Colin rested his head on my shoulder and nibbled on my ears. His hot breath immobilized half of my


    body. Inside my mind, a voice kept telling me to give it to him.


    But... I couldn''t say it out loud.


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    Growing up, Mom taught me that girls needed to protect themselves and that we shouldn''t offer


    ourselves to anyone recklessly. She also told me that even when in a rtionship, we shouldn''t lose


    ourselves.


    As a result, I was particrly conservative about this kind of thing. Even though Colin and I had been


    living together for quite some time, we had only kissed and hugged each other-nothing more.


    Since we were neighbors for more than 20 years, Colin knew about my family values. Therefore, he


    never forced himself upon me. He never coerced me into making a difficult situation. Instead, he held


    himself back time after time.


    "Give it to me please, babe. I''ve been waiting for you. I want you." Colin was holding himself back as


    he asked for my consent.


    Like always, he didn''t want to put me in a difficult situation. He put me above himself. His mind was


    driven mad by his urges, yet he still wanted to get my consent first.


    Colin was such a sweetheart and a fool. Nevertheless, it only made me love him even more. I wanted


    to say yes and to lose myself in his love and embrace.


    I told myself that I would only marry him this life, so why not give in? However, as someone


    inexperienced, I didn''t know how to say it out loud even though I wanted to.


    Inside the room, the atmosphere was intimate and steamy. I mustered all the strength in me and


    somehow, a moan escaped.


    I was nning to tell him to be more patient as he was still in his probation period. But his hands did


    their magic that a moan reced the words I was about to utter.


    It was a beautiful and innocent mistake.


    Colin''s body became even hotter. It threatened to melt me despite the clothes between us.


    His eyes brightened up. In one swift motion, he removed his shirt, putting his sweaty, shiny, and


    muscr body on full disy. mes were roaring in his eyes as if he were a demon about to burn the


    world.


    The mood became even steamier.


    He stared at me, devouring me with his eyes. My face turned scarlet.


    Who would have known that the gentle and civilized Colin would turn into a beast when it came to this


    kind of thing?


    Right when the mood reached a new height, my phone rang, to both our dismay.


    I snapped back to reality almost immediately. I looked down. Phew. Other than my messy clothes,


    everything was still where it needed to be.


    I stretched my arm to reach the phone. But Colin pinned me down suddenly and nibbled on my ear.


    "Whoever it is, ignore it."


    Outside, people were shuffling about, and my phone continued to ring. A door was the only thing


    separating us and the three people resting outside. Given the thickness of the door, it wouldn''t block


    out the noises.


    I calmed down, and my rationality returned. Gently, I pushed Colin away. "Colin, there are people


    outside."


    He looked at me with his frenzied eyes. Finally epting that the moment was over, hey on top of


    me and rested his head on my shoulder in disappointment. His hair tickled my skin.


    I stretched my arm and barely reached my phone. Winston was calling me.


    Did he have to call me now of all moments? Colin was going to be so jealous. "Yes, Winston?"


    The veins on Colin''s forehead throbbed visibly when he heard the name.


    Winston''s voice appeared. "Oh, it''s nothing. I heard that you wereing back tonight. Do you want to


    come to Crystal Houseter? And do you want to have dinner together? There''s a new restaurant, and


    they make really good pasta."