sa sobrangpit niya!


    I think I would go crazy!


    ng minuto pa ako''ng natla bago muling sinubukan na tumayo.


    "Uh... C-Callum?" nauutal kong sabi bago maingat na hinawakan ang braso niya. "W-Why I''m here?" halos pabulong ko nang ''yon nasabi.


    Hindi siya sumagot at medyo lumuwag na rin ang pag yakap niya. But I could still feel his warm breath on my nape.


    Dahan-dahan kong inyo ang katawan ko sa katawan niya pati ang ulo ko sa mukha niya. Nang sa wakas ay natanggal ko na ang braso niya sa baywang ko ay marahan ako''ng pumihit paharap sa kanya. Then I found his angelic face peacefully sleeping.


    I got the chance to look more closely on his face and I was amaze! It has no porse. Mahaba at makapal ang pilik-mata niya, ang ilong ay sobrang tangos habang angbi naman ay manipis at t mmbot...


    Bing nag init ang pisngi ko ng matagn ang pagtitig sa mukha niya. But he was asleep so he won''t see me getting amaze with his face.


    Ab parin ako sa mukha niya nang unti-unting nag mt ang mata niya.


    Our eyes locked.


    Napawaang angbi ko sa gt. Nahuli niya ako! Nakaramdam ako ng hiyalo na ng umangat angbi niya dahil sa reaksyon ko.


    Mabilis kong tinanggal ang kumot sa katawan bago bumangon pero iaangat ko pang ang katawan para bumaba sa kama ay nahuli agad ako ng braso niya.


    Bumagsak ulit ang katawan ko sa tabi niya at awtomatiko na pumulupot ang braso niya. Gosh! What is he doing!


    "Too early..." he chuckled on my ear that sent shivers on my whole body.


    Hindi ako nakagw at pilit pinoproseso ang itsura namin ngayon. I could hear my chest beating so fast and I''m afraid that he might also hear it!


    Kinalma ko ang sarili at huminga ng mlim. "C-Callum... pupunta na ako sa kwarto ko-"


    "What''s the point of this room?" pabalik niya''ng sambit.


    Hindi ako nakasagot. W ba siya''ng bk na pakawn ako?


    "I''ll change my clothes..."


    "Hmm?" his arm slowly loosen around my hips. "Okay..."


    Hindi na ako nag aksaya ng oras at mabilis na ako''ng lumabas sa kwarto ng hindi siya nililingon. I don''t care about my messy hair anymore!


    Nang makarating ako sa kwarto ko ay agad kong nasapo ang dibdib. It feels... different. My chest is still beating so fast and I don''t know what to do!


    I slowly sit at the edge of my bed, still sinking in my mind what just happened. How dare him make me feel this! How dare him affect me like this.


    Matapos ang ng minuto na pagiging tuliro ay nag pasya ako na maligo. Kahit sa shower ay nala ko ang itsura namin kanina kaya nag madali ako. Isinuot ko na rin ang uniform ko at lumabas para kumain ng breakfast. Hindi ko maiwasang hindi malungkot dahil hindi na si Nanay Nelia ang nakikita kong nag aasikaso. I miss her especially her cooking that I love so much.


    "Good morning, Mam"


    Tumango ako sa isang maid at umupo na.


    Pinili kong kainin ang fried rice, b at ham. Sa kgitnaan ng pagkain ko ay dumating si Callum, bago pa siya umupo sa tabi ko ay naramdaman ko na angbi niya sa ulo ko. Natigil ako sa pagkain at nagt sa ginawa niya.


    "Morning," bulong niya.


    Nahigit ko ang hininga dahil sa naramdaman. He''s acting like he''s not affecting the hell out of me! How could he eat and act normal right now?


    Nilingon niya ako kaya bumalik ako sa pagkain. My hands were trembling because of what he did.


    Tahimik ako''ng kumain pero ramdam ko na pinanonood niya ako. Hindi ko naman magawa na tumingin sa kanya dahil m kong sasalubungin ako ng mata niya!


    Mauubos ko na ang pagkain ko ng bing tumayo si Callum.


    Hindi ko siya nilingon pero narinig kong may kinuha siya sa ref bago pumunta sa sink. Saktong pagkatapos kong kumain ay naaninag ko siya na ppit at may inpag sa harap ko. I look down and saw a te of different fruits. It''s all fresh and new cutted.


    "You should often eat fruits" I look up and saw his intent stare. "It''s healthy and good for you and our... baby"


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    Tinitigan ko ang mga prutas bago umupo ulit at kinain ''yon. W ako''ng choice.


    Kahit sa pagkain ko ay nanonood siya kaya nang matapos ay umakyat agad ako sa kwarto para kunin ang bag ko. "Let''s go,"


    Laking gt ko ng makitang naghihintay si Callum sa garahe at nakatingin sa sasakyan niya.


    "W-What?" nalilito kong sambit.


    Nakita niya na hawak ko ang susi ng aking sasakyan. "Ihahatid kita sa school at susunduin mamaya" "Pero-"


    "No more but''s. Let''s go" he opened the passenger''s seat for me.


    I frowned as I enter inside his car. I put my car keys in my bag and fastened my seatbelt.


    I noticed his wicked smile while driving so I got annoyed!


    "Why are you doing this?" kompronta ko.


    "It''s my responsibility. Ayaw kong maulit pa ang nangyari. I need to take care of you and our baby,"


    Nag init ang pisngi ko. Here he is again! Ayos na nga ang may bodyguards ako!


    Hindi ko m kung bakit naiirita ako sa tuwing ngumingiti siya. Parang gusto ko na mag-away kami at siya na mismo ang umiwas sa akin. I hate akwardness.


    "Why did you bring me on your roomst night?" marahas kong tanong ng mala.


    I remained my frown face to show him the obvious.


    "What''s wrong with that?" he asked. "I''m so worried! I need to look for you time by time that''s why,"


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    Mariin ako''ng nakatitig sa kanya. Seryoso ang mukha niya sa daan kaya m kong hindi siya nagbibiro.


    "Next time, inform me first about where you are heading. Our situation is different now. You can''t be too tired because you might pass out again" nahimigan ko angmig sa boses niya at ako naman ang hindi makapagsalita. "If something bad happens to you again, it''s my fault"


    I gulped before looking away. Bakit naman naging seryoso siya?


    "Start from now... we will be staying in one room-"


    "What?" I burst unbelievably.


    What did he just say? Is he crazy?!


    "Mag asawa tayo. It''s normal. You can''t do anything though. Kung ayaw mo, sa kwarto mo ako matutulog"


    Naki ang mata ko. "The hell!"


    He shrugged. "You''re pregnant so I need to be strict,"


    My mouth was half open, still shocked.


    Nakarating na kami sa parking ng school ay hindi parin ako makapaniw sa sinasabi niya at maslong hindi ko m kung bakit hindi ko magawa na tumutol sa gusto niya.


    Naaninag ko si Jess na naghihintay sa akin sa tabi ng sasakyan niya.


    "So, see youter. I''ll fetch you" Callum said.


    Tinanggal ko ang seatbelt bago bumaling sa kanya. "T-Thank you"


    I was about to open the door when he suddenly held my chin and gave me a soft kiss. "Take care,"


    I froze and look at him unbelievable.


    "How dare you!" inis kong sabi na ikinangiti niya.


    Lumabas na ako ng sasakyan sa sobrang irita, sinalubong naman ako ni Jess.


    "Oh, bakit namum ka?"


    Nauna ako makad at hindi siya pinansin. Callum just making his way, huh?


    "Anyare sa inyo ng asawa mo? Hinatid ka pa... ang sweet,"


    I shook my head.


    Even though our ss started, Jess keeps teasing me. When it''s our break time, Jess told that Tyrone invite us to eat after ss.


    Nala ko ang sinabi ni Callum na ipam ko sa kanya kung saan ako pupunta. That''s why I texted him about it and he replied that he will just fetch me where we are going.


    Kaya nang mag dismissal ay dumiretso na kami ni Jess sa paborito naming italian restaurant td ng napagusapan. Naroon na si Tyrone at syempre, nagkaroon ng kaunting kamustahan. "You look different today..." puna ni Tyrone at aliw na ngumisi.


    "Syempre, hinatid siya ng asawa niya kanina! Parang may nangyari nga..." sabat ni Jess matapos sabihin ang order namin.


    "Tign niyo nga ako," kunwari''y naiinis ako. m kong mang-aasar na naman s.


    "Why don''t you tell us, Pat!" pangungulit ni Jess. "Mga kwento ka!"


    "I don''t have something to say,"


    "Sus! Nakita ko ang tingin sayo ng asawa mo kanina! Parang may something, he looks in love-"


    "Shut up, Jess!" I snap.


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    Laking pasmat ko ng dumating na ang order namin at natahimik na si Jess dahil sa pagkain.


    Our topic changed into Tyrone''s n of building a business so Jess and I suggested something even though we knew nothing about it.


    "I think you need to find a better ce for this, Tyrone. Hindi kung saan mong magustuhan," I said while chewing.


    If he ns to start a business, he should think carefully especially about the capital money he will use.


    "I know that''s why I start investing in other properties first so that I know how to rotate the money" Wow, I could say that he''s improving.


    Maybe he''s thinking about having his own family?


    "That''s why I have a favor for you. Your husband is a good businessman so you can ask him-"


    "Not me, Tyrone!" muntik pa ako masamid. "You can talk to him. Just go to our house"


    Inirapan ko siya bago bumaling kay Jess dahil kanina niya pa ako kinakbit.


    "Si Zara yun, oh!"


    Nanliit ang mata ko at agad sinundan ang tinuturo niya. There, I saw Zara sitting on a table with two girls.


    We met again! Ak ko ay makakaligtas na ako dito pero hindi. Laking gt ko ng makitang nakaabang na p ang mata niya sa akin.


    Natakot ako sa talim ng titig niya.


    "It''s not good here. Let''s go,"


    Hindi na namin inubos ang pagkain at tumayo agad ako. Knowing Zara, she''s war freak. Ayaw ko ng away.


    "Uh... okay," Tyrone seems gets the situation.


    We were waiting for Tyrone to paid our food when I saw Zara walking towards us.


    I''m already cursing inside. Even Jess seems terrified.


    "I heard the news about you," Zara said in a very sophisticated way.


    We acted normal until Tyrone finish paying. Nang makita niya si Zara ay agad niya ako''ng hinawakan sa braso para igiya paalis.


    "That ambush, you deserves it!"


    My head automatically turned around when Zara''s voice echoed inside the restaurant.


    I clenched my fist. How dare her!


    "Watch your words, Zara!" sigaw ni Jess. "How dare you make fun of someone''s misfortune!"


    Sumugod si Zara kasama ang dwang kaibigan kaya humarang si Tyrone. People inside already watching us!


    "Stop it, will you?!"


    She didn''t mind Tyrone''s shout.


    "Shut up! You!" she pointed me. "Kan ka ba mawaw? You snatch Callum from me, you bitch! He loves me!"


    Kahit nasa harap si Tyrone ay nagawa niya kalmutin ang mukha ko at braso. Hihhin niya pa ang buhok ko ng itk na siya ni Jess.


    Yumuko ako sa sobrang kahihiyan dahil patuloy ang pag sigaw ni Zara. Tumalikod ako at tuluyan ng lumabas, sinundan agad ako n Jess.


    I contunied walking to the parking while my eyes are already teared up. And there, I saw Callum standing beside his car and hurriedly walk towards me when he saw me crying.

 CHAPTER 51 (Jealous)

    PATRICIA''S POV


    "I''m sorry about Zara yesterday..."


    Pabulong na sabi ni Callum habang nandito kami sa hapag, magkaharap. Seryoso ang mukha ko habang siya ay hindi mapakali sa kinauupuan.


    I didn''t talk to him after what happened yesterday. I know it''s immature but Zara''s words yesterday got me!


    Magkatabi nga kami natulog kagabi gaya ng gusto niya pero hindi ko siya pinapansin. Mahapdi parin ang galos na ginawa ni Zara sa braso ko kahapon. "Patricia, believe me..." he scoffed. "She''s full of lies so don''t believe her"


    "A-Ayosng" sambit ko at nag sim kumain.


    Naiintindihan ko naman na hindi niya kasnan ''yon.


    "Are you mad?" he shifted on his seat and seems not buying my words. "I told you before that we didn''t had an intimate rtionship, right-" "Yes, I know" but I want an assurance.


    Hindi ko m kung anong assurance pa ba ang kangan ko. He admitted the truth but I''m still not contented with that.


    "I don''t have any girl or flirting with if that''s what you''re thinking. My world just revolving around our business until you came,"


    Nakagat ko ang kutsara at pinilit na wag siya lingunin. Natuod ako at nahirapang mag patuloy sa pagkain dahil m kong pinanonood niya ako.


    Why do he need to say that? Bakit hindi nang siya pumasok sa opisina para hindi na ako nahihirapan ng ganito kapag katabi siya!


    I continued eating and thinking some ways.


    "Uh... may trabaho ka pa di ''ba?" tanong ko at umaasang magegets na kangan niya ng umalis sa tabi ko.


    "Yes but too early. You are going with me in thepany so finish your food,"


    Inubos niya ang kape niya bago umakyat sa kwarto. Hindi na ako nakatanggi dahil m kong idadahn na naman niya ang kgayan ko. Kahitbag sa loob ay nag asikaso na rin ako. Naligo ako at piniling mag suot ng isang red off shoulder dress na pinarisan ko ng ck stilletos.


    I think I should often wear my dressess now because I won''t able to wear that when my tummy got bigger. I applied light make up and turn my hair into a simple bun.


    Tahimik ako hanggang makasakay sa sasakyan ni Callum na pansin ko ang gt ng makita ang ayos ko. Naing ako sa pasulyap sulyap niya sa akin kahit nagmamaneho siya. W naman sigurong dumi sa mukha ko? What''s wrong with him? Napadako ang mata ko sa rear mirror dahil may dwang puting sasakyan ang pansin kong nakasunod sa amin hanggang makbas ng vige. Mukhang w naman pakim si Callum doon pero hindi ako mapgay. "Don''t worry. Those are my men," Callum uttered when he saw my curious face. "I had to make sure that they won''t harm you anymore" nilingon niya ako. "I''m sorry... were you scared?"


    Mabilis ako''ng umiling nang lumam ang mata niya. Kahit saan p kami pumunta ay pging may nakabantay.


    "You''re safe now..." aniya bago hinuli ang kamay ko.


    I look at our interwind hands as he slowly lift it to kiss. It sent shivers on me. Our eyes then met and he gave me an assuring smile.


    Bumilis ang kabog ng dibdib ko.


    T may humahaplos sa puso ko sa sinabi niya at hindi ko mapign na hindi mapaisip. Am I really safe now? Not to those bad guys but in our rtionship?


    Nakarating kami sa kompanya na hawak niya parin ang kamay ko. Sinusundan kami ng tingin ng mga empleyado kaya medyo nang ako.


    Dumiretso kami sa office niya at kita ko ang tambak na mga papeles at folders sa table. He really have a lot to do but he''s still thinking about me.


    Umupo ako sa couch habang siya ay sa harap ng table. Medyo mwak itong office niya kaya dwang mahaba na couch ang mayroon sa dwang sulok nito.


    I heard him called his secretary and even ask me what drink I prefer but I declined.


    "You sure?"


    Tumango ako. "Don''t mind me. Just do your work. What''s my purpose here anyway?"


    Pinakatitigan niya ako. "You just need to be on my sight"


    Napairap ako sa sinabi niya.


    His secretary then came to remind him about his meeting.


    Npitan ako ni Callum ng makbas ang secretary. "Come with me-" "No" agap ko. "I''ll stay here. I don''t have anything to contribute there" Sumandal ako sa couch at kinuha ang libro ko sa bag. I really brought it. "Are you sure?" umupo siya sa tabi ko. "Okay, it will be quick. Wait me here,"


    Pinasadahan niya ako ng tingin. Kumunot ang noo ko sa kanya at doonng siya tumayo.


    I started reading when he left the office. m ko tga na ganito ang mangyayari kaya nag d ako ng libro para malibang.


    I was seating pretty while readingfortably when the door suddenly opened. I thought it''s Callum or maybe his secretary but not.


    It was a tall woman wearing a very tight longsleeve dress who doesn''t know how to knock first. She''s holding a folder.


    "Callum-"


    Naputol ang sasabihin niya ng hindi nakita si Callum. Nilibot niya ang tingin sa buong office at nag tagpo ang mata namin.


    At first nce, I''m already sure that she''s a bitch. The way she look at me from head to toe makes me annoyed. Who''s this woman?


    "Where''s Callum and who are you?"


    Tinaasan niya ako ng ky ng ibaba ko ang binabasang libro at tinignan din siya. I don''t like her tone.


    "He''s on a meeting," simple kong sambit at nginitian siya.


    I need to be kind though. Is she some kind of Zara Banner? I swear, she''s pretty and had a nice body.


    "Who are you?" mariin niya''ng tanong at lumapit. "Why are you here in his office?"


    Masama na ang tingin niya sa akin na para bang nahuli akong nagnanakaw dito.


    I think I don''t need to lie this time. "I''m his wife"


    Agad nag bago ang reaksyon niya. Umawang angbi niya at naki ang mata na kunan ay bumalik sa pagtataray.


    "If you need something from him, just wait here because he''s still on a meeting,"


    Bumalik ako sa pagkakaupo at kinuha ulit ang libro. Yumuko ako at kunwari na nagbabasa pero nakikiramdam ako sa kanya.


    She''s still standing in front of me.


    "So... it''s you. The lucky woman who got the Vsquez"


    T iniinsulto niya ako. What she mean by lucky huh?


    "Why are you even here anyway? I know that you were both in a arranged marriage so I can freely touch-"


    "What are you saying?" mmig kong tanong.


    Napatigil siya at hta ang pagkagt.


    "Where are your manners, miss? You are talking about my husband here. Are you insulting me? Or do you want me to report you to Mr. and Mrs. Vsquez?"


    I look at her nkly showing that I don''t like her words.


    Nakita ko ang takot sa mata niya at mabili siya''ng nagkad pbas ng office.


    I let out a heavy sighed.


    Isinmpak ko ang sarili sa couch at hinilot ang sintido. I don''t even know who she is. An employee? Or some of Callum''s girl? But mommy told me that he got only attached with one girl, and that is Zara. That woman maybe his fling? Hindi na ako nakapagconcentrate pa sa pagbabasa dahil naiisip ko parin ang sinabi ng babae kanina. Hindi ko m kung bakit hindi na ako mapakali ngayon. Ano ba ang pakim ko kung may koneksyon sng dwa!


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    ng oras pa ang lumipas hanggang sa bumukas ang pinto at pumasok si Callum pero kasunod niya ang babae kanina.


    Nagkatinginan pa kami ni Callum at pansin ko ang takot sa mata niya.


    Nag kunwari ako''ng nagbabasa kahit ramdam ko ang titig n sa akin. "Before that, I want to introduce you to my wife" sambit ni Callum. "Patricia?" Nag angat ako ng tingin. "What?"


    "This is Stephanie. Anak siya ng friend ni daddy na ninong natin sa kasal-"


    "Oh, I already know her Callum" sabi no''ng Stephanie. "Pumunta kasi ako rito kanina para hanapin ka"


    Nag ngitngit ako sa di mman na dahn. Hindi tga siya titigil. Anak p siya ng kaibigan ni Mr. Vsquez kaya p close s.


    "Yes," peke ako''ng ngumiti. "We already know each other,"


    Nairapan ko pa si Callum habang hindi nakatingin si Stephanie.


    Muli ako''ng bumaling sa binabasa ng mag usap na s.


    "You need to sign it Callum," mmbing na sambit ni Stephanie dahn para mairita ako.


    Humigpit ang hawak ko sa libro.


    Callum cleared his throat. "Yes, but you can order some employee to bring that here-"


    "But I wanted to see you,"


    Dumiin ang tingin ko sa libro. Halos mapunit na nga ang mga pages sa pag lipat ko.


    Rinig ko ang mlim na buntong hininga ni Callum. "What the fuck are you saying, Steph?"


    Stephanieughed. "Kidding!" she said in a flirty way. "Here''s the folder, anyway. See youter,"


    Saktong pag angat ko ng ulo ay papbas na si Stephanie pero tumingin muna ito sa akin na t nang-aasar.


    Hindi ko nilingon si Callum hanggang sa marinig ko ang yabag niya ppit.


    "Are you hungry? Our food is on the way, do you want anything?"


    Umilingng ako at hindi siya tinatapunan ng tingin.


    Bumuntong hininga siya. "I''m sorry about Stephanie earlier. S-She''s just a friend"


    I remained silent.


    Our food arrived and until we finished eating, I''m still silent. Wng nagsasalita sa amin hanggang sa magkaroon na naman siya ng panibagong meeting.


    Parang ayaw niya pa nga ako iwan at pansin ko ang pagiging balisa niya.


    Nang makaalis siya ay pinili ko nang humiga sa couch dahil nakaramdam ako ng antok.


    -


    "Hey, Patricia,"


    ng tapik sa balikat ko ang gumising sa akin. Nakita ko ang mukha ni Callum na sobrangpit sa akin kaya nagt ako.


    "Uh, sorry. You fell asleep" inlayan niya ako umupo. "I don''t have any errands. My meeting just ended. Let''s eat outside,"


    "Okay,"


    Inayos ko muna ang buhok ko at mga gamit habang si Callum ay lumabas saglit dahil may tumawag sa kanya. Napasarap p ang tulog ko.


    Tumayo na ako at lumabas ng office, inaasahang doon na ako hinihintay ni Callum pero ang bumungad sa akin ay parang linta na si Stepahnie, nakayapos sa braso ni Callum at nangungulit. Nag init agad ang ulo ko at mkas na isinara ang pinto ng office. Pareho sng nagt at lumingon.


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    Npitan ako ni Callum at hinawakan sa baywang. Nanatiling ngko ang mukha ko.


    "Callum, m kong kakain kayo sabas" bing sabi ni Stephanie. "Pwede naman siguro ako''ng sumabay?"


    Kumunot ang noo ko.


    Para tuloy ako''ng tanga na palipat lipat ang tingin sa kan.


    Callum look so annoyed. "Just find someone! I''m with my wife-"


    "And I''m sure your wife won''t mind?"


    Stephanie look at me and smiled. "She seems kind though. Pwede naman siguro ako sumama, Patricia? Kakainng naman tayo"


    Hindi ko m kung iniinis niya ba ako.


    Pinilit ko ang sarili na ngumiti ng peke sa harapan niya. Trip niya ba ako? Ak ko nagkalinawan na kami kanina.


    "Of course, you can" I greeted my teeth.


    She smiled sweetly. "Great! I''ll just get my purse,"


    Tumalikod siya at pumasok sa isang office.


    "Patricia?" singhap ni Callum sa ginawa ko. "You don''t need to-"


    "It''s okay. Hindi rin naman ako sasama. Better if I''ll continue my sleep at home,"


    Iritado ako''ng tumalikod. Mag sama s! I don''t care! Pwede naman siya mag date ng ibang babae at w tga ako''ng pakim!


    Dire-diretso ako sa elevator at halos mapairap ako nang humahangos na nakasunod si Callum!


    "Hey!" aniya nang sumara ang elevator. "What''s the problem? Are you not feeling well?"


    "Bakit ka sumunod? Naiwan si Stephanie roon! She will look at-"Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    "I don''t care!" kumulog ang boses niya sa loob ng elevator.


    Thank god it''s just the two of us here.


    "Just go back there-"


    "Why would I, Patricia?" he asked, seriously. "You shouldn''t have agreed to her. I just want us to eat-"


    "I don''t. So just go with her" mariin kong sambit.


    Rinig ko ang mabibigat niya''ng pag hinga. Ang mata niya ay galit na ngayon.


    He tilted his head to see my face.


    I folded my arm and turned my head to the other side so he won''t see my face.


    "What''s wrong, Patricia?"


    Napapikit ako ng lumambot ang boses niya pero hindi ako nagpaapekto! Hanggang makarating kami sa ground floor ay hindi ko siya pinapansin. Hindi na rin niya binalikan si Stephanie. Nang makarating sa parking ay sa back seat ako umupo kaya halos magw si Callum.


    "Why are you there?" he''s already frowning. "I''m not your fucking driver, Patricia"


    Hindi ako sumagot. I don''t know what immaturity it is anymore.


    Halos mapatalon ako ng mkas niya isara ang pinto ng driver''s seat. ng minuto kaming nanatiling tahimik at hindi umaandar.


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 CHAPTER 52

    PATRICIA''S POV (Continuation...)


    R-18


    Nakarating kami sa bahay ng wng imik.


    When the car reach the garage, I immediately went out and continued inside.


    "Patricia!" Callum called but I didn''t look back.


    Rinig ko ang nakasunod niya''ng yabag. Hindi na rin nagawa na bumati ng mga katulong sa amin dahil nakikita n ang tim ng mukha namin.


    Paakyat ako sa hagdan ng muling mag salita si Callum.


    "Pat, please. What''s wrong?"


    "Nothing!" I continued walking upstairs.


    Nagmadali ako dahil nakita ko siya''ng nakasunod parin. Para kaming naghahabn dito. Naihatid niya na nga ako pero bakit ayaw niya pa pumunta roon kay Stephanie!


    "Alright, I''ll cook our food. Let''s just eat here if you want. What do you want to eat?" he asked.


    Mas sumimangot ako. "W. W ako''ng gana. Just eat by yourself!"


    "The hell. What just happened?" I heard him whispered and groaned because of frustration.


    Ngpasan ko ang kwarto niya dahil sa kwarto ko ako matutulog. Pipihitin ko pang ang pinto ng hhin niya ako paharap sa kanya.


    "This is not our room,"


    "But this is my room!" phaw ko ng hihin niya ako papunta sa kwarto niya. "Ayaw kita kasama! Ayaw kita katabi!"


    Nag pumis ako sa hawak niya. I don''t know why I''m acting like this. I just don''t want to be with him tonight!


    "Ano ''ba! I will sleep in my room!"


    "We will talk" kita ko ang pag igting ng panga niya.


    Binuksan niya ang w ng kwarto niya at pinaupo ako sa kama. He''s now standing in front of me, silent. Natutop ko na naman angbi ko dahil narito ako sa kwarto niya at hindi na naman magkaintindihan! I was suddenly eaten by my own fear now.


    "Now, what''s the problem?"


    "W-W!"kas loob kong sambit.


    Nagtangka ako tumayo para lumabas pero agad niya ako''ng napign. Iritado ako''ng bumalik sa pagkakaupo. Nakakainis!


    "You should the one I''m asking! What''s your problem! I don''t want to be in this room. Don''t bug me and just go with Stephanie! Eat with her! I don''t care!" halos hingalin ako matapos sabihin ''yon. Hindi parin ako makaalis.


    Ngayon kong narealize ang mga sinabi ko at halos mapamura na ako sa isip. Damn, Patricia! Why are you pointing that to him!


    Nagt ako ng marinig ang hkhak niya. Nag angat ako ng tingin at nakita ang maparo niya''ng ngiti.


    He had the nerve to smile, huh? What the fuck is funny?!


    "I''m done! Let me go to my room, I want to rest!"


    Tumayo ako at bahagyang binangga ang balikat niya. Ak ko''y makakbas na ako pero halos mapasigaw ako ng ipulupot niya ang mga braso sa baywang ko.


    "Oh my god!" sigaw ko ng umangat ang katawan ko. "Callum, put me down!"


    Ibinalik niya ako sa kama at pinaupo. Nagpapadyak ako sa inis at ibinato ang mga unan sa kanya. "Nakakainis ka!"


    "Are you jealous?"


    I stop with my immaturity when he suddenly asked that. Naki ang mata ko kunan. Me? Jealous? In his face! "Of course, not!" I denied.


    He smirked. "Just admit it, love..."


    Napapikit ako sambing ng boses niya. And what he mean by love? He called me love?! What!


    "S-Shut up!" I shuttered. "Don''t change the topic!"


    "What''s the topic then? About that freaking dinner with Stephanie? I won''t fucking go with her!"


    Unti-unting lumuhod ang isa niya''ng hita sa harap ko para mag pantay kami.


    "Will you stop talking about her? She''s just a friend,"


    Umismid ako. Friend his face! Sa paraan ng pag titig at haplos sa kanya ng babaeng ''yon ay m ko nang kakaiba! He even let her touch him! "She''s just clingy-"


    "Oh, yeah!" I hissed. "Stop exining, I don''t need that-"


    "I need to exin to stop you from thinking that way"


    Maniniw ba ako sa kanya? Noong nakaraan ay pinoproblema ko si Zara pero ngayon ay may Stephanie agad! Ang bilis. Do I need to be ready because I might seen another one from his girls these days?


    "I don''t care though. You can date any woman if you want. You can go out with them. It''s fine with me" mapait kong sabi.


    Kung pagiging buntis kong naman ang humahang sa kanya para doon ay ayosng naman sa akin!


    "It''s not fine with me" he look at me intently. "How many times do I have to tell that you''re the only woman I got attached with?"


    Tumingin din ako sa kanya, nalilito. "Don''t fool me-"


    "The only foolish thing I did to you is making up with that fake contract for you to stay with me"


    Nangunot ang noo ko sa narinig.


    My face slowly form into confused. "W-What?"


    He smiled sadly. Ang mata niya ngayon ay t puno ng emosyon. What does he mean about our contract?


    "About our contract, it''s fake. W tgang limitasyon ang kasal natin. It''s forever unless we file an annulment"


    My jaw dropped and I can''t help but to cover my mouth. I look at him with my wide eyes. So... that one year marriage was not true?


    Paulit-ulit ako''ng umiling.


    "What do you mean? Why did you do that? Why did you make me believe that we will fucking seperate after one year?!"


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    My chest skip a bit. He fooled me but for what? Sa aming dwa, siya ang iniisip ko na kangan ang gano''ng kasunduan. I don''t have any boyfriend before we got married pero siya... he got Zara but he also cleared that they''re not in a rtionship.


    "Umasa ka. Umasa ka na pwede na tayo maghiwy pagkatapos ng isang taon" mahina niya''ng sambit. "I already knew that you would think about that. That''s why I make up for that contract. Para mapanatag ka-" "Why are you acting like you''re the one affected here?"


    My eyes started welling up.


    "Dahil sa ating dwa, akong ang nakaisip na gawing seryoso ang pagpapakasal natin. You''re always avoiding me. Always scared to get near me. You''re too obvious that you don''t like me. When I told about that one year contract, you feel relieved..."


    Hindi ko nagawang mag salita. Nanatili ang titig ko sa mukha niya na muli kong nakitaan ng lungkot.


    Naguguluhan ako. T iba ang dating sa kanya ng sinabi ko.


    "Y-You don''t need to say that. If you got offended then I''m-"


    "I love you. Isn''t it obvious, Patricia?"


    "No," peke ako''ng ngumiti habang umiiling. "You don''t love me-"


    "I do! Paanong hindi mo makikita, you''re always pushing me! From Zara then to Stephanie!" he stood up and brushed his hair. "Pgi mo ipinapakita na ayaw mo sa''kin, na gusto mo nang kumaw. To be honest, after your ident... I thought I''m gonna loose you. I thought you''ll leave me,"


    I could feel his frustration.


    "I always find time with you but you choose to coop on your room or going somewhere with Jess! I want to make it up with you..." nabasag ang boses niya. "Until I found out that you keep your pregnancy as secret from me!" Parang piniga ang puso ko ng manginig ang boses niya. My tears slowly fell as I watch him trying his hard not to cry. Did he just confess that he really love me?


    "I know you''re pressured because of our name. Pero hindi kita pinipilit. I know you prefer Raven than me-"


    "O-Of course n-not!" I object while crying. How can he say that?


    I''m not entertaining someone because I already have him!


    M sa pagkakatayo ay muli siya''ng lumuhod sa harap ko. Tumungo ako dahil hindi ko kayang tignan siya sa mata.


    He touch my chin and slowly lift it up to level on his face. His thumb wipe my tears away and I can''t help but to cried more!


    "You don''t like him?" umaasa niya''ng tanong.


    Umiling ako.


    "Even an inch?"


    "What kind of question is that?"


    "Just had to make sure" he put some strands of my hair at the back of my ear. "I want a serious rtionship with you, Patricia. I badly want to take care of you and our baby. Please?"


    My chest throbbed fast again. Is this the assurance that I want?


    "Please, let''s not make itplicated. I don''t want to wake up everyday with the thought of being scared that you might leave me anytime..."


    I always saw him as a serious CEO and snob guy but right now, I don''t know how to react! He''s too soft right now!


    Ngumiti ako bago hinaplos ang mukha niya. There''s a trace of tears there and I wipe it all. We look at each other and eventually, smile.


    Without words uttering, he held my both cheeks and brushed his lips to mine. My lips tremble a bit. His kisses were different. I think it''s because I knew in myself that it''s with love this time?


    Our kissed deepened as he guide me to stand up andy down to the bed properly.


    We''re still kissing when I feel his hand caressing my arm down to my legs. I suddenly feel the hunger! I ced my hands around his neck and titled my head to kiss him properly. Our kissed turned very aggressively that''s why when we ended it, we both gasped and lock of air!


    Pareho kaming hinihingal at nagkatinginan. Napapikit ako ng halikan niya ako sa noo bago nginitian.


    "I love you" he whispered and sniff my neck. "I don''t want to loose you,"


    My heart feels so loved hearing him. It''s my first time feeling this.


    "Please tell me that you feel the same way..." he scoffed before looking at me with his deep and alluring eyes.


    "I-I love you..." nahihiya kong sabi bago maramdaman muli ang halik niya.


    Unti-unting nagkbay ang kamay niya sa lock ng dress ko. He quickly remove it. I don''t care about revealing my body to him now, he already seen it though.


    His lips travelled to my neck down to my chest that brought me an intense heat. I almost moan when he suck my left while his other hand massaging my right. It''s making me crazy especially when he''s slowly removing my underwear! Ipletely naked.


    Tumindig ang bhibo ko nang makita kung paano niya hagurin ng mata ang kabuuan ko. The way he look feels like he''s adoring me!


    Tinulungan ko siya na hubarin ang damit niya kahit nanginginig na ang kamay ko. Muli niya ako''ng sinkay ng halik nalong nagpabaliw sa''kin.


    He''s already on my top, conforting me with his kiss while I slowly feel that he''s entering me with his manhood! I bit my lower lip as I felt the sensation it brought into my body. It''s not my first time with him but I could say that it feels good because we both want it!


    "You okay?" his voice was husky.


    Seeing him now makes my face heated.


    "Y-Yes" I slowly nodded.


    We both closed our eyes as he started moving. My legs automatically enwrap around his waist when he start moving faster. I gasped and held on his arm while our body were both moving. Sinasalubong ng bkang ko ang bawat gw niya at habang natagal ay bumibilis.


    "Oh, Callum!" I moaned.


    Halos mapudpod angbi ko sa pag kagat para wng lumabas na ingay pero hindi ko kaya! I can already hear the sound of our body.


    As he got faster, I know that we''re getting nearer so I grind my hips more to wee him. We are both wet with our own sweat and I don''t care!


    "Fuck!" halinghing ni Callum bago ako tinignan gamit angsing niya''ng mga mata.


    I felt something will explode inside me so I hug him tighter as I felt my legs tremble.


    "Callum..."


    I don''t have energy anymore. He''s still moving and the moment he held both of my legs to thrust more, I''m gone crazy!


    His juices explode too and he slowly stop and withdraw his.This is property ? N?velDrama.Org.


    Bumagsak ang katawan niya sa''kin. Pareho kaming habol ang hininga at pawisan. Pumulupot ang kamay niya sa baywang ko bago ako hinalikan. "I love you"


    I smiled and hug him back.


    We shared that night with full of love and that night, I can''t count anymore how many times we did it.

 CHAPTER 53

    PATRICIA''S POV (Trust)


    Isang mkas na katok sa pinto ang bumbog sa tulog ko. I can''t even open my eyes properly because I''m too sleepy.


    Maingat kong tinanggal ang braso ni Callum sa baywang ko.


    Naki ang mata ko ng makitang topless si Callum. Inangat ko angforter na nakabalot sa katawan namin at halos mapamura ako ng makitang pareho kaming wng saplot! "Oh my god," bulong ko at kusang nag init ang mukha ng mala ang ginawa namin kagabi.


    We''re not even able to wear our clothesst night!


    Nag patuloy ang katok sabas kaya medyo nataranta ako. Sino kaya ''yon?Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    "Uh.. wait!"


    Kinuha ko muna ang isang manipis na kumot at ibinalot sa katawan ko bago dumiretso sa banyo. Kinuha ko roon ang puting bathrobe at isinuot.


    I also fixed my hair and washed my face.


    Tulog parin si Callum kaya dumiretso ako sa pinto. Pag bukas ko ay bumungad sa akin ang kaibigan ni Callum, si Austine.


    Nakaangat ang kamay niya at muli sanang kakatok. Umawang angbi niya at naki ang mata ng makita ako.


    "H-Hi" nahihiya kong sabi. "Si Callum ba? He''s still asleep"


    I didn''t receive an answer. He''s still look amused.


    Nagkbay ang mata niya sa kabuuan ko bago sumilip sa pinto. Unti-unting sumibol ang multo na ngiti sa mukha niya. "Uh, Austine, right?" I rified. "Do you need something? Gigisingin kong si Callum-"


    "Who''s that?"


    Napaigtad ako ng maramdaman ang isang mainit na hininga sa tenga ko kasabay ng pag pulupot ng braso sa aking baywang. Parehong naki ang mata namin ni Austine.


    I look up and saw Callum behind me with his deep eyes. He''s still not wearing a shirt. My eyes slowly travelled down to his body. Nakahinga naman ako ng maluwag na makitang nakasuot na siya ng shorts. Gosh! Bakit bi siya sumusulpot!


    "What do you need?" tanong ni Callum sa kaibigan.


    Austine look so stunned.


    Nag init tuloy ang mukha ko dahil sa makahulugan niya''ng tingin sa amin ni Callum. I''m just wearing a bathrobe and Callum only on his short, of course Austine would think the malicious way because of our looks! Shit! Austine cleared his throat. "Tungkol ito sa bagay na ipinagawa mo sakin"


    He look at Callum with a witty smile. "Pero mukhang busy yata kayong dwa-"


    "N-No," sabat ko. "We''re not busy. You can talk to him. I''ll just cook breakfast,"


    I smiled awkwardly and badly want to disappear because of shame.


    Iiwan ko na sana sng dwa pero agad hinapit ni Callum ang baywang ko.


    "Just wait me in the pool area," utos niya kay Austine bago isinara ang pinto.


    "Callum!" I p his arm. "He needs to talk to you-"


    "Morning..." he suddenly hugged me tight from behind while sniffing my neck. "You smell so good,"


    Halos tumayo ang bhibo ko sa ginawa niya. Sa sitwasyon namin ngayon ay nala ko na naman ang mga ginawa namin kagabi kaya mabilis ako''ng kumaw sa yakap niya.


    "I-I need to change my clothes," naing kong sabi. "I also need to shower. Ikaw rin,"


    Hindi ko siya matignan ng tuwid at hindi ko na ''yata kakayanin kung matatagn ko pa na kasama siya sa iisang kwarto.


    "Okay," bulong niya at pinakawn ako.


    Hindi ko na siya nilingon at lumabas na ako ng kwarto niya. Pumunta ako sa kwarto ko at mabilis naligo. Kahit nga roon ay naiisip ko parin ang mga nangyari kagabi.


    I can still feel it. I can''t help but to think of it time to time. It was so passionate and we did it while he was stating his true feelings for me. He loves me.


    "Damn!" I shouted while wearing only a towel.


    I just finished tooking a shower and I''m here facing my reflection in front of a mirror. I had hickeys above my boobs!


    Well, no one can seen it though.


    Nag suot ako ng isang dress. I also put some red tints on my lips and cheeks.


    Lumabas ako ng kwarto at dumiretso sa dining area. Nakita kong maraming pagkain ang nakahain kaya hindi na ako magluluto.


    I heard from the maid that Callum and Austine are already talking in the pool area so I ate alone.


    Habang kumakain ay naisip ko na naman ang nangyari kagabi. Para tuloy ako''ng tanga na namum habang kumakain. I just can''t belive it especially to Callum''s confession. He love me. He really do love me and it makes me happy how he exin to me everything.


    But there still one answer that I want to hear from him. Why he''s investigating about my father. I still remember that night when I heard him talking with Austine to the phone.


    Ayaw ko na mag isip pa ng iba kay Callum dahil nagkaayos na kami. Sigurado naman ako na sasabihin niya rin sa akin kunan ang tungkol doon katd ng ginawa niya kagabi.


    After his confessionst night, I feel relieved but I don''t get those woman who still gets near him like Stephanie.


    Nang matapos ako kumain ay dumiretso ako kay Callum sa pool area para mag pam. Today is my first check up and I''m with Jess. m kong may trabaho pa si Callum kaya hindi siya ang isasama ko.


    Namataan ko s na seryosong nag-uusap ni Austine at natigil nang makita ako.


    "Today is my check up. Kasama ko si Jess-"


    "I''m going with you" bi siya''ng tumayo.


    "Uh... no need!" pigil ko. "You had work and you still have errands to do. Nag pamng ako"


    Kumunot ang noo niya. "Those can wait, Patricia. Wait for me-"


    "Callum," tinaasan ko siya ng ky. "Just go with me next time, okay?"


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    Ang kulit tga. Hindi naman maganda na iwan niya mag isa rito ang kaibigan niya.


    "She''s right, bro!" Austine said. "We still have important things to talk. She''s safe with the bodyguards"


    Ngumiti ako kay Austine habang nakasimangot si Callum.


    "Take care" he said seriously.


    Nagt ako ng lumapit siya at hinalikan ako sabi!


    "Ehem... may single dito, bro!" Austine fake a cough!


    Nam ako sa hiya at mabilis na tumalikod sa kan.


    Sumakay ako ng sasakyan na ngayon kong nakita. Callum said that it''s bulletroof so I kinda feel safe. Iba na rin ang driver ko at pansin ko na agad ang mga sasakyan na nakasunod sa amin. Dinaanan nang namin si Jess sa bahay n at habang nasa biyahe, sinabi ko sa kanyahat ng nangyari kagabi. Of course except to that ''thing''.


    She was so shocked and happy as I expected. She keeps shouting inside the car makes the driver to confused.


    "Oh my gosh! I knew it! He really loves you!" she pinch my arm. "Ang sweet naman! I''m so happy for you! W na ang kinatatakutan mo dahil mahal ka p no''ng tao! Ikaw kasi, paranoid!" "If you''re in my shoes, you''d still think that way!" sambit ko.


    My ko ba nahat p ng hin ko sa kanya ay mali!


    "Sabihin mo, in denial ka noon pa! Ano, sinabi mo rin ba na mahal mo siya? Ha?" nangingiti niya''ng tanong.


    Nag init ang mukha ko ng mala ang kagabi. "O-Oo naman..."


    "Ah! Angndi mo!" sumigaw sigaw siya. "Wng kiss? Ano''ng nangyari pagkatapos? I''m sure you cried on his confession, aminin mo!"


    Nahiya ako sa mga tanong niya. Hindi naman pwede na sabihin ko sa kanyahat ng ginawa namin ni Callum kagabi! Some were still not sinking on me.


    "Ano ka ba, J-Jess"


    "Sus, nahihiya ka pa! May nangyari nga?" impit siyang umirit kaya kinurot ko siya.


    "Your mouth! What are you saying!"


    "I''m just overjoyed!" nagt ako ng yakapin niya ako. "Buti ka pa magkakaroon na ng pamilya soon! E, ako? Kahit boyfriend w!"


    Natawa ako sa pagmamaktol niya. "It wille, Jess. Right love in a right time"


    "You mean, Callum is your right love?"


    I shrugged.


    "Do my parents need to set an arranged marriage for me too? Para mahanap ko rin ang right love ko?" pagbibiro niya. "Nasa arranged marriage p ang true love, sis!" Pareho kaming natawa sa sinabi niya.


    Nakarating kami sa ospital at dumiretso agad kami ni Jess sa clinic ng personal doctor n Callum. She will check me up.


    "Good morning, Mrs. Vsquez!" the doctor greeted me.


    Tumango ako bago umupo sa harap niya.


    She consulted me first. She checked my blood pressure and ask me some questions.


    Everything goes well and it''s all went fast.


    "I''m almost three months pregnant" I said while caressing my tummy.


    "Can''t wait to know the gender!" excited na sabi ni Jess at hinawakan din ang tiyan ko. "Sana babae tapos kamukha mo para sobrang ganda! Kapaglaki naman, syempre kamukha ng tatay!" "Let''s just wait for few months," nakangiti kong sabi.


    "You really look different these days, huh?" she said teasingly, my brows furrowed. "You''re always happy now. Noon, pgi ka nakasimangot at problema si Callum o di kaya''y si Zara. That''s whymunication is the best key! When you try to understand and listen to him, see what''s the result? Your peace of mind! Tignan mo ngayon, you''re already trusting him,"


    "Not that fully," I replied. "I heard him a month ago, Jess. He''s investigating about daddy"


    Dumaan ang gt sa mukha ni Jess na kunan ay napairap. Mabuti p na nasabi ko ''to sa kanya. To at least hear her opinion. "Maybe he''s doing that to make sure? That his family were surrounded with good people,"


    "What do you mean?"


    "Duh! I should the one asked you about your thoughts when you heard that! You overthink, right? You think the negative way!"


    Napaisip ako. Noong narinig ko si Callum ay ganoon nga ang ginawa ko. I overthink. Maraming pumasok sa isip ko na ibang bagay.


    "Just like what you did when your parents announced that you''re going to marry Callum" Jess continued. "You searched online about him, his family and their doings, right? To gather some informations about their background! Ganoon din siguro ang ginawa niya sa daddy mo"


    "But I heard him said that his hint about daddy might be true. What does that mean?" I asked worriedly.


    "Oh..." she trailed off. "Siguro tungkol ito sa pagkalulong ng daddy mo sa sugal noon-"


    "That was years ago, Jess. Sobrang tagal na no''n at hindi naman nalulong sa casino si daddy, siya na mismo ang nagsabi. Nalibangng siya bago humina ang baga niya at nagkasakit"


    I admit that my family was not perfect. Naadik noon si daddy sa casino dahn ng unti-unting pagkaubos ng pera namin pero agad din siya tumigil. He promised that he will do everything to make those money he spent, back. Ourpany had an issue about money, kasabay ng pagkakasakit ni daddy kaya napunta ako sa sitwasyon ko ngayon.


    Ang mga Vsquez ang nag salba sa amin sa pagkakautang.


    "Siguro nman n ang tungkol doon kaya they seek more information? Don''t worry, if they have a problem regarding your dad''s doings, I''m sure they will consult to you!" she tap my shoulder. "Now that you and Callum are in good rtionship, still the best thing to do is talk to him if you''re upset,"


    Kahit paano ay naw ang pangamba ko.


    "Mahal ka ng asawa mo kaya wag ka na mag isip ng ganyan!"


    I''m not thinking bad about him. I know he respect me so if ever he had something to say about my parents, he would talk to me.


    I can''t deny his efforts day by day.


    My trust for him slowly building up and I''m hoping that he won''t broke it.

 CHAPTER 54

    PATRICIA''S POV (Surprise)


    "Which color do you prefer? ck or white?"


    Kausap ko sa telepono si Jess. Humihingi ako ng opinyon sa kanya tungkol sa isusuot ko mamaya.


    Mrs. Vsquez held a dinner again for our both families. I''m so excited because I was able to meet them again and also my family. I miss my parents especially Jordan. Thest time I saw them is when I got hospitalized and when they visited me here.


    "I''ll go for ck! You look good in ck!" sagot ni Jess kaya kinuha ko ang ck backless dress sa closet.


    "Do you have sandals to wear? I have here-"


    "Uh-yes! I already have, Jess. Thank you!"


    "Okay, if you need something, just call me!"


    I smiled before ending the call.


    Lumabas ako ng kwarto para kumain nang lunch. Mga bodyguards at maidsng ulit ang kasama ko sa bahay dahil nasa trabaho si Callum kaya mag isa na naman ako kakain.


    Binilisan kong ang pagkain bago dumiretso sa pool area. W naman ako''ng ibang gagawin kaya naisip ko na mag swimming pero magpapahinga muna ako.


    Nagbasa ako nang libro sa gilid ng pool. Sakto at masarap ang hangin dito kaya maganda mag rx. After a minute, I decided to take a dip with only two piece on.


    Lumangoy ako nang lumangoy at ng mapagod, umupo ako sa dulo ng pool. Hindi ko mapigng hindi tumingin sa aking tiyan. I pouted while caressing it. It''s slowly getting bigger. My baby is getting bigger. After rxing there, I decided to go in my room. I changed into clothes and tried to take a nap. Ang boring naman kasi at nakaramdam na naman ako ng antok kaya itinulog ko nang.


    -


    "Patricia? Wake up,"


    I saw Callum sitting beside me while tapping my shoulder. He smiled when he saw me awake.


    "Hi" I smiled when he kissed me.


    Tumingin ako sa bintana at nakitang palubog na ang araw.


    "Why are you sleeping here?" Callum asked, frowning.


    "W ka naman at kwarto ko naman ''to" ngumuso ako bago lumambitin sa batok niya.


    I sniffed on his neck. Damn, he''s always smells good!


    "You should be sleeping in our room instead. It''s bigger,"


    Ngumiti ako. Tumayo siya at inlayan din ako tumayo. "Okay po!"


    Pumunta kami sa kwarto niya para makapagpalit siya nang damit. Bumaba naman muna ako para timhan siya ng kape.


    "Coffee..."


    He smiled and epted it. We''re here in the balcony of his room. He tap his legs for me to sit there.


    "How''s your day here?" mmbing niya''ng tanong.


    He automatically hug his arm around my waist.This is property ? N?velDrama.Org.


    "I should the one asking you that. How''s your work?"


    Nilingon ko siya at hindi ko parin tga maiwasan na hindi humanga sa itsura niya. He''s too handsome and charming plus adding his soft type everytime he''s talking to me.


    "Still confusing but thank god you''re here to remove my stress" he kissed my shoulder.


    I giggled a little when his hug got tighter.


    Nang pumatak ang 6:00 p. m, nag asikaso na kami ni Callum para sa dinner. Nauna siya maligo habang hinahanda ko na ang mga isusuot niya.


    I also finished tooking a shower and I wore my preferred ck backless dress while Callum is wearing a white polo shirt and a jeans.


    I applied light make up and curl the tips of my hair. I even saw Callum''s intent stare while I''m facing the mirror. He''s just waiting for me to finish. Nilingon ko siya. "What?"


    "You''re already, pretty"


    Napairap ako. "Nambob ka na naman!"


    Kinuha ko na ang bag ko at hin siya pbas ng kwarto. Ramdam ko parin ang titig niya hanggang makasakay kami ng sasakyan.


    "Stop staring at me, Callum!" kunwari''y irita kong sabi at inirapan siya.


    What''s wrong with my face? My dress is good and my make up is not that dark! What''s his problem!


    Narinig ko ang mahina niya''ng hkhak. "Ang pikon mo. I''m just admiring your beauty"


    Nahigit ko ang hininga ng hawakan niya ang tiyan ko. Hinaplos niya ang kabuuan nito bago pumikit at ngumiti.


    I can''t help but to also smile. I can clearly see the excitement in him. Ipinahinga ko ang ulo ko sa balikat niya hanggang makarating kami sa restaurant.


    Mrs. Vsquez preferred this big restaurant. Unlike others, it''s not really open or vulgar. Kung titignan mo sabas ay parang itong mking bahay pero nang makapasok kami ay marami ang kumakain. Everything looks so much expensive.


    "Angki naman dito" komento ko.


    "Mom''s friend was the owner. It''s much safer here,"


    Iginiya ako ni Callum sa pinakadulong parte. Naroon ang table namin at naaaninag ko na s mommy.


    "Patricia! Callum!"


    Sinalubong kami ni mommy nang yakap. S pang ang narito. Lumapit ako kay daddy at Jordan para bumeso.


    "I miss you," bulong ko kay Jordan habang yakap siya.


    "We also miss you! How are you? Your baby, ate?"


    "We''re fine, Jordan" ngumiti ako bago inlayan ni Callum paupo.


    Mahaba ang table at si daddy ang sa kabng dulo at magkakatabi kaminghat sa isang side. ng minuto pa kaming nag usap n mommy at kamustahan bago dumating ang parents ni Callum. "We''re sorry for beingte. We had an unexpected meeting," paumanhin ni Mrs. Vsquez.


    "It''s okay. You all just in time" ani mommy.


    Mki ang ngiti ni Mrs. Vsquez nang dumako ang tingin niya sa akin.


    "Patricia, it''s been a while!"


    She hugged and kissed me.


    "Good evening po,"


    Bumeso rin ako kay Mr. Vsquez at tumango naman k Ramon at Isaac na kapwa nakangisi na sa kuya nng si Callum.


    Dumating ang mga pagkain namin at napuno ng mga katanungan ang buong table.


    I was smiling the whole time until their attention turned to me and Callum.


    "Do you already have your check up, Patricia?" Mrs. Vsquez asked.


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    I nodded. "Yes, just yesterday"


    "Good. I know a very a good doctor! I suggest her to you, darling. She will take care good of you!"


    I just smiled and nodded.


    "What''s your n, Callum and Patricia?" bing tanong ni Mr. Vsquez.


    Nagkatinginan kami ni Callum bago siya tumango. He will talk first.


    "I added more men for her safety, dad. She also had a personal doctor who will take care of her"


    Tumango ang parents ni Callum.


    "What about your studies, anak?" bumaling sa akinhat sa tanong ni mommy.


    "Oo nga, Patricia. Maybe it''s a good idea if you will just stop for now?" segunda ni Mrs. Vsquez. "Your school works might stress you out,"


    "It was actually my n" I said, smiling. "Tatapusin kong po ang first year ko sa med school. Then I''ll proceed on taking care of our child once I give birth"


    Sa sobrang hirap sa med school, baka mabaliwng ako pag nag patuloy pa. Mabuti at ng buwan nang ay matatapos na rin ang se, sakto sa pagki nang aking tiyan. Right now, my tummy is still not obvious, I think it''s because I''m petite. Kaya kapag natapos ko ang isang taon ay titigil muna ako at kapag nanganak at nakapagpahinga, doon ko itutuloy ang pag-aaral.


    I have thought of hiring personal taker for our child. Para kahit paano ay hindi maging mahirap sa amin ni Callum.


    "Hmm, good. You and Callum should focused on your pregnancy! I''m so excited! Finally, magkakaroon na ako ng apo!" natutuwang saad ni Mrs. Vsquez. "I thought Callum will just grow old without having a girlfriend but now... he''s soon to be dad!"


    Naluluha pa si Mrs. Vsquez sa sobrang saya. She looks overwhelmed.


    They continued asking questions about my pregnancy. Kung ano ba ang gusto kong kainin o ano ba ang nararamdaman ko. I answered them but Callum beside me seems annoyed because of his mom being so talkative. My heart feel so fulfill tonight.


    Callum''s family is indeed good persons. Magagaan shat kausap kahit si Ramon at Isaac.


    "Just continue your stories on our next dinner, mom" saad ni Callum sa mommy niya at hinawakan ang kamay ko bago tumayo. "We better go. Patricia needs to rest"


    Natapos na kaminghat kumain ay hindi parin natapos ang usapan n mommy. They are talking about business now.


    "Oh, right! Titignan ko kung makakapasyal ako sa inyo next week! Patricia? Take care of yourself, okay?"


    I nodded to Mrs. Vsquez. She gave me a quick kiss on my cheeks and hug me tight.


    "We were also going. Still had work tomorrow" sabi ni mommy, tumayo na rin s Jordan at daddy.


    Nag pam na kami sa isa''t isa bago kami nauna ni Callum na pumunta sa sasakyan. Ang parents naman ni Callum ay naiwan pa sa restaurant dahil kinakausap pa n ang friend na owner.


    "You good?" Callum asked while fastening my seatbelt.


    I blushed a bit because his face was so near. "Y-Yes"


    I heard him chuckled before giving me a soft kiss on my lips.


    "Oh my-Callum!" gt kong sabi na ikinatawa niya.


    Sinapak ko siya sa braso. Bakit bi nang siya nanghahalik!


    "I want to kiss you so bad. I''m sorry," he''s stillughing.


    I rolled my eyes when he gets my hand and started driving.


    Along with our way, I noticed that he was smiling the whole time. I heard his phone vibrated and he smiled more when he open it. I think someone send him a message?


    I was kinda confused.


    Lumingon siya sa akin ng mapansin ang titig ko. "Why?"


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    Tumingin ako sabas ng bintana. Medyo mpit na kami sa vige. Hindi ko mapigng humikab dahil sa antok. Mlim na rin kasi ang gabi kaya nang makarating kami sa bahay ay nauna na ako lumabas. "You better go first right in the pool area,"


    Nilingon ko si Callum sa sinabi niya. "Bakit?"


    "We have something to talk about" he said seriously before pressing on his phone.


    W sa sariling tumango ako. Ano naman kaya ang pag-uusapan?


    Habang ab siya sa telepono ay nauna na ako sa loob. Tahimik at w ako''ng makita na kahit isang katulong sa paligid. Dumiretso ako sa back door papunta sa pool area pero nagt ako ng sobrang dilim dito. I turned on the switch and my jaw almost dropped when I saw the whole set up of pool area. I covered my mouth because of shocked!


    "What is this?" I whispered and started walking slowly.


    May mga rose petals na nagkt sa ibaba. Sa mismong pool naman ay nanibago ako dahil may nakapalibot na mga w sa paligid nito. Kahit sa mga hman.


    Natutop ang mata ko sa gitna, mpit sa pool. Mayroongmesa at dwang upuan doon. It was surrounded by lights and rose petals. I looked up and saw beautiful decorations that was hanging up there. Naguguluhan ako''ng tumingin sa paligid pero nag patuloy parin ako sa pagpit samesa. Para saan ito?


    "You liked it?"


    I turned around and saw Callum holding a big bouquet of flowers. He was smiling and started walking towards me.


    I started tearing up. What is this for?? Saan niya nakuha ang bk na ''yon?


    "For you..."


    I epted the flowers. He cupped my face and kissed me.


    "Callum?" I asked curiously.


    Para saan itong flowers at mga decorations sa paligid?


    "You don''t remember, hmm?" he said teasingly.


    Iginiya niya ako paupo. Magkaharap na kami ngayon at hindi maw ang pagtataka ko. It''s not his bithday nor mine today, so what is it? What''s the purpose of this surprise?


    "Callum what''s happening? What are we celebrating?"


    Mas kumunot ang noo ko dahil nakatitigng siya sa akin, nakangiti.


    "It''s been 8 months now since we got married. I just want to celebrate,"


    Agad naki ang mata ko. Inisip ko agad ang date ngayon at ang wedding date namin. I realized that he''s right but I didn''t expect him to pull out a surprise like this.


    I don''t know what to say. I really got surprised that he remembered those little things about us! I felt nothing but hapiness right now.


    "Thank you. I didn''t expect this..."


    I looked at him with my teary eyes. He chuckled and reach my face to wipe my tears.


    "I want you to experience all the good things as long as I can. I always count the days and months we''ve sharing and now I can finally celebrate those precious times with you," he gave me an assuring smile. Tumayo siya at lumapit sa akin.


    I didn''t waste my time. I also stood up and hug him tight. "Thank you so much. I didn''t expect us to ended up like this,"


    Hinaplos niya ang likod ko. "A precious woman like you deserves everything,"


    Kumaw ako sa yakap at dinungaw ang mukha niya. All his words are melting me and I couldn''t believe that I already experiencing those things I thought I won''t.


    I tiptoed and gave him a peck on his lips but he suddenly held my head to deepend our kiss. I smiled and slowly wrap my arms around his neck. We swayed our body a bit while kissing.


    I can''t deny that this is one of the best night that I''ve experienced. A romantic night that I won''t forget because I''m with a man that full of surprises.

 CHAPTER 55

    PATRICIA''S POV (Dream House)


    "So stressful!"


    Ibinagsak ni Jess sa tabi ko ang mga results ng exams namin. Mababa ang score niya sa isang subject.


    "Med school is indeed stressful, Jess" sang-ayon ko dahil kahit ako ay nahihirapan na rin.


    Our lectures and lessons for hours per subject is not a joke. This week is I could say a bit rough for us. Marami kaming ginawa. Mag aral ng mga uing lessons at para sa exams. Thank god I passed all of those.


    "Mamaya may mgaboratories pa tayo! Bakit ba kasi naisipan ko pa mag doktor!"


    Iughed at her. She''s right. We still haveboratories to do for other subject.


    "Tara, kain muna tayo" aya ni Jess dahil break time na. "Your baby might be hungry!"


    I shook my head and stood up.


    Sim tga nang mag buntis ako ay naging doble ang ga niya sa akin. Pgi siya''ng may dng pagkain para sa akin at pinalahanan ako ng mga bagay na dapat ginagawa ng buntis. Si Tyrone naman ay ganoon din, pinadadalhan ako ng mga prutas sa bahay.


    Si Kelvin naman ay tuwang tuwa ng mman na buntis ako. Nasa France na siya kaya sa video call nang kami mads nag-uusap.


    "Bawal na sayo ang softdrinks. Water nang muna!"


    Si Jess ang nag order ng kakain ko. Masyado siya''ng strict td ni Callum. Habang kumakain ay nag-uusisa si Jess tungkol sa naging family dinner namin noong nakaraan. Ang dami niya''ng tanong.


    "So... tatapusin mong ang first year dito sa med school? Paano ako?!" maktol niya at natigil sa pagkain. "I don''t have any friends here! Sino na ang tatakbuhan ko kapag may hindi ako maintindihan na lectures?"


    Sadness became visible on her face. Hindi naman kasi biro ang pagkakaibigan namin. She was my bestfriend since elementary. Pgi kami magkasama kaya mahirap nga naman sa kanya na mahiwy sa''kin. "Syempre manganganak ako, Jess. I would take care of my child. Babalik din naman ulit ako sa pag-aaral"


    Suminghap siya bago muling bumaling sa pagkain, nakasimangot parin.


    "Jess naman... matagal pa ako manganganak at bibisitahin mo naman ako sa bahay di ''ba?"


    "Alright!" she rolled her eyes. "W rin naman ako magagawa,"


    Bumalik kami sa ss hanggang sa pinaka ayaw na part ni Jess. Ang mgaboratories na gagawin namin. Hindi ko na nga mabng kung ng beses na siya napagalitan pero bumawi naman siya sa mga operations na ginawa namin. Pagkatapos ng tatlong subjects ay pumunta muna ako safort room dahil nakaramdam ako ng pagsusuka.


    Ngayon kong ulit ito naramdaman siguro dahil naparami ang kainain ko kanina?


    "Ano, ayos kang? Nagsuka ka ulit kanina?" bungad ni Jess nang nag dismissal na.


    Hinintay niya ako sabas ng room.


    "Okay na ako, siguro naparami ang kain ko kanina"


    Habang nalakad papunta sa parking ay nabasa ko ang message ni Callum na susunduin niya raw ako. Hindi na ako nagt dahil namataan ko agad siya''ng pappit sa amin. Hindi niya nang kami hinintay sa parking.


    "Wow, so happily married na tga ang peg mo ngayon? Mukhang strict ang asawa mo, ah!" pang-aasar ni Jess ng makita si Callum.


    Pansin ko ang ng babae na habol ang tingin kay Callum. Who wouldn''t? He can really caught your attention by just walking arrogantly and looks so handsome effortlessly!


    "Hi,"


    Callum took the books I''m holding and quickly kiss me on the lips while there''s students around!


    Naki ang mata ko sa gt bago tumingin sa paligid. Gosh, I think I''m blushing! Narinig ko pa ang pekeng ubo ni Jess kaya mas nahiya ako.


    Callum acted like he didn''t do anything and even hold my hand.


    "Are you blushing?" he whispered.


    Inirapan ko siya at hin papunta sa parking. Si Jess ay nag pam na at nauna.


    "Don''t do that again!" singhal ko sa kanya ng makarating kami sa sasakyan.


    "Why? Are you shy?" he asked,ughing.


    "No," usal ko at humalukipkip nang mag sim siya mag drive.


    As usual, he held my other hand while he''s driving. May nadaanan kaming fast food at nag drive thru nang siya. He ordered me some fries, burger and drinks.


    Habang kumakain ako ay pansin ko ang patingin-tingin niya. Kinuha ko ang isang burger at inpit sa bibig niya pero umiling siya.


    "You seems hungry," puna niya at pinunasan ang gilid ngbi ko.


    "I vomit two times earlier. Siguro dahil marami ang nakain ko kaninang lunch"


    Mabilis nag-la ang mukha niya. "Are you okay? How are you feeling?"


    Tumawa ako. "Our baby is okay, don''t worry!"


    "I''m asking about you, Patricia. Because you''re the one carrying our baby and I''m also worried about you-"


    "Hey," I tap his arm. "We''re okay. What I''m feeling is just normal for a pregnant woman"


    Muli ako''ng kumagat sa burger at tumingin sabas ng bintana. Kumunot ang noo ko dahil hindi na pamilyar ang dinaraanan namin. Hindi ito ang daan papunta sa vige. Binalingan ko siya. "Uh, I think this is a wrong way-"


    "Yeah" tumingin siya sa akin. "We are going somewhere,"


    "Saan naman?"


    "You will see,"


    I don''t like his smile but I waited though.


    Nakatinginng ako sabas at hinihintay kung saan kami titigil. Pupunta ba kami sa restaurant o may date kami? But I''m still wearing my uniform!


    Pumasok ang sasakyan sa isang vige. Ngayonng ako nakarating dito. I noticed the big houses around.


    Are we visiting some of his friend here?


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    I was expecting that he will touch the doorbell but instead, he took out a key from his pocket. I look at him with wide eyes. Binuksan niya ang gate at pumasok kami. Hindi ako makapagsalita sa sobrang gt. Bakit siya may susi ng bahay na ito?


    Tahimik at wng tao pag pasok namin. Binuksan niya rin ang main door gamit ang isa pang susi.


    "Hey," I got his attention. "We''re already trespassing!"


    "We''re not,"


    Hawak niya parin ako papasok. Hindi ko maiwasang humanga sa ganda ng bahay. The interior design is really humiliating! May mking chandelier sa itaas. Puti at itim naman ang theme color dito sa loob kumpara sabas na in white. Mwak ang bahay na ito kumpara sa tinutuluyan namin ni Callum. Tingin ko''y kasya ang tatlong pamilya rito.


