Chapter 251
“I can’t get my head around it.” Jake utters for the hundredth time as we lie in bed, our bodies
entwined. My exhaustion has dissipated, giving way to mind-numbing silence after the events of the
evening.
We finally have freedom … from her.
We’ve been home for a few hours and yet mostly all we’ve
done is lie together and talk. Hours spent regurgitating
the fact that there is no other baby, wondering how his family are going to react and how different
things will be from now on without it hanging over us. It’s still too surreal to really believe and emotions
between us have been swirling like crazy.
“I can’t believe it’s over,” I exim out loud, hearing him sigh again. A happy heavy relief kind of noise.
“Me either, it feels like it’s been consuming me … us … for months.” He’s lying on his back, staring at
the ceiling while I rest my head on his firm abdomen, tracing the tattoos on his inner forearm of the arm
across me casually.
“How did she think she would get away with it?” I nch thinking it through, and turn, shifting up to him,
resting my head on the bicep of his arm nestled behind his head and stare at his profile with an inner
bubbling happiness. Jake’s naked torso is deliciously on show, the sheets pulled up to waist level.
“That level of crazy has no logic, Emma, I’m just d Ben had the sense toe see me and not let
the festering past stop us.” He sounds calm and stress free for the first time in forever. It’s only taken
hours though for it to hit home.
“I can’t believe it.” I say again through the numb disbelief still hanging in the air; after shock, anger,
tears, and relief subsided. We have really been through it all.
“Just you, me and tadpole from now on.” He beams turning to face me. His arm shifting under my head,
bending at the elbow to make himself into a better cushion.
Jake was angry when we came home, rage pouring out of him like a spewing sewer and it took a lot for
him to expel it. He disappeared into the gym for a while, to recklessly punch and kick the of crap out of
his boxing bag with deadly precision. But lying here now, calm, and serene, I think it’s finally sinking in
that this is a good thing, a happy thing. I know a part of him will feel a sense of loss at the severing of
the connection he built up emotionally with Marissa’s baby; in the belief that it was his. Some part of
him epted the child she was having; the anger is his way of grieving its loss, as well as Marissa’s
depth of betrayal and deceit.
“I guess it won’t be a tadpole now, if you’d let that doctor look, I’m sure we would have a better idea on
what size it is.” I point out with a smirk. Jake touches his fingertip to my nose with an unapologetic
smirk.
“I have an appointment for you this week, I forgot to tell you, and I’m still not letting anyone stick a
wand up there to see. Male or female.” His furrowed brow and smile tells me he doesn’t care if it makes
him look possessive, controlling and slightly overprotective.
“I’m sure it’s not long before they can scan my stomach instead, plus the thought of being impaled by
some nasty looking probe isn’t giving me the greatest of thrills anyway.” I cringe at remembering the
weird medical implement the doctor was stupid enough to wave around near one very hostile Carrero,
and giggle at the memory. The probe, moments from being used in a very different way and leaving the
doctor with an unusual walk if he kept waving it within Jake’s reach.
“New obstetrician and a lot more appointments, I just wasn’t happy with the guy all over you.” He
grimaces at the memory as though I was somehow assaulted in front of him. I roll my eyes at him with
an indulgent smile and stroke his face tenderly.
What can I do with him … Honestly?
“You’ll need to tell your family about this now you know, this thing with Marissa? We need to tell our
friends too.” I focus on those soft green eyes and see nothing more than uplicated love shining
back. Whatever demons he needed to expel, were banished sessfully in the gym. That version of
him a little too ufortable for my liking, reminding me of how easy it would be for someone Jake’s
size to hurt someone my size; serving to highlight how gentle he really is.
“I think it’s a given that everyone will be happy for us; pity I can’t say the same for Ben. I wish it wasn’t
him that got left with the fallout, even after everything.” He frowns and runs a hand across my mouth, a
habit usually followed closely by kissing or sex. His mind moving from mundane topics to fun activities
instead. My skin starts tingling in anticipation, and a small warmth appears low down in my stomach as
I watch his green eyes darken.
“Maybe in a way it’s retribution? They have each other now whether either one wanted it or not. Ben
will have some hold over her with the baby and seeing her for what she is has probably helped him a
little.” I inhale softly and nudge my face into his palm, so his touch applies more pressure, longing for
him like a never-ending craving, yearning for the extras that his hints usually lead to.
“Very philosophical for you baby.” Jake smiles and strokes my hair back from my face. “Maybe you’re
right, karma has a way ofing around to bite you in the ass. God knows I’ve felt that set of teeth in
thest few months.” He shifts us closer with a hand around me and in one swift maneuver I’m
suddenly pressed right up against him, hard body to my soft curves.
