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Chapter 32 Saying Goodbye

    Chapter 32 Saying Goodbye


    Sabrina''s POV


    I could feel the energy in the room changing. It was intense and wanting.


    I wanted Xander and he wanted me. Days and days of hunger for each other multiplied from seeing


    each other on earlier today.


    Now, here I was, on his bed in nothing but redce.


    I raise my legs and bend them, widening my thighs slowly as I watch Xander watching my thighs move


    apart. I bite my lip at the thought of feeling his skin on mine.


    My left hand moves up to squeeze my left boob as my right hand moves to my core, rubbing myself


    over thece. I bite my lip when I see Xander''s eyes change color, his wolf fighting toe out.


    I want that animalistic sex tonight.


    I widen my legs as my hands go back to my thighs. Moving them up and down my thighs, enjoying the


    feel of my own skin. My hands move to my side, moving up past my hips, slowly up past my boobs and


    my neck. My hands move over the sides of my face and I tangle my fingers in my hair, pulling at my


    hair roughly before I spread my legs outpletely, almost in a split.


    Xander takes his sweats off and starts to stroke himself as he watches me. Which has me getting up


    and kneeling on the bed, watching him grow in his hand. I licked my lips as I watch him, thinking of all


    the ways he was going to take me.


    I got off his bed,


    "I want you to watch me take this off." I say to X.


    I took of the lingerie and threw it on the floor. Xander walked up to me and standing behind me, feeling


    his hardness on my back. He wraps his hand around my neck and pulls my head back, licking my neck,


    where his mark will be.


    A moan escapes my lips and I turn around, cing my open palms on his naked chest, pushing him


    roughly until his back hits the wall. He roughly switches positions with me and my back hits the wall


    before he pulls me in for a heated kiss. He picks me up and I wrap my legs around him, as he takes his


    long and thick rod, cing it at my entrance.


    He rams into me, my back hitting the wall. A loud moanes out my mouth as he grunts sexily.


    He pulls out and rams back in, as he squeezes my ass. My back hitting the wall every time he rams in


    to me.


    "Xander!" I moan out his name every time he rams in to me. I can already feel my climax approaching. I


    tug at his hair which earn me growl.


    As if he could read my thoughts, he pulls out and sets me down, turning me around and pulling my ass


    out before he rams back inside me.


    He ces my hands on the wall then cing his one hand on my waist and the other hand wrapped


    around my neck, pulling me to him. Me, on my tippy toes, moaning my heart out.


    He pulls out of me again, kneeling down in between my legs. He runs his tongue over my slit, earning a


    moan from me. He eats me out while I stand there, trying so hard to keep my bnce.


    "Xander don''t stop. I''m so close." I say, enjoying what he was doing to me.


    He plunges not one, not two but three fingers inside me and I lose it. I feel my whole body explode,


    Xander holding me steady as I ride his face, covering it with my juices.


    Before I could recover, he carries me to the bed, spreading my legs apart then ramming in to me,


    making me arch my back. I bite my lip to stifle a moan but he uses his finger to pull my bottom lip from


    my teeth, me, taking that moment to suck on his finger as he fucks me.


    I use my strength to switch positions, with me on top of him.


    "I want please you. I want to control the pleasure you feel. I want to know that I''m doing that." I say


    taking his finger back in to my mouth as I move up and down his shaft. He closes his eyes, hearing his


    sexiest grunt.


    "Look at me." I say and he opens his eyes. His hands roam all over my body before settling on my


    boobs, squeezing them.


    I move back and forth, feeling him so deep in side me as my head falls back. I use my body to spell out


    his name, riding out every letter, my eyes locked on his. My eyes change color to show Athena''s


    presence, she lets out her power as she softly kisses his neck. Licking on the spot she wants to mark


    him, Making Xander groan and she bites his neck, marking him as ours forever.


    Xander let''s out a sexy low grunt as my teeth pierce his skin and go deeper, his hand on the back of my


    head, pulling me deeper into him. Once satisfied he let''s go and I pull my teeth out, licking the spot


    clean before he quickly grabs my waist and fucks me fast before we both explode. I scream out his


    name as he calls out my name.


    He holds on to me as we ride out our orgasms. I feel him getting harder again inside me and before I


    could react, he flips us over and I''m under him. He starts to fuck me, ferociously, spreading my legs up


    in the air. He goes faster and harder.


    I''m a mess quivering under him, his eyes locked on mine as he opens up to me. I can feel everything


    that he''s feeling and right now, I was his everything. All the pleasure he''s feeling doubles mine, bringing


    me closer to a great release. I''ve never felt anyone like this before. He puts down my legs  and licks my


    neck before plunging his teeth into me as he spills his seed inside me again, marking me. That brought


    on such intense pleasure, making my body shake.


    I pass out righ after.