    "How can you say so, Callum? Nag pam ka ba sa may ari nito? Does one of your friends owns this?" tanong ko habang nililibot ng mata ang paligid.


    This house is indeed beautiful but too empty. Wng appliances o decorations. Isang sofang ang namataan ko sa may living room kaya lumapit ako doon, rinig ko ang pag sunod ni Callum.


    "Why are you not answering?" muli kong tanong dahil hindi siya sumagot. "Or maybe your friend asked you to check here-"


    Hindi ko na naituloy ang sasabihin ko dahil sa nakita. Sa tabi ng sofa ay may isang maliit na table at may nakapatong doon na isang picture frame. It was me! It was my graduation picture wearing my toga!


    I turned to Callum in confusion but I found him smiling!


    "W-What is this?" I asked. "Why do I have a picture here?"


    Nalaki ng mata ko bago bumaling ulit sa picture frame. Kinuha ko ito at tinitigan. Ako tga ito! Bakit ''to nandito? Din ni Callum?


    "You still didn''t get it my love..."


    Halos mahulog ang picture frame sa kamay ko ng maramdaman ang braso ni Callum sa baywang ko. Nakagat ko angbi nang ipahinga niya ang baba sa balikat ko at mas humigpit ang yakap. Damn!


    "C-Callum... what are you doing?" I tried removing his arm but I can''t!


    "Don''t bother about your picture. I brought that here"


    Nilingon ko siya. "What? Kanino ba itong bahay?"


    "It''s my house... our house rather," he chuckled on my neck.


    I bit my lower lip. How can he affect me like this!


    Lumuwag ang braso niya kaya pumihit ako paharap sa kanya. Halos mambot ako sa guwapo ng mukha niyalo na at nakangiti siya ngayon pero hindi ko ''yon ininda.


    "What did you say? You owned this house?!" eksahadera kong tanong. "You''re kidding me!"


    Humkhak siya bago ako muling niyakap. "It''s our house, Patricia. I bought it two years ago-"


    Sinapak ko siya braso. "Ginagago mo ba ako? We already had a house and what do you mean by this is our house?"


    Tumawa ulit siya at pinign ang kamay ko.


    "How I can be considered as a owner of this house if you bought it two years ago and we still don''t know each other that time?! How can you exin that, Callum?"


    Inagaw ko sa kanya ang kamay ko at humalukipkip, hinihintay ang paliwanag niya. If he bought this house two years ago, it means he already had a n to build a family here? To whom? To Zara?! Ngayong hindi natuloy ang kasal n ni Zara, sa akin niya itutuloy ang no niya. What the hell is my purpose? Second option?


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    Tinignan ko siya ng masama bago tinalikuran. Natanaw ko ang isang pinto na nakabukas kaya dumiretso ako roon papunta sa likod ng bahay.


    "Hey, I will exin!" rinig kong habol ni Callum.


    Hindi ko siya pinansin dahil natla nang ako sa ganda ng garden dito sa likod. It almost had resemnce to our house. May garden din kami roon at may pool pero ang pool dito ay sobrangki atwak. Maraming bk dito na ang sarap tignan!


    There''s a small arch that surrounded by flowers, it considered as the entrance to a beautiful garden.


    Pumasok ako roon. Halos kumip ang mata ko sa dami ng bk! May dwang swing din katd ng sa bahay namin. It seems a paradise for me!


    "You liked it? Beautiful isn''t it?"


    Hindi ko namyan na nasa likod ko na p si Callum.


    "Ang ganda naman dito," mangha kong sabi at umupo sa swing.


    "Just like you," he whispered. "I know that you love flowers"


    Nakita ko siya''ng umupo sa katabi kong swing. I looked at him unbelievable.


    "Why you need to do this?"


    "I bought this two years ago. I don''t have a n to live here to be honest," his eyes spark when he turned to me. "Not until you came. The moment I knew that you are pregnat, I immediately called someone to revovate this house. This is really my dream house and I want to leave here with my dream family"


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    T may humaplos sa puso ko sa mga narinig. He want us to leave here instead?


    "Hindi ba masyadong madali? May bahay pa naman tayo-"


    "I want to rush things especially if you''re involved," tumayo siya pumunta sa likuran ko. "I badly want to see your beauty blending with a beauty of this house,"


    Tuming ako sa kanya at naramdaman ko nang ang pag halik niya sa akin. Naki ang mata ko pero napapikit din kunan nang hawakan niya ang mukha ko.


    We spend more minutes in that garden when he decided to tour me in the second floor of the house.


    There''s five rooms totally. We entered the master''s bedroom and it was really wide!


    Humiga ako sa mmbot na kama habang nakangiti si Callum na nakatingin sa akin.


    "You really loves surprising me" I uttered and smiled at him.


    Nasa bulsa ang pareho niya''ng kamay bago umupo sa kama, sa tabi ko.


    Umayos din ako ng upo at niyakap siya patagilid. I wasn''t really expecting him go pull out a very huge surprise like this. He''s too much.


    Kums ako sa yakap at humarap siya sa akin. Bumaba ang tingin ko sabi niya. Hindi ko m pero may nag udyok sa akin at mas lumapit pa at idampi angbi ko sa kanya. His lips is really so soft. I closed my eyes when I felt his tongue entering my mouth.


    Tumaas ang bhibo ko at kinbutan sa sensasyon na naramdaman. Hinawakan niya ang batok ko at mas pinlim ang halik namin.


    "We will spend our night here..."


    He whispered between our kisses before our bodypletely fell on the bed.

 CHAPTER 56

    PATRICIA''S POV (Another Confusion)


    I just woke up that Callum was not beside me anymore.


    Luminga ako sa paligid at napagtanto na napasarap ang tulog ko sa bahay na ito kahit ngayon pang kami namgi rito.


    Umupo ako sa kama ng bing bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto. Pumasok si Callum na nakasuotng ng boxer shorts at sando. "Morning," he gave me a sweet kiss. "How was your sleep?"


    "Good morning!" I said and hugged him. "My sleep was good. It''s much better here, Callum..."


    "Of course, you''re with me..." he chuckled. "Let''s eat breakfast,"


    Tumango ako at hawak kamay kaming lumabas ng kwarto.


    "You cooked all of these?"


    Maraming pagkain ang nakahain samesa. Some fried rice, bacon, hotdog and coffee. Lahat ay bagong luto pa.


    Tumango naman siya bago ngyan nang pagkain ang to ko.


    I noticed that he''s not only good at handling apany but also a good cook. Mads niya na rin ako''ng pag lutuan nitong nakaraan.


    "I don''t have errands this morning. We will buy some appliances and stuffs for this house,"


    I stopped from eating. "Are you sure? We''re not in a rush. May bahay naman tayo di ''ba?"


    Isinukbit niya ang ing buhok ko sa likod ng aking tenga.


    "I want us to leave here as soon as possible. Let''s start a new phase and have a peaceful leaving here," he reached my hand, caressing it. "I also had n to change some structures of this house. That''s why I bring you here, maybe you had some suggestions or you want some designs?"


    Halos mapaubo ako sa sinabi niya.


    "Me?" I pointed myself. "Why do I have to suggests-"


    "Because this is our house" he cut me off. "I also need your opinion. Hinding naman ako ang titira dito. Tayong dwa,"


    I slowly nodded, still processing what he uttered.


    "Uh...what about our other house? Sayang naman ''yon at mki rin,¡±


    Ano''ng gusto niya? Na w ng titira sa bahay na ''yon? Sayang naman!


    "We can go there sometimes if you want once we finalized this house" he answered. "Or maybe celebrating some asions there. You decide,"Text ? owned by N?velDrama.Org.


    Nag init ang mukha ko. He''s really sure about me. Building a family with me. I smiled secretly because of that.


    Nang matapos kaming kumain ay naligo na agad ako.


    Mamimili kami ng ng gamit para dito sa bahay kaya simpleng blouse at trouserng ang isinuot ko, Ganoon din si Callum, simpleng shirt at jeansng.


    Ewan ko ba kung ano pa ang mga iniisip ni Callum. Tingin ko ay masyado siya''ng nagmamadali para rito pero kaguustuhan niya ''yon. I just need to support him.


    -


    Pumunta muna kami sa isang mpit na furniture shop. Namili kami roon ng mga gamit na babagay sa bahay.


    I just want Callum to choose by his own but he always considered my opinion. So we were both choose things for our house.


    May inutusan siya na mga tao para mag deliver ng mga binili namin sa bahay. Pagkatapos ay dumiretso na kami sa mall para bumili rin ng ibang gamit td ng mga sofa at kitchen utensils.


    We bought 3 set of sofa''s and also things for bedrooms.


    Ako rin ang pumili ng mga gamit para sa kusina habang si Callum ay binilihat ang se ng mga paglulutuan gaya ng kaldero. Halos mahilo ako sa dami ng mga binili namin. Hindi ko na mabng kung ng box na ang mga ''yon. Td ng nauna, ipinadeliver dinhat ''yon ni Callum.


    "I''ll just look for some dress before we eat. Ayosng ba?" pam ko kay Callum dahil t hinih ako ng magagandang damit sa boutique.


    "Do what you want. I can wait," he uttered and held my hand.


    Ngumiti ako bago siya hin sa halera ng mga damit. My eyes almost spark seeing beautiful dresses! Tinignan ko ang mga ''yon isa-isa. Lahat ay magaganda! Ang tagal na rin sim noong nakapamili ako ng damit kaya ngayon ay nasasabik ako.


    Saglit kong binitawan ang kamay ni Callum para hawakan ang mga damit. Nanatili siya sa likuran ko at sumusunod kung saan ako pumunta.


    Pumipili ako ng magandang blouse ng marinig kong may tumawag sa kanya. Sinenyasan niya ako nalayo muna siya para sagutin ang tawag. Tumango naman ako at nag patuloy sa ginagawa. Halos bumigat na ang kamay ko sa dami ng damit na pinili ko.


    "I will go for shirts," bulong ko sa sarili at pumunta na sa hanay ng mga shirts.


    Ito na angst dahil baka matapos na si Callum sa kausap niya ay pumipili parin ako.


    Ab ako sa pag ktis ng magandang quality ng shirt para kay Callum ng bing may pamilyar na boses ang tumawag sa pangn ko.


    "Patricia? It''s been a while,"


    Naki ang mata ko ng makita si Raven. He was standing behind me while smiling.


    "R-Raven!" I even shuttered because of shocked.


    I can''t help myself but to hug him. "Long time no see. How are you?"


    Kums ako sa yakap at bakas ang gt niya sa bing pag yakap ko. Mabilis rin akong dumistansya sa kanya. I noticed his face. It matured more. He also had a new haircut.


    Raven cleared his throat. "Uh, you look good. I''m sorry I didn''t visit you when you got hospitalized."


    Ngumiti ako. "It''s okay. I''m already recovered"


    His face softened. He then came closer and held my arm carefully.


    "It''s good to hear that you recovered. I really wanted to look for you after I heard what happened. I tried to see you to make sure that you''re okay but your security is too tight. They are not allowing me to get near you especially your husband-"


    "Fuck off, Laurier"


    A big but terrifying voice suddenly thundered.


    My eyes literally grew bigger when I saw Callum walking towards us. Anger seemed to being out of his eyes when he saw Raven''s hand, holding my arm.


    Raven was also shocked to see Callum.


    I immediately distanced myself from Raven.


    "You''re not allowed to get near or just fucking touch her" Callum said seriously and bumped Raven''s shoulder before covering me behind him. Napuno ako ng pagtataka at nakaramdam ng kaba at takot.


    "C-Callum, what''s the problem?" I asked worriedly.


    He turned to me with his serious eyes. "Don''t talk to him. He''s just a waste of time-"


    "Why so serious, Vsquez?" sabi ni Raven. "You''re over reacting. I''m just consulting if she''s already okay-"


    "She don''t need to your care, she don''t need you either" I saw Callum clenched his fist. "Why you have to anyway? Sino ka ba? Stop pestering her" Hinawakan ni Callum ang braso ko. "Let''s go,"


    Raven suddenlyughed teasingly. "What is this behavior, Callum? Tungkol parin ba ito sa pangbibintang mo sa amin tungkol sa nangyari kay Patricia-"


    "Don''t fucking open that topic in front of her. And stop using that tone as if you''re family are not guilty" he took two step towards Raven.


    Naguguluhan akong tumingin sa kan. Pinagbibintangan n Callum ang mga Laurier na nasa likod ng pag ambush sa amin?


    "Then don''t include my family if you don''t have concrete and strong evidence against us!" Raven uttered back, his dagger eyes showing how mad he is right now. They''re both heating with anger.


    Pinign ko ang braso ni Callum ng akma siya''nglapit kay Raven. There''s determination in his eyes and also to Raven.


    Maraming tao rito sa mall kaya nakakahiya kung makita sng nag-aaway.


    Binalingan ko si Raven. "Uh...we''re going now. Sorry for the-"


    "No, don''t apologize to him" Callum interrupted me. "He''s just a mess,"


    Napatianod ako nang hhin ako ni Callum paalis. Naguguluhan kong nilingon si Raven at nakitang masama ang tingin niya kay Callum pero lumambot ito ng mapatingin siya sa akin. Naguguluhan ako. Tahimik si Callum at seryoso ang tingin sa daan hanggang makarating kami sa sasakyan.


    He was gasping heavily while I remained silent. I know he''s still mad but I''m confused!


    "S-Sorry about earlier," Callum started. "W-Where do you want to eat?"


    "Sa bahay nang siguro. Magluluto ako," sagot ko habang nakatingin sabas.


    "Hey, are you mad?" he quickly held my hand. "Sorry, I got carried away seeing that guy"


    "Okayng," ngumiti ako. "Let''s go,"


    I fastened my seat belt. I even saw him looking at me before started driving. He looks hesitant.


    Noon pa man ay m kong kban ng kompanya n ang kompanya n Raven, ang mga Laurier pero hindi ko m na kaaway n ito ng personal.


    Hindi ako mapakali sa kinauupuan dahil iniisip ko parin ang mga sinabi ni Raven kanina. Tumingin ako kay Callum at nag-iisip kung tama ba na mag tanong ako tungkol doon. I''m involved on that ambush so I think I have the rights to know a little information about it?


    "Uhm, Callum?" I cleared my throat. "I know this is insensitive but can I asked something about the...ambush?"


    I saw his jaw moved aggressively. His eyes softened when he looked at me.


    "What about it?" namamaos niya''ng sabi.


    "Based on what I heard earlier... is it true that you are using raven''s family? That''s a heavy charge, Callum-"


    "I know," he cut me off. "That''s why we are still looking for evidence"


    I looked at him confused. "How can you say that they are involve, then? Hindi maganda na mag bintang tayo, Callum! And I don''t think Raven-"


    "You don''t know himpletely yet" he said coldly. "Let''s just wait for the investigation and you''ll see..."


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    Mabilis ako''ng nag luto at hanggang sa pagkain ay hindi kami nag-uusap. It was so awkward. Wng may gusto na mag salilta sa aming dwa. Pansin ko na panay ang sulyap niya sa akin pero hindi ko ''yon pinansin.


    Ako ang unang natapos kumain kaya dumiretso na ako sa kwarto. Naligo ako habang iniisip parin ang kanina.


    I only had a towel wrapped around my body when I came out of the bathroom. I saw Callum sitting on the bed.


    Nag angat siya ng tingin sa akin. "Hey..."


    Lumihis ako ng tingin at lumapit sa closet. Naramdaman ko agad ang presensya niya sa likod ko.


    "Are you mad?" he asked softly. "I''m really sorry,"


    "I''m not mad," sambit ko at kumuha ng damit.


    Niyakap niya ako patalikod. Kinalibutan ako ng maramdaman ang mainit niya''ng hininga sa leeg ko.


    I bit my lower lip. "C-Callum, magbibihis ako,"


    "Are we good?" bulong niya.


    Mas humigpit ang yakap niya kaya hindi ako nakasagot.


    "Love, are we good?" namamaos niya''ng ulit.


    "Y-Yes...of course, we''re g-good," utal kong sabi at halos kumbog ang puso ko sa epekto ng ginagawa niya sa''kin.


    Nakahinga siya ng maluwag bago ako hinalikan sa ulo.


    "Promise, after the investigation, I''ll tell you everything,"


    "You should,"


    He chuckled. "Don''t get mad at me anymore, please. Hindi ko kaya," he gave me another. "I need to go in thepany now. See youter,"


    Tumango ako at ngumiti. Niyakap niya ulit ako bago tuluyang umalis.


    Nag bihis agad ako at pagkatapos ay humarap sa vanity mirror na mki. Ako ang nag request kay Callum na gay ito rito since mahilig ako mag ayos. While blowing dry hair, my eyes identally darted on Callum''s drawer just beside of his table.


    Medyo nakabukas ''yon at nakbas ang ng papel kaya tumayo ako parapitan ''yon.


    I shook my head while opening the drawer. I took the papers inside and arranged it. While I was sorting through the papers, I saw some printed photos.


    My face gradually turned serious when I realized who was in the photo. It was d-daddy. He''s wearing different clothes in the pictures so they are in different locations.


    May nakangiti si daddy habang kausap ang isang matanda at ang iba naman ay nakaupo si dddy sa isang table at maraming kasama.


    It was inside of casino.


    "Mr. Lim..." I read the name below the pictures.


    My brows are furrowed while flipping the papers. I took my phone and took a picture of those.


    My hands were trembling.


    Ano na naman ito? Is it another confusion?

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    PATRICIA''S POV (Failed)


    I woke up with a bothered mind.


    W na rin si Callum sa tabi ko, siguro''y nasa ibaba na.


    Umupo ako sa kama at tumla. Should I confront Callum regarding that? To daddy''s pictures?


    I immediately shook my head.


    No, I will let him tell me the truth by his self. I trusted him now so I will wait to his exnation regarding that.


    Bumaba ako at nakita siya na nag-aayos ng pagkain samesa. I stared at his broad shoulders that were moving aggressively every time he moved.


    I smiled. "I thought you hired maids to makes things easier. Why are you doing that?"


    He turned to me. "Oh, you''re awake"


    Humarap siya at ibinuka ang mga braso. Tumawa ako at niyakap siya. He really smells good even if he just woke up.


    "I want to cook for you" he whispered. "Let''s eat. My babies might hungry,"


    My face heated.


    Niyakap niya ako sa baywang at iginiya sa upuan. Parang malaway ako sa bango ng mga niluto niya.


    "Ihahatid mo ba ako sa school?" tanong ko sa kgitnaan ng pagkain namin.


    "Of course,"


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    "Aren''t you going to stop for studying? I noticed that it''s just stressing you out. You can continue-"


    "Kaya ko pa naman. Hindi parin naman gaano kki ang tiyan ko," paliwanag ko. "ng months nang matatapos ko na ang isang taon sa med school," "Yeah, I don''t want to see you so stressed,"


    He''s too protective and paranoid sometimes but I''m happy. He''s just excited for our baby and so am I.


    Pagkatapos kumain ay naligo agad ako at nag ayos papasok ng school. Ganoon din si Callum dahil diretso siya sa kompanya pagkatapos ako''ng ihatid. Ang mga makakapal na libro ko ay si Callum ang nag buhat.


    Habang nasa biyahe ay tahimik kami. Nala ko na naman tuloy ang mga litrato ni daddy sa kwarto niya kahapon.


    Nababagabag parin ako.


    Nilingon ko si Callum na nasa daan ang tingin. He looks... fine and calm. Para bang w siya''ng problema o akong ang nag-iisip ng iba tungkol doon?


    I let out a heavy sighed.


    "What''s with the sighed? Are you okay? Any problem?" Callum suddenly asked.


    Napatakip tuloy ako sa bibig. "W-W naman..."


    "Are you sure?" he raised a brow.


    I smiled and nodded.


    Kinuha niya ang kamay ko at hinaplos iyon.


    Pagdating sa school ay hinihintay na ako ni Jess sa parking para tulungan ako sa mga libro.


    "Bye, see youter" Callum held my chin and gave me a deep kiss. "I love you,"


    I pursed my lips and felt blushing. "I-I love you,"


    Lumabas ako ng sasakyan at sinalubong ako ni Jess na may nakalolokong ngisi.


    "Hi, buntis!" bati niya at kinuha ang n kong libro. "You''re blushing again. Pinakilig ka na naman ba ng asawa mo?"


    Tinawanan ko siya at tinalikuran.


    "Uy, totoo nga!" asar niya''ng sabi. "Sana all may naghahatid, no?"


    Nilingon ko siya. "Mag boyfriend ka na kasi!"


    "Ano''ng boyfriend, asawa agad ang hahanapin ko!" nakangisi pa siya. "Parang ikaw, hindi nagkaroon ng boyfriend dahil asawa agad,"


    "Being married is not that easy, Jess" pala ko.


    "Of course! Para namang hindi ko m ang pinagdaanan mo no''ng una pang kayo ikasal ni Callum. Gusto mo kwento kohat m sa sinabi mong hindi mo siya gusto-"


    "Oh, shut up! Just keep it to yourself!" I said and covered my ears.


    She''s really good at teasing me!


    Dumiretso kami sa locker dahil iiwan ko roon ang iba kong libro, ang iba naman ay gagamitin namin para sa mga bagong discussions.


    Nag sim ang se namin at halos mapiga na ang utak ko sa dami ng dapat tandaan na lessons.


    Tama nga si Callum. I should stop from this for the mean time. Sobrang sakit sa ulo kabisaduhin ang mga operations procedure, identifying health problems at iba pa. Kaya ang mga notebooks ko ay halos mapuno na ng mga notes. Pagkatapos ng discussions ay nag suot kami ngb coats at dumiretso saboratory. We have some activities today.


    We were standing for almost half an hour and doingbs while listening to our prof and taking down some important notes. Multi tasking it is.


    Kaya nang matapos ang ng oras na se ay pagod kaming umupo ni Jess sa canteen. Break time na.


    "Sigurado ka ba na ayos kang?" nag-alang tanong ni Jess. "Grabe, that was stressing!"


    "I''m okay," sambit ko bago nag sim kumain.


    Pakiramdam ko''y nanghina ako kanina sa mga se kaya bumawi ako ngayon sa pagkain.


    Marami pa kaming free time kaya nang matapos kami sa pagkain ay pumunta muna kami ni Jess sa field para magpahangin.


    D ni Jess angptop niya at ab siya roon, inbas ko naman ang cellphone ko. I scrolled to the photos I took yesterday.


    Binalingan ko si Jess at nag isip kung hihingi ba ako ng tulong niya.


    "J-Jess? May wifi naman dito sa school, no?"


    "Oo, nakaconnect nga ako, e!" sabi niya habang nasaptop parin ang tingin.


    "Can you search about Roberto Lim?"


    Nag angat siya ng tingin. "Lim? Businessman ba ''to? His name is quite familiar,"


    Nag kibit balikat ako. "I don''t know. I just want to know information about his being,"


    She nodded and started working on herptop.


    Muli kong tinignan ang mga litrato ni daddy. Nakaprint sa lim ng mga picture ang mga tao na kasama niya.


    Bumabagabag sa akin ang litrato na nasa casino siya I think it just took recently. I thought daddy already stop doing that thing when he recovered to his ill. But what is this picture pertaining?


    "He''s a businessman," Jess uttered. "But he got linked to some issues..." she looked at me. "May problema ba, Patricia? Hindi biro ang mga issue sa kanya,"


    "What kind of issues?" I asked, a little bit tensed.


    "Well... base on this article, he''s greedy when ites to money. He has a several business back then but it all when bankrupt!" suminghap siya. "Gosh, what kind of mind set he had?!" Napangiwi ako. Bakit sinasamahan ni daddy ang ganitong se ng tao?


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    "He''s also a gambler..." nilingon ako ni Jess. "Siguro roon napupunta ang pera ng mga nag iinvest sa kanya. Irresponsible. He had an issue just recently, huh"


    Tumaas ang ky niya. "Nag nakaw daw ito ng pera sa kompanya. Pero hindi pa siya naipapakulong dahil wng sapat na ebidensya. Maybe because he had so much connections. What do you think?" Natahimik ako at hindi m ang sasabihin.


    "Why you need to gather information about him anyway?" she asked. "Might share me your problem?"


    I gulped and slowly looked at her.


    "Nothing," umiling ako.


    "Sus, m kong may problema ka. Ano na naman ba?" intriga niya. "Sige... m ko naman na magkukusa ka na sabihin sa akin ''yon. Take your time"


    I need to find more information.


    Kung bakit nasa kwarto ni Callum ang mga litrato na iyon. Konektado ba ''yon sa pag iimbestiga niya kay daddy? Pero bakit ganoon? May pakiramdam ako na hinding mga negosyante ang kasama ni daddy sa mga pictures. There''s more deeper about their doings.


    Kaya nang mag dismissal ay nag text agad ako kay Callum na pupuntang ako k mommy. Si Jess naman ay nagtataka rin dahil bian daw.


    Tinawagan ko ang pinsan kong si Axcel dahil sakto na naritong siya mpit sa school. Sa kanya ako magpapahatid.


    "W kang bodyguards! Paano kung pinanonood ng mga kaaway ang gw mo?"


    Napapikit ako habang sinsermonan ng pinsan kong si Axcel. Salubong ang ky niya habang nagmamaneho.


    "Rx, Ax..." mmbing kong sabi. "I''m safe now-"


    "No. Unless the person behind that ambush got in prison,"


    Mas nag salubong ang ky niya.


    "You shouldn''t be stubborn, Patricia! Especially now that you''re pregnant. Is that true? Your mom told us about that"


    "Yes, I''m pregnant,"


    "Kaya kangan mo maging mas maingat. Bakit ba kasi sa kan ka pa inireto ni tita. Mking pamilya ang mga Vsquez at mki rin ang mga kaaway n," seryoso ang mukha ng pinsan ko. "They didn''t listen to me. I always thought that this might happened!"


    Naguluhan ako. "Axcel? What do you know about the Vsquez''s enemies? I know that you also entered business. How is it going?"


    Pagak siya''ng tumawa. "It''s not that easy entering business industries, Pat. There, you will meet people you thought had good intention and reputation but when you will look behind them, you''ll see their darkness" What he mean by that?


    "Don''t stress yourself about that matter," masungit niya''ng sambit. "It''s better to focused on taking care of yourself,"


    Umirap ako at humalukipkip nang. Inbas ko ang cellphone ko dahil narinig kong nag vibrate ito.


    Sunod-sunod kong nabasa ang mga messages ni Callum. Saying that I''m hard headed and too stubborn. Hindi ko siya nireyan hanggang makarating kami sa bahay.


    "Anong oras ka uuwi sa asawa mo?" tanong ni Axcel habang tinatanggal ko ang seatbelt.


    "Bakit?"


    "Para m ko kung ano''ng oras kita daraanan dito, para ihatid pauwi"


    Ngumiti ako at tinapik siya sa balikat. "Callum will fetch me. Thank you for the ride, Ax! Take care,"


    "You should take care always, couz"


    Hinintay ko na umalis ang sasakyan niya bago ako pumasok sa bahay.


    It''s too early for my parents toe home from work so it''s really a good timing.


    "Magandang hapon po, Mam Patricia..."


    Ngumiti ako sa katulong na sumalubong sa''kin.


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    "Ganoon ba?" sabi ko at inpag ang bag sa sofa.


    "Gusto niyo ng inumin?"


    "Uh, no thanks" tanggi ko. "Saglitng naman ako. May kukuninng sa itaas,"


    Agad ako''ng umakyat pataas pero hindi ako dumiretso sa kwarto ko, kundi sa kwarto n mommy at daddy...


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    "This is it. Hoping to find interesting here..." bulong ko bago tuluyang pumasok.


    Malinis ang kwarto n. Maayos din ang closet hanggang sa working table n. Dwa ang table n rito kaya una ako''ng lumapit sa table ni mommy. Nanginginig ang kamay ko habang binubuksan ang drawer sa ibaba. May mga foldsers doon at tinignan ko isa-isa pero w ako''ng nakita na importante. Tinignan kohat m sa ibabaw hanggang sa mga drawers ni mommy pero wng kahina-hin roon.


    Bumaling ako sa table ni daddy.


    Napalunok ako bago lumapit doon. Mas marami ang mga papeles ni mommy kumpara sa kanya. Hinalughog kohat ng gamit ni daddy pero ang papelng na nakgay doon ay patungkolng sa kompanya. Nag patuloy ako sa paghahanap ng kahit ano''ng bagay na makakasagot ng mga bumabagabag sa akin pero w!


    I sat frustratingly on the bed.


    I even stamp my foot because of annoyance. I just waste my time here! Paano ako mapapanatag kung w ako''ng makitang kahit ano dito?


    Sa huli, tinawagan ko na si Callum para sunduin ako. As what I expected. Sinermonan niya ako hanggang makauwi.


    "Don''t do that again, okay?" hinawakan ni Callum ang braso ko.


    Maikli ako''ng ngumiti. "Yes, it''s just urgent so I needed to. Sorry..."


    Bi niya ako''ng niyakap.


    "Don''t make me worried, please..."


    Kums ako sa yakap at tining siya. "Last na ''yon..."


    Nag bihis na ako sa kwarto at nakita ko si Callum na nakaharap saptop niya.


    Nakita niya ako''ng lumabas galing sa banyo kaya tumayo siya at tumabi sa akin sa kama.


    Napapikit ako sa inis ng mala na w ako''ng nap sa bahay kanina. What I need to do? Ask Callum instead?


    I gulped and slowly looked at him. He''s already lying on the bed, beside me while scrolling on his phone.


    "C-Callum?" I said.


    He gave me a questioning look. "Hmm?"


    I averted my gaze. "D-Do you have something to tell me?"


    I bit my lower lip after saying that.


    "Huh? What do you mean?"


    "Uh..." I trailed off. "I mean, if you have something to asked me about... anything"


    His brows furrowed a moment then let out a sighed.


    "Is this about the ident again? Don''t worry, the investigation is still on going. Don''t be afraid...."


    Bumagsak ang balikat ko. I just aggreed to him even though deep inside, I was really hoping for him to tell the truth behind those pictures.

 CHAPTER 58

    Patricia''s POV (Liars)


    "Bakit ikawng mag isa ang pumunta rito? Where''s your husband?"


    Iyon ang bungad sa akin ni mommy ng sorpresahin ko s ngayon dahil hindi ako nag sabi na bibisitahin ko s. Nag pam ako kay Callum na uuwi rin ako bago gumabi. He''s still have work even though it is Sunday today so I went here alone. I''m with some bodyguards and driver instead.


    "He''s busy, mom" sabi ko at bumeso sa kanya.


    Nagt ako nang yakapin niya ako bi. "We missed you! Sorry, we''re too busy to visit you. Good thing that you had free time today,"


    "Of course, mom" ngumiti ako. "S daddy at Jordan? Cooping in their room?"


    "Yes! Kapag sinabi kong nandito ka ay siuradonglabas ang mga ''yon. Especially Jordan, he misses you," she pouted.


    "Ako nang po ang pupunta sa room niya," pam ko.


    "Right! And also to your dad. Matatapos na ako sa pagluluto, kakain na tayo ng lunch,"


    Una ako''ng pumunta sa kwarto ni Jordan. Kumakatok ako pero hindi binubuksan ang pinto. He''s probably facing hisputer again. Muli ako''ng kumatok at napangiti ng makita na pumihit ang doorknob.


    "What is it, mom-Ate?!"


    Mabilis niya akong sinugod ng yakap. Tumawa ako at hinaplos ang ulo niya.


    "You''re here!" he shouted and even jumped like a kid. "I miss you!"


    "You''re cooping inside your room again!" I jokingly pinch his ear. "Mom almost done cooking. Let''s eat,"Text ? owned by N?velDrama.Org.


    Nakangiti siya''ng tumango bago isinara ang pinto. Pababa na kami sa hagdan ng lumabas si daddy sa kwarto niya.


    "Patricia?" naki ang mata niya, kunan ay ngumiti. "How are you, honey? What brought you here?"


    Pilit ako''ng ngumiti nang halikan niya ako sa ulo. "Okayng, dad. I just wanted to visit here,"


    Humawak na ako sa braso ni Jordan at sabay bumaba. Nakita namin si mommy na nag-aayos na samesa.


    "Ang bango!" natatakam kong sabi bago umupo.


    Katabi ko si Jordan at sa harap namin s mommy. Nag sim kami kumain at aaminin kong namiss ko ''to! Sa bahay kasi ay kung hindi ko kasabay si Callum, w akong kasama kumain. "How was your experience so far, anak?" bing tanong ni mommy at tumingin sa tiyan ko. "No more morning sickness? Like vomiting or dizziness?"


    I smiled shortly. "Everything''s fine, mom"


    "Where''s Callum? Bakit nga ba hindi mo siya kasama?" tanong naman ni daddy. "Have you had your bodyguards with you?"


    "He''s in thepany, working. And yes dad, I''m with my bodyguards,"


    Tumango-tango siya at nag patuloy sa pagkain.


    I can''t help but to look at him for a moment. He looks normal though, he was not acting strange. But why I''m feeling this? I badly want to know the truth.


    m ko nahat ng pera na naw sa kompanya namin noon ay hindi pa nababawi ng buo pero nkas na ulit ang kompanya namin dahil sa mga Vsquez.


    "Uh, mommy? How''s ourpany?" I asked even though I know the answer.


    "Oh, it''s increasing honey! There''s no problem there. Why?"


    Umiling ako. "W naman po,"


    Huminga ako ng mlim at muling tumingin sa kan. Pinanatag ko muna ang loob ko at inisp ng mabuti ang sasabihin ko.


    "How about Roberto Lim, mom? Have you ever encountered him? Or maybe business partners?"


    Naki agad ang mata ni mommy habang si daddy ay nasamid. Nakaramdam na naman ako ng kakaiba.


    "How did you know him, Patricia?" mom asked aggressively as if it''s a wrong question.


    "Why, mom? Sino ba siya?" tanong ko pero ang mata ko ay kay daddy.


    "He''s a monster when ites to money!" ani mommy na para bang nandidiri. "Why? Is he associated with Callum? Negotiating? Oh my god! Ngayon pang pign mo na ang asawa mo-"


    "Uh, no mom," agap ko. "I just heard his name thest time Callum take me to their celebration with business partners,"


    Nakahinga siya ng maluwag. "Buti naman,"


    "Have you already encountered him, mom? Is that man should be avoided to?"


    "There''s no way that I''ll get near him!" she rolled her eyes. "His issues and doing is just so hrious! Even your dad doesn''t meet him yet and we will never be,"


    Tumaas ang ky ko.


    Gusto kong matawa ng sarkastiko habang nakikita si daddy na naing. What are you hiding, daddy? I''m not just worried about what I might find out but also to mommy''s reaction once she knew that daddy was seeing that man. Parang nawn ako ng gana at mabilis tinapos ang pagkain. Pinili kong pumunta sa likod ng bahay para magpahangin. Umupo ako sa wooden chair.


    I still remember our fresh memories here when I and Jordan are still young. W kaming problema na kahit ano noon hanggang sa unti-unting naging komplikado ang sitwasyon kasabay ng pagki namin ng kapatid ko. Back then, my only problem is how can I won in beauty pageants and surviving a year of studying with highest honors but now, I''m already seeking information about my parent''s secret.


    "I thought you''re in your room,"


    Napalingon ako at nakita si daddy na pappit. Naging ngko ang mukha ko.


    Umupo siya sa katabi kong upuan at ngumiti.


    "Ah...nagpapahanginng po," sabi ko ng hindi siya tinitignan.


    Saglit namuno ang katahimikan sa pagitan namin


    Ngayonng ito nangyari sa amin. I always greeted him with a tight hug and kiss. Sometimes, we always talked about something funny and willughed together.


    But I can''t do that now. Hindi ko kaya dahil pakiramdam ko, niloloko kong ang sarili ko.


    I heard daddy cleared his throat. "How are the Vsquez''s, Pat? Theirpany?"


    "I don''t know about theirpany but I''m sure that it''s getting better," huminga ako ng mlim. "How about you, dad? How are you doing?"


    Maikli siya''ng ngumiti. "Good, we''re fine. Still focusing on our business''s sess"


    I smiled sarcastically.


    How can he exin those pictures then? I want to ask him about that but there''s something stopping me.


    "You''re not doing anything that might drowned our family again, right?" I asked that made him shiver.


    Umawang angbi niya at bakas ang pagkabi sa mukha.


    "O-Of course, Patricia" nanginig ang boses niya. "Bakit mo nasabi ''yan?"


    Hindi siya makatingin ng diretso sa''kin. Guilty, huh?


    "Wng po..." I folded my arm. "I just don''t want us to experience that again. I know you and mommy are doing great jobs and good decisions,"


    My face was serious to show him that I''m not joking.


    He''s obviously notfortable with my words today so I stood up.


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    "I''ll just go to my room, dad" sambit ko. "Magpapahingang po,"


    "Oh, okay," he uttered, there''s still nervousness through his face. "You should rest..."


    Tinalikuran ko na siya at dumiretso sa kwarto.


    Nanghihina ako''ng umupo sa kama. Sinuyod ko nang kamay ang buhok ko. It''s really frustrating! I need to make move. I need to do something!


    I quickly took my phone and called Jess.


    "Hello?" mabilis na sagot ni Jess sa tawag.


    Huminga ako ng mlim. "Uh...Jess?"


    Nanginginig ang kamay ko habang hawak ang cellphone.


    "Hmmm? What is it? Any problem?"


    "Can you help me?" I asked, pleading. "I will send you some pictures. I want to know who are those person that daddy with. Their backgrounds, business, doings and everything..." "O-Okay, I''ll do my best" sambit niya. "Are you okay, Pat?"


    "I''m not..." I whispered. "Just update me regarding my favor, Jess. Thank you,"


    "S-Sige, basta ikaw!"


    Pinatay ko agad ang tawag. Humiga ako sa kama na mabigat ang loob, minasahe ko rin ang ulo ko na sobra na ang sakit ngayon sa dami ng iniisip.


    I was just staring at the ceiling when I decided to stoop up and get my bag.


    Uuwi na ako. This house and seeing dad just continuously frustrates me!


    Nag pam ako kay Jordan. Nalungkot pa siya no''ng una pero sinabi ko naman na bibisita ulit ako sa susunod kahit ang totoo, hindi ko m kung kaya ko pa ba na makita si daddy at marinig na nagsisinungaling siya. Hindi na ako nag pam k mommy. Sinabi ko nang sa isang katulong na sabihing umalis na ako.


    Ang driver parin ang kasama ko pauwi at ng mga tauhan ni Callum na nakasunod sa sasakyan namin.


    Pagkarating sa bahay ay nag text agad ako kay Callum na nakauwi na ako para hindi na siya mag-la. Dumiretso ako sa kwarto namin at nag palit ng damit bago humiga sa kama.


    Ngayonng ako nakaramdam ng pagod. Kanina ay hindi ko nagawang matulog o mag pahinga matapos ng usapan namin ni daddy.


    Mabigat na ang talukap ng mata ko kaya nag set ako ng rm ng pag gising.


    -


    Hindi sa tunog ng rm ako nagising kundi sa ingay ng cellphone ko. Kinapa ko ito sa side table at tuloy ang pag ring. I saw Jess calling.


    "Hello..." I answered in a sleepy voice.


    "Oh, sorry. Did I just disturb your sleep?"


    "No, Jess. What is it?" I tried to open my eyes widely and sat on the bed.


    "Tungkol ito sa ipinapagawa mo..." aniya na nag paalis ng antok ko. "I think it''s better if we''ll just meet tomorrow? What I gathered is just so questionable and hard to understand," Bi ako''ng kinabahan dahil iba ang tono niya.


    "We will talk about it tomorrow. Para maipaliwanag ko sayohat,"


    "Okay, see you tomorrow then?" sambit ko.


    "Yes. I will hang up now. I still have something to do," aniya bago pinutol ang tawag.


    Bumuga ako ng hangin bago tumayo. Madilim na sabas kaya isinara ko na ang kurtina ng bintana. Bumaba ako para uminom ng gatas at nakita ko roon ang isang katulong. "Ate?" tawag ko rito. "Nag luto na ho ba kayo ng pagkain?"


    Umiling siya at medyo nataranta. "Hindi pa po. Nagugutom na po kayo? Na''ko! Sige, magluluto na po ako-"


    "Uh, hindi po!" agad kong sabi. "Nag tanong po ako kasi gusto ko na ako ang mag luto ng pagkain ngayon. Pweded po ba?"


    Ngumiti ako ng mabilis siya''ng tumango. "Ayosng po, Mam!"


    Inubos ko agad ang gatas na iniinom at nag text kay Callum na sabay kaming kakain at ako ang magluluto. He texted that he will be here at 7:30.


    Ipinusod ko ang buhok bago humanap ng pwede iluto. I saw some beef and vegetables in the fridge so I decided to cook steak and some sd. May natira pa na m kaya ininit ko nang din ''yon. Exactly 7:00 pm when I finished cooking. I even had a little cut on my finger when I cut some ingredients. Hindi bale na, para naman kay Callum ang iniluto ko.


    I took a quick shower and exactly 7:30, I go downstairs to prepare the foods on the table. Nakangiti ako habang naghihintay kay Callum sa dining area pero halos pumatak na ang s otso ay w parin siya. Sinilip ko ang cellphone ko at nakitang w naman siya''ng text. I even called him but he''s out of reach. Maybe driving or traffic?


    Lumabas pa ako at nag hintay mpit sa gate kahit mlim na ang gabi.


    Sinubukan kong tawagan siya pero w tga. Umusbong ang pag-ala sa akinlo na ng pumatak ang s nuwebe. W parin siya!


    "Where are you, Callum..." kinakabahan kong sabi bago pumasok ulit sa loob.


    He''s not going home thiste. Nala kong sinabi niya na 6:00 pm pang ay umaalis na siya ng opisina pero bakit ngayon?


    Napatigil ako ng mala na may number nga p ako ng secretary niya! Siya pa mismo ang nag bigay niyon in case na hindi ko siya ma-contact.


    I immediately called his secretary and I smiled when she answered it.


    "Mam Patricia?" ani ng secretary. "Napatawag po kayo? May kangan-"


    "Uh, yes!" I said. "I just want to ask if Callum was still there in his office?"


    "Na''ko, kakaalis kong po sa kompanya at w na po roon si Sir,"


    "Ah, ganoon ba? m mo ba kung ano''ng oras siya umalis?"


    Naririnig ko ang ingay ng sasakyan sa kabng linya kaya w na tga siya sa trabaho.


    "Actually, half dayng po siya sa kompanya. May mahga raw po kasi siya''ng aasikasuhin-"


    "What?"g panga kong tanong. "I thought he''s there?"


    Hindi ko m pero bi ako''ng kinabahan.


    "Ak ko nga po pupuntahan niya kayo. Hindi naman po nakgay sa schedule ang sinasabi niya''ng importanteng gagawin,"


    Humigpit ang hawak ko sa cellphone. "Sige, thank for your time"


    "Anything for you, Mam"


    Pinatay ko ang tawag at akmang pupunta sa dining are ng mag vibrte ang cellphone ko.


    My hands trembled as I read Callum''s message.


    From: Callum


    Sorry for thete reply, love. Just finished reviewing some documents. I think I''ll be home at 10.


    I let out a sad smile.


    Pangwa na siya''ng nag sinungaling sa''kin ngayong araw.

 CHAPTER 59

    PATRICIA''S POV (Hurt)


    "I gathered these information by asking my parents since they are also in business!"


    Nagkita kami ngayon ni Jess sa isang coffee shop. Nakabantay naman sabas ang ng bodyguards. Umalis ako sa bahay ng wng pam kay Callum dahil sa ginawa niya kagabi. I was acting coldly towards him the moment I woke up and saw him hugging me.


    "Here..."


    Inhad niya sa harap ko ang isang folder.


    Nlaman no''n ang mga printed papers at impormasyon tungkol sa mga tao na mga nakakasama ni daddy.


    "You need to read all of that, Patricia" nahihimigan ko ang kaba ni Jess. "Base to the pictures you''ve send yesterday, your dad seems having a good time with those people,"


    Hindi ko m kung ano ba ang dapat kong maramdaman. Ngayon na nasa akin na ang ng sagot.


    "Should I be afraid now, Jess?" I asked emotionless.


    She smiled awkwardly.


    "I think...yes? I also asked my cousin who were working in the government field," she gulped nervously. "They are hearing some doing of Mr. Lim. Nasangkot na rin p siya sa ng krimen. Nakyang dahil maraming pera..." Nangbot ako.


    Mabilis kong binut ang folder at mukha ni Mr. Lim ang bumungad.


    "Hindi ka na mahihirapan dahil nakgay na riyan ang mga background n. Kahit ang mga kinasangkutan at nakaraang kaso,"


    Roberto Lim is already 59 years old. A gambler and addict. Nasangkot siya sa child trafficking five years ago pero naresolbahan ''yon at nakya agad. Marami siya''ng negosyo na ang iba ay illegal. That''s why some of businessman was avoiding him.


    What the hell is this? He''s an evil!


    Sumunod naman na litrato ay kay Alfred Quizon.


    Mayaman at may katandaan na ito. Sa kanya mads umuutang ang mga negosyante para iwaldas sa mga sugal. May ari siya ng ng club at casino.


    Nanliit ang mata ko dahil siya ang nakita kong katabi ni daddy sa loob ng casino! Does it mean that daddy also asking him for money? Pero paano naman ''yon mababayaran ni daddy? Kung ang namamah ng pera sa kompanya ay hindi s?


    Saan kumukuha si daddy ng pera?


    I flip the next page and saw some pictures of Alfred Quizon. He''s with daddy!


    "That Alfred usually seen in his own casino with Tito...your dad" Jess said in a pity voice. "I was shocked knowing that. I though he stopped?"


    Unti-unting nag init ang sulok ng mata ko. How could daddy do this? Maruruming tao ang mga nakakasmuha niya! Paano niya ito nagawa? How could he lied to us! Pabng kong inihagis sa table ang folder.


    "I can''t take it anymore, Jess..." mahina kong usal bago naramdaman ang mga luha na kumaw sa mata ko. "He came back to what he was doing before,"


    I break down in front of her. I cried hard and didn''t mind the people around. My heart is aching because of daddy.


    "Hey, stop crying," rinig kong natataranta si Jess. "Baka kung ano''ng mangyari sa baby mo..."


    Patuloy ako sa pag iyak ng maramdaman ko ang pag dampi ng tissue sa mukha ko. She''s wiping my tears away but it continuously rolling down!


    "I sacrifice my peace! I let them decide for me! I married Callum to bring back ourpany but turns out...they are the one who ruined it!" I said in a low voice.


    Jess held my hand. "Stop crying, please. It''s not good for you,"


    I shook my head. I can''t exin how wreck I am right now. I hate daddy! He fooled us.


    Bumalik siya sa dating ginagawa kaya hindi na ako magtataka kung mlaman ko kay mommy na unti-unti ulit nauubos ang pera ng kompanya.


    "Let''s talk in my car, not here" ani Jess bago ako hinawakan.


    I slowly stood up and we left the shop. Sa harapanng naman naka park ang sasakyan niya kaya sumakay agad kami.


    "Here..."


    Tinanggap ko ang binigay niya''ng tissue.


    ng minuto kaming tahimik dahil hinintay niya ako''ng matapos sa pag iyak.


    "You done?"


    Nilingon ko siya at marahang tumango. Nahihiya na tga ako kay Jess. Siya nang pgi ang takbuhan ko pagdating sa ganitong bagay.


    "You shouldn''t be crying that long. It might also affect your baby and your whole pregnancy"


    I scoffed. "I can''t help it, Jess..."


    I lowered my head when my eyes started welling up again. I felt Jess''s hand caressing my back.


    "Kahit ako hindi makapaniw" umiiling na sabi niya. "But I''m confused. Where did you get those pictures you''ve send to me? Did someone also send it to you to reveal your dad''s doing?"


    "I saw them in Callum''s things..." nanginig ang boses ko.


    "What?!" she eximed. "Why he need to have that?"


    I shrugged. "Do you think it''s connected to his investigation about dad?"


    Bing nag liwanag ang mukha niya at pumitik pa ang dliri.


    "Right! Siguro dahil pinaiimbestigahan niya ang daddy mo kaya siya may ganoong litrato," nalaki pa ang mata niya.


    "Ibig sabihin...matagal ng m ni Callum ang ginagawa ng daddy mo? They hate liars and gamblers. Hindi ba kaya hindi natuloy ang kasal n ni Zara dahil nman n ang gawain ng pamilya nito?" may multo ng takot sa mukha ngayon ni Jess.


    Bumagsak ang balikat ko at unti-unting nanikip ang dibdib. Ang sakit.


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    Kung tama nga na m ng mga Velsquez anghat, ano pa ang mukhang ihaharap namin sa kan? Si mommy na wng my sa ginagawa ni daddy? Si Callum...paano niya ako nagagawang pakisamahan sa kab ng pag gamit sa kan ng pamilya ko?


    Nakakahiya!


    "Don''t say that!" she tapped my shoulder. "Focused on the bright side always. Kaya siguro hindi sinasabi ni Callum sayo ang rason ng pag iimbestiga niya, dahil ayaw ka niya masaktan?


    I froze and looked at her. "That''s impossible-"


    "It''s possible, Patricia!" naging seryoso ang mukha niya. "Ano ka ''ba! What I told youst time? Communication is the key. If you keep insisting that negative side, you''re just hurting yourself more!" Mas bumuhos ang luha ko.


    "Talk to Callum," utas niya na may paninigurado. "In your situation, you must always prioritize themunication. Asked him calmly about this thing to feel you relieve. Then confront your dad," "Hindi ko kaya. I can''t face daddy right now..." humikbi ako.


    "Then fixed your problem with Callum first. Para maykas ka na ng loob at kakampi na harapin ang daddy mo,"


    Marahan niya''ng hinaplos ang buhok ko. Parang ayaw ko pa umuwi at sumama nang muna sa kanya. May inbas siya''ng panyo at pinunasan ang buong mukha ko. Oh, to have a friend like her is heavenly.


    "You''re too pretty to cry," she smiled and looked at my face. "You didn''t really change. You''re so soft and a crying baby!"


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    "Hindi ko m ang gagawin ko kapag w ka," I pouted.


    Pagkatapos ng pag-uusap namin at pagbibigay niya ng advice ay nag pam na ako sa kanya at nag pasmt. Nag decide na ako''ng lumipat sa sasakyan namin na nasa tapatng din ng coffee shop.


    Pag upo ko sa back seat ay nakayukong ako. Namumugto ang mata ko at baka makita ng driver at sabihin sa boss niya.


    "Mam?" bing tawag ng driver. "Tumawag po si sir Callum. Nagagalit at tinatanong kung nasaan tayo, hindi raw ho kayo nag pam,"


    Umismid ako at tinignan ang mga text niya.


    "Don''t mind him, kuya. Ako na ang bah. Uwi na po tayo,"


    The driver looks hesitant.


    "S-Sige po,"


    I closed my eyes. Why those problems suddenly bursting?


    After my rtionship with Callumnd in good way, I thought everything''s perfect. I thought I would befortable facing the Vsquez''s anymore but after knowing dad''s doing, I think I''ll be forever afraid showing my face to them. Idagdag pa ang hindi namin pagkakaintindihan ni Callum. He lied to me and didn''t even mind to exin. Maybe he was thinking that I''m too stupid.


    Nakarating kami sa bahay.


    The moment I get out the car, Callum weed me with his serious face. Agad ako''ng nag iwas ng tingin na parang hindi siya nakita.


    "Patricia, where have you been?" tumigil siya sa harap ko. "You didn''t inform me,"


    Hindi ko siya pinansin. Lgpasan ko na sana siya pero hinapit niya ako sa baywang.


    Tumingin pa siya sa likod ko kung nasaan ang driver bago ako iginiya papasok.


    "Don''t touch me," pag suda ko at itinanggal ang kamay niya.


    "Nag usap na tayo tungkol dito. Bakit hindi ka nag pam?" bakas ang pagod sa boses niya.


    Kung sabihin ko kaya sa kanya pabalik ''yon? He didn''t inform mest night about his whereabouts.


    "Nakipagkitang ako kay Jess sa coffee shop," matabang kong sabi.


    Mabilis angkad ko papunta sa kwarto, nakasunod din siya. Inihagis ko sa kama ang bag ko nang bi niya''ng hawakan ang braso ko at ipinihit ako paharap sa kaya.


    "Are you mad?" naniniguro niya''ng tanong. "Is this aboutst night? I will exin. Sorry, I wasn''t able to do that, I''m too tired-"


    "No need. Just saved it," I said coldly before removing my cardigan.


    Nakaawang angbi niya habang pinanonood ako na mag tanggal ng sapatos. Rinig ko ang singhap niya.


    "Come on, don''t be like this Patricia..." marahan niya''ng usal bago ako niyakap patalikod.


    Pilit kong inlayo ang sarili sa kanya pero mas humigpit ang braso niya.


    "Callum I will change my clothes! Removed your arm,"


    "No" he whispered. "What''s our problem? I came home sotest night because of a sudden meeting. I also signed and reviewed some documents. It was all rush..." Huminga ako ng mlim bago marahang umiling. How can he still lied to me? Is he seeing someone? And who it is? Zara?


    "You know what? I hate liars," I said straightly.


    I felt his hug loosen. He was stiff.


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    "Really?" mmig kong sabi at humarap.


    Hindi ko na napign ang sarili ko. Mmig ko siya''ng tinitigan. Kita ko ang bahagya niya''ng pag lunok.


    "Marami kang ginawa? But that''s not what I heard on your secretary,"


    His eyes flickered that eventually widened. Namu ang mukha niya at napaiwas ng tingin. A piece of anger slowly building up inside me when I saw his guilty face.


    "I thought were good?"


    His face softened when my voice broke.


    "You lied to me! You should have tell me right away what you were doing or where you are!" sigaw ko at tinabig ang kamay niya na hahawak sa''kin. "Bakit, nakipagkita ka ba kay Zara, huh?" Kumunot agad ang noo niya.


    Pagak ako''ng tumawa. He can''t denied because it''s true!


    "It''s not what you thinking. I can''t really tell you about it-"


    "Because it''s really about her, right?" I continued what he should say. "You are seeing her secretly"


    He continuously shook his head. Sa paraan ng pag tingin niya ay para bang nasasaktan siya sa pag aakusa ko.


    Nakakuha na ako ng damit at pupuntana sana sa banyo pero hin niya ako.


    "Don''t touch me!" Imanded aggressively. "It''s okay if you won''t exin. m kong tungkol ''yon sa kanya kaya hindi mo masabi-"


    "Fine," he uttered seriously and let go of my hand.


    Kumbog ang puso ko.


    Napamaang ako ng pulutin niya sa ibaba ang nahulog kong damit at ibinalik sa closet. Bumaling siya sa''kin na mm ang mata.


    "I lied because I don''t want you to remember about that thing anymore," he sighed. "If keeping you that means I''m cheating on you, then I would fucking tell the truth" Nambot ang tuhod ko dahil sa pagod niya''ng boses. Umupo siya sa kama at tumango.


    "I met those investigators that I hired regarding to your incident..." he sniff a little. "I asked about the improvement of the case and we''re still finding more evidence," I don''t know what to say. I though he''s seeing Z-Zara?


    "I don''t want to open up that topic to you because your trauma mighte back again. I don''t want that, Patricia..." his voice was pleading makes my knees trembled.


    I slowly sat beside him. I held his face with my trembling hands and slowly lift it up to face me.


    "I-I''m sorry..." I whispered, my tears almost rolling.


    His eyes were bloodshot makes my heart broke. I let go of his face and averted my gaze. Nakakahiya.


    "Don''t cry," he said softly and wipe my tears.


    He then wrapped my arms around me for a hug. I continued crying. He caressed my back. "Please, don''t see me as a cheater..." he whispered on my neck. "I only want you-" "S-Sorry..." namamaos kong sabi. "Hindi ko sinasadya. I-I would never do that again,"


    Hinawakan niya ang mukha ko at iniharap sa kanya.


    "Don''t say that. I''ve never been happy and contented until you came. I will never do things that might destroy us..."

 CHAPTER 60

    PATRICIA''S POV (Enemy)


    "Isang buwan nang bakasyon na!"


    Napangiti rin ako sa sinabi ni Jess. Katataposng ng assessment namin at narito kami sa paborito naming tambayan. Sa field.This is property ? N?velDrama.Org.


    "You can finally rest!" tuwang-tuwa na inalog ni Jess ang braso ko."Hihintayin nang natin na manganak ka!"


    I smiled.


    I looked down on my tummy. It''s getting bigger but it''s not obvious because I''m wearing my uniform. It''s not too tight and sometimes, I''m wearing a jacket or sweater so students won''t recognized it. "It''s your check up next week. Ako ba ulit ang isasama mo-"


    "No, it''s Callum this time" sagot ko dahil gusto ni Callum na siya naman ang isama ko.


    "Wow, sweet na ulit s!" nag ngiting aso si Jess. "Sinabi ko naman sayo na mag usapng ng maayos at okay na anghat!"


    "Yeah but I noticed that he''s getting busier," malungkot kong sabi.


    Sim no''ng magkaayos kami, tuloy-tuloy na ang pag uwi niya ng gabi. Marami raw siya''ng ginagawa at inaasikaso sa kompanya. May mga future projects din s na kangan pagtuonan ng pansin. I understand though.


    He''s a businessman so it''s obvious for him to be busy. I already learned my lesson about not being paranoid and over thinker. Kaya kapagte siya umuuwi, naiintindihan ko ''yon.


    "He need to work hard for his future family, ano ka ''ba!"


    "I know," I replied.


    "Si Zara ba hindi na nanggugulo?" maingat niya''ng tanong. "You know, your pregnancy was private. I''m sure she will got hysterical once she found out that!"


    Umiling ako. "She''s not bothering me. Ewan ko nang kay Callum,"


    Tumaas ang ky ni Jess. "Hindi mo naman siguro pinaghihinan ang asawa mo di ba?"


    "Of course not!"


    Callum promised me and I will hold onto that.


    "Kung ako rin naman ang asawa mo...aba, hindi na ako maghahanap ng iba!" itinuro niya ang mukha ko. "Kung ganito kaganda ang asawa ko! Mababaliw ako sigurado katd niya!" Tinapik ko ang kamay niya. "Puro ka kalokohan,"


    "Pero minsan, talo ng maharot ang maganda at edukada!" t pinapangarn niya ako. "Kaya wag ka rin kampante. Your husband is not just famous in business but also to women in showbiz or modelling!" "How did you say that?"


    Saan na naman kaya niya nakukuha ang mga sinasabi.


    "Duh! Hindi ka ba nanonood ng tv? Or some showbiz interviews in youtube?"


    Umirap siya ng umiling ako.


    "Gosh! Whenever those women asked about their crush or ideal man, they would answer Callum Vsquez!"


    For real?


    "A perk of having a handsome and smart husband..." asar na sabi niya ng makita ang itsura ko.


    I frowned. "There''s nothing wrong with that. They are just admiring him,"


    Because who wouldn''t?


    I witnessed how responsible he is at handling a hugepany together with a family problem. He''s smart and I always adore how perfect his features is. He''s undeniably handsome. "Sus, aminin mo. Minsan nagseselos ka sa mga-"


    "Jess, what a shitty question is that?" inis kong sabi.


    Mkas siya''ng tumawa. "Ang pikon mo tga! Okay...next question"


    Tinignan ko siya ng masama dahil baka kalokohan na naman ''yon.


    "Kan mo kokomprontahin ang daddy mo? It''s been what? Two weeks since you find out the truth!"


    Umiwas ako ng tingin.


    "Humahanap ako ng timing..."


    Kangan ko pa ngkas ng loob. I''m worried about mom''s feeling. Hindi ko parin binubuksan ang topic na ''yon kay Callum.


    "Well, it''s up to you"


    Bumalik na kami sa room at nag patuloy sa se.


    Nang mag dismissal ay medyo madilim na dahil maraming ginawa. Nag suot pa ako ng jacket dahil medyo mmig ang simoy ng hangin. Sabay kami ni Jess pumunta sa parking. "Una na ako, Pat! Take care!" pam niya bago nauna umalis.


    Maraming mga med student td ko na nandito sa parking. Mas maraming sasakyan din ngayon kaya hindi ko maiwasang hindi tignan ang mga ito. Lahat ay magagara. Dumapo ang mata ko sa isang puting BMW na naka-park di kyuan. Medyo madilim sa part na ''yon kaya mas tinitign ko ng mabuti dahil may isang pigura sa gilid niyon. Isang sasakyan ang umalis at dumaan ''yon sa harap ng BMW. Naging malinaw sa mata ko ang isanglaking nakaitim na jacket dahil sa w ng sasakyan na tumama roon. Naki ang mata ko ng mapagtanto na nakatingin siya sa akin!


    Napansin niya na nakatingin din ako sa kanya kaya natataranta siya''ng tumalikod pyo. S-Sino anglaking ''yon?


    Nanginig ang katawan ko at nakaramdam ng parang kakapusin ako ng hininga.


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    The glimpse of those armed men who attact us were shing back again. The way they pull the trigger of their gun towards our van and the pain and trauma it brought us.


    Parang napako nang ako sa kinatatayuan pero pinilit ko ang sarili kong dahan-dahan na lumapit sa sasakyan.


    The moment I entered the car, my tears immediately burst. I covered my face with my trembling hands until my cry turns louder.


    "Mam? Ayosng po kayo?"


    Rinig kong tanong ng driver.


    Hindi pa siya nagsisimng mag maneho. Pinunasan ko ang luha ko at dahan-dahan nag angat ng tingin.


    Naki ang mata niya ng makita ang itsura ko.


    "Namumu po kayo at nanginginig. Ano po ang nangyari-¡°


    "K-Kuya, maylaki po sabas..." nahihirapan kong sabi. "I think he''s watching me..."


    Nag patuloy ako sa pag iyak habang ang driver ay naririnig kong may tinatawagan.


    Ibig sabihin, sa bawat kilos ko ay may nakamasid? Sino ba s? Buong ak ko ay makakalimutan ko na ang bangungot na ''yon pero heto na naman!


    "Mam?" tawag muli ng driver. "Namukhaan niyo raw ho ba anglaki kanina? Naireport ko na po sa mga tauhan ni sir Callum,"


    "I didn''t saw his f-face..." I trailed off. "He''s wearing a face mask,"


    Tumango ang driver at muling bumaling sa telepono.


    Kinabit ko ang seatbelt habang umiiyak parin. Nag sim mag maneho ang driver haban yakap ko ang sarili. Patuloy ako''ng umiiling at pilit inaalis sa isip ang nakita pero hindi ko magawa! "Are they going to kill me again?! Dahil hindi s nag tagumpay no''ng una?"


    I shouted and stamp my foot.


    I covered my ears because I feel like I''m hearing those gunshots again. I''m crying so hard and didn''t mind if the driver gets irritated with my voice.


    "W-Wag na po kayo umiyak," marahang sabi ng driver. "Tinawagan na rin po n si sir,"


    Tinaggap ko ang tissue na binigay niya.


    Mga ng minuto pa ako umiyak hanggang sa mapagod na mismo ang mata ko. Inihilig ko nang ang ulo ko sa head rest at pumikit.


    Nang makarating sa bahay ay parang nalambot ang katawan ko na lumabas ng sasakyan. Naiiyak parin ako kaya dumiretso agad ako sa kwarto namin. I make sure that I locked it so no one''s can''t enter. Kahit ang bintana ay isinara kohat bago dumapa sa kama. Hindi na ako naiyak pero naroon parin ang kaba sa''kin. Hindi umaalis. "Patricia!"


    Napabalikwas ako ng marinig ang isang sigaw.


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    Mabilis ako''ng bumangon at binuksan ang pinto. Hindi na ako nakapagsalita ng sugurin ako ni Callum ng yakap. Ramdam ko ang kaba niya dahil sakas ng kabog ng dibdib niya habang yakap ako. I feel like I''m already safe because he''s already here. No one''s will hurt me because he''s here.


    "C-Callum," I whispered but he just tightened our hug.


    "M-Maylaki kanina..." pagsusumbong ko at nag sim na naman mangilid ang luha ko. "He''s watching me-"


    "Hush now. I''m here," he caressed my hair. "They won''t hurt you anymore. That guy is already in the hands of my men. They will interrogate him," Nakahinga ako ng maluwag. Thanks god!


    "I''m sorry for that," he apologized. "I will add more-"


    "You don''t need to say that!" I object. "W kang kasnan. The person behind this is the one who''s in fault!"


    Dinakot niya ang mukha ko at dinampian ng halik ang noo ko. Napansin niya na medyo nanginginig pa rin ang braso ko kaya lumam ang mata niya.


    "Are you okay? Do you want us to left this house to make you feel safe? Do you want us to go in other country-"


    "Hey, it''s not like that. Sinabi mo na nahuli na anglaki kanina kaya mpit na mman at mahuli kung sino ang may gawa ng gulo na ''yon. No need to leave," Niyakap niya ulit ako at iginiya sa kama. Pansin ko ang matinding pag-ala at pagod sa mukha niya.


    "What are you feeling?" mmbing niya''ng sabi bago hinimas angtiyan ko.


    I smiled. "I feel safe because you''re here,"


    Umiling siya habang naiiling.


    "You should change your clothes or you will go back in thepany?"


    Napansin ko kasi na basa ng pawis ang suot niya''ng polo.


    "How can I able to go back there if you''re here, afraid," he uttered. "I''ll stay with you,"


    I smiled and hug him again, tight. I was so afraid earlier but seeing and hugging him now makes those vanished.


    Iniwan niya ako sa kwarto dahil siya raw ang magluluto ng kakainin ko. Pinign ko pa siya no''ng una dahil m kong pagod siya satrabaho pero mapilit siya. He''s treating me like a princess.


    Hindi ko na pinam k mommy at Jess ang nangyari dahil m kong mag-alang s. I just hope that the evil behind this go in jail as soon as possible. Dahil mas hindi ko kaya na hindi parin siya nahuhuli hanggang manganak ako.


    That time, I will be more afraid for my child''s lilfe.

 CHAPTER 61

    PATRICIA''S POV (Doubt again)


    "How was your sleep?"


    Iyon ang bungad ni Callum pag gising ko. Nakangiti siya kaya ngumiti rin ako habang humihikab.


    "It was good..."


    "The breakfast is ready," he held my hand to stand up. "By the way, your brother was waiting you downstairs," Kumunot ang noo ko. "Si Jordan?"


    Tumango siya.


