"Oh my God."


    All of her efforts so far had been worth it. Not only her insides but her heart too was filled with love. At least that was what she felt. Had someone checked out on her disheveled state he might have apletely different opinion.


    She was in a mess from top to bottom. Her face was covered with her drool and her tears. Her hair was just a messed up cherry to top it off. Her body which was groped all over had beenpletely marked as her chest heaved up and down with her panting.


    But utz was no longer done yet. His member was quick to rebound as it twitched for a second round. And he had all the leeway to do so.


    Selenay there in her birthday suit all to his mercy. She was dipping both from her eyes and her mouth as everything around her seemed cloudy.


    ''Can she even continue?'' utz thought as he nced at his throbbing member..


    She didn''t look like she was in it anymore with her eyes turning cloudy. It was be an understatement to say that she would be passing out any minute.


    utz would have continued with what he was doing. But…


    "How about a second round?" He asked a question he had never asked her before.


    Was it guilt that he felt? It was hard to exin. Was he too hard and imposing on her that she felt that utz was using her as a tool? The answer was a big ''no'' at least from utz''s perspective.


    ''She is right. We sure are a mess.'' utz thought as his words sounded like a pun.


    utz had never treated her badly. But he hadn''t seen her as a lover either.


    From the very beginning utz had approached her like a client… indeed for utz she had neither been a lover nor a tool. He had given her all the respect that he would give to any of his clients.


    At least that was how it was in the past. Little by little their closeness sure made him somewhat change. After all, you can''t be at all odds with a girl who loves you for too long.


    Yet the thought that he could have gone a bit overboard with keeping the things formal between them sprouted a doubt in his heart.


    Selena had seen him as a lover but utz had never overstepped his formal approach. To him they were but exchanging services.


    Could it have been because of such an approach that Selena had reached such conclusions? He didn''t know. He had nothing to confirm it with and the thought that it could be a possibility made him feel slightly guilty even though he would refuse it adamantly if asked in person.


    ''Maybe I should think of her as a lover instead.''


    Even utz felt the need for it. His past life and habits had prevented him from going this route but the increasing closeness between the two of them had changed his mind.


    If she wanted it, what was wrong in it?


    That is why he chose to ask her if she wanted to continue. As he felt that it was something that lovers usually do.


    The only thing that was wrong with it was that utz was staring at her garden instead of her face even as he spoke. Had he checked it out he would have noticed how confused she was.


    *twitch*


    Her ears twitch at such an unscrupulous remark. Today was full of surprises for her. It all began with Selena finding out about utz affair with Mabi. After that it continued one after another. The unpredicted events at the showdown… utz increasing poprity among the newbies… his own batch of fan girls and now this… his unusual behavior.


    She didn''t know what was wrong but it left her conflicted inside as her brows creased. She reached out her hands as she caressed utz''s cheeks as he was still staring at her dirty ces.


    But feeling Selena''s warm touch on his cheek utz was quick to rebound back as he faced her. A moment of silence was all it took for them to be lost in each other''s eyes.


    ''Look at him as lust driven as always,'' Selena smiled.


    For a moment she wondered if she had really taken his first time.


    "Of course you can continue. Do you even have to ask?" She whispered with a blush on her cheeks.


    Selena tilted her head. Nowhere before had utz asked her for such things. Wasn''t it all so wrong?


    "In fact, I would be angry if you don''t continue until I am in a mess or you stop loving me. No matter what happens, don''t leave me, okay?"


    A subtle request was portrayed to utz hidden in her words. Her deepest fears wereid bare.


    Selena bit her lips as their was much more that she wanted to say but she had to stop herself. She was frightened that utz would get triggered again. She had no idea what caused itst time but she didn''t want it to happen again.


    ''It''s really annoying.''


    It was such a pain. They were lovers yet she couldn''t be transparent with him. What kind of logic was that? Wasn''t that the very proof that there stood a wall between them that separated them at all times? She was so scared of losing him that she feared to buy his anger.


    While it was true that utz was truly easy to seduce and forget all everything and forgive her anytime of the way. But she was worried that it might not actually work in the future.


    ''With those bitches around it might not work.''


    Something is only precious as long there is less of it. It was thew of supply and demand. And with more supply the demand sure was going to go down.


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