    ________________________________________


    ''Wake up baby'' Someone said in my head. I opened my eyes to see Xander looking at me.


    Our night together shed through my mind and I smiled. I had given myself to love again.


    ''I can hear your thoughts chosen mate.'' Xander says and I giggle like a school girl.


    ''I can''t hear yours..'' I say and in less than a second I could hear his. How he wanted to have me again.


    His hand started ying with my nipple as I felt those sparks that I''ve missed so much.


    A low moan escaped me, I pull him down to me and kiss him. A knock on the door interrupts us and we


    pull away to throw daggers at our intruder.


    ''Come on you two. Sabrina has an event to get ready for.'' I hear Josey''s voice through the door.


    "What time is it?" I ask looking at Xander.


    "A little after eleven. I really tired you out didn''t I?" He says with a smirk.


    "That you did X, that you did.." I say getting up and putting on X''s shirt that was on the floor. He gets


    out of bed too and puts on his sweats before walking up to me and kissing my forehead.


    "I''ve got to go make sure Lucas has everything in order. I''ll see you out there." He says and walks to


    the door, opening it to reveal a giddy Josey.


    He turns to me,


    "I love my new nickname by the way." He says and winks at me before walking out. Josey runs in with


    four girls, one being Margot. I guess they the others were also omegas.


    "Okay, you go take a shower while we set up. I''m going to make you look so beautiful." Josey says,


    excitement clear in her eyes. She hands me a toiletry bag filled with girly things that smell too girly.


    I smile back at her before walking in to the bathroom. I had missed Josey''s girly nature.


    I showered, shaved, washed my hair and dried myself. I walk out naked and thedies gasp except for


    Josey.


    "Oh she gets to show off! That is one killer bod post partum girl!" Josey says and we all cackle after


    her.


    They spend hours putting me in dresses to try on and then make up. One does my hair and finally they


    were done. It has been a while since I was all dolled up but I felt like my old self again. Cj walks in with


    Adrastos who is wearing a baby tuxedo and he looked so adorable.


    I took my baby in my arms and smiled. He was also getting initiated today. It was a big day for us.


    Everyone left me except for Cj and Josey as we all looked down on my little angel.


    "He looks like Max. You can''t deny it." Josey says and we all chuckle.


    "He does, doesn''t he?" I ask and they both nod.


    "I''m just d he''se to his senses about being a father. Now Adrastos can grow up knowing he is


    loved by everyone, more especially his father." I say.


    "Well even if Max didn''t show up as a dad, I think Xander has it covered. I was shocked to see him


    enter the apartment and head straight to the nursery. He spent a good hour in there, your boy was


    dressed by Xander by the way." Cj says to me and I smile.


    Consistency is everything to me and Xander was just that.


    "He''s been spending his afternoons with him. Every day hees to my apartment and goes straight


    for Adrastos. It''s amazing." I say and Josey smiles.


    "Well, after two darn frogs, it''s about time you got somebody that''s screwed right. Now, we are gonna


    go. I believe dad is waiting toe in and share some words. See you out there!" Josey says before


    kissing my cheek. Cj does the same and they walk out.


    Father walks in, and he pulls me in for a hug. He gestures for us to sit so we sit on the chairs in


    Xander''s room.


    "Sabrina, I''m so sorry. I should''ve known you were suffering. The signs were there but I didn''t see


    them. I''m your father and I want you to know that whatever I''m going through,es second to me


    being a parent to you. You cane to me anytime. I need you to know this." He says but I stop him


    there by holding his hand and pleading with him with my eyes.


    "I know all of that. I decided to hide what was really happening because I didn''t want to believe it


    myself. I thought maybe it was just a phase and Max wille back and all will be well." I say and my


    dad shakes his head no.


    "Sabrina, you''ve had consistent men in your life. Me, your grandfather and Cj who have never treated


    you that way. You should never ept such treatment from a man ever! I believe I set the perfect


    example for you growing up and you need to take that with you. No man should ever make you feel


    unworthy. If he doesn''t want you, he must bring you back home to the people that truly love you.


    Understood?" He says to me and I have to try hard to blink away the tears.


    I nod my head yes as I couldn''t find the words.


    "Good. I had a lengthy talk with Xander and I told him this time I''ll kill someone if my baby girl is hurt.


    Now, I believe I have to walk you both to your ceremony." Father says taking Adrastos from me.


    I stand up and follow him out. As we''re walking down the stairs, what my father said repeats itself over


    and over in my head. He was right, I didn''t have to stay and tolerate Max''s bad behavior. I had men


    who knew how to be men in my life and they set the bar so high.


    I allowed Max to treat me that way and never again. This time, I won''t let a man treat me like rubbish


    and get away with it.


    ''Well if I do treat you like rubbish, I think you should beat my ass to obedience.'' Xander says mind


    linking me after reading my thoughts.