    "Mom''s also here-"


    "No, only your brother," putol niya kaya mas kumunot ang noo ko.


    It''s weird. Ngayonng dumw si Jordan dito na mag isa. Bakit kaya?


    Dumiretso agad ako sa banyo para mag hmos at suy.


    "Kanina pa ba siya?" tanong ko kay Callum na nakaupo sa kama at pinanonood ako na kumuha ng damit sa closet.


    "Kararating niyang. Maybe he need something from you?"


    Siguro...o baka may sasabihin,"


    Pumasok ulit ako sa banyo para palitan ang manipis na nighties ko sa t-shirt. Hinintay pa ako ni Callum na matapos at sabay kaming bumaba.


    Dumiretso si Callum sa dining area at ako naman ay sa living area. Namataan ko roon si Jordan na tahimik na nakaupo, agad siya''ng tumayo nang makita ako. "Good morning," ngiti kong bati pero nakasimangot siya.


    "Morning..." hinalikan niya ako sa ulo.


    Tining ko siya. "Ang tangkad mo na, ah!"


    Ngumiwi siya at bumalik sa couch.


    "Why are you here? Did you missed me?" tumabi ako sa kanya. "Where''s mom and dad anyway? Bakit ikawng?"


    Hindi ko na kasi s nabisita sim noong nman ko tungkol kay daddy. Baka naman na-boredng si Jordan sa bahay since patapos na rin ang se n. Umismid ang kapatid ko na ab sa cellphone.


    "They are fighting," he said with a hint of frustration.


    Mabilis ako''ng ginapangan ng kaba. "Fighting? Over what?"


    Hinawakan ko siya sa balikat at iniharap sa''kin.


    "Bakit mo s iniwan kung m mong nag-aaway s Jordan?" inis kong tanong.


    m na kaya ni mommy ang ginagawa ni daddy? How did she found out about that?


    "They are not hurting each other. I just heard them arguing about money?"


    Umawang angbi ko. I knew it!


    "Kan pa ito, Jordan? Bakit ngayon mong sinabi-"


    "It''s justst night then this morning, ate" tamad niya''ng usal. "I got annoyed. They were so noisy!"


    I could feel his frustration.


    Kung tungkol sa pera...mmang na problema sa kompanyadahil doon naman s kumukuuha ng pera bukod sa ibang business namin.


    Tumayo ako para kuhanin ang cellphone sa itaas. "I will call them-"


    "Don''t" he object.


    Iritado ko siya''ng binalingan. "What? Nag-aaway s kaya magandang makim ako para mman kung ano ang problema natin. Kung tungkol sa pera, siguradong mking problema-"


    "Para namang hindi mo s kla, ate. It''s just a small fight. Siguro mamaya ay ayos na s" tinapik niya ang tabi niya. "Just sit here and don''t be paranoid,"


    I rolled my eyes before sitting beside him again.


    "How can you be so sure, Jordan?"


    "Trust me," he yawned. "I''m hungry. Aren''t we going to eat? Hindi na ako kumain sa bahay dahil naririndi ako k mommy,"


    Tumayo ako at hin na siya sa dining.


    Pinag h ako ni Callum ng upuan at mag katabi kami, si Jordan naman ay sa harap namin.


    We started eating so silent. Ang kaptid ko naman ay hindi madaldal at patuloy sa pagkain, ganoon din si Callum.


    Mapapatigilng ako sa pagkain kapag sinusubuan ako ni Callum ng prutas dahil maganda raw iyon sa buntis. Pansin ko naman si Jordan na nag-aangat ng tingin tuwing ginagawa ''yon ni Callum. Nakaramdam ako ng hiya.


    "Try this," Callum tried to feed me again.


    I open my mouth and suddenly darted my eyes on Jordan.


    Halos masamid ako ng makita na mariin siya''ng nakatingin sa''min na para bang nandidiri.


    "Are you okay?"


    Callum immediately give me water.


    Medyo umuubo pa ako m sa pagka-samid nang bumaling ako kay Callum.


    "O-Okayng," ani ko bago tumingin kay Jordan.


    Gusto ko siya kurutin ng makita ang mapang-asar niya''ng ngisi.


    Nang matapos kaming kumain ay pumunta ako sa pool area para mag pahangin.


    Naisip ko na naman s mommy. Should I visit them? Hindi kasi ako mapapanatag kung nanditong ako at hindi m ang nangyayari sa kan. Kangan ni mommyng katulong para iparealize kay daddy na mali ang ginagawa niya. Bi ako''ng napalingon sa backdoor ng makarinig ng kaluskos. Nakita ko si Jordan na pappit. Agad ko siya''ng sinamaan ng tingin.


    "Why are you looking at me like that?" he said whileughing.


    Iritado ko siya''ng inirapan. "Just shut up!"


    "Oh-hey! What did I do?" he sat beside me. "Galit ka? Baka maging kamukha ko ang anak mo!"


    Sinapak ko siya sa braso. "You bitter ugly guy!"


    "Hahahaaha, don''t worry, I''ll just spend more minutes here then I will go home,"


    Umismid ako. "Sabay na tayo. Kakausapin ko s mommy,"


    "Ang kulit mo tga, ate. Uuwi na rin naman ako kaya ako na ang bah?


    "At ano naman ang gagawin mo?"


    Ngumuso siya. "W ka tgang tiw. Wag mo ''yon masyado isipin at buntis ka. Sasabihan nang kita bukas!"


    "Bah ka nga!"


    Bumaling nang ako sa pool. Gusto ko sana mag swimming pero mahihirapan na ako. Mabigat at nki na ang tiyan ko kaya hanggang tingin nang muna ako.


    Siguro hihintayin ko nang bukas ang update nito ni Jordan tungkol k mommy. Kapag nman kong nag-aaway parin s ay ako na ang pupunta.


    I need to talk with daddy, seriously but I''m still mad at him. I don''t want such problems anymore.


    "You and your husband seems alreadyfortable with each other, huh?" Jordan suddenly said. "I noticed that earlier,"


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    He smirked. "But those people who tried to kill you still didn''t recognized,"


    I sighed. "They''re still working on it"


    "Until when?" he asked seriously. "Until you give birth to your child?"


    Napailing nang ako sa pagiging seryoso niya.


    "Hindi naman siguro ganoon,"


    "You should be staying at home for your safety and pregnancy,"


    I pouted. "I''m really staying here! Hindi na ako lumbas-"


    "Really? But I saw your husbandst week at the mall,"


    My forehead creased. "Mall? Why would Callum go there?"


    W ako''ng mala na pumunta si Callum sa mall. He''s always focused in thepany and...to me.


    "Baka namamalik-mata kang, Jordan!"


    May isang maid na dumating at naggay ng juice sa harap namin. Agad kong ininom ''yon.


    "I really saw him," he insisted. "I thought you''re with him since he''s holding some paper bags,"


    Umiling ako. "Hindi na kami pumupunta masyado sa mall since naging busy din ako sa school. What are you saying, Jordan?"


    Pinaningkitan ako ng mata ni Jordan. Seryoso ang kapatid ko kaya m kong hindi siya nagbibiro. Hindiko rin naman mapilit na maniw dahil imposible taga. Callum''s loves to updates me, hindi tga siya umaalis sa kompanya. "I was about to approach hum but I chose not to," bumuga ng hangin ang kapatid ko."I wish I had taken a picture of him,"


    Nakaramdam ako ng kakaiba nang seryoso ako''ng tignan ni Jordan.


    What is this mean again?


    "Do you think he''s faithful?"


    Naki ang mata ko at hindi agad nakasagot sa tanong niya.


    "W-What are you saying..."


    Namig ang mukha ko nang unti-unting umiling ang kapatid ko.


    "I''m just asking you-"


    "Of course, he''s not!" I answered bravely.


    His eyes intently stared at my face, watching my reaction.


    Iniwasan ko ang tingin niya at muling ininom ang juice. What are you doing Jordan? He''s really a grown up now. His presence makes me ufortable!


    ng minuto kaming tahimik hanggang sa tumayo si Jordan.


    "I''m going now," he said and kissed my head. "Take care..."


    Napangiti ako bi. He''s really so sweet!


    Okay, take care also," tumayo at niyakap siya. "Ipapahatid kita sa driver-"


    "No need," agad na tanggi niya. "I''m not a kid anymore. I can go home alone,"


    Salubong ang ky niya kaya kinurot ko ang pisngi niya.


    "So serious!" asar kong sabi. "Balik ka next time, ha!"


    "I will. It''s your birthday next week,"


    Naw ang ngisi ko at natahimik. Napaisip ako bi at halos sabunutan ang sarili.


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    "You forgot don''t you?" he smirked. "Bye, expect me again next week,"


    Inihatid ko siya hanggang sa gate at hinintay na makasakay ng sasakyan.


    Pumunta ako sa kwarto at nakita kong ab si Callum saptop niya. Tinanong niya kung nakaalis na ba si Jordan.


    Hindi ko nang muna siya kinulit dahil busy pa siya kaya naisip kong tawagan muna si mommy. Tumayo ako sa may bintana para hindi marinig ni Callum.


    "Hello? Patrica?" mom answered the call.


    Pansin kong mahinahon ang boses niya at tahimik ang background.


    Mommy...Jordan went here,"


    Rinig ko ang buntong hininga niya. "m kong nag sumbong siya sayo. I''m sorry you need to know that,"


    "Bakit po kayo nag away? Mind sharing me?"


    Kinabahan ako sa maaaring marinig.


    "It''s nothing, Patricia" there''s no hint of stress in her voice. "We''re already okay. It''s just a misunderstanding"


    "I still want to know, mom!" pangungulit ko.


    I heard her smallugh. Parang w na siya''ng problema.


    "Don''t need to worry, anak. Kahit tanungin mo pa ang daddy mo,"


    Napairap ako. Is she saying the truth? Pero sabi ni Jordan na tungkol sa pera ang pinag-aawayan n. Kung mki ang pinagtatalunan n ay sigurado naman ako''ng hindi na magagawa ni mommy na tumawa. "Are you really sure you''re okay, mom?" I said onest time.


    "Of course! Thank you for your concern. I will hang up now, Pat. Magtatrabaho na ako,"


    She already ended the call.


    W na ako''ng nagawa kaya bumalik na ako sa kama pero nakita ko roon si Callum, nakaupo at nakatingin sa''kin.


    "Who''s that?" he asked and tap the space beside him.


    "It''s mommy. Nangamustang," sagot ko at umupo sa tabi niya.


    Nala ko na naman ang sinabi ni Jordan kanina. Napatitig ako kay Callum na ngayon ay hinahaplos na naman ang tiyan ko. It''s his new addiction now.


    Humiga si Callum at ginawang unan ang hita ko. Pumikit siya habang hawak ang kamay ko.


    "Uhm, Callum?"


    "Hmm?" sagot niya ng hindi binubuksan ang mata.


    "These past few weeks, you''ve been so busy..." I trailed off. "I think it''s a good idea if you go out for rxation? Like going to the mall or trip for some vacation?"


    He shook his head.


    "This is already a rxation for me," he kissed my hand.


    "Ibig mong sabihin, w sa isip mo ang mag refresh?" napangiwi na ako sa isip sa mga sinasabi. "In the few weeks you''ve been soaking in thepany, haven''t you thought of going at the mall? To at least watch movies? You can do that at weekend though,"Property belongs to N?vel(D)r/ama.Org.


    Bumukas ang mga mata niya at sinalubong ang tingin ko. "I haven''t thinking of that. I always think about you so going with those ces are just a waste of time if you''re not with me,"


    Parang may pumiga sa puso ko sa sinabi niya.


    Pero paano na ang sinabi ni Jordan? Sigurado siya sa nakita pero kay Callum na mismo nanggaling na hindi siya napunta roon.


    I stopped the idea that was forming in my mind. I don''t want to think negative again.


    If ever that Callum is doing shit behind me, I''ll still know that. m kong sa bawat kalokohan...may kapalit. At sa bawat pagtatago ay mki ang tiyansa na mabunyag.

 CHAPTER 62

    PATRICIA''S POV (Birthday)


    It was peaceful night for me but my good sleep was suddenly interrupted by my stomach, crawling.


    "Shit," I whispered annoyingly.


    I slowly opened my eyes when I didn''t feel Callum beside me. I was alone in the bed. Callum wasn''t here.


    Muli kong hinaplos ang aking tiyan ng kumm na naman ito. Tinignan ko ang oras at s tres na ng madaling araw. Nakaramdam ako ng gutom ngayong oras. Well, ganito naman tga siguro kapag buntis.


    Nilibot ko ulit ang buong kwarto pero w si Callum.


    Is he in thefort room? But I can''t hear any noise.


    I slowly stood up from the bed when I suddenly heard some murmurs.? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved.


    Tahimik at maingat ako''ng nagkad at napatigil ng maaninag ko na bukas ang maliit namp sa working table ni Callum. Then I saw him. He was only wearing a boxer shorts. He was facing the wall so obviously, I was facing his broad back. May kausap siya sa telepono pero hindi ko marinig ang sinasabi niya kaya mas lumapit ako. Who is he talking to? Is it about work? But it''s too early!


    "Yeah, I will see you," I heard him whispered. "Stop calling me will you? It''s too early and my wife is still sleeping,"


    Tuluyan na ako''ng lumapit sa kanya. "Callum?"


    I saw how his shoulders lifted up in shock. He slowly turned to me and there was fear in his eyes.


    "P-Patricia?" he asked in disbelief and slowly hang up the phone. "You''re awake,"


    He was still surprised when I approached him.


    "Uh, I woke up because of my stomach,"


    Nag-la ang mukha niya. "What''s wrong? Does it hurt?"


    "No, I''m just hungry," nahihiya kong sabi.


    Ngumiti siya bago ingay sa ibabaw ngmesa ang cellphone. Humabol ang tingin ko roon.


    "Let''s go downstairs then-"


    "Sino ang kausap mo?" bing tanong ko na nakapag-patigil sa kanya.


    Nagkatinginan kami at kita ko ang alingan sa mata niya. May problema ba siya?


    "Uh...it''s my friend. Yeah, my friend, Austine,""


    Tumango ako kahit na parang may kakaiba.


    I do have a feeling that it''s not Austine he was talking to. Mabilis ako''ng napailing sa naisip. I was over thinking again. W naman siguro siya''ng itinatago sa''kin kaya ayosng. "So...let''s go? I will cook for you," he said and offered his hand.


    I smiled and held it. I pulled him out of the room, I was so hungry!


    Dumiretso kami sa kusina. Pinaupo niya ako sa isang high bar chair. Binigyan niya ako ng gatas para inumin habang nagluluto siya.


    He even asked what food I want to eat and I suggest some of my cravings!


    These past few days, I only want to eat the food that he cooks. I don''t know if I''m just weird but I''m addicted to his cooking. He''s a good cook and he really spoils me.


    Naubos ko ang binigay niya''ng gatas kaya pinanood ko na siya mag luto. May suot na siya''ng shirt ngayon pero hta parin dito kung gaano kki ang biceps at kpad ang shoulders niya. Bi siya''ng lumingon kaya napaiwas ako ng tingin. Narinig ko ang yabag niya pappit.


    "We need to wait a few minutes for your food," he said and kissed my forehead.


    I looked up at him. "It''s okay,"


    Dahan-dahan siya''ng lumuhod sa harap ko hanggang mag pantay s ng aking tiyan. Nakaramdam ako ng kaunting kiliti nang marahan niya itong haplusin. "My baby is hungry..." he whispered and nted few kisses on my tummy.


    I can''t help but to smile. I caressed his head while it''s resting on my tummy. Para bang pinakikinggan niya ang anak namin sa loob ng aking tiyan.


    How I wish I can captured this precious moment of us.


    Bumalik ulit siya sa pagluluto at pagkatapos, iginiya niya ako paupo samesa.


    Halos magway ako at napa-pikit sa bango ng mga niluto niya. Hindi na ako nag aksaya ng oras at agad kumain.


    "Ang sarap!" utas ko ng matikman ang luto. "You''re the best cook! Thank you!"


    Niyakap ko pa siya sa sobrang saya. Inpit ko ang kutsara at sinubuan siya.


    "Taste it. It''s so delicious,"


    Natatawa siya''ng kinain ''yon. May kaunting sarsa na dumikit sa gilid ngbi niya at pinunasan ko ''yon gamit ang daliri.


    Napatagal ang titig ko sabi niya. T may nag uudyok sa''kin na halikan siya kaya ginawa ko. Inpit ko ang mukha sa kanya at mabilis siya''ng hinalikan. Naki ang mata niya na kunan ay napangiti rin. Damn! He''s so hot!


    Nam ang pisngi ko at muling bumaling sa pagkain. Bakit ko ba kasi naisipan ''yon?


    "You''re making your way now, huh?" he chuckled that makes my face redden.


    Natahimik ako ng maramdaman ang yakap niya m sa likod. Isiniksik niya ang mukha sa leeg ko at halos hindi ako makahinga dahil doon!


    "C-Callum, hindi ka ba kakain?"


    He sniff my neck that brought a little tickle to me.


    "Nah, I''ll just watch you"


    Nakagat ko angbi para itago ang halinghing na gusto kumaw sa bibig ko. Ramdam ko ang init ng hininga niya sa batok ko na nagdad ng kakaibang pakiramdam sa''kin. Nag patuloy ako sa pagkain habang nakayakap parin siya. Maya-maya ay nag pam siya''ng may kukunin sa kwarto.


    "I''ll be back,"


    Tumango ako at kumain ulit. Sa kgitnaan ng pag subo ko ng pagkain ay may isang bagay na sumagi sa isip ko. Napatigil ako at napalingon sa wall clock.


    It''s almost 4:00 am, it means...it''s already my birthday! Damn!


    "Gosh, birthday ko na p," bulong ko sa sarili at natawa nang dahil sa pagiging makalilimutin.


    Callum didn''t greet me. Maybe he forgot? Masyado parin kasing maaga kaya siguro hindi niya pa naala.


    I decided to just stay here in our house and have a dinner together with our families since I''m still afraid to go outside. Hindi rin ako sigurado kung kaya ko na bang harapin si daddy. "Hey, you okay?"


    Napaigtad ako sa pag sulpot ng boses ni Callum. Nilingon ko siya at may pag-ala sa mukha niya.


    "What''s wrong? What were you thinking?"


    Dinaluhan niya ako kaya hindi ko mapigng tumawa.


    "I''m all good!" Iughed. "May naisipng ako,"


    Nakahinga siya ng maluwag at tumayo sa likuran ko, hinawakan niya ang balikat ko.


    "Okay, just finished your food"


    I did what he said. I chew the food so fast because I want to sleep more. In the mid of my eating, I suddenly felt something cold that were wrapped around my neck.


    Ibinaba ko ang kutsara at napatingin sa isang makintab na kwintas na ikinakabit ni Callum sa''kin. Naguguluhan ko siya''ng nilingon at halos umawang angbi ko ng makita ang matamis niya''ng ngiti. "What is this-"


    "Happy birthday my love," he uttered before I could finish what I want to say.


    Naki ang mata ko at nag pabalik-balik ang tingin sa kanya at sa magandang kwintas.


    "Ang g-ganda..." mangha kong sabi.


    "And so are you. It''s really suits on you, pretty"


    I felt his kisses on my head. My eyes started tearing up and before my tears burst, I already turned around and hug him so tight.


    "T-Thank you..." I almost whispered, my voice cracked. "Beside of this precious thing, you''re one of a greatest thing I''ve received..."


    My tears slowly rolls. I felt him caressing my back before kissing my forehead.


    "You deserves everything..."


    Ipinihit niya ako paharap at muling hinalikan.


    -


    Bumalik kami sa kwarto at hanggang sa makahiga ulit ay hindi ako makapaniw sa regalo ni Callum.


    Nilingon ko siya sa tabi ko na nakayakap sa''kin. He''s already asleep. I kiss his head before closing my eyes.


    Nagising nang ako sa sikat ng araw na kumakaw sa bintana. W na si Callum sa tabi ko. Dahan-dahan ako''ng tumayo at hinawi ang kurtina ng bintana. "What a beautiful morning," I yawned.


    Bumalik ako sa kama at kinuha ang cellphone ko. Napangiti ko ng mabasa ang birthday greetings ng mga kaibigan ko, kahit s mommy.


    Nag ayos ako ng sarili at bumaba. Nakasalubong ko si Callum kaya mabilis niya ako''ng hinalikan. Hiln niya ako papunta sa back door at halos lumag ang panga ko ng makita ang mga taong nag-aayos doon. The pool was so pretty! There''s so much flowers around. Halos buong likod nga ng bahay ay puro bk. There''s an elegant chair in the middle and written on the background was my name.


    "It''s so beautiful," I uttered with so much happiness. "Callum, ayosng naman sa''kin kung hindi gaano grande ang celebration-"


    "We can''t celebrate outside so it''s better here,"


    Lumapit kami sa mgamesa at upuan na nakahalera. Lahat ay magaganda ang design.


    "Sorry, you need to celebrate here-"


    "Ha, ayosng! Ang ganda nga, e!" sabi ko at ngumiti sa mga organizer na bumati sa''kin.


    Bumalik kami sa loob at kumain ng breakfast. Sa kgitnaan ng pagkain namin ay lumapit ang driver sa''kin.


    "Mam, may nag pad po sa inyo ng regalo sabas,"


    Nagtaka naman ako. Sino ang magbibigay sa''kin? Tatayo pang ako para tignan ''yon sabas ng mag salita si Callum.


    "We need to be sure that it''s not harmful," seryosong sabi niya at tumayo rin."Let''s check it first,"


    Lumabas kami at halos maki ang mata ko ng makita ang tatlong bouquet ng roses at isang ck box.


    "W po bang nakgay kung kanino galing?"lapit na sana ako pero pinign ako ni Callum.


    Sinenyasan niya ang driver na icheck ang mga ito. Binuksan niya ang box atman nito ang isang set ng mga essories. Hinalughog ng driver ang buong box at w naman itong ibangman. "Clear, sir!" ani ng driver kaya lumapit na ako.


    Kinuha ko agad ang magagandang bk at binut ang maliit na papel dito. It contains a greetings for me but my smile disappeared when I saw Raven''s name. He gave all of these?


    "Who gave it?"


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    "Uh...it''s from, Raven"


    Nag isang linya ang ky niya at mabilis ipinatapon sa driver ang mga regalo.


    "Throw those garbage away!" his voice thundered. "Why is he able to deliver here that anyway? I told you to manage every people who enter this vige!"


    Namu ang driver at ramdam ko ang kaba niya. Dumating naman ang dalwang tauhan ni Callum.


    "S-Sir, delivery rider po kasi ang nag d," paliwanag nito. "Pina-deliverng daw,"


    Kita ko ang pag igting ng panga ni Callum. Nakaramdam ako ng lungkot at hinayang nang kunin na n ang mga binigay ni Raven.


    "C-Callum...sayang naman ang mga ''yon," sabi ko at hinawakan siya sa braso.


    M sa seryoso at galit na mata ay lumam ito ng bumaling sa''kin.


    "I can buy you everything more than that. He''s just fooling you by showing that attitude," iginiya niya ako papasok sa bahay. "I''m telling you. He''s a beast that you''re not expecting he is," The veins on his arm was showing. I can felt his anger.


    Hindi nang ako nangulit. Parang siguradong sigurdo naman kasi s na kaaway tga ang mga Laurier. I need to believe in him.


    Tinapos namin ang pagkain bago muling tumingin sa pool area. It looks like a paradise for me. We also make a taste test for the food that will be servedter.


    Nang pumatak ang 5:00 pm, naligo na ako. Maagang dumating si Jess na suot ang isang nude backless dress at tinulungan niya ako mag ayos. "Let''s do your make up first!"


    She let me sit in front of my mirror.


    It''s just so quick though. Light make upng ang ginawa niya. Sunod niya inayos ang buhok ko.


    "Sahat tga ng buntis, ikawng ang fresh!" komento ni Jess.


    Tumawang ako dahil kanina niya pa ako pinupuri. Naka-simple bunng ang mahaba kong buhok para malinis tignan pero kinulot niya ang dulo nito.


    Tinulungan niya na rin ako isuot ang dress ko. It''s an off shoulder balloon dress above the knee. It has a butterfly and flowers design. Hindi rin ito masyadong masikip since mki na ang tiyan ko. "Ang ganda mo tga! m mo ba na papasa kang model!"


    Tuwang-tuwa si Jess at kinuhaan ako ng litrato bago kaming dwa. Lumabas siya at pumasok naman si Callum na bing natla.


    "You look...gorgeous as ever," hemented and kiss my head.


    Naing ako dahil sa titig niya. Pinasadahan niya pa ng mata ang mukha ko hanggang paa. He then shook his head while there''s a sweet smile on his lips.


    I blushed.


    "Hoy, lovebirds!" sigaw ni Jess sa pinto. "Your both families are almost here! Get outside!"


    Mabilis kaming lumabas ni Callum.


    Sinalubong kami ng pkpakan at ngiti ng pamilya namin. I had some cousins and friends here beside of my family and also Callum.


    There''s a short message from Callum that consists of some cheesy words towards me before the guests started giving me their gifts.


    Callum''s parents almost cried because of happiness seeing my tummy. Si mommy at Jordan naman ay halos hindi matigil sa pag puri sa''kin. Si daddy naman ay pansin kong tahimik.


    Nag sim kaming kumain at kasama namin ni Callum sa table si Jordan at si Austine. I also had a chance to interact with some of Callum''s cousins. They are also waiting for our baby. We all shared that night withugher and so much happiness that I wish won''t be reced.


    Tonight I considered as one of a memorable birthdays I had.

 CHAPTER 63

    PATRICIA''S POV (Unexpected Guest)


    Pagkatapos ng ng buwan na pagiging stress sa mga lessons,boratories, exams at recitations, finally! Our ss ended! I maintained my high grades.


    It was so fulfilling for me because I''ve no longer be able to think about those exams and difficult recitations. Sobrang saya ni Jess dahil bakasyon na raw pero hindi niya rin maiwasang malungkot dahil hindi niya na ako kasama sa susunod na enrollment.


    I will really enjoy this vacation because I''ll start to buy some stuffs for my baby.


    Wng hindi magandang nangyari sa''kin noong nakaraan. About my birthday, it was awesome! I still can''t believe that they pull out a birthday treat for me. Also, I still can''t move on about Mrs. Vsquez gift for me. It was a diamond earrings and ne that obviously cost a million.


    Since mine and Callum''s birthday is just a week apart, it''s already his birthday tomorrow! I took Jess with me to help me buy a gift.


    "Hindi mo m ang ireregalo sa asawa mo?" tanong ni Jess nang makarating kami sa mall.


    Ngumuso ako. "Kaya nga sinama kita, e! Suggest anything,"


    Nakahawakng ako sa braso niya para m ko kung saan kami pupunta.


    "Ano ba ang gusto ng asawa mo?"


    "I don''t know, Jess" iritado kong sabi.


    Kaya nga ako nagpasama sa kanya dahil hindi ko m. She''s good at this thing so I know she can help me.


    Umikot ang mata niya at itinuro ang nadaanan naming mga damit.


    "Let''s enter there!"


    Pumasok kami roon at parang m ko na ang damit na ibibigay kay Callum.


    "Just choose those clothes that you think will surely fit for him," utos ni Jess. "O kahit yung damit na gustong gusto mo na isinusuot niya!" Napanguso ako at nginitian siya.


    "He looked good no matter what he wears," I said proudly that makes her frowned.


    What can I do? I''m just stating a fact. My husband is just so effortlessly handsome.


    "Edi ikaw na ang may guwapo na asawa!" maktol niya kaya natawa ako at naisip na asarin pa siya.


    "But he''s more attractive when he''s not wearing any..." I teased.


    Naki agad ang mata niya at tumingin sa paligid.


    "You..." hindi makapaniw niya''ng usal. "How could you say that? Hindi mo ba m na virgin pa ang kaibigan mo? Hindi ko pa yan dapat naririnig!" Mas tumawa ako ng mkas ng pum ang mukha niya.


    "Ikaw tgang buntis ka!" aniya at hin na ako sa mga damit. "Pumili ka na ngang!"


    I''m stillughing while picking some polo shirt. I really want him to wear this all the time because he looks so good. I buy five pieces in different colors. "Let''s just look for something that willst for him. What do you think is next?"


    "Uh..." I trailed off, still thinking. "Maybe watch?"


    "Well, that''s better. He can use that,"


    Pumunta naman kami sa mga essories at hinayaan niya ako pumili ng magandang se ng relos.


    Medyo maraming tao rito kaya luming-linga ako at may namataan ako''ng taong hindi inaasahan. Sahat ba naman ng pwedeng makita ay siya pa?


    I lost my smile when my eyes meet Zara Banner''s. Tinaasan ako nito ng ky. She''s really sophisticated as ever.


    Bumalik ako sa pag pili at npitan si Jess.


    "Zara is here,"


    Naki ang mata niya at mabilis tumingin sa paligid. Nag salubong ang ky niya ng makita na si Zara.


    Hin ko siya papunta sa cashier par mag bayad. Pbas na kami ng store ng may nag salita sa likod namin.


    "Look who''s here,"


    Nalingunan namin si Zara na pekeng nakangiti. Dumapo ang mata niya sa paper bag na hawak namin bago mahinang tumawa.


    "Ayaw ko ng gulo, Zara..." mahina kong usal at hinawakan ulit si Jess. "Let''s go,"


    "Buying gifts for Callum, huh?" she mocked. "I wonder if he will like those"


    I greeted my teeth when she insultingly look at the gifts I bought for Callum.


    "Callum likes fabulous not that cheap," she chuckled and rolled her eyes before walking pass by us.


    Nakahinga ako ng maluwag at tinanaw siya pyo. Napatingin tuloy ako sa binili ko. She knew such things about him.


    "Ang kapal tga ng mukha niya!" singhal ni Jess at hin ako paalis. "Ang galling mag sim ng gulo. She''s the cheap here!"


    "Maybe she''s right," bulong ko. "Mukhang hindi magugustuhan ito-"


    "What? Don''t tell me you''ll let her affect you?"


    I shook my head. Of course, not!


    "Then stop thinking about that," she said frustratingly. "You knew your husband better than her,"


    Sumakay kami ng sasakyan at didiretso kami ngayon sa dream house ni Callum. Doon ko naisipan na icelebrate ang birthday niya at si Jess ang humanap ng mga organizers.


    "Grabe tga ang kabaliwan sayo ng asawa mo! May dream house pang nlaman," bulong ni Jess.


    "Matagal niya ng nabili ''yon,"


    "Kahit na! Iny niya parin ''yon sayo at sa future family niyo!" kinikilig niya ako''ng siniko.


    Napailing nang ako. Ang bilis niya mag bago ng mood.


    Nakarating kami sa bahay at wng pag sin ang mangha ni Jess. Mas gumanda ang bahay nang mgyan ito ng decorations. It was just simple but elegant. Naka-disy na rin ang mga gamit na binili namin ni Callum noong nakaraan. "Angki ng bahay niyo, Pat!" sambit ni Jess habang hinih ko siya papunta sa likod ng bahay.


    Binati kami ng mga nag-aayos dito. Ang iba ay inaayos ang mga upuan atmesa. Katd ng birthday ko, mga pamilyang din namin ang imbitado pero si Callum ay nag invite ng ng kaibigan sa business.


    Saglitng kami namgi roon ni Jess dahil sinilip kong tga kung handa na ba ito para bukas. Umalis na kami at hinatid muna si Jess bago tuluyang umuwi.


    Nagt ako ng makita na nasa bahay na si Callum.


    "Hi," he greeted me with a kiss. "I thought you were just checking the house?"


    "Uh, yeah" I smiled sweetly. "But Jess invite me to eat so..."


    Sorry Jess, I need to use you. I can''t tell him that I bought gifts for him.


    We talked and eat together like the usual. Nang nasa kwarto na kami ay ibinalot ko na ang regalo ko para sa kanya habang nasa banyo siya.


    -


    Kinabukasan, inihatid ako ni Callum sa isang bahay kung saan gaganapin ang birthday niya. Bk niya pa na pumasok sa kompanya. Half dayng siya para makapag-prepare rin para mamaya. Umalis din agad siya pagkarating namin doon. Sinuri ko muli ang loob.


    The design is very nice, pleasing to the eyes and not too colorful. It really fits Callum''s taste. I also check the food that will be servedter and everything needed.


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    I want Callum to be happy today. When he woke up earlier, I immediately greets him with my gifts. I''m d that he loves it.


    Matapos kong tignan ang mismong gaganapan sa ibaba ay umakyat ako sa taas, sa magiging kwarto namin. I have already prepared Callum''s forter. I am very excited because it was the first time we celebrated each other''s birthday.


    -


    "Patricia!"


    I saw Mrs. Vsquez waving as she approached me. She''s wearing an elegant nude tube dress along with her husband.


    "Hello-"


    "Hep!" she interrupted me. "Call me mom!"


    I was stunned then smiled awkwardly. "Uh...mom?"


    Bi siya''ng pumkpak at niyakap ako. "Great! Where''s Callum?"


    "Nasa itaas po, nagbibihis na,"


    Nginitian ako ni Mr. Vsquez at ang dwang kapatid ni Callum na kararatingng. Nauna na s roon sa pool area habang si Mrs. Vsquez ay naiwan sa''kin.


    "Your belly is so big!" Mrs. Vsquez said in amazement as she caressed it.


    I was wearing a fitted dress so my big belly was more defined.


    "I can''t wait for the gender, honey!" her eyes almost shed.


    "Ako rin po," ngiti kong sabi.


    Saglit pa kaming nag usap ni Mrs. Vsquez hanggang bumaba na si Callum.


    "Happy birthday my son!"


    Callum was kissed by his mom and I saw how annoyed he is. He then turned to me and smiled.


    "Happy birthday," yumakap ako sa braso niya at pumunta na kami sa mga bisita.


    Pamilyar na ako sa mga kaibigan at pinsan ni Callum pero ang iba rito ay hindi ko tga kla. May mga matatanda at kasing edadng ni Callum na nasisiguro kong business partners niya.


    The party started with the greetings of Callum''s parents and also mine. I just make my speech short because I was shy. Callum also had his speech and thanks everyone who attended his birthday. Habang kumakain ang mga bisita, isinama ako ni Callum makismuha sa mga kaibigan niya. He introduced to some of his business partners and friends.


    Iniwan ko muna si Callum para hayaan siya''ng makipag-usap sa mga kaibigan. Lumapit ako sa table n mommy dahil ngayon kong s nakita. They werete.


    "Mommy!"


    Sinalubong niya ako ng yakap. Narito rin si Jess sa table n. Nagkatinginan pa kami ni daddy pero agad din ako''ng umiwas. I''m sure he already realized that I was acting cold towards him. "I''m sorry, we''rete! Maraming ginagawa, m mo na..."


    I nodded. "It''s okay, mom"


    Umupo ako at nag usap kami ni Jess. Hindi ko sinusulyapan si daddy at si mommyng ang kinakausap ko. Si Jordan naman ay wng pakim at kumakain.


    "I saw some famous businessman here!" mommy said in amazement.


    "Yes, tita!" segunda ni Jess. "I saw someone in my age! Ang guwapo!"


    Natawa ako kay Jess. Hinayaan ko s ni mommy na mag usap habang si daddy ay nag pam para lumapit din sa mga kla niya rito.


    Luminga ako sa paligid at namataan si Callum na papbas ng exit. Saan siya pupunta? Akma ako''ng tatayo para sundan siya pero nakita ko rin siya''ng nalakad paatras at halos lumaki ang mata ko ng makita kung sino ang nasa harapan niya.


    There''s Zara Banner wearing an off shoulder fitted dress while smiling sweetly. She''s holding a blue box. Callum look so stunned.


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    "Oh, Zara Banner is invited here?"


    Nilingon ko si mommy at hindi maipinta ang reaksyon n ni Jess.


    "I don''t have idea," sagot ko at gt parin.


    Si Callum ang nag invite sa ibang tao rito at tingin ko kasama si Zara. But why? My chest skip a bit. He didn''t inform me.


    "W tgang hiya ang babaeng ''yan!" singhal ni Jess nang yakapin ni Zara si Callum. "Patricia! Go there and get your husband!"


    Hindi ako nakapg ng hhin ako ni Jess papunta roon, si mommy ay kasama rin.


    Pinakihan ko ng mata si Jess. Bukod sa nahihiya ay kinakabahan din ako habang ppit kami. I can saw how annoyed Callum is. "Why are you here? I didn''t invite you!"


    Tumigil kami sa likuran n. Hindi ko m kung ano ang sasabihin ko. This is unexpected!


    Mommy cleared her throat. "We didn''t know that you invited her here, Callum"


    Nilingon kami ni Callum na takot ang mga mata. Tumigil ang tingin niya sa''kin at bahagyang umiling.


    "N-No, Madam. I didn''t invite her," he came closer to me.


    "Then why the hell she''s here?" sabat ni Jess at ni-head to foot si Zara.


    Nakatitigng din ako kay Zara kahit ramdam ko ang mata sa''kin ni Callum. Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko.Property belongs to N?vel(D)r/ama.Org.


    "I don''t know why she''s here..." he whispered.


    "Ban ako roon sa vige pero dito hindi," matapang na sagot ni Zara. "I can freely attend here. Hindi rin naman ibang tao sa''kin si Callum,"


    Umusbong ang iritasyon ko ng mgkit niy''ng tignan si Callum.


    "But you''re not invited," I said seriously. "So you''re definitely trespassing. Do you also want to get banned here?"


    Naw ang ngiti niya at dahan-dahan bumaba sa aking tiyan ang tingin.


    Her eyes widened when she understand that I''m pregnant. It''s pretty obvious.


    "Y-You''re pregnant..." nahihirapan niya''ng usal, hindi makapaniw. Binalingan niya si Callum na nangingilid ang luha.


    "Yes, she is. Don''t be hard headed, Zara. Just go!" ani Callum.


    "Zara? Bakit ka pa pumunta rito?"


    Isanglaki m sa mga bisita ni Callum ang humawak sa braso ni Zara. "Don''t make a scene here!"


    "It''s a good thing if you''ll send home your cousin, Jetro" Callum uttered.


    Zara was controlling her tears now.


    "I will just leave if you will ept my gift," she bravely offered her gift in front of Callum. "Sayang naman ang effort ko kung hindi mo kukunin ito,"


    She then smiled yfully while Callum''s jaw moved aggressively.


    No, he won''t ept that. m ni Callum ang mga ginawa ni Zara sa''kin kaya hindi niya gugustuhin na tanggapin ''yon. Bakit niya ba kasi m ang bahay na ito? Ak ko ba ay hindi na hahayaan ni Callum na mappit si Zara sa''kin. "Zara, let''s go-"


    "Fine, give me that then leave," mahinahon na sabi ni Callum dahn ng pagg ng panga ko.


    Kinuha niya ang regalo. Zara smirked at me before turning her back. Si mommy ay nakaalis na dahil tinawag ng kaibigan habang si Jess ay hindi rin makapaniw.


    I acted normal even though deep inside, my heart is throbbing fast. It was aching. He epted Zara''s gift easily but when Raven send me gifts, he throw it away.

 CHAPTER 64

    PATRICIA''S POV (Cheater)


    "What time is your check up?"


    Sinagot ko ang tawag ni Callum at ''yon ang una niya''ng sinabi. Today is my check up and he will be with me. Siya na mismo ang nag pilit na isama ko siya kahit nasa kompanya siya ngayon. "I woke upte so maybe...1 pm. Ayosng ba sayo?"


    Napasarap kasi ang panonood ko kagabi ng movie kaya tanghali na ako nagising at w na si Callum.


    "Of course. Let''s just meet thereter, then?"


    "Okay!"


    I ended the call and go downstairs to eat.


    Hindi ko m pero bi ako''ng na-excite mamaya sa check-up ko dahil kasama si Callum. This will be his first time. I''m also nning to buy some personal hygiene for my baby.


    Dwang beses pa ulit ako''ng kumain dahil hindi ko mapign bago ako maligo. Pinili kong isuot ang isang white puff dress. Mahaba ito at presko kaya hindi gaano hta angki ng tiyan ko. Nakangiti ako''ng sumakay sa sasakyan papunta sa ospital. Nag text na rin ako kay Callum na nakaalis na kami.


    Sinabi ko sa driver na tumigil muna kami sa mismong harap ng ospital dahil w pa ang reply ni Callum kung nasaan na siya. I tried to call him but it''s just ringing.


    "Uh, let''s just wait for 10 minutes, kuya" sabi ko sa driver at tumango naman ito.


    Bumuga ako ng hangin dahil lumipas na ang sampung minuto ay w pa si Callum. Kahit text ay w, nasaan na siya? He promised to be with today!


    Iritado kong hinawi ang buhok ko at padabog na binalik sa bag ang cellphone.


    "Let''s just go to the parking, kuya!" I said to the driver seriously.


    Bumaba ako ng sasakyan at muling hinintay si Callum sa waiting area, sa harap mismo ng ospital. I spend more 20 minutes there before receiving a message from him that he wasn''t able to be with me today. "Urgent meeting again, huh?" I scoffed to his reason again.


    Kung ganoon, sana p ay hindi na siya nangako sa''kin!


    Nakasimangot tuloy ako ng pumunta sa clinic ni doktora. Ak ko pa naman na makikita niya kung ano ang itsura ng anak namin sa tiyan ko.


    "For now, I think you should avoid to sleep more and being stress," my doctor said and suggested some vitamins. "So far, you and your baby are both healthy. Can''t wait to see you give birth," Ngumiti ako. "Yes, doc! Copy and I can''t wait to see my child,"


    Napawi rin agad ang ngiti ko pagbas ng ospital. Sinalubong ako ng driver at inlayan papunta sa sasakyan.


    Habang nasa biyahe ay bing tumawag si Callum.


    Napairap ako at pinatay ''yon. Muli siya''ng tumawag at kahit ano''ng gawin kong pag drop dito ay makulit tga siya.


    I let out a heavy sighed before answering it.


    "Hello, Patricia?" he said, his voice was a little bit trembling. "I-I''m sorry...I just ended the meeting. Are you still there? Wait me-"


    "No need," I cut off. "I''m done and currently going home,"


    Rinig ko ang buntong hininga niya sa kabng linya.


    "I''m dropping it now,"


    I ended the call with a heavy heart. He really broke his promise. Nag kunwari nang ako''ng masaya kanina kahit naiinggit ako sa mga ibang buntis doon sa ospital na kasama ang mga asawa n. I understand Callum but I can''t help but to feel it.


    T w ako''ng gana nang makauwi sa bahay. Dumiretso ako sa kwarto at nag palit ng damit. Humiga ako sa kamaat iniisip parin ang nangyari kanina.


    -


    Next month is already my ultrasound. I can finally knew what the gender of my child is but I''m not sure if Callum will still be with me that time. I doubt that. Aasa pa ba ako?


    Bi ako''ng napa-hikab at nala ang sinabi ni doc kanina. I shouldn''t having more time with sleeping but I''m sleepy right now!


    Hindi naman ako makikita ni doktora kaya itutulog ko nang ang tampo ko kay Callum.


    Nagising ako bandang 5:00 pm at parang gusto ko pa nga matulog pero pinilit ko ang sarili na bumangon. Bumaba ako at nag hanap ng makakain. I got some fruits andsagna before going to the living room. Nanood ako ng movies doon habang kumakain. I chose that romance movie and I finish watching it for almost two hours!


    Madilim na sabas kaya pumunta ako sa kusina para mag luto ng pagkain. I cooked three dish and when I felt hungry, I immediately ate. Hindi ko na nahintay si Callum dahil sobrangte na.


    Umakyat ako sa kwarto pagkatapos. Nakapag half bath na ako ay w parin si Callum. Don''t tell me he will go homete again? Hindi niya na ako nasamahan kanina, ah. Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko pero w siya''ng bagong text. Ngayon kong nabasa ang mga message niya kanina pagkatapos ng usapan namin. He was sorry for not being with me earlier.


    I let out a heavy sighed and stood up in front of the window. Sinisilip ko kung nariyan na ba ang sasakyan niya pero napaka-tahimik sa ibaba. Tumayo ako roon ng hlos khating oras bago matay na bumalik sa kama.


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    "I''m sleepy..." I whispered and closed my eyes. I can''t able to wait for him anymore.


    Kinabukasan, nagising nang ako''ng w si Callum sa tabi ko.


    Tanghali na naman ako nagising kaya sigurado na pumasok na siya sa opisina. Ano''ng oras naman kaya siya umuwi kagabi? He didn''t mind to wake me up, huh? Bumaba ako at nakita ang isang maid kaya tinanong ko itokung ano''ng oras umuwi at pumasok si Callum.


    "Hating gabi na po siya umuwi at no''ng pumasok ay sobrang aga po,"


    Nanliit ang mata ko. Nag bago ba ang schedule niya? O sadyang busyng tga siya?


    Dumiretso nang ako sa dining para kumain at umakyat agad sa kwarto pagkatapos. Naligo na ako dahil ngayon ang schedule ko na pupunta sa school para kuhanin ang mga requirements ko.


    Since I won''t continue my second year in med school, I will just get those important papers. I decided to wear afortable dress for my tummy. Siguro naman ay hindi gaano karami ang tao sa school kaya w masyadong makakapnsin sa tiyan ko.


    Sumakay ako ng sasakyan at habang nasa biyahe, kahitbag sa loob ko ay nag text ako kay Callum na pupunta na ako sa school. I didn''t receive any reply.


    "Kuya, wag na po tayo dumiretso sa parking ng school, sa harap nang po tayo mag park since saglitng ako," utos ko sa driver dahil iikot pa kami kung sa parking pa.


    Lumabas agad ako sa sasakyan nang mag park na ito sa harap ng school.


    Halos mapasinghap ako ng hindi nakapagd ng payong dahil sobrang tirik ang araw! Mabilis tuloy angkad ko at ipinakita sa guard ang id ko.


    Tama nga ako na hindi gaano karami ang tao dito ngayon pero may iba parin na nagtatagal ang tingin sa''kin.


    I went straight to the registrar and address my concerns about getting my personal documents. I waited and sit outside while they pilling it. They even asked me why I need to get those and when I answered that I won''t enrolled, they got shocked.


    Thanks god they didn''t interrogate me anymore.


    Kinuha ko ang cellphone sa bag habang naghihintay. I got disappointed when there''s still no reply from Callum. Nag text na rin ako kay Jess na kukunin ko na ang mga documents ko rito sa school.


    W siya rito sa man kaya hindi niya ako nasamahan. She''s in Cebu and taking a vacation there with her family. She deserves it though, after a tiring months in med school. "Miss Patricia," tawag ng registrar sa''kin.


    Tumayo ako at lumapit. Tinaggap ko ang envelope na binigay niya at nag pasmat. Hindi pa ako mismo nakakaalis doon ay may babaeng lumapit sa''kin. "Are you Patricia?" asked by the girl wearing a shirt and jeans.


    I smiled. "Yes, why?"


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    Nagt ako ng iabot niya ang isang brown envelope na hindi gaano mki. I looked at her confused. I scanned her again but she looks not harmful though. She''s also a student here. "Maylaki na nagpapabigay" saad niya kaya bi ako''ng kinabahan.


    T nag taka naman siya sa reaksyon ko.


    "S-Sinonglaki?" nangangamba kong tanong.Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    Tumalikod siya at itinuro ang hagdan pababa. "He''s just there earlier,"


    Pero w na anglaki na sinasabi niya. Parang naiinis na ''yata siya kaya kinuha ko na ang envelope. Mukha naman wng harmful weapons na nakgay dito dahil maliitng.


    Mabilis umalis ang babae sa harap ko. Hindi ko naman agad binuksan ang envelope at ngay ko muna sa bag. Mabilis ako''ng lumabas ng school habang nakamasid sa paligid. Bumalik na naman ang takot ko. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nang makarating ako sa sasakyan.


    "Kuya? Sinusundan parin po ba tayo ng mga tauhan ni Callum? The bodyguards?" agad kong tanong.


    "Opo, Mam. Kahit po saan tayo pumunta nakabantay s,"


    I sighed. Mabuti naman kung ganoon!


    When he started driving, immediately took out the envelope from my bag.


    Bi ako''ng kinabahan habang nakatingin dito. Sino naman kaya ang nag bigay nito?


    I slowly opened the envelope and the first thing I saw was the back of hard copies pictures. My forehead creased but the moment I flip it, my brows turn to a thin line.


    Litrato ito ni Callum na nasa isang open area. Or I could say that it''s just near a shore because of the trees in the background. Pakiramdam ko''y unti-unting sumikip ang dibdib ko dahil hinding siya mag isa sa litrato. He''s with Zara. He was sitting in a chair while Zara was hugging him from behind.


    Hindi ko makita ang reaksyon niya rito dahil nakatagilid siya pero hindi na ''yon importante.


    What is the meaning of this? Hindi ko m kung ng litrato angman ng envelope dahil makapal ito. Pero ang mga sumunod na litrato ang halos dumurog sa puso ko.


    They were kissing!


    I cried in silent. I could feel my warm tears rolling down to my face. Natakpan ko pa ang bibig dahil sa hikbi na gusto kum rito. Bakit may ganito? Saan ''to galing? Hindi ko na kangan itanong kung kalian ito nangyari. It was obvious in Callum''s clothes. He''s still wearing his working attire. Ang damit na suot niya sa picture...ako pa ang pumili niyon para sa kanya. Noong araw nate siya umuwi ng gabi, ito ang suot niya. Mapait ako''ng napangiti habang naiiling. He never runs out of lies.

 CHAPTER 65

    PATRICIA''S POV (Defeated)


    The bitterness of my tears won''t stop bursting until we reach the house.


    My whole body continuously trembling while still holding those pictures. I went straight to our room and immediately sat on the bed. "H-How..." I whispered.


    Nakawaang ang bibig ko habang patuloy na naiyak. Mariin ang titig ko sa mga litrato at si Callum nga ito! There''s no doubt! Even though his angle was side viewed, his face is clearly revealed! Kahit masakit ay tinignan ko pa ang ibang litrato.


    May kuha si Zara at Callum na nag-uusap sa isang restaurant. Nakangiti si Zara habang seryosong ang mata ni Callum. Ang sumunod ay may ibinubulong si Zara sa kanya, angpit ng katawan n sa isa''t isa, parang sinasakal ako habang tinitignan ito.


    Sobrang nanginig ang mga kamay ko kaya bumagsak sa sahig ang mga pictures. Lumuhod ako para pulutin ang mga ito. Maslo kong nakitahat ng kuha n dahil nag kt itohat.


    Hindi ko inaasahan na ganito ito karami. May mga litrato sabas ng sasakyan at kahit sa may coffee shop! Pero may isang litrato na tgang nakakuha ng atensyon ko.


    It was in the condo. Sabas ng pinto ay nakatayo si Callum at nakatayo sa harap niya si Zara. Their lips were touching as he held Zara''s shoulder. Pakiramdam ko''ylabas na ang puso ko sa sobrangkas ng kabog nito.


    So much pain and hatred is the only thing I feel right now!


    All this time, he''s just fooling me? Those days when he starteding homete which is unusual, he was already seeing Zara! How dumb I am for not realizing that right away!


    "How could you!" I said trembling and spread the pictures on the floor.


    Hindi ko na nagawang tumayo. Nakaluhod parin ako habang nakasubsob sa dulo ng kama ang mukha ko habang umiiyak. It feels like my heart has been ripped out. What about the things he says he loves me? When he takes care of me? To our child?


    Lahat ba ''yon kasinungalinganng? Nag balikan na ba s ni Zara? Noong birthday niya, ininvite niya tga si Zara roon!


    "I hate you! I shouted. "I hate you, Callum! You liar!"


    Ginulo ko ang kama at ibinato ang mga unan. I brushed my hair frustratingly. I''ve never been this mad and broke all my life, just now!


    "W-Why you have to do this to me..." I whispered while sobbing.


    -


    Kahit ano''ng gawin kong pahid sa luha, parang hindi ito nauubos. Kanina pa ako naiyak kaya ramdam ko na ang hadi ng mata ko.


    Bumaba ang tingin ko sa umbok kong tiyan at mas naiyaklo. How can he cheat with me and my child? He''s so fuck up!


    Parang nalambot ako at sinikap tumayo matapos kong umiyak ng ng oras. I can''t take it to be in this house. Lumakad ako ppit sa closet at kinuhahat ng damit ko, ngay kohat ''yon sa maleta. Starting today, he won''t see any trace of me in his house.


    Pinilit kong kuninhat ng gamit ko dito, kahit charger pa. Pagkatapos, inayos ko muna ang sarili ko. Humarap ako sa smin at sobrang namamaga ang mata ko. Ang ilong ko naman ay namum.


    W na ako''ng pakim kung makita pa ako ng driver o mga maids na ganito ang itsura! Basta ipinusod kong ang buhok ko at bumaba na.


    Muling nanubig ang mata ko ng makita ang wedding picture namin ni Callum sa s. Pumikit ako at mariing umiling. Tinawag ko ang driver at ipinakuha ang maleta ko sa kwarto. Bakas sa mukha niya ang pagtataka kaya sumakay na ako sa sasakyan.


    "M-Mam, saan po tayo pupunta?" maingat na tanong ng driver matapos gay sa likod ang mga gamit ko.


    "Sa bahay naming, kuya" mmig kong sabi. "Wag niyo sasabihin kay Callum na umalis ako at pakisabi...ayaw ko siya makita kaya wag siya pupunta roon!"


    Napalunok siya at dahan-dahan tumango bago nag maneho.


    Sobrang bigat ng dibdib ko ng makyo na kami sa bahay. Gusto kong kuhanin ang cellphone ko sa bag para tawagan si Jess at sabihin sa kanyahat pero...hindi ko kaya. Hindi ko kaya na balikan pa ang mga nman ko ngayon. Ayaw ko rin na abhin si Jess sa bakasyon niya dahil siya na ang naging takbuhan ko sim nang ikasal ako kay Callum.


    Pinunasan ko ang panibagong luha na dumaloy sa mukha ko. Hindi ko mapign. Hanggang sa nag tuloy-tuloy ang iyak ko at napa-hikbi. Ramdam ko ang sulyap sa''kin ng driver pero w ako''ng pakim. "Nandito na po tayo, Mam..."


    Nag angat ako ng tingin at nakitang nasa harap na kami ng bahay. Pinunasan ko ang mukha ko bago lumabas ng sasakyan. Kinuha naman ng driver ang gamit ko at inihatid ako papasok.


    I didn''t inform my parents that I''m going home.


    Sinalubong ako ng isang maid at kinuha ang gamit ko. Ak ko ay w si mommy dito peroking gt ko ng makita siya''ng salubungin ako.


    "Anak, what happened to you?" she asked confused. "Why are you carrying your clothes?"


    Iniwasan ko ang tingin niya at dumiretso papasok sa bahay.


    "P-Patrica...may nangyari ba?" she asked sadly and grabbed my shoulder. "You cried,"


    Mommy seems to have pulled the trigger of my tears. I cried again. Sadness became visible on her face as she wipes my tears off.


    "M-Mommy..." I''m sobbing hard as I hug her.


    Hindi ko m na may labas pa p ako''ng luha. Mkas ang pag iyak ko habang hinahagod ni mommy ang likod ko. ng beses niya ako''ng tinanong kung ano''ng problema pero hindi ko siya masagot. Iginiya ako ni mommy sa couch at pinainom ng tubig.


    "Gosh, you should stop crying right now!" she warned. "Your baby might be affected,"


    I know but I can''t help it.


    Nang mapansin ni mommy na w ako''ng no mag salita ay hinayaan niya nang ako umakyat sa kwarto. I want to be alone.


    I continued crying in my room. Kunan, nakaramdam ako ng sakit sa tiyan kaya pinilit ko ang sariling wag umiyak. Natakot din ako kaya imbes na umiyak pa, pinilit ko ang sariling matulog, umaasang pag gising ko ay w na ang sakit.


    -


    Sigaw m sabas at katok sabas ang gumising sa''kin. My eyes still hurt when I opened it. Ang sigaw sabas ng bahay atbas ng kwarto ko ay iisang ang sinasabi, pangn ko.


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    "J-Jordan..."


    Mabilis niya ako''ng niyakap. Mlim ang pag hinga niya bago tumingin sa''kin ng may pag-ala.


    "I heard from mom about you. Ano''ng ginawa sayo ng asawa mo? istrikto niya''ng tanong.


    "Jordan," usal ko at hindi m kung sasabihin ko ba.


    "Oh, yeah. It''s okay," tumango siya at iginiya ako sa kama.


    Tinitigan niya ang mukha ko kaya umiwas ako ng tingin. m kong namamaga parin ang mata ko ngayon.


    "I knew it. The moment you denied that you''re not with him in that mall, I already knew there''s something fishy,"


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    Nakaramdam ako ng hiya dahil kangan pa makita ng kapatid ko ang ganoong bagay.


    "You don''t want to talk to him?"


    I shook my head quickly. I don''t know how I can look at him without feeling disgusted.


    "Then I will call some police to dragged him out of our house," Jordan said seriously and started pressing on his phone.


    "W-Wait, what do you mean?" I was confused.


    Kumunot ang noo ko nang makarinig ulit ng sigaw. Tinatawag ako. I can''t be wrong. It''s Callum''s voice!


    "He''s here?!"


    Jordan slowly nodded. "Kanina pa siya sabas. Ayaw siya papasukin ni mommy dahil m niya''ng ayaw mo siya makita,"


    Tumayo ako at sumilip sa bintana ng kwarto ko. I saw Callum. Standing and shouting in front of our gate. He looks...devastated. His face while kissing Zara were shing back so I can''t help but to refrain my gaze. Why he''s here anyway?


    "I need to see my wife! Come on, let me talk to her," he continued shouting, pleading.


    My eyes started watering again. Seeing him now having the urge to face my family, feels like he didn''t do anything stupid to me. Like he didn''t fool and cheat on me.


    "Patricia?"


    Bumaling ako sa pinto ng bumukas ito. Pumasok si mommy at agad ako npitan.


    "Are you okay now? Callum is outside," she also looked at the window. "What''s your n? Are you going to talk to him?"


    "No, mom. I c-can''t..." my tears are about to fall again. "I don''t want to see him-"


    "I already said that! He''s really pushy!" she''s already devastated. "What if...just show yourself and ask-"


    "Mom!'' ap agad ni Jordan. "Wag natin pilitin si ate. Buntis siya at hindi na nga maganda sa kanya na makaramdam ng ganitong stress,"


    Marahas na sinarado ni Jordan ang bintana para hindi ko makita si Callum. Nanikip ang dibdib ko dahil rinig ko parin ang boses niya.


    "Don''t push my sister. Hinayaan ko na kayo na ipakasal sa kanya si ate pero ngayon? That guy cheated on him! Especially now that she''s pregnant. What kind of man do you trust for her?"


    We''re silent. Mommy couldn''t speak because what Jordan said was true.


    "O-Okay..." mommy shuttered. "I just want this to end. I will call his parents regarding this,"


    Kinabahan ako. Ano nang ang masasabi sa''kin ng mga Vsquez?


    My rtionship with their son was about to get ruined.


    Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko at naisipan na itext si Callum. To: Callum


    Umalis ka na. I''ll not talk to you. You just disgust me.


    Binuksan ko ng kaunti ang kurtina at pinanood siya na mabasa ang text ko. Kinuha niya ang cellphone sa bulsa at kita ko kung paano lumatay ang sakit sa mukha niya.


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    Hin na ako ni Jordan pyo roon. Pinipilit niya ako''ng kumain pero w ako''ng gana. Gusto kong mag kulong sa kwarto. Hinayaan niya naman ako at kahit si mommy at daddy ay gusto ako''ng kausapin, pinili nng hayaan muna ako. Hindi ko mapigng umiyak na naman. Callum...just wrecked me.


    I felt my phone vibrated and saw Jess calling.


    "Hello-"


    "Patricia! Ayos kang ba? Totoo ba na niloloko kang ni Callum kay Zara? Toto ba?!"


    I put the phone away from my ear. She''s too loud. And wait, how did she knew about that? Hindi ko naman sinabi sa kanya!


    "How did you-"


    ''From your mom, obviously!" she hissed. "I can''t believe it. How are you? Please, don''t just cry there-"


    "What do you want me to do? To celebrate?" I asked sarcastically.


    She sighed. "Gaga, syempre bawal sayo dahil buntis ka. Nag-ala ako sayo! Mag usap tayo through video call,"


    Umiling ako. Bi tuloy umurong ang luha ko.


    Like what she said, we do really video called and with our friends Tyrone and Kelvin.


    "Ang kapalng mukha nng dwa!"


    "I thought you two were in a good rtionship? Why did he do that to you? You''re pregnant!"


    "I''m so worried! Gutoko na tuloy umuwi ng man!''


    Sunod-sunod ang mga tanong n pero hindi ako sumagot at umirapng sa camera. Kevin and Tyrone are still wearing their working attire while Jess is justying on her bed. Hindi na ako nag-ayos ng sarili. I just finished crying.


    "Look at your eyes, Patricia! Get some rest," komento ni Kelvin, nag-ala. "Bakit naman kaya nagawa ng asawa mo ''yon? Magkakaroon na kayo ng anak, ah! Hindi na ba tga maaayos?"


    It feels like an arrow pierced my chest when I heard that. I want to curse myself remembering how excited I am in my every checkup. How I look so proud and grateful because I have him.


    "Callum did that because he''s a cheater!" galit na sabi ni Jess. "Kung ganoon p ang gagawin niya, sana hindi na siya nagpakita ng magandang motibo! He even bought a house for his future family!"


    I already ended the call without saying anything. Masakit parin tgalo na kapag maririnig mo sa iba. Sobrang sakit dahil pakiramdam ko, kinakaawaan ako ng iba. I don''t like that. Humiga ako sa kama at tumingin sa kisame, umiiyak parin. Hawak ko ang tiyan ko dahil pakiram ko''y kumikirot ito. W ako''ng magawa, tgang mahina ako.


    Ngayon kong napagtanto na w na ang boses ni Callum sabas. Maybe he already left.


    I was about to closed my eyes for a sleep again but I received a new message from Callum.


    From: Callum


    I''m so sorry. Let me exin everything, please. Hope you forgive me,


    I smiled bitterly as a new drop of tears rolled.


    I won''t forgive you. You didn''t just wrecked me, Callum. You mentally defeated me.

 Chapter 66

    Patricia''s POV (Painful)


    Hindi ko m kung gaano ako katagal natulog. Nagising nang ako''ng mahapdi ang mga mata ko at kumakm ang sikmura.


    Shit! I didn''t eat the whole day. My baby is surely hungry.


    I caressed my tummy.


    "I''m sorry, nadamay ka pa," I whispered.


    Napabaling ang mata ko sa side table kung nasaan ang cellphone ko. Binuksan ko ito at nakita ang 96 messages at 54 missed calls galing kay Callum. Hindi ko ''yon binasa.


    He doesn''t need to exin. It''s obvious that his purpose is to fool me! W na rin ako''ng ibang maisip na idadahn niya sa mgarawan n ni Zara. He''s a cheater, that''s it!


    Bumaba nang ako para kumain. Nala kong ng beses ako''ng pinilit n mommy at Jordan na kumain kahapon pero tumanggi ako kaya ngayon...hinding ako ang nagugutom, pati ang baby ko. "Nasaan po s mommy?" tanong ko sa maid dahil tahimik sa ibaba.


    "Sa room po n, Mam. Kain na po kayo,"


    Tumango ako bago umupo samesa. Lahat na ''yata ng putahe na niluto ngayon ay tinikman ko at hindi ko mabng kung naka-n ako''ng cup ng rice sa sobrang gutom!


    Nang matapos ako ay dumiretso ako sabas ng bahay. Nala ko ang itsura ni Callum kahapon dito ng makita ko ang gate. Sa tuwing naala ko ang mga litrato n ni Zara, bumabalik ang galit at muhi ko. "Good morning po, Mam" bati ng panibagong maid na nag di-dilig sa bakuran.


    Ngumiti ako bago lumapit sa kanya. I suddenly felt a little refreshment here. "Uh...Mam?" tawag ulit niya. "Yung asawa niyo po p, pumunta ulit dito,"


    "Kanina?"


    Tumango siya. "Mukhang papasok na po sa trabaho. Tinanong kung gising na raw kayo at gusto kayo kausapin,"


    Maingat ang pagsasalita niya at may awa sa mata. He came here again? I already told him to stop.


    "Kakaalis niyang po ba?" hindi ko mapigng itanong. "K-Kahapon po...ano''ng oras siya umalis?"


    "Ah, kahapon ay mlim na rin po ang gabi bago siya umalis,"


    Kumunot ang noo ko. Medyo maliwanag pa kahapon no''ng makita ko siya. Kaya nga ako nag text na ayaw ko siya kausapin para umuwi na siya!


    "Ak ko nga po sabas na siya matutulog, e" patuloy niya. "Sinundong po siya ng isanglaki kaya napilitan umuwi,"


    Lki? It must be Austine or one of his brothers I think.


    Sumilip ako sabas at w na nga ang bakas ng sasakyan doon ni Callum. Wait, why do I still thinking about him? W ako''ng pakim kung mapagod siya sa kakapunta rito. Saglit ako namgi sabas at nag pasya na pumasok na rin.


    Nasa hagdan pang ay rinig ko na ang ng sigaw. Akma na ako''ng papasok sa kwarto ng marinig ko ang boses ni mommy, sumisigaw. Naki ang mata ko at agad tumakbo sa kwarto n. "You haven''t exin me everything!" I heard mom shouting with trembling voice. "I know you''re lying to me! Someone told me that you''ve been seen with that man!"


    Kumbog ang puso ko sa narinig. m na ba niya ang ginagawa ni daddy? Kaya ba mabilis s nagkaayos no''ng isang araw ay dahil hindi pa umaamin si daddy?


    "I don''t know what you''re saying!" daddy denied. "Hindi ko gagawin ''yon. Ano pa at hinayaan nating ipakasal si Patricia kay Callum para bumalik sa''tin anghat kung babalikng ako sa dati?''


    I clenched my fist. He''s such a liar. How can he do this?


    "Yon na nga, e!" sigaw ni mommy. "My daughter sacrificed her peace and happiness! Nagpakasal siya kahit hindi pa siya handa at ngayon na niloko at sinaktan siya nglaking pinagkatiwan natin? She was so broke right now! At ikaw? Nakuha mo pa na bumalik sa dati mong ginagawa?!"


    Ramdam ko ang galit ni mommy. Nanginginig ang boses niya. Habang nakikinig sa pinag-uusapan n, t bumalik ako sa unang araw na sinabi sa''kin ni mommy na magpapakasal ako.


