Chapter 32


    "Why is he here?" I mumbled as I paced around my apartment. My mind filled up with his thoughts as I


    recognized I was again hyperventting. I was in misery and I hoped the guards stopped him from


    getting inside.


    Whatever it takes, I had to stay away from him because I couldn''t bear it any longer. The insults, the


    allegations, and the continuous pricking of my dignity got me to the point where I refused to even face


    him. My shoulder slumped down as I fell on the sofa, my appetite long gone.


    But then I heard what the guards were saying while restraining him.


    Why do you alwayse here? The woman is clearly not interested in you. Stoping here and stay


    out!


    Is he the same guy who stands the whole night just staring at the building?


    Such a nuisance for love.


    "Wait! Did hee here every day?" I mumbled as I was up on my feet and made my way towards the


    balcony. To say, my tongue was caught on my mouth as I grew speechless when I saw him down there.


    He was again leaning to his car, looking up at my way.


    As soon as he saw me, heposed himself and walked some steps forwards not breaking eye


    contact. I was dazed and confused as to why he was still pestering around me when he was the one


    who clearly told me that he doesn''t want to do anything with me.


    Why do you not leave me alone?


    My fingers tightened around the railing of my ss balcony and all of a sudden, I heard my phone


    ringing. Finally, breaking the eye contact I went in and got my phone from the sofa to find the call from


    Caleb. I was fidgeting on whether to take the call or not but still couldn''t get in myself to pick it up in


    order to talk to him.


    The call disconnected and I heaved a sigh. But again, it rung and kept on ringing almost five to six


    times when I finally decided to pick up the call wanting to hear what he has got to tell me.


    "H-hello?" I said with a trembling voice. I heard him inhaling loudly and he spoke. "Thank god! I thought


    you are never going to pick up," I heard his distressed voice.


    "Please leave mypound. I don''t want peopleining me about themotions you are


    creating," I told him and walked towards the door of the balcony, hiding behind the doorframe and


    peeping down to see him.


    "Sang please let me exin," I saw him running his hand through his hair.


    "I-I," he was caught off as the guards from my apartment approached him and I could hear that they


    were asking him to leave. I saw his face, he was getting annoyed and agitated by the guards and I was


    afraid if heshed out on them or worse do something stupid.


    "You cane to my apartment," I said mustering up the confidence I had in me. I wanted it to end. I


    really wished it end and for that, I had to talk to Caleb.


    "R-Really?" he asked as he showed his palm to the guard signaling him to stop talking.


    "Hand your phone to the guard," I said and immediately he handed his phone over to the guard who


    took it and I told him to allow him into the apartment. The guard looked skeptical but as I gave him the


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    instructions he nodded as he handed Caleb his phone back and I saw as Caleb ran into my apartment.


    My heart pounded against my chest with anticipation thinking of my decisions. I had no idea what I did


    was right or wrong, but still, I thought of giving it a chance.


    Minutester, I heard the doorbell and taking in deep breaths, I opened the door only to be pulled into a


    tight hug, which literally knocked the breath out of me.


    "I knew it. I can''t stay away from you," he said as he kissed my forehead and I stood still for a moment


    but then when he didn''t give up, I had to push myself away from him. The sad expression on his face


    clearly told me that he didn''t like my action of separating myself from him, a bit. Still, heposed his


    posture and closed the door as he got in and stood before me while I took some steps back


    maintaining distance.


    "What do you want to speak?" I asked as I looked anywhere but his face.


    "Sang I-" he stopped mid-sentence and I waited for him to speak up.


    "I am sorry," he said and finally that made me look up as I stared into his eyes. His sincere repentance


    was reflecting from his facial expressions and I shifted in my position wanting to hear more.


    "I was jealous. I saw you and Eden kissing and Ipletely lost it,"


    "I wasn''t k-"


    "I know. I am really sorry. Eden came to my office searching for you when you were injured. I told him


    about our rtionship and he told me things that were hard for me to believe but I didn''t believe him.


    He told me that you actually loved me and wanted to be with him and you were just using me in his


    absence," as he said that I narrowed my eyes in confusion.


    Eden said that?


    Why?


    "He was the one who told me that perhaps you liked me because of my status. And then I saw you two


    kissing. I was jealous to the point, I couldn''t control. Even in that party women were talking about Eden


    and my secretary''s affair. I was also very angry that this happened only because you didn''t allow me to


    make our rtionship public. He went around deliberately spreading rumors of your affair and Hailey, I


    was the not the one who kissed her. She was the one and I was just trying to push her away when you


    got in. Still, I didn''t clear the misunderstanding because I wanted to make you feel jealous and know if


    you really liked me."


