I miss youechoed over and over again in my head. He leftusfor someone else and now he claims that he "Miss me" I wanted to laugh in face but I knew that I would be lying if I did. The truth is thatI miss him too.We was together for four years before the break up and I cried over him every night until just now and when I decided that it''s time to for me to move on here he is at my doorstep telling me this. I stood there looking at him like he is fucking up thing about all of this is shit. I stood there looking at him like he is fucking crazy "Did you hear me?" he asked I nodded "Yeah but I think you''re fucking capping" I said as I started to close the door in his face " D wait" he said "You don''t get to call me that anymore" I yelled then I slammed the door in his face I started to cry and slowing sat on the floor and leaned against the door he called me D that''s my nickname that he gave me it''s short for Devin. I sick of crying, begging, forgiving, andwanting himthe fucked up thing is the nigga was my world for four plus years of my life. I gave to him and he fucks me over for some bitch that he just met. After crying for a hour I got up and looked at my phone he called me fifteenth times while I was crying. I got up and got in the shower . When I tried to fall asleep my phone went off so I rolled over to see what it was it was him again this time it was a text that readI''m not leaving til u talk 2 me"What?"I thought as I jumped out of bed went to my window he was sitting there on my steps smoking like he always did when he waited for me. I looked at my phone it was twelve a.m. I opened my door just enough for him to hear me "You need to go Shawn" I said. I finally build up the courage to say his name "Not until I see him" he said as he turned to look at me "He''s not here he''s at my mom''s" I said coldly "How could you not tell me?" he asked I opened the door more "I was going to the day you left me for her" I said he got up and walked to the door "I''m sorry about that and for not being there for y''all I moved with her and that was the biggest mistake of my life Devin I miss you and I want to meetourson" he said as he reached out for me I stepped back and signed "Go home Shawn" I said before I closed the door then I heard the phone rang it was my mom "Hey mom" I said "Heyyyyy Dev" she said follow by a laugh "Mom are you fucking drunk right now?!?!?!" I yelled as I grabbed my car keys "Noooo baby of course not....... Ok fine your son is tooooooo much like youuuuu he won''t shut up all he does is fucking cry" she said I heard him crying in the background "Fuck mom why now out of all fucking times now you want to pull you''re shit" I said when I rushed out and hung up "Come on your meeting your son" I said as I rushed passed him.If you stumble upon this narrative on Amazon, it''s taken without the author''s consent. Report it.