    Parang pinipiga ang puso ko habang binabalikan ang umpisa hanggang ngayon na mas naging komplikado ang sitwasyon ko.


    Shit, bakit ba nag sabay pa ang mga problemang ito?


    "Sinasabi mo ba na binabalew kong ang ginawa ng anak natin?'' usal ni daddy na para bang may hinanakit.


    "Oo! Dahil ''yon ang pinapakita mo!"


    "That''s not true! I always owe her that. Kung ang iniisip mo ay ang perang nawaw...nag i-invest ako,"


    Hindi ko na napign ang sarili at binuksan ko na ang pinto. I couldn''t take his lies anymore.


    "Really, dad?" I asked mockingly.


    Umawang ang bibig niya ng makita ako. Si mommy naman ay gt at agad ako''ng npitan. "A-Anak, kanina ka pa riyan?" natatakot niya''ng sambit.


    Hindi ko siya sinagot at tuminginng ng diretso kay daddy. I could see horrible fear in his eyes now. "How could you stand lying over and over again?" I spat, shouting. "Why don''t you just admit it-" "Patricia...w-what are you talking about?"


    Iughed sarcastically. I saw daddy breath in heavily, he looks nervous.


    "Patricia..." naguguluhang sambit ni mommy. "Do you know something?"


    "It''s not just something, mom" I smiled bitterly. "It''s the truth,"


    Napalunok si daddy at takot na humakbang ppit sa''kin. Mabilis ako''ng umatras at hinawakan si mommy.


    "Noong nagkasakit ka, dad. Sobrang natakot ako," sabi ko sa nanginginig na boses. "Kaya pumayag ako''ng ipagkanulo niyo sa mga Vsquez para mabawi natin ang mga perang nagastos niyo sa pagpapagamot at pagsusugal!" Nangilid ang luha ko ng makita ang guilt sa mukha ni daddy. He''s fucking guilty like what he should!


    "But when I found out that you''re seeing with those high profiled gamblers, I asked myself if...you''re still my father,"


    Tumulo ang luha ko kasabay ng pagki ng mata niya. Rinig ko naman ang singhap ni mommy kasunod ng pag iyak niya.


    "Is that true, Fred?!" sigaw ni mommy at npitan siya. "Totoo nga ang mga ''yon? Sinungaling ka!"


    Napapikit ako ng marinig ang mkas na sampal sa mukha ni daddy.


    Mom was fuming mad right now. Taas baba ang dibdib niya at namum ang mukha. Hindi ko magawa na maawa kay daddy o kahit nga na tignan siya!


    "You broke our trust, dad" I demanded. "Saan naman kaya tayo pupulutin kapag naubos na naman ang pera natin..."


    Lumatay ang sakit sa mata ng magng ko. Pinunasan ko ang luha habang sumasakit ang dibdib sa nakikita ko ngayon.


    "Hindi ka na nahiya sa mga Vsquez! Panigurado m na n ang ginagawa mo!" iyak ni mommy at pilit sinasampal si daddy. "Paano mo nagawa sa''min ''to!"


    Daddy just ept his lies. Hindi na siya nag salita at nagpapad nang sa sampal at tk ni mommy. Umiwas ako ng tingin dahil sa nangingilid na luha niya. Naroon ang pagsisisi at lungkot sa mukha niya.


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    "We shouldn''t be thinking about them from now on, mom" I spat. "Kung maaari, kausapin niyo s at pilitin na i-pull out ang mga shares n sa kompanya," Napatigil sng dwa at umawang ang bibig.


    "P-Patricia? Come again?"


    Tinitigan ko si mommy sa mata. "We will no longer depend on them. Look at what their son did to me! Pinapaikotng n tayo at pinagmumukhang tanga!" "Patricia, I''m sorry..." humagulhol si daddy. "I know saying that won''t bring back what I''ve caused but...give me another chance, please?"


    His voice was pleading but I can''t feel any pity for him.


    "I don''t know what else to tell you, dad" my voice trembled and feels like my throat have been choked. "You just...disgust me,"


    I shook my head and cried again. "I never thought that we would end up in this situation. Do I need to hope that you will change?"


    I can''t handle my disappointment with him anymore.


    Tinalikuran ko s at pumunta sa kwarto ko. Pabng kong isinara ang pinto at umupo sa kama. Doon ko ibinuhoshat ng sama ng loob ko. I cried so hard but in silent.


    I wanted to scold and confront them more but at some point, I think I wasn''t me anymore if I will do that. I grow up so respectful to my parents. Kaya kahit sobra ang galit ko ngayon, pipiliin ko nang kontrolin ito. Gusto ko man na saktan ang sarili ko at pilitin na tumigil sa pag iyak pero hindi ko kaya. Sobrang sakit. Hindi ko na nga m kung ano''ng uunahin ko isipin, ang problema ba ng pamilya ko o problema ko kay Callum. "I do really born for this shit," I whispered to myself.


    Nag vibrate ang phone ko kaya dinampot ko ''yon. Ak ko ay isang text message na naman galing kay Callum pero hindi.


    It was unregistered number and it''s not a text message, it''s was photos.


    Bi na naman bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Ganito rin noong una. I took a deep breath before opening the message.


    Another disappointment enveloped my heart when I saw its content. It was three photos. First photo is someone''s back but I still recognized him as Callum. I think he is in the mall because he''s holding some paper bags. The next photo was him again...with Zara.


    That feeling like my chest is being squeezed is back again. Zara looks so happy. Who wouldn''t? They''re going out while I was waiting for Callum toe home.


    Ang huling litrato ay sa parking. Pinagbubuksan ni Callum si Zara ng pinto ng sasakyan niya. It feels like a p on my face. Ang sasakyan niya...hinding p ako ang naisakay niya roon! Nala ko ang sinabi sa''kin ni Jordan no''ng pumunta siya sa bahay. He insists that he saw Callum in a mall which I don''t believe but seeing these photos, I''m ashamed of my brother now! I should''ve believe him that time and confront Callum! I trusted him with all my hearts yet he broke it into pieces and I don''t know when I will rebuild myself after this. Inihagis ko ang cellphone ko sa sahig dahn ng pagkasira nito.


    I''m also starting to wonder who the hell is sending those photos. Is it Zara? Or maybe someone else that concerned about me and revealed their rtionship? Well, kung sino man ''yon...hindi ko m kung dapat ba ako''ng mag pasmat o magalit sa kanya.


    Ikinubli ko ang mukha ko sa unan at doon umiyak. How I wish that everything is just a dream. I can''t take all the pain anymore. I already considered myself as failure because of this. Pinagkatiw ko sa kanya ang buhay ko. Matitigil ako sa pag-aaral sa med school kahit pangarap ko yun dahil nabuntis ako! It is somehow my fault I guess. Naniw ako sa kanya! "Patricia?" narinig ko ang boses ni daddy sabas. "Anak, mag usap tayo-"


    "No!" I shouted. "Leave me alone, please!"


    Ikint kohat ng gamit ko sa kwarto. Ginulo ko ang kama at inihagis ang mga unan habang umiiyak. Ang n kong trophies, inihagis ko sa pader kahit ang mga picture frames. I''m so devastated! Ano, meron pa ba ako''ng dapat hintayin na mga litarato? What''s next? Their pictures while making sex, like that?!


    Damn them!


    -


    Dahan-dahan kong imint ang mata ko ng marinig ang mlakas na katok sabas. Nakatulog na p ako na nakaupo sa sahig habang ang ulo ay namamahinga sa kama. Ngayon kong napagtanto ang ginawa kanina. Sobrang kt ng kwartoko.


    "P-Patricia? Answer me, please! I''m so worried!"


    Rinig kong natataranta ang boses ni mommy. Akma ako''ng tatayo pero bi ako''ng nakaramdam ng pananakit sa tiyan.


    "Ouch!" I held my tummy and sat on the bed. I caressed it as the pain slowly disappeared.


    "What was that?" I whispered worriedly.


    Hinaplos ko muli ang tiyan bago lumapit sa pinto. Nakakarindi ang boses ni mommy.


    "What is it?"


    "Hey, why you take so long?" mom hugged me.


    Parehong nag-ala ang mukha n ni Jordan.


    "I fell asleep,"


    Pumasok s sa kwarto ko at naki ang mata n ng makita ang mga kt.


    "What happened here?" ani Jordan at pinulot ang mga unan.


    They looked at me confused.


    "Anak, ayos kang ba?" hinawakan ni mommy ang braso ko. "I''m worried because your pregnancy might be affected,"


    Nala ko ang pag sakit ng tiyan ko. Medyo kinabahan ako pero hindi ko ''yon sinabi sa kan.


    Hindi ko s sinagot. Rinig ko ang buntong hininga ni mommy bago ako dumiretso sa banyo.


    "Patricia, you must be hungry. Bumaba ka na pagkatapos mo riyan dahil nagpaluto ako," sabi niya. "Ipapalinis ko na rin ang kwarto mo,"


    Gutom na nga ako kaya lumabas agad ako ng kwarto, Pumasok naman ang isang maid para linisin ''yon.


    W ako''ng gana kumain ngayon kaya kaunting ang kinain ko. Hindi ko gusto ang mga niluto n o baka nasanayng ako sa luto ni... Callum? Napairap ako sa naisip at dumiretso na ulit sa kwarto.


    W na ang kt dito. Nakita ko si mommy na nakaupo sa kama. She looks bothered.


    "I have something to tell you," she uttered that made me stop. "I can''t face them with your situation right now and I don''t think I can grand their request..."


    I frowned in confusion. "Come again, mom? What do you mean?"


    She let out a sighed and stood up.


    "Mrs. Vsquez called, she wants to talk to you,"

 Chapter 67

    Patricia''s POV (Truth)


    "How are you?"


    Nag angat ako ng tingin kay Mrs. Vsquez na ngayon kong nakita na seryoso. Kaming dwang rito sa s matapos kong pumayag sa kagustuhan niya na kausapin ako. "I''m good, Madam," mmig kong sagot.


    Hindi ko inaasahan na mag-uusap kami ng ganito kaseryoso.


    Sheughed. "What''s with Madam? I told you to call me, mom right?"


    I don''t know if she''s just pretending or what. I''m sure she already know what his son did and she''s here to talk to me about that. Why she need to insist that though?


    "I-I''m still not used to it," I said.


    Nakatinginng ako sa sahig, ayaw ko siya matitigan. At some point, she''s really intimidating.


    She cleared her throat. "I already know why you and Callum were separate now. I saw those pictures and I also got mad,"


    I flinched when she mentioned that.


    "There''s no perfect rtionship and partners, Patricia" she said seriously. "Lahat dumaraan sa problema at pagsubok. All we need to do is to talk about it and think if that rtionship still can be survived," In my rtionship with Callum right now, I don''t think we can still fixed it.


    Nag sinungaling siya. Marami siya''ng kasinungalingan na itinago sa''kin pero sahat ng iyon, ito ang pinakamasakit.


    "Sa kgayan niyo ni Callum, mas mabuting mag-usap kayo" umaasa niya''ng sambit. "Mag-asawa kayo at magkakaroon ng anak-"


    "I can''t face your son right now, Madam" I said with bitterness in my voice. "Hindi ko rin gusto na makita siya,"


    Napakagat siyabi. "Those photos... there''s misunderstanding. I''m sure it''s from Zara''s side. I know it''s hard to exin but the both of them really had an errand with those-"


    "Like what, Madam?" I interrupted. "If he''s serious about our rtionship... he wouldn''t meet her ex fianc¨¦. He won''t kiss and fetch her,"


    Nagt siya ng makita ang nangingilid kong luha.


    "Kahit sino...hindi matutuwa sa ginawa ng anak niyo,"kas loob kong sabi. "m kong may utang na loob kami sa inyo, kaya ba ganito ang ginawa ng anak niyo?"


    Mabilis siya''ng umiling. "No, Patricia. As what I''ve said, he had reasons. Pwede mo muna siya pakinggan,"


    Nagmamakaawa siya para sa anak.


    "Wng mangyayari kung hindi mo siya haharapin. Heard the sides of each other-" "Pinapunta po ba kayo rito ng anak niyo?" mmig kong sabi kaya nagi siya.


    "Uh, no. I just saw him having a hard time so I went here..."


    -


    Natapos ang pag-uusap namin ni Mrs. Vsquez na w siya''ng nap sa''kin.


    Mabigat ang dibdib kong umakyat sa kwarto. I admit that everything she said had an impact to me.


    Inihatid ni mommy sabas si Mrs. Vsquez, pansin ko rin na may gusto pa siya''ng sabihin pero hindi ko pa tga kaya na harapin siya.


    Humiga ako sa kama at tumla. ng sgalit pa ay napabalikwas ako ng bangon dahil pumasok si mommy.


    "Are you okay?" she''s panicking. "How was it? Pinagalitan ka ba?"


    Umiling ako. "Ayosng, mommy"


    "Ano''ng sinabi niya sayo? Pinag-aayos ba kayo ni Callum?"


    Tumango ako at iniisip parin ang napag-usapan kanina. They just want me and Callum to be fine and back to each other again. I just can''t grand their request that easy.


    "Hindi ko pa siya kayang makita," namamaos kong sabi. "Masakit parin kasi, mommy..."


    Nabasag ang boses ko kaya agad ako''ng niyakap ni mommy. Pinign ko ang nagbabadyang luha dahil pagod na ako''ng umiyak.


    "I-I''m sorry for asking. Stop crying, please..."


    "I''m not," sabi ko bago ipinakita ang mukha ko.


    Lumungkot ang mata niya. "ng araw ka na rito sa kwarto, hindi ka lumbas kahit doon sa garden. Don''t be too harsh to yourself,"


    "I want to be alone..." sambit ko bago humiga sa kama.


    Bumuntong hininga siya. "Jess called. Hindi ka raw niya ma-contact. Where''s your phone?"


    "I broke it," sagot ko ng mala na nasira ko ''yon sa sobrang galit.


    "Gosh, I''ll just buy you one" she stood up. "Anyway, Jess is already on her way here,"


    Naki ang mata ko. "Nakauwi na siya?"


    Ngumiti si mommy. "Oo, sobrang nag-ala siya sayo. Maiwan muna kita, ha?


    Ak ko ba isang buwan sa cebu si Jess? Pero isang lingo pang siya roon at umuwi agad! Bago pa siya dumating ay naligo na ako at inayos ang sarili. Bakit naman kasi ngayonng sinabi ni mommy? Saktong pagkatapos ko mag bihis ay bing bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto ko at iniluwa si Jess na maraming bitbit na paper bags.


    "Patricia!" sigaw niya at niyakap ako ng mahigpit. "I miss you!"


    Nag echo sa buong kwarto ang boses niya.


    "Ang ingay mo," sabi ko at tumingin sa mga d niya.


    "Pasalubong ko sayo! I''m sure you will like it!"


    Pinaupo niya ako sa kama at excited na binuksan ang regalo para sa''kin.


    "Actually, it''s not for you, it''s for your baby!" she smiled widely. "Para naman makalimutan mo kahit paano ang problema, isipin mo nang ang magiging anak mo!"


    Napanguso ako ng makita na ang sinasabi niya''ng regalo. It''s a white dresses for new born baby with some personal stuffs.


    My snort turned into a big smile. I didn''t expect this!


    Kinuha ko ang mga regalo niya, ang gaganda! Kahit mga milk bottle ay mayroon.


    "Ang ganda, Jess!" sambit ko habang nakangiti.


    Binuksan ko ang iba pang paper bags at ganoon din ang mgaman. Ang dami!


    "See? You love it! Mas mabuti kung intidihin mo ang baby mo kaysa kay Callum at Zara,"


    Naw ang ngiti ko ng banggitin niya ''yon.


    "Look at your eyes. Kng ka na sa tulog dahil sa kakaisip at iyak!" sermon niya kaya napairap ako at itinago ang mga binigay niya. "May nman nga rin p ako tungkol sa asawa mo..." Nagbago ang tono niya kaya nilingon ko siya. Wng bahid ng ngiti ngayon sa mukha niya.


    "Nakita rin p siya ng pinsan ko sa restaurant niya," matabang niya''ng sabi. "Kasama raw si Zara at masayang kumakain!"


    Umismid ako at tumahimik. Ako ang nahihiya sa ginagawa n. Some people out there knew that he''s married yet they will see him with another woman, how funny.


    "W ka ba tgang bk kausapin siya? Paano yung bahay niyo-"


    "Sa kanyang ang bahay na ''yon, remember? I don''t have any contribute there,"


    Bumuntong hininga siya. "I know, pero as husband and wife...sa inyo pareho ''yon. Isama mo pa yung dream house niyo-"


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    "That is his dream house," mariin kong sabi bago tumayo at lumapit sa bintana.


    Lahat naman ng mga ''yon, siya ang nag pundar. Sinama niyang ako sa pag buo pero ngayon...hindi ko m kung kaya ko pa pumunta sa bahay niya.


    "You should confront him in personal, Pat!" she suggested. "p and shout at him all you want. Ask him why he did that shit!"


    Umiling ako, mapait na ngumiti. "Paano ko ''yon gagawin kung...takot ako na makita siya"


    Nag init ang sulok ng mata ko. Iniisip ko pang na sigawan at saktan siya, parang dinudurog ang puso ko. Hindi ko kaya.


    "Ano''ng gusto mo? Mag mukmok dito sa kwarto at umiyakng?" marahas siya''ng suminghap. "Hindi mawaw ang nararamdaman mo kung ganoon! Lakasan mo ang loob mo!" Ramdam ko ang galit niya pero kangan ko pa ngkas ng loob.


    "You need a piece of mind. Hindi ka magkakaroon ''non kung iiwasan mo siya..."


    I shook my head. "His reason is already obvious. He loved her. Maybe all the things he made me feel was just...lust, enjoyment, leisure and fake,"


    I let out a heavy sighed and refrained myself from crying. I caressed my tummy, maybe after I give birth to my child, I''ll flew to America. If Callum wants me to leave him alone, then fine.


    "Well, if you need more courage, take your time until you can face him,"


    Isang oras pa nag tagal si Jess sa bahay bago siya nag pasya umuwi.


    Nang mag dinner naman ay ipinatawag na ako ni mommy sa ibaba para kumain.


    Ayaw ko pa sana bumaba pero napilitan na ako dahil gutom na rin.


    Nasa harap na ngmesa si Jordan at mommy kaya tumabi ko. Nagt pa ako ng si mommy mismo ang naggay ng pagkain sa to ko.


    "Thank you, mom"


    Nag simkaming kumain at puro s tanong tungkol sa pagbubuntis kolo na si Jordan. I think it''s just their way to make me forget my problem for a while.


    Sa kgitnaan ng pagkain namin ay naw ang ngiti ko ng makita si daddy na dumating at umupo sa harap namin. Humalik siya kay mommy. Naw ang ngiti niya ng makita ang mmig kong titig. Suminghap ako bago bumaling ulit sa pagkain. I noticed that mom was not acting cold towards him anymore. Well, that''s good. Iyon din naman ang gusto ko, ang hindi s magkagalit.


    Gusto kong na tumigil si daddy sa ginagawa niya at mag focus sa sess ng kompanya, iyonng. At galit ako sa kanya dahil nag sinungaling siya.


    "Mam Patricia?"


    Napalingon kamihat sa maid na tumawag sa''kin. May d itong isang box.


    "Ibinigay po ng asawa niyo," inpag niya ''yon samesa. "Marami pa po roon sabas,"


    Kinabahan agad ako at natuod sa upuan. H-He''s here?


    Binuksan ni mommy angman ng box at agad kumt ang amoy ng bagong lutong pagkain. Halos umuusok pa ang mga ito, bagong luto pa. I was stunned for a moment when a familiar scene shed in my mind. A morning scene where Callum was preparing food for me. When I watched him cook and how I mesmerized by his cooking skills. Damn it!


    Tumayo ako at dumiretso sabas, rinig kong sumunod si mommy. Nakita ko nga sa harap ng gate ang dwa pang stic bag. My trembling hand took a note from the front before opening it.


    It''s filled with my favorite snacks.


    I heard mom cleared her throat. "All those foods seems delicious-"Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    "Take them away,"


    Natigil si mommy. Itinuro kohat ng ''yon sa maid.


    "I don''t want to see those. Throw them away or eat them,"


    I turned around and held my chest. It was beating so fast. If Callum thought he could get me into something like that, well no!


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    Hindi ko na tinapos ang pagkain at dumiretso na sa pool area. Tumayong ako sa harap ng mga hman para kalmahin ang sarili.


    I admit...I miss seeing and tasting foods he cooks.


    Binut ko ang maliit na papel na kinuha ko kanina sa mga binigay ni Callum.


    To: My Wife


    Hope you''re eating well. I spend my time cooking and buying all your favorites, hope you like them, love. Let''s see each other tomorrow in our house. I badly want to see you and exin everything. Nangilid ang luha ko sa nabasa. I crumpled it then threw it away.


    I don''t even know how to feel.


    "Patricia..."


    I turned around and saw daddy walking towards me. Pinunasan ko ang butil ng luha na tumakas sa mata ko at akmang aalis na pero hinawakan niya ang braso ko.


    "Let''s talk, please..." he plead.


    Mariin ako''ng pumikit bago lumayo sa kanya. Sadness was visible on his face when I looked at him.


    "I''m sorry about what I''ve done," he scoffed. "Give me another chance to show my improvement. I already stopped seeing Mr. Lim because I realized that doing those things won''t make meplete," Suminghap ako bago tumango. "Really?"


    He nodded. "Nilulunod ko na ang sarili ko sa pagtatrabaho. Please, nagsisisi na ako. Gagawin kohat ng sipag parang maibalik ang nakuha kong pera, anak..."


    I sighed and look at him straightly. He seems devastated and problematic.


    "I can''t stand seeing you being disgusted with me," his voice broke. "I can''t imagine my life with you being so mad at me, forgive me,"


    My eyes welling up with tears. I suddenly think that...I became too hard towards him.


    "Then proved it, dad. Show us that your wrongs won''t makes any problem," I said wholeheartedly.


    I saw him smile so I looked away. I still haven''t forgiven himpletely.


    "Now, can I asked about you and Callum-"


    "Not about him" I cut off.


    "He''s responsible. I know there''s reason behind what he does to you. He knows how to handle situation-"


    "How can you say that, dad? Wait, are you siding with him?" I asked unbelievably.


    "Did you know that I tried to invite him to invest into a scam?"


    Naki ang mata ko. "What?!"


    Heughed awkwardly. "Ak ko maiisahan ko na siya. I was devastated that time by finding money for casino,"


    I covered my mouth. That was insane!


    "What a shame, dad!" I hissed.


    "I know," he sounds guilty. "But you know what I''ve received from him? He said that I should stop my doings. Nagt ako dahil m niya ang mga illegal kong ginagawa," "He didn''t get mad?"


    Umiling si daddy. "Nag suggest pa siya ng ng legit na small business para roon mag invest. Kung ang iniisip mo ay ang mga Vsquez...oo m n ang ginagawa ko. I apologized to them personally," My eyes were wide and sinking everything he was saying.


    "Matagal na ako''ng tumigil. When I asked Callum why he wasn''t angry with me? He said it''s because of you. He didn''t want you to be hurt by what I was doing so he stopped me before I got addicted to gambling,"

 Chapter 68

    Patricia''s POV (Confrontation)


    I didn''t sleep well the whole night. I was pre upied by dad''s revtion.


    Callum''s softness to me can''t get rid of my anger towards him. What he did was inexplicable sost night, I thought to myself that why don''t I take time to listen to his sides?


    I decided to talk to him as he wanted and of course, with Jess''s advice.


    "Are you ready?"


    Isang tango ang sagot ko kay Jess nang makasakay ako sa sasakyan niya. Sasamahan niya ako''ng makipag-usap kay Callum ngayon.


    "Handa ka na ba sa mga sasabihin mo?" tanong niya ulit.


    Umiling ako bago huminga ng mlim. I''m a bit nervous.


    "Bakit ba kasi kangan pa na gawin niya ''yon," galit niya''ng sabi. "He better have a nice and eptable reason! Dahil kung wng kwentang ang sasabihin niya, baka ako pa mismo ang sumampal sa kan ni Zara!" Salubong ang ky niya at padabog na pinaandar ang sasakyan.


    Sinabi ko sa kanyahat ng sinabi sa''kin ni daddy kagabi. Hindi ako mapgay.


    "You''re not mad at your daddy anymore?" she asked while driving.


    I just shrugged. "Mom is already fine with him. He should make sure that he won''t bring trouble,"


    Aaminin ko, nang sabihin ni daddy kagabi na humingi siya ng tawad sa mga Vsquez, nakahinga ako ng maluwag. Kahit paano nabawasan ang pag-ala ko.


    "Don''t tell me...you''re already melting with Callum?" she asked horribly. "Dahil sa sinabi ng daddy mo tungkol sa pag pigil sa kanya ni Callum? It won''t change the fact that he cheated on you. Kahit ginawa niya ''yon, hindi parin katanggap- tanggap ang ginawa n ni Zara,"


    Natahimik na naman ako. Well, she''s right. Bakit ko nga ba kikitain si Callum? Like what Jess said, I need to confront him. I''m not a toy that he will just abandoned when he wants.


    "Saan nga ulit kayo magkikita?"


    "In his house," tahimik kong sagot bago bumaling sa bintana.


    Ngayon pang iniisip ko na kung ano''ng pakikitungo ang gagawin ko. Tatanungin ko ba siya agad? Kokomprontahin o baka umiyakng ako sa harap niya.


    "You mean...sa bahay niyo o roon sa dream house niyo?" makahulugan niya''ng tanong.


    "Sa dream house niya," mariin kong sabi at inirapan siya.


    Nakaramdam agad ako ng kaba habang nasa biyahe.


    At nang makita ko na pumasok na ang sasakyan namin sa pamilyar na vige, parang nanigas ang buong katawan ko. Mkas ang kbog ng puso ko at hindi ko maintindihan kung nang-aasar ba si Jess dahil mas binilisan niya ang pag drive.


    "Let''s go and p him with your beauty!"


    Nag park si Jess sabas ng bahay at excited ako''ng hin pbas. Hindi ako mapakali at parang gusto kong hhin siya pabalik.


    May nakita kaming ng trabahador sabas na nagpipintura. I almost forgot that he had a n to renovate this house.


    "Ano? Don''t tell me natatakot ka na?" hamok ni Jess at tinaasan ako ng ky.


    Huminga ako ng mlim bago matapang na tumitig sa kanya.


    "I''m going,"


    Tinalikuran ko na siya at pumasok na ako sa loob. Sabas niya nang ako hihintayin. I calmed my shaking hands as I headed to the back door, sabi kasi ng isang trabahador ay nasa pool area raw si Callum. Nang nasa harap na ako ng backdoor, naging mabagal angkad ko. Nasapo ko ang dibdib sa sobrang kaba. Tuluyan na ako''ng lumabas doon at nakita ko agad si Callum, nakatalikod.


    Bi siya''ng lumingon kaya naki ang mata ko at umiwas ng tingin.


    "P-Patricia? You came!"


    He hurriedly run and hugged me tight. Hindi ako makagw sa yakap niya.


    "Damn. I miss you..."


    Isiniksik niya ang mukha sa leeg ko at mas humigpit ang braso. Medyo naipit niya na ang tiyan ko kaya pilit kong itink ang katawan niya pyo. "Uh, sorry"


    I cleared my throat. "I came here for us to talk,"


    I was avoiding his gaze. Iminuwestra niya sa''kin ang isang upuan kaya umupo ako roon.


    "I thought you wouldn''te," he uttered. "But thank you because you''re here. Are you really noting home with me?"


    Hindi ako nag salita.


    "Those pictures of me with Zara..." it seems like he can''t say the words properly. "It shows the other thing. It''s really not what it was showing,"


    Kumunot ang noo ko at nag angat ng tingin sa kanya. His eyes were pleading, it''s so full of sadness. Nakita kong bumaba ang tingin niya sa tiyan ko at nangilid ang luha. Nagt ako ng bi siya''ng lumuhod sa harap ko at hinaplos ang mki kong tiyan. I bit my lower lip as his lips slowly touch it.


    "I miss you..." he whispered against my tummy that made me shiver.


    Umiling ako at napapikit.


    "Move. Don''t touch me, please..." I said between my heavy breathe.


    Mabilis siya''ng tumayo at hinaplos pa ang kamay ko bago bumalik sa pagkakaupo.


    "Uupo nang ba ako rito?" inis kong sabi. "Kung ganoon uuwi nang ako-"


    "No, please!" he held my hand. "Let''s talk about us, then"


    Our eyes met then he smiled sadly.


    "I''m so sorry about the pictures," he lowered his head. "I think it was p-nned-"


    "How about the kiss?" I interrupted, his eyes widened. "I don''t think it was manipted. You two nned it-"


    "Of course not, Patricia," his voice softened. "She was just having a favor to me. I helped her to finally stop-"


    "What kind of favor is that, then?" my voice trembled. "Is that favor is you being her boyfriend for a day? Go shopping and eating in a fancy restaurant with her?!"


    I maintained my straight face but my anger was overflowing! I just can''t stand his reasons! Kung ginawa niya ang mga favor na ''yon para kay Zara, paano pa siyalayuan no''ng tao? If he still showing care towards her! I clenched my fist when guilt became visible on his face.


    "Y-You kissed her..." halos pabulong kong sabi kasabay ng pangingilid ng luha.


    My chest skipped. Their kissing pictures were shing again. How can he exin that!


    "I did not..." he said with determination but his voice was shaking.


    Nakuyom ko ang kamao sa inis. He did not kiss her? But he''s even holding Zara''s shoulder as if enjoying their moment! Why do I have this feeling that he''s lying? That it''s not his real reasons?


    "You stop lying on my face! I''m not dumb, Callum!"


    Kahit gusto kong sampalin siya ay hindi ko magawa. Hindi ako ganoong babae.


    "I just want to know why you did that! Ak mo ba nasa pretending rtionship parin tayo? Ak ko ba gusto mo ng maayos na rsyon sa''kin? I thought you loved me?!"


    "I do love you and it didn''t change. Hear me out first. Please, I''m not a cheater..."


    Tuluyan na nga ako''ng napaiyak sa sinabi niya. I want tough at him because he seems joking around.


    Tinitigan ko siya ng masama habang ang mga mata niya ay halo-halo na ang emosyon.


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    "Why don''t you just admit that you really love her, huh?" I mocked. "Your reasons are so fuck up just like what you did!"


    Mabilis ako''ng tumayo kahit nanghihina ang tuhod ko. I just want to disappear! Dadamputin ko na ang bag ko ng marinig ko siya''ng tumayo.


    "Fuck, no! Don''t leave yet, please..."


    He held my waist and rest his face on my neck. "Mag-usap pa tayo. Intindihin mo ako. Let''s fix this misunderstanding. Take a look at those pictures again, Zara initiate the kiss-" "Shut up! I heard enough of your lies!"This is property ? N?velDrama.Org.


    Lumayo ako sa kanya at kinuha ang bag ko. Nakaawang angbi niya at bumagsak ang balikat.


    How can he exin their pictures in Zara''s condo, then? He''s lying! Mali tga ang desisyon ko na kausapin pa siya!


    "Let me leave. I don''t want to see you now, please..."


    Kinagat ko angbi ko para pign ang mga hikbi. Ayaw ko siya''ng makita ngayon.


    Nambot ang tuhod ko ng makita ang ng luha na tumakas sa mata ni Callum. Bago pa niya mapansin na sobra ako''ng apektado, tinalikuran ko na siya.


    Hirap ako''ng huminga dahil sa pag iyak. Pinagtitinginan pa ako ng ibang trabahador kaya binilisan ko angkad. Naririnig ko si Callum na tinatawag ako.


    My hands are still trembling when I wiped my tears. Nang mpit na ako''ng makbas sa gate ay may nakasalubong ako''ng hindi inaasahang tao.


    My heart filled with more anger now seeing her satisfied face with a trail of annoying smile. She looks so happy seeing me so wreck.


    It''s Zara Banner.


    She really came here, huh? Dito s nagkikita ni Callum? She seemsfortable here. Sabagay, sa kanya nga p unang iny ni Callum ang bahay na ito bago sa''kin.


    m kong ''yon ang totoo at hinding sinabi ni Callum.


    "Patricia..." she uttered and look at me from head to toe.


    She seems judging me. Nagtagal ang tingin niya sa mata ko at naw ang ngiti.


    "I knew it. You''re hurting now. Did you like the pictures I sent?"


    Napamaang ako. "S-Sayo galing ang mga ''yon?"


    Kumulo ang dugo ko ng ngumisi siya. Humigpit ang hawak ko sa bag. No, Patricia. Wag mo siya patn.


    "Look how dumb you are! Can you realized now that he don''t really loved you? He just used you to forget me but in the end, sa akin parin tga ang bagsak niya," sheughed insultingly. "We''re going out. Pinupuntahan niya ako kapag kangan ko siya habang ikaw, naghihintay sa kanya-"


    "Shut up!" I shouted.


    Nangilid ang luha ko at kahit ano''ng pigil kong wag umiyak sa harap niya ay hindi ko kaya! Pinagkakaisahan n ako!


    "Zara? Why are you here?!" Callum''s voice thundered as his eyes darted on Zara.


    Humagikhiksi Zara. "Oh, I''m here to visit you-"


    "Leave!" Callum shouted at her and pointed the gate.


    Halos mapatalon pa ako sa gt. Bumaling sa''kin si Callum at lumambot ang mata ng makitang umiiyak ako.


    "Patricia!"


    Natanaw ko si Jess na seryosong nalakad ppit. Maslo tuloy ako''ng umiyak. Gusto ko nang umuwi. "What happened? Bakit ka umiiyak?" tanong niya at pinunasan ang luha ko.


    Hindi ako nag salita kaya tumingin siya kay Callum at Zara ng masama.


    "Oh, look who''s here. A proud mistress..." Jess smirked at Zara before turning to Callum. "And a cheater..."


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    "Jess, let''s go..." hin ko siya pyo pero tgang nang-aasar si Zara. Si Callum naman ay sinundan kami.


    "Yes, get out of here!" Zara hissed.


    Napatigil kami ni Jess at ramdam ko ang panginginig ng kamay niya. Namum rin ang mukha niya at masama ang titig kay Zara.


    "Can''t see you. Me and Callum are back together-"


    "What are you saying, Zara?!" Callum gasped aggressively. "Patricia, don''t believe in her-"


    "Why, Callum? We''re back together, right?" Zara mocked that make him furious.


    Hindi ko na m kung sino ang pakikinggan sa kan pero hindi na "yon mahga! They both want to do that shit.


    "You liar!" kita ko ang matinding galit sa mukha ni Callum.


    Bing tumawa si Zara at itinuro ako. "Parehong tayong sinungaling. Look at her! We fooled her-"


    "That''s not true!" Callum turned to me. "She''s lying. Please, let''s talk..."


    Lumapit siya sa''kin at hinawakan ang kamay ko. Binitawan ako ni Jess pero agad ko rin inyo ang sarili kay Callum. Kita ko ang sakit sa mata niya dahil sa ginawa ko. "Callum, pabayaan mo na muna ang kaibigan ko. She''s so suffocated!" sabat ni Jess.


    "You don''t even need her," maarteng sabi ni Zara at inirapan ako.


    "Pwede ba wag ka na makim dito, haliparot!"


    Nagt ako ng bing lumapit si Jess kay Zara at umamba na sasampalin ito. Mabilis ako''ng lumapit at hin siya sa braso.


    "What? You''re going to p me again like what you didst time? Do that again and I will sue you!" matapang na sabi ni Zara pero bakas ang takot sa mukha.


    "Jess, let''s go..." bulong ko pero hindi siya natinag. Si Callum naman ay pilit na pinapaalis si Zara.


    "You keep defending your friend. Why? Hindi mo rin ba matanggap na ayaw sa kanya ni Callum?"


    I acted like didn''t hear anything. Zara is really good at this, huh?


    "A woman like you who acted that it''s fine to be a mistress is stupid!" sigaw ni Jess kaya naw ang ngisi ni Zara. "You and Patricia had a big differences. Everyone''s proud of her but you? I''m sure you''re such a disappointment to your family..."


    Nagpuyos sa galit ang mukha ni Zara.


    "Disappointment ka na nga sa pamilya, mlaman pa n na anak n ay isang kabit! Where''s your manners! Kapag kumt ''yon, maslong masisisra ang reputasyon ng pamilya niyo,"


    I can''t exin how red Zara''s face because of shame.


    "I don''t care! Your friend is still cheap and boring-"


    Zara didn''t finish her word because Jess''s hands already hit her face. Hindi isa kundi dwang sampal.


    "Jess, that''s enough!" awat ko at hinawakan siya.


    "You don''t insult my best friend," marrin niya''ng sabi kay Zara bago kami tumalikod.


    Pareho kaming hinihingal at nagpupuyos sa galit.


    "Patricia, let''s talk-"


    "We don''t need to talk anymore, Callum!" sigaw ko ng sumunod pa siya sa''min.


    "You know what?" I looked at him straight in the eyes. "We better end this rtionship,"


    I turned my back on him while his lips were parted and there''s shock and sadness in his eyes.

 Chapter 69

    Patricia''s POV (Case)


    "Anak, may bisita ka sa ibaba..."


    Nag pantig ang tenga ko sa sinabi ni mommy. I just woke up and I just want to coop here in my room the whole day. After what happened yesterday, I felt so weak. I can''t even eat properly. "If it''s Callum, make him leave-"


    "Not him, his parents..." sabi ni mommy na nakapagpg ng panga ko.


    "Bakit s nandito?" taranta kong tanong at napatayo sa kama. "Mom, I can''t face them-"


    "Nasabi ko na yan pero mapilit s," sumandal siya sa hamba ng pintuan. "It''s better if you''ll talk to them. I think it''s about Callum again?"


    Lumihis akong tingin. Pansin ko na mariin ang titig ni mommy sa mukha ko siguro dahil namamaga ang mata ko sa pag iyak buong gabi.


    "Hindi mo parin kasi sinasabi sa''kin ang nangyari kahapon sa usapan niyo ni Callum," aniya sa tonong nagtatampo. "Kahit si Jess ay tikom din ang bibig. You got homest night crying. What happened?"


    I shook my head and smiled bitterly. "It was...nonsense,"


    "I''m sure it''s not good. Tell me, did you two already...broke apart?"


    "He''s just lying. What''s the purpose of our rtionship anymore?" I asked.


    "Patricia, ang mga ganyang bagay dapat pinag-iisipan ng mabuti," npitan ako ni mommy. "Kasal kayo at magkakaroon ng anak. Gusto mo ba na lumaki siya na sira ang pamilya?"


    Mabilis ako''ng umiling. "Hindi ako ang sumira sa rsyon namin, mommy..."


    Sa tuwing naala ko ang mga sinabi ni Zara kahapon, maslong nauubos ang pag-asa kong magkaayos pa kami.


    Tumayo na ako para mag ayos ng sarili.


    "Tell them to wait me," sabi ko kay mommy bago pumasok sa banyo.


    I realized that I don''t need to be scared facing them.


    Bago ako lumabas ng kwarto, huminga muna ako ng mlim dahil sa kaba. Nag suot ako ng dress at ipinusod ng buhok. Sinipat ko muli ang sarili sa smin. Napansin kong mki na nga ang tiyan ko. Parang hindi na ako ang nakikita ko. Rinig ko na ang boses ni mommy na nakikipag-usap sa parents ni Callum at ng makita n ako, natahimik s. Natagpuan ko ang mm na mata ni Mrs. Vsquez.


    Pilit ako''ng ngumiti sa harap n bago bumeso. Si Mr. Vsquez naman ay seryosong tumango sa''kin bago tumingin sa tiyan ko.


    "Good morning po..."


    Umupo ako sa harap n. Umalis naman saglit si mommy.


    "You look different now, Patricia," puna ni Mr. Vsquez. "Our grandchild is growing..."


    There''s a hint of happiness in his voice while looking at my tummy. I smiled a bit.


    "m kong m mo kung bakit kami nandito, Patricia" panim ni Mrs. Vsquez. "We can''t talk to Callum properly because he''s just thinking about you," Huminga siya ng mlim.


    "You see, kami na ang pumunta rito para pakiusapan ka na kausapin mo-"


    "I already talked with your son, Madame" mmig kong sabi ng hindi s tinitignan. "It went wrong because Zara already tell the truth about their rtionship..."


    Mas naging seryoso ang mukha ni Mr. Vsquez habang ang asawa ay umawang angbi. They didn''t know that I met Callum yesterday, huh?


    "They had a rtionship" I said clearly. "So don''t need to asked me to talk to him, it would be nonsense"


    "B-But, Zara was a liar..." Mrs. Vsquez uttered. "She''s just obsessed with Callum so she makes up those stories. Don''t believe in her,"


    Kita ko ang pagmamakaawa sa mukha niya kaya mas naguluhan ako.


    "Hindi ko naman po isinisiksik ang sarili ko sa anak niyo," mapait kong sabi. "Kung ayaw niya sa''kin, ayosng naman..."


    "Sorry but, are you nning to end your rtionship with our son?" naninigurong tanong ni Mr. Vsquez. "If yes...I think you two should talk again, seriously. You were married to him, Patricia..." Ganoon din ang sinabi ni mommy. m ko naman na hindi biro ang pagiging mag asawa namin ni Callum pero ano pa nga ba ang dapat pag usapan? Manloloko siya at puro kasinungalingan ang m. "Sorry to say this but..." I trailed off and let out a heavy sighed. "I wanted to end my rtionship with him and my family''s connection to yours,"


    Natign ang mag asawa. Kinabahan pa ako ng makitang hw na ngumisi si Mrs. Vsquez habang umiiling.


    "I don''t want to be hypocrite. We all know that my family are the one who needed the Vsquez''s in the first ce that''s why I married your son and now that were separating," nag angat na ako ng tingin sa kan. "Gusto ko po sana na i-pull out niyo na ang mga shares niyo sa kompanya namin..."


    "What?" singhal n pareho.


    "We can''t do that, Patricia. That was our promise to your family-"


    "I don''t want my family to be engaged with the Vsquez''s again," I bit my lower lip. "Iyonng naman po ang gusto ko at titign ko na ang anak niyo,"


    Sobrang bigat ng dibdib ko at parang gusto ko nang magho sa harapan n. m kong naguguluhan at nabibi pa s sa ngayon pero mas mabuti na ito.


    Nanginginig ang kamay ko kaya itinago ko ito sa gilid para hindi n makita. ng segundo kaming natahimik hanggang mag salita si Mrs. Vsquez.


    "It''s sad to think that you gave up to our son that easily," her voice was sad. "Pero umaasa ako na maaayos niyo pa. Callum was wrecked and devastated right now. Naaapektuhan din siya sa nangyayari sa inyo na kahit ang trabaho ay napapabayaan na niya," Guilt enveloped me when I heard that.


    I want to curse Callum for that. He was not thinking! Ginawa niya ang mga ''yon na masaya siya kay Zara at ngayon umaarte siya na apektado! What kind of mindset he have? At kapag nagkaroon ng problema sa kompanya n, kasnan ko ''yon.


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    "I-I''m sorry for that" I apologized, trembling. "I just can''t push myself to talk-"


    "No, you don''t need to apologized," Mrs. Vsquez smiled a bit. "He''s at fault. Hindi niya dapat inlagay sa trabaho ang mga personal issues,"


    Damn, how can she be so calm and kind like that even though I was hating their son?


    "We came here to apologized about Callum have caused to you," Mr. Vsquez utter this time. "And of course, encourage you to fix the problems of each other but the decisions is still in you. We can''t force you but..." He trailed off then looked at me down to my tummy.


    "You''re pregnant. How about your future family?" nangungusap ang mata ni Mr. Vsquez. "I''m not saying that what Callum did was not wrong. We truly mad about that but at least, give him a chance to exin in a clear way? I know he had reasons,"


    Iniwasan ko na naman s ng tingin. Ang mga mata n sa umbok kong tiyan ay nagpapakita na pagkasabik ngunit may lungkot. m ko naman na matagal na nng gusto magkaroon ng apo pero ngayon, hindi ko na m ang gagawin. I was ashamed with them at some point but I can''t help but to pity myself. I was cheated on and I don''t want to hear from Callum his reasons why he cheated on me.


    Maybe Zara was right. Maybe I was boring. I didn''t satisfied.


    In the end, I chose to end our talks. I excused that I''m not feeling well.


    "Uh, see you when we see you, Patricia" utas ni Mrs. Vsquez.


    Tumango pero nagt ako ng lumapit siya sa''kin at hinaplos ang tiyan ko. Lumapit na rin si Mr. Vsquez.


    "Always take care of yourself, Patricia. Also take care of our grandchild," ani Mr. Vsquez at hinaplos ang buhok ko.


    May kung ano''ng kumirot sa dibdib ko. Why are they treating me like this?


    "About your request," tumingin ako kay Mrs. Vsquez. "We will inform our son first and will talk to your parents,"


    Pagod siya''ng ngumiti sa''kin. "Sana tga magkaayos na kayo ni Callum. I don''t want to see the both you struggling. We will talk to him again. I hope your decision might change,"


    Isang tango pa ang ibinigay n bago umalis. Hinatid ko s ng tingin hanggang makbas. Nang marinig ko ang sasakyan n ay doonng ako nakahinga ng maayos.


    "Oh, gosh..." I whispered frustratingly. "They are so nice!"


    Nalamig parin ang kamay ko ngayon. Thank god I didn''t cry in front of them.


    Ngayonng nag sink in sa''kinhat ng sinabi n. They really cared about our rtionship. Sana nga ganoonng kadali ang gusto n.


    Paakyat na ako sa kwarto nang marinig ko si mommy. "Patricia!"


    Sinundan niya ako hanggang sa loob.


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    "Ourpany is doing good, right? No problem?" sabi ko at hindi sinagot ang tanong niya.


    Kahit naguguluhan ay tumango siya. "Yeah, why?"


    "Sinabi ko na sa kan ang gusto ko mangyari. To pull out their stocks. Ourpany can stand without their contribution, right mom?"


    She nodded again with bothered face.


    Magtatanong pa sana siya pero sinabi kong gusto ko mapag-isa.


    Pinadalhan ako ni mommy ng pagkain sa kwarto kaya kinain ko agad ''yon. Pagkatapos, uminom ako ng vitamins. Hindi ko na nga masyadong naiinom ''yon.


    Nag-ala na rin kasi ako sa baby na nasa tiyan ko. ng araw na ako''ng drained at pging umiiyak. Dumads na rin kasi ang pag sakit ng tiyan ko kaya iniiwasan kong maging emosyonal. I quickly took a shower to feel some freshness and after that, I fell asleep.


    Nagising nang ako sa ingay ng music mpit sa tenga ko. Mabilis ako''ng bumangon at nakita si Jess na nakahiga sa tabi ko, may earphones na naka-kabit sa tenga naming dwa. "Jess!" I removed the earphone annoyingly. "Why are you here?!"


    Natatawa siya''ng bumangon.


    "I have something to tell you!" inihagis niya ang isang stic.


    "Cellphone?"


    Inbas ko ang bagong released na iphone, nagtataka.


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    Umirap ako. "What do you need?"


    "May nman ako," intriga niya. "Ang pamilya ng mga Laurier kasama na si Raven, inimbitahan kanina sa presinto, for some interrogations regarding the ambush!"


    Naki ang mata ko at lumapit sa kanya.


    "W-What happened?" my voice cracked. My chest started beating so fast now.


    Her face suddenly frowned. "Pinakawn din s dahil iimbestigahan pa ang mga nakp na impormasyon,"


    "Pero si Mr. Laurier...magsasampa rin ng kaso sa asawa mo,"


    Kumunot ang noo ko. "What do you mean?"


    They will sue Callum? For what? Dragging their name?


    "Hindi mo ba nakita ang mga pictures online ng daddy ni Raven?" t takot ang boses niya. "Callum almost punched him to death! May bagong ebidensya raw si Callumban sa kan. Nagkainitan daw kaya nauwi sa ganoon..."

 Chapter 70

    Patricia''s POV (Worried)


    "Umuwi na naman daw nasing si Callum kahapon,"


    Ibinagsak ko ang kutsara sa to at mariin na tumitig kay Jess sa harap ko. Nagising nang ako na narito na siya sa bahay. Halos marindi na ako sa boses niya. She keeps talking about how drunk Callum isst night.


    "I said, I don''t care about him," mariin kong sabi at inirapan siya.


    Hindi ko m kung bakit ngayon ay nag bago ang pananaw niya. Noong una ay galit na galit din siya kay Callum pero ngayon, parang gusto niya na kaawaan ko ito. "Hindi ka ba naaawa sa sinabi ko sayo noong isang araw? Sinampahan na raw siya ng kaso!"


    Sa tono niya ay parang dapat ako''ng mag-la.


    "He can get out with that mess easily,"


    Kahit ang totoo, grabe ang kaba ko tuwing naiisip ''yon. I was worried for his life. Kung totoong mga Laurier nga ang nag tangka sa buhay ko noon, maaaring gawin din n ''yon kay Callum! I should not be affected or felt worried about him but at some point, I can''t help it.


    Gusto ko siya''ng kagalitan at sabihing ipaubaya niya na sa iba ang kaso pero takot ako''ng harapin siya. He might be in danger and if something bad happens to him, it was conscience. "Ito naman, high blood agad!" uminom siya ng juice.


    She really came here just to piss me off. How I wish my child won''t get her face.


    "Kasi naman...nakita ko na yung mga pictures na ipinad ni Zara," lumikot ang mga mata niya. "As for my observation to their pictures, kissing... it''s clear there that Zara was really the one initiate the kiss-" "What?!" singhal ko kaya napaigtad siya. "Wait, how did you saw the pictures anyway?"


    Pinaningkitan ko siya ng mata. Iniwan ko ''yon sa bahay ni Callum kaya paano niya nakita?


    "Uh...a-ano, nakita kong," kinakabahan siya at umiwas ng tingin.


    "Saan mo nakita, Jess?" mmig kong tanong. "I left those in Callum''s house..."


    Her lips parted that eventually smiled apologetically.


    "W-Wag ka magagalit, ha..." huminga siya ng mlim. "Nakakausap ko kasi ''yong kaibigan ni Callum..."


    Unti-unting kumunot ang noo ko. "Si Austine?"


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    "How? Ano''ng mga sinasabi niya sayo?"


    Paano s nagkakla? Don''t tell me Austine brainwashed her? Inutusan kaya siya nito na pilitin ako''ng paniwan si Callum?


    "H-Hey, we just met at the bar! My cousin knows him and introduced me..." she trailed off and blushed again. "We talked about you and Callum. Then he invited me to a coffee date, like that..."


    "You like him," singhap ko at naki ang mata niya.


    "Of course not! We''re just f-friends..."


    Tinaasan ko siya ng ky.


    "Sa kanya ko nmanhat. He''s also devastated. Dahil siya rin ang nag-uuwi kay Callum tuwing nag iinom ito. Sabi niya, ikaw daw ang bukang bibig ng asawa mo,"


    Umirap ako at nag patuloy sa pagkain.


    "Nagagalit na rin daw s Mrs. Vsquez kay Callum. He''s not performing well in thepany, that was rare," her voice softened. "m naman natin na seryoso siya sa pagdating sa business pero dahil sa problema niyo at kagustuhan niya na makulong ang mga Laurier, napapabayaan niya na,"


    I swallowed the food slowly.


    Nala ko ang lungkot sa mata ni Mrs. Vsquez nang makiusap siya sa''kin. Parang ako ang nasasaktan kung makikita ko mismo sa sitwasyon n ang nangyayari kay Callum.


    It was because of me.


    I looked up. "Jess, do you think I should b-med because of his doings right now?" I asked in a lower voice. "It''s my fault, right-"


    "Ano ka ba! W kang kasnan," pag kumbinsi niya. "Oo may kasnan siya pero mas maganda kung kausapin mo ulit? This time there''s no Zara, only the two of you,"


    I shrugged and just finished eating.


    Hanggang gabi ay narito parin si Jess.


    She bought some baby stuffs again. Kaya sa sobrang excited ko ay inayos ko na ang mga ito, tinupi at ngay sa isang closet.


    Habang ab ako sa ginagawa, may tumawag sa''kin na unregistered number.


    Napansin ni Jess na hindi ko ''yon sinasagot. Mariinng ang tingin ko sa number. It wasn''t familiar and I don''t answer unregistered numbers. Papatayin ko na sana pero bing lumapit si Jess at sinilip ang tumatawag.


    "Wait, I think I know that caller..." she then took out her phone. "I knew it. It''s Austine, Pat! Sagutin mo baka importante,"


    I quickly declined the call and look at her darkly.


    "How the hell did he get my number, Jess?!" my voice almost thundered inside my room.


    Guilty na naman ang mukha niya.


    "Ano''ng kalokohan ''to, Jess? Binigay mo ang number ko?"


    "O-Oo..." she smiled awkwardly. "He asked about it yesterday-"


    "For what?" I was already pissed off.


    "In case Callum will looked for you, ask for talk..." pinagdaop niya ang kamay. "Sorry! Kinulit niya ako kaya naibigay ko, pasensya na..." Napaismid ako.


    Muling tumawag ang unregistered number. Nagkatinginan kami ni Jess bago niya inagaw ang cellphone at siya ang sumagot.


    Intrimitida tga siya kahit kan.


    "Austine? It''s me, Jess!" sagot niya sa tawag at bumaling sa''kin. "Oo, nandito siya..."


    Binalik niya ang cellphone ko pero ibinalik ko ''yon sa kanya at umakyat sa kama. Bah s!


    "Patricia,e on!" sumampa rin siya sa kama. "Talk to him. Mahga raw kasi!"


    She even shake my shoulders so I don''t have a choice anymore. Damn!


    Ngumisi siya ng kunin ko ang cellphone. "Hello?"


    "Hey, Patricia?" narinig ko ang t nabuhayan na boses ni Austine. "K-Kamusta? Pwede ka bang maab-"


    "What do you need?" pagsusungit ko. "If that''s nonsense, I better end this call and block your number so you won''t able to call me again-"


    "It''s about C-Callum..." nahimigan ko ang kaba niya. "He got drunk again and I can''t handle him anymore,"


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    I frowned. The background was loud, seems inside the bar.


    "Then tell it to his parents-"


    "He won''t listen. Ikaw ang bukang bibig, hinahanap ka. Nag punta siya rito sa bar at hindi ko na siya maaasikaso dahil may ihahatid pa ako''ng ibang kaibigan-" "What the hell is he thinking?! Let me talk to him!"


    "O-Okay, wait!"


    Rinig ko ang mkas na music sa background at pag tawag ni Austine kay Callum. Damn, is he even thinking? He should not doing that, he has a lot of responsibilities! "Bro, I will bring you home" rinig kong sabi ni Austine.


    "Leave me alone!"sing at matay na usal ni Callum. "Wag niyo ako kaawaan. I can handle myself! I''m just waiting for my wife toe home," Kumabog ang dibdib ko. Ngayon kong ulit narinig ang boses niya.


    "Damn, hello?" boses ulit ni Austine. Pansin kong hindi na maingay ang background. "Patricia, he just p my hands and-wait, where''s Callum?!" Rinig kong may kausap siya sa kabng linya at nag simng mangamba ang boses.


    "Fuck it!" I heard him cursed.


    "A-Austine? What happened?"


    Hindi ko mapigng itanong. Si Jess naman ay mariin din na nakikinig.


    "Wait, I''ll be back!"


    Hindi pinatay ni Austine at rinig kong tumatakbo siya. May mga tinatanong siya kung nasaan si Callum kaya kinabahan ako. Ano kaya ang nangyari? Nagkatinginan kami ni Jess at w pang isang minuto, nag salita ulit si Austine.


    "Hello, Patricia? Callum is such a pain the ass! Mabilis siya''ng umalis at nag maneho ng sasakyan. He''s fucking drunk!"


    My lips parted. "What? S-Sundan mo siya! He shouldn''t be driving!"


    "Oh, yes! But I think it''s better if you will go here? Thank you!"


    He ended the call.


    I gasped frustratingly but in the end, I was convinced to go there because I was worried about him.

 Chapter 71

    Patricia''s POV (Continuation...)


    Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko. Mas mabilis pa sa pagmamaneho ni Jess ang kabog ng dibdib ko ngayon.


    Callum is really hard headed. I will surely p him if something bad happens to him. Driving drunk is not good! "Grabe naman p ang tama sayo ni Callum!" ani Jess. "Mads na raw uminom sim no''ng magkbuan kayo,"


    Hindi ako mapakali. "Bakit ganon? Is my feelings didn''t valid? I am wrong for pushing him?"


    Nag init ang sulok ng mata ko. No, I don''t want to cry.


    "Kung sa''kin din nangyari ang ginawa n, mas mla pa ang ginawa ko. Baka napatay ko sng dwa!"


    Tumigil kami saglit dahil sa red light.


    "You know what, cheating is a choice and feelings are always valid," she said seriously. "Yong ginawa mo kay Callum, tamang at wag kang ma-guilty. Maybe it''s okay if you''ll talk to him," Paano kung w ako''ng matinong exnation na matanggap? What if he admit that he really cheat? Ano''ng gagawin ko? I''m sure I''ll be more wreck hearing it from him.


    Nag sim ulit mag drive si Jess. Nag vibrate ang cellphone niya, ako na ang kumuha nito sa bag niya dahil nagmamaneho siya. She received a text message from Austine. Iniharap ko yun sa kanya para mabasa.


    "Uh, sabi ni Austine dumiretso na tayo roon sa bahay niyo ni Callum," saad niya at ipinihit ang sasakyan pabalik.


    "Bakit daw? Nakauwi na ba siya?" kinakabahan kong sabi at bumaling sabas ng bintana.


    "Oo, safe naman daw nakauwi si Callum kaso naroon pa sabas ng bahay, hindi pa napasok," paliwanag niya kaya nakahinga ako ng maluwag. "Maganda kung...asikasuhin mo muna siya," Tumango ako. Siguro nga na min ko kung ayos tga siya.


    Mabuti at hindi traffic dahil naaaninag ko na ang unahan ng vige. Hindi na ako mapakali sa upuan. I don''t know but I suddenly had an urge to see him. Paano kung hindi pa siya kumakain? Tapos dumiretso agad siya sa pag-iinom? Gosh, gusto niya ba magkasakit?!


    "We''re here..."


    Naging mabagal ang sasakyan nang nasa harap na kami ng bahay. Namig ang mukha ko at natahimik habang nakatingin sabas. "Damn!" I heard Jess gasped seeing who''s outside.


    Kung kanina ay hindi na ako mapakali at gusto ko ng makita si Callum, ngayon ay parang gusto ko na ulit umuwi.


    Nanikip ang dibdib ko at hindi makapaniw sa nakikita.


    Nakapark sabas ng gate ang sasakyan ni Callum. Narito rin si Zara at inalayan siya na lumabas ng sasakyan.


    Nagkatinginan kami ni Jess at nakita ko ang matinding gt at irita sa mukha niya. Bumaling nang ako sa unahan, hindi m ang sasabihin.


    "Let''s go," determinadong sabi ni Jess at tinanggal ang seatbelt.


    "Uh...let''s just go home-"


    "Hell no, Patricia! Get out and face her. Hindi ko rin m kung bakit nandito ang babaeng yan! Angkas tga ng pang amoy basta ahas!" Mariin ako''ng pumikit at huminga ng mlim. "Fine,"


    Inalis ko ang seatbelt ko at sabay kaming lumabas.


    "Oh my god! Callum, careful!¡± rinig kong maarteng sigaw ni Zara.


    "Ang harot tga. Nakakairita!" bulong ni Jess habang ppit kami.


    Parang kinakapos ako ng hininga habang pinapanood kung paano yumakap ang braso ni Zara sa baywang ni Callum. Tumatawa pa siya.


    "You should go home, Zara" bulong ni Callum pero ang braso ay nasa balikat ni Zara. "It''s toote,"


    I suddenly felt numb. Ising here a good idea?


    "Kung uuwi ako, sino ang mag-aga sayo?" mmbing na tanong ni Zara. "That Patricia is useless! We should enjoyed this night though,"


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    Naki ang mata ko ng mag salita si Jess. Tumigil ako sa palakad nang lumingon si Zara. Naw ang ngiti niya.


    The moment our eyes met, I gave her my coldest stare. Naki ang mata niya habang unti-unting kumakaw kay Callum.


    "You''re really good at this, huh?" I mocked and look at her insultingly.


    Lumingon din si Callum at angsing niya''ng mata ay mabilis naki ng makita ako.


    "Patricia? Y-You''re here..."


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    Kumuyom ang kamao ko. Pumunta ako rito dahil nag-ala ako sa kanya pero hetong ang makikita ko! He''s giving her ess to touch him!


    "Bakit ka nandito? Ak ko ba ayaw mong makita si Callum?" pasarin ni Zara at lumapit.


    Nanginig ang kamay ko at parang gusto siya''ng sampalin.


    "What do you care about my decision? Based on what I''ve known, I can still go here whenever I want," I looked at her seriously. "Ikaw? Ang m ko banned ka rito," Inirapan ko siya at bumaling kay Callum na nakasandal na ngayon sa sasakyan at hawak ang ulo.


    "Kung ayaw mong mapahiya, umalis ka na" saad ni Jess kaya namu si Zara.


    "Ipapahatid ko siya," bing sabi ni Callum. "I and Patricia will talk,"


    Pagak ako''ng tumawa. Tgang ipapahatid niya pa. How sweet.


    "Jess, sinabi ko naman sayo, maling pumunta tayo rito" umismid ako at bumaling sa dwa. "They seems having a good time-"


    "Patricia, no!" Callum step closer. "Let''s talk inside, please..." he looked at me with his drunk eyes.


    "Kayo nang ang mag-usap!" sigaw ko at itink ang balikat nya. "Tutal mukha naman kayong masaya! Kayo nang ang magsama!" Zaraughed insultingly. "Look how triggered you are! Tanggap mo na ba-"


    Nabitin sa ere ang sasabihin niya ng lumagapak ang pd ko sa pisngi niya. Umawang ang bibig niya at agad nam ang mukha. Mabilis pumagitna si Callum habang si Jes ay pumunta sa likuran ko.


    "How dare you p me-"


    "How dare you insult me!" I shouted and pointed her.


    "You know what? I''m not insecure with you even an inch. Hindi ako naiinsulto sa panloloko niyo! Naiinsulto ako dahil sahat ng babae, sayo pa ako ipinagpalit! Callum didn''t even find more beautiful, smart and thoughtful like me!" Taas baba ang dibdib ko sa galit. Nangilid rin ang luha ko. This is too much! Sobra na ang pambabastos n sa''kin!


    "This is enough, Patricia..." pag-awat ni Callum, mm ang mata sa''kin.


    Maslong nag init ang ulo ko ng hawakan siya ni Zara sa braso. "Let her go, Callum! You don''t need her!"


    "I don''t need him either!" sigaw ko at muli sana siya''ng sasampalin pero humarang si Callum.


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    Parang may humiwa sa puso ko kung paano niya protektahan si Zara.


    Tumulo ang luha ko kasabay ng pagpapakaw ng pekeng ngiti.


    "You can have him. I don''t need a man who didn''t know how to be contented!"


    "Patricia, what are you talking about?" pagod na tanong ni Callum. "I didn''t cheat-"


    "Fuck you!" buongkas kong sigaw at sinampal siya. Napasinghap si Zara. "I''m not stupid! You''re so full of lies! Ano p ang nakikita ko? Magkasama kayo! She''s your ex but still, you''re giving her rights to be with you and kissed you!" Umagos ang luha ko kasabay ng palambot ng tuhod.


    Hinawakan ako ni Jess sa braso. "Are you okay?"


    Tumango ako at hinawakan ang tiyan. See? He didn''t even think about our baby.


    "Pumunta ako rito para kamustahin ka pero siya na naman ang nakita ko!" itink ko si Zara. "Ang kapal ng mukha niyo! Mga hayop!"


    Grabe ang galit ko at sinugod na si Zara. Napasigaw siya ng hhin ko ang buhok niya. Rinig ko ang singhap ni Jess at si Callum na hinawakan ang baywang ko, hinih pyo.


    "Fuck, enough, please!" Callum gasped aggressively.


    Hindi ako nagpapatinag at sinabunutan parin si Zara. "You won''t defeat me by getting my husband!"


    "I SAID ENOUGH!"


    Nagt ako sa mkas na sigaw kaya napabitaw agad ako kay Zara. Lumuwag ang hawak sa''kin ni Callum kasabay ng pag tk ni Zara kaya nawn ako ng bnse. Bumagsak ako sa sahig.


    "What the hell!" sigaw ni Jess.


    The moment I fell, I feel like something explode inside me.


    I almost cried in pain and quickly held my tummy. Sobrang sakit. Namilipit ako at parang namanhid ang mga binti.


    "P-Patricia..." Jess''s voice cracked.


    My whole body trembled as I felt something rolling down to my legs. Bumaba ang tingin ko rito at halos mapasigaw ako ng makita ang mga dugo. "W-What is this..."


    Nag angat ako ng tingin at nakita ang naiiyak na si Jess na dinaluhan ako. Si Callum ay t natuod at hindi makapaniw sa nakikita at si Zara na nakatakip sa bibig. N-No...my baby!

 CHAPTER 72

    PATRICIA''S POV (Lost)


    A very familiar white ceiling weed my sight as I opened my eyes.


    I could hear the sound of machine beside my bed. I roomed my eyes around. I''m in the hospital.


    Hindi ko masyado maigw ang katawan ko. Nakaramdam ako ng mabigat sa kamay ko kaya bumaba ang tingin ko roon. I saw someone sleeping.


    "Jess?" I called in a low voice. Her face was resting on my hand.


    Mabilis umangat ang ulo niya at gt na napatingin sa''kin. "You''re awake!"


    Tumayo siya at hinawakan ako sa ulo. "May masakit ba sayo? Ulo, katawan, binti o kahit saan pa! Sabihin mo sa''kin,"


    Napangiwi ako sa boses niya. Annoying as ever.


    Hindi ko siya sinagot at nag patuloy sa pag libot sa paligid. Bakit ba ako narito?


    "What happened to me-"


    Hindi ko na naituloy ang sasabihin ng sumagi sa isip ko ang senaryo isang gabi. Magkasama kami ni Jess na pumunta kay Callum pero nakita namin na magkasama s ni Zara. We had little arguments that night that will turned me, into this...


    Naki ang mata ko ng mala na ang buong nangyari. Unti-unting bumaba sa tiyan ang mata ko at napatakip sa bibig. My baby...