    "You didn''t evene to exin nor did you fight with me which caused me more rage and I lost my


    control. Then I really thought you woulde to me but HR informed me your resignation and I


    understood you were not willing to fight for me and that made me insane. I know what I did was wrong


    but I couldn''t stop myself," he came forward and held my face in his.


    "Sang what do you expect me to do? Please forgive me. I can''t stay away from you no matter what.


    Whatever I told you back then was just because of the heat of the moment and it was my jealousy. I


    know Eden was the one who kissed you but that didn''t bother me than the fact that you didn''t exin


    anything to me and wanted to resign,"


    He picked up my face and I felt his hand trembling as he trailed his finger on my neck and buried his


    face in the crook of my neck.


    "Just tell me what should have I done? The only woman I loved was getting away from me," he


    whispered and I felt his hot breath on my neck when I snapped out of it and got back from his hold as a


    look of hurt masked his face.


    "You could have confronted me. If you loved me, then you have the right to confront me about it in


    ce of using me every time and calling me names. I did try to exin you but how to expect me to


    exin when you were always so angry and brushed me off every time. I had no idea that you had


    seen Eden and me kissing, but why did you not confront us both at that particr time? How do you


    expect me to know what''s going on in your mind if you don''t tell me about it?" I snapped for the first


    time.


    "And Eden, if he came to you telling you all this about me then why did you not tell me about it at that


    time? I would have confronted him and perhaps, things between us had been different. Instead, you


    took it to your heart and assaulted me the way I had never been and made me feel embarrassed and


    pathetic."


    "Whatever it is Caleb. You have no right to assault me and question my dignity. I never gave you the


    right to do that and if you are asking me then did I ever ask you what you were doing when I was


    already in your life?"


    "Remember our first meet? I walked in while you were having an indecent moment with a woman. I


    have seen you making headlines with a countless woman. Just because you have got money, looks,


    fame and power and you were my boyfriend, did you seriously get the right to use me of cheating


    and be a gold digger?" at this moment tears streamed down my eyes as I mmed my hands on his


    chest and pushed him back. He got hold of my hand and pulled me to him as I buried my head on his


    chest.


    "Y-You! Did I ever tell you that you are an arrogant brat? Did I ever tell you are a promiscuous man? I


    was never even been a rtion and I fell for a jerk like you. You were and are the mistake of my life


    and I hate you!" I tried to push him but he held me tightly in his arms.


    "Sang, please don''t say that. I am really sorry. I was wrong and was really bad to you. But please give


    me a chance," he begged and it was when I pulled away wiping my eyes.


    "No!" I shook my head.


    "Sang please,"


    "I will not give you any chance because now I am scared. Scared of what you will do if we are back and


    we experience a simr situation in the future."


    "I can''t seem to trust you again. I''m sorry Caleb but this is over between us," I said and again all of a


    sudden I was pulled into a hug.


    "Don''t say like this. Please don''t! I know you are angry. You have every right to be angry. Please.


    Please, don''t do this to me. Give me any punishment you want but not this. Don''t leave me," he was


    literally begging. I pushed my body away from his and turned around when he hugged me from my


    back, locking my arms.


    "You are just so delusional and dominant. I can''t take it any longer. I think it will be best for us. Please,


    Caleb let me go!"


    "No! I won''t let go. Ever! You are mine. You belong to me and I love you. I will never let go," I heard him


    and I sighed.


    "I am not an object. I do not belong to you. Understand that I have feelings and emotions and no matter


    what I can''t get myself to forgive you for your actions. I am scared of you right now," I told him and he


    spun me around in a flip staring into my eyes.


    "You are the worstpanion, I had got. Let me go!" I said and pushed him away as he stared down at


    me in shock.


    "I don''t believe you right now, no matter what! You are just making angry statements to me and I will


    give you some time to cool down and then I wille again begging for forgiveness. It''s fine if you are


    giving up on me, but I won''t ever let you go or give up on you. I really love you. More than I had ever


    loved anyone. I will go crazy if you are not in my life. I caused this and I will make it up to you. I


    promise," he said and all of a sudden leaned down and pecked my lips which caught me off-guard.


    "Caleb!" I yelled at him as I pushed him away. He took a few steps back and then walked out of my


    apartment leaving me in difficulty.