Chapter 33


    The beeping of my phone got my attention as I picked it up to check that they have received the fee. It


    was a confirmation message from the university letting me know that the fees were paid on time. Only


    two weeks left until I fly off to Paris.


    My face instantly brightened up thinking about that as I got up from the bed andbed my hair. I saw


    that there were split ends and they looked pretty dull. Probably the stress made them like that. I


    mentally made up a note to get my hair done before leaving for Paris.


    Tying my hair up into a bun, I walked out of my room and fetched the red nail paint wanting to paint my


    toenails. It took me some minutes to apply the paint when I heard the doorbell.


    "Coming!"


    I got up from my ce and made my way to the door looking through the peephole to find a delivery


    boy.


    "Yes?" I asked as I opened the door and he smiled handing me a bouquet.


    "Wait! I didn''t order them!" I said as I saw him leaving already. The teen delivery boy looked back at me


    and adjusted his cap before showing me his dimple smile as he walked away.


    I looked back at the fresh peach-colored rose and inhaled its fragrance. A smile spread on my face as I


    searched if it had a note in it and surely it had one.


    Peach colored roses mean appreciation. I am grateful that you came into my life. So thank you for


    Yours only,


    Caleb


    A deep sigh escaped my mouth as my eyes scanned at the note and I got back in keeping the rose on


    the table, holding his handwritten note in my hand. When all of a sudden the bell rung again.


    "Now what?" I mumbled as I opened the door only to find three kids holding a bouquet of roses as they


    giggled and forwarded the bouquet to me.


    "Wait!"


    They were already running away. Now I had three more rose bouquet of three different colors. I had


    difficulties holding the bouquet so I got back in and closed the door putting them on the table. Each one


    of them held a note and I picked up one from the orange rose bouquet.


    Orange roses evoke energy and can indicate enthusiasm, desire, and excitement. Giving orange roses


    can symbolize your passionate romance and share your excitement of the rtionship with your loved


    one.


    These roses reflect how I feel whenever I see you. I am excited, enthusiastic, filled with desire


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    whenever I get a glimpse of you. I want to share my excitement with you.


    I truly love you.


    Yours only,


    Caleb.


    I picked up the note from thevender-colored rose.


    It was actually a love at first sight. Though I am dense and stupid, I still wanna make you mine. With


    thisvender roses, I am reminding you that I will always be right behind you, watching your back.


    I really love you.


    Forgive me.


    A smile broke out on my face as I read it again and again. Love at first sight?


    Really?


    Thest yellow rose bouquet had a note sticking out at its end and as I picked it out there was another


    press on my doorbell. But I wanted to read it first before getting to the door so, I opened the note.


    You are my warmth.


    You have always brought joy, warmth, and happiness to my life and I had found sce in your warmth.


    Though I was stupid enough to not worship what I had got, I will still make it up to you.


    I had always loved you.


    Your love,


    Caleb


    As I read that the doorbell rung again and clicking my tongue in annoyance, I walked to open the door


    only toe face to face with an old couple.


    "Here you go, dear!" the olddy smiled as she handed me a white-colored rose bouquet while the old


    man handed me somewhat with a tint of green-colored rose.


    "Oh I wish you were like this when we were young," the womanughed as they walked away. The old


    man put his hand around her shoulder as they waited for the elevator.


    The note in the green-colored rose bouquet read;


    I was truly living a life full of joy before I met you, but once I met you I knew what I had been living was


    just meaningless if I didn''t have you.


    I was an ass and I ruined everything. I hurt you, I made you unhappy and sad when I was supposed to


    be the one to bring you happiness. I am truly sorry. Like green is the color of life, I want you to be my


    life. I will be working hard to amend our rtionship. I just want your feelings for me to rejuvenate


    again.


    Longing for you,


    Caleb


    And there was the white one.


    You are the purest just like this rose. I tried to stain you and I regret it deeply. I want us to start again


    from the beginning. Everyone gets a chance to amend their mistakes.


    Will you not give me a single chance?


    Do you know that I love you?


    I do.


    I really do.


    I walked in and kept the bouquet on the table. By this time, my table was filled up and I sighed putting


    my hands on my waist when the doorbell buzzed again. My apartment was already smelling so nice


    and floral. Even though I loved it, still I was worried about how to manage so much of bouquet.


    As soon as I opened the door three people holding four bouquets came into my house and kept the


    bouquet down as they walked away again not even answering my question. I stood there leaning to the


    doorframe. By this time, I was sure there were more.


    A few minutester, my apartment was totally filled with flowers. I was sure if I sell them off then I could


    easily pay off my two months rent. But the biggest problem was, there was no space for me to walk


    around. The apartment was filled with flowers all over, on the table, on my sofa, and on the floor.


    There was a knock on my door this time, and I was annoyed. I was ready to yell at whoever it might be


    wanting to let them know to stop. But as soon as I opened the door with anger, the anger in me


    subsided as I came face to face with Caleb. He stood there holding a red-colored bouquet, smiling at


    me.


    That smile of his that had made me swoon over him. That handsome of his. That love in his eyes for


    me.


    "For you," he handed me the rose bouquet and I took it not knowing what to do and looked up at him.


    "This time, they don''t have a note. I am here to deliver what I have got to say by myself," he smiled


    pulling his coat to him.


    "I tried to find every single way to tell you how much I love you. I really do Sang. I am sorry for what I


    have done. I can not think of seeing anyone else in your ce in my life. You are the beauty that had


    made this beast fall in love with you You have to take the responsibility for me as I want to take for you.


    Please be mine once again. I won''t fail you this time," he said and all of a sudden got down on his


    knees as I gasped and took a few steps back watching him pull out a ring box.


    "Caleb please don''t," I murmured feeling guilty. I was not really happy with whatever was going on. I


    didn''t really have the feeling that I had a few weeks ago and that made me confuse.


    Do I still like him?


    Why is it getting so hard for me to forgive him?


    "Please don''t!" I said as I turn around and closed the door huffing and panting leaning to the door when


    all of a sudden, I heard him knocking at my door and I burst out crying.


    "Sang, I am sorry. I know I dragged things. I didn''t mean to scare you," he said from behind the door


    and all I did was cry in vain as I held my face feeling guilty.


    "Sang its okay if you don''t want this. Please let me see your face. I promise I won''t talk about it until


    and unless you are ready," he was begging now but no matter what I just couldn''t seem to be making it


    open the door.


    Just what the hell is stopping me?


    I knew nobody would ever do this for me but still I couldn''t seem to forgive him as I sobbed next to the


    door feeling his presence.