    "P-Pat..." nahimigan ko na agad ang lungkot at kaba sa boses ni Jess.


    "H-How''s my baby?" my voice trembled. "My baby is safe right, Jess?"


    Iniwasan niya ang mata ko.


    She didn''t answer, instead, her eyes started welling up with tears as she began shook her head. Hindi niya na ako matignan ng diretso ngayon. Lumapit nang siya sa mga pagkain na nasamesa. Hinaplos ko ang tiyan ko pero w ako''ng maramdaman na saya at buhay m rito. Nag sim ako''ng kabahan.


    "You were slept for 14 hours so you must be hungry-"


    "I don''t care!" I cut her off, shouting. "I''m asking you about my baby! Why I can''t feel my baby anymore?! What happened?!"


    Umagos agad ang luha ko at pilit inalis ang kumot sa katawan. Natataranta si Jess na lumapit sa''kin dahil natatanggal na ang mga suwero na naka-kabit sa braso ko.


    "Don''t move-"


    "Don''t touch me!" umiiyak kong sabi at halos lumag ang panga ko ng matanggal na ang kumot.


    My tummy is not that big anymore and I felt...empty inside.


    Nag sim manginig ang buong katawan ko. Napakong ang tingin ko sa aking tiyan. Parang tubig na mabilis umagos ang mga luha ko.


    Tumingin ako kay Jess at nakitang naiiyak na rin siya.


    "N-No, this is not true..." I cried. "This is not happening. My baby is f-fine..."


    I keep sinking in my mind that words but my heart felt opposite. I suddenly felt broke inside. What I''m feeling right now is different. I feel iplete... "Jess, tell me that my child is fine, please..." I begged and cried more. "Where''s mommy? Daddy and Jordan?!"


    Natataranta si Jess at hindi m kunglapitan ba ako.


    Bumalik ang - ko noong una ako''ng napunta sa ospital. That''s when the ambush happened. It''s my second time being here and it''s really sucks this time. "P-Pat, wag kang sumigaw..." mahinang usal ni Jess at ibinalik ang suwero ko.


    "How can I calm down if you''re not answering my question!" this time, I held her arm so tight, I saw her flinch. "Tell me, the child inside me is fucking fine! Right?!"


    Napuno ng takot ang buong katawan ko ng unti-unti siya''ng umiling. Umawang angbi ko habang ang mga luha ay myang umaagos.


    "S-Sorry, Pat..." she started sobbing. "You had miscarriage that night..."


    Sunod ko ng narinig ang pag iyak niya.


    Nabitawan ko ang braso niya. Bing nanghina ang katawan ko at bumalik sa pagkakahiga. Parang ang hirap paniwan ng sinabi niya. Ayaw kong maniw pero salungat ang nararamdaman ko. I can''t feel my child anymore inside me...


    No, it can''t be. There''s no way that I will lose my child! Siya nang angkas ko ngayon kaya hindi pwede!


    Umiling ako habang humihikbi. "H-Hindi pwede, Jess...hindi pwedeng mangyari ang sinasabi mo," tinitigan ko siya sa mata. "Where''s the doctors? Let me talk to them!"


    Hindi ako papayag.


    Tinanggal ko ang kumot at itinapon ''yon, kahit ang mga unan! I keep shouting and asking for the doctors but Jess just panicking. Hindi niya ako mpitan. "Iharap niyo ako sa doktor para mman kong ayosng ang baby ko! I can''t lose my child like that! No way!"


    Panay ang sigaw ko at inaalis ang kamay ni Jess sa braso ko, pinatitigil niya ako.


    "Masama sayo ang magalit ngayon-"


    "I don''t care!" I shouted loudly. "Where''s my parents? Call them now!"


    Hinahabol ko na ang hininga ko kaya humagulhol nang ako nang w na ako''ng makita na pwedeng ihagis sapag. Lahat ng gamit ay nag kt na.


    Paulit-ulit kong hinahaplos ang tiyan ko pero w na tga ako''ng maramdaman dito. Parang pinipiga ang puso ko nang mala ang mga dugo sa hita ko kagabi. Mabilis ako''ng umiling. No, buhay ang anak ko. Please...I can''t lose my child. Please, someone p me to wake me up to this nightmare...


    Naaninag ko si Jess na pinupulot ang mga bagay sa sahig pagkatapos ay lumayo at may tinawagan. Bi ako''ng nanghina at halos hindi na ako makahinga sa sobrang pag iyak.


    I felt so weak. Nanghihina kong binagsak ang katawan sa kama at tahimik na umiyak. I covered my face with my trembling hands.


    "Gising na po siya, tita..." rinig kong sabi ni Jess sa kausap. "U-Umiiyak po at nagwaw kanina,"


    Hindi ko dapat ito nararanasan. Hindi ko dapat iniisip ''yon. Buhay ang anak ko.


    Napatigilng ako sa pag iyak ng bumukas ang pinto at nakita ko si mommy, daddy at Jordan.


    Maslong sumabog ang luha ko ng makita ang naiiyak na si mommy at sinugod ako nang yakap. "Patricia, how are you feeling?" she asked so concerned.


    "M-Mommy, how''s my baby?"


    Bing lumatay ang sakit at tuliro sa mata niya. Nilingon ko si daddy at Jordan pero kapwa pagka-awa rin ang nakikita ko sa kan.


    What the hell is this? I don''t like how they look at me with sympathy!


    "Sumagot kayo! What happened to mest night after I bleed?" hinawakan ko ang kamay ni mommy pero pilit siya''ng umiiling. "P-Please...tell me we''re fine! I can''t-" "What''s happening here?"


    Bumukas ulit ang pinto at pumasok ang isang doktor, nagtataka ito.


    Agad ako''ng nabuhayan. "Doc! K-Kamusta po ako at ang...anak ko?"


    Hindi agad nakapagsalita ang doktor at tumingin muna k mommy. Umayos ako ng upo at nag hintay sa sasabihin. Naaninag kong lumapit si Jess sa gilid ko at hinawakan ako sa balikat. Seemsforting me. The doctor cleared her throat. "I''m sorry Mrs. Vsquez but your child is no longer in your tummy. Your child is gone because you had a miscarriage caused of heavy emotions..."


    Ang mga sumunod niya''ng salita ay t paulit-ulit na nag echo sa ulo ko. Bawat kibot ngbi niya, parang may sumasaksak sa dibdib ko sa sobrang sakit.


    Umiling ako at nag sim ulit umiyak.


    "B-Bakit?" halos pabulong kong sabi. "How I lost my c-child?"


    Maslong rumehistro sa mukha n mommy ang awa habang tinitignan ako''ng malugmok. Ganoonng kabilis? Naw na agad ang anak ko?


    "Uh, your friend mentioned that you fell on the old floor that caused your bleeding" the doctor exined. "A pregnant woman like you shouldn''t be stress over things. Shouldn''t be emotional every time..." Bumalik sa isip ko ang mga araw na halos umiiyak ako buong gabi dahil sa nman ko kay Zara at Callum. It was hurt as hell so I can''t help but to just cry every time I remember that!Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    Butst night, I saw the whole truth. He even protected that woman against me!


    "Pinagkaisahan n ako!" mkas kong sigaw, nagi rin ang doktor. "They treat me so stupid! They cheated on me and even killed my child!"


    Lumapit sa''kin si daddy at Jordan pero hinahampas ko ang kamay n.


    Ang galit ko kay Callum at Zara, muling bumaik pero ngayon...sobrang galit at pagkamuhi na ang nararamdaman ko na hindi ko na kaya ipaliwanag! I badly want to hurt them!


    They both look at me like as a trash and stupid that so easy to fool!


    "Anak, calm down please..." mommy uttered. "Wng may gusto ng nangyari,"


    Tumalim ang mata ko kay mommy. "No! They want me like this! They are the reason why I''m here and lost my child!"


    Pakiramdam ko''y sasabog na ang katawan ko sa sobrang galit. Kinakampihan niya ba ang taong ''yon? Kahit ba naman sa ganitong sitwasyon?!


    "Uhm... Patricia?" the doctor called. "I think it''s not good if you''ll express too much emotions like that," she said in a caring way. "Kagagaling mong sa-"


    "I don''t fucking care!" I shouted my lungs off. "How can I calm down now if I already lost my child?! How!"


    Nag pumis ako at muling itinapon ang mga bagay na nahahawakan ko.


    Lahat s ay tuliro at hindi mman kung ano''ng gagawin. Iniiwas ko ang braso ko k mommy nang akma ako''ng hahawakan. Narinig kong lumabas na ang doktor at bi ako''ng hinigit ni mommy para sa mahigpit na yakap. My arms weakened.


    Her tight suddenly send a warmth to my whole body. I stop shouting, instead, I cried silently.


    "You need to be strong," she caressed my hair so I cried more. "We''re here..."


    I sob so hard to her shoulders.


    Sobrang sakit. Hindi ko matanggap na ganoonng ''yon kadali. Hindi ko man masyadong sinasabi sa kan pero...excited na ako''ng makita ang anak ko pero nangyari naman ang bangungot na ito!


    Sa kgitnaan ng pag iyak ko ay bumukas ulit ang pinto.


    The moment I saw who entered, my blood immediately boils inside.


    I met Callum''s tired eyes that widened when he saw me. He''s the reason why I''m suffering right now...


    "P-Patricia? You''re already awake..."


    Nakuha niya pa ngumiti sa gitna ng panlulumo bago lumapit. Mabilis nanginig ang mga kamay ko.


    Agad ako''ng kums sa yakap ni mommy at nang nakpit na si Callum sa gilid ko, binigyan ko siya ng mkas na sampal.


    Umawang angbi niya. Kita ko kung paano lumatay ang sakit at gt sa kanya.


    "You had the guts to show your freaking face here!" I shouted and cried hard again.


    Damn, I don''t even know if I was able to stop from crying.


    "Patricia! Ano ka ''ba!" saway ni mommy at npitan si Callum. "I''m sorry for her behavior-"


    "Just make him leave! I don''t want to see the reason why I lost my child!" sumigaw ulit ako at pinaghahampas siya.


    Callum stunned. He looked at me with teary eyes.


    "I-I''m sorry..." his voice trembled.


    Mmig ko siya''ng tinignan.


    "Ano''ng magagawa ng sorry mo? Maibabalik ba niyan ang anak ko!"


    He scoffed and look away. Hindi nakatakas sa''kin ang luhang pumatak sa mata niya.


    "I didn''t mean to do that, I swear," he whispered. "I just want us to be okay but-"


    "Just fucking shut up! I''m so tired of your lies! You cheater!" sinampal ko ulit siya ng ng beses hanggang hhin na siya ni daddy pyo.


    Si mommy naman ay pumunta sa harap ko. "Patricia, stop it, please..."


    "Paalisin niyo na anglaking yan!" pagmamakaawa ko. "Sobrang sakit...ayaw ko siya makita, mommy..."


    Nahagip ko ang maliit na bag ni mommy at ibinato ''yon kay Callum na t w sa sariling nakatayo. Nakatitigng siya sa''kin at malungkot ang mata. I don''t care about him anymore. "I''m not going to please you anymore," mariin kong sabi sa kanya. "Y-You son of a bitch-"


    "Patricia, your mouth!" agad na saway ni daddy.


    Suminghap si Jordan na kanina pa tahimik. "If that guy is really cared for my sister, he will leave by himself. Narinig niya naman siguro na ayaw na siya makita,"


    I started sobbing when Jordan came near me, he caressed my back as well as Jess.


    Nakita kong may ibinulong si daddy kay Callum at tumango naman ito bago tumingin ulit sa''kin.


    I looked at him with my eyes full of anger. "Y-You killed my child..."


    Bumagsak ang balikat niya at tumulo ang luha.


    "A-Anak ko rin ''yon, Pat..." nanginig ang boses niya. "It''s not my intention. I''m also in pain right now-"


    "Bullshit! Stop pretending!" sigaw ko sa sobrang irita. He''s really a liar. "Stop acting like you''re hurting! You didn''t love me nor our child-"


    "It''s not true-"


    "That''s the truth, dumbass! Get out!"


    My chest skipped. Bi ako''ng nanghina sa pag sigaw at nakaramdam ng hilo.


    "Are you okay, anak?" ani mommy, natataranta.


    The moment I lifted my head, my sight started to get blurry. I heard their worried words until I eaten by dark.


    -


    I woke up again.


    Hiniling ko nga na sana hindi nang ako nagising. Sobrang hapdi ng mata ko sa sobrang iyak kanina. Nang mala ko na naman ang dahn kung bakit ako narito, umagos na naman ang mga luha ko. Wng ingay sa paligid at nang libutin ko ng tingin ang buong kwarto, nakita ko si Callum sa gilid ko, natutulog.


    Bing sumikip ang dibdib ko at bumalikhat ng sakit.


    Gustohin ko man na sampalin at itaboy siya, nanghihina na ako. He''s really torturing me, huh? He shouldn''t be here!


    I didn''t wake him up instead, I cried silently. Seeing him now makes my heart throbbed in anger. I hate you so much, Callum!


    No words can exin my hate towards you. I just don''t hate you, I despises you...

 CHAPTER 73

    PATRICIA''S POV (Suffering) Isang linggo na...


    Isang linggo na m no''ng umuwi ako rito sa bahay at mag kulong sa kwarto buong araw. Isang linggo na rin ang lumipas sim ng maw ang napakahgang tao na inaasahan kong magsasalba sa''kin sa kalungkutan. Isang linggo na sim ng maw ang anak ko.


    Good thing that the doctor were able to know the gender. It''s supposed to be mini me, a girl. Halos sumabog ang dibdib ko ng mman ''yon. It really broke my heart knowing that I wasn''t able to see her. I named her Agatha Celestine, sounds angelic just like her.


    S mommy ang nag asikaso nghat pati ang pagpapalibing.


    Hindi pa man ganap na tao ang anak ko pero naging masaya ako kahit saglit. I requested Jess to take a picture of her even though she''s not fully formed, even though she looks like a forming blood. She printed that photo and I was so happy, I ced her picture here in my room that I''m staring at every minute.


    "Anak, hindi ka ba kakain?"


    Rinig kong bumukas ang pinto at pumasok si mommy. Hindi ako natinag at nanatiling nakahigang patagilid, kunwari''y natutulog. Kahit sa pagkain ay pagod na rin ako.


    "Patricia..." I could her the tiredness in her voice. "Please, kumain ka kahit kaunti. Hindi ka na kumain kagabi-"


    "I''m full," mmig kong tugon at nag talukbong ng kumot.


    Bumuntong hininga si mommy. "Paano ka naging busog...hindi ka pa kumakain kahapon pa. Noong mga nakaraang araw ay ng kutsarang ang kinakain mo," Hindi ako sumagot at pilit ipinikit ang mata.


    "I want to be alone, mommy..." I almost whispered.


    m kong pagod na rin siya o s na intindihin ako pero hindi ko naman ''yon hinihingi. Gusto kong tga mapag-isa. Everything seems not sinking on me.


    I''m still in the urge of hoping. That maybe...all of these are just a bad dream.


    But as the days goes by, my sadness and longing were just deepened. Hindi ko nga m kung kalian ako makakausad.


    "Iiwan ko nang ang pagkain mo rito...but please, eat this,"


    Nang marinig kong sumara ang pinto ay nag mt ako. Dahan-dahan ako''ng tumayo at nakitang mga paborito kong pagkain ang din niya. Tinitigan kong ang mga ''yon at umupo sa kama. Maya-maya, naramdaman ko na ang mainit na luhang dumaloy sa mukha ko. Umiiyak na naman ako.


    "Fuck this life!" I whispered annoyingly.


    Humiga ulit ako at ikinulong ang mukha sa unan, doon ako umiyak.


    Sa halos isang linggo kong pamamgi rito sa kwarto, hindi ko m ang nangyayari sabas. W na ako''ng balita kay Callum at hindi ko rin naman gusto na may marinig tungkol sa kanya. Maraming beses ko siya''ng itinaboy. Nag tangka pa siya pumunta rito. I requested the vige to ban him here so he won''t bugged me anymore. Even his parents...was asking for my forgiveness to him but I chose not talking to them. Kahit ano pa ang sabihin n na magandang bagay tungkol salaking ''yon, hindi mababago ang ginawa niya. Siya parin ang dahn kung bakit ako nawn ng anak!


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    Nag patuloy ako sa pag iyak at ng matapos, pinilit ko ang sariling kumain. Noon, takot ako''ng malipasan ng gutom pero ngayon, hindi na. I''m no longer waiting for someone.


    Kaunting ang nakain ko dahil w tga ako''ng gana. Nag pasya ako na pumasok sa banyo para maligo.


    Kahit saan tga ako pumunta, hindi pwedeng hindi ako iiyak kapag naala ang nangyari sa''kin. Sumasabay sa pag agos ng tubig sa katawan ko ang mga luha. Napatitig ako sa kamay ko ng pasadahan ko ang aking buhok gamit ito. The diamond ring spark in my finger.


    Maslong bumuhos ang luha ko. Nanginginig ko itong tinanggal sa daliri ko at inpag sa sink. Nang matapos maligo ay lumabas ako ng banyo na nakatapisng ng towel.


    Tinignan ko ang repleksyon ko sa mking smin. I really looked different now.


    I lost weight. It''s so obvious on my face and body. Inkbay ko ang mata pababa sa katawan ko. W na ang umbok kong tiyan na pgi kong sinisipat kapag tumitingin sa smin.


    Mapait ako''ng ngumiti at umiling. She will note back to me anymore.


    Lumapit ako sa closet at nag hanap ng isusuot pero nahagip ng mata ko ang mga damit na iniregalo ni Jess.


    Punong-puno ng pangungul na kinuha ko ang mga ito.


    "A-Agatha..." I whispered and started sobbing.


    Naala kong tuwang tuwa pa ako habang inaayos ang mga ito. But who would wear this now? If she''s not here anymore...


    Umupo ako sa kama habang hawak ang mga ito. Sobrang sakit. Parang pinipiga ang puso ko habang unti-unting niyakap ang mga ito. Umagos ang panibagong mainit na luha sa mata ko at pinatakan ng munting mga halik ang mga damit. I hug it tighter and my tears continuously rolling.


    This week I supposed to have my ultrasound and I''ve also nned to buy some stuffs for my baby but I wasn''t able to do that anymore.


    She''s gone. Agatha left me...


    Bago pa ako malunod sa pag iyak ay tumayo na ako at nag palit ng damit. Inayos ko ang sarili ko at nag pasya na lumabas ng kwarto. Dumiretso ako sa pool area at umupo sa swing.


    Nakatlang ako habang pinanonood ang papalubog na araw.


    "Good thing that you chose to left your room..."


    Lumingon ako at nakitang pappit si daddy. He''s still wearing his working attire.


    Hinalikan niya ako sa ulo bago tumayo sa gilid ko.


    "H-How''s work, dad?" I asked without even smiling.


    "It''s good. I''m working harder just like what I promised," he chuckled. "But, I should the one asking you. How are you, Patricia?"


    Peke ako''ng ngumiti sa kawn.


    "I don''t even know how can I escaped with this cruelty inside me, dad"


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    Everything surrounds me feels like choking me. I don''t even interact with them. I just want to be alone but sadness always dominates me.


    "Don''t be too cruel and hard to yourself, Patricia" he sighed. "Talk to us, we''re here..."


    Hinawakan ni daddy ang balikat ko at hinalikan ako sa ulo.


    "I supposed to be happy even without him but with my child," I uttered bitterly. "But what he did, dad? He even get my supposed happiness..." Nangilid na naman ang luha ko. Pinilig ko ang ulo ko para pigilin ang sariling umiyak.


    "H-He was there when we buried your child, Patricia. The whole Vsquez. They are very sorry and sending their condolences..." malungkot na sabi ni daddy.


    Nakaramdam ako ng poot. Ang kapal tga ng mukha niya.


    "He had the guts to show his face to my child, huh?" I mocked and clenched my fist. "I bet her child felt disgust to him. He was the reason why she died!"


    I never thought that I will go in this phase of my life. That I was able to experience this. To marry a random guy just to save ourpany, developed our feelings and makes me believe that he loves me but ended up wrecking me. Life is really that yful, huh?


    Ak ko noon, pagkatalong sa mga beauty pageants ang iiyakan ko pero hindi p. Ngayon, mas masakit pa p sa pagkatalo ang mawn.


    "He was begging for forgiveness to me and your mom but as a respect to you, we didn''t ept him. Hindi rin kami pabor sa mga ginawa niya sayo kahit may utang na loob tayo sa kan," saad niya at bakas ang dismaya sa boses. "Your mom was so mad to him now,"


    Kinagat ko angbi at hindi na napign ang luha. I knew that the moment they found out that I''m pregnant, they''re pretty excited just like Mr. and Mrs. Vsquez. Kaya ngayon, ramdam ko rin ang pagkadismaya at lungkot n sa nangyari. "Even Zara was came to us for apologized..." daddy turned to me. "She was looking for you and seems guilty,"


    I shook my head. She''s a two face bitch so I''m sure she''s pretending. Masaya na siya ngayon dahil w na ang sagabal sa kanng dwa ni Callum!


    The way she insults andy her hands on me, it all shing back. I hate her. I hate them.


    "They can''t wipe the pain they brought me with simple sorry, it''s no sense!"


    "I tell that to at least inform you," daddy caressed my shoulders to calm me. "We''re not pushing you to him again. Never,"


    "Because I won''t let myself get near him anymore, dad"


    "Nanditong p kayo!"


    Sabay kaming lumingon ni daddy at nakita namin si mommy at Jordan na pappit. Nakangiti s pareho at nakatitig sa''kin.


    "Have you eaten yet?" agad na tanong ni Jordan at umupo sa kabng swing. "Kamusta pakiramdam mo, ate?"


    Bakas sa mukha n ang pag-ala.


    "I''m still not okay," I answered truthfully.


    Rinig ko ang buntong hininga n at naaninag si mommy na lumapit.


    "Ngayon kang ulit lumabas ng kwarto mo," aniya at hinaplos ang buhok ko. "Hope you''re feeling okay now after cooping on your room for weeks,"


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    Medyo nanibago nga ako dahil kadsan ay si mommyng ang pinapayagan kong pumasok sa kwarto. Kaya pansin ko na medyo nag bago ang itsura ni Jordan at daddy. Daddy seems so tired andck of sleep. He was too focused with thepany like what he should since mommy don''t usually go in thepany because she''s taking care of me. Si Jordan naman,st year na ngayon sa senior high school.


    "Uh, Patricia?" basag ni mommy sa katahimikan. "Tungkol nga p sa pinag libingan namin kay Agatha...doon namin siya itinabi sa puntod ng lolo mo katd ng gusto mo," Tumango ako.


    "Thank you, mommy...for the efforts,"


    Napatitig ako sa mga bk rito sa garden. I loves flowers so much. Tingin ko nga, isa ''yon sa pinag-lihian ko noong buntis pa ako. Every time I saw flowers, I remember my child. "You won''t visit her?" tanong ni daddy. "Well, you didn''t show up when she got buried,"


    Pansin ko nitong nagdaan na linggo, mas naging mm at maingat s kapag nakikipag-usap sa''kin, especially when they talking about my child. They cared about my feelings. "I''ll probably visit her next week..." I said but I''m not sure yet.


    Hindi ko pa m kung kaya ko na ba tga siya''ng puntahan dahil panigurado, iiyakng ako.


    "I''ll go with you, ate" mmbing na usal ni Jordan. "Kapag bibisitahin mo si Agatha,"


    Tipid ako''ng ngumiti kay Jordan bago tumayo. Ramdam ko ang tingin n sa''kin, t tinitimbang ang sitwasyon ko.


    Mom suddenly cleared her throat.


    "I hope you''re getting well," she uttered with hope. "I''m looking forward for your interactions with the Vsquez-"


    "It won''t happen!" I cut off. "I don''t want to see them. You''re still pushing me to them?"


    Marahas ako''ng suminghap. Naki naman ang mata ni mommy at nataranta.


    "U-Uh...of course, not" she said nervously. "Naisip kong...kan mo s haharapin? To make things clear? How about Callum-"


    "I said I don''t want to hear his name!" I shouted and brushed my hair frustratingly.


    Nahigit ko ang hininga sa pag sikip ng dibdib. Pangn pang niya, parang sumisikip na ang dibdib ko. How dare him make me suffer like this!


    "Mommy!" pag saway ni Jordan. "Don''t open that topic. She''s still sensitive!"


    "S-Sorry, anak. Hindi kasi mapgay ang parents niya dahil siya ang sinisisi mo-"


    "Because he''s really the reason, damn it!" I look at them darkly. "There''s no way that I will saw even a shadow of that guy here, even his family!"


    I scoffed and turned around. "I will never forgive him for what he did. He wrecked me that''s why I''m suffering right now..."


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 CHAPTER 74

    PATRICIA''S POV (Grief)


    "Why are you here? Leave me alone,"


    That''s the first words I said when I woke up and saw Jess here in my room.


    "Ngayon ngang ulit ako nakadw-"


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    I stared at Agatha''s picture there. I didn''t sleep well again.


    "You''re slowly turning rude..."


    Nilingon ko si Jess at na nakasimangot. Nakaramdam tuloy ako ng guilt.


    Ngayon ngang ulit siya nakapunta rito dahil m ko ay magsisim na ulit ang se niya sa med school as second year.


    "Bakit ka ba kasi nandito?"


    "I already enrolled for second year. Ikaw? Any n?" maingat niya''ng tanong.


    Mabilis ako''ng umiling.


    I can''t proceed to my second year in med school. I think I''m too weak right now.


    "To be honest...I don''t know what to do in my life anymore..." I said in a strained voice. "I don''t think I can survive in med school if I''ll enrolled now,"


    "Sayang, ngayonng kita hindi makakasama" lumungkot ang boses niya. "We were together since grade school, Patricia. I''m not used when you''re not around!" Nakasimangot siya at yumakap sa braso ko.


    "Sabi ni tita...bk mo na raw magpa-therapy? I can go with you every session!" she suggested. "I want to be in your side until you moved on. What do you think? Hindi nang din ako mag po-proceed sa second year-" "No way!" I cut off. "Are you out of your mind? You can survived med school without me! I can handle myself, stop thinking about me-"


    "I can''t help it, okay?" umismid siya. "You''re like my sister! Hindi ko rin gusto na ganyan ka! Tignan mo, ang payat mo na! You''re not the Patricia I knew before..."


    "I''m not really that Patricia anymore..." I shook my head. "I''m already weak but don''t worry, I''m taking everything slow to get up again,"


    Mom suggested some psychiatrist to me so many times and I just agreed to her yesterday. Naisip ko rin na maganda nga kung mag therapy ako.


    The pain is still stuck inside my heart. I want to remove it, free myself from suffering.


    "Wng ibang makakatuong sayo kundi sarili mong. Naritong kami para gabayan ka,"


    Nagt ako ng yakapin niya ako bi.


    "I really missed you!" she pouted. "You know what? I can''t sleep every night knowing that you''re in that situation. I came here to at least, lessen your sadness," Inismiran ko siya. "How, Jess?"


    "Well...let''s go to the mall-"


    "No," putol ko. "Ayaw ko lumabas"


    I still can''t deal with everyone around me. W na ako''ng tiw sa sino man bukod sa pamilya ko.


    "Sige na! I will bought newptop! Paniguradong sasakit na naman ang ulo ko sa med school," inalog niya ang balikat ko. "Ngayonng, please...."


    Hindi ko m kung ano''ng ginawa sa''kin ni Jess para pgi ko siya''ng pag bigyan. Hindi ko siya matiis kaya sa huli, natagpuan ko nang ang sariling umalis ng bahay kasama siya. "Thank you! Saglitng tayo, promise!"


    Umiling nang ako at bumaling sa bintana. Naninibago tga ako, ngayonng ulit ako nakbas.


    Habang nasa biyahe, napansin ko ang isang itim na sasakyan na nakasunod sa''min. M no''ng makbas kami ng vige hanggang ngayon na mpit na kami sa mall ay nakasunod parin ito. "Jess, tingin ko sinusundan tayo ng sasakyan sa likod," bing usal ko at medyo kinabahan.


    Ngayong hiniwyan ko na si Callum, siguradong ipinatigil niya na ang pag bantay sa''kin ng tauhan niya.


    "Ha?" takang tanong niya at tumingin sa likuran. "Sinusundan tayo? Sorry, hindi ko napansin..."


    Natataranta siya''ng itinigil ang sasakyan sa gilid ng kalsada kung saan maraming tao.


    Tumigil din ang sasakyan sa likod namin kayalo ako''ng kinabahan. W namang ibang kakaiba sa paligid kaya hinintay namin ni Jess ang sususnod na mangyayari.


    "Who the fuck is that?" Jess spat irritated. "Kung sino man yan, gusto ko siya sampalin!"


    Pilit kong inaaninag ang tao sa sasakyan na ''yon pero hindi ko naman makita ng maayos. The tinted is too thick.


    "Let''s go to the mall," ani Jess, naki ang mata ko. "Wag ka mag-la, maraming tao roon at syempre may security. I also called my cousin for assurance..."


    Tumango ako. Nag sim na siya mag drive pero ang mata ko ay nasa sasakyan parin sa likod, hindi ako mapakali.


    "Do you think the people inside that car is harmful?"


    Nilingon ako ni Jess. "I don''t think so, Pat. Naaninag kong isang ang tao sa loob, ang nagmamanehong..."


    Huminga ako ng mlim at inihanda ang cellphone sakaling may hindi magandang mangyari. Nakarating kami sa parking ng mall at halos mabalisa ako ng makitang nakasunod parin ang sasakyan! Nag park si Jess sa gitna ng dwang sasakyan. Nag hintay kami saglit sa loob at nakita naming bumukas ang pinto ng sasakyan na nakasunod sa''min.


    Naw ang kaba ko at napalitan ng pagkalito at galit nang makita kung sino ang lumabas dito.


    "Si Zara?" ani Jess bago ako binalingan. "That bitch! Tgang matapang siya? Makakatikim na siya sa''kin ngayon!"


    Mabilis lumabas si Jess ng sasakyan at hinarang si Zara na ppit. Nanginginig ang kamay kong binuksan ang pinto at lumabas.


    "Ang kapal naman ng mukha mo! Hindi kang mndi, mamamatay tao ka pa!" agad na singhal ni Jess. "Kung ayaw mo mang hiram ng mukha sa aso, umalis ka na,"


    "I want to talk with Patricia..." I heard Zara. Her eyes widened when she saw me.


    Jess came near me, seems protecting me from her.


    "P-Patricia..." usal ni Zara na para bang natatakot. "I really want to talk to you. About what happened weeks ago..."


    Kumulo ang dugo ko. She looks concern now, huh? Her sophisticated look already gone, it reced by sadness.


    Hindi ko m ang sasabihin. Diretsong ako''ng nakatingin sa kanya at wng emosyon. Hindi ko inaasahan na makikita ko ulit siya.


    Kumuyom ang kamao ko ng akama siya''nglapit.


    "Don''te near her or I will p you hard!" Jess warned seriously.


    Natakot si Zara at umatras. Tinignan niya ako ng mm.


    "I know I did so many troubled to you and have caused so much pain..." she uttered nervously. "I regret all of that. It haunted me knowing that I''m the reason why you lost your child-" "Don''t you dare talk about her!" mariin kong sabi. "You don''t have the rights to utter even her name!"


    My shoulders trembled.


    Nakita ko ang matinding takot sa kanya pero w ako''ng pakim! She have done too much.


    "Hinayaan kita no''ng sinira mo...sinira niyo ang rsyon namin," mapait kong sabi. "Hindi ka pa nakuntento, pati anak ko..."


    Hindi ko ininda ang luhang tumulo sa mata ko.


    "I know you''re happy right now so stop acting like a guilty shit!"


    Umiiling siya habang nangingilid ang luha.


    "Hindi ko sinasadya ''yon, Patricia. About the pictures I''ve send, it was my n," she said in a strained voice. "I trapped Callum, I initiate all of that! I ckmailed him about something, he don''t want me in the first ce-" "Why the fuck are you telling those?" sabat ni Jess. "It doesn''t change the fact that you killed her child! You flirty bitch!"


    Zara''s lips parted then looked at me. Her face be pale when I looked at her coldly.


    Mabilis ako''ng lumapit sa kanya at binigyan siya ng mkas na sampal.


    "I won''t forgive you by telling lies!" I p her again makes her cheeks flushed. "Mag sama kayo! Ito naman ang gusto mo di ba? He''s free, grab him now!" Umiyak siya sa pang huli kong sampal. Hindi siya lumaban.


    Jess held my arm. "Let''s go. She''s a waste of time,"


    "I just wish you happiness with him..." I said intently before turning my back.


    Iniwan namin siya roon na lugmok at naiyak. I hate her! She killed my child! How can she act like that?


    "I''m sorry I brought you here, Pat" ani Jess. "Hindi ko m kung paano niya tayo nasundan,"


    Umiling ako at pinahid ang luha. "It''s okay,"


    Sa huli, si Jess nang ang bumili sa mall at iniwan niya nang ako sa sasakyan. Mabilisng at nakabalik siya agad.


    Sa kgitnaan ng biyahe ay naisip ko ang anak ko.


    "I will visit Agatha..."


    Nilingon ako ni Jess at tumango. Hindi na siya nag-usisa pa. Siya na rin ang bumili ng tulip flowers na paborito ko para ibigay kay Agatha.


    Nang makarating kami sa memorial, parang may bumabara sa dibdib ko. Natagpuan agad namin ang puntod ni Agatha katabi ng kay lolo. Tahimik si Jess na nakamasid sa''kin.


    My hand trembled as I ced the flower on Agatha''s grave. I slowly sat down and my tears flowed spontaneously because of grief. "Anak ko..." mahina kong usal.


    Sinabi ko sa sarili kong hindi ako magiging emosyonal pero hindi ko tga kaya. Ang hirap parin tanggapin na w na siya sa''kin.


    "I missed you..." nanginig ang balikat ko sa matinding pag iyak. "You just really make me happy for a while, huh..."


    I felt Jess caressed my back.


    Tumayo agad ako at pinahid ang luha. I don''t want Agatha see me so weak.


    "Uuwi na agad t-tayo?" tanong ni Jess.


    Tumango ako bago bumaling ang mata sa isang bk na nasa puntod din ni Agatha. Napansin ko na agad ito kanina pa. It looks fresh. So did anyone elsee here to visit her? Imposible na s mommy dahil noong libingng s narito. Maybe it''s Callum...that man, he''s not embarrassed huh?


    Maybe they''re nning something against me? Kangan ko na siya unahan. I just get mad when I remember them.


    Umalis na kami roon ni Jess at tahimikng ako buong biyahe. Nagpasmat ako sa kanya ng makarating sa bahay at umalis din agad siya.


    Namataan ko si mommy sa s at ab saptop.


    "Mommy..." tawag ko, agad naman siya''ng lumingon. "Are you busy?"


    "Patricia!" napabalikwas siya at agad ako''ng npitan. "Did you enjoyed even a little?"


    Tumango ako at umupo sa couch. Nakita kong isinara niya angptop bago umupo sa harap ko.


    "I''m not busy right now. Do you need something? Just tell me," she said in soft tone.


    Humigit ako ng mlim na hininga bago diretsong tumingin sa kanya. I just thought about it for a while but I think that through this... the pain I feel will be reduced. "Can you call our familywyer?"


    Agad lumatay ang pagtataka sa mukha niya. Just what I expected.


    "Our Iwyer?" she rified, confused. "For what?" I can feel her nervousness. "M-May problema ba?"


    Napalunok ako at kinagat angbi.


    "Mommy, I want to file an annulment..."

 CHAPTER 75

    PATRICIA''S POV (Problem)


    Hindi ko m kung paano ko nakayanan ang mga nagdaan na linggo.


    Those weeks that turns into months have been so rough to me. Mabuti nga at naiwasan ko ang umiyak ng sobra. Good thing that I learned to control my emotions.


    Pero minsan, kapag naala ko si Agatha, nagiging emosyonal parin ako. Kapag naiisip ko ang posibilidad kung hindi siya naw, bumabalikng ang sakit. Bumabalikng ang pangungul ko. "Ano''ng gagawin mo sa mga yan, ate?"


    Nag angat ako ng tingin kay Jordan na nakahiga sa kama ko.


    "Itatapon o... susunugin," sagot ko habang inlagay sa isang box ang mgarawan namin ni Callum, especially our wedding photos.


    Naaalibadbaranng ako kapag nakikita ang mga ito sa paligid. Hindi ako kuntento na itagong ang mga ito kaya nag pasya ako''ng likuminhat kahit ang mga naka-disy sa s at kwarto n mommy.


    I don''t want to see any trace that reminds me of him. I badly want him to remove in my life.


    "I heard from mom yesterday that you want to file an annulment? Are you r-ready?"


    "Of course I am, Jordan" I answered confidently.


    He shrugged. "Well, I''m just here to support you..."


    Tumayo ako at sumunod din siya hanggang sa likod ng bahay habang d ko ang box. Agad inabot sa''kin ng isang maid ang lighter.


    Naroon na rin ang ibang basura kaya inihagis ko na ang buong box doon. Binuhusan ko ''yon ng gas at agad sinindihan. The heat and wildness of the fire reflect on my eyes. Medyo lumayo ako at wng emosyon na nakatingin dito. "Do you feel better?"


    Nagt ako sa bing tanong ni Jordan. Nilingon ko siya at nakitang seryoso siya''ng nakatingin sa mga sinusunog ko.


    "A little..." I scoffed. "I somehow felt...relieve,"


    "Are you happy? Satisfied? Want revenge or something..."


    Nagtaka ako sa sobrang seryoso ng kapatid ko.


    "I''m not a type of person who takes revenge, Jordan" hindi ako ganoon kasama. "Karma nang siguro ang bah sa kan," "What are your ns, then?"


    Bumuntong hininga ako. "I don''t know...I don''t want my paths to cross with them again. I just want peace for the mean time,"


    "That''s impossible. You two can still see each other because of some connections. You''re still married to him and ourpany is associated with their-"


    "I will cut those connections, then" mariin kong sabi. "Wagng mag krus angndas namin,"


    "Mam, Patricia? Tawag po kayo ng mommy niyo sa s..." lumapit ang isang katulong.


    Tumango ako at lumapit sa nalagabgab na apoy. I took out the wedding ring on my pocket and quickly throw it there. It''s over. I already thrown everything with traces of him.


    Iniwan ko roon si Jordan at dumiretso na sa s.


    Natagpuan ko s mommy at daddy na seryosong nag-uusap.


    "Ano''ng kangan niyo, mommy?" tanong ko at umupo sa harap n.


    Nagkatitigan pa s bago pekeng umubo si daddy.


    "Your mommy told me about your desire to file an annulment," humina ang boses niya. "That''s a heavy case-"


    "I don''t care about it, dad. Ayaw kong magkaroon pa ng kahit ano''ng koneksyon sa kanya,"


    Dahil hindi ako mapapgay sa isipin na mag asawa parin kami pagkatapos ng mga ginawa niya sa''kin. It feels like this marriage is choking me to death.


    "Uh, we need to exin you something," singit ni mommy. "You know, it''s not that easy to file an annulment. So many procedures and takes a lot of time-"


    "I''m fine with that" I said with determination. "I had money so I can pay awyer. I don''t care about how long it takes-"


    "Pero kangan ng cooperation niyo''ng mag asawa rito," bing sabi ni daddy, parang nahihirapan pa siya''ng banggitin ang mga salita. "It will not work without your husband''s cooperation..."


    I greeted my teeth. "May magagawa naman siguro kayo di ba, dad?"


    Nag ngit-ngit ako nang umiwas s ng tingin, para bang w ako''ng pag-asa.


    Bumuntong hininga si mommy. "Sinabi ko agad kay Callum ang gusto mo pero...nagalitng siya. He wants to see you and talk to you but we don''t agree as what you want. He keeps bugging us. He even came to my office and begged to see you,"


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    "m namin na ayaw mo siya makita ngayon pero...magng niya na ang lumapit sa''min," napalunok at nabalisa si mommy. "We have no choice, Mrs. Vsquez begged us to talk to you on behalf of his son," Hindi ako makapaniwng napatingin sa kanng dwa.


    "Can you just stop talking to them? I don''t want our family to have any connection with them-"


    "Tuad namin, nahihirapan din s sa sitwasyon niyo ni Callum..." bakas ang pagmamakaawa at lungkot sa boses ni mommy. "Kangan mo siya harapin. Actually, I talked to her earlier, she''s already on her way here," Lumag ang panga ko kasabay nang pagdating ng isang katulong.


    "Mam Alondra, narito na po ang bisita niyo..."


    My eyes widened.


    I stiffened on my seat when I saw Mrs. Vsquez entered. Wearing her fancy dress and shiny bag, she gave us a brief smile before returning to serious face.


    Kumbog ang puso ko. Heto na nga ba ang sinasabi ko kaya ayaw ko na sng makita. She''s so intimidating.


    "Have a seat..." mommy offered her the couch.


    Bago umupo si Mrs. Vsquez ay bumeso muna siya sa parents ko bago bumaling sa''kin. Natuod ako at nawn ng salita nang lumapit siya at bahagya ako''ng niyakap.


    "It''s nice to see you again, Patricia..." she uttered and her face softened when she scanned my whole face. "Good thing that you''re slowly recovering..."


    Pilit ako''ng ngumiti bago siya umupo sa harap ko. Si mommy at daddy naman ay lumipat sa tabi ko.


    Ramdam kong hinaplos ni mommy ang likuran ko. It somehow lessen the pressures.


    "I''m sorry for getting your time right now..." Mrs. Vsquez started. "First, I want to apologize with you Patricia and to your parents,"


    I bit my lip and lowered my head.


    "I''m so sorry...for all the pain that my son have caused to you, Patricia" she said sincerely. "It also hard for me to deal with my son after knowing what he does but at some point...his sacrifices won''t appreciated. m kong naramdaman mo rin na minahal ka tga ng anak ko, hanggang ngayon,"


    Gusto kong matawa sa narinig. No, Madame. Everything your son showed was a lie.


    "To your parents...I sincerely apologized Mr. and Mrs. Clemente, for disappointing you about my son," tagos sa pusong sabi ni Mrs. Vsquez. Umismid si mommy. "There''s no need to apologize with us. Our daughter is the one who suffered here,"


    Rinig ko ang buntong hininga ni Mrs. Vsquez. Tumango siya at kinagat angbi.


    "Who would have thought that the happy and good rtionship I was hoping for you and my son would end up in thisplicated situation..." Nag init ang sulok ng mata ko.


    My first meeting with the Vsquez family and our wedding shed back to me. That was indeed happy. I didn''t expect it to end like this either.


    "I raised my son well" she said proudly with a hint of strained. "I still hope that you will give my son a chance to hear his side, but who am I to force you?" she let out a sad smile. "He was wrecked as you. I don''t even know him now. Myo na siya sa Callum na seryoso sa pagpapatakbo ng kompanya,"


    Parang piniga ang puso ko sa lungkot ng boses niya. She''s telling the truth. Callum is indeed irresponsible now.


    "I came here because my son begged me to talk to you, Patricia" her voice shuttered a bit. "I just came here in behalf of my son because I don''t want you to be triggered by his presence. When he knew about your n filing an annulment, he gone crazy,"


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    Nag excuse si daddy na aalis habang palihim kong pinunasan ang tumakas na luha sa mata ko.


    Mrs. Vsquez is indeed a great mother. There''s no doubt. I can''t force myself to be mad at her just because of what her son did. She treated me like her own daughter, never shown me any bad things.


    "Kahit ako, no''ng nman ko ang gusto mong mangyari...ako ang nasaktan para sa anak ko," tuluyan nang nabasag ang boses niya pero pinilit niya ang sariling mag salita ng maayos.


    Bi ako''ng nag angat ng tingin at nag tama ang mata namin ni Mrs. Vsquez. Hindi agad ako nakaiwas. Bakas ang lungkot sa mata niya at hirap. m kong naiipit na rin siya sa sitwasyon pero mapapadali naman ang mga ito kung paayag si Callum sa annulment.


    "You gave up on my son...but I can''t me you though,"


    Matinding lungkot ang bumalot sa mukha niya at hindi ko maiwasang makaramdam ng hiya. Sobrang bigat sa dibdib na nakikita rin siya''ng nahihirapan sa gulo na ginawa ng anak n.


    Nakita ko siya''ng pinunasan ang pisngi bago binuksan ang bag. She took out a folded white paper.


    She look at me again. "I just want you to know that Callum won''t sign any papers regarding the annulment..."


    Umawang angbi ko at napasinghap naman si mommy.


    Mrs. Vsquez stood up slightly and gave me the paper. I frowned.


    Without hesitation, I opened the paper. I felt a renewed surprise when I realized what it was.


    "Yan ay titulo ng bahay na inan ni Callum para sayo,"


    Nilingon ko si Mrs. Vsquez na puno ng pagtataka. I read what the paper contains. It says that the house is under my name? The one he referred as his dream house? Why the fuck he will give it to me? "W-What is this for?" nahihirapan kong sabi at napatla sa papel. "H-Hindi ko po ito matatanggap..."


    Callum really think that he will get me by this?


    Isinukbit ni Mrs. Vsquez ang bag at umayos ng tayo, handa nang umalis.


    "That house is really belong to you. It also renovated just like what design you preferred," she sighed. "Pwede ka raw pumunta roon kung kan mo gusto, kapag kaya mo na siya kausapin," Nanginig ang kamay ko.


    Mrs. Vsquez smile shortly. "I''m telling you, Patricia. My son was a bit rough, let''s just see if you can get rid of him,"


    Napamaang nang ako nang mag pam siya''ng aalis na at tumalikod. Napatla ako sa kawn bago muling bumaling sa hawak na titulo.


    How dare you, Callum. How could you do this to me? You really don''t want to be removed from my life, what else do you want me to do to drive you away?

 CHAPTER 76

    PATRICIA''S POV (Leaving)


    Naalimpungatan ako sa ingay na naririnig m sabas ng kwarto. May mga nagtatawanan na t nagkakasiyahan.


    Bumangon ako nang may kumatok sa pinto.


    "Patricia! Stop cooping in your room!"


    Kumunot ang noo ko ng makla ang boses ng pinsan ko. Binuksan ko ang pinto at bumungad ang mga pinsan kong nakangiti. Sinugod n ako ng yakap.


    "Beatrice...bakit kayo nandito?" taka kong sabi.


    "Bonding?" inirapan ako ng pinsan kong si Chloe. "Tagal na nating hindi nagkikita. Nag-ala na rin kami sayo,"


    "Pumayat ka, ah" puna ni Julia at hinaplos ang mukha ko. "Pero maganda parin..."


    Inirapan ko s bago bumalik sa kama. Inaantok pa ako.


    "If you want to enjoyed, just still outside, girls" I yawned.


    "Nabalitaan namin ang nangyari sa inyo ng asawa mo," malungkot na usal ni Betrice. "Kahaponng namin nman kay tita kaya ngayonng kami nakabisita. Sorry for your baby..." "It''s okay. I''m moving on though,"


    "Well, just fixed yourself and go downstairs," ani Chloe at hin na si Beatrice at Julia pbas. "We will wait you there!"? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved.


    Bumuntong hininga ako nang lumabas na s. Nakalimutan kong hindi ngang p si Jess ang mahilig mangulit. Pati s...


    Humiga ulit ako sa kama at tumla sa kisame.


    I always wondered about my purpose in life. What is really my purpose, then? Ganito nang ba ako? Magkukulong sa kwarto at pipign ang sariling kumaw sa lungkot? Bi naman ako''ng napalikwas nang mag vibrate ang cellphone ko.


    Sinilip ko ''yon sa ibabaw ng side table at nakitang may unknown number na tumatawag. Kumunot ang noo ko. Si Austine na naman ba ito?


    Naisipan ko parin itong sagutin. "Hello?"


    "P-Patricia..." mababa ngunit mlim na boses ang narinig ko m sa pamilyar na tao.


    Napatigil ako at nanginig ang kamay. Si C-Callum?


    "Thank god you answered..." he said frustratingly. "I badly want to see you. Please-"


    "S-Stop calling me," nanginig ang boses ko. "I will block your number now-"


    "No, please..." aniya sa nagmamakaawang boses. "Give me chance, please? Let''s talk properly and I will tell you everything. Filing an annulment sounds bad-"


    I ended the call and immediately blocked his number so he won''t able to call me again.


    Nanginig ang buong katawan ko hanggang maramdaman ang maiinit na luhang bumabagsak. Mabilis kong pinahid ang mga ''yon.


    I''m trying to forget him but what is he doing? Pinipilit parin niya ang sariling pumasok sa buhay ko! He don''t need to exin anything to me now.


    Bumangon ako at dumiretso sa banyo. Naligo ako at habang nasa kgitnaan ako ng pag-aayos ay pumasok si mommy sa kwarto.


    "The girls are waiting for you downstairs," she smiled. "Ang tagal mo raw..."


    "They''re too noisy. Ano ba tga ang gagawin n rito, mommy" sabi ko habang nagsusuy.


    "Sa states na raw mamamgi ang mga pinsan mong s Beatrice at Joan. Next month pa naman ang alis n. Nag sama-samang s rito para makapag-bonding bago s umalis at syempre, para makamusta ka,'' "Really?" gt kong tanong at tumigil sa ginagawa. "They are staying there for good?"


    Well, hindi na nga dapat ako magt. Haloshat ng rtives namin ay w rito sa pilipinas.


    "Yes, Beatrice will proceed there for studyingw,"


    Saglit ako''ng napaisip. Nala ko na naman ang ginawang pag tawag ni Callum kanina. If I were ever leave here, will I experience the peace I want? Will I ever be able to get away from him and from the bitterness I suffered here? "Hindi ba at may bahay tayo sa states, mommy?" bi kong tanong.


    Naningkit ang mata niya sa''kin. "Yes, we have. It''s a two storey house that we build I think 15 years ago? Kpitng niyon ang bahay ng Tito Benedict mo, bakit?"


    Umiling ako at tumayo na. "W, mommy. Let''s go..."


    Sabay kaming bumaba ni mommy at natagpuan ko ang mga pinsan sa s na nagtatawanan. Hinding s Beatrice ang nandito, kahit s Axel at iba kong pinsan sa side ni daddy. Tumigil s ng makita ako.


    "Pat!" sigaw ni Axel at niyakap agad ako. "Kamusta?"


    Kinantyawan n ako at pinaupo sa couch.


    "Bakit kayo nanditohat? May reunion ba?" pabng kong sabi nang makita ang maraming pagkain sapag at ng case ng beers.


    "Just having a good time!" sagot ng isa kong pinsan. "Para na rin lumabas ka sa lungga mo!"


    Umirap ako nang mag sim sng magkagulo. Binuksan n ang mga pagkain at mga beers. Si Chloe naman ay binuksan ang videoke at nag sim sng mag ingay.


    Bumuga ako ng hangin habang pinapanood kung paano mag-agawan sa mic ang mga pinsan ko. I somehow missed this kind of moment. Bakit ko nga ba nakalimutan na nandyan s para sa''kin? "Nman naminhat kay Tita ang nangyari sayo..." bing usal ni Julia. "Grabe, ak ko ba matino ang Callum Vsquez na ''yon? Cheater p!"


    Natahimik ako sa sinabi niya. Kahit ang iba kong pinsan ay nakikinig din. Kinuha ko nang isang mking chichirya at kinain ''yon.


    "At ito pa ang mla," intriga pa ni Julia. "Siya rin p ang dahn kung bakit namatay ang baby-"


    "Huy, ano ka ba!" kita kong siniko siya ni Chloe. "Sabi ni Tita wag daw banggitin ang tungkol diyan. Sensitive pa siya..."


    Umiwas ako ng tingin. Nakakahiya. Nahihiya ako na nman n kung gaano ako pinag mukhang tanga at niloko. They used to see me as a smart woman. Pero sa pag-ibigng p ako magiging tanga. How funny.


    Iniba nang n ang usapan ng mapansin ang pananahimik ko.


    "Nakita ko na sa personal yung Zara Banner, hindi naman kagandahan," komento ni Chloe at nag tawanan s. "Patricia is way beautiful than her! Hindi ba at model ''yon? Model ng mga basura!" Kinagat ko angbi. They are really good at this, judging.


    "Duh, kayang naman siya nakapasok sa pag mo-model ay dahil kla ang pamilya niya pero sa totoong, she''s not good at walking! Masama pa ang ugali! Patricia is still better than her. There''s so many modelling opportunities that have given to Patricia back then but she just declined,"


    "Hey, girls...stop it," saway ko pero hindi s natinag.


    "You''re so kind tga, Pat!" singit ni Joan. "Ang mga ganoong tao dapat ginagantihan pero sa td mo, hindi mo kayang gawin ''yon. You''re too angelic and soft. Better if you will fight and offend them with your silence," Tumango ang mga pinsan ko sa sinabi ni Joan.


    "Ano na nga ba ang update sa inyong dwa, Pat? Kasal kayo di ba? Ano''ng sabi ng magng niya? Nabasa ko sa articles ang tungkol sa pagkakbuan niyo ni Callum Vsquez...marami ang gustong umintriga," Mariin ako''ng bumaling kay Chloe. "Hiwy na kami. I filed an annulment but it won''t work without his cooperation,"


    Hindi na ako nagt na sumabog na sa balita ang tungkol sa rsyon namin ni Callum.


    It''s because they''re well known people. Masakitng sa part ko na hindi nman ng ibang tao na nagkaroon kami ng anak. Pero mabuti na nga ''yon dahil ayaw ko na pati anak ko ay madawit sa pangn n. "You guys should stop that topic!" Axel said seriously and handed me a bottle of beer.


    Ngumiti ako at agad ngok ang beer. Napapikit ako ng maramdaman ang pait nito salamunan ko. Nagkaroon na ng sariling mundo ang mga pinsan ko at ako nang ang nasa couch dahil nasa sahig na shat. Bing tumabi sa''kin si Beatrice at inpit ang bibig sa aking tenga.


    "m mo na bang sa states na kami mag-aaral ni Joan?" bulong niya dahil masyadong maingay sa pag kanta n Chloe.


    Tumango naman ako. "Sinabi ni mommy sa''kin kanina,"


    Tinignan niya ako ng diretso at tinaasan ng ky. "You want toe with us?"


    My eyes widened that eventually turned to an awkward smile.


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    "That''s what I thought when mommy told me about your n," nahihiya kong sabi.


    Siguro w namang masama kung aalis ako ng bansa. I don''t have important things to do here. I stop from studying and I can continue that there.


    "Why not try, Pat?" Beatrice happily held my arm. "May bahay naman kayo roon di ba? There''s no problem!"


    Huminga ako ng mlim at ngumiti. "I will talk with my parents first..."


    Ngumiti siya ng mwak. "Right! May makakasama na kami ni Joan doon!"


    Natapos ang usapan namin at nakihalubilo na rin kami sa iba.


    Napuno ng ingay at tawanan ang buong bahay dahil sa mga pinsan ko. Talking about their ns in life and path they want to follow. Dito na rin shat nag dinner bago nag pasya na umuwi. Nang makaalis shat, pinuntahan ko s mommy sa kwarto at nagt ako na naroon din si Jordan. Kumpleto sng tatlo kaya magandang pagkakataon ito para sabihin ang gusto ko. "Are your cousins already left?" tanong agad ni daddy.


    "Kakaalisng, dad..." ani ko bago umupo sa kama.


    Pansin ko ang mata nng nakamasid sa bawat gw ko.


    "May favor po sana ako sa inyo..." intertwined my hands with little nervous.


    "What is it, honey?" mmbing na tanong ni mommy. "Tell us anything you want...''


    I smiled and kept my lips from trembling. "I-I want to go abroad..."


    The smile on their lips gradually disappeared. I even heard Jordan''s loud gasp.


    Umiwas ako ng tingin habang hinihintay sng mag salita.


    "You will leave us, ate?" si Jordan na unang nag react.


    Hindi ako nakapagsalita agad. Gusto kong umalis kaya, ganoon na nga.


    Nag angat ako ng tingin at nakita ang lungkot sa mata ni mommy. Nang bumaling naman ako kay daddy, maikling ngiting ang tugon niya.


    Hindi ko naman ito ginusto parang sa sarili ko. Kundi para hindi na mahirapan ang taong nasa paligid ko. Para hindi na n ako isipin.


    "Papayag po ba kayo?" tanong ko dahil kung ayaw n, ayosng naman.


    Bahagyang nanginig ang bibig ni mommy. "That''s what you want, why should we object?" she got teary eyed.


    Lumapit ako sa kanya at niyakap siya.


    Daddy suddenly cleared his throat.


    "Well, if you will be fine when you leave..." he trailed off. "Go for it. We''ll let you decide for your own this time. For the sake of your peace, we will support you,"

 CHAPTER 77

    PATRICIA''S POV (Last Interaction)


    "Kamusta ang therapy mo? Ayosng ba?"


    Ngayonng ulit ako nabisita ni Jess sa bahay since nag sim na ulit ang ss niya. As usual, she asked about my conditions and brought me foods. "It''s myst therapy yesterday and it was...awesome"


    Nakahiga siya sa kama habang ako ay inaayos ang n kong mga damit.


    "Yourst therapy? Why? Are you okay now?" she asked worriedly. "And why are you fixing your clothes? Going on a vacation?"


    Napatigil ako sa ginagawa at nilingon siya. Ab siya ngayon sa cellphone.


    "A-Ayos na naman ako, Jess. Hindi ko na kangan ng therapy,"


    Hindi ko pa p nasabi sa kanya ang bk kong pag alis. Sigurado ako''ng hindi niya magugustuhan pero maiintindihan niya naman, just like my parents. Noong una ay hindi s payag pero kunan ay napagtanto nng para sa''kin din ito. Mom almost cried that day, they were so sad.


    In the past few days, I went through the necessary papers that I''ll be needing including my visa.


    Mahirap din sa''kin itolo na at unti-unting lumilipas ang araw, mpit na ang pag alis ko.


    "J-Jess..." tawag ko sa kanya at medyo kinakabahan. "May sasabihin sana ako,"


    Dumapo sa''kin ang mata niya at umupo sa harap ko. "Ano ''yon?"


    Umiwas ako ng tingin at huminga ng mlim. I bit my lip when I saw her innocent eyes waiting for what I had to say.


    "Pupunta na ako sa states..." I almost whispered.


    Her smile disappeared and lips parted, then she frowned. "You were leaving? Are you kidding?"


    Umiling ako na parang paslit bago hawakan ang kamay niya.


    "Sasabay na ako sa mga pinsan ko," nahihirapan kong paliwanag. "You know, I want to forget all the painful things I''ve experience-"


    "I understand," she cut me off and smiled shortly.


    But I could see the tears in the side of her eyes.


    "You don''t need to exin, it''s really good for you though. Kahit gusto kong pign ka, hindi naman pwede. Desisyon mo yan, e"


    Niyakap niya ang braso ko at naramdaman ko na ang panginginig ng balikat niya.


    "I always thought that this day wille..."


    Ngumiti ako at hinaplos ang buhok niya. Iyakin tga siya.


    "Pero malungkot din, Patricia..." her voice cracked. "Unti-unti na tayong nagkakahiwy na magkakaibigan. Si Kelvin nasa Paris, si Tyrone busy sa ipapatayo niya''ng business tapos ikaw...aalis na rin," I bit my lip and tried my best not to cry.


    "Babalik din naman ako rito, Jess," pampalubag loob ko.


    "Kan pa? After 5 or 10 years?! Ano na kaya anggay mo pag nagkita ulit tayo?"


    Umiling ako habang natatawa. "I don''t know...pero babalik ako. Kapag umalis na ako, sa susunod na pagkikita natin, pareho na tayong doktora. I will probably continue my studies there..."


    Tining ako ni Jess na nalaki ang mata. "Oh, right! It''s really good for you to stay there! Para naman malibang ka roon at makalimot..."


    Itinuloy namin ni Jess ang kamustahan habang nasa biyahe kami. Nag desisyon siya na kumain kami sabas at gum kung saan. Pumayag nang ako dahil hanggang ko nang din siya makakasama. Dahil kapag umalis na ako, w na ako''ng makakasama roon. I will surely miss her.


    -


    ng araw nang at aalis na ako kaya sinulit ko na ang mga gusto kong gawin. Noong nakaraan na araw ay nagkaroon kami ng maliit na party dito sa bahay para sa pag alis ko.


    Kasama ang mga pinsan at syempre, si Jess at Tyrone.


    And today, I will visit Agatha.


    Sumakay na ako sa back seat ng sasakyan n daddy. Driver ang kasama ko ngayon.


    "Kay Agatha po tayo pupunta..." I informed the driver.


    Tumango naman ito at nag maneho paalis.


    Dumaan din kami sa flower shop at pumili ako ng magandang bk na babagay sa kanya. Habang nasa biyahe ay nakangiting ako. This will surely thest time that I''ll visit her. Since I''m going abroad, it will takes years before I could see her again.


    Nakarating kami sa memorial at ako nang mag isa ang pumunta sa puntod. Nanatili ang driver sa loob ng sasakyan.


    Naan din ako ng bk kay lolo bago nakangiting intag sa ibabaw ng puntod ni Agatha ang bk para sa kanya.


    "Hello there my baby..." mmbing kong usal.


    Itinupi ko angyan ng suot kong dress at dahan-dahan umupo. Hinaplos ko angpida niya. I could still felt the bitterness inside my heart. How I wish it''s already vanished the next time I visit her.


    "I''m already leaving, Agatha" I let out a sighed. "I''m leaving you for now but don''t worry, I''ll be back. I''ll be back for you,"


    My eyes started welling up so I annoyingly wiped the tears in the side of my eyes. I promised myself that I won''t cry in front of her.


    "I promise that when I visit you again, I''m already a stronger version of myself," nanginig ang boses ko at parang may bumabara salamunan. "I''m sorry, your mom was too weak that she need to left just to heal herself..." Tuluyan ng bumagsak ang luha ko. Kinuha ko agad ang tissue sa bag at pinunasan ''yon. I can''t help but to cry, damn it!


    I still stay for more than 30 minutes. Watching her grave intently.


    I also took picture with her. Para kahit nakaalis na ako, may titignan ako''ng litrato naming dwa.


    Tahimik ako''ng nakatingin sa kawn ng marinig ang ng yabag sa likuran ko. Lumingon ako at naki ang mga ng makita si Callum.


    I got stiff but I''m still able to stand up. I frowned while looking at him.


    "W-Why are you here?" I asked seriously.


    I lowered my eyes on his hands that was holding a bouquet of flowers.


    Nainis ako dahil hindi siya nagsasalita.


    Nanatiling siya''ng nakatitig sa''kin gamit ang mm na mata. His eyes were full of pain and...longing. W ako''ng nakita na iba niya''ng kasama. It''s just the two of us here. "I''m asking you-"


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    "I''m here to visit her and...to see you,"


    Kumbog ang puso ko ng muling marinig ang boses niya. Gusto kong sampalin ang sarili dahil sa nararamdamang luha na nagbabadya na naman tumulo.


    Naging ngko ang utak ko. Parehong kami nakatitig sa isa''t isa at hindi nagsasalita. I can''t believe I''m seeing him right now.


    Nanginig ang katawan ko nang humakbang siya ppit. Ingay niya ang bk sa puntod ni Agatha bago muling bumaling sa''kin. Mas mpit na kami ngayon sa isa''t isa. Wng sabi-sabi ay bi niya ako''ng niyakap.


    Naestatwa ako at umawang angbi.


    "Damn, I miss you..." he whispered in a strained voice.


    Para bang natuod ako at hindi siya nagawang itaboy. Sobrang higpit ng yakap niya na para bang nangungul. Mas nangilid ang luha ko ng maamoy ang pamilyar niya''ng pabango.


    "Miss na miss na kita..." aniya at mas humigpit ang yakap. "Your face, smell and cooking. I miss everything about you..." nanginginig ang boses niya.


    "B-Bitawan mo ako..." sabi ko sa gitna ng panginginig. "Stop t-touching me"


    Dahan-dahan siya''ng humiwy sa yakap at diretso ako''ng tinignan. Napapikit ako ng maramdaman ang kamay niya''ng masuyo na pinunasan ang luha ko diretso sa pag haplos ng aking mukha. Medyo lumayo ako sa kanya at pinunasan ang sariling luha. "G-Get out of here!"


    Hindi siya natinag.


    "Pati ba naman dito, itataboy mo ako?" nasasaktan niya''ng usal. "Kan ka kaya mapapagod na itaboy ako?"


    "I have so many reasons to despise you!" I said, trembling. "You''re the reason why I lost her, Callum..."


    Sinalubong ko ang mm niya''ng mata.


    "You...you make me so stupid!" my tears rolled down again. "You killed my child-"


    "Our child, Patricia!" he corrected with so much pain. "I''m so sorry! I deeply apologize about that. It''s not really my intention-"


    "Just shut up and leave!" I shouted crying. "Stop exining, please..."


    "You will really throw our rtionship like that"


    Kumirot ang dibdib ko. "There''s no reason for us to continue our rtionship-"


    "We still have reason, Patricia" mariin niya''ng sabi at tinignan ako sa mata. "I love you. Our marriage. Isn''t it enough-"


    "That''s bullshit!"


    Sumabog ang luha ko sa sinabi niya. How dare him.


    "You don''t love me that''s why you cheated! You fooled me! You made me suffer when in fact, I should enjoying myself and reaching my dreams!" I shouted so loud. Good thing that there''s no people around.


    "You really think that I didn''t love you?" he sounds disappointed. "That''s why you make up with that annulment?"


    "That''s the right thing to do!"


    "It''s not. I''m begging, Patricia. Come back to me, let''s fix this..."


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    Humagulgol na ako habang umiiling. No, it''s wrong. I shouldn''t let him get near me again but what I am doing?


    I weakly pushed his chest but his hug only got tighter.


    "Let go of me, please..." I begged between my sobs.


    I felt him shook his head and murmuring something.


    "Wag kang umalis, Pat. Wag mo ako''ng iwan dito na sirang sira..." narinig ko ang hikbi niya. "I know...I know you were going abroad,"


    Napatigil ako. m niya? m niya na aalis ako?


    "Just sign the annulment and we''re done, Callum!" I said and tried to push him again. "Wag mo na ako pahirapan..."


    "Ako ang wag mong pahirapan, Pat" bulong niya. "Hindi ko kaya. Pinagsisisihan kohat na hindi ko sinabi sayo ang ibang bagay. Naw ang anak natin dahil sa''kin. Masakit din ''yon sa''kin at nagsisisi ako. Ayusin natin ''to, please?" Parang hiniwa ang puso ko ng kums siya sa yakap at dinungaw ang mukha ko.