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“Hmm, you must’ve repented sessfully seeing as you’re living a very charmed life; everything
working in your favor nowadays.” I giggle when his hands slides down below my waist trying to push
my thighs apart with a sexy naughty glint in his eye.
“Charmed is only one of the many ways to describe it.” He slides his knee between my legs,
maneuvering them apart, a wicked glean in his eyes taking over.
“Right. I guess we’re done talking about serious issues and now you’re angling for sex?” I giggle but
don’t resist, my body fully heated and ready for some meaningful energetic action.
“Pretty much … I’m a man with needs, neonata.” He leans in to devour my neck with tiny nibbles. I
giggle and squeal as his hands turn yful and he tickles me, pulling me into him. My happy carefree
Jake let loose.
“Jake!” I protest, but that encourages him to flip me onto my back, covering me in one swift move.
“You’re amazing baby. Beautiful, sexy, smart and so unbelievably perfect.” He hovers above me
tantalizingly, keeping his mouth from me that’s crying out to be kissed.
“I’ll be expecting to hear the same when I’m the size of a whale, or a crazy hormonal mess again like I
was in the beginning.” I bite on my lip as I devour the way his eyes roam my face as he smirks in that
lustful way of his.
“You’ll always be sexy and beautiful and perfect to me; a baby just adds to what is so amazing about
you.” He leans in, kissing me softly, our mouths molding as he slowly brings his body weight down to
me. His hands seeking my hair and neck,ing to hold me close, a sign that Jake is going to blow my
mind in ways that only he can.
* * *
“Here.” Jake hands me the small cooler bag that Nora packed for me, crammed with food and snacks,
since I’m still eating like a starved animal and he only encourages it with a constant food supply.
“Thank you, gorgeous.” I wink at him and I’m rewarded with a smack on the ass as he walks past me
with our cases. I grin at him; still the sexiest man alive, possessing the ability to turn me to mush with
one look.
“Grab my sunsses,” he calls, and I obediently pick them up, my beloved Jake defining symbol, and
slide them onto my head, smiling at myself as I do. He doesn’t need them as much when he’s driving
now since the weather is getting colder and the sun is disappearing earlier from the sky. But I still carry
them around with me whenever I get the chance, holding them close, reminding me of him in so many
ways, a constant item in our rtionship of trials and tribtions. He’s driving us to Chicago and I’m in
surprisingly high spirits, despite knowing what this journey is for. I’ve felt on top of the world ever since
finding out Marissa never slept with Jake and nothing can ruin my buzz. That high feeling and rxed
smile ingrained on me and Jake is in the same amazingly good mood. Our ck cloud is gone.
When he told everyone about Marissa there were some mixed reactions; anger and outrage and even
tears from Sylvana, shocked that Marissa could be that maniptive, but for the most part everyone
sighed with relief. Even Giovanni seemed pleased in his own little way, since he promptly sent over to
our apartment a bottle of champagne and some fruit punch, tied together in a blue and pink ribbon.
Jake glowered at them and left them on the counter. I don’t know what he imagines the symbolic value
of the gift is, but I doubt it’s the same one I interpreted it to be.
To me, the gift from Giovanni symbolizes his congrattions to us on the removal of Marissa, and the
building of a family between me and Jake. It’s that simple, he’s not so hard to figure out when you
realize a good heart beats beneath his cool tightened demeanor.
Le told me she and Hunter are off to a remote ind destination for a week, despite still being an
emotional enigma, to start putting the past behind them. Daniel is holding in there, treating her tenderly
now that she’s not putting up such a fight. She sounds happier, less hostile, and not as angry bitchy,
especially with his voice in the background cooing and telling her toe back to bed. It was noon
when she called so I take it things are still going well, since they’re still in bed and I can hear him
dotingly calling her his “princess” in the background.
“Baby, are you ready?” Jake’s voice echoes through the apartment and I look around for my handbag.
This ce is looking decidedly less polished nowadays that Jake’s favorite art and furniture have been
sent to the Hamptons already, along with a lot of our personal belongings. We’ve decided when we
come home from Chicago, we’re going straight up to follow our personal effects up there, then Jake is
having this ce redecorated and revamped as his pad to stay in when hees over for work. He
ns minor changes to the roomyouts, making this apartment child friendly and moving our bedroom
down to the hall with the guestrooms, bringing us closer to the nursery he wants to put there.