Chapter28
Adrian’sPOV
Iwokewitharmswrappedaroundmytorsoandsmalllegstangledinmine.IttookmeawhiletorealizethatIwasn’tinmybedandmemoriesostnightcamerushingback.
IfeltdisgustedwithmyselfandtriedtountanglemyselffromFaybut shesnuggledherselfdeeperintomyn*eckandIrealizedshewasawake.
“Whatdoyouthinkyou’redoing,Fay?”Iquestionedwhenshekepthuggingmeclosely.ShelookedupatmethroughhereyshesandIfeltnauseated.
Don’tgetmewrong,Fayisgorgeous,effortlesslygorgeousbutshe’snotmymateandIcouldn’tstop mingmyselfformakingsuchstupiddecisionjustbecauseIwasangry.
“Whatareyoutalkingabout,Adrian?Wehadagoodtimst.nightandyouevensleptover,thatmeansyou’vedecidedtotakemeasyourLunaandnotthatlowliferogue,right?”SheaskedandgiggledbutallIsawwasred.
Iheldhertightlybyherthroatinanger,squeezingtillshelookedlikeshewasabouttopassoutandtearsstreameddownherface.
“Don’tyoueveropenyourd*rty,sluttymouthtocallLalowliferogue,ever!!!She’smoreofawomanthanyou’lleverbeandtheearlieryougraspthat,thebetter“,Isnarledinherfacebeforedroppingherlikeahotpotato,makinghercough.
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violently.
Istoodupfromthe bedandopenedmymindlinkexpectingDaxontogooffonmebutallwasquiet.Momwasn’tscreamingthroughthemindlinkeither.Well,that’safirst.
IdressedupandleftFay’shouse,notutteringanotherwordtohertillIleft.Feelingtheneedtoreleasepentupemotions,lwenttothepackgymtode–stress.
AsIswungpunchestothepunchingbag,IthoughtabouthowmylifehadtakenadrasticturnsinceLshowedup.It’sbarelybeenaweekandIwasalreadyamess<b>.</b>
Icouldn’tgetherout ofmyheadandIfeltparanoidthatmymindlinkwassoquiet,I’veneverfeltsoalone.It’sunlikeDaxontobetotallyquiet.
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Afterusingaboutanhourinthegym,Idecidedtogohome.IwasfeelingrestlessandIjustknewsomethingwaswrong.
IgothomeandmetMomcookingin thekitchenwithLnowhereinsight.ShehadavarietyoffoodsetoutandIwonderedwhatwasgoingon.
ShewasmakingwhatseemedlikesoupwhenIenteredthekitchen.Ismiledatherandgreetedher.
“Goodmorning,M…….“,Iwasn’tdonewithmysentencewhenshecameuptomeandaveryloudnoiseechoedaroundtheroom.Mom ppedme.
I’m25alreadyandIcan saythatsinceI’vebeenoldenoughtodifferentiaterightfromwrong,mymotherneverraisedherN?velDrama.Org (C) content.
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handstop.WhathaveIdone towarrantthat?
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Theshockand<b>pain</b>wasevidentacrossmy faceandI<b>saw</b><b>a</b>lookofsatisfactioncrossherfeatures.ItookinthecolorofhereyesandrealizedEzrawasincontrol.
“Ezra,what’sgoingon?”Iaskedwith angerinmyvoiceandwatchedher eyesgetangrierandragecrossedhersoftfeatures.
“Howdareyou?”Hervoicepiercedthesilenthousecedwithangerandpain.“You’readisgracetothewolfworld.Youdon’tdeservetheAlphaKingtitlethatwillsoonbebestoweduponyou,youdon’tevendeservetobecalledaman“,sheboomedandItookastepback,reelingfromtheshockofherwords.
MomhadneversaidanyderogatorywordstomesinceIhaveknownher.Notworthytobehuman?NotworthytobethenextAlphaKing?She’salwaysbeenmybiggestsupporterbutnowthis?Ifeltmyangerreupandraisedmyvoiceather
too.
“HowcanyoutellmewhatI’mworthyofandwhatI’mnot?Whatexactlyiswrongwithyou?”Imatchedhervoiceandfeltmy angergrowingwitheachpassingmoment.
Shewas abouttospeakagainwhenDad’svoicesoundedbehindme.“Whatmakes youdeservetobethenextAlphaKing?”Heboomed behind meandIwasreallyshockedbywhatwasgoingon.
DadpassedbymepletelyignoringmeandwentovertoMom.“Ezra,pleasegiveRosecontrol“,DadsaidgentlyandIsawmom’seyecolorchangeanumberoftimesbeforetheywentbacktotheirnormalcolor.
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Momncedatmeonceandshebrokeintotears.Ihaven’tseenMomcryforthepasteightyearssince thatincidentandImightbethecauseofhertearsnow?
ImadeamovetogetclosertoherbutDadstoppedme.Icouldfeelmyheartbreaking,watchingmymothercry.
<b>“</b>Dad,what’sgoingon“,Iasked,worrystartingtosetin.Mymotherisonealwaysfullofjoyandlifeandshewascryingindespair.
“Isuggestyougocheck onLandseeforyourself.Yourinabilitytoholdyourselftogethercausedhersomuchpaistnight.You’renodifferentfromherformerpackandmate,Adrian“,hespokeandwentbacktfortingmother.
IfeltlikeIhadbeenhitbyatrain.Shehadaformermatethatmistreatedher?ItallclickedinmyheadandIwantedtopunchmyselfforbeingsostupidandoblivious.
ThesignswereallthereandIignoredthem.Herconstantfearofpeople,theclothesshealwaysputon,herreactionwhenthemuttcame yesterday,theyallclickedin myheadandIfeltmyheartconstrictinmychest.
ForthefirsttimesinceIwokeupthatday,Daxonhowledinmyheadanditwasahowlofpainandanger.Iturnedtowardsthestairsandrantowardsherroom.
Iopenedthedoorgentlytofindherlookinglifelesssavehermovingchestbeneaththeduvet.Iwalkedtowardsthebedandsawherbeautifulhairscatteredacrosshersunkenface.Shelookedsofragileandmyheart brokeevenmore.
Imadethishappentoher.IcouldhavegivenherabetterlifewhensheescapedherpackbutImadeitworseforher.I
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resistedtheurgetosweepstrayhairawayfromherface,<b>I</b>don’thavetherighttotouchherafterwhatIputherthrough.
Isawherarmsandshouldersthatwerenotcoveredbytheduvetandtheangerinmemultiplied.DaxontriedtotakecontrolbutIresistedit,hewasgoingtodosomethingwe’dregret ifIgavehimtheopportunitytotakeovernow.
Herarmshaddarkpurpleandbluebruisesandhershoulderswerenotleftouttoo.Icouldnotevenimaginewhattherestof herb*dylookedlike.
Takingonstlookather,Ileftherroomwithtearsstreamingdownmyfaceandangerburninginmyheart.
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