    His eyes were bloodshot now. I can''t look at him directly. Like me, he look so wreck and we''re both crying.


    "Yung pag file mo ng annulment, hindi ko na kaya..." nangungusap ang mata niya at hinaplos ang kamay ko. "Pero yung aalis ka at iiwan ako...maslong hindi ko kakayanin, Pat"


    Lumag ang panga ko nang lumuhod siya sa harap ko at niyakap ako sa baywang.


    "If I have to kneel even in front of our child, I will. Just for you to forgive me..." he sobbed. "Promise, I will be the best husband for you. Just gave me another chance,"


    He continued sobbing. "Damn, you made me so whipped and crazy like this..."


    My tears keep rolling.


    I covered my mouth because of the sobs that want to let out. I can''t believe that he''s doing this.


    "Fucking stand up, Callum!"


    Pinilit kong tatagan ang boses ko pero tgang nanginginig ito.


    I kept removing his hands around me but I can''t!


    "Let me go-"


    "Mam! May problema po ba?"


    Namataan ko ang driver namin na tumatakbo ppit. Bumagsak ang tingin niya kay Callum at nalaki ang mata. He was confused for a moment.


    "Callum, bitawan mo na ako!" giit ko at pilit humihiwy. "Starting today, you won''t able to see me again! This is what you want, right?!"


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    Now, he looks so wasted and devastated. He looked up at me and slowly stood up while his body were trembling.


    "Let''s talk, please..."


    Akma ulit siya''nglapit pero nag tago na ako sa likod ng driver.


    "Sir, tumigil na po kayo. Kapag nangulit pa po kayo mapipilitan ako''ng tumawag ng pulis..."


    The driver escorted me out of the memorial. I could still hear Callum''s cry and shouts, begging and calling my name.


    When we got to the car, I felt faint. I dropped my body and continued to cry there.

 CHAPTER 78

    PATRICIA''S POV (Alone)


    I really hate goodbyes.


    People who left I considered as one of heartbreaking moment in someone''s life. When someone leaves your life... the pain is different. You feel like you can''t be made up again but you have to trust.


    One of the things I''ve learned in life is that you always have to be prepared. Because not all the people you are used to being by your side will be with you forever.


    That is probably how my family feels right now.


    "Patricia, take care of yourself. I will miss you..."


    I bit my lip when I heard mommy''s trembling voice.


    Bumuga ako ng hangin at binitawan ang mga bagahe ko. Npitan ko si mommy at niyakap siya.


    We are here at the airport because I am leaving now. My family isplete and also my friends, Jess and Tyrone. Umabsent pa nga si Jess ngayon sa school parang maihatid ako. "Gosh, stop crying, mom..." I caressed her back when I felt her crying. "I thought you won''t cry?"


    "I-I just can''t help it," she removed from the embrace and wiping her tears.


    Hinawakan siya ni daddy sa balikat at si Jordan naman ang lumapit sa''kin.


    "I just wish youfort and happiness there," aniya at niyakap ako.


    "So...we will see you every Christmas and new year, then?" si daddy at lumapit para halikan ako sa ulo. "We won''t let you be alone there. Expect us there every asion we celebrate," "That''s a good idea, dad. Thank you for letting me go..."


    Nangilid ang luha ko nang yakapin ko shat. I really hate this but it''s for my sake though, so I need to be strong. I need to be independent.


    Bumaling naman ako kay Jess na umiiyak na ngayon habang inaabutan siya ni Tyrone ng panyo.


    "Jess, babalik pa naman si Patricia" natatawang sabi ni Tyrone. "We can still see and talk to her through video call. Stop being emotional,"


    "Kahit na! Hindi ako sanay na humiwy sa kanya!" iyak ni Jess kaya npitan ko na siya.


    "Still a crying baby..." I teased and hugged her.


    Maslo siya''ng umiyak ng mkas. "Mamimiss kita! Basta kapag bakasyon susubukan kong puntahan ka roon!"


    Bi tuloy ako''ng nahiya dahil ang ibang tao sa paligid ay tumitingin samin dahil sakas ng boses ni Jess. Umurong tuloy ang luha ko at napalitan ng pag tawa, kahit s mommy ay natatawa sa inaasta ni Jess. Niyakap ko na rin si Tyrone at ibang pinsan na nag hatid samin n Beatrice at Joan.


    Our flight already announced so I quickly held my things.


    Kahit mabigat sa dibdib, nagawa ko pa na ngumiti sa pamilya ko. I looked around for some unknown reason. There''s no trace of him here.


    How funny, Patricia. You still thinking of him after you pushed him away.


    I smiled bitterly before finally entering inside.


    -


    "You okay?"


    Hinawakan ako sa braso ni Beatrice habang nandito na kami sa loob ng erono. Magkatabi kami, ako ang mpit sa bintana. Si Joan naman ay nasa harap namin katabi ang mommy niya. "Ang bigat sa dibdib, Bea..." malungkot kong sabi at bumaling sa bintana.


    Ngayon pang ay miss ko na agad s mommy. Ganito p ang pakiramdam na mawy sa mga mahal mo.


    "Na''ko, ganyan tga sa una. I already experienced that but as the years goes by, you''ll get used to it,"


    Ngumiti ako ng sapilitan.


    "Wait, m ba ng mga Vsquez na aalis ka na ngayon?"


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    Nilingon ko siya at umiling.


    Her eyes widened. "Really? You didn''t informed them?"


    "No, I don''t have to," I scoffed. "Callum know that I''ll leave anyway,"


    Suminghap si Beatrice. "He didn''t even mind to check on you, huh? How irresponsible. It''s really a good thing that you''ll leave. To forget about everything he did," Mapait ako''ng ngumiti.


    Kahit m niya na aalis na ako, hindi na siya nag ab na puntahan ako. But I don''t care anyway. Mas mabuti nga ang ganoon. But when I think about leaving the Philippines, I can''t help but think that even once...I almost had my own family. And that is what I consider to be the most bittersweet thing that happened in my life.


    -


    "We''re here! Patricia, wee to America! Where people go to move on!"


    I opened my eyes and saw my cousin''s grinning face.


    "Nandito na tayo! Let''s go!"


    Hinintay namin ang announcement bago kami lumabas. Nang makarating kami sa mismongbas ng airport, nakita namin si Tito Benedict na nakasandal sa itim na sasakyan. Siya ang susundo samin ngayon. Kusa ako''ng napayakap sa sarili dahil samig ng hangin. Luminga ako sa paligid at nakita ang mga matataas na building.


    Nandito na nga tga ako. Now I need to sink in my mind that I left my family.


    "Tito Benedict..." I greeted and kissed him on cheek.


    "It''s so nice to see again, Patricia. You really grown as a beautiful woman,"Property belongs to N?vel(D)r/ama.Org.


    I smiled when he hugged me.


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    "Your cousins will definitely be d that you''re already here..."


    Pumasok na kami sa sasakyan at saglit kong nakalimutan ang lungkot.


    Kinamusta kamihat ni Tito Benedict at hindi muna kami dumiretso pauwi.


    We went first to a fancy restaurant to eat and Tito Benedict treated it for us.


    "Do you want me to apany you inside the house, Patricia?" Tito Benedict asked when we stopped in a very familiar house.


    "Uh, ako nang po, Tito" nahihiya kong sabi at lumabas na ng sasakyan ganon din s Beatrice at Joan.


    Kinuha na namin ang mga bagahe bago nagpasmat kay Tito.


    "Thank you for the ride, Tito..."


    He gave us a small smile. "Enjoy staying here. If I have a free time, I''ll visit you here, Patricia,"


    He then waved and bid his goodbye.


    "So...let''s get inside our house and rest?" Tita Marjorie said, Joan''s mom.


    Ngumiti ako habang pinanonood sng pumasok sa kpit na bahay. Magkakatabing ang bahay namin, kay Beatrice at Joan.


    Nang makapasok na snghat, lumapit na ako sa pinto ng bahay namin. Ipinihit ko ang doorknob ng itim na pinto na medyo nahaluan na ng alikabok. This house is quite big. I clearly remember thest time we went here, it was more than 10 years ago.


    Nang makapasok ako ay katahimikan ang bumalot sa''kin. Doon kong napagtanto na mag isa na tga ako. Tining ko ang bawat sulok ng bahay. The design is still humiliating. Narito parin ang ibang appliances namin. Ang m ko ay binibisita ito minsan n Tito Benedict kaya hindi ito masyadong marumi.


    Dumiretso agad ako sa second floor kung nasaan ang mga kwarto. Malinis na ang mga ito kaya humiga agad ako.


    I texted my parents and friends first that I got here safely at after that, I let my eyes closed and rest my body from a tiring flight.


    At some point, the silence in this house added even more to my sadness.


    I know this is just the beginning of my being alone.

 CHAPTER 79

    PATRICIA''S POV (New Life)


    Naging mahirap sa''kin ang mga unang linggo at buwan.


    Akong mag isa, wng makausap at nag-aasikaso. I can cook so I''m the one who cooks for myself. Naging hobby ko na rin ang mag linis ng bahay kaya ibang iba na ito sa itsura noong una kong matirahan. I was currently making coffee and sitting on the high chair when I heard a few knocks on the door.


    I frowned when I saw Beatrice holding a box.


    "Beatrice? What do you need?"


    "I have something for you!" I let her in, she ced the box in the table. "May nakalkalng kami roon sa bahay. m kong mahilig ka rito kaya sayo nang!"


    My eyes lit up when she took some art materials out of the box. Different types of brushes, color paints and hard papers.


    "Wow, ang dami naman!" I said in amazement. "Saan ito galing?"


    "Kay kuya Josh ang mga yan pero no''ng mag proceed na siya saw school, hindi na niya nagamit," inhad niya ito sa''kin. "You like paintings, right?"


    nganin ako''ng tumango. "Noon, Beatrice. I just stopped when I got busy in college and when I got married..."


    "There''s no problem! You can paint again!" she grinned. "You''re good at painting. W naman sigurong masama kung ipinta mo ako?"


    She look at me with puppy eyes.


    Iughed. "I''ll try, then..."


    It''s been years since I stop from painting. Aside from ambitioning to be a doctor, I also want to build my own art studio someday. But I just wanted to be a doctor more so that''s what I pursued. But when I see the art materials now that I once loved before, it seems that my longing to hold a brush and to paint again has returned.


    Umalis din agad si Beatrice dahil pupunta pa raw siya sa mall. Gusto pa sana niya ako isama pero tumanggi ako. W ako sa mood na umalis ngayon ng bahay, I just want to lock myself in my room and read books. Pagkatapos kong kumain ng almusal ay diniligan ko ang mga hman sa harap ng bahay na dwang linggo ko na rin inagaan. Umakyat na ako sa kwarto pagkatapos.


    My routine every day is just so boring. Every time I woke up in the morning, I would stare first on Agatha''s picture that I ced beside my bed, eat breakfast and will do some household chores. Kinuha ko agad ang litrato ni Agatha pagkasampa ko sa kama.


    "I love you..." bulong ko at pinatakan ito ng munting halik bago muling binalik sa ibabaw.


    Iy on my bed and tried reading some books but when I got bored, I just throw it back to the shelf.


    Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko at nag scroll ng mga pictures sa gallery. Napangiti ako habang pinakatitigan ang litrato namin ni Agatha. Ito ang litrato na kinuha ko noong bisitahin ko siya.


    I can''t help but to smile sadly.


    As I keep scrolling through my phone, I identally saw some of my photos with Callum. Bumagal ang daliri ko sa screen ng phone. I scanned the pictures one by one.


    May mga litrato kami habang kumakain sa restaurant, nasa bahay, loob ng sasakyan at karamihan ay noong birthday celebration naming dwa. I looked at the pictures for a long time and couldn''t help but feel regret and longing. Marahas ako''ng napapikit. I can''t force myself to delete our pictures. We look so happy here. I felt regret, not for our broken rtionship but for our happy memories and almost having a family.


    In the end, I just throw my phone to the bed with so much frustration.


    What did you do to me, Callum? Why I can''t forget you! You hurt me but why do I feel this?


    It looks like I''ll have a hard time forgetting you here.


    -


    Those days turns to months had passed so quickly. Sa loob ng nagdaan na buwan ay nakahanap na ako ng med school na papasukan. I already enrolled and when the ss started, at first I got a hard time but as the days passed, I got used to it.


    I met some people who unexpectedly became my friends so somehow, my life in med school was not too difficult.This is property ? N?velDrama.Org.


    Nilunod ko ang sarili sa pag-aaral. Kahit ang mamasyal o pumunta kung saan ay madng ko nang gawin dahil mas priority ko ang med school. I''m desperate to finish it. "Oh, Patricia!"


    Sinalubong ako ng mking ngisi ni Beatrice pagkbas ko ng sasakyan. Kagagaling kong sa school at paniguradong pansin niya sa mukha ko ang pagod. "Hi, Beatrice..." I kissed her on cheek.


    She''s wearing a ck dress now. Minsan nang din kami magkausap ngayon since busy na rin siya saw school.


    "You looked tired. Med school is stressing you out, huh?" she smirked and held my arm.


    "Indeed stressful, Bea"


    Didiretso na sana ako sa pinto nang patigilin niya ako.


    Kumunot ang noo ko. "Bakit?"


    "May ipapakla ako sayo" nahihiya niya''ng sabi bago nam ang pisngi. "Boyfriend ko..."


    Tumaas ang ky ko ng mamataan ang isanglaking matangkad ppit sa''min. He''s wearing an eye sses. Medyo may kagwapuhan at medyo chinito.


    He''s wearing a white polo short that was tucked in an ash gray ck.


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    "Uh...Pat, I want you to meet my boyfriend, Brandon" Beatrice introduced me. "Brandon, this is Patricia, my beautiful cousin,"


    Tipid ako''ng ngumiti salaki at nakipag-shake hands. "Nice to meet you..."


    "Pat, he''s the one I''m telling you..." Beatrice whispered behind my ears. "One of myw professor. He''s hot isn''t he?"


    "Oh my gosh!" I uttered so shock then smiled at her yfully. "You got him!"


    "Ako pa ba!" she winked and hug her boyfriend''s arm. "We''re going for a date, bye!"


    Kumaway ako habang pinanonood kung paano siya layan at pag buksan ng pinto ng boyfriend. How sweet. I scanned her boyfriend for thest time. His features and the way he dressed is quite familiar. Someone immediately pop in my mind.


    That polo shirt. It used to be my favorite especially if he''s the one who''s wearing. I still remember that I bought him pieces of that so he could be more neat and handsome in my eyes.


    I shook my head with that silly thought again before entering the house.


    Inihagis ko ang katawan sa couch at pagod na bumuga ng hangin. Nag kt samesa ang mga librong binasa at pinag-arn ko kagabi, sa sobrang antok ay hindi ko na ito naayos. Hindi ko namyan na nakatulog na p ako sa couch at nagising nang ako sa pag ring ng cellphone ko.


    My eyes are still closed when I took out my phone from my pocket.


    "Hello..." my voice is still sleepy.


    "Patricia! Anak, kamusta?" narinig ko ang masayang boses ni mommy. "Kanina pa ako tumatawag sayo..." "Uh, s-sorry, mom" I said and slowly sat on the couch. "I fell asleep when I got home from school,"


    "Oh, you must be tired..." her voice softened. "Sad that I''m not there to made your favorite snacks," Napangiti ako.


    "It''s okay, mommy. You don''t have work?"


    Tumayo ako at lumapit sa frigde para uminom ng tubig. Napansin kong mpit na maubos ang mga stocks ko, siguro ay bukas na ako pupunta sa grocery store. "I''m still here in my office and I just think of calling you. I miss you..."


    "Mommy naman, e..." masuyo kong sabi. "No need to be sad. Christmas is just one month away, we''ll celebrate together here,"


    "I can''t wait for Christmas, then" she giggled. "Jordan also asking me about you. Jess visited to the housest week and your dad is really doing better in thepany,"


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    "It''s good to hear, mom..." I hid the sadness on my voice.


    "I still have more to tell you! But for now, I need to hang up now. I still had meetings..." "Goodbye, mommy. I love you,"


    Bumalik ako sa couch at nilinis ang mga gamit ko roon bago ako umakyat sa kwarto.


    I quickly took a shower then proceed cooking my dinner. Since I was alone here, I know more about cooking. I can cook different dishes now.


    Nang makapagluto na ako ay mabilis din ako''ng kumain. I locked the gate and the main door first before making my own ice coffee and go straight to the balcony.


    "What a peaceful night..." I whispered and hugged my arm because of the cold wind.


    I can see the beautiful building lights from afar.


    Inpag ko ang iced coffee sa isangmesa bago pumunta sa kwarto. Kinuha ko ang mga art materials na binigay sa''kin ni Beatrice. I arranged and assembled it all even the stand on my card board.


    I find this night a great opportunity to paint because it was rxing. I sat on the chair and ced all the color paints that I will use in the table. Hindi ko na kangan mag isip kung ano o sino ang ipipinta ko.


    Si Agatha agad ang pumasok sa isip ko.


    I started brushing the brush from the paints to the card board and reminiscing Agatha''s features even though I''m not holding her picture. Sa halos araw-araw kong tinitignan ang litrato niya, nakabisado ko na agad ang detalye nito. I continued painting while my mind was up to something.


    Kapag iniisip ko si Agatha, hindi maaaring hindi ko rin maiisip si Callum. Nala ko na naman siya.


    His innocent face that hides so many lies...


    I tried to focus on what I am doing but my hands just trembling. Damn it!


    Iritado kong hinampas samesa ang paint brush. Pinasadahan ko ng kamay ang buhok sa sobrang inis. Bakit hindi ko siya maalis sa isip ko?


    Sa huli, hindi ko nang tinapos ang pag pinta at nilikom nang ang mga gamit. Pumasok na ako sa kwarto at humiga sa kama pero kahit sa pag pikit ko, mukha niya parin ang nakikita ko!


    "Why don''t you just disappear!" I whispered annoyingly.


    I shouldn''t be affected like this because of him. What''s the purpose of staying here if I''m still that weak every time I think about him?


    I should be braver and tough.


    Many more months and years will pass though and this time, I won''t let the past affect me anymore. I will strengthen myself and when we meet again, I will make sure that I will not cry in front of him anymore.

 CHAPTER 80

    CALLUM''S POV (Empty)


    "You''re different now, huh. You look...in love"


    Napangiti ako habang umiiling. Hindi ko pinansin si Austine at nag patuloy ako sa pag pirma sa bagong project na gagawin namin.


    "Hindi ka pa nasanay kuya Austine," segunda ng kapatid kong si Ramon na hindi ko m kung bakit narito. "Sim no''ng mag buntis si Patricia, maslo siya''ng sumipag sa trabaho..." Kumunot ang noo ko.


    "Stop calling her just like that. Call her ''ate'', Ram" saway ko sa kapatid.


    "What''s wrong with that?" his lips lifted. "You''re 4 years older than her and she''s 1 year older than me..." he said teasingly.


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    "Oh..." umawang angbi niya. "You''re a jealous pet!"


    He and Austineughed so I got annoyed.


    Maya-maya pa ay may tumawag kay Ramon kaya nag pam na rin siya''ng aalis. Si Austine ay nanatili parin sa office ko. He''s watching me like an idiot.


    "Wag mo naman masyadong galingan sa trabaho, bro! I noticed these past few days you''ve been so tutok sa trabaho," ani Austine habang naiiling. "Yung sipag mo sa trabaho parang may binubuhay kang limang anak hahaha!" I red at him. "Palibhasa kasi kahit girlfriend w ka,"


    His eyes widened and held his chest as if he was hurt. "Ang sakit. Foul yun, bro!"


    Natigil siya nang may kumatok sa pinto.


    "Come in," I said.


    I quickly stood up when I saw Peter. The investigator that I hired to investigate and gather information or evidence against the Laurier. He slightly nodded at me before offering a folder.


    "Maybe this time you have a positive report about them, Peter" Austine smirked.


    Kinuha ko ang folder at agad binut habang si Peter ay nakatayo sa harap ko.


    "It still doesn''t make sense, Peter" I said coldly. "What is this all about?"


    "Yung mga hawak natin na witness na nakakita kay Mr. Laurier na nakikipag-usap sa mga armadonglaki, patay na,"


    My jaw dropped and angrily stood up from the chair.


    I looked at him darkly. "What the fuck are you saying?!"


    His eyes flinched a bit. "T-They are shot to death yesterday when they just got out of the station, s-sir..."


    I clenched my fist and swallowed hard.


    "N-No way..." I said and shook my head. "How could that happen? Their security is too tight, right? But they still able to kill them?!"


    Sinipa ko ang upuan at tumalsik ''yon mpit kay Austine. Paano nangyari na naw agad ang witness namin? Paano na uusad ang kasoban sa mga Laurier!


    Austine cleared his throat. "It''s because Mr. Laurier is too witty and desperate. You know, they chose to fight in a dirty way,"


    "This is bullshit!"


    I promised Patricia that I will do everything just to send in prison the Laurier''s! At least in that way, she can feel that she''s safe. That ambush was so traumatic for her and I know that she is still afraid now. I brought her life closer to danger.


    "Our men didn''t do anything. Sniper ang pumatay sa kan..."


    Nanginig ang kamao ko sa sinabi ni Peter. Bumuga ako ng hangin at tumalikod paharap sa ss window ng office.


    I brushed my hair frustratingly.


    "W bang kahit anong bakas ng killer? Some suspicious person that time that we can use?" umaasa kong tanong. "How about the CCTV''s?"


    ¡°W-W po, sir...¡± nangangambang sambit ni Peter. "But there''s something strange about Laurier''s minion and your ex, Zara Banner-"


    "She''s not my ex for fuck sake!" I shouted cranky.


    I heard Austin''s secretugh.


    Just hearing her name makes my blood boils. "What about her?"


    "It is not connected with our witness who was killed," I returned to the table when Peter sat down. "I reviewed some CCTV attached near Laurier''spany and saw some clips of that woman with Laurier''s minion..." Bumuhos ang pagtataka ko nang ibigay niya ang panibagong folder. I opened it and saw some photos of Zara talking to a man. Some photos show the man giving an envelope to her.


    "What did he give to Zara?"


    Dumilim ang mata ko at nalunod sa mlim na pag-iisip.


    "Don''t tell me she''s in the side of Laurier-"


    "No, sir" agad na putol ni Peter. "I think they''re up to something regarding the incident of your wife..."


    My brows furrowed. "Then find it out-"


    "Isn''t it better if you''re the one who''ll approach Zara?" Austine suddenly intervened in our conversation.


    "Why would I?" I snorted and red at him.


    He raised a brow. "She''s in love with you so it will be easier for you to get information from her. Who would have thought that she knew some Laurier''s secret..." He had a point.


    Even though I didn''t want to and I was thinking about how Patricia would feel, I was forced to call Zara and decided to meet her at a caf¨¦...


    "I was really expecting that you would take the initiative to meet me,"


    Zara smirked at me and crossed her legs in front of me.


    "I will be quick, then. What do you know about Laurier''s?" I seriously asked. "I know you have something in your pocket. Something about them..."


    I greeted my teeth when I saw herughed.


    "How smart and investigative you are," she chuckled.


    "Just answer my question, Zara," mariin kong sabi, nauubos na ang pasensya ko.


    "Why in a rush, Callum? You don''t want to see me?" saad niya sa mmbing na boses kaya mas nairita ako. "Yes, I know something that you can use against them..."


    "How can I be so sure that you''re telling the truth?" I asked harshly and watched her closely.


    She''s a maniptive so I somehow felt unsure.


    "You may know me as a liar but this time, I''m telling the truth. I hired some people to disguise as a trusted assets for Laurier''s. I knew a lot about them. One of it is the ambush in the car involving the your driver, maid and your wife," I frowned and looked away.


    "Oh, gosh" she gasped unbelievably. "Still not convinced, huh? Well, here''s my evidence..."


    Tahimik kong pinagmasdan ang ginagawa niya. She took out a small device on her bag, turned it on then I heard some familiar voice from it.


    Tumingin muna si Zara sa paligid bago ngumisi sa''kin at inpit ang device.


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    "Our n is not sessful!" I heard Mr. Laurier angry voice. "Bukod sa hindi si Callum Vsquez ang naroon sa sasakyan kundi asawa niya ay hindi niyo pa natuluyan! I heard she was confine in a hospital!" My fist clenched.


    Kung w ngang kami rito sa caf¨¦ ay baka kanina pa tumpon angmesa sa harap ko. So it''s really his n all along. They want me dead even my wife!


    He should be thankful that Patricia is alive because if not, I will really kill him!


    "What are we going to do now? Their security are too tight now and that Vsquez will probably suspect me! Make sure that the men who worked on the ambush will not be recognized!"


    He drop my name.


    "And also... make sure to block their supplies to other businesses abroad! Ayaw ko na nlamangan ako ng mga Vsquez!"


    I knew it. He also has something to do with why our other deliveries are not reaching our business partners.


    This will surely a big help and evidence against them.


    "Just so you know, I hired some assets to watch over them and they unexpectedly reported me about this," Zara revealed and showed me some pictures of Mr. Laurier talking with our witnesses who''ve just killed! Inilhad ko ang kamay ko. "Give me those then if you want to help me,''


    Tinaasan niya ako ng ky bago humkhak.


    "Do you think it''s just that easy?" she mocked. "This is a heavy thing, Callum. I have so many thoughts in my mind..."


    Parang umakyathat ng dugo ko sa ulo at masama siya''ng tinignan. Padarang kong ibinagsak samesa ang kuyom kong kamao.


    "What do you fucking need, Zara?"


    "Oh, it''s just so good to hear if you''re saying my name..." she bit her lips and looked at me maliciously.


    I suddenly think about Patricia. Her angelic face and sweet smile shed in my mind that was so different with Zara.


    I felt my phone vibrated and saw Patricia''s messages. She''s asking where I was because I promised that I''ll be with her checkup today.


    Bumaling ako kay Zara na mki ang ngisi ngayon.


    "Just give me those damn evidence-"


    "Date me first," she said that made my jaw dropped. "You just can''t force me, Callum. Kangan may kapalit din. Hindi naman porket mahal kita ay ibibigay ko na sayohat ito-"


    "Are you out of your mind?" I almost shouted. "I have a fucking wife and will have a child soon and you''re still thinking of that?"


    I nced at my phone again when I saw Patricia''s calling. She''s surely mad now.


    "Dump your wife today, then. Date me now, tomorrow and the other day-"


    "Shut up! You fucking desperate-"


    "We are both desperate here, Callum" she chuckled. "I''m desperate with your attention and you''re desperate with these evidence. Patasng tayo..."


    In the end, I just got forced to be with her today...


    Labag sa loob ako''ng nag text kay Patricia na hindi ko siya masasamahan dahil sa biang meeting. I lied to her.


    "Uh, give me that cake and one cappino..."


    Zara stared at me after she ordered. "What do you want-"


    "I''m full"


    Ngumisi siya. "You''re really rude. m mong yan ang pinaka-nagustuhan ko sayo..."


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    Humigit ako ng mlim na hininga at mariin siya''ng tiignan.


    "I don''t have time for your games..."


    "Sorry, but I love ying with you. If you don''t want any drink, watch me finish my food then..."


    W ako''ng nagawa. I''m just giving her a deadly stare the whole time and she seems enjoying it.


    After in the caf¨¦, she decided to go at the mall and be with her while shopping. I tried my best to hide my face while we were roaming the mall. I''m worried that someone might see us and tell it to Patricia. "Ihatid mo ako sa condo..."


    I closed my eyes intently because of frustration.


    Mkas kong hinampas ang harap ng sasakyan ko dahil nag demand pa si Zara na ihatid ko siya sa condo niya. Kita ko ang gt at palaki ng mata niya sa ginawa ko.


    After I got tired the whole day with her! We went to the caf¨¦, mall, some restaurants and boutique! Yet she had the guts asking me to take her home!


    "C-Callum, sige na. W ako''ng sasakyan ngayon..."


    I let out a heavy sighed before entering my car.


    "Faster!"


    Nataranta siya at mabilis sumakay sa passenger''s seat. Mabilis ako''ng nag maneho at nang makarating sa building, gusto niya pa na ihatid ko siya sa loob. Damn it! Nakita kong nginitian si Zara ng mga staff sa lobby bago lumingon sa''kin. Nag iwas ako ng tingin at halos gusto nang itk si Zara dahil sa pag yakap niya sa braso. "Removed your fucking hands on me," I said with authority when we reach the elevator.


    "S-Sorry...thank you nga p sa pag hatid..."


    Umismid ako. "You''re nothing to me so why the hell I need to send you here. You just forced me,''


    I suddenly felt guilty thinking about my wife, Patricia. She don''t deserve this. I didn''t apany her to her checkup but I''m with Zara the whole day.


    She got silent.


    Nauna siya pagbas namin ng elevator at tumigil sa isang pinto. I''m just standing behind waiting her to get inside but the next thing she did was too fast. She suddenly faced me and kissed me passionately. T pinitik niya na ang huling gatiilyo ng pasensya ko.


    I grabbed her by the shoulder and pushed her. She fell on the cold floor.


    "Y-You fucking disgusting!" I shouted and pointed her. "What the fuck are you thinking? Or you were even thinking? Do you even know the word ashamed?!"


    Her face turned to pale as I started looking at her darkly.


    Mabilis ang pag hinga ko sa sobrang galit at tinalikuran nang siya bago ko pa masaktan.


    Ibinuhos ko sa sasakyan ang galit ko ngunit ng mala na may asawang naghihintay sa''kin sa bahay, mabilis ako''ng nag maneho pauwi.


    I got homete so Patricia is already asleep. I felt a lot of guilt while seeing her peacefully sleeping.


    Ak ko mapapaikot ko na si Zara sa sarili kong pd pero hindi.


    She tricked me.


    She asked for another day being with her, bothers me and even call me in the middle of the night. The evidence in her hands are so important and I just can''t force her for that.


    But I didn''t expect that my good rtionship with Patricia would be destroyed because of Zara''s deceptions. I never thought that in every moment I''m with her, she''s taking advantage. Our pictures together especially the one she''s kissing me broke not only Patricia''s heart, but also her trust for me.


    "Just prayed that she still forgive you..." Zara''sst words before I knew everything she did.


    In just a snap, everything I thought would be my happiness suddenly gone. My wife, Patricia, our rtionship, our child and our future family...

 CHAPTER 81

    CALLUM''S POV (Broke)


    "I don''t want to see you! I despise you! You killed my child..."


    Hearing those hurtful words from her is like double pain that broke my heart into pieces.


    Seeing her so broke, wreck and continuously crying makes my whole body trembled. using me as a cheater and the one who killed our child feels like a heavy thing that I can''t swallowed. Why did we end up like this? "Callum...it''s better if you''ll just go home"


    Pakiusap ni Mrs. Clemente pagbas niya ng room.


    I could still hear Patricia''s shout here even though she''s not seeing me anymore.


    I looked up at Patricia''s mom but she can''t look at me straightly. Tanging lungkot at awa para sa anak ang nakikita ko sa mata niya.


    "She''s hysterical. She keeps shouting your name" her voice is pleading. "Please, don''t make this thing hard for her. I can''t stand seeing her like that. It also hurts me,"


    Napayuko ako at bahagyang napalunok. Naramdaman ko ang pag hawak ni mommy sa balikat ko, kanina ko pa siya kasama rito pero kahit siya ay hindi makapasok sa loob.


    Patricia is so mad.


    "Uh...w-we''re sorry. Maybe we will back if she''s already calm," mommy apologized then held my arm. "Let''s go, Callum..."


    Nagpatianod ako sa pag h ni mommy, kasama rin namin si Austine at Ram.


    Nang makarating kami sa sasakyan ay nilunod ng boses ni mommy ang pandinig ko.


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    "I can''t do that!" I object. "We lost our baby and I should be in her side tofort her-"


    "How can youfort her, kuya?" Ram suddenly asked. "Not to offend you but at some point...it''s your fault why the situation becameplicated. She don''t want to see you. Doble ang sakit niya dahil nadamay pa ang anak niyo," Natahimik ako.


    "Ikaw ang sinisisi niya, anak. Kung magpapakita ka pa ay mas mahihirapan siya. Masakit mawn ng anak. Malungkot at nakakadurog ng puso kaya wag mo muna siya gulohin..."


    My shoulders started trembling. I lowered my head and cried in silent. I felt mommy caressing my shoulders. I felt so hopeless and so tired.


    "H-Hindi ko sinasadya, mommy..." I sobbed. "I didn''t meant to do that. I''m also in pain. It''s also my child. Am I not allowed to grief over my child?"


    Seeing her sitting on that cold ground, crying in pain while those fresh bloods was dripping down to her legs shing back in my mind again. As much as I try to forget that, it doesn''t leave my mind.


    It haunted me to the point that I still can''t sleep until now after what happened.


    "Wng may gusto ng nangyari," mom said in a soft voice but I shook my head.


    "She''s right though. Maybe I do really cheated on her for agreeing with Zara. I killed our child..."


    "You didn''t-"


    "She''s suffering right now because of me..."


    Naihatid na ako n mommy sa bahay kaya panibagong lungkot na naman ang bumalot sa''kin. Ayaw pa sana n ako iwanan pero itinaboy ko na s.


    There''s no kiss and sweet smile weed me anymore as I go straight to our room. She''s no longer going back to me.


    Mommy said that I should rest but my mind were still thinking about Patricia. In the end, I just went to the balcony and drink some wine and I could say that it''s effective because in less than an hour, I felt sleepy and decided to sleep. The next morning, I went straight in the memorial because of the burial of our child. I also didn''t expect Mr. Clemente to call me for my presence there. It was more unexpected when I saw my parents there. "Agatha..."


    I read the name written on my child''s grave. Mrs. Clemente said that it''s Patricia''s choice name. Well, sounds angelic.


    "Are you okay?" mommy asked nang inililibing na ang anak ko. "You look sleepless. Sabi ng katulong niyo ay nag inom ka raw kagabi,"


    Hindi ko sinagot si mommy dahil nakatuonng ako sa aking anak. Ramdam ko ang nangingilid kong luha kaya pinilit ko ang sarili na pigng wag umiyak sa harap n.


    I''m sorry, Agatha. You had an irresponsible father. I promise, if everything''s gets better, I would still pursue your mom.


    After the burial, Patricia''s parents are acting cold towards me and I understand them.


    I want to see Patricia and consult if she''s okay but they just object. Galit daw sa''kin ang anak n kaya gumawa ako ng ibang paraan. I tried going in their house but I was banned in the vige so I asked mom for that.


    I thought we still had the chance to fix our rtionship but when I found out that she want to file an annulment, I gone crazy. Hindi ko na m ang gagawin ko at puro negatibo nang ang naiisip. Hindi ako makausad na kahit trabaho ay hindi ko na nagagawa ng tama.


    Mom talk to her for thest time but she''s just too hard to please. She wants to erase me. She wants me out in her life that I can''t ept. It''s her wish for me to do but that was beyond painful to all the pain I went through in my life. "She refused to talk or just see you. Tinanggap niya ang titulo ng bahay na ipinabibigay mo pero hindi ko siya nakumbinsi. Sorry, anak..."


    I felt a huge disappointment to myself.


    For thest time, I tried my luck. I begged for her. Kneel and apologize about everything but in the end, she answered me with her expression that screams so much tired and pain.


    "Just sign the annulment and we''re done, Callum!"


    Hearing that from her feels like there''s a great pain that rushed to my heart. Nang makita ko ang pagod sa mata niya, determinasyon at kagustuhan na kumaw sa''kin ay parang sinasaksak ako ng maraming beses.


    And after knowing that she will leave, in that moment...I realized that I can''t stop her anymore. She has made up her mind to leave me...without hesitation.


    -


    "W na sa bansa si Patricia. Nakaalis na raw..."


    Umigting ang panga ko sa sinabi ni Austine na nakaupo sa harap ko.


    My chest suddenly felt so heavy. Humigit ako ng mlim na hininga bago bumaling sa mga papeles sa ibabaw ngmesa ko. Itinapon ko ''yonhat sa sahig kaya napabalikwas si Austine sa gt. "Fuck it!" I hissed angrily.


    "Bro, chill!" ani Austine at bahagyang natatawa. "Why so-"


    "Chill?" I looked at him darkly. "How can I?! She left me, Austine! My wife just left me! Damn it!"


    I mmed my fist on my table so hard makes it to get cracked. I also kicked my swivel chair makes it to bump with my small drawer full of some folders so some were scattered on the floor.


    Mlim ang pag hinga ko at hindi magawang kumalma. She left me. She really did.


    "Now you''re hurting..." Austine seriously uttered.


    Lumingon ako at nakitang umiiling siya.


    Yes, I''m really hurting.


    I didn''t expect that I would be like this over her. Reminiscing with our first encounter, I thought she''s just a normal girl who doesn''t know how to value a rtionship but I''m wrong. I underestimate her feelings.


    "If only you had told her everything. Truth about you and Zara, why you were together in those pictures. She would understand you better, if you hadn''t been selfish about truth,"


    I could hear his disappointments.


    Nakita ko siya''ng mariin ang titig sa dibdib ko. Nakasuot ako ng white long sleeve at nakabukas ang tatlong butones sa itaas kaya nakikita niya ang bagong tattoo ko.


    Few days after Agatha''s burial, I decided to tattooed her whole name on my skin. Para naman sa ganitong paraan, maramdaman kong nagkaroon ako ng anak. I also tattooed Patricia''s name, no one knows about it. Her name was ced on my back.


    "Yung nangyari sa baby niyo, hindi ko siya masisisi kung bakit siya nagalit sayo. But if you ever admit the truth, the situation will not lead to this,"


    Marahas ako''ng suminghap at naramdaman ang pag-iinit ng mukha ko. I already expect that she will leave but now that she already did...I can''t ept it.


    I''m longing for her.


    Just thinking about the possibility that she could have someone else to love there and be happy is like squeezing my heart.


    It''s not that I don''t want her to be happy, but if that happens, I will be even more devastated and broke. I can''t stand someone loving her more than I love her. I''m afraid to see her treated right that I didn''t do to her before.

 CHAPTER 82

    CALLUM''S POV (Wreck)


    "Ak ko ba hindi ka na iinom?"


    I looked at Austine with my drunk eyes. He''s here in my office again.


    "Well, I changed my mind..." I uttered and take another shot of whiskey. "Leave me alone,"


    He gasped. "Look at you. You''re being irresponsible now. Drinking inside your office with your paper works around? Really?"


    Nilingon ko ang kabuuan ng office ko. Nag kt ang mga papeles sa isa kong table at sahig, sa couch naman ay ang dwa kong coat na noong isang araw ko pa isinuot. Dwang araw na ako''ng hindi umuuwi sa bahay namin ni Patricia. Ayaw kong umuwi dahil hindi kong naman siya madadatnan roon. I felt so iplete without her.


    "It''s been months since she left you yet you''re still acting like that. Move forward, Callum. Just ept her decision-"


    "I fucking can''t!" galit kong sigaw. "Hindi ko matanggap na iniwan niya ako! I love her, only her! I want to build a family with her yet I''m the one who destroyed with that chance!"


    Nabasag ang shot ss nang ibato ko iyon sa pinto.


    "Pero-"


    "Just leave me alone, please..." I brushed my hair frustratingly.


    I saw Austine stood up and was about to leave when the door suddenly opened. Mommy rushes in, looking angry and flushing.


    "Callum!" she shouted angrily and looked around my office. "What the hell! Is this still an office? What are you doing!"


    Agad ako''ng sinalubong nang nag-aapoy niya''ng mata. Pagod kong tinignan si mommy dahil m kong sesermonan niya na naman ako. I''m so tired hearing her words about what should I do.


    "You''re being irresponsible now," she uttered in a tired voice. "Hindi ka pumupunta sa meeting. Kanina? Mahga ang mga pinag-usapan dahil sa future projects natin ''yon!"


    Nakita kong iritado niya''ng pinulot ang mga kt sa sahig. Naaninag ko naman si Austine na nagmamadaling lumabas ng office.


    I sighed at looked at mommy. "Just find another CEO if you want-"


    She interrupted me by pping me so hard.


    Nag angat ako ng tingin. Umawang angbi ko ng makita ang nangingilid niya''ng luha at hindi makapaniw sa sinabi ko.


    "Gosh!" she gasped dramatically. "What are you doing in your life? I didn''t trained you like that! I told you to work seriously not to brag your being wreck here! Gaano katagal ka ng ganyan? Six months? Sim no''ng umalis si Patricia ay napabayaan mo na ang kompanya at ang sarili mo!"


    I twirled my tongue, preventing myself from speaking.


    "Callum naman...pinaghirapan natin na pkasin ang kompanyang ito at ayaw kong mapuntanghat sa w. You witnessed everything. Our hardships. Please, wake up and get back to normal..."


    Naaninag ko siya''ng pagod na umupo sa harap ko bago hinaplos ang aking mukha.


    "You really changed. You''re not the same anymore, Callum..." her voice cracked. "You''re not sleeping and just drinking all night. Look at yourself. You lost weight and I don''t want our some investors or business partners see you like this..." "You look...miserable"


    My eyes started welling up so I brushed it.


    I somehow lost my energy to work. I used to be motivated but when Patricia left, I don''t know where my path leads. I disappoint her as a husband and a father to our supposed child.


    "Anak, pyain mo na si Patricia. She already left but you still make everything hard for you. Don''t bother her anymore-"


    "I didn''t stop her when she left, mom" I cut off. "This is the only way I know how to release my suffering that she also experienced because of me,"


    "Pero hindi ka makakausad kung pati ang buhay niya sa abroad ay amin mo. How can you move on? Let her live her life peacefully!"


    I gave her a questioning look. Don''t tell me she know something?


    "Yes, I know what you were doing!" she said straightly. "You paid a private investigator to look for her! Para min ang mga ginagawa niya roon o kung naka-move on na ba siya. Really, Callum?" Nag iwas ako ng tingin dahil ramdam ko na naman ang namumuong galit ni mommy.


    Paano niya nman na nag hire ako ng investigator? Yes, I did that because I want to make sure that Patricia''s doing well. I miss her. I miss everything about her. "Now you''re guilty-"


    "I''m not. I don''t know what you are saying, mom-"


    "Stop making way to denied your lies!" she shouted and threw a folder at me.


    Lumabas sa folder ang ng litrato ni Patricia. May mga kuha na nasabas siya ng bahay at nag didilig ng hman, may kausap na babae at nasa grocery store.


    She looks happy. I suddenly had an urge to see her.


    "Sa tingin mo ba matutuwa siya kapag nman ang ginagawa mo? Hindi! Kung gusto mo siya''ng bumalik ay ayusin mo ang sarili mo," mariin na sabi ni mommy. "You''re not really like this, Callum. If you really love her...give her peace" I swallowed hard and held the bridge of my nose. I felt my eyes welling up.


    "The question is...is she going back?" my voice almost cracked. "What if she chose to just stay there?"


    If that ever happens, I will do my best to be deserving for her again. I will pursue her again. Hindi ako papayag.


    "Maybe she wille back here but...not to you," saad niya sa maingat na boses. "Remember, Callum. The only thing you can do is show that you are strong even after she left you. If you want her to ept you again, fix yourself. Be a man enough and sessful. Use her as a motivation to correct the wrongs you have done and that way, you will be deserving of her again..."


    -


    "Damn, I told you to stop drinking in that freaking bar!"


    I want to drink more but Austine force me go home!


    Gusto kong malunod sa k pero nakita ko nang ang sarili na hinih ni Austine pbas ng bar at ngayon ay nasa sasakyan niya na ako, handa ng iuwi.


    "I want to see Patricia," bulong ko at sinulyapan ang wallpaper ko sa cellphone. It was her picture.


    Narinig ko agad ang pagmumura ni Austine.


    "Fuck, you''re fucking whipped!" he spat. "Well, there''s no doubt..."


    Huminto ang sasakyan at naramdaman kong inlayan na ako ni Austine papasok sa bahay.


    "I can walk!" ap ko at ibinagsak ang sarili sa couch. Mariin ako''ng pumikit.


    Bumuntong hininga si Austine.


    "Manang, paki-asikaso si Callum. Aalis na rin po ako dahil gabi na..."


    My sight were a bit blurry but I can still see him walking towards the door. He''s leaving.


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    "S-Sir, kakain po ba kayo? May pagkain na po sa hapag..." bing tanong ng isang maid.


    "Just leave me alone,"


    Pagtataboy ko at narinig na ang yabag niya papyo.


    Umupo ako sa couch at hinilot ang ulo. I''m not totally drunk. I let out a heavy sighed and tried to stand up and went to the dining area.


    I saw some newly cooked food. I drank water and sat. I stared at the empty chair in front of me. I used to have a beautiful scenery every time we ate together and I''m watching every moved of her in front of me.


    Pero ngayon na w na siya, kahit pagkain ay hindi ko na ginagawa.


    "Sir, narito na p kayo," nakita kong lumapit si Nanay Linda at may hawaka na tasa. "Nagluto po ako ng paborito-"


    "Just ate those foods," putol ko at mmig na tinignan ang mga nuto n. "I don''t have appetite..."


    Tumayo na ako at iniwan siya''ng nakaawang angbi.


    I missed her cooking. Kung naritong sana siya ay baka hindi ako nalilipasan ng gutom. I got addicted with her cooking.Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    Dumiretso ako sa kwarto namin ni Patricia. I sat on the bed, staring at the ceiling and reminiscing all her memories here. There''s a trace of her almost in every corner of the room.


    I stared at our wedding photos that was hang on the wall. Her beautiful smile and angelic face that I miss so much.


    "Why did you leave me, Patricia? When can I see you again?" I whispered and suddenly felt hot tears running down my face.


    Napabaling naman ako sa side table kung nasaan ang isang picture frame. It was our picture on her birthday. I''m hugging her from behind and we''re both smiling. I gently nted kisses on it before locking it in my arms for a hug thinking that I was hugging her.


    Since she left this house, I can no longer feel that I''m at my peace. I''m always confused and wondering what I should do to get her back to me. About our child, it doesn''t make me sleep every night.


    I am wrapped in guilt so sometimes when I have time, I visit Agatha at her grave.


    Humiga ako sa kama ng maramdaman ang matinding pagod. Kanina sa opisina ay nilunod ko ang sarili sa pagtatrabaho dahil kangan kong bumawi. Pero maaga rin ako''ng umalis sa kompanya dahil dumiretso na ako sa bar kung saan ako mads uminom. Hindi ko naman m na makikita ako roon ni Austine.


    I turned to the empty space beside me. I used to stare her at peaceful face before I go to sleep but now, she''s the reason why I can''t sleep well every night. She never leaves my mind and I almost go crazy thinking about her.


    I then stared at our wedding ring that I still haven''t taken off my finger. The fact that our annulment is no longer valid and we are still married makes me even more hopeful that I can get her again.


    We just need to fix ourselves. I''m still her husband and there will be no one else.

 CHAPTER 83

    PATRICIA''S POV (Going back...)


    "Doctor, Clemente?"


    Itinigil ko ang ginagawa at lumingon. I automatically smiled at the cute nurse peeking through my office door. "Yes, Nurse Shane?" I said in a friendly voice.


    She entered and slowly walk towards me.


    "I heard from Doctor Sauler that you are leaving? You''re not going to work now?" she asked in a low voice.


    "Uh, y-yes..." I said awkwardly.


    Ngayon na ang huling araw ko rito sa ospital at siguradong nag announce na si Doc Sauler tungkol dito. Ang m ko ay nakahanap na rin siya ng kapalit ko.


    After seven years of staying here, I finally decided to finally go home, returned to the Philippines.


    "Actually, I submitted my resignation letterst week. I''ll just grab my other stuff now. It''s already my flightter"


    "I will miss you, doc..." she said in a sad voice and offered her hand with a blue stic. "It''s for you. My appreciation gift for guiding me here since you were leaving already..." Parang piniga ang puso at nakangiting tinanggap ang regalo niya.


    "How sweet, thank you!" I hugged her for a moment before she left the office.


    Pagkatapos kong kunin ang mga naiwan kong gamit ay lumabas na ako at nag pam sa ng mga doktor na nakatrabaho ko. They wish me better life and new opportunities once I go back to the Philippines.


    Nakangiti ako''ng lumabas ng ospital. My heart feels so heavy after saying goodbye to them. This hospital has been my paradise for several years.


    After I graduated from med school, earned my diploma and got my licensed, Tito Benedict inquired me to his friend that known to be the head of this hospital. I got in easily.


    Natupad ko na ang pangarap ko. Doktor na ako ngayon.


    Of course, in those achievements that I got, I was with my family. They visit here on vacation or some asion.


    Si Jess naman, dwang beses ako''ng nabisita noong nag graduate siya sa med school kasama si Tyrone at siyempre, lumipad din papunta rito si Kelvin galing Paris para makumpleto kami. We got reunited and celebrate Jess''s graduation. In those years...a lot has changed. Med school didn''t give me a hard time, I had some opportunities. Ibined my painting with my studies, so my paintings were once disyed in an art gallery.


    "Are you ready?"


    I smile and nodded at Beatrice while we were heading at the airport. I was just smiling the whole time because of excitement. Ngayon kami uuwi ni Beatrice sa pilipinas habang si Joan ay sa susunod na buwan pa.


    Tito Benedict was not able to take us to the airport because he was so busy and we understand. In my few years here, Tito guided me. I''m so thankful.


    "How about you? Sad?" I asked back. "Magkakahiwy kayo ng boyfriend mo..."


    Napanguso siya. "Ngayon pang miss ko na agad si Brandon! Pero sa susunod na buwan ay bibisita siya sa pilipinas..."


    Natawa ako at napailing, pinagmamasdan niya ang litrato nng dwa. Parang kaninang ay magkasama s bago kami umalis. What a freaking love.


    "Ikaw? I''m sure you''re very excited! Makikita mo na ulit doon si doktor guwapo! What his name again?"


    I frowned. "Are you referring to Jaime Alvarez?"


    Suminghap ako nang ngumisi siya.


    "Of course I would be excited seeing him. He also became my friend,"


    Beatrice is overthinking.


    Tinutukoy niya si Jaime na nakla ko sa med school. He''s also a Filipino and we identally met because based on him, he knows me because it was televised that I was the wife of Callum Vsquez. We became close maybe because he''s friendly and kind.


    But when we graduated from med school and finished training, he returned to the Philippines because his family had their own hospital and he was going to work there.


    "Sus, aminin mo...guwapo tga siya at may dating! Hindi ako maniniwng hindi ka niya niligawan!"


    "Hindi naman tga, Bea" umismid ako. "We''re just friends..."


    I admit, he''s handsome and smart. And still, Jaime and I are stillmunicating though. He greeted me and was excited to know that I was going home to the Philippines.


    "Well, let''s see when we get home," makahulugan niya''ng sabi.


    Nang makarating kami sa airport at nakasakay na sa erono, natulog nang kami ni Beatrice. Hindi rin kasi ako masyadong nakatulog kagabi sa sobrang excited. I can be with my family again. Gumising kami dahil may nag serve ng pagkain. Kumain kami at pagkatapos, natulog ulit.


    Nagising nang kami na nagnd na ang erono. Si Beatrice sa tabi ko ay hindi na mapakali kaya nang makbas kami, hindi mapalis ang mking ngiti namin ng makita ang mga naghihintay sa''min. "Wee back, doktora!"


    My eyes started welling up with tears when I saw my whole family and friends waiting for me. Beatrice''s parents are also here and some of our cousins.


    Sinugod ko agad nang yakap s mommy.


    "Wee back, anak!" mommy was already tearing up. "You look awesome!"


    Ngumiti ako at niyakap din si daddy at Jordan.


    "You''re so tall, baby!" I said and kiss Jordan.


    Mas matangkad na siya sa''kin ngayon. e''s not young anymore. His features were matured now and the way he dressed, so manly!


    He smiled a bit. "You didn''t changed. Still...beautiful, ate"


    "Omg! Patricia ko!"


    Bumaling ako kay Jess na nakabuka ang braso at sinugod ako ng mahigpit na yakap. Napangiwi ako dahil ingay niya. She didn''t changed though. Still that bubbly friend of mine.


    "Grabe, na-miss kita sobra!" atungal niya at tumitig sa mukha ko. "Maslo ka gumanda!"


    "I miss you too, Jess..." ngiti kong sabi at niyakap naman si Tyrone.


    We continued our little chit-chat inside the van that daddy bought. S Beatrice naman ay nakaalis na rin at nauna mag celebrate. Habang nasa biyahe ay wng tigil ang bibig ni Jess, as usual. Katabi ko siya at nasa pinakadulo kami ng van, si Tyrone at Jordan naman ay nasa unahan namin habang s mommy sa harapan.


    "So...w kang naging boyfriend sa amerika?" umiling ako sa intriga ni Jess. "For real? Inside that seven years, no boyfriend? Flings?"


    "W..." Iughed. "It''s out of my priorities,"


    Gusto ko mag focus sa goal ko.


    Magsisim muna ako sa maliit na clinic at noong nakaraang buwan pa iyon natapos gawin dito sa pilipinas. I requested daddy to handle the constructions. Para ngayo''ng nakauwi na ako, maaari na ako''ng mag opening since kumpleto na rin ang mga gamit.


    I keep the money I earned of being a doctor for this. I just hope it would seed.


    "Si Jess, hindi mo tatanungin kung mayroon o sino ang boyfriend, Pat?" ngumisi si Tyrone.


    Kita kong nam ang pisngi ni Jess at hinampas si Tyrone. "Shut up!"


    Even my parents we''reughing at her reaction.


    "Why, Jess? Why don''t you tell her who''s your boyfriend?" sumingit si mommy.


    "Uh...may tamang oras naman po Tita para mman ni Pat ang tungkol doon. Secret po muna sa ngayon..." ani Jess at mas nam.


    "Austine?" I grinned, her eyes widened.


    "W-What? P-Paano mo nman?"


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    I smile yfully.


    "Your wallpaper" I pointed her phone using my snout.


    Nakita ko roon kanina na litrato n ni Austine ang wallpaper niya. Well, I kind of shocked but I''m happy for her. Hindi ko gaano close si Austine pero m kong mapagkakatiwan siya. "Uh...m mo na p," she said awkwardly and came closer. "A-Are you mad?"


    I frowned at her question. "Why would I?"


    "Kasi, si Austine kaibigan siya ni Callum-"


    "And so?" I raised a brow. "There''s no problem with me,"


    Naki ang mata niya na kunan ay napunta sa matamis na ngiti.


    "Really? Are you fine with that? He''s Austine''s friend and sometimes we had date, I unexpectedly met him so-"


    "Why are you exining, then?"


    Natigil siya at natutop angbi.


    "I see...you''re not affected anymore" sita niya. "There''s no flinch when you heard his name,"


    Bumuntong hininga ako. "Of course, Jess. It''s been years so my anger towards him eventually fades. I learned some lessons while I''m in states. Ayaw ko naman na mag tanim ng galit sa kanya habangbuhay," I learned to forgive him but not personally.


    Hindi naman kangan na magkausap kami para mman niya na napatawad ko na siya. And who knows if he doesn''t care if I forgive him or not? Maybe right now he''s already happy with his life.


    "Ay, strong girl na ang peg mo ngayon?" nginisian niya ako. "Tignan kong kung ganyan ka pa ka-tapang kapag nakita mo na siya ngayon!"


    Umirap ako.


    Bakit, marami na ba ang nag bago sa kanya? Sa appearance niya? O siguro, may bagong asawa na siya ngayon? Gosh, why I''m thinking about him in the first ce? "Just like you...he changed a lot!"


    Sa tono niya ay para bang may nag-uudyok sa''kin na mag intriga pa tungkol sa kanya. Of course, seven years have been passed so he probably got more mature now.


    "Mas lumakas ang Vsquezpany ngayon na siya ang namamah! m mo ba, minsan siya''ng kinuha para mag model ng isang sikat na brand and damn! Mapapamura ka sa charisma!" may munting kilig sa boses niya. "Guess what? He gone viral online after that! Yung mga magazines? Sold out in just one day!"


    Pilit akong ngumiti. "G-Good for him,"


    "There''s so many models who got linked to him! Hindi ko ngang m kung sino ba tga roon ang naging girlfriend niya!"


    Napalunok ako at bumaling sa bintana. My chest suddenly skipped a bit. Models got linked to him? What about Zara? They broke apart?


    "But when I ask Austine about that... he says that Callum doesn''t like anyone. You know, he''s still married..."


    Binalingan ko si Jess at tinaasan ng ky.


    She smiled yfully. "I mean, you two are still married-"


    "Yes, but our rtionship ended years ago. I have no issue if he gets a new girl,"


    Mabuti nang at nakarating na kami sa isang Japanese restaurant. Kakain muna kami bago umuwi kaya hindi na ako nakulit pa ni Jess.


    Habang kumakain ay topic n ang mga nangyari sa''kin sa states. They were so proud that I still able to do some paintings while I''m studying. About my paintings, I brought the rest here because I intend to auction them and donate the proceeds to charities.


    Dumiretso kami sa bahay pagkatapos kumain. Nagkaroon ulit kami ng maliit na salo-salo bago ako nag pasya na magpahinga.


    -


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    Nagising ako sa ingay ng rm.


    Lumipad ang mata ko sa bintana at nakahinga ng maluwag dahil nakikita ko pa ang sikat ng araw.


    I stretched a bit and took a bath. Today is Agatha''s death anniversary so I''ll visit her. I wore a wless dress and fixed myself.


    Nag pam na ako k mommy at umalis. Akong mag-isa ang pupunta. Dumaan ako sa flower shop para bumili ng bk.


    I can''t help but to smile while driving. Finally, I will able to visit her again.


    May nakikinita ako''ng ng tao sa memorial nang makarating ako. Medyo papalubog na ang araw kaya mas magandang moment ito. Nakangiti kong inpag ang bk sa puntod ni Agatha.


    I frowned when I saw some wilted flowers that looked like they had been here for months. My parents probably visit her.


    "I''m back, Agatha..."


    Umupo ako at hinaplos angpida niya.


    "How are you there? Thank you for being my inspiration through the years. Your mom finally a doctor..."


    Thest time I went here shed back. I was deeply sad but now, I''m at my peace. It''s been years since I lost her but I eventually tried to let her go. She''s the reason for my sess.


    I keep talking to her even though I''m not receiving anything...I just want to cherish this moment until I hear some footsteps behind me.


    I slowly turned around and my eyes widened when I saw a familiar person.


    We had the same reaction as we stared at each other but eventually...he was the first to let go of the gaze.


    Callum Vsquez...he''s here. He''s in front of me and I don''t know what to react!


    I awkwardly stood up and gave him way for Agatha. I distanced myself, still shocked. He kneeled his one leg so he could offer a flower for Agatha then he stood up straight and looked at me.


    Umiwas ako ng tingin. Ramdam kong nanginginig ang mga hita ko.


    "It''s her death anniversary today if I''m not mistaken..."


    I gulped hearing his deep voice. Ngayon kong ulit ito narinig pagkatapos ng ng taon.


    "Good thing we''re able to visit her," he even nodded before looking at Agatha''s grave.


    I stood firmly and tried hard not to get affected by his presence.


    Pero hindi ko maiwasang hindi pasadahan ng tingin ang kabuuan niya habang nakatalikod. He''s wearing... polo shirt and ck. Damn! His body built changed. His biceps grew bigger and his shoulders broadened. His face became more mature.


    I shook my head with that thoughts.


    Nanatili kaming tahimik habang nakatayo at nakatitig sa puntod ni Agatha. No one intended to talk. Wng kamustahan o ano pa man pero ayos na ''yon. Nanditong naman kami para kay Agatha.


    We stayed in that situation for almost an hour and that was so awkward!Property belongs to N?vel(D)r/ama.Org.


    The silence interrupted when he moved a bit. I also noticed his awkwardness.


    "I''m going now..."


    Lumingon ako at nakitang nakatingin siya sa''kin. Tumangong ako at umiwas ng tingin.


    Tumalikod siya at narinig ko nang ang mga yabag niya pyo at doonng ako nakahinga ng maluwag.


    He didn''t even smile or greet me. He was so cold and serious now.


    He just acted like he didn''t know me. Like I''m not the mother of his child that he visited today.


    Like he didn''t ruin my life and made me suffer 7 years ago...

 CHAPTER 84

    PATRICIA''S POV (Awkward)


    "Congrattions to your new clinic!"


    Jess''s voice echoed throughout the clinic who was just at the entrance. Tyrone was with her holding a flower. "Lessen your voice," saway ko.


    Mabuti at kakaalisng ng huli kong pasyente.


    I stand up and stretch a bit. Marami ako''ng bagong pasyente kanina at ngayong haponng ako natapos.


    "For you, Pat. Congrats for the new sess," Tyrone handed me the flowers.


    Umismid ako. "Smat pero...kahapon pa ang opening nitong clinic ko,"


    Natign sng dwa.


    They weren''t here at the opening yesterday. Kahit sa celebration ay hindi s pumunta.


    "Uh, ano kasi..." Jess look hesitated. "We picked up someone at the airport yesterday so we couldn''t go,"


    "So, that person might be so important than my opening yesterday," I said in a jealous tone but I''m not really, I just want to teased them.


    Lumapit ako sa table ko at inpag ang flowers. Hinubad ko ang puting coat at isinabit sa swivel chair. I''m now wearing gray shirt and jeans. "You don''t have work already? W ng pasyente,"


    Tumango ako kay Jess.


    "So...you can go out with us? Let''s eat and hangout as our celebration for your clinic,"


    Pareho s ni Tyrone na naghihintay ng sagot ko..


    Medyo nakaramdam na rin ako ng gutom kaya pumayag ako.


    Pumunta muna ako sa c. r para magpalit ng damit. I took out my extra clothes here. I wore a ck backless dress and ck stilettos. Inilugay ko rin ang buhok ko. Sumabog ito na hanggang baywang at medyo kumulot na nga dahil kanina pa nakapusod.


    I also retouched and applied red lipstick.


    "Nurse Aubrey?" I called my assistant nurse. "I''m leaving. Just close this clinic when you go home..."


    "Yes, doc! Ingat po kayo,"


    Kinuha ko ang sling bag ko at lumabas na kami. Nag text ako kay Jordan na wag ako''ng sunduin. W ako''ng dng sasakyan kaya magpapahatid nang ako kay Tyrone.


    Sumakay na si Tyrone sa driver''s seat. Nang akma ako''ng papasok sa back seat ay napatigil ako ng makita ang nakangising si Kelvin.


    "Oh my god! You''re here!"


    Nalaki ang mata ko at mabilis siya''ng niyakap.


    "Damn, I miss you! Kan ka umuwi?"


    Nasa passenger''s seat na si Jess kaya kaming dwa ni Kelvin sa likod. Hindi parin ako makapaniwng nandito siya. He should be in Paris!


    "I just arrivedst night. Jess and Tyrone fetch me at the airport, they didn''t tell you?"


    Umawang angbi ko at tumingin kay Jess na nakangisi.


    "Sorry...s-surprise?"


    "It''s actually Jess''s silly n, Pat" Tyrone said in defensive tone while driving.


    I shook my head. What else could I expect from Jess? Puro siya kalokohan.


    Nakarating na kami sa paborito naming Japanese restaurant pero sarado ito.


    "What about steak house?" I suggest.


    "Sure, I miss steaks!"


    Pumayag sng tatlo kaya doon kami sa steak house na mpit. Pagkarating ay agad kaming nag order at habang naghihintay, si Kelvin naman ang inintriga namin tungkol sa buhay niya sa Paris.


    "I nned to build my own house here and also to stay for months," saad niya. "ng taon din kasi ako''ng nagpakalunod sa pagtatrabaho,"


    Ngumiti ako. "That''s right. If ever you have n to build a family, you don''t need to worry about financial,"


    Or if you just want to stay single and spoil yourself, it''s okay to work hard.


    "But I have no ns yet," Kelvin pouted. "Ikaw, Tyrone? Jess?"


    "Well, I already had my own house and nning to propose to Rica,"


    Napangiti ako sa sinabi ni Tyrone. "Good for you, we''re not getting younger at all,"


    "Ako, kung usapang pag-aasawa, gusto ko na!" ngiting sabi ni Jess. "Pero...hindi ko m kay Austine kung gusto niya ba. The years of our rtionship is not a joke though,"


    "It wille in the right time, Jess. Don''t rush," I advised. "Marriage is not a fairytale at all. If you want to be tied to someone forever, choose the one who deserves you,"


    Pabirong nasamid si Tyrone at Kelvin habang si Jess ay nakaawang angbi.


    "Wow, may pinanghuhugutan ka ba?" asar ni Jess. "Based on experience?"


    Umirap ako. "I''m just stating a fact,"


    Jess smiled yfully. "Ikaw? Any n to build own family? You''re already sessful..."


    "I don''t know if I even have a n for that," I said bitterly. "Siguro kapag...ready na ako ulit,"


    I don''t like the way Jess looked at me. It look like there''s new silly thing in her mind.


    "By the way, how''s the vacant lot you rmended to me, Jess?" I asked remembering that thing. "Pwede na ba bilhin?"


    She was once mentioned that she knows someone who sellsnd. I''m looking though because I''m also nning to build my dream house.


    "Uh...the owner was open for negotiation" Jess can''t hide her smile.


    "Sure? Baka mamaya ay may problema!"


    "Trust me! Magugustuhan mo ang lupa. Mki at mwak tapos...guwapo pa ang may-ari!"


    Inirapan ko siya.


    She''s being nonsense, I swear.


    Good thing that our foods arrived. I missed this! Our bonds. Eating together that west did in college.


    We spend another hour by eating because Jess didn''t run out of stories.


    "Well... I won''t let this night go by without us going to the bar!" Kelvin giggled.


    Well, I''m expecting that.


    "So...let''s go!" Jess said excitedly.


    Dumiretso kami sa bar pagkatapos.


    -


    Nag text ulit ako kay mommy na gagabihin ako ng uwi.


    Parang nabuhayan ako nang marinig ang mkas na music kahit nasa bukana pang kami ng bar. Si Jess ay hindi na mapakali at nauna na pumasok. I covered my eyes when the dancing lights hit it when we entered. Hindi na kami nag vip dahil gusto n Jess na maging wild ngayon at makisayaw sa iba. Nag order agad kami ng k at habang naghihintay, umalis saglit si Jess at nang makabalik ay kasama niya na ang boyfriend, si Austine! "Guys, this is my boyfriend, Austine..."


