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    Lucy, I hope you forgive me for communicating with you once again, but my heart aches to hear from you one more time. Even though I believed it was the right thing to part ways, I now feel like I have lost a part of myself. I don''t know why it had come to this, why we are the reincarnated lovers of our dreams, but it appears that it has affected me so much. My heart aches every day knowing what my fate has become, but I know that we are not destined to be together because of our age difference.


    I saw how scared you were when we met in person, and I understand completely that you never want to see me again. In fact, I''m certain you have deleted the app. That is understandable. Yet, I could not let this go, no matter how hard I tried, and I needed to do something, anything, to calm my heart and allow my mind to finally move on from this.


    I''m sorry I caused you so much worry, I''m sure you were so scared when you saw that it was an adult who met you on that train platform. I didn''t mean to frighten you or cause you any harm because I didn''t know who I was chatting with myself. I didn''t know I was talking to a kid.


    I blame myself for being such a fool. All I can do is continue to live my life and try to put this behind me. I hope this message doesn''t make you uncomfortable because that is not my intention. I just wanted a chance, a final chance, to share my feelings because I have no outlet to do so.


    Then again, you''re probably never going to read this message. It will never be seen because you probably have already moved on with your life.


    The only thing I can do is express my feelings, even if there is no audience for it. If that is the only thing I can get out of this, then perhaps that would be all that I deserve, and pray that I can finally move on with my life.


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