Chapter 2100
Jonathan''s gaze was locked on her, intense and unwavering. "So don''t even think about leaving me
behind!"
Estelle wrapped her arms around him. "I haven''t, not for a second!"
His voice was a husky whisper. "E, do you care about how I feel?"
"I do!"
"Then you should know I''m freaking out right now!"
She tightened her embrace. "I''m right here in your arms, why the panic?"
"But when you fall asleep, it''s like you don''t need me anymore!" He sounded genuinely hurt.
Estelle was at a loss for words.
"E," Jonathan''s grip on her chin was gentle but firm, his tone patient and tender, "Wolf''s passing
has nothing to do with you. He got in too deep with the Triceratops gang, there was noing back
for him. To die without regrets, that might have been the best oue for him."
Estelle pressed her lips together, silent.
"I''m not being melodramatic here. If you don''t clear the poison from your system, it''lle back to
bite you. What am I supposed to do if one day you can''t wake up from your dreams? What about
Grandpa?"
"And we''re about to get married, to start trying for a baby. How can you think about pregnancy in
this state?"
"You adore Kya so much, don''t you want a daughter just as cute?"
"Please, can you just listen to me?"
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In the darkness, Estelle looked at him, her voice choked with emotion. "Jonathan, I don''t want to
forget them!"
"You don''t have to forget them!" He held her tight, his heart aching for her. "Think about it, before
you met Wolf in Zion, before these endless dreams, did you ever forget them?"
"Some feelings are forever etched in the heart, I get it, I support you, and I''m not jealous. But you
can''t honor their memory by tormenting yourself."
"Wolf made peace with his fate in the end, and he surely wouldn''t want you to dwell on it like this."
Estelle closed her eyes, knowing Jonathan was right. She was using her dreams as a crutch, a form
of self-deception and false salvation.
It had be a habit, and breaking it felt like abandoning arade, filling her with guilt and pain.
But she had to realize they were not connected. She needed to conquer her inner demons to truly
wake up!
She couldn''t let him write another farewell letter!
Jonathan leaned down to kiss her. "Can I make you happy, please?"
"Feel me, I''m real!"
He rolled over her, his kiss devouring her breath and thoughts, not allowing any room for stray
worries.
Dreams were illusions, but he was the reality.
Estelle held him, her voice trembling. "Jonathan!"
"I''m here!"
Jonathan was eager, his hot breath caressing her face. "Baby, you''re mine, every bit of you, day
and night, your thoughts, all of it!"
The snow was still falling, nketing the city in a silent white cascade.
The biting wind howled, swirling the snow, but the cold only made warmth all the more precious.
Indeed, some feelings were carved into the heart, indelible, even if future encounters were
impossible toe by, she wouldn''t forget.
To cherish the one before her, that was the true meaning of survival!
The next day, Estelle was awakened by Jonathan''s kiss. When she opened her eyes, daylight had
already filled the room.
She was under the impression that they had never stopped.
Her body was sore and stiff; she sleepily gazed at him.
Was she this exhausted fromst night, or was it because she took another pill? She hadn''t
dreamed at all through the night.
Jonathan pulled away from her lips and sat up slightly, retrieving a pill and a ss of water for her. "I
checked, you can take an extra one today after a few days off. Take it, be good."
He ced the pill in her mouth, and Estelle''s eyes flickered but didn''t refuse. She obediently took
the pill.
Jonathan took a sip of water and bent down to let her drink it from his mouth, ensuring the pill slid
down her throat.
Satisfied, he stood up. "If you like it this way, I can feed you every day."