    I couldn''t react immediately because Austine''s face was also shocked when our eyes met. He changed. The way he stood in front of us scream arrogant.


    "Nice meeting you, bro!" nag fist bump s ni Tyrone.


    "Ikaw p ang kinukwento ni Jess," ani Kelvin at nakipag-shake hands. "Buti pinatn mo ang kaibigan ko," pagbibiro niya at tumawa. "Kelvin!" ap ni Jess.


    Sa''kin naman napunta ang atensyon n. Kita ko ang alingan ni Austine at pag pu ngbi kaya tipid ko na siya''ng nginitian.


    "Nice seeing y-you again..."


    He smiled awkwardly. "Same here. It''s been what? Seven years, right?"


    Yeah, seven years since your friend made me suffer.


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    Nagkatinginan pa kami ni Jess bago ako bumaling sa kararatingng na k. It''s really awkward when you are now facing the person who''s a friend of the man you were once with. Nag kwentuhanng kami ni Kelvin habang umiinom at si Jess ay busy sa pakikipag-harutan sa boyfriend.


    "Tyrone, your turn!" inabutan ko siya ng shot ss, ab naman siya sa pag te-text sa girlfriend.


    "S na ang may love life!" himutok ni Kelvin. "Matatanda na tga tayo, no? Hindi man n sabihin...I''m sure they''re nning to settle down already,"


    The love birds wereughing, they look so adorable. Why did I just now realize that Jess and Austine are good match?


    Tyrone went out for a while to answer his girlfriend''s call.


    "We''re not that high school anymore, Kelvin" I said wholeheartedly. "Look how we all grow apart but ended up being together again as having our professions. Great isn''t it?" Whenever I remember myself dreaming of bing a doctor, I just smile when I see myself now.


    "You know what? Ikaw ang pinakasessful sa ating apat. Can''t believe you have your own clinic now,"


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    "You know who my inspiration is..."


    It''s Agatha.


    We continued to reminisce about our past while drinking so hard. I remembered myself back then in America. Hindi ko nagagawa ang mag bar dahil busy ako sa med school, ngayonng ulit ako iinom ng ganito. I suddenly felt my cellphone vibrate and saw Jaime''s text messages.


    From: Jaime


    Hi, Patricia. I went to your clinic but your assistant said you left with your friends. I wish we could just catch up but I guess, next time?


    My eyes widened.


    Pumunta siya sa clinic? I replied that I was at the bar. I was surprised when he replied right away!


    From: Jaime


    Which bar then? I can go there. I don''t have shift today. Kung okayng sayo?


    I smiled while typing a reply.


    To: Jaime


    Here in bob''s bar. Are you sure you will drink?


    "Hoy, sinong katext mo? Ngumingiti ka riyan!"


    My smile disappeared when I saw Jess and Kelvin''s judgmental stare. While Austine was frowned.


    "A friend..." I answered. "It''s Jaime,"


    Namilog ang mata ni Jess. "Siya ba yung nakla mo roon sa Amerika? Yung anak ng may-ari ng Alvarez hospital?!"


    I slowly nodded. Austine raised a brow.


    "He''s on his way here. Makikla nyo siya,"


    Nakita ko ang kakaibang ngisi ni Jess. "Are you sure he''s just a friend?"


    I frowned. "Of course!"


    I know what they''re thinking. They give malice again.


    Hinintay ko nang na dumating si Jaime habang ang tingin ni Jess ay hindi ako nlayuan. Naubos na namin ang k kaya umorder ulit kami at saktong pagdating ni Jaime.


    "Jaime!" I waved when I saw him looking around. "Here!"


    He smiled when he saw me.


    I immediately heard the gasped of my friends as Jaime approached.


    "Omg, hottie!" Kelvin giggled.


    Jaime is wearing a simple shirt and jeans. He looks...clean with his haircut. Siguro ganito naman tga kapag doktor, malinis at maaliws tignan.


    "Hi, nice to see you again, Pat..." sinalubong niya ako ng yakap.


    "I miss you!" masaya kong usal. "Sorry I didn''t inform you that I was leaving clinic-"


    "No, it is okay," he smiled then looked at my friends. "Mind to introduce me?"


    "Oh, right!" I held his arm. "Guys, this is Jaime. Naging friend ko siya sa med school. Jaime, this is Kelvin, Tyrone, Jess and her boyfriend,"


    Mlaki ang ngisi n bukod kay Austine na parang hinuhusgahan si Jaime sa pag tingin niya.


    Nagkatuwaan ulit kami at katabi ko si Jaime. Halos nagkaroon na nga kami ng sariling mundo dahil sa kamustahan namin. Taon na rin bago kami nagkita ulit. He''s still that soft and kind guy that I''ve known back in med school. "I''m happy for your sessful clinic. Sorry I wasn''t able to attend the opening-"


    "Ayosng, ano ka, ba! Mas busy ka dahil mki ang ospital niyo!"


    He chuckled. "We''re both busy. But if you have free time, we can go out again like this for catching up,"


    "Uh...Jaime? May girlfriend ka ba?"


    I almost fainted at Kelvin''s sudden question.


    "I-I don''t have..."


    "Na''ko, si Patricia single rin!"


    I pinched Kelvin''s arm. The hell!


    Nagkatinginan pa kami ni Jaime. "Uh...don''t mind him. He''s joking,"


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    "Kelvin, nirereto mo ba si Jaime kay Patricia?" napapikit ako ng makisali pa si Jess! "Well, may kaibigan din si Austine. Single and ready to mingle! Gusto mo makla, Pat? Hindi ngang doktor pero, businessman!" Pansin ko ang maparong ngisi ni Austine kay Jaime.


    Nam tuloy ang pisngi ko. What the hell are they doing!


    "Well, my friend is also here..." Austine smirked.


    I took a deep breath before looking at Jaime who seemed ufortable.


    "Don''t mind them. It''s just their hobby, teasing," I smiled to assured him.


    Uminom nang ulit kami pero hindi matanggal sa isip ko ang sinabi ni Austine. Who is he referring as his friend who''s also here? Nagsisim na ako''ng kabahan.


    Nag usap nang ulit kami ni Jaime habang si kelvin, Jess at Austine ay pumunta sa dancefloor. Si Tyrone naman ay ab parin sa cellphone.


    "Will you take him seriously?" Jaime suddenly asked.


    My brows furrowed. "Huh?"


    "That guy earlier who wants you for his friend,"


    He smiled then took another shot.


    "Uhm...no" I answered. "You know it''s not my thing as of now,"


    Tumango siya at mas ngumiti.


    Medyo doble na ang paningin ko dahil sa dami ng ininom kaya pinatigil na ako ni Jaime.


    Ipinahinga ko ang ulo sa couch at pumikit pero agad din ako''ng napabalikwas dahil sa biang pag sakit ng tiyan.


    "You okay?" Jaime held my arm. "Nasusuka ka ba?"


    I bit my lips as I felt my stomach being squeezed. Hindi ako makapagsalita dahil mas lumbo ang paningin ko.


    "R-Rest roomng ako..."


    Sinubukan kong tumayo pero natumba ako. Jaime held my waist and helped me.


    "Hey? What''s wrong?" he asked worriedly. "You want to throw up?"


    I nodded tiredly. He supported me to the rest room.


    "I''ll wait-"


    "Uh, n-no!" pigil ko. "Balik ka na sa table. No need to wait. Thank you, Jaime,"


    "You sure?"


    I nodded.


    "O-Okay,"


    Nang makaalis siya ay agad ako''ng sumuka sa bowl. I held my stomach. Sobrang sakit nito. I finished throwing up but my stomach still hurts.


    What happened to me?


    I only ate steak but why is this? I sat on the floor and massaged my head. My sight was blurry!


    "Gosh!"


    I tried to stand up but my legs were trembling. Masakit parin ang tiyan ko pero pinilit kong lumabas. Wng tao sa hallway kaya dahan-dahan ako''ng lumakad pero bing tumindi ang sakit nito kaya muntik na ako''ng matumba. Good thing an arm wrapped to my waist.


    "T-Thank you..."


    I looked up and almost cursed when I saw who helped me!


    "I-Ikaw?"


    Umigting ang panga niya. His hug tightened around my waist and supported me to the exit.


    "W-Wait, just put me here! Babalik ako sa mga friends ko-"


    "With that state of yours?" he mocked. "You can''t even walk properly,"


    He continued to pull me outside. I got even weaker so I can''tin.


    I felt him lifted me to sit in the passenger''s seat.


    "Just leave me alone, Callum..." I whispered. "Why are you doing this?"


    He didn''t answer and just drove.


    I closed my eyes and felt sleepy.


    "You''re still hard headed, Patricia..."

 CHAPTER 85

    PATRICIA''S POV (Meet Again)


    "Nurse Aubrey? Pasensya ka na tga, ha? Medyo masama ang pakiramdam ko kahapon, ikawng tuloy mag isa rito,"


    Isang matamis na ngiting ang sagot ng assistant nurse ko. I was not able to work yesterday because of my tummy. M noong kumain kami sabas at nag bar n Jess ay nagsusuka na ako. "Ayosng, doc. Puro check-upng naman po ang ginawa ko kahapon. Okay na po ba kayo?"


    Ngumiti ako. "I''m already fine,"


    Good thing she didn''t get mad.


    Since I came in earlier, I''ve only been saying sorry to her. At kapag naala ko kung sino ang nag hatid sa''kin sa bahay noong nagsing ako ay parang gusto ko na mag kulong sa kwarto.


    Hindi ko ''yon makalimutan hanggang ngayon. Mabuti at hindi nman n mommy dahil katulong ang nakaabot sa''min. Nagtataka rin ako kung bakit w ako masyadong mala no''ng gabing ''yon. Dahil ba sa sobrangsing ako? Ang nala kong ay pinainom ako ng gamot ni mommy.


    Si Jaime, marami ako''ng natanggap na messages galing sa kanya. Sobra ang pag-ala niya kaya medyo naguilty ako. Nag isip nang ako ng ibang dahn para maniw siya.


    Ipinagtataka ko ay kung bakit hindi ako nakatanggap ng tawag k Jess. Bi ako''ng naw roon at wng pam. They didn''t even bothered not seeing me there, huh?


    Ngunit sariwa sa isip ko ang seryosong pigura ni Callum. Hindi ako makapaniwng naroon din siya. Bakit niya ginawa ''yon sa''kin? If only I wasn''t really drunk, I would have avoided him for sure.


    Kaya sa isipin ko pa ''yon, magtatrabaho nang ako...


    Pumasok ako sa office habang si Nurse Aubrey ay nasabas para mag assist na darating na pasyente.


    "Good morning, L..." bati ko sa matandang babae at agad siya''ng inasikaso.


    I asked about her conditions and immediately consulted her.


    I clearly remember what I was praying for when I was in college. What I was doing right now is the thing I prayed for. At first, I. was hesitated. I thought I wouldn''t be able to fulfill this because of the sufferings I experienced but God really had a better n for me.


    When I graduated at med school, earning my diploma and started working as my dream profession, I don''t consider myself sessful yet, not until I have built my own clinic, which is my main goal in life, in that point, I feel like I made my dreame true.


    Hindi ko m kung bakit sa tuwing may nakakausap ako''ng tao na nangangangan ng tulong medikal, parang pinipiga ang puso ko. Noon pang, ito na tga ang gusto ko. I would never get tired consulting and giving advices to people regarding with their health.


    "Doc, nag order po ako ng pagkain para satin..."


    Lumingon ako kay Nurse Aubrey na kapapasokng.


    Ngumiti ako. "Sige, sabay na tayo kumain mamaya,"


    I focused on writing some meds for my patients when I saw Nurse Aubrey still standing beside the door.


    Nag angat ulit ako ng tingin, bi nang siya napakamot sa ulo.


    "Yes? Do you need something?" I asked in a soft tone.


    She smiled awkwardly. "Uh...tapos na po ba kayo sa kanya?"


    Inginuso niya ang babaeng pasyente sa harap ko.


    "We''re almost done. Why?"


    Hinintay niya muna na makaalis ang huli kong pasyente ngayong tanghali bago siya lumapit sa''kin. Pansin ko ang namum niya''ng pisngi.


    "Doc, kasi...may tatlonglaki po sabas,"


    I was rmed because she seemed nervous.


    "S-Sino? Holdaper ba?" my chest throbbed so fast. "Bakit pinapasok ng guard?"


    "Hindi po, doc!" aniya at umiwas ng tingin. "Ang isa po kasi dun sa tatlonglaki, yung sikat na businessman. Guwapo at angkas ng dating..." nam ang mukha niya.


    "Yung isa po nng kaibigan ay may sugat sa hita kaya gusto n na doktor ang gumamot hindi ako. Kahit maliitng naman po ang sugat no''nglaki,"


    Naki ang mata ko. Businessman? At bakit ako pa ang gusto n? Nurse Aubrey can do that!


    "Choosy pa s?" inis kong usal at tumayo.


    "Pero, doc, mukhang kla n kayo. Binanggit kasi ang pangn niyo,"


    Napatigil ako at mariing tumingin sa kanya. "What?"


    Who the hell is that?


    Ngpasan ko siya at dire-diretsong lumabas. Ang irita sa mata ko ay unti-unting naho nang makita ko ang tinutukoy niya. Nakaupo ang mgalaki pero likodng n ang nakikita ko. Humakbang ako ppit at unang nakakita sa''kin anglaking nakaupo sa wheelchair na duguan ang hita.


    His eyes widened. "She''s here!"


    Para sng narma at nang makaharap ko na s, nag salubong agad ang ky ko.


    What?


    Fucking...Callum Vsquez? He''s here with his friend, Austine!


    "Doc, s ang tinutukoy ko," rinig kong bulong ni Nurse Aubrey.


    Nagkatinginan kami ni Callum. M sa pagkabi ay bumalik sa seryoso ang mata niya. Inirapan ko siya at tinignan naman ng masama si Austine na naw agad ang ngisi.


    I calmed myself. "Ano''ng maitutulong ko sa inyo mga mister?"


    Lumapat ang mata ko salaking nasa wheelchair. Nadaing siya sa sakit. Medyo pamilyar ang mukha niya sa''kin.


    "Uh...nadisgrasya kasi siya at napuruhan ang binti," mahinang usal ni Austine.


    Inirapan ko rin siya bago lumuhod sa harap no''nglaki. He cried in pain when I touched his bloody leg.


    "Ouch, doc! Masakit..."


    "May nurse naman ako rito kaya bakit niyo pa ako ipinatawag?" mmig kong sabi.


    "Are you underestimating my nurse''s ability?"


    "Sabi sa inyo, e!¡± rinig kong bulong nglaki sa wheelchair.


    Napalunok si Austine. "We think his wound is too severe, kaya kangan niya ng doktor?"


    Suminghap ako. Ano''ng ak n, wng m tungkol dito ang isang nurse? Or they just want to tease me!


    "You know what? Let''s just find better clinic or hospital. Parang ayaw niya naman gamotin si Dominique,"


    Nilingon ko si Callum nang sabihin niya ''yon. Tinaasan niya pa ako ng ky na parang nang-aasar kaya halos umusok na ang ilong ko!


    "Fine, then. Hindi namin kangan ng mayabang na td niyo!" I spat and rolled my eyes. "Nurse Aubrey, pbasin mo na s-"


    "Oh, w-wait!" sumingit si Austine. "I''m sorry, doc. Pag pasensyahan niyo na ang kaibigan ko. Mainitng ang ulo,"


    "Doc, please...gamotin mo na ako," pakiusap no''nglaki. "Don''t mind my cousin,"


    I smirked at Callum.


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    "Doc, mangangy po kayo. Bakante po iyong kama-"


    "No, thanks. Mabilisng naman ''to..."


    Ginupit ko ng gunting ang pantalon niya para malinis ko ang sugat. Unangtay pang ng cotton na may alcohol ay napaigtad na siya sa sakit.


    Halos mapairap ako ng makita ang maliit na sugat matapos kong linisin at tanggalin ang dugo. They are over reacting for such a small wound? Maraming ang lumabas na dugo pero hindi naman mla ang sugat niya. Taas ky kong nilingon si Callum at Austine. Bakit ba kasi dito pa n naisipan magpagamot? Or does Callum just want it to be fair for us because he took me home when I was drunk?


    Habang nlapatan ko ng betadine ang sugat ay lumapit sa''kin si Nurse Aubrey.


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    I looked up and met Callum''s serious eyes.


    I immediately looked away. "Sino raw Nurse Aubrey?"


    "Uh, guwapo at matangkad, doc..." nahimigan ko ang kilig sa boses niya. "Siya po yung anak ng may-ari no''ng Alvarez Hospital,"


    "Oh, si Jaime?"


    Tumango siya. "May ibinigay nga po na gamot, naroon sa table niyo. Para raw sa sakit ng ulo niyo..."


    I smiled but when I saw the frown on my Callum''s face, it disappeared.


    I stood up when I finished treating Dominique''s wound. Lumapit ako sa side table at nag spray ng alcohol sa kamay. Nakita kong pumunta sa likod ko si Nurse Aubrey.


    "Doc, tanong kong po kung boyfriend niyo ba yung Jaime?"


    Naki ang mata kong nilingon siya. I heard Austine''s fake cough from the side.


    "Uh..." I trailed off. "He''s a good friend,"


    Pinilit kong hindi tignan ang reaksyon ni Callum. Wait, why am I thinking about his reaction? I don''t care about him!


    Lumabas na ako roon at dumiretso sa office ko. Si Nurse Aubrey na ang bah roon.


    Nasapo ko ang dibdib nang makaupo ako sa harap ng table. Why is it so hard? It''s hard to pretend that I''m still not affected by his presence! Damn, I have been controlling myself. My chest keeps throbbing so fast when he''s around. Life is really yful, huh?


    Noong unang pagdating ko rito at binisita si Agatha, nagkita kami. When I was at the bar, he suddenly took me home because I was drunk without my consent and now? We look into each other''s eyes like we''ve never been together before? "Doc?"


    Napaigtad ako nang sumungaw si Nurse Aubrey sa pinto.


    "Ano raw po ang gamot na dapat inumin ni Sir. Dominique?" I can see her irritation. Umawang angbi ko nang pumasok din si Austine habang inalayan si Dominique. Kumabog ang dibdib ko ng makita si Callum na kasunod.


    Bumuntong hininga ako at gumawa ng reseta. Naaninag kong umupo s. Pero kahit nagsust ay ramdam ko ang titig ni Callum sa''kin. Naing ako. Ibinigay ko agad ang reseta pagkatapos at nahuli ko ang mata ni Callum na mariing nakatitig sa mga nntang bk na ibinigay sa''kin ni Tyrone. Ang iba ay ingay pa ni Nurse Aubrey sa vase.


    What''s his problem about flowers?


    "T-Thank you, doc..."


    Tipid ako''ng ngumiti kay Dominique. Hindi ko na tinignan pa si Callum hanggang makaalis s.


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    Seryosong ako''ng nakaupo sa table at hindi makapaniwng nagkita nga ulit kami.


    Dumating ulit si Nurse Shane na d ang mga pagkain namin. Sabay kaming kumain dito sa office ko at parang hindi ko na nagugustuhan ang pagiging madaldal niya.


    "Tapos m mo, doc, ang dami niya''ng naging girlfriend! Puro model! Pero kung ikukumpara sayo ang mga ''yon? Wng w s! Hindi sa minamaliit ko ang pagiging doktor niyo, ha? Pero...mas bagay sa inyo maging model o artista! Ang ganda niyo kasi!"


    Napailing ako.


    So, totoo ang chismis ni Jess?


    "Yung Zara Banner, break na ba s?" hindi ko mapigng itanong.


    I bit my lip and acted nonchnt.


    "Na''ko, hindi naman po naging s! At ang m ko, lumayo na ang babaeng ''yon kay Callum Vsquez. Bakit, doc? Type mo ba siya?"


    Nasamid ako kaya mabilis niya ako''ng inabutan ng tubig.


    Shit! Doesn''t she know that I was once married to Callum?


    "Okay ka na, doc?"


    Tumango ako at pinunasan angbi.


    "Kayo naman, doc, nasamid agad!" pabiro niya ako''ng siniko. "Pansin ko naman na kakaiba ang tingin niya sa inyo! Type rin kayo, doc!"


    I smiled awkwardly.


    "Puro ka kalokohan..." ngisi kong sabi at tinapos na ang pagkain.


    Baka mamaya ay kung ano pa ang masabi niya na hindi ko magustuhan. W ako''ng pakim kung marami siya''ng naging karsyon no''ng mag hiwy kami. And if Callum thinks he can y me again, he''s wrong!


    Nag focus nang ako sa mga pasyente ngayong hapon at halos madilim na sabas nang matapos kami ni Nurse Aubrey. Pansin kong puro malulubha ang sakit ng mga pasyente ko ngayon.


    "Doc, una na po ako!"


    Tumango ako kay Nurse Aubrey. "Take care!"


    Hinubad ko na ang white coat ko at inayos angmesa. Inilock ko na ang office ko bago ang buong clinic at dumiretso na sa parking.


    D ko ang sasakyan ko ngayon kaya nagt ako nang makita ang isang stic sa ibabaw ng driver''s seat. Kumunot ang noo ko. W ito kanina.


    I looked around but there was nothing unusual. I got into the car before opening the stic.


    "Wow!" I uttered in amazement when I saw a box of cheese cake, my favorite!


    Who gave it? At paano nabuksan ang sasakyan ko?


    ''Eat well and have a nice day, doktora!''


    I read the note.


    I started driving but I was confused. Kay Jess ba galing? Kung oo, ang dami niya''ng m! But that sweet though.


    I smiled a little but it quickly disappeared when I passed a building. Saktong traffic kaya mas naaninag ko ang mking billboard doon. Naningkit ang mata ko at inpit pa sa binatana ng sasakyan ang mata.


    A billboard of...Callum. Yes, it''s him! B-but he''s with a beautiful girl.


    Nakaupo si Callum sa isang sofa at nakasuot ng ck suit. He looks...devilishly hot businessman in that picture while the woman was wearing a sexy ck dress that was standing behind him while her arm was hugging Callum''s neck. Umawang angbi ko sapit ng katawan n sa isa''t isa.


    I''m pretty sure that this woman is a model. She might be his girlfriend now.


    The car in front moved forward so I started driving but my mind was flying. In some other reason, my chest skipped. I feel suddenly broke inside seeing that. This feeling is familiar to what I felt back then, seven years ago.

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    PATRICIA''S POV (Changed)


    I can''t believe that I will experience the satisfaction now that I longed for before.


    I am sessful now. Hindi ko nga m kung paano ko napagsasabay ang mga bagay na gusto kong gawin.


    Weekend ngayon kaya sarado ang clinic. It''s supposed to be my rest day today but I chose to find out from Jess the update on thend I want to buy.


    "Why don''t you just gave me the contact number of the owner so we can negotiate, Jess?!"


    Halos dumiin ang hawak ko sa cellphone habang kausap ko siya.


    I frustratingly throw a feet when she started with her bubbliness again. Gusto kong kunin ang number no''ng may ari ng lupa na gusto kong bilhin. She already send me the picture of thend and I love it, so I want to buy that immediately. "Let''s meet at the coffee shop!"


    Napairap ako sa sinabi niya. "Really, Jess? Numberng ng owner ang hinihingi ko. Bakit kangan pa natin magkita?"


    Sheughed. "I''m sure you''re already rolling your eyes! You didn''t miss me? Let''s just have a quick chit chats about our frustrating works!"


    I ended the call.


    Fine, she won again!


    Naligo na ako at nag bihis bago dumiretso sa sinasabi niya''ng caf¨¦. Hindi ko nga m kung bakit ganito siya. It feels like she''s always excited over something.


    -


    "You can''t really resists my charm!" Jess weed me with a hug.


    Suminghap ako bago umupo sa isang table. Narinig ko siya''ng nag order bago bumaling sa''kin.


    "Kamusta ang clinic? Stressing?"


    "Stressing but I was happy though,"


    She started pressing on her phone. "You know what? I also intend to build a clinic! It''s just small, not like yours,"


    "Oh, that''s great!" I uttered. "When do you n?"


    m ko na pareho naming pinangarap noon na magkaroon ng sariling clinic. I''m happy that she can fulfill hers now.


    "I''m still nning but I will inform you once it''s finalized though,"


    Dumating ang order namin at halos napasarap kami ni Jess sa pag-uusap. Nakalimutan ko na ang sadya ko sa kanya ngayon.


    I extend my hand in front of her.


    "Where''s the contact number of the owner by the way?" I raised a brow. "We''re almost an hour here, Jess!"


    She smiled patiently. "Oh, sorry..."


    She has this wicked smile while pressing on her phone. I don''t like it. She took my cellphone and registered the number herself. "Thank you. I also want to meet him today, I still have free time," I said and immediately texted the owner if he was free today. "Saan mo naman siya kikitain? Dito sa caf¨¦?" maarteng niya''ng tanong.


    Tumango naman ako. "What''s wrong? Mag-uusapng naman kami tungkol sa lupa,"


    She twirled her tongue. "Mas maganda siguro kung sa restaurant? Para diretso lunch na kayong dwa?"


    Kumunot ang noo ko. "Lki ang may-ari ng lupa di ''ba? Ayaw ko ng issue. Baka may makakita sa''min doon at iba ang isipin-"


    "Don''t worry, he''s single!" she giggled.


    Tumaas ang ky ko. "Bakit ang dami mo namang m tungkol sa kanya? Where did you meet him? Are you sure we can trust him?"


    She gasped dramatically. "I rmend him to you because I trust him, Patricia! He''s a good man,"


    Tumango nang ako pero parang may kakaiba tga sa kanya. But I still set aside a few minutes for Jess.


    "Nman ko na hinatid ka p ni Callum no''ng nag bar tayo!" she opened another topic again. "Grabe, I didn''t expect that! Kaya ka p naw!"


    I frowned. "I don''t even know that he''s there, okay? But we didn''t talk,"


    "Sobrang sessful niya na ngayon, no?" bi niya''ng sabi.


    "Hindi ko m. Hindi naman ako updated sa buhay niya at w ako''ng pakim,"


    She bit her lip. "Well, m mo na ba ang nangyari sa daddy ni Raven Laurier?"


    My frown disappeared and eyes lit up when I remembered Raven. "Oh, how is he? I don''t know anything about him now!"


    Inpit ko ang mukha ko sa kanya at hinihintay ang sasabihin niya tungkol kay Raven. Why did I forget about Raven? "Wait, you still don''t know?"


    "Ang alin ba?" inis kong sabi. "Mommy doesn''t update me on such things,"


    Saglit siya''ng napaisip. "Well...Raven''s father, Julio Laurier is already in prison,"


    My eyes widened and jaw dropped.


    I waited for what she would say next to see if she was just joking but no!


    "Are you kidding?" I gasped dramatically.


    She shook her head. "I''m not. He''s been in prison for seven years now..."


    Seven years. It''s been also seven years since I came back here, does it mean...


    "Nakulong siya isang buwan pagkatapos mong umalis dito," seryosong sabi ni Jess. "Somehow, I witness how Callum be miserable when you left but then, he still able to throw Laurier in jail. It''s been hard to him to deal with his guilt so he did everything..."


    Parang umakyathat ng dugo ko sa ulo at pakiramdam na binuhusan ako ng mmig na tubig. The seriousness in Jess''s eyes made me nervous. She''s telling the truth. But...how?


    Paano ''yon ginawa ni Callum? Ak ko ba hindi sapat ang mga ebidensya niya? P-Paano niya naipakulong si Mr. Laurier? Ano''ng ginawa niya?


    "May nakp na ebidensya si Callum. It''s an audio clip regarding Mr. Laurier''s revtion that he was the mastermind of the ambush you were involved in,"


    I covered my mouth out of shocked.


    "That''s what motivates him to put Laurier in jail. He was thinking about...your trauma in that incident at some point. He also thinks that one of the reasons why you left him is because he didn''t do anything...when you had an ident," Paulit-ulit ako''ng umiling.


    Of course, it''s not about that! I left him because he cheated on me and he''s the reason why our child died! I despise him because of that but I eventually forgive him.


    "You know, Laurier''s are also powerful..." Jess continued. "So somehow, not everything was got easy for Callum. When he filed evidence against Mr. Laurier, he started receiving death threats. He even got shot while he''s heading home-" "What?!" I can''t stop asking. I was already breathing heavily.


    H-He got shot?


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    "It''s true that he got shot ng by one of Mr. Laurier''s men. You know greedy and evil people like him loves revenge-"


    "What happened, then?" my lips trembled. "How did he escape there? What happened after?"


    Kita ko ang alingan ni Jess. Hindi ko m kung bakit matinding takot at pag-ala ang bumalot sa puso ko kahit nangyari na ''yon. Bakit wng sinabi tungkol dito s mommy? Dahil ba ayaw na nng mala ko si Callum?


    "He got hospitalized. It takes weeks before he recovers," she looked at my eyes. "Hindi ko m kung paano ko sasabihin sayohat pero...nagkagulo ang pamilya n. Bumagsak ang kompanya n, Pat,"


    For the second time, my jaw dropped again. I can''t exin the astonished I feel right now. One of the most well-knownpanies here in the Philippines has turned down? How did that happen?


    "T-That''s impossible..." nanginig ang boses ko. "Magaling s at mayaman-"


    "Yes, but Callum is the one handling thepany, right? When you two broke up, he became irresponsible at work and when you left, he became even worse," she sighed. "But don''t worry, they have recovered and Callum realized what he had done. Siya rin ang umayos ng gusot niya,"This is property ? N?velDrama.Org.


    Nanikip ang dibdib ko. Mariin ako''ng pumikit at pinign ang nangingilid kong luha. I don''t want to show Jess that I''m affected by what she said about Callum but I can''t help it! My heart is aching for him.


    Hindi ko kaya iprosesohat ng sinabi niya, parang sasabog ang ulo ko.


    Why do I suddenly feel guilty? Kung hindi ko ba siya hiniwyan at pinatawad nang...aabot kaya sa ganoon ang mangyayari? That would be no. Maybe he didn''t get shot because I was there to stop him from making bad decision. Theirpany... it shouldn''t turned down.


    At some point, I see half myself in what Callum has done. I am also responsible for that.


    "Uh...Pat? Sorry, ang daldal ko" usal ni Jess. "Hindi ko naman nasabi ''yon para maguilty ka. Past na ''yon-"


    "His parents must be ming me," hindi ko maitago ang pait sa boses ko.


    Umawang angbi ni Jess. "N-No, why are you saying that? They''re not, okay? It''s Callum''s fault to be irresponsible!"


    I bit my lower lip when hot tears flowed down my cheeks. Hindi ko na napign. It''s hard to pretend.


    Naramdaman ko ang pagpat ni Jess ng tissue sa mukha ko. She''s wiping my tears.


    "Don''t cry, please" she said in a soft tone. "Sorry, let''s changed out topic, then..."


    Pinunasan ko ang sariling luha at nakinig nang sa ibang sinasabi ni Jess. Naramdaman kong nag vibrate ang cellphone ko at nakitang nag reply na ang may ari ng lupa. He said that he''s also free today.


    "Tungkol nga p sa mga paintings mo na gusto ibenta, kan mo bk? May connection ang pinsan ko roon sa art gallery. Pwede niya ibida ang mga paintings mo dahil magaganda naman!" Nag pantig ang tenga ko sa sinabi ni Jess. "Tga?"


    "Yup. Maraming pupunta roon next week, to look for beautiful paintings so it''s your opportunity..."


    "O-Okay. Next week ipapad ko ang mga paintings ko," sagot ko ngunit ang mata ay nasa cellphone.


    Nag reply ako sa owner ng lupa na magkita kami sa isang restaurant mpitng dito. Tama nga si Jess. Doon ko nang siya kitain, tanghali na rin kasi so it''s already lunch.


    "I already texted the owner about the location for our meet up. So...let''s see each other next time?" Ngumisi siya. "Okay, just enjoy!"


    Nag pam na kami sa isa''t isa at sabay lumabas sa caf¨¦. Dumiretso sa restaurant at nag reserve ng table. "Oh, shit!"


    Halos sabunutan ko ang sarili dahil nakalimutan kong itanong kay Jess ang pangn ng owner. How dumb, Patricia.


    Nag text nang ako kung ano''ng table ang pupuntahan niya. Mlaman ko rin naman ang pangn niya kapag nag usap na kami. Inayos ko ang suot na dress at ipinahinga ang nakalugay na buhok sa kaliwang balikat. I''m so excited to buy thatnd.


    Inaliw ko muna ang sarili sa pag-iisip kung ano''ng magandang ipinta sa susunod kong free time nang may isang pigura ang tumigil sa harapan ako. Hindi pa ako nakakpag-angat ng tingin pero amoy ko na ang pamilyar na pabango. I slowly looked up and I met a familiar piercing eyes.


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    Pinanood ko siya''ng umupo sa harap ko na para bang hindi nagtataka na ako ang kaharap niya. Siya ang may ari ng lupa? At hindi sinabi sa''kin ni Jess?!


    "So...are we going to talk about mynd that you want to buy, or you just going to watch me like that?"


    Sumandal siya sa upuan bago ako tinitigan. Tinaasan niya ako ng ky na nagpanginig sa tuhod ko.


    I gulped nervously and averted my gaze. My chest started throbbing so fast now.


    "B-Bakit ikaw?" my voice trembled.


    Nag-iinit na ang sulok ng mata ko sa halo-halong emosyon. Seeing him now, I remembered what Jess said about what happened to him when I left. I can''t face him now.


    "Are you expecting someone?" he mocked. "D ko ang titulo ng lupa ngayon-"


    "N-No, thanks. Hindi ko na bibilhin ang lupa..."


    Umawang angbi niya.


    Mabilis ako''ng tumayo at lumakad pyo. The moment I go out the restaurant, a fresh tears immediately rolled down to my face.


    Guilt enveloped all over my body. Hindi ko na siya matignan sa mata ngayon. Kung sa nagdaan na taon ay galit ako sa kanya, ngayon ay hindi ko na magawa. Parang hinihiwa ang puso ko kapag iniisip ang nangyari sa kanya. "Patricia!" a baritone voice called me.


    I turned around and saw Callum.


    Binilisan ko angkad hanggang sa parking. Nanginginig pa ang kamay kong binubuksan ang pinto ng sasakyan ko pero nmon na ng mga yabag niya ang pandinig ko.


    Mainit na kamay ang humawak sa braso ko at pinihit ako paharap.


    "What''s wrong with you-"


    His words cut off when he saw me crying. His hand on me loosen as I tried to distance myself from him.


    Nakayuko ako habang nanginginig ang balikat. Hindi ko siya kayang tignan sa mata. The way he acted right now is different. Naisip ko bi si Jess. Did she n this? Na magkita kami ni Callum?


    "I-I changed my mind," I almost whispered. "S-Sorry but, I''m not interested with thend anymore-"


    "Why the hell are you crying?" he said coldly. "I thought you badly want it?"


    The way he talked to me right now is really different than before. Parang may tumutusok sa dibdib ko sa sobrang sakit.


    "Jess fooled me. She didn''t say that you''re the owner-"


    "What''s the issue of me being the owner?"


    Natign ako. His attitude scream rudeness.


    Wng ano-ano ay pumasok na ako sa sasakyan. He knocked few times but I drove away. I feel like I''m in some sort of a movie right now. Crying while driving.


    Is he already moved on?


    How funny that I need to asked that to myself. Of course, he already did, Patricia! That''s why he''s so rude towards you and treat you stranger!


    Is he taking revenge on me? Dahil sa mga nangyari sa kanya? That''s why he''s acting so cold and rude?


    Do I deserve that?

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    PATRICIA''S POV (Complicated)


    Everything feel so unreal.


    Ak ko pagbalik ko rito, ayos na anghat. I thought I wouldn''t feel heaviness in my heart anymore but the moment he looked at me with cold, the better version of myself that I build through the years slowly...loosen up. After my epic meeting with Callum, I stayed in my room all day without talking to anyone.


    I haven''t talked to Jess in a few days now. I was mad at her. I tried to think why she had to do that to me. She set us up.


    "Good morning, doc..."


    Tumango ako kay Nurse Aubrey. W ako sa mood na ngumiti ngayon.


    Nilunod ko ang sarili sa trabaho ngayong araw kahit pa ng beses na tumatawag si Jess. I don''t want to talk to her. Para ano? Ipagtanggol si Callum? At some point, I feel so betrayed. She knows what Callum did to me and my depression when I lost Agatha was no joke.


    Could Callum ask her for a favor? To introduce him as the owner of thend so we can interact again? For what?


    "Doc, are you okay?"


    Napatianod ako nang marinig ang boses ni Nurse Aubrey. Ibinagsak ko ang ballpen samesa at itinapon ang scratch ng papel.


    "I''m fine..."


    Kumunot noo siya''ng pumasok. Pinakatitigan niya ang mukha bago bumaling sa pagkain sa upuan.


    "Hindi kayo kumain, doc? May sakit po ba kayo?" nag-ala niya''ng tanong. "Your eyes are swollen,"


    I let out a heavy sighed before smiling at her.


    "Don''t mind me. Kngng ako sa tulog,"


    She looks unconvinced. "Sige po. Pahinga nang muna kayo, doc. W pa naman pong pasyente..."


    -


    Lumabas siya at hindi na ako kinulit. Medyo nakaramdam nga ko ng antok dahil sa kakaisip kagabi. Masyado kong dinamdam ang nangyari kaya pinahinga ko ang ulo sa ibabaw ngmesa at pinilit matulog kahit saglit.


    "Patricia?"


    Naalimpungatan ako. Nanatili ako''ng nakapikit at nakasubsob samesa.


    "Hey, Patricia..."


    Wait, is that Jaime''s voice?


    Naramdaman ko ang pag kalbit sa braso ko at haplos sa aking buhok. Nag mt ako at unti-unting nag angat ng tingin. I rubbed my eyes, I saw Jaime in front of me. Standing and smiling sweetly. "Jaime?"


    "Yes, it''s me, sleepy head," he chuckled.


    He was wearing a formal clothes today.


    "W kang trabaho? Bakit ka nandito?"


    I fixed my hair.


    Tumayo ako at sinilip si Nurse Aubrey sabas. Nakita kong kinukuhaan niya ng blood pressure ang isang babae at w ng ibang pasyente.


    Bumalik ako sa table at nadatnan ang mlim na titig sa''kin ni Jaime. I can''t say anything to his looks, he''s always this presentable. His smile, very friendly and the way he spoke, full of respect. "Again, why are you here, Jaime?" I asked and smiled back.


    "I don''t have work so I came here to visit you," he formally said and raise his hand holding a food. "Your nurse said... you haven''t eaten yet. It''s alreadyte, why you didn''t eat?" W ako''ng gana pero nang maamoy ko ang bango ng pagkain na d niya, kumm ang sikmura ko.


    "W ako''ng gana kanina..."


    He smirked. "Ngayon may gana ka na. I''m already here,"


    Umiling ako. W ako''ng choice kundi saluhan siya kumain.


    Hindi na rin bago sa''kin itong ginagawa ni Jaime. He''s such a good friend. Nala ko pa noong nasa med school kami. He''s always cheering me every time I''m about to give up.


    "Patricia? Are you still talking to your ex-husband?"


    Muntik na ako''ng masamid sa tanong ni Jaime. Inabutan niya ako ng tubig bago inosenteng tumingin sa''kin.


    "Uh...bakit mo naman naitanong?" I said awkwardly.


    I bit my lip as I remember about Callum again. Why he suddenly opened that topic?


    "Noong nasa bar kasi tayo at bi kang naw..." he trailed off and looked at me straightly. "Narinig ko sa kaibigan mo na hinatid ka raw niya sa bahay,"


    Natuod ako at umiwas ng tingin. Damn! I felt guilty again. Guilty for leaving him there and let Callum take me home!


    "W-W naman kaming koneksyon," nakayuko kong sabi. "He just identally saw me that night so he took me home thinking that I was alone..."


    I looked up and saw him smiling. I blinked. Why he''s smiling?


    "Can I ask you another question? It sounds sensitive-"


    "Ask me, then" I smiled.


    He cleared his throat. "Uh...do you felt any special-"


    "I don''t, Jaime" diretsa kong sabi. "What we had...is in the past. Why did you asked?"


    Pagkatapos nang nangyari noong nakaraan, maslo kong hinihiling na sana hindi na mag krus angndas namin ni Callum. Dahil ayaw kong masira pa ang pader na pilit kong itinayo noon. Kung patuloy ko pa siya''ng makikita, baka unti-unti rin matibag ''yon.


    "I can''t still believe that you''re once married. After years, you both see each other again,"


    "Yeah," I sighed. "But...we''re still married in papers though,"


    Natign siya sa pagkain at tumitig sa''kin.


    "Still not annulled?"


    Tumango ako bago nag patuloy sa pagkain.


    "I guess, neither of you wants to file an annulment?"


    I just faked a smile then proceed on eating again.


    Pinili kong hindi sagutin ang tanong niya.


    Kung tungkol doon, hindi ko m ang isasagot. Years ago, when I was wrecked, I pushed to file an annulment but Callum don''t want to cooperate. Ngayon kaya? Ngayon na mukhang nakalimot na siya sa mga ginawa niya sa''kin at masaya na sa buhay niya''ng w ako, papayag na kaya siya?


    Maybe he will initiate the annulment now that I''m here.


    I drank some water and when I put the ss down, Jaime''s finger met the corner of my lips. Nagt ako, kunan ay napagtanto ang ginagawa niya. There''s trace of food beside my lips and he wiped it using his thumb.


    "So messy," humkhak siya at kumuha ng tissue.


    Nam ang pisngi ko nang lumapit ang mukha niya sa''kin para punasan ang bibig ko. I could smell his perfume more and see his face in more detail. He really had a beautiful eyes, perfect bridge nose, sharpened jaw, red lips and perfectly arch brows.


    "Doc-"


    Mabilis kaming nag hiwy nang marinig ang naudlot na boses ni Nurse Aubrey. Nakasilip siya sa pinto at naka-awang angbi.


    Nag init ang mukha ko bago siya npitan. The confused on her face turned into a grinned.


    "What is it?" I asked innocently.


    "Ah, itatanong ko po sana kung kumain na kayo pero..." nilingon niya si Jaime bago ngumisi. "Mukhang napasarap na ang kain niyo kasama siya. Sige, doc! Tawagin kong kayo kapag may kangan,"


    Iughed when she closed the door by herself. Bumalik ako sa table at inayos na ang pinagkainan, tinulungan ako ni Jaime.


    Nag kwentuhanng kami pagkatapos at natitigilng kapag may dumarating para magpa-consult. Iniiwanan ko muna siya sa office kapaglabas ako. He''s watching some movie through myptop so he won''t get bored. "Mads niyo ho ba maranasan ang paninikip ng dibdib?"


    Tumango ang babae sa tanong ko. Inm ko ang pinagmn ng sakit niya bago nag bigay ng advice kung ano''ng dapat niya''ng gawin. Kahit ang gamot na dapat inomin.


    Nang pumatak ang s sais, w ng pumapasok sa clinic kaya nag decide ako na magsara na. pumasok ako sa office, nanonood parin si Jaime.


    "Sorry, marami ako''ng inasikaso kanina. Hindi tuloy kita nasamahan manood," paumanhin ko at hinubad ang coat.


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    Ngumiti siya bago pinatay angptop ko. "It''s okay. I enjoyed though. We talked and ate together. I guess, you''re already going home?"


    "Yes,"


    Kinuha ko na ang bag ko at sabay kaming lumabas.


    "If you didn''t brought your car, I''m taking you home now for sure" ani Jaime habang papunta kami sa parking.


    "You should''ve inform me that you''ll visit me! Sana''y hindi na ako nagd ng sasakyan," I joked.


    "I''ll do that next time,"


    Nag parkng siya sa tabi ng sasakyan ko kaya sabay kaming nag bukas ng pinto.


    "By the way, are you free this weekend?" tanong niya at lumapit.


    "Hindi naman. Rest day ko ''yon..."


    Habang naghihintay sa sasabihin niya, napansin ko ang isang sasakyan sa gilid namin. It was a ck raptor with a thick tinted.


    "Uh, I just want to ask you out? Let''s go to Tagaytay? If it''s okay with you,"


    Naki ang mata ko sa sinabi niya.


    Tagaytay? ng taon na ba sim no''ng mag punta kami roon n mommy? Almost ten years na!


    Nam ang tenga ni Jaime nang tumingin ako sa kanya. Nag iwas siya ng tingin. W naman tga ako''ng gagawin next week kaya hindi masama kung sasama ako sa kanya. "I''ll go with you," I said smiling.


    A small smile also crept on his lips. "Damn, thank you for agreeing. Don''t worry, I''ll bring some of my cousins. I''ll just call you next week, then?"? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved.


    Tumango ako at napangiti parin. Sa totoong, w ako''ng gana pumunta kung saan pero kung siya naman ang kasama ko, why not? Madaldal naman siya kaya hindi ako maboboring. "Let''s go home?" pam ko. "Take care!"


    Papasok na sana ako sa sasakyan pero nagt ako nang hapitin ni Jaime ang baywang ko at pinatakan ng munting halik ang aking ulo.


    "Take care," he whispered softly.


    Pinilit kong itago ang pagkabi. Binitawan niya ako at pinanood ko siya''ng lumapit sa sasakyan niya at naunang umalis.


    Damn, what was that for, Jaime?


    I held my chest, it continuously throbbing fast. Nanatili parin ako sabas ng sasakyan at w sa sariling napabaling ulit sa itim na sasakyan sa gilid. Why do I feel someone is staring at me inside that?


    I shook my head.


    Pumasok na ako sa sasakyan at binuhay ang makina. Umusad naman ito pero hanggang bukanang ng parking lot. Kumunot ang noo ko. Agad ako''ng lumabas ng sasakyan. Nasapo ko ang noo dahil t ang dwang gulong ng sasakyan


    ko!


    "Fuck!" I cursed frustratingly. "Bakit ngayon pa!"


    Lumuhod ako at nakita ang mking butas na parang sinadya. Hindi naman ito ganito kanina, ah!


    Ano''ng gagawin ko ngayon? Nakaalis na si Jaime! Nakakahiya naman kung tatawagan ko siya para bumalik.


    Gusto kong sumigaw sa inis pero pinign ko ang sarili. Kukunin ko na sana ang cellphone ko sa loob nang makitang umandar ang itim na sasakyan kanina. Mabagal ang andar nito kaya nag dwang isip ako kung hihingian ko ba ng tulong. I just get my phone and called Jordan but he''s not answering! My parents are surely busy on work. Kung minams ka nga naman!


    Habang tinawagan ko ulit si Jordan, naaninag ko ang itim na sasakyan na lumagpas sa''kin. Nawn ako ng pag-asa. Hindi parin sinasagot ni Jordan!


    I frowned and stamp my foot. Sumandal ako sa sasakyan at hinihintay na mag reply si Jordan. Hinabol ko ng tingin ''yong itim na sasakyan,king gt ko ng bi itong huminto.


    Umawang angbi ko. Unti-unti itong umatras hanggang sa mag pantay ang sasakyan namin. Nahigit ko ang hininga nang bumaba ang bintana ng sasakyan. Seryosong mukha ni Callum ang nakita ko! What the hell!


    Bi ako''ng tumalikod sa sobrang gt. Siya ang nasa sasakyan? So, he also saw what Jaime did earlier?


    Napaigtad ako nang marinig na bumukas ang sasakyan niya. Hindi ako lumingon. I kept calling Jordan but he''s still not answering!


    "What''s the problem?"


    Nanginig ako. I felt him behind me, damn!


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    Hindi ako makaharap. I can''t even speak!


    "t tires..." he uttered and checked my car.


    Narinig kong may tinawagan siya at pagkatapos, bumaling sa''kin. Nag iwas ulit ako ng tingin.


    He came closer. "I''ll just take you home-"


    "N-No, thanks..." I shuttered. "I called Jordan-"


    "Don''t fool me. He''s not answering your call,"


    I bit my lip. Hindi ko parin siya nililingon. Parang sasabog ang dibdib ko sa kaba ngayon.


    "Let''s go. Don''t be hard headed," he said seriously.


    Umiling ako. "D-Ditong ako. Hihintayin ko si Jordan-"


    "I called someone to fix the tires. Kung hihintayin mo pa si Jordan, aabutin ka ng ng oras. Or you''re waiting for your boyfriend?"


    Kunot noo ko na siya''ng nilingon. He''s raising a brow.


    "B-Boyfriend?" is he referring to Jaime? "I don''t have,"


    "Tsk. But you let him kissed you,"


    I heard him whispered.


    "What did you say?"


    "W. I said let''s go. I''m offering a ride,"


    "Ayaw ko nga" pagtanggi ko. "Smat nang, I''ll wait for Jordan,"


    Sinabi ko sa sarili ko na ayaw ko ng magkita kaming dwa pero ano ''to? Bakit ba pgi kaming nagkikita? Sa ganitong sitwasyon pa?


    "Are you sure?" he said teasingly.


    "Of course!" matapang kong sagot.


    "Fine..."


    Narinig ko ang pagsara niya ng sasakyan. Hindi ko siya nililingon.


    My phone vibrated and I just got disappointed reading Jordan''s message that he can''t fetch me, he''s still in school!


    Tangina, sino ang susundo sa''kin ngayon?


    Takot ako''ng bumaling sa sasakyan ni Callum peroking gt ko na naroon pa siya! Nakasandal sa sasakyan at nakangisi sa''kin!


    "What now?" he teased. "Get inside before I carry you,"


    I''m already cursing inside my head.


    I just found myself sitting on the passenger''s seat of Callum''s car. I''m frowning. Hindi ko m kung matutuwa o maiinis ako dahil tinulungan niya ako. There''s yful smile on his lips while driving! Hindi kami nagpapansinan.


    I just wear an earphone and listen to music. I don''t want to hear his voice.


    Mabilisng ang biyahe dahil wng traffic kaya khating orasng ay nasa vige na kami.


    "Thank you," pasmat ko at agad bumaba sa sasakyan. "Yung car ko nga p..."


    "Ipapad ko bukas,"


    Seryoso ang mata niya kaya isinara ko na ang pinto at pumasok na sa bahay. Buti ay wng nakakita kung sino ang naghatid sa''kin.


    "Patricia!"


    My eyes widened when I saw Jess, behind her is mommy. She hugged me tight


    "Sorry na!" atungal niya. "Hindi ko ''yon sinasadya, ipapaliwanag ko sayohat, promise!"

 Chapter 88

    PATRICIA''S POV (Part 1)


    "Patricia! Bumaba ka na! Your friends are already here!"


    I can''t count how many time mom called me. Inaayos ko pa ang mga damit ko dahil ngayon kami aalis papunta sa preferred resort ni Kelvin. It''s his birthday tomorrow so we''ll go there to celebrate. "Tell them to wait!"


    Sinipat ko na ang mga bikini at dress na dadalhin. Sabi ni Kelvin ay mag stay kami roon ng tatlong araw kaya nagpasobra na ako ng mga isusuot ko. Kla rin ni Kelvin ang may-ari no''ng resort kaya naintriga ako kung maganda ba tga roon. Si Jess naman, w na ako''ng choice kundi pansinin siya. I can''t really resist her. She exined everything to me when she came herest week. She admitted that she already know Callum was the owner of thend but she just pushed to rmend Callum to me because she know that I really like thend.


    She also admitted that Callum didn''t know that I am the buyer. Ngayon pang, kinakain na ako ng kahihiyan kapag naala ang ginawa. I left him there and overthink without knowing that Callum just took a little time for us to negotiate about thend.


    What did I do? I wasted his time! That was embarrassing. I even cried in front of him!


    "Patricia?"


    Bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto ko at pumasok si Jess na nakasuot ng floral dress.


    "Ang tagal mo! Buti tga ikaw ang huling sinundo!"


    Inirapan ko siya. "You guys are over reacting. It''s too early than the time we talked about! Madilim pa nga sabas, oh!"


    "Mahaba raw kasi ang biyahe sabi ni Kelvin!" aniya at tinulungan ako sa ginagawa. "We will use Tyrone''s van. Nakakainisng. I can''t be with Austine today! W tuloy ako''ng ka-bebe time, kayo ni Tyrone mayroon!" "Huh?"


    She gasped. "Tyrone is with his girlfriend! Ikaw naman...kasama yung guwapo na doktor. Ano nga ulit pangn niya? Jaime? Nariyan na rin siya sa ibaba!"


    Napailing nang ako bago isinara ang bag. "He''s also my friend, Jess. We supposed to go in Tagaytay today but since we''re going on the beach, isasama ko nang din siya sa''kin. He''s nice. Marunong makisama..."


    "Wow, kung hindi p tayo aalis ngayon...mag da-date kayo sa Tagaytay?!" suminghap siya. "What''s the real score by the way? Is he-"


    Hinarap ko siya. "Don''t assume anything. He''s just a friend,"


    Lumabas na kami sa kwarto pero hindi pa siya tumitigil sa pag-usisa.


    "Tga ba?" ngising aso niya''ng tanong. "Pero, iba yung tingin niya sayo. Pansin mo ba? Ako kasi...pansin ko!"


    Hindi ko na siya pinansin at dire-diretsong lumabas. Nakapark na ang van ni Tyrone sabas. Naaaninag ko na rin s ni Kelvin doon. Nakatayo naman sa may gate si mommy habang kausap si...Jaime! Gosh, I still haven''t formally introduced him to them.


    "Oh, Pat! Here''s Jaime!" natutuwang saad ni mommy. "Siya p ang kinukwento mong kaibigan! I know his dad!"


    "Really, mom? His father is also a doctor,"


    "Oo, we''ve met before! Also his mom!" aniya at bumaling kay Jaime. "d that my daughter became your friend!"


    "We both have goal in med school, Madame. That''s why we clicked,"


    Umalis saglit si mommy kaya lumabas na ako. Sinalubong ako ni Jaime ng matamis na ngiti.


    "Good morning,"


    "Morning," I greeted back. "Are you ready?"


    Tumango siya. "Your friends are nice" kinuha niya ang dwa kong bag. "Let''s go..."


    Sabay kaming nakad ppit sa van. Nakita kong nakaupo si Rica, girlfriend ni Tyrone sa unahan. Nginitian niya ako bago kami umupo sa pinakadulo.


    "Sorry again, Jaime. Hindi tayo natuloy sa Tagaytay ngayon," paumanhin ko dahil nakakahiya parin. "I forgot about Kelvin''s birthday,"


    Ngumiti siya bago ingay ang maliit na unan sa leeg ko.


    "I told you, it was fine. Nakaleave na rin ako. Mas maganda nga na tatlong araw tayo roon, mas mahaba ang pahinga natin,"


    Nag pam na kami kay mommy at bumiyahe na. Magkatabi si Kelvin at Jess sa harapan namin ni Jaime at may sariling mundo. Since maaga ako''ng nagising kanina, natulog nang ako dahil inaantok pa tga ako. Nakasandal ang gilid ng ulo ko sa may bintana.


    Nagising ako nang maramdaman ang sikat ng araw sa mukha ko. Nilingon ko si Jaime sa tabi ko at nakitang nakatingin siya sa''kin. Si Jess at Kelvin naman ay kapwa tulog din.


    "Does your neck hurt?" Jaime asked.


    "Uh... medyo" sagot ko at bahagyang hinaplos ang leeg. Medyo nangy siguro kanina.


    "Rest here instead," he pointed his shoulder.


    Napatitig ako roon bago ngumiti.


    "Thank you," I said as I rest my head to his shoulder.


    I closed my eyes and fell asleep again.


    Nagising nang ulit ako sa pag alog sa balikat ko. Dahan-dahan ako''ng nag mt at bumungad ang nakangising mukha ni Jess, katabi niya si Kelvin na nakadungaw din sa''min at kinukuhaan kami ng picture. "Gising na, lovebirds!" she said teasingly.


    Naw ang antok ko ng mapagtanto ang itsura namin ni Jaime. Nakasandal nga p ako sa balikat niya habang siya ay nakasandal ang ulo sa head rest. Kumunot ang noo ko kay Kelvin. "Kelvin, stop the cam!"


    Bumaling ako kay Jaime at niyugyog ang balikat niya para gisingin. "Hey, wake up,"


    Nag mt siya at kinusot ang mata. Si Jess at Kelvin ay nasa harap parin namin, mga nakangiti. Tumingin ako sabas at nakitang nasa tapat kami ng isang fast food.


    "Bakit tayo nandito? Myo pa ba?" tanong ko at sinilip si Tyrone at Rica sabas.


    "Kakain muna tayo ng breakfast! Nagugutom na kasi kami kaya huminto muna si Tyrone!" sagot ni Jess. "Sabi naman ni Kelvin, mpit na raw tayo,"


    "Are you hungry?" tanong ni Jaime sa''kin. "Ako nang ang bibili ng food natin,"


    "Sige, sama na ako sayo, doc!" maharot na sabi ni Kelvin. "Dito ka nang din, Jess. Bibilhan nang kita,"


    Natawa ako sa inaasta ni Kelvin. Lumabas na s ni Jaime, kaming dwa nang ni Jess ang naiwan sa loob.


    "Parang ang sarap naman ng tulog mo, siz!" lumipat si Jess sa tabi ko.


    "Medyo, maaga kasi ako''ng nagising kanina,"


    Ngumisi siya. "O dahil mmbot ang sandn mo? Ikaw ha! Doktor din p ang nais!"


    "Jess, tumigil ka nga!" inis kong sabi.


    Dito tga siya magaling, ang mang-asar!


    "Ang manhid! Don''t tell me...you don''t like him?"


    My eyes widened. "We''re just friends!"


    Humkhak siya at ipinakita ang cellphone. Nakita ko ang litrato namin ni Jaime na natutulog, isinend niya ''yon kay Austine! "What the fuck, Jess!" hin ko ang buhok niya.


    "Wait, I''ll exin!" she saidughing. "He asked who''s with me here! So I send to him this and also Kelvin and Tyrone''s picture!"


    "Pero bakit ''yon pa?"


    "Siyempre magkatabi kayo. He''s with Callum today for some meetings so he probably seen this photo already.... o baka ipinakita rin niya kay Calllum," "What?!"


    I swear, Jess really pushing my limits! Umagang-umaga iniinis niya ako.


    "What''s wrong? It''s either, he''ll be angry when he sees this or... he will be happy for you," she chuckled. "Gusto mo ba mag kwento ako tungkol-"


    "No need. Just shut up, Jess!" I said irritatingly.


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    Tinawanan niyang ako.


    Bakit ba ako masyado nagpapaapekto sa sinasabi niya? W ako''ng pake sa reaksyon ni Callum kung makita niya ''yon!


    "Here''s your coffee..."


    Naw ang inis ko nang dumating s Jaime. Tinanggap ko ang binigay niya''ng brewed coffee. Umupo siya sa tabi ko at nag sim kaming kumain. Dito nang kami kumain sa sasakyan dahil hassle kung sabas pa. Habang nakain naman ay parang gusto kong sabunutan si Jess dahil panay ang sulyap niya samin ni Jaime tapos ngingiti! Hindi ko nang siya pinansin.


    Nang matapos kaming kumain, bumiyahe ulit kami at tumigil saglit sa isang grocery store para bumili ng ng pagkain.


    Bumyahe ulit kami at saktong s diyes, nakarating kami sa sinasabing resort ni Kelvin.


    "Grabe, ang ganda!"


    Halos mabingi kami sa sigaw ni Jess. Nasa bukana pang kami ng resort, sa mpitng din kami nag park. Si Jaime ulit ang nag buhat ng gamit ko. I wore my sunsses.


    "Let''s so guys! Ayun na si Jugs!" sigaw ni Kelvin at itinuro ang sinasabi niya''ng kakla na may-ari nito.


    I roomed my eyes around. May mga tao sa dmpasigan. I can see the clear water from here. I suddenly had an urge to swim!


    Maaliws ang hangin at ang ganda ng view! Ang daming puno!


    "Kelvin, it''s been a while!"


    Niyakap si Kelvin nglaking matangkad na puro tattoo.


    Kelvin introduced us first then we proceed on getting hotel room.


    Nag pasya kami na magkakasama kaming mga babe sa isang room at hiwy anglaki. Hindi naman nag remo si Tyrone at ayosng din kay Jaime.


    "Excited na ako mag swimming!" Jess hissed while we were fixing our things.


    Maganda ang kabuuan ng room na nakuha namin. Mki ang kama kaya kasyang kasya kaming tatlo rito. Pagkatapos ko mag ayos ng gamit, pumunta ako sa balcony at natuwa dahil ang ganda ng view. This would be great watching the sun set.


    "Patricia..."


    Nilingon ko si Rica na pappit. Tapos na rin siya sa pag-aayos.


    "Congrats nga p sa clinic mo," mahinhin niya''ng sabi at ngumiti.


    Tiinabihan niya ako.


    "Thank you. Sa inyo rin ni Tyrone. Sa mga businesses niyo..."


    I really admired their rtionship. Sim no''ng college ay nakikinita ko na ang matatag nng rsyon. They''re just lowkey and both deserving to each other. Rica is so pretty with a good heart while Tyrone is hard working, I witnessed that because he''s my friend for decade now.


    "That guy you''re with...he looks good on you..."


    Nag init ang mukha ko. "Si Jaime? Kaibigan kong siya, Rica"


    Pareho s ni Jess mag-isip.


    "Really? Hindi ka ba nagkaroon ng boyfriend sa Amerika?"


    Umiling ako kaya naki ang mata niya. W pa tga ''yon sa isip ko.


    "I understand. After what you''ve experienced here but...have you already forgive him?"


    I saw her hesitation but I smiled. "Y-Yes..."


    Kahit ngayon, naguguluhan na ako sa dapat naming maramdaman ni Callum sa nakaraan. Inaamin ko, masyado ako''ng nagpad sa emosyon noon kaya kahit maliit na eksplenasyon ni Callum, hindi ko pinakinggan. Thanks to Jess''s mouth, I got to know some of Callum''s side but I felt guilty.


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    "Girls, nag text si Kelvin. Kakain na raw tayo ng lunch!"


    Sumulpot si Jess at hin na kami ni Rica pbas. Nag palit nga p ako ng simpleng shirt at maong short.


    Sa isang open restaurant kami pumunta na mpitng sa dagat. Ang ganda ng ambiance dito. Sinalubong agad ako ni Jaime ng ngiti at inlayan sa upuan. Nakita ko pa ang mapanuyang tingin ni Jess at Rica dahil doon. "Are youfortable with them?" I asked Jaime regarding the set up with the rooms.


    Napaisip ako kung hindi ba siya napapagod ngumiti.


    "No worries, I''m fine"


    Dumating ang mga pagkain at halos kumip ang mata ko sa mga sea foods! Tuwang-tuwa rin si Jess dahil ito ang paborito namin. Nang kumain kami, hindi ko maiwasang matuwa kay Jaime. Nahihirapan siya sa pagkain ng crabs kaya ako na ang nagtanggal sa shell bago ibigay sa kanya.


    "Thank you..." he said shyly.


    He''s adorable though. Kahit sa ibang sea food na nasa shell ay nahihirapan siya kaya tinutulungan ko siya. Sa sobrang ab namin ay hindi ko napansin na pinanonood na p n kami!


    "Sana all!" inggit na usal ni Jess.


    Si Kelvin, Tyrone at Rica ay umiwas ng tingin pero mga nakangiti! Shit!


    Bumaling nang ulit ako sa pagkain, minsan ay bumabaling kay Jaime. Nang matapos ay umalis na kami roon at bumalik sa hotel. Nagpmig kami at nanood ng movies pero hindi ko namyang nakatulog na p ako.


    -


    "Sleeping beauty is awake!"


    Bungad sa''kin ni Jess. Kakbas niyang sa banyo at naligo, si Rica naman ay w na rito.


    "Maligo ka na. Lbas tayo, maganda raw panoorin ang sunset,"


    Tumingin ako sabas at naki ang mata. Hindi ko dapat makaligtaan ang sunset. Tumakbo ako sa banyo para maligo. ng minutong ''yon at naabutan ko pa si Jess na nag-aayos. Nag suot ako ng puting tube dress at inilugayng ang buhok.


    Nang matapos ay lumabas na kami. Nagt pa nga ako dahil naghihintay si Jaime samin sabas.


    "Hi, there" Jaime greeted then smiled.


    "H-Hi..."


    "Sus...kilig ka naman?" bulong ni Jess kaya inirapan ko siya.


    Sabay kaming tatlo pumunta mpit sa dagat. Napangiti ako dahil sa ganda ng papalubog na araw. Mag isa si Kelvin na nakaupo sa buhanginan habang si Tyrone at Rica ay magka-akbay sa isang swing, nakatalikod s samin, t may sariling mundo.


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    "Tatabihan ka na namin. Mamaya, umiyak ka na sa inggit," pasarin ni Jess.


    Kelvin sighed while looking at Tyrone and Rica.


    "Nabuhay nang ''yata ako para mainggit sa rsyon ng iba..."


    Saglit ako''ng natawa.


    "Do you already know Tyrone''s n?" Jess asked.


    "n?" I frowned. "Tungkol saan?"


    She giggled. "He''s nning to propose to Rica tomorrow evening! Exactly at Kelvin''s birthday!"


    My eyes widened. "Wow, good for them! They deserve that..."


    I couldn''t hide my smile.


    They truly loved each other. I''m happy for them.


    Pinagmasdanng namin ang dwa. Ang ganda n pagmasdanlo na''t papalubog ang araw pero may kung ano''ng kumurot sa dibdib ko. Hearing that proposal, an exact scene shed back. When can I able to experience that? Or am I able to know what does it feel to be proposed with?

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    PATRICIA''S POV (Part 2)


    "Happy birthday, Kelvin!"


    Kelvin''s look shows a mixture of surprise and joy. It''s already 6 am and we decided to surprise him.


    We''re still wearing our pajamas. Dapat tga ay magkakaroon kami ng birthday salubong sa kanya pero pagkatapos naming manood ng sunset kahapon at kumain ng dinner ay nakatulog agad kami. "Happy birthday to you..." we sang out of tune and ended upughing.


    Hawak ko ang cake habang nakapalibot kami kay Kelvin na nakaupo sa kama, si Jaime ang kumukuha ng video.


    "T-Thank you guys!" Kelvin said in a teary eyed then blowed the candle.


    Niyakap namin siya.


    "Iinom tayo mamaya, ah! You promised!"


    "Whatever, Jess..." nguso kong sabi.


    "By the way, Austine found a way to be with me today! He has no errands and he''s on his way here!"


    Nagt ako pero kunan ay ngumiti rin. She looks excited. Ak mo''y ang tagal hindi nakita ang boyfriend.


