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    Iawoketostabbingpainsinmystomachandwilledmyselfnottocry.Ihadtostopcryingateverylittleinconvenience.Ilookedoutthewindowandsawsunlightstreamingin.IwonderhowlongIhadbeenoutfor.


    I wantedtostandupbutIfeltliketenthousandneedleswerepiercingmyjoints.Iwassoweakandittookawhileformetobeableto situp.


    IrealizedIwasn*kedandrememberedthatitwasRosethathelpedmethroughthenight.ShesawmyscarsandbruisesandIhatedthefactthatImadehercry.


    IwasabouttogetupwhenIsawanointmentwithanoteonthebedsidetable.Igentlytookitandreadwhat waswritten.there;


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    Applythisonyourscars.I’msosorryyouhadtogothroughthat“.


    Itwasasimplenotethathadmesmiling,knowingIhadsomehatcaresaboutme.RosehastobethesweetestpersonI’veevermet,Lmustn’thearthatthough.


    IstoodupandwassuddenlyoverwhelmedbythesmellofAdrian.Itseemedlikehecameintomyroomnotquitelong.Nah,hecouldn’thave.It’snotlikehecaresaboutme


    anyways.


    Imademywayslowlytothebathroom.Iwasafraidtolookin


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    the mirrorsoIkeptmyeyesgluedtomyfeetwhileImademywayintotheshower.


    IsetthetemperaturetothepointthatitwasalmostscaldingandstoodunderitforaslongasIcouldremember.Iwasn’tthinkingaboutanything,Iwasinastateofnothingness.Iwasneitherhappynorsad,my mindwasnkandIcouldbarelyfeelthewaterrunningovermyskin.


    WhenIfeltlikeIhadhadenough,Iturnedoffthewaterandtookadeepbreathbeforewalkingtowardsthemirrorbareandn*kedasthe dayIwasborn.


    AsIlookedinthemirror,somethingcaughtmyeyeson myb*dy.Atattooofasilverwolfhowlingtoasilvercrescentmoonwasstartingtoformbelowmy leftbreast,justovermyheart.That’snew,I’veneverseenitbefore.


    Itwasstillsofaintbutitscolorstoodoutamongsttheck,purpleandbrownonmyskin.Idon’tknowwhybutIkindalikedit.


    “Feelinganydifferent,L?”JasminesaidinmyheadforthefirsttimesinceAdrianwalkedoutonusandIwashappytohaveherback.


    “Jasssss,you’reback!!“,Isaidexcitedlyinmyheadandheardher wolfisughter.“Yeah,I’mback.Figuredyouwon’tbeabletolivewithoutme“,sheteasedandIrolledmy eyesat


    her.


    “Well,youare right.WhatwillIdowithoutyoursassyself?”|said,stillexcited.“You’resoluckytohavemedurhhh.So,feelinganydifferent?”Sheaskedherquestionagain.


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    “Apartfromthistattoothat’sjustformingovermyheart,Ifeelthesameasever“,Itoldherthroughthemindlink.“I’vebeenfeelingslightlydifferentsinceourencounterwiththe Moon.goddessinthegarden“,shetoldme.


    “Howdoyoufeeldifferent?Whatchangeshaveyouseen?“|askedcuriously.Iwaseagertoknowwhatchangesshewasgoingthrough.


    “Probablybecauseoftheenergyofthemoongoddessinthegarden,IfeelstrongerthanI’veeverbeeninyears.Myeyecolorchanged too.Oneeyeisaglowinggoldencolor,theotherhasaglowingbluewithgoldeniris.Myfurisnotutterlywhiteanymore,Iseeaglimpseofsilver“,shebreathedoutexcitedlyandIsmiledatherenthusiasm.


    “Myhairbecameutterlywhitetoo.Ihaven’tseenanychanges.inmyb*dy, savethetattooovermyheart.Iseeyou’revery-excitedaboutthenewchanges“,Isaidtoherandfelthernod


    herhead.


    “Whydidyounotletmetakeyourpainyesterday,L.Itcouldhavekilledyou“,shechangedtopicandmyeyes


    instinctivelywenttomystomachwhereanotherpurplebruisewasstarting toform.


