Chapter 392 Thank You For Loving Me


    "Louisa!"


    Hearing this name, L suddenly stood up and walked in stiffly.


    Every step was like walking on a needle tip.


    The pain paralyzed her whole body.


    During the operation, the nurse looked at L and smiled, "The operation is about to begin. Are you


    ready?"


    L said in a trembling voice, "I''m... I''m ready."


    "Miss, I have to exin to you first. I''m afraid that after the abortion, your chance of pregnancy..."


    "That''s enough. Don''t say anything more. I know it. The chance of pregnancy is 1/10000, right? A long


    time ago, I knew that it was difficult for me to get pregnant, but I seize 1/10000 of the chance now.


    However, I have no choice but to give up this baby... Tell me, can I seize this chance next time?"


    With tears all over her face, L closed her eyes in pain.


    "Next time, it might be 1/100000 of the chance... After all, the abortion has a great impact on your


    health..."


    L''s eyes widened in shock. "1/100000? That means there is no possibility for me to be pregnant


    anymore? I can''t be a mother anymore, can I?"


    "Miss, please calm down. It''s hard to say. There is no absolute..."


    L sat on the operating bed weakly and looked at the operating tools around her. She shook her head


    and said, "But I can''t keep him. I can''t keep him! I can''t give birth to him..."


    L''s face was covered with tears, and even the doctors and nurses around her were infected and


    sad.


    It was not easy for people in the world. Everyone had unspeakable difficulties.


    When L was struggling in pain, her phone rang. The doctor and nurse looked at the phone and said,


    "Miss, please answer the phone first. It should be powered off during the operation."


    L picked up her phone and found it was from her grandmother.


    "L, are you busy these days? Why didn''t youe back home? I have prepared dinner today. Come


    with Jacob today."


    A few hourster, L sat on a bench in the park, staring nkly with a pale face.


    There were many people in the park, and the children were ying happily. Suddenly, a ball rolled to


    L''s feet and she picked it up


    Then a cute little girl came over and said, "Can you give the ball back to me? I want to y with my


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    friends!"


    L reached out her hand and stroked the little girl''s head. With a gentle smile, she said, "Okay, I''ll


    return the ball to you!"


    "Thank you! You are so beautiful!" The little girl''s sweet words made L smile.


    And then the little girl turned around and ran away happily. She mingled with the children again.


    L fixed her eyes on the kids, focused and gentle.


    "Madam, it''s gettingte. Shall we go back?" Standing aside, Paul looked at the setting sun and said.


    Taking a deep breath, L stood up and said, "Let''s go back to the Gu Family now..."


    "But your body... your body don''t look good... Why don''t you go home and have a rest first?"


    "No, I''m fine. I''m going to the Gu Family now. I want to see grandma."


    Paul nodded and drove L to the Gu Family.


    L met Jacob at the door. He took a look at Paul and reached out his hand to hold L''s hand. "Why


    do you look so bad? Where have you been?"


    "I just went out for a walk. Why are you standing here? Why don''t you go in?"


    "I''m waiting for you." Jacob''s hand was warm, so that L''s hand got warm.


    "I don''t know what''s wrong with grandma today. She called me and said that she would ask us toe


    back for dinner. Have you got the call?"


    "Yes."


    "Let''s go inside together."


    All of a sudden, L stood still, held Jacob''s hand and said sadly, "Jacob, wait a minute. I have


    something to tell you..."


    Hearing this, Jacob turned around and frowned, "What''s wrong?"


    "Do you remember what Kate told you that day?" L looked at Jacob''s face seriously, with a trace of


    nervousness in her heart.


    Jacob stroked L''s head and nodded, "Of course I remember. Didn''t she say you were pregnant?"


    At this moment, Jacob''s palms were full of sweat.


    He thought in his mind, ''Why did she ask that all of a sudden? What did it mean?''


    Thinking of this, Jacob was a little nervous and timid.


    "Why were you so happy at that time? Do you really want me to be pregnant?" With a pale face, L


    bit her lips.


    Jacob held L''s face affectionately and kissed her forehead. "Of course I''m happy. Silly girl, your child


    is my child. So I am happy! You know how much I want a child, a child that belongs to me and you!


    L, if you are pregnant, I will be very happy."


    "You... Why..." L sobbed and asked in a trembling voice, "Do you really think I can give birth to this


    baby?"


    Jacob thought L was worried about her health and might not be able to give birth to the baby safely.


    So he held her hand excitedly and nervously, "Of course! Our baby will be born in good health! L,


    trust me. It''ll be fine!"


    L''s heart trembled, and she inexplicably moved. "Jacob..."


    ''Why are you so good to me?''


    ''Do you know that the child is not yours, but you can bear all this for me?''


    Thinking of this, L thought that all Jacob did was for her.


    However, Jacob thought L was excited and nervous. He wiped the tears on her face and asked,


    "Silly girl, what''s wrong? I''m listening. You can tell me."


    Although Jacob didn''t know why L lied to him that day, he was looking forward to hearing the good


    news from her personally...


    He thought that maybe L wanted to surprise him when she was sure about it...


    This was the reason Jacob found for L.


    "Jacob, I can''t give up this child! Even though I know it''s very difficult and troublesome, I don''t dare to


    gamble. I want to be a mother and want a child! I''m sorry... I..."


    With his hands trembling imperceptibly, Jacob said, "Silly L, why did you say sorry? What''s wrong


    with you?! It is a good thing to have a baby! I know you are worried a lot, but you have to believe that I


    will always be there for you! I love you, and I love this child more!"


    L''s vision gradually blurred. She threw herself into Jacob''s arms and sobbed, "I love you too...


    Jacob... I love you so much! I really want to give up this child for you, really! But at thest minute, I


    was still a coward... Please forgive me..."


    L''s voice was vague and her words were broken.


    The more Jacob heard, the more confused he became. ''What on earth was she talking about?''


    ''Is she suffering from pregnancy depression?''


    ''She has just been pregnant, but now she is suspicious and uneasy?''


    "L, I''m very happy. We finally have a child! Do you know how long I''ve been waiting? I will take good


    care of you and our daughter! You are the treasure in my hand! I love you more than I love myself!"


    "Jacob! Thank you for loving me!"