I want help and attention from friends and family, wanting their love, care and sympathy, but as an effort to help them I push them away.


    I want to be with all my friends, up all night chatting away, be in their arms in a warm embrace, but I think I''m annoying so I push them away.


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    I always want their love and affection, want them to take my cares away, but I always seem to convince myself that I''m a piece of garbage anyway.


    I don''t wanna be by myself, I don''t want to go through life alone, but I can never stay and convince myself that I''m needed.


    I try to help and I want help, but in the end I just push them all away.