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I shouldn’t have been the one losing it. Now A wasforting me and no matter how good it felt,
it wasn’t supposed to be like that. I was supposed to be the one that is going to be strong for her. All
this time I figured things would be okay once I would have her back here with me. And of course,
things are so much better not that she is here with me and awake. But sometimes all we still have to
do is overwhelming.
Not just my usual work as the Crown Prince, but everything to do with the trialsing up for
Hannah. Needing to find out where David is and contact the royals ruling that country to get them to
extradite him and the rest of his pack to us so we can punish them. A’s training which has been
put on hold for too long meaning she has so much extra workload. Seeing how weak she still is
today, how two hours at a food festival was more than she could deal with scared me.
She wasn’t ready to get back to work yet, everyone knew. Nobody was pushing her into doing
things she was not ready for. Not yet, but I know my stubborn mate, she would be the one pushing
herself soon enough. After all she had pushed herself tonight. Just to go out with my parents and
me. Only because I suggested it to her. I should have suggested to just stay on the pack ground.
Have a pic out in the open. She was so happy to see my parents again, making them happy that
she didn’t take care of herself.
For so long she didn’t trust me to be the mate she deserves, and I fought so hard to make her see
that I am. I would have done everything to convince her to give me a chance. And when she had
finally let me in so freely, I kept on /failing her. I should have kept her safe so she wouldn’t have
been kidnapped. I have stood on the dungeon she was held captive in. Where she has seen a
silhouette of a wolf, knowing we were so close but not finding her.
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Then she escaped on her own without me being ready for her. Finding her sote that she had
slipped into aa. And now that she was pack I failed at protecting her making sure she was safe,
cared for and well rested. It was just too much, I couldn’t hold it back anymore.
“Griff, you got to let me make my own mistakes. We’re equals I felt how sick you were when I was
kidnapped. I did not keep you safe either but it’s not our fault. I refuse to taking the me for what
David had done to us. It is not our fault, it’s no ones fault that we underestimated how wicked that
man is. Because you need to be evil yourself to imagine the lenghts he has gone through to get
what he thinks he wants” Her body might have still been trembling from her exhaustion, her voice
was clear and powerful.
And even if it was hard to do, I had to believe her. I wanted to and we needed to moved past all of
this. She might not be willing to ept me for what he has done. I refuse to let him ruin the
future, I refuse to let him break us so much that we cannot fulfill all of our dreams. I just needed a
little reminder.
“You’re right, Darling, lets get ready for bed I am exhausted too maybe we can just watch a show in
bed” I suggest, relieved to see A nodding at me.
I missed her and while she has been close to me today, we hardly spent time together. I mean I
couldn’t me her for sleeping so much. I wanted her body to heal and the doctor has been very
clear about needing rest to do so. And her loving my parents as much as they love her is one of the
reason I am so in love with her. More proof that she is my perfect mate in all aspects life.
For now though I wanted us to just be together, spend some quality time. And as much as I love the
nights where I am gaming and she spends her night reading next to me. We would still be in our
own little worlds, being apart next to each other. What I needed now was
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just to be in the moment.
Tonight at the food festival she told us that she missed healthy food options. Which exined her
craving for fresh smoothies, sdes and pokebowls. It baffled me more to know that David wants
her as his mate, but proceed to treat her like she was less than nothing. A hindrance, an annoyance
when he was the one to take her away from her life to force her to fall in love with him. ept him
as her mate when he gave her nothing to love. A was right just know when she said we would
never be able to understand her.
When we just met I felt this need to prove to her that I was better suited for her than David. Now
that I make my way to our personal kitchen I do not feel that need anymore. I know I am going to
give her something now that he hasn’t but this time there isn’t a little voice in the back of my head
telling me “See this will prove to her that we are better than her first mate”
All I want to do now by giving her this fresh fruit sd is to cheer her up. All while giving her body
the nutrients it needs to get healthy again. There is one more thing I want to do for her, but I cannot
tell her about that yet. It’s a bit of a risk I am taking but I think she will love it. If going out even if it
was wearing her down helped her so much men tally this might be perfect. It should be less draining
than going out amongst so many people. This should be a lot less draining and hopefully it would
heal her a lot more me ntally. When I saw her breaking down over not having a specific cardigan
here I knew I had to do something about it.
I was stup id enough to think it was just about the cardigan, it was even more than what she told
me. Every time now she would need something that was still at the White Oak pack it would remind
her of all that happened to her. And to the horrid reason why her stuff still wasn’t here. Why it still
felt like she was just spending the night at
mine, instead of feeling like she was home. I was well aware of the fact
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that my n could backfire but it was a risk I was willing to take because if for once everything
would go as nned it would be all worth it.
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