Chapter 0320


    ASHANTI''S POV.


    “Oh…” A little exmation leaves my mouth when Ryan gets into the back seat with me while


    She sits shot gun.


    She''s so mad at me. We''ve not exchanged a single word to each other since we had that little fight


    yesterday and I want it to stay that way. Because I feel like I''m going to lose my cool and give her a


    proper soclding if she tries to speak rudely to me again.


    “You good?” Ryan inquires in a calm tone. I freeze on my seat. My brows rise to my hairline as I


    give him a surprised look.


    Did he just ask about my well being?


    “I uh… Yeah. I''m good.”


    “Good” he says, buckling his seat belt. When we''re all settled in and our bags are put in the car, the


    driver gets in and we hit the road. I take that as the perfect opportunity to bury myself in my


    thoughts.


    When mum called to give us the signal toe back home, she said the coast was clear, meaning


    Alpha Reagan is convinced that I''m not with her. Once we go back to the Blue diamond Pack, I''ll


    have to start my life from scratch. It''s going to be hard and I know I''ll have many melt downs along


    the way, but I''m strong and resilient and I know I will make it. Especially since I have my mother by


    my side.


    For Alpha Reagan, I''m going to try my best to forget the man. Yes, I love him.


    God I love him so much that it hurts, but live is not enough.


    I''ve been through so much just being by his side. I don''t want to keep living that kind of life.


    “Are you sure this is what you want?” A deep voice interrupts my thoughts, making me tremble as I


    snap out of reverie. I look ahead, thinking it''s the driver who asked the question, but it couldn''t be


    because his eyes are focused on the road and it''s just odd for him to have the one who asked the


    question because we''ve not really exchanged many words with each other since we embarked on


    this journey.


    The only person left is Ryan.


    I turn to him.


    He''s looking at me with expectant eyes and that''s when it hits me that he''s the one who asked the


    question.


    Since when did Ryan start caring about me?


    “Did you… Did that questione from you?”


    “I believe so.”


    “Oh…” Another soft, quiet exmation leaves my mouth.


    He shocks me everyday.


    “Well…” I suck in a deep breath. “I don''t quite understand what you meant.”


    “You''re the Lycan King''s fated mate and by the default the Lycan Luna of the entire werewolf and


    Lycan world. Are you sure you want to leave all that behind? You''ll be pretty much an ordinary


    person if you stay with us.”N?velDrama.Org owns all content.


    “I don''t mind living as an ordinary person, Ryan. Besides I''ve been doing so all my life and to tell


    you what, it''s a lot more peaceful. There''s only problems and hardship on that high seat and I want


    none of that anymore.” I exin, trying to keep the bravest smile on my face. He simply nods his


    head and says.


    “I see…” Then looks away from me.


    The ride continues in dead silence and I''m grateful for that.


    Ryan might be younger than I am, but he intimidates me to the core. I''d rather drown myself in my


    thoughts than have a conversation with him. At least my heart doesn''t threaten to hop out of my


    chest when I''m thinking random things.


    “Only an idiot will do what you''re doing right now.” She speaks from in front. I nearly evaporate


    from my seat when she looks behind, shooting me a scornful re. “Yes. I juts called you and idiot


    because that''s what you are.”


    I open my mouth to speak but on second thought, I decide not to. I seal my lips and lean back


    against the chair. When she sees that I''m not going to say anything to her, she looks back in front


    and I calmly shake my head.


    With time, I''ll teach her a lesson just like I did with Rhea.