    "So I''m the only one who doesn''t have a special someone on my special day?" Kelvin gasped. "Sabi ko nga, single nang ako forever!"


    Nagtawanan kami bago bumalik uit sa room. Nag-ayos kami ng sarili para mag breakfast. Nang makbas ay sinalubong din ng pag bati ng mga staff sa isang restaurant si Kelvin. That Jugs who turned out to be the owner of the resort came with a cake.


    Kinantahan ulit namin si Kelvin bago kumain.


    "Ang sarap ng steak!"


    Halos mabulunan si Jess nang sabihin ''yon. Masarap naman kasi tga ang steak dito sa kinakainan namin pero hindi ako kakain ng marami. Maliligo kasi kami mamaya at ayaw kong mki ang tiyan ko sa two piece. "I noticed, you also like steaks..."


    Nilingon ko si Jaime. "Oo, pgi kasi kaming kumakain sa mga steak house noon,"


    Sa kgitnaan ng pagkain namin ay may tumawag kay Jess. Sinagot niya ''yon sa harap namin.


    "Oh, really!" she said happily.


    But eventually, her eyebrows met. "A-Ano? Bakit?"


    She suddenly looked at me while I was drinking my juice.


    "Ano''ng problema? Si Austine ba ''yon? Nandito na siya?" tanong ni Kelvin.


    Jess nodded.


    "Nandito na raw siya pero..." nganin siya''ng tumingin sa''kin. "May kasama raw siya''ng ibang friend. Si C-Callum,"


    Muntik na ako''ng masamid sa narinig.


    I tried toposed myself,hat s ay napatingin sa''kin...t tinitimbang ang reaksyon ko. He''s also here? Why on earth is this coincidence?


    Ibinaling ko ang mata ko sa pagkain. My brain suddenly went nk.


    "Uh...g-ganoon ba?" maingat na sabi ni Kelvin. "Ayosng naman siguro...Pat?"


    I looked up and smiled shortly. "There''s no problem with me..."


    Nag patuloy kami sa pagkain, si Jess ay umalis saglit.


    Why I am feeling this? Hindi dapat ako maapektuhan ngayon pero bakit marinigng ang pangn niya...parang kumikirot na ang dibdib ko? "Are you okay?"


    Jaime held my arm and looked so concern.


    "Of course, why I wouldn''t?"


    He just nodded and smiled.


    I need to show them that I am no longer affected by his presence but if Callum''s presence does defeat my courage...maybe I would think about our past again, where he hurt me and make me suffer. In that matter, my anger would returned. I know that it was a wrong idea but never mind! Ayaw kong matalo niya ako! He don''t have the rights to make me feel unworthy! Kung susungitan niya ako o itatrato na hindi kla, ayosng! Gaganti naman ako sa paraan na m ko kung kangan.


    Natapos kaming kumain at paalis na sa restaurant ay saktong pagbalik ni Jess. This time, she''s with Austine. Humigit ako ng hininga nang mahagp si Callum sa likuran kasama ang isang magandang babae. She''s hugging his arm and she''s pretty familiar. Siya ang kasama ni Callum sa billboard na nakita ko noong nakaraan!


    What a freaking scene.


    "Ay, tapos na kayo?" dismayadong saad ni Jess. "Hindi bale, sabayan ko nang ulit s kumain,"


    Nag tama agad ang mata namin ni Callum at may kung ano''ng pumitik sa dibdib ko. Seryoso ang mata niya bago bumaling kay Jaime sa tabi ko na nakahawak sa braso ko. Dumiin ang mata niya roon.


    "I know you already know Austine but still..." Jessughed. "Guys, this is Austine and his friend Callum with his...f-friend?"


    Jess awkwardly smiled because of the girl beside Callum. The girl looks friendly though. Austine smiled at me.


    "Uh, girlfriend," the girl corrected that made my heart jump.


    I saw how Kelvin''s mouth parted and Tyrone''s concerned stare at me. Napakurap naman si Jess bago lumingon sa''kin. Pansin ko ang saglit na pagkabi ni Callum pero bumalik din sa pagseseryoso. I knew it.


    In a snap, I just found myself being pulled by Jaime while Kelvin beside me is murmuring something. Hindi ko m kung ano''ng dapat maramdaman sa nman at maslong nalilito ako kung bakit kangan kong makaramdam ng kakaiba tungkol doon.


    "Isn''t she the model who got linked to him,st month?" Rica asked.


    "I think, yes..." Tyrone answered.


    Nilingon ko si Jaime na hawak ang kamay ko. Seryoso ang tingin niya sa daan. Hindi ko na nagawang lumingon doon sa restaurant, naiwan s Jess doon.


    Dumiretso kami sa isang mking kubo na nirentahan ni Kelvin. Mpitng ito sa dagat kaya ang ganda tignan ng mga tao na nagtatakbuhan at naliligo. Tahimik ako''ng umupo habang si Kelvin, Tyrone at Rica ay lumabas para mag picture roon sa tubig.


    Kumuha ako ng isang basong tubig at tumabi kay Jaime.


    Mariin ang titig niya habang umiinom ako kaya medyo nang ako. Pansin kong sim no''ng makaharap namin si Callum kanina, tahimik na rin siya. "Are you okay?"


    "Huh? I should the one asking you that. Kanina ka pa tahimik,"


    "And so as you," he chuckled. "You''re still notfortable around him..."


    Umiwas ako ng tingin, hindi nakasagot. Of course he would noticed that, I''m too obvious! Si C-Callum...napansin kaya niya?


    Dahil ba roon kaya tahimik din siya?


    "Wait, I''ll just answer this..."


    Pam niya dahil tumatawag ang daddy niya.


    Saktong pabas niya ay pumasok naman si Kelvin. Agad dumapo ang nag-alang mata nito sa''kin at dumiretso sa tabi ko.


    "Ayos kang ba?"


    "Oo naman. Bakit-"


    "Really? Kanina, nakaharap natin si Callum. Ayosng ba tga sayo? Gusto mo kausapin ko si Jess-"


    "Kelvin, ayosng ako. Wng problema kung nandito rin siya..."


    His eyes were watching me intently.


    "That''s not I observe earlier. Why do you have to look pressured? Hindi ba dapat siya ang makaramdam ng ganoon? Pat, kaibigan kita at kahit ako sobrang lungkot sa pinagdaanan mo noong magkasama kayo. Nasira ang buhay mo kaya nga pumunta ka sa Amerika di ba? Nawn ka rin ng anak..."


    Tumagos sa dibdib ko ang mga sinabi niya.


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    "It''s pretty obvious that he''s already moved on now. May bago na siya. Parang w siya''ng buhay na sinira noon..." hinawakan niya ang balikat ko. "Show him how strong you are right now. Ipakita mo sa kanya kung sino ang sinayang niya," Napatla ako hanggang dumating na ulit si Jaime pero ang titig sa''kin ni Kelvin ay may determinasyon parin. It''s not that I''m back to being weak but seeing Callum...I remember what Jess have told me about his own sufferings. The way Kelvin pointed my actions, it''s like he''s conveying that I shouldn''t be melted. I shouldn''t feel guilty in the first ce though. Ewan ko ba sa sarili ko.


    "Patricia, picturan ko kayo ni Jaime roon!"


    Nagt ako nang hhin kami ni Rica pbas. Ayaw ko pa nga sana pero nakakahiya naman tumanggi at tsaka, pictureng naman. Si Tyrone naman ay tumatawa sa ginawa ni Rica habang si Kelvin ay may hawak na dslr. "Tumayo kayo roon. Jaime...akbayan mo si Pat..." utos ni Rica.


    Natawa nang kami ni Jaime at sinunod ang gusto n. Nakang take kami ng picture, iba''t ibang pose rin hanggang sa marinig namin ang sigaw ni Jess sa myo.


    "Hoy, sali ako. Ang daya niyo naman!"


    Tumatakbo siya ppit samin habang kasunod si Austine pati si Callum at girlfriend nito. Nag tama agad ang mata namin at mabilis din ako''ng umiwas.


    Sumali si Jess sa picture taking habang s Callum ay nakatayo di kyuan at pinanonood kami.


    He''s watching me and I did everything to not get affected. Good thing I was with Jaime. Hinahawakan niya ang kamay ko para umlay nang lumusong kami sa tubig. Grabe, ang linaw dito at kita ang ng isda!


    "It''s my first time here. How about you..." Jaime sounds amazed.


    "It''s also my first time! Ngayon kong din kasi ulit s nakasama,"


    We saw someone riding a jetski and some were diving. May mga nagsisigawan din na nakasakay sa banana boat. Those seems enjoyable. Nagkatinginan kami ni Jaime at parehas napangiti dahil sa naisip. We want to try those activities! "G ba kayo? I want to see corals!" anyaya ni Jess na hawak na ngayon ang kamay ni Austine.


    Bumalik ang tingin ko kung nasaan ang puwesto n Callum kanina pero w na s roon ng girlfriend niya.


    "Sa jetski muna tayo!" ani Kelvin. "Right, Pat?"


    "Uh...yeah. Before we proceed on diving," sagot ko bago kami bumalik sa hotel para mag palit.


    I''m wore a red bikini. Pero pinatungan ko ng crop top at sobrang ikling maong short. Si Jess at Rica naman ay parehongwad ang katawan suot ang mga two piece n na pinatunganng ng see through dress. Mamaya ko nang huhubarin ang sa''kin kapaglangoy na kami.


    "Let''s go!" umirit si Kelvin at naunag tumakbo.


    He''s wearing a white sleeveless shirt and short and also Tyrone.


    Si Jaime naman ay board shorts at isang sleeveless shirt din na humapit sa kanyang katawan. I could see his toned muscles.


    He has a nice body.


    Lumapit na kami sa tubig at sa jetski na nirent namin. Ang ng babae na napapadaan ay pansin kong nagtatagal ang tingin kay Jaime. Well, who wouldn''t? Agaw pansin kasi siya dahil bukod sa guwapo at maputi, matangkad din. Magkasama si Austine at Jess sa isang jetski, si Rica at Tyrone din at kaming dwa ni Jaime. Tanging si Kelvinng ang mag-isa.


    "Okayng, guys! Sanay na ako''ng mag-isa!" hugot ni Kelvin bago sumakay sa Jetski.


    Nagtawanan kami.


    Nagtaka ako dahil hindi ko parin nakikita s Callum pero hindi ko na ''yon masyado inisip. Hinawakan ni Jaime ang kamay ko nang sumakay na rin kami sa jetski. Siya ang nasa unahan at nang sinimn niya itong paandarin, hindi ko maigng hindi kumapit sa baywang niya.


    We were shouting out of enjoyment. Halos mabasa na nga kami pareho dahil sa pagdaan n Jess sa gilid namin. Nakipagkarera pa nga si Kelvin na napunta sa pagkahulog niya. Good thing he''s wearing a vest. "Kelvin!" humagalpak ako sa tawa.


    Tyrone helped him up. Nag patuloy kami sa pag libot sa tubig nang mapansin ko ang pamilyar na pigura sa myo. Si Callum kasama ang girlfriend niya na nalakad habang nakatingin samin. He''s here again. Kahit myo ay m kong mariin ang titig niya. Sim kahapon ay ganoon na siya tumingin sa''kin.


    "Whoaahhh!"


    I raised my two hands while shouting. The water keeps sshing to our body. Ang suot kong bikini top ay bumabakat na sa damit ko.


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    "You enjoyed?"


    "Super! Ikaw?" tanong ko pabalik sa kanya.


    "I enjoyed. You keeps shouting..."


    Sabay kaming lumakad papunta sa kubo at agad naw ang ngiti ko nang makita si Callum na naroon din sa loob kasama ang girlfriend. Si Jess naman ay pinupunasan ang ulo ni Austine ng towel.


    I acted normal as what I should.


    Pansin ko agad ang mata nng apat samin ni Jaime. S Kelvin naman ay naririnig kong ppit na rin.


    "Where''s your towel?" Jaime asked.


    My lips parted. "Gosh, nakalimutan ko sa room..."


    Sa sobrang excited ay nakalimutan ko ang towel ko.


    "You forgot your towel, Pat?" lumapit sa''kin si Jess. "May extra ako-"


    "Uh, she''ll just use mine. I also have extra," Jaime said calmly so I looked at him. "Here..."


    I caught my breath because he wiped my face and head himself.


    Bumaling ako kay Jess at nakita ang mapanuya niya''ng ngiti.


    "I told you, sana nag join tayo sa kan. We should''ve enjoyed Callum..." rinig kong mmbing na sabi ng girlfriend ni Callum.


    Gusto kong matawa. Knowing Callum, he don''t like these stuffs.


    "Don''t worry, Be, we''ll diveter..." ani Austine.


    Hindi nang ako nakinig sa kan at niyaya ko nang si Jaime lumabas. I was excited to see corals so I took off the crop top I was wearing. I''m now wearing a bikini top and short.


    Dumating agad ang bangka na nirent namin at si Kelvin ang unang sumakay bago s Tyrone. Inlayan ako ni Jaime at kasunod namin s Jess. Medyo mki ang bangka na may dwang upuan na magkaharap. Sa kabng side ay ako, si Jaime, Kelvin, Tyrone at Rica. Sa harap s jess ngunit nagt ako nang dumating s Callum.


    "Kasama p s..." bulong ni Kelvin.


    Inlayan ni Callum na umakyat ang girlfriend. She''s so pretty and hot with her red one piece, damn. Umupo s sa mismong tapat namin kaya hindi na ako mapakali.


    Umandar ang bangka at sa gilidng ako nakatingin, pinanonood ang mga alon. I never thought that Callum and I would face each other again and be this close.


    S Jess ay kanina pa kumukuha ng litrato. Nahuli ko pa siya''ng pinipicturan kami ni Jaime. Pero kahit nakatagilid, ramdam at pansin ko ang matats na mata ni Callum sa''kin.


    "This is my beautiful friend, Patricia!" iniharap sa''kin ni Kelvin ang camera kaya napatakip ako sa mukha.


    He''s recording.


    "Pat, let''s take a picture!" si Kelvin kaya ngumiti naman ako. "Oh, kayo naman ni Jaime!" Namig ang mukha ko.


    Nagkatinginan kami ni Jaime, nginitian niya ako. I smiled nervously at the camera while Jaime''s arms was on my shoulder. I heard Callum''s girlfriend also asked for picture so they took a picture together. Hindi ko na s tinignan hanggang sa tumigil ang bangka.


    My eyes almost spark seeing the fishes in the clear water. Wng sabi-sabi ay agad kaming nag dive n Kelvin, si Jaime ay nasa likod ko. Nakalimutan ko saglit ang mga iniisip kanina nang makita ko na sa lim ang magagandang coral reefs. I saw Jess recording under the sea so we waved at the camera. We also see different kind of fish under. While swimming, I felt Jaime holding my hand. I saw him pointing the beautiful corals on the other side. Lumangoy kami papunta roon at wng mapagsin ang tuwa ko. They''re just so adorable!


    Lumangoy na ako pataas para umahon.


    Nakaangat ang kamay ko at kinapa ang hamba ng bangka pero hindi ko ''yon nahawakan. Muli ako''ng lumubog at itinaas ulit ang katawan, hindi ko tga makapa ''yong hawakan. I was about to swim to the other side but a warm hand held mine.


    I got strength from there to lift myself up. I immediately took a breath when I got up and when my eyes cleared, I saw Callum''s serious face in front of me. Nakaupo siya sa dulo ng bangka.


    Wait, don''t tell me...he helped me?


    I looked around and saw Austine on the other side smiling! Bukod sa aming tatlo, wng ibang nakaahon! Agad ako''ng lumayo kay Callum, umangat angbi niya sa ginawa ko.


    When I left in front of him, his girlfriend''s body lifted up. My eyes widened when his girlfriend held on his leg to lift herself.


    I acted like I didn''t see anything and dived again.

 Chapter 90

    PATRICIA''S POV (Part 3)


    Pagkatapos ng mga nakakapagod na activities kanina at pag kuha ng maraming pictures, nagpahinga kami at kumain. Medyo natahimik nga ako at naw sa mood dahil sa mga kakaibang tingin ni Callum.


    I want to p him, for real. He keeps staring at me the whole time. Ano nang ang iisipin ni Be? I''m sure she knows about my past with Callum.


    But thankfully, they didn''t eat with us anymore because that was another awkwardness for sure.


    Nang pumatak ang gabi, hinanda na namin ang mga k at pagkain para sa celebration ng birthday ni Kelvin. Hindi ito gaganapin sa loob ng hotel kundi sabas, mpit sa tahimik na dagat. They create a bon fire. Papalibot kami roon mamaya.


    "Finally, I will experience my dream birthday celebration!" masayang usal ni Kelvin habang nandito kami sa may buhanginan.


    This is what he really want. To celebrate in a simple way with us.


    Ang sarap pakinggan ng mga alon m rito. It''s so peaceful. Madilim na pero may mga w sa palibot ng mga puno, makes surroundings more romantic. Gumawa s ng bonfire sa tabing ng kubo na nirentahan namin. Medyo kaunti ang tao sa paligid dahil ang iba ay nasa sarili nng kubo.


    "Pat, hindi ba tga awkward sayo na kasama natin s Callum kanina?"


    Napatigil ako sa pag-aayos ng mga iihawin na barbeque dahil kay Jess.


    "Uh...m-medyo..." I said truthfully. "But it''s fine. Masasanay din ako..."


    Kaming mga babaeng ang narito. S Jaime, Tyrone at Kelvin ay kinukuha ang ibang pagkain sa room.


    "You know what?" tumabi sa''kin si Jess. "Hindi naman p girlfriend ni Callum si Be!"


    Kumunot ang noo ko. Si Rica ay naaninag kong lumapit din samin nang marinig ang sinabi ni Jess.


    "What are you talking about?"


    There''s no way. Obvious naman na mag jowa s. I even saw Callum holding Be''s hand. They''re so sweet. Be is such a clingy girlfriend. Kaya bakit niya itatanggi ''yon?


    "Duh, si Austine na ang nag sabi! That woman is fond of Callum. Nagsama na s sa ibang projects. She''s just assuming. She probably knew that you''re Callum''s ex-wife so she said that!"


    My lips parted.


    Kung hindi siya girlfriend ni Callum...sana ay tumanggi siya no''ng sinabi ni Be na girlfriend siya nito. Or he don''t want to embarrass her? Or maybe they''re really had a rtionship. Ewan ko ba! "Kaya naman p ganoon ang tingin ni Callum kay Patricia," ani Rica. "Parang gusto ka nang hablutin kay Jaime..."


    "Oh, stop it girls..."


    Hindi ko na nagugustuhan ang naririnig.


    Medyo lumayo na ako pero rinig ko parin ang usapan n.


    "Do you think, he still love her?"


    Suminghap si Jess. "Oo naman! Ngayong nman ko na hindi p siya girlfriend ni Callum, iniisip kong sumamang tga siya dito dahil kay Pat!"


    "I can hear you two!" nam ang pisngi ko. "Tign niyo na yan,"


    "Kasi naman, naiirita ako roon sa Be! Bakit siya ganon! She keeps insisting herself to Callum!"


    "Because she''s the girlfriend, Jess"


    Rica gasped. "He still love you. What can you say about that, Pat? m kong ramdam mo rin yung kakaibang tingin niya..."


    Nanigas ako.


    Para ako''ng binuhusan ng mmig na tubig at binalikan ang mga nakaw na tingin namin ni Callum kanina. Paano naman n nasabing mahal pa ako no''ng tao kung matalimgi ang tingin niya sa''kin? Tinulungan niya nga ako umahon kanina pero...maliit na bagayng ''yon!


    He''s still taken! Hindi ako maniniwng w sng rsyon unless, kay Callum mismo manggaling.


    "Mukhang seryoso pinga-uusapan niyo," dumating s Tyrone d ang ibang pagkain.


    Naputol na ang usapan namin. Npitan ako ni Jaime at tinulungan sa ginagawa. Dumating na rin si Austine pero kasama si Callum at Be. Bing umasim ang mukha ni Jess. Nala ko ang sinabi niya.


    But looking at how Be hugged Callum''s arm, they seemsfortable to each other.


    Inayos nang namin ang mga pagkain hanggang pumatak ang s siyete. We started drinking and eating. Kami na rin ni Jaime ang nag ihaw ng barbeque.


    "Gosh, excited na ako!" Jess giggled.


    "Para saan?" pag singit ni Jaime habang kumakain.


    "Mamaya na mag po-propose si Tyrone kay Rica!"


    Jaime''s eyes widened and eventually smiled. "Oh, good for them..." he looked at me and his cheeks reddened when our eyes locked.


    Umiwas ako ng tingin at umupo na sa may bon fire. Pinag-gigitnaan namin ni Kelvin si Jaime, si Jess naman sa tabi ko bago si Austine. Kaharap namin s Callum, Be, Rica at Tyrone.


    Hindi ako tumitingin sa harap dahil magsasalubong ang mata namin ni Callum. Pinagbuksan ako ni Jaime ng beer at sabay kaming uminom habang si Kelvin ay nag pipicture na naman. Halos umapaw rin ang pagkain namin sa dami ng binili n Kelvin.


    Our circle filled ofugher because of Kelvin''s unending stories. Nakikitawa na rin kami ni Jaime habang si Callum ay pansin kong tahimik parin. Para bang may pso na tutusok sa mata ko kapag nagtatama ang mata namin. Nang mag bukas si Austine ng heavy drinks, uminom rin ako.


    Nang halos isang oras na kami umiinom at kumakain, nag announce si Jess tungkol sa fireworks na magaganap.


    "Oh my god! I love fireworks!" Callum''s girlfriend shouted in excitement.


    "I think it''s better to watch the fireworks near the sea, Tyrone" I suggested, they all looked at me. "Mas makikita niyo kapag doon kayo pumwesto..."


    I pointed the calm sea.


    Makahulugang tumingin at tumango sa''kin si Tyrone bago hinawakan ang kamay ni Rica. Wng kamy my si Rica at inosenteng lumakad ppit sa dagat. Damn, this is so romantic.


    We have our cellphones ready. Kelvin is holding the camera.


    Nang unti-unting lumabas ang magagandang fireworks sa kngitan, halos kumip ang mata ko sa saya. Tanging ingayng ng mga ito ang maririnig dahilhat kami ay pinanonood ito.


    Tumayo na rin kami para mas makita ito ng maayos. Ang mga kasama ko ay kumukuha ng litrato samantng ako''y tla. I was mesmerized.


    "Grabe, ang ganda!" sigaw ni Jess at hin si Austine. "Babe, picture tayo!"


    Gum ang mata ko at nahagip si Callum na nakasandal sa puno hindi kyuan kung saan kami nakatayo. Be is standing beside him and taking pictures of the fireworks and he was busy staring at me. He should watching the fireworks, not me!


    Medyo madilim pero naaaninag ko ng maayos ang emosyon sa mukha niya. The lights from the fireworks somehow replicates to his face so I can see how his alluring eyes almost digging at me.


    Bumaling ulit ako sa fireworks bago nilingon si Jaime sa tabi ko. W ako''ng m na kinukuhaan niya na p ako ng picture!


    "My face was so epic, Jaime!" I covered my face.


    "You''re always beautiful..." he chuckled and pulled me closer to him. "Smile!"


    Ngumiti rin naman ako nang itapat niya saming dwa ang camera.


    "Omg, ayan na!"


    Nagt ako sa bing boses ni Jess.


    Tumingin kami sa harap at nakitang nag-uusap na si Tyrone at Rica. Hindi namin naririnig ang pag-uusap n dahil bukod sa maingay ang fireworks, medyo myo rin kami sa kan. Maya-maya pa ay muling humarap sa fireworks ang dwa. Parang matang ag na nakabantay kami sa kan.


    Habang ab sa fireworks si Rica, kums sa pagkakaakbay si Tyrone bago pumunta sa likod ni Rica. Halos mahigit ko ang hininga nang lumingon samin si Tyrone at kabadong ngumiti. I showed him a thumbs up to assured that this night will be one of their unforgettable moment.


    "You can do it!" I mouthed.


    He smiled then took out a red box from his pocket. Pakiramdam ko''y ako ang nasa katayuan ni Rica ngayon dahil sa kaba na nararamdaman ko.


    A scene suddenly shed back to me. It was my wedding day years ago. Mukha ni Callum na mlim ang mga titig sa''kin habang isinusuot ang makintab na singsing sa daliri ko. Shit, sa dami ng maiisip ko ay iyon pa! "Oh my god, Tyrone!" naluluha at hindi makapaniwng sigaw m kay Rica.


    She''s already crying the moment she saw Tyrone kneeling behind her and holding a very beautiful ring. Ang naluluha niya''ng mata ay sandaling bumaling samin at nang makita kaming nanonood,lo siya''ng umiyak. Nag-init ang sulok ng mata ko sa hindi mmang dahn. Maybe because I was too happy for them or I just realized that I''ll never experienced that kind of love. Genuine and pure love. Love that waits...


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    "I know that we have already shared everything through the years. We knew each other too well so you already know that I can''t live without you..."


    Rica covered her face because of Tyrone''s message. Kahit ang mga kasama ko ay nakatuon sa kanlo na si Jess na umiiyak na ngayon.


    "Si gaga, oh!" bulong ni Kelvin at itinuro si Jess na nakayakap kay Austine. "Kung umiyak ak mo sa kanya nag po-propose!"


    Natawa ako at kinuhaan na rin ng video ang dwa sa unahan.


    "I''ve always been so sure about you..." Tyrone''s eyes got teary. "And tonight I want to hear your answer. Will you grow old with me? Will you marry me, my Rica?" Nakagat ko angbi para pign ang emosyon. Nadad ako sa hikbi ni Rica ngayon.


    I suddenly felt Jaime''s hand on my shoulder.


    "Are you okay?" he handed me a handkerchief. "You''re too happy..."


    "I was too happy for them..." I chuckled.


    We we''re suddenly interrupted by a powerful shout.


    "Of course, I will marry you!" Rica cried.Content is ? 2024 N?velDrama.Org.


    Kasunod niyon ang pkpakan namin at hiyawan. Si Jess ay patalon-talon pa sa sobrang tuwa. We gave Tyrone and Rica time to sink in their minds what had just happened. Tyrone gave Rica a long and deep kiss before they hugged each other. They look so perfect. Perfect time, perfect ce and perfect person. Yeah, this time is really for them.


    "Congrats to the both of you!"


    Unang sumugod ng yakap sa kan si Jess na mas apektado pa kaysa kay Rica. Nakikita ko nang si Austine na napapailing.


    "Congrats, Tyrone and Rica..." I uttered before hugging them. "Stay in love..."


    "Thank you, Pat..." makahulugang ngumiti si Rica bago sumulyap kay Callum.


    Umiling ako bago kami nag picture taking ulit kasama ang engaged couple.


    "Grabe, pinamukha niyo tga sa''kin na single ako forever! Nag propose tga mismo sa birthday ko!" pag drama ni Kelvin kaya nag tawanan kami.


    "Gosh, that was fabulous!" Callum''s girlfriendmented. "Kahit hindi ko kayo ka-close, I''ve seen the genuine love! I''m sure I''ll experience that soon!"


    "Uh...thank you, Be" Tyrone and Rica said.


    I saw Jess''s hawk eyes watched me after what''ve Be said.


    I fake a smile after seeing how Be hugged Callum. So...they''re also nning to settle down, huh? G-Good for them. Mukhang matagal na naman sng mag karsyon kaya ayos na ''yon...


    I just hope their rtionship will work untilst.

 Chapter 91

    PATRICIA''S POV (Continuation...)


    Nang matapos ang maikling yakapan at pag congrats sa dwa naming kaibigan, bumalik na kami sa palibot ng bonfire at nag simng uminom ulit.


    Ang hilo na dapat kong naramdaman kanina ay ngayon na tumb. Masyado kasi ako''ng napukaw sa eksena n Tyrone. Uminom din ako ng hard drinks pagkatapos ng beer. Gusto kong lunurin ang sarili sa k ngayon. I badly want to get drunk tonight and


    I don''t know why!


    "Hey, don''t drink too much..."


    Inagaw ni Jaime ang panibagong k na bubuksan ko.


    "You''ve drink too much already" he said softly.


    "But I want to drink more! I''m okay, promise!" I even smiled at him.


    S Kelvin at Jess nga ay mukhangsing na!


    "So, when was the wedding guys?!" tanong ni Jess na kinikilig.


    "Uh, I''ve nned it next year," Tyrone answered.


    Sobrang ready na tga s...


    "Magiging mag-asawa na kayo soon! Sa''kinng naman ay sana...mag mahnng kayo at hindi na mag hiwy!" sabi ni Jess. "W ako''ng advice na maibibigay, hindi naman ako magaling doon!" "Thank you Jess but..." Rica trailed off. "I want to hear some advice to Patricia..."


    My eyes widened and looked at them.


    Rica smiled yfully. "I''m sure Patricia know more about this stuff,"


    "Yeah..." Tyrone grinned at me. "What can you advised to us, Pat? In case we get married,"


    Rinig ko na ang munting hkhak n Jess at Kelvin. I could see in my peripheral that Callum was watching me!


    "Well..." I cleared my throat. "m ko namang magiging mabuti kayong asawa sa isa''t isa..."


    "How can you say that?" si Tyrone. "Paano kung mag-away kami-"


    "I know that you both preferred to fix things than to fight over it. Mahal niyo naman ang isa''t isa kaya wng dahn para masira ang rsyon niyo..." Tumango-tango si Tyrone habang nakangiti.


    "You''re saying...they''ll not separate just because they love each other?"


    Nagt ako nang bing nag tanong ang girlfriend ni Callum. Nagkatinginan kami at hw niya ako''ng nginisian. Bing bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko.


    "A rtionship or marriage won''t work if they only love each other," she spat. "There''s should be goodmunication and trust-"


    "Aren''t those rted to love?" I asked seriously. "If you love someone, you''ll trust him no matter what..."


    I heard my friends gasped. Be in front of me suddenly changed her aura. Callum beside her remained silent.


    "I just want to say to the both of you that don''t rush everything," I said to Tyrone and Rica. "That marriage...think carefully about it. Just make sure you are sure about each other first -"


    "They got engaged so technically, the wedding will happen soon," sumabat na naman si Be. "They love each other so no doubt that they''re for each other. They shouldn''t be letting things like that go on. Marriage is just a sacred way to prove love-"


    "Have you ever been married?" I asked that made her stop. "Do you know the feeling of getting married quickly? Without a proper n?"


    I slowly met Callum''s eyes. My fist clenched.


    Gusto niya bang iparating na dapat madaliin n Tyrone at Rica ang kasal n? Oo, mahal n ang isa''t isa pero hindi ''yon sapat! They still need to n. My ba namin na may isa sa kanng ayaw pa sa kasal? Hindi pa handa? Kaya kangan n ito pag-usapan ng maayos.


    Be sighed before smiling at us. Her smile was obviously fake but she didn''t say a word again.


    "Marriage is not a fairytale at all," I said bitterly. "That''s why it takes a lot of time to think it through. It''s not rushed..." My chest throbbed so fast.


    Somehow, I remembered my situation years ago. Well, marriage has really brought me a lot. A lot of heartbreak... Katahimikan ang bumalot samin. I could feel their intent stare on me. Bakit, tama naman ang sinabi ko, ah! "Uh...I think we should stop about this topic, then?" Tyrone broke the silence. "Let''s just keep celebrating,"


    I remained silent. Hindi na ako tumingin pa sa banda n Callum


    Jaime held my hand. "Are you okay?"


    I massaged my head. Medyo nahihilo na ako. "Ayosng..."Property belongs to N?vel(D)r/ama.Org.


    I feel that Jess and Kelvin wanted to talk but they kept silent while Jaime watched my every move. I know he''s worried.


    I drank a shot of tequ,st shot before I stand up.


    "Saan ka pupunta?" tanong ni Jaime kayahat s ay napatingin sa''kin.


    "Uh...crng,"


    I held my head and slowly walked away from them. Tumigil muna ako sa madilim na parte sabas ng hotel at nasapo ang dibdib. That was...intense. Bakit ganoon umakto sa''kin si Be? Galit ba siya sa''kin? Well, tama naman ang sinabi ko kanina. Naranasan ko ang ikasal ng mabilisan. That''s why my married life with Callum failed.


    Pinilit kong tumayo ng maayos at magkad papunta sa hotel. Doon ako susuka dahil pakiramdam ko''y hinahalukay na ang sikmura ko ngayon.


    Pumasok ako sa elevator, buti ay akong mag isa. Tahimik kong inisip ulit ang nangyari kanina. Bakit ganoon? Callum seems so stiff. Bakit parang si Beng ang masaya sa rsyon n? He didn''t react to what Be said earlier. He''s still a vague person to this day. It''s hard to predict what he''s thinking.


    Pero masasabi kong iba na tga siya ngayon. He became more snobbish and secretive person. The way he looked at me, as if there''s a hidden deep thoughts.


    Bumukas ang elevator at tahimik na hallway ang nadatnan ko. Wng tao kahit isa. Napatigil na naman ako dahil sa bing pagkahilo. My sight were a bit blurry now.


    "Room 108..." I whispered to myself while walking so drunk.


    I looked carefully at each door because I might have passed our room. Bakit ba kasite tumb ang epekto ng k na ininom namin! Ngayon ay nahihirapan ako, sobra ang hilo ko. Hindi ko pa naman kasama si Jaime kaya wng umalay sa''kin.


    "T-There you are!" I said and pointed our room. "Pinahirapan mo ako..."


    I was about to swipe the card on the door to open it, but suddenly a hand came and held my arm.


    Nahulog ang card sa kamay ko kaya iritado ako''ng lumingon. Nag salubong ang ky ko nang makita si Callum. Seryoso ang mata niya at mariin.


    "W-Why are you here?" I asked nervously.


    Sinundan niya ba ako? Pero paano ang girlfriend niya? Iniwan niya roon?


    "Don''t fucking touched me!" I was hysterical when he suddenly dragged me to a room.


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    Maslo tuloy ako''ng nahilo sa ginagawa niya. Gustohin ko man sumigaw ay hindi ko magawa, baka may mabbog pa rito. He keeps dragging me while I keep looking behind.


    Kinakabahan ako sa ginagawa niya dahil baka mamaya ay sumunod sa kanya si Be at makita kami!


    "Stop it, will you?!" I said angrily and pulled my arm back. "How dare you do this!"


    He finally let go of me.


    Tumigil kami sa pagitan ng isang room. Dumistansya agad ako sa kanya at matapang na sinalubong ang mata niya.


    "What do you need?"


    He scoffed and looked at me intently.


    "Know your boundaries, Callum! Hindi mo na ako pwedeng hawak-hawakan kung kan mo gusto! Sinundan mo ba ako? Para saan? Ipamukha sa''kin na may bago ka na at no niyo na rin mag pakasal! Ha, ganon ba?!" Umigting ang panga niya at humakbang ppit.


    Umatras ako. "Leave me alone,"


    Hindi siya nakinig. Napasandal ako sa pader kaya ikinulong niya ako roon gamit ang braso. I was stunned.


    "So that''s how low you think of the time we''ve been together with, huh?" he gasped harshly. "Our marriage, you considered it trash,"


    I could feel the bitterness in his voice.


    My legs trembled when his body gradually approached me. I smelled the alcohol from his mouth.


    "A-Ano bang sinasabi mo..." my voice trembled. "Get away from me before your girlfriend sees us-"


    "I don''t have a fucking girlfriend!" his voice thundered.


    Naki ang mata ko at sinkay ng kaba.


    His face is so serious. Ang mga titig niya...para bang tagos na sa kaluluwa ko. Hindi ko magawang kumurap dahil may hatid na kakaibang pakiramdam sa''kin anglim ng mata niya. Kahit pauli-ulit kong sabihin sa sarili ko na ayaw ko na siya makita pero isang titig, hawak at salitang niya...the boundaries I made just slowly melting.


    "H-How about B-Be? She''s your girl!" my excused. "How dare you deny her? She''s pretty, friendly and sweet! Lalo na kanina..." humina ang boses ko at parang may bumara salamunan ko. "Ang sweet niya...sayo,"


    His eyes gradually softened.


    Naramdaman ko ang pag-iinit ng sulok ng mata ko kaya umiwas ako ng tingin. I brushed my eyes and tried to get some air. I felt so suffocated around him.


    "She''s not my girlfriend..."


    Kumbog ang puso ko. I bit my lower lip to stop myself from speaking.


    "Y-You''re lying..." I shook my head.


    My chest felt so heavy, pero sa kab ng nararamdaman...gusto kong tawanan ang sarili. Hindi ako naniw kay Jess nang sabihin niya ang tungkol doon. Gusto ko na manggaling mismo kay Callum pero ngayon na narinig at kaharap ko na siya...parang ayaw ko maniw.


    He let her held and hug him like that.


    Sahat ng mga narinig ko kay Be, parang maymanhat ng ''yon.


    "She''s really not my girlfriend. I don''t have one and I never had one, Patricia" he said in a strained voice now.


    But he let Be act like that with him. And how about those models who got linked to him? That''s bullshit!


    "We don''t have any-"


    "I don''t care, Callum! You don''t need to exin!" my eyes started welling with tears now. "W naman na tayong pakim sa isa''t isa-"


    "Kung ikaw w, ako meron!" baritonong usal niya. "Damn, I waited you for years and when youe back, I will just see you being hugged and kissed by that man!"


    Napaigtad ako sa boses niya. Pakiramdam ko nga ay nag echo ''yon sa buong hallway.


    Si J-Jaime baa ng tinutukoy niya?


    "J-Jaime is my friend," nahihirapan kong sabi at umiwas ng tingin. "You don''t care what I do either, so don''t react anymore-"


    "Don''t use that against me, Patricia" he warned me. "Hindi mo rin siya boyfriend di ba? But you let him touch you like that! How dare him!"


    Halos mapatalon ako nang suntukin niya ang pader sa tabi ko. Bi kong hin ang kamay niya at inyo siya roon mpit sa room. Baka mamaya ay may mabbog sa ginawa niya, iremo pa kami!


    I let go of him when we reached the end of the hallway.


    "Let''s just end this now" pagod kong sabi. "Tign mo na ako. Wag mo ipamukha sa''kin na mas masaya ka ngayon no''ng naw ako. Callum, you have a new life and so do I. So please..." I looked at him softly. "Stop bugging me-"


    "Do you love him?" he suddenly asked. "Oh, I''m sure you''re not but he is. He likes you. He keeps watching you-"


    "And you''re also watching us?" singhap ko. "Why do you care anyway?"


    His jaw moved aggressively and held the bridge of his nose. He looks frustrated.


    "You answer my question first. Do you love him-"


    "I said he''s just my friend-"


    "Then you''re still mine, Patricia!" he said that makes me shocked.


    My lips parted. I stiffened and couldn''t react immediately. Did I hear it right?


    Hindi pa nga ako nakakahinga ng maayos sa sinabi niya ay nmon niya na ang distansya naming dwa. He held my face and kissed my deeply.


    Naki ang mata ko at nanghina ang tuhod. Naramdaman ko ang braso niya''ng pumulupot sa baywang ko bago pinlim ang halik. Nangilid ang luha ko at nang mag tama ang mata namin, napatigil siya at unti-unting humiwy sa''kin. Fresh tears rolled down to my cheeks as I felt him lifted my chin.


    "I-I''m sorry..." he whispered and wiped my tears.


    Hindi ako nakapagsalita. I was shocked. Ano''ng ibig niya''ng sabihin kanina? At bakit niya ako h-hinalikan?


    I shook my head with the ideas that formed to my head. It''s impossible that he still love me. My chest felt so lighted now. Hindi ko m kung ano''ng saabihin sa kanya. I don''t even know if I should get mad to what he did. His lips...still soft.


    "Don''t go back there. Just go back to your room and rest," he said calmly.


    Ang pagkahilo ko ay bing naw. Ak ko''y aalis na siya pero nagt ako nang bi ulit siya''ng lumapit.


    Napapikit ako nang lumapat angbi niya sa noo ko bago masuyong hinawakan ang braso ko.


    "Rest now," he whispered before turning his back on me.


    He left me dumbfounded.


    Nakatayong ako ng ng minuto bago natauhan at w sa sariling sinunod ang sinabi niya. Dumiretso nga ako sa room namin. Nag half bath ako at pagkatapos ay dinw agad ng antok Damn, Callum. What did you do to me...

 Chapter 92

    PATRICIA''S POV (Last day)


    "Hindi ka na bumalik kagabi. Nadatnan ka na namin na tulog!"


    Kagigising kong at napapahikab pa habang kaharap si Jess.


    "I-Inaantok na kasi ako kaya hindi na ako nakabalik..." pagsisinungaling ko.


    Kahit ang totoo, sinunod ko ang sinabi ni Callum. Hindi na tuloy ako nakapag-pam sa kan.


    "Hinahanap ka tuloy ni Jaime kagabi, pinuntahan ka! Ang dami mo kasing ininom!"


    I sighed. Jaime was worried.


    "Hindi na rin naman bumalik kagabi s Callum kagabi kaya inubosng namin yung mga natirang k at nagpahinga na rin,"


    I frowned. "S C-Callum?"


    "Oo! Pag alis mo ay umalis din s ni Be! Lasing na raw si Be kaya nagpahatid na!"


    My chest throbbed so fast again. I remembered again what happenedst night. Everything he said. How he held me. Even the k-kiss...


    I swallowed and took a deep breath. His eyes that scream anxiousst night... I can''t forget.


    "By the way, medyo nainis ka ba kay Be kagabi? Kasi ako, oo!"


    Jess crossed her arms irritated.


    "Bakit naman ako magagalit?"


    W naman tgang dapat ikagalit doon. I feel that we just have different views on other things.


    "Feeling ko kasi nagpapapansin siya. Siguro nga m niya ang past niyo ni Callum! Ano bang ak niya? She''s better than you? In her face!" "Stop it, Jess" saway ko. "Don''t be exaggerated,"


    Maybe that wasn''t Be''s intention.


    "Ganoon din ang napansin ko kagabi," ani Rica na lumabas sa banyo. "Maybe she noticed the way Callum looked at Patricia..."


    "Rica...congrats p ulit," nginitian ko siya.


    Umupo si Rica sa kama at si Jess naman ang pumasok sa banyo.


    "What''s your n, Pat?" tanong niya kaya nagtaka ako.


    "About what?"


    She sighed. "I know what happenedst night. He talked to you didn''t he?"


    My eyes widened.


    Umangat angbi niya sa reaksyon ko. B-Bakit niya m? Nakita niya kami kagabi? Don''t tell me...even the kiss?


    "Hindi ko nakita," aniya. "But I feel it! Sinundan ka niya ng tingin kagabi, e! Ano, nag-usap ba kayo? Ano''ng sinabi niya?"


    Umiling ako. "W, Rica. W naman kaming dapat pag-usapan..."


    Tumayo nang ako at humanap ng damit na isusuot. This is ourst day here so I wore my knee-length floral dress that has a thin strap and lower chest part so my cleavage is visible. "Wow, ang sexy mo, doc!"


    Sumipol si Jess at natawa naman si Rica nang madatnan ako sa couch na nakaupo. Hinihintay ko s para kumain ng breakfast.


    Tumayo ako at napangiti dahil pareho kaming tatlo ng dress.


    "Ang blooming naman," ngumisi si Rica at pinasadahan ako ng tingin.


    Umiling nang ako dahil m kong papunta na rin sa pang-aasar ang saasabihin n. Nakbas kami sa room at nasa elevator na ay hindi parin ako tinitign n Jess.


    "Single ka ba, doc?" Jess asked. "May irereto sana ako sayo! Guwapong businessman!"


    Sabay sng humkhak ni Rica kaya napairap ako. I hate them!


    "Eh, paano si Jaime? Na''ko, guwapo rin ''yon at mkas angban!'' segunda ni Rica, nam ang pisngi ko. "Kaya siguro hindi nakatiis si Callum kagabi at pinuntahan ka! Natatakot na maagawan!" "Oo nga! Good catch si doc! Puro green g, ang sweet!" pang-aasar ni Jess.


    "Damn, you girls, stop it!" I spat. "He''s my friend!"


    Nakbas na kami ng hotel at nalakad na papunta roon sa restaurant. Pansin ko na marami na ang naliligo ngayon sa dagat.


    "Sigurado ka bang friendng ang tingin niya sayo, Pat?" si Jess. "Iba yung tingin niya sayo, e! Kahit yung pag hawak niya sayo...mayman,"


    "Just stop that imaginations of yours, Jess!"


    Pati ba naman ang mga pag-lay sa''kin ni Jaime na napakaliit na bagay ay may meaning pa sa kanya? I can''t believe her!


    Nang makarating kami sa restaurant, naroon na s Jaime, Tyrone at Kelvin na naghihintay. Nag salubong ang mata namin ni Jaime, nginitian niya agad ako.


    "Marimar, ikaw ba yan?" bungad ni Kelvin. "Ang fresh naman ni doktora!"


    Umismid ako bago umupo sa tabi ni Jaime. "Akong ''to..."


    "Jaime, paano ka pa nakakahinga kung ganyan pgi kaganda ang nakikita mo roon sa Amerika!" tukso ni Kelvin.


    Muntik na ako''ng masamid. "Kelvin, ano ''ba!"


    Nalaki ang mata kong bumaling kay Jaime. Nakakahiya!


    "That''s enough. Let''s just eat," Tyrone scolded when the food arrived.


    "They didn''t know that I''m always drowning..." Jaime whispered.


    Our eyes met and he immediately looked away, his ears redden.


    Bi ak?ong kinabahan. Drowning? Anong ibig niya''ng sabihin?


    Bing dumating si Austine para sumabay kumain pero hindi niya kasama s Callum. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag.


    "Last day na natin kaya susulitin ko na! Maraming pogi!" umirit si Kelvin.


    "Oo nga! Ibabndra ko ang hour ss body ko!"


    Napangiwi ako kay Jess. Si Austine ay napapailing nang.


    "I went to your roomst night, you fell asleep," Jaime suddenly uttered beside me.


    I stopped eating.


    I looked at him apologetically. "Uh, y-yeah. Sorry, I didn''t inform you..."


    "It''s fine. Are you feeling good now?" he asked softly.


    I bit my lip and nodded at him. I feel guilty again.


    Nang matapos kumain ay nag pasya kami na magkad sa tabing dagat. W kaming pakim kung mataas ang araw. Marami rin ang naliligo, ang iba ay nag su-surf. "I want to try surfing!" Jess said with envy.


    "I know how to surf. Gusto mo turuan kita, babe?"


    Napasinghap ako nang mag yakapan na si Jess at Austine sa harap namin.


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    "Mga PDA!" Kelvin hissed.


    Nauna ang dwang bumalik sa hotel para magpalit. Ako, si Jaime at Kelvin naman ay nanatiling nakaupo sa buhanginan at nlanghap ang sariwang hangin. It''s really peaceful here. Watching trees are refreshing. "Have you tried surfing, Pat? Jaime?" Kelvin asked. "Paturo na rin tayo!"


    Natawa ako nang hhin niya ako patayo. Hin ko na rin si Jaime at bumalik nga kami sa hotel para magpalit. Nakasabay pa namin si Tyrone at Rica habang si Austine at Jess ay pbas na. Jess already in her ck bikini.


    Pinili kong isuot ang white two piece ko. I just wear a see through dress and turned my hair into messy bun. Naunang lumabas si Rica sa room kaya ako nang ang naiwan. Bi kasing tumawag si mommy at nangangamusta kaya si Jaime ay pinauna ko na rin.


    When mommy and I finished talking, I also went out.


    Naaninag ko agad s sa myo na may hawak na surf board. Ppit na ako roon nang may marinig ako''ng boses sa likuran.


    "How was your feeling? Any headache?"


    I saw Callum alone...wearing a white board short and button-down shirt. I immediately got nervous when our eyes met. The wind blew his hair as he walked closer. Nahigit ko ang hininga nang mapagtanto kung gaano siya kakisig. His face is really an eye catcher. Kahit sinong babae ay mapapalingon sa kanya.


    Nang makarating siya sa harap ko ay mabilis ako''ng tumalikod. Lkad na ako pyo pero hin niya ang braso ko.


    "I keeping closer but you keep moving away," namamaos niya''ng sabi. "I just want to know if you''re feeling well. You''ve drink too muchst night so I was worried-"


    "I''m fine. I can walk properly and I will try surfingter," I said straightly. "Okay na ba?"


    Umawang angbi niya nang bawiin ko ang braso ko.


    I saw his eyes watched me intently from head to toe. I was a bit conscious.


    "Until when will you avoid me, then?" he asked harshly. "Why don''t we talked properly-"


    "And what we''re going to talk?"


    Iritado na ako.


    Bumuga siya ng hangin at masuyong hinawakan ulit ang braso ko. "Let''s talk about us, Patricia. Please, I want to tell you everything you''ve missed in seven years..." Suminghap ako at lumayo. Hindi ko siya kayang titigan.


    "We don''t need to talk anymore. I don''t want to waste my time on you-"


    "And to whom you want to waste your time with?" his face darkened. "To Jaime?"


    I saw apletely disgust on his face.


    "He''s out of this! Mayroon ka ng Be kaya pwede-"


    "Fuck, I don''t! Ikaw ang meron ako kaya babawiin kita! Please, let''s talk-"


    "Ayaw ko nga!"


    Para ako''ng bata na mabilis lumakad pyo sa kanya. Nakasimangot akolo na ng marinig ko ang pagtawag niya sa''kin. Hindi ko na siya nilingon at lumapit nang ako k Kelvin. Sinalubong ako ni Jaime. His smile disappeared when he saw my frowning face.


    "Why are you frowning?" he asked softly.


    Umiling agad ako at ngumiti. "W-W. Ano, marunong ka na ba mag surf?" pag-iiba ko sa usapan.


    "Well, yeah. Marunong naman ako nito, ikaw? Tara, turuan kita,"


    Hin niya ako ppit k Jess. Lihim pa ako''ng napalingon sa puwesto ni Callum kanina pero naki ang mata ko dahil nandoon parin siya at masama ang tingin sa kamay namin ni Jaime! "Damn, babe!" I heard Austine cursed when Jess fell off the surf board.


    Agad niya itong kinuha sa dagat. Bumaling naman ako kay Jaime kahit ang isip ko ay si Callum parin. Mabilis parin ang tibok ng puso ko.


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    "You need to focus here. Just stood your legs firmly..." Jaime''s teaching.


    I postured my body on the surf board as what Jaime said. Pinilit kong mag focus sa itinuturo niya dahil gusto kong makasabay k Tyrone na nag su-surf na roon.


    "Just do the bncing together with the waves. Do you understand?"


    "Y-Yes..." nangangamba kong sabi.


    Jaime helped me carry the surf board into the sea. Jess and Rica''s screams make me thrilled.


    "Are you ready?" ani Jaime at inlayan ako na sumampa sa surf board. "Careful..."


    Jaime is already topless now. I can see his broad shoulders closely. Kaya naman p ang ibang turista ay napapatigil ang tingin.


    When the wavesing, I slowly slide my body on the surf board before meeting them. My first and second attempt was failed. I keep falling to the surf board and ended up helping by Jaime but it was enjoying though. "Yes, Pat!" I heard Jaime shout when I stood properly on the surf board.


    Tuwang-tuwa ako at ng beses pang umulit. Nag sabay pa kami ni Jaime pero mas nauna ako''ng nahulog sa board kaya nagpahulog rin siya para hawakan ako.


    "Guys, smile!"


    Jaime and I automatically smiled at Kelvin''s camera. Jaime is holding my waist. Mukha kaming basang sisiw.


    "Sa inggit ''yata ako mamamatay..." ani Kelvin.


    Pansin kong nakaupo nang s Jess sa buhangin at pinanonood kami. Napagod na siguro s. Pinalutang ko ulit ang surf board ko nang marinig ko ang boses ni Be. "Come on, Callum! Let''s try!"


    Hinih ni Be si Callum ppit hawak ang surf board. I was amazed by Be''s body. She''s unting it in a red two piece. While Callum... only wearing short boards now. His toned abs was exposed. I can''t breathe properly when I saw him watching me!


    "Gusto mo umahon na tayo?" bulong ni Jaime.


    "N-No, let''s continue..."


    Kumbog na naman ang puso ko nang maramdaman ang presensya ni Callum mpit sa''kin. Hindi ko mapign ang sariling hindi lumingon sa kan.


    I saw Be trying her hard to position herself correctly but she just fell. Tumawa siya kasabay nang pag pulupot ng braso ni Callum sa baywang niya.


    I looked away.


    Nag focus kami ni Jaime sa pag su-surf. Hindi ko na s pinansin pero s tga ang lumpit samin. I just found Callum behind me, holding his board. I got annoyed with his stare so I rolled my eyes on him. Hindi ba siya nahihiya na kasama niya si Be pero bndra ang pagtitig niya sa''kin!


    Lumangoy ako ppit kay Jaime at sa tabi niya pumwesto.


    "Oh my gosh!" na-out bnce pero nagawa ko parin na maabutan si Jaime.


    "Let''s go back..." Jaime said.


    Hanggang kili-kili ko ang tubig nang humiga ako sa board. Mas nauna ngang si Jaime sa''kin dahil nag-iingat pa ako. My board followed the wave so I slowly stood up and heard my friends pping. "You''re so good!" I heard Jaime.


    Nag angat ako ng tingin sa kan pero bi ako''ng nahulog sa gt nang makita si Callum.


    I was already cursing in my mind. Umahon ako at kakapit sana sa board pero may kamay na humapit sa baywang ko. Naki ang mata ko nang makita si Callum.


    "Pat..." Jaime came and extended his hand but when he saw Callum''s hand on me, he moved away.


    "Ako na," Callum said in a deep voice.


    Masama niya''ng tinignan si Jaime bago bumaling sa''kin.


    Nanigas ako.


    Parang may kuryenteng dumaloy sa katawan ko sa pag hawak niya. Our eyes meet and I see longing there that makes my heart beat so fast.

 Chapter 93

    PATRICIA''S POV (Unexpected)


    The three days we stayed at the resort were fun and enjoyable but a bit stressful because of Callum.


    He keeps giving me signals that I can''t believe if it was true or not.


    Natapos na maiksing pagliliwaliw namin kaya balik trabaho na kami. Kahapon pag uwi ko sa bahay ay kinamusta ako n mommy bago ako dumiretso sa kwarto at natulog ng mahaba. Sobra ako''ng napagod sa biyahe at sa kakaisip sa maraming bagay.


    "Wow, thank you, doc! Nag ab pa kayo!"


    Tuwang-tuwa si Nurse Aubrey sa binigay kong snacks. Bumili kami n Jess ng pasalubong kahapon bago umuwi kaya binigyan ko rin siya.


    "Siya nga p, nandito na po yung isang nurse na ni-hire mo, doc!" itinuro niya ang isang room. "Naroon po si Nurse Shi..."


    Saktong lumabas ang isang batang nurse sa room at naki ang mata ng makita ako.


    "Doc, Clemente!" she greeted me with big smile. "Thank you po p sa new opportunity. Ngayonng po ulit ako nakapagtrabaho, buti nang at hiring kayo!" "Wee to my lovely ce Nurse Shi," I smiled sweetly. "Let''s just start working then,"


    Ngpasan ko s at dumiretso sa office ko. Inayos ko ang ng gamit na gagamitin ko para mamaya at nang dumating na ang pasyente ko, naging busy na ako.


    "Doc...ng araw na ako''ng ganito," nanghihinang sabi ng matandang pasyente.


    She looks pale and thin. Kumonsulta siya sa''kin ngayon dahil hindi niya na raw kaya ang nararamdaman.


    "Pumunta na po kami noon sa ibang ospital at sinabing...may tubig daw po ako sa baga,"


    Umawang angbi ko sa gt at awa. Just looking at her, I know that she can''t afford to pay for an operation. Kulubot na ang bt niya at wng pinagkukunan ng pera kundi ang pagtitinda. "Uh, pagkatapos po niyon, hindi na kayo nagpagamot pa?" nahahabag kong tanong.


    Umiling siya at yumuko. "H-Hindi na po. W kasi kaming pera. Hindi ko rin-"


    "Kangan niyo na po maoperahan agad kung hindi...mamamatay po kayo," diretsa kong sabi.


    Ngumiting siya pero malungkot ang mata. "m ko naman po-"


    "So we should talking about the operation preparations for now," I said and stood up. "I know someone-"


    "P-Pero, doc...hindi po ba pwedeng mag bigay nang kayo ng gamot na pwede ko inomin?" aniya sa nagsusumamong tono. "Hindi ko po kaya ang operasyon. W po kaming pera-"


    "Your situation cannot be treated with medicine, you need operation," I looked at her softly. "Don''t worry, we can help you,"


    Nag bigay ako ng permanenteng mga gamot para sa kanya bago siya umuwi. I also get her cellphone number.


    I massaged my temple before calling Jaime.


    Noongst day namin sa resort ay pansin kong tahimik siya m no''ng nakita niya ang ginawa sa''kin ni Callum. He became cold and I''m calling him now to ask for some help. m kong nag ooffer ang ospital n ng libreng tulong at operasyon para sa ibang hindi kaya ang gastos. They just need to pass some requirements so I''ll rmend her to them.


    "Answer please..." I whispered frustratingly.


    His phone just keeps ringing. Why he''s not answering? Maybe busy? I just left messages containing my concerns and proceeding on work again.


    Sa mga naging pasyente ko at ng taon na pagtatrabaho bng doktor, dito man o roon sa amerika ay hindi ko tga maiwasang hindi maawa sa pasyente. I quickly get attached to them especially in their situation. Minsan ko nang naranasan ang makasaksi ng pagkamatay ng pasyente. It really broke my heart.


    That was my biggest fear in my profession. Kapag nangyayari ''yon, pakiramdam ko w ako''ng kwentang doktor.


    "Doc, Clemente?" sumungaw sa pinto ng office ko si Nurse Shi.


    Tumayo ako at saglit iniwan ang panibagong pasyente. Ipinakita niya sa''kin ang record ng pasyente niya.


    "I just need your opinion, doc. Si patient po kasi ay nararanasan ang ganitong sintomas. Tingin niyo po ba dapat na siya i-admit?"


    I checked the record. My brows furrowed when I realized that the symptoms were already severe so the patient need to admit immediately!


    I tell to Nurse Aubrey everything she should do.


    "Andstly...make an ultrasound if they want to see an evidence why they want to get admit," I said before she left.


    Bumalik ako sa chineck up kong patient at pagkatapos, may panibagong dumating.


    May nangyaring aksidente mpitng dito sa clinic kaya dito din ang ng sugatan. Aligaga kaminghat. Tk-tk ni Nurse Shi ang isanglaki sa stretcher na may mlang natamo kaya ako ang gagamot dito. I checked his vital signs and respiration rates and it both fine.


    The guy in his mid-20''s cried in pain when I started putting a bandage on his bleeding thigh to stop the bleeding. Mki ang sugat niya sa hita, braso at noo. He also had break bones to his both legs due to the impact of the ident.


    I also started to wrapped bandages around his broken bones to prevent movement. Unti-unti kong nilinis ang mga sugat niya m sa maliliit hanggang mlaki. Even though he''sining about the pain, I am serious and focused treating him.


    Medyo marami ang mga sugatan kaya pagkatapos kong gamotin ang nauna ay may mga sumunod pa. I swear, I have only experienced treating this many patients just now! I can see Nurse Aubrey and Shi so confused now but thankfully, we saved their treatment.


    -


    "Finally!"


    I sighed in relief when we finished taking care and assisting of all the patients. Madilim na sabas at nadatnan ko pang humihikab s Nurse Shi at Aubrey habang naghihintay sa''kin. Ngumiti ako inilock ang clinic.


    "Thank you for this tiring day, guys!" I still able to smile despite of being tired. "Sumabay na kayo sa''kin para makauwi kayo agad,"


    "Na''ko, hindi na po, doc!" nahihiyang sabi ni Nurse Aubrey.


    "Mpitng ang apartment namin, doc. Kayo ang myo," si Nurse Shi. "Ingat po kayo!"


    Kumaway ako sa kan at lumiko sa may parking. Ayaw tga nng sumabay sa''kin.


    Nag maneho agad ako, buti nang ay wng traffic kaya khating orasng ay nakauwi na agad ako sa bahay. Nag park ako sa garahe at saktong pagbas ko sa sasakyan ay isang boquet ng roses ang salubong sa''kin ng isang katulong. Kumunot ang noo ko.


    "What is this for?"


    "Ah...may nag pad po kanina," aniya. "Para sa inyo raw po,"


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    I nodded at her before entering inside the house. Nakita ko s mommy sa s, nanonood ng movie. I hugged and kissed them.


    "Anak, kumain ka na-"


    "I''m full, mommy," I answered and showed them the flowers. "Someone send me this?"


    Dad''s lips rose while mommy just smiled sweetly.


    "Yes! May note kung kanino galing, anak! Basahin mo!" giit ni mommy kaya ginawa ko nga.


    My eyes immediately widened when I read Callum''s name on the note. What the fuck is this?


    Nang bumaling ako sa magng ko ay parang wng sa kan. They''re even smiling!


    "Mom, Dad! Galing kay Callum!" eksahadera kong anunsyo. "Hindi ba dapat ay hindi kayo tumatanggap ng mga bagay galing sa kanya?!"


    "Galit ka parin ba sa kanya, Pat?" tanong ni daddy kaya mabilis ako''ng umiling. "Then there''s no problem if he sends you those..."


    Umawang angbi ko at bumaling kay mommy na nag kibit balikatng.


    "Baka bk manligaw sayo, anak!"


    I gasped dramatically and looked at them unbelievably. Padabog ako''ng umalis sa harap n at nag martsa papunta sa kwarto. Ibinagsak ko ang bk sa kama bago ko ginulo ang buhok. "Ano na naman ito, Callum?" I said frustratingly.


    Hindi niya na nga pinatahimik ang isip ko noong nasa resort kami...ngayon ay magpapad siya nito? Ano ba tga ang gusto niya?


    I''m sure another deep thought will y in my mind again.


    -


    Kinabukasan, maaga ako''ng umalis sa bahay. Naligong ako at nag-ayos, hindi na ako nag breakfast. Dadaan nang ako sa caf¨¦ para doon kumain dahil kung sa bahay pa ako kakain, aabutin ako ng traffic and I hate that. Nag park ako sa caf¨¦ na nadaanan ko, hindi naman na ito kyuan sa clinic ko.


    Sa sobrang lutang ko at kakaisip parin kay Callum, nasa bungad na ako ng caf¨¦ nang mapagtanto kong nakasuot na ako ng white coat. Well, hindi ko nang pinansin at nag patuloy sa pag pasok. Ramdam ko agad ang tingin ng mga tao sa''kin.


    Agaw eksena naman kasi ang itsura ko. I''m undeniably a doctor.Property ? of N?velDrama.Org.


    Pumunta ako sa counter at nag order. Nauna kong inorder ang cheese cake at favorite coffee ko. Bk ko pa na mag order para k Nurse Aubrey at Shi kaya hindi muna ako umalis doon.


    I felt someone behind me so I stepped aside so she could order while I was looking at the menu. When I ordered again, I went to the table


    "I knew it. It was really you..."


    Tumindig ang bhibo ko ng marinig ang pamilyar na boses sa likod ko. I know that sophisticated voice. I slowly turned around and my eyes widened when I saw Calum''s mother. Mrs. Vsquez!


    Maaliws ang mukha niya at mwak ang ngiti. Mas lumawak pa nga ito nang maaninag niya ang mukha ko. Her face, it didn''t change! She''s still so beautiful and look young!


    "Mrs. V-Vsquez..." I shuttered and forced a smile. "G-Good morning po,"


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    She chuckled. "You''re still that thoughtful and beautiful as ever Patricia-oh! I mean...doctor Clemente,"


    I smiled shyly and offered the chair.


    Umupo siya sa harap ko. She''s still looking at me, look amused.


    "Pwede ba ako''ng makiupo? W kang kasama?"


    I shook my head.


    "Well...Callum was right. Maslo kang gumanda. That coat looks good on you,"


    Nam ang pisngi ko hinding dahil sapliment niya kundi dahil sa pag banggit niya kay Callum.


    "T-Thank you, po..." I sighed. "Kayo po? Wng kasama?"


    I tried to look normal in front of her just like what she''s showing. Parang wng nangyaring masamang bagay noon sa pagitan namin ng anak niya. She''s really so kind. I thought she''s mad at me. For letting go of her son. For being the reason. why he became miserable.


    "So, how''s the life of being doctor? Is it hard for you?" she asked bubbly. "I heard you already have your own clinic now? Good for you!"


    I gulped nervously before looked at her firmly. "It''s really hard but I''m happy though..."


    My heart is beating so fast now. After seven years, we met again. A lot has changed but why is she acting like this now... it''s still the same as how she treated me seven years ago.


    My order arrived and we continued to talk while I''m eating. I feel so awkward around her but she''s not. Kinamusta niya ang buhay ko roon sa Amerika at tuwang-tuwa siya sa mga narrating ko ngayon. My heart felt so happy at some point. Hanggang sa naubos nang ang mga inorder ko at tumingin ako sa oras. Mukhang mlate ako dahil sa pag-uusap namin.


    "Uh, aalis ka na ba? Pupunta ka na sa clinic mo?" tanong ni Mrs. Vsquez.


    nganin ako''ng tumango. Sadly, yes, Madame"


    She smiled. "It''s okay. There''s next time..."


    Tumayo ako at bumeso sa kanya. "Are you waiting for someone, Madame?"


    Her eyes shed. "Oo, mpit na naman si Be. So, ano...goodbye?"


    Tumango ako kahit puno ng pagkagt ang isip ko.


    Be? She will meet Be now?


    "I''m going now..." I said goodbye and turned my back.


    My heart suddenly felt so heavy when I got out of the caf¨¦.


    Hindi ko m pero may kung ano''ng kumurot sa dibdib ko nang marinig mismo sa bibig niya ang pangn ni Be. They were talking. Of course, that would be obvious. Girlfriend nga p ni Callum si Be dahil kung hindi, she wouldn''t talk to her, right?


    Nakpit ako sa sasakyan ko nang maaninag ko si Be na lumabas ng sasakyan niya. Speaking of! She''s wearing a tight dress and shades then entered the caf¨¦ firmly.


    M rito sa kinatatayuan ko ay nakita ko kung paano natuwa ang mukha ni Mrs. Vsquez ng makita si Be. They kissed first before sitting and looks so happy. Ano naman kaya ang pag-uusapan n? Kamustahanng ba? Update sa ryson n ni Callum o...tungkol na sa kasal n?


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