    Isighedbeforereplyingtoher,“you’restillweak,Jas.AndI’mnotdead,thatcountsforsomethingright?”Shejustrolledhereyesatme.


    Iwrappedmy b*dyinatowndwentintomyroomtograbsomeclothesfromtheonesIshoppedforthedaybefore.IrememberedLand smiled,Ishouldreachouttoher.But


    how?


    I


    Idon’thaveaphonenorcanImindlinkher.IdecidedthatI


    wasgoingtoaskRoseaboutiter.Hopefully,shecanletmegoouttoseeher,I’vealreadybeenckingasamaidalready.


    Ipickedapinksweatshirtandckjeanstogowithit.IpickedS**yckunderwearandIfeltabitconfidentinmyb*dy.Thethingceunderwearcandotoyourself–esteem.


    IwasabouttogetdressedwhenIrememberedtheointmentRosekeptonmybedsidetable.Iapplieditandfeltalotbetter.IdressedupandwentdownstairstoseeRose.


    ThesmelloffoodwaftedintomynoseandmystomachgrumbledloudlyjustasIsetfootintothekitchenthreshold.Roselookedupfromshewasdoinganughedat that.


    “dtohearthatyou’rehungry,Ipreparedalloftheseforyou“,shesaidwithasmileonherface.Herwlessfacelooksswollen andsheseemedtobeforcingherselftobecheerful.Ifeltbad,knowingthatIwasthecauseofhertears.


    “Aboutyesterday,I……“,shegavemeasternlookbeforingovertothecountertoholdmyhands.“Youwillnotapologizeaboustnightnortakemeforanything.Youarethevictim,youweretheoneinpain.Ifanyoneshouldbesorry,itshouldbemysorryexcuseforason“,shesaidsincerelyandmyeyeswateredat herwords.


    For8years,Ineverhadamotherfiguretodefendmeagainstpeoplethathurtme,itfeltreallygoodtobesidedwith.Inoddedmyheadatherwordsandsheledmetowardsthetablewherealotoffood awaitedme.


    Iatealotthatmorning,partlybecauseRosewouldn’thaveitanyotherwayandbecauseIactuallyfeellikeIcouldstomach.alotoffood,whichIdid.


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    RoseandIwerecleaningupwhenAdriancamedownlookinglikehejustsurvivedanapocalypse,Istillfoundhimhandsomedespitehisappearance.


    Hecame intothekitchenandtookhisfoodwhileRoseandpletelyignoredhim.Idon’tknowwhattranspiredwhenIsleptbuthe seemedquiteremorsefndRoseseemedupsettoo.IrefrainedfromaskingRoseabouthowIcouldcontactLforthatday.


    ImmediatelyAdrianleftthekitchen,Ifelttheneedtoworkonmyselfandbuildalifeformyselfhereinthispack.


    “Rose?“Icalledoutsoftly.“Yes,L?”Sheturnedtolookatme.“IwaswonderingifyoucouldtellAlphaJaydentoallowmetostarttraining.Idon’twanttokeepbeingtheweakwolfofthepack“,Isaidthstpartlowlytomyselfbutsheheardanyway.


    ThekitchenwassilentafterwardsandIlookeduptofindherstaringatmewithhermouthopenlikeshewasinshock.Iopenedmymouthtoapologizewhenshepulledmeintoahug.


    “Ofcourse,ofcourseJayisgoingtoallowyoutotrain.No,whatamIsaying?He’sgoingtotrainyouhimself.You’regoingtostarttomorrow.I’msoproudofyouforthinkingabouttakingthisboldstep“,shepulledmeintoahugagain.andasmilebrokeoutonmyface.


    Therestofthedaywasspenttalkingaboutrandomthings,withRosedoingthetalkingofcourse.WecookeddinnertogetherandatewhenJaydencameback.HeagreedtotrainmeandIfelthappytakingthecoldstepformyself.


    AsIwenttobedthatnight,myheartwasfilledwithhappiness


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    andjoy.Iknew<b>it</b>was<b>a</b>newbeginningforme.


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