When I entered the room, Colin had already taken a shower. He was lying on the bed and looking at his


    phone in hisfortable cotton T-shirt and sweatpants. When he heard someonee in, he sat up


    and extended his arms.


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    Blushing, I closed the door behind me. Stumped, I froze on the spot, unsure of where to go.


    Suddenly, my world spun. The next thing I knew, I was thrown on top of the soft mattress. Above me


    was a muscr body that threatened to suffocate me.


    I wanted to protest about his crushing weight, but before I could open my mouth, he sealed my lips with


    his.


    My mind went nk. I took in his seductive smile, his minty scent, and his body warmth that ignited my


    body. I couldn''t sense anything else.


    He guided me to the sea of passion in the flurry of motion. In fact, this was the third real kiss we had


    had.


    After more than a week of not seeing each other, Colin was as ravenous as a beast. His broad hands


    stroked my back up and down, searing my skin with his hot touches.


    Colin was almost feral today. His fingers left a tingling sensation wherever they touched. I sumbed


    almost immediately. I couldn''t do anything except ept his passionate kisses passively until my mind


    became woozy.


    And my reaction seemed to encourage Colin further. His calloused hand continued to caress my rib


    cage. He asked hoarsely, "Babe, when will I be your official boyfriend? I''m starving."


    He was asking for my permission, yet his hands were already on the business.


    My mind told me to push him away because he was encroaching upon an area he shouldn''t be. We


    weren''t at that stage yet. Yet power seemed to have left my body. If anything, it was further rendered


    powerless by this exotic sensation.


    His breaths became moreborious and hotter, steaming my cheeks. Then, he made some guttural


    sounds.


    I had never been this close to a man before. The unfamiliar sensation electrified my body until it


    shuddered. My mind teetered between rationality and giving in.


    "Colin—" I wanted to tell him no and that I wasn''t ready yet. But Colin only gave me this brief respite to


    catch my breath. Then, he continued kissing me. This time, it was even more aggressive.


    His body temperature continued to rise, and the heat it exuded made me sweat. Another unfamiliar


    sensation swelled up within me. I wanted more.


    I dreaded the sensation. My mind told me to run away, but my body craved more. Subconsciously, I


    wrapped my arms around Colin''s neck so that we were closer. We smelled each other. We were glued


    to each other.


    "Babe, I miss you so much that I''m going crazy. Don''t move. Let me kiss you more."


    Colin''s words made me blush even more. My heart was pounding loudly.


    I tried to keep a cool head. Looking outside, I saw that it was still daytime. Wasn''t it too early for this


    kind of thing?


    Suddenly, he lifted his head and sandwiched my face between his elbows. His starry eyes were red


    and fiery, like a predator who found his prey. I was the prey.


    Suddenly, the hand above me squeezed tight. I had to bite my tongue to stop myself from screaming


    out loud. Then, he asked me huskily, "I want you, babe. Can I?"


    I panicked.


    Wasn''t it too fast to do this? I wasn''t supposed to do this with a probational boyfriend, right?


    Should I give in? But Mom told me that a girl needed to think carefully before doing the deed and that a


    girl should always protect herself.


    Should I turn him down, then? Yet every part of my soul and body felt so empty, craving to be filled.