I have failed in everything I have ever set out to do.
I dreamed of a world where everything would go right for me. That is how I arrived here. This place I once thought was spectacular. Everything seemed more simple. More pure. Ordered. But it was populated with the same humans from whence I came.
A species of mammal. So fragile, yet so strong. So different from other animals, and yet so similar. So intelligent, yet so stupid. So righteous, yet so abhorrent.
And I
I tipped things in the wrong direction.
When I performed the miraculous feat of traversing worlds, in that moment, I believed myself to be above that of a human.
I was a God. Playing as an avatar in a world built for me.
And now
Even if that world was never so pure as I believed it to be
I know I made it worse
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So, so much worse
And I spiralled
And I indulged
I
Assumed that it was all unfixable
And I became the very embodiment of corruption
With the last of what little good in me is left
I would like to
Give you a chance
My child. My new Avatar
To do what I failed to do
To live a life where you bring empathy and love to others
To put an end to the mindless creature I shall become
Scum less than human. Less than an animal.
Even if you are born from the darkness
A place devoid of all hope
I want you to glow brighter than any light could ever shine
And maybe
Just maybe
It’s
Sort of a silly idea
But
Maybe if you can
Make this world just a little bit better
Then
Maybe that old place
That blue planet I find myself missing more and more with each passing day
Maybe you can prove that there can be a light for them too
I’m so sorry to everyone I have hurt
Everyone I will continue to hurt
But I am the monster that must be slain
I love
I love ever so much
Each and every one of you
Goodbye