Selena''s teeth let go of her lips as she stared at him with a loving gaze.


    "utz, I know that I can''t keep you all to myself. I know that you are not that kind of person to be loyal to me alone. And, I can''t stop you either. All I know is that I love you and I can''t imagine being with anyone else. As long as you are by my side I am fine with it," Selena whispered as she took a deep breath, "But at least don''t keep me in the dark. At least share with me which woman it is that you fancy. Am I asking you for too much? Aren''t we lovers and can share such things with us?"


    She questioned the very foundation that she had built so far. Doing so might fix these thing or it might break what she had built so farpletely!


    A fear was gripping onto her heart. Will she be able to change it? Or will it copse before her very eyes. The bad foundation that she had urged her to change it but the fear of losing what she had built so far forbade her to continue. She was in a constant dilemma.


    But she hadn''t realized that her weird question had left utz in a higher level of dilemma than she ever was. He couldn''t help but reflect on his actions.


    His mouth was left open with him staring at her in a daze, as he was having trouble finding any words to respond.


    ''She is right. Aren''t I in a mess?''


    utz might have an awesome and nned out professional life. But the same couldn''t be said about his personal issues.


    His young and boiling blood had caused him to court for trouble as he couldn''t have helped but sowed his seeds all over the ce.


    ''Am I really polygamous?'' such a question bubbled up in his corrupted mind.


    In his past life, utz didn''t even have the physical qualifications to ask such a question to himself. And his second life was too short and fleeting for him to ask such a thing. His second life had been but a huge mess driven by his young blooded if not anything.


    His professional life might be working out fine but not his personal as he had never thought much about it. He was too naive and uncaring!


    utz had never considered that he was walking on such a path. He had never considered his rtionship with Selena as anything serious or permanent. After all, how could hepare it to the rtionship he and Verona shared? He had properly courted Verona unlike Selena who had struck a deal instead.


    But with the bubbling feeling and emotions that was growing with every passing day between the two of them he couldn''t deny it either that he had a deep feeling to possess her.


    Was it a feeling of love? Or was it the desire to possess something beautiful?


    utz shook his head.


    ''I don''t have experience.''


    Unfortunately his past life wasn''t helping him at all! How does one define love? At least he had no definition for it.


    But things had already progressed too far for him to turn back anymore.


    What was even more weird was the fact that the person concerned has epted it as a fact rather than something that was just a mistake on utz''s part.


    ''Should she have scolded me at least?'' utz thought.


    What he had failed to realize was that Selena had tried to do exactly that when she had found utz sleeping with Maebi. It was just that he had fucked him senseless before she could begin.


    utz''s very nature had led Selena to believe that the question he was asking to himself at the moment already had an answer and it was a big ''yes''. utz seemed to have a fetish for that kind of thing in her opinion.


    Had she known of his inner conflicts she would have just in cried dry.


    ''All I knew was that I fanciedrger boobs. How did ite to this?''


    s, utz was toote to put his mind to it.


    When you are constantly surrounded by danger, you would only end up thinking about those things that would be a threat to your life. Other things seem too trivial to think out properly.


    utz was the same. He was almost numb to everything else that didn''t pose a threat to him. It was only a matter of time before his inner instinct took over without him exercising any restraint or control over himself.


    Decades spent in hell had sharpened his brain indeed. But it had only wheatstoned one side of the de and had made the other side as it had number the other side making itpletely blunt. A de that was only sharp on one side?


    That wasn''t too bad a weapon to use.


    Even utz''s ninjato was the same. But he was forced to reconsider.


    ''I can''t deny it anymore.''


    utz realized that Selena''s question didn''t even involve asking him if he was polygamous. utz was foolishly wasting his brain cells over the wrong question.


    ''Nothing wrong with it. If that is what I prefer then so be it. I would rather go this path than regretting itter to have not lived my life fully. Wasn''t that exactly what I had promised myself upon being reborn?''


    No, matter what happened utz had to live his second life to his best while at the same time making sure that the skirmishes of hell does not end up with him getting him killed. Defeating the demons? That was just a side effect. For utz to live, he had to kill the demons.


    utz shook his head. There was nothing much to think. Who could he kid with, if his girl himself thought it was fine?


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