Chapter 107


    “Rosalie.” I smile, graciously, as I arrive. I don’t wait for her to announce my presence to Jake, his door


    is sitting half open, so I walk straight in. He’s typing on hisptop, eyes narrowed in concentration. The


    sight of him jars me as he’s sat in a pale blue shirt, open, as usual at the cor, sleeves rolled up. He


    looks too divine for words and I can almost forget how pissed at him I am for a second. His dark hair is


    freshly trimmed and styled. He looks like a model for businessman of the year and I still my beating


    heart and clear my throat to catch his attention.


    “Sit. Emma.” He thrusts a thumb to the chair which always sits at the side of his desk, without looking


    up.


    Hmmm. Like father like son!


    “You’d better shut the door too.” He adds as I go to move forward. I sigh loudly, then turn and shut the


    door. I should be acting grateful instead of irritated because I know he’s calling me here to talk about


    Dan Gabrielle but what happened between me and himst night, has left me feeling raw and irritated.


    I’m hurt.


    The look on his face doesn’t bode well, maybe he wasn’t able to fire him after all. I walk around his


    desk and slide into the seat closest to him. It reminds me of the many times I’ve sat here before,


    wasting time, chatting to my ex-boss, andughing until my sides ached, and now here we are, like


    strangers. I miss “Funny Jake”. I miss all those moments.


    As I sit, I catch his eyes running over my exposed legs under my skirt, then he shifts in his chair as


    though he’s suddenly extremely ufortable. He shuts hisptop and swivels his seat to face me.


    His expression grim.


    “So, this morning I sat in a board room with half of legal, three from HR and Margo, negotiating


    Gabriel’s early retirement … He epted the severance … He’s gone.” His tone is almost nasty, his


    fire filled green eyes are narrowed and he doesn’t sound happy at all.


    “You’re mad about that?” I feel instantly guilty, wary of his unusual mood and fully aware this is my fault.


    Has he changed his mind about sacking Gabriel after all? Maybe he thinks I overreactedst night?


    “No, Emma. I’m mad that the son of a bitch got paid off to leave. That I couldn’t just outright fire him…


    Legal was all over my ass and brokered a deal because they didn’t want a messy sexual harassment


    case… Bad for business.” He snarls through gritted teeth, turning back to his desk and clenching fists


    on either side of hisptop.


    “I see.” I sound small and childlike. I should’ve known this could happen seeing as Sexual harassment


    is still taboo in this crazy world of high-profile business and men in suits.


    “I did some digging, hisst four assistants left quickly. I managed to contact three of them and they’ve


    agreed toe forward about his advances on them too … He’s a snake … You weren’t the only one.”


    Jake growls at his fists and the air thins around us.


    “If he’s going then why are you pursuing it?” agitation lifts to my shoulders, making me tense and I sigh.


    He has no idea how hard it is for me to sit here with him, clearly avoiding all talk ofst night and acting


    like nothing happened.


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    “Because making him take an early retirement and a huge sum of money is not dealing with it … I’m


    pissed … I want his ass raked over coals and I’ll make sure he gets what he deserves and what he


    deserves isn’t my money!” He ms his palms on the table so that I flinch with the thwap sound.


    “Why are you taking this so personally? You just saved a lot of future assistants from being groped,


    regardless.” I snap, nervy with his aggression and not in the mood for his Carrero temper today. I’m


    uneasy as hell and this is not where I want to be.


    “Because it is fucking personal!” He snaps back, rising to stand and stalking past me to his drink


    cab. “Heid his hands on you!” He tters decanters, indicating just how angry he is, and I take a


    steadying breath. My heart aching but this time not in pain.


    Why does he always have to say things like this? Making me hope that there’s more to us than this


    weird toing and froing thing we do.


    Hees over and thrusts a ss in my hand, returning to his seat with his own and I look down at the


    amber liquid. I can smell it from here, the strong stench of brandy. I hesitate but take a sip of the


    burning liquid, coughing and cing it on his desk instead. His temper seems to dissipate slightly as he


    slugs it back and slides his ss next to mine.


    “What happens now?” I eye him warily as he turns to gaze out on the skyline, every muscle in his body


    taut while emitting fierce energy.


    “I told you … He’s gone … As far as you’re concerned, it’s done. No one knows anything about you … I


    made sure of that.” It’s low and snappy.


    “So, I guess … Thank you, Jake.” I smile softly as he turns to look at me and I try so hard to seem


    amicable and genuinely thankful.


