Chapter 116: Scared


    Brenda''s pov


    This girl was so fast I just lost her like that as I stop looking through the tick trees I don''t think she


    would go to norma she should be around here. I need to find her i can''t let her be alone of goddess


    please just be with her I won''t be able to stay alive if I lost her this time again I couldn''t I wouldn''t be


    able to stay in control of myself I try to listen for any movement and any breath and snuifing to smell


    any familiar scent but nothing making me sight a si trail my hands through my hair not having a clue


    where she could be. I just don''t know who the person is who sells drugs to her I swear I would kill them


    if I found out who is responsible to this


    I shouldn''t have push her like that and I knew it but I push and push her. I''m so sorry and I don''t know


    what to do for her to keep the child my heart break when hearing how she screams at the baby who


    didn''t asked to be here she did not asked for any of this to happen she couldn''t hate her really I''m


    feeling really bad for my Mate and I''m so useless not helping her. She will kill that if I do not find her


    now and hse will regret it and I do not want her to have that stress to but oh God where can she be as I


    run further into the forest on the out for anything harm full. I''m so scared about having her out here alll


    alone I know she is able now to fight for her swlf I just don''t know here that man disappeared I don''t


    know what''s his ns really my Mate is not safe nit even family.


    "I''m really scared I''m so scared." I try to mindlink but I couldn''t reach her mind making me sight. I


    should have justpel and not ask her about it this girl is going to get me kill I don''t know they have


    done to my Mate I have to speak with Jerome I don''t know what I will do when I saw him.


    I wasn''t giving up on reaching into her mind even if I have to use all my strength I need to get into that


    mind she should tell me where she is. I need to tell her that everything is fine and that I''m sorry I


    couldn''t live without and she needs to stop running off like that if she still wants LJ as a daughter


    because I don''t thing LJ''s going to be so forgave able to speak with her anymore.


    When i finally reach her mind I smile and rxed "Lucia please tell me where you are?I asked her


    feeling to cry as I could stand this sadness in my heart I''m overwhelmed and I just couldn''t anymore I


    need peace we all need peace and lucia is the one who is going to give us this peace of hse could


    ept everything and moves on which I don''t want her to do because I know how it must be for her. It


    is hard to ovee been rape really.


    Tears all ready run down my face feeling the wetness on my cor bone as run still through forest as I


    stop  trying to get my breath back for not copsing because my blood was running so fast through my


    veins ."I''m a mess Brenda I won''t be able to make you happy I''m sorry but I can''t I''m dirty and I know


    you don''t want me. I wouldn''t be a good mom for LJ just reject me please." I heard her in my mind


    making me growl so hard feeling a pain crash through my heart.


    " No no she can''t asked this of me I will never do that. "I spoke to myself wiping my tears from my face


    " Lucia just tell me where are you  oaky please. I don''t care how dirty you are and I''m not going reject


    you please just let me help you. "I told her as I run so fast till I see their house popping out through the


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    tick trees as I smell her making me smile a little as I stop looking at the house. I was scared to go into


    that house and find something I don''t want to see. I was scared to see lucia I could stand to see her in


    so much pain. I don''t know if she could sense me but I''m going in there I need her I just her next to me


    and need to know that''s he was safe and alright but something deep in my heart wasn''t sitting so well


    with me and it stabbed right through my heart making me growl out as I hold down on my chest.


    "no one can help she said softly making me confused but her tone," oh fuck no. "i growl and speed up


    to her house and transport myself into her room seeing hery on the bed as I growl seeing a small


    stic bagying next to her making me growl so hard as she lie there looking at me from the bed not


    moving one bit.


    " Ple..a.se ju..st let me die. "she spoke ncing at me.


    " If I let you die Lucia what so that''s means you also want me to die and don''t talk about LJ because


    she wouldn''t take our dead lightly so you tell me Lucia is that how much you really love is? I asked


    " Because I love you guys so much and I couldn''t stand to hurt you guys I don''t want you to see my like


    this I don''t want LJ to see me like this." she spoke looking at me with tears rolling down her face.


    "Then get help Lucia get better doing drugs won''t solve your problems and trust me it won''t." I told her


    looking away from her thinking about my past.


    "I also use it and I''m so scared Lucia because it almost killed LJ."