    I really do mean, thank you … He’s no idea what he’s done for me.


    He sighs heavily, his body rxing slightly, and he turns to me and watches me closely. His brows


    furrow, and his gaze intensifies on mine.


    “Look, Emma … Aboutst night? I’m sorry I acted like such an asshole.” Okay, that now. Great! At


    least he sounds sorry.


    I’m taken aback by this revtion. I never thought he’d ever mentionst night again, especially with


    the way he was acting a moment ago. I nce away, embarrassment enveloping my face knowing it


    wasn’t all one-sided, yet I still feel shameful.


    “You confuse me,” I mutter quietly, keeping my gaze on the art on the far wall, unable to make eye


    contact while this subject lingers in the air. I can see him from the corner of my eye, he leans forward in


    his chair, resting his elbows on his legs. He rubs his palms together slowly and then rubs his face.


    “I know … Which is why I need to say this.” He slides up as I turn to look at him, his eyes boring into


    mine heavily. “You and I … We don’t work … Not as friends, not as boss and PA … Not as anything …”


    He sets his gaze on the New York skyline outside over my shoulder, breaking the spell, he has over


    this situation, “I think it’s best if we both try to keep our distance and keep things civil … I’ll back off


    over this Europe job, Emma. Maybe it’s a great idea. If you want, I can make some calls? Ensure that


    you get the position?” His voice is low and husky with no hint of emotion and it’s like being shot.


    My throat constricts painfully, it feels like he’s thrust a knife into my heart and I’m bleeding to death. I


    can’t swallow, or move, my hands are frozen on myp, my breathing stills. He has no idea of the


    impact his sentence has on me. In one fell swoop he’s broken my heart all over again and maimed me.


    I can’t stay here and wait for anymore.


    “Don’t bother,” I snap icily, rising from my chair, scolded by what he’s said. “I don’t need you to do


    anything else for me.” My pain fuels my need to leave and my hostility. I go to storm away but he’s on


    his feet fast and catches my arm roughly.


    “What? So now I’ve pissed you off? I thought running to Europe was what you wanted?” he yells at me,


    pulling me toward him angrily so I stumble and try to wrestle myself free of his hold.


    “You’ve no fucking idea what I want,” I yell, yanking my arm free. Enraged by the pain he’s causing me,


    infuriated by his never-ending need to manhandle me.


    “You know what? You’re right! I’ve never fucking known! You’re like a goddamn enigma to me. Anytime


    I think I get even remotely close to figuring you out, you turn on me like this. Screw you … I’m done


    with this shit between us. Go find a job elsewhere. I’ll dissolve your contract so you’re free to fuck off


    anywhere you please.” He barks, letting my arm go and raising his palms in agitation.


    “Fine! Maybe you should! Maybe I will! It’s obvious you feel like you have some weird obligation toward


    me … I’d be better long gone, out of your life and yourpany!” I spit, and this time sessfully


    storm off, mming his door in grand fashion, behind me in hellish fury. Then jump six feet in the air as


    a loud smashing soundes from inside his office. He’s obviously hurled his ss at the wall, or the


    door.


    I’m seething, spitting nails as I storm back to my own floor, giving cial res to anyone foolish


    enough to nce at me. Caught up with an argument inside my own head in which I hurl every


    goddamn thing at him which pisses me off. My blood is pumping at an rming rate, but I know the


    second the rage calms down I’m going to crumble.


    When I get to my desk, I thrust my drawers open and begin mming things on top.


    I’ll leave right bloody now. I’ll show him. I won’t even wait for another job. I’ll just go and be done with


    this crap.


    I lose my resolve and slump into my seat dejectedly. Energy wavering and temper fast dissolving away


    as I fight to hold back the tears that are now overwhelming me as my heartache mbers out on top.


    Why does he do this to me? He knows how to wound me, and the worst thing is, I don’t even think he


    knows he does it. I hate him so much but … I love him. More than anything in the world. I’m so done


    feeling like this. I’m so done with hurting at his hands.


    “Emma? Darling, are you okay?” Wilma’s concerned tone breaks into my train of thought and I realize


    she’s standing almost in front of me. The scattered contents of my drawers strewn across the desk and


    some on the floor. I look up at her tiredly. Jake saps all the life from me and I exim breathlessly with


    a broken tone.


    “Men!” I mumble, instantly mortified as a fresh bout of tears pour down my face, shocking both of us.