    ''Didn''t peg you for the BDSM type but I''ll be your dom if you''ll be my sub.'' I say. My smile never


    faltering as I feel X get a little embarrassed.


    ''Don''t joke like that baby. I''m the alpha in every way. I will be the one doing the spanking.'' He says to


    me and I chuckle.


    When we get to the open door that leads us outside, there''s a path that has beautiful flower


    arrangements of white roses on each side that lead us into the woods. Now I knew why they said I


    needed to be barefoot. We walk for sometime, walking the path as my favorite white roses lead us to


    an opening in the middle of the woods, where the whole pack was sitting..


    My father kept walking to the podium, where X and Lucas where standing. I froze on the spot, taking in


    all the decor and arrangements. Everyone was wearing white, except for me. I was in a red dress. I


    guess to symbolize Red Creek.


    I started to walk slowly, smiling at everyone I walked past. My hair was tied up in a very tight ponytail so


    I could show off Xander''s mark. He growled in appreciation once I came in to view.


    He was wearing ck dress pants but was shirtless. I raised my eyebrow at his attire and he just


    smiled.


    When I got to the podium, he held out his hand and helped me on. The pack went quiet once Lucas


    raised his hand.


    "Good afternoon Red Creek. We are gathered here to finally initiate Sabrina Kimberley Trent and


    Adrastos Marcel Forrest in to the pack. Over to you alpha." Lucas says. Xander walks forward and


    gestures for my dad to bring my son to him. My dad stands next to Xander, with my baby in his arms.


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    "Hello little Forrest. This will hurt a little bit but you''re a champ, you''ll be able to handle this." X says to a


    sleeping  baby.


    Lucas hands a medieval looking dagger to Xander.


    "Adrastos Marcel Forrest, you are hereby epted in to Red Creek pack. Your blood is now of Red


    Creek. Your loyalty is now for Red Creek and your heart pumps for Red Creek. I ept you as my son,


    future alpha Adrastos Marcel Forrest." Xander says and a tear falls on my face.


    He holds out his little hand and pricks one finger. A little blood oozes out but it immediately heals and


    the crowd gasps. My son has my healing power I see. A little too soon for a pup to show wolf abilities


    but we are the exception.


    Xander needs to mix his blood with my son''s so he runs the knife over his palm before pricking my


    son''s palm and acting quickly by putting their hands together, waking a sleeping Adrastos, obviously


    because of the power that went through him.


    It scares Adrastos and he has his blue orb surround him, my father and Xander. The pack gasps again


    but Xander takes Adrastos from my father and starts singing some song. Within minutes it calms him


    down and the blue orb disappears.


    My love for X just tripled, if that is even possible. He looked back at me and threw me a thumbs up. I


    chuckle at his goofiness.


    "You are now part of Red Creek. You are now one of us. You are now under my protection." Xander


    says and the pack howls in excitement. Xander ces a kiss on my son''s forehead.


    He hands Adrastos back to my father and I walk up to him. He takes my hand ,


    ''Yours is gonna go a little different.'' He says to me. I look at him confused but that immediately goes


    away when I hear ssical music in the background.


    "Sabrina Kimberley Trent, the woman that changed my life. On this day, you will no longer be a Trent. I,


    Xander Can Creek, take you as my luna. On this day, you be a Creek. You be my equal


    and mate. The power in me will flow in you, as luna, you will be by my side and be my voice of reason."


    Xander says. He takes my open hand and cuts through my palm, doing the same to his.


    He joins our hands together and a surge of power runs through me and a low moan escapes my mouth


    as he grunts at the feeling. Feeling him like this made the mark on my neck throb and I wanted to rip


    his pants off and have him take me here in front of everyone.


    I could feel he was fighting the urge too and my thoughts weren''t helping him. I cleared my thoughts


    and closed my eyes to wait until this wave of euphoria ends.


    Xander let''s my hand go and I open my eyes to look at him. He''s staring right back at me.


    ''Now, we will mark each other other again. But I need Athena to do this.'' He says to me through the link


    and Athena wastes no time in showing herself through my eyes.


    ''I want Bain to do this with me.'' Athena says to Xander and he chuckles before letting his wolf out.


    When I say wolves don''t waste time, they really don''t. Bain pulls Athena to him and they bite our necks


    where we were already marked but this time it''s not as intense asst night. It awakens my desires


    though and Xander links me to stop thinking about sex.


    They lick the mark clean and pull away. Athena allowing me to take control again and Bain doing the


    same. The pack erupts in cheers as we turn to face them.


    I was officially his and he was mine.


    ________________________________________


    Two Weeks Later


    "Hello Sabrina." Percy says to me, sitting down on the chair opposite me. I had called him to meet me


    at a coffee shop in the human town I schooled at not so long ago.


    I was visiting my grandfather and family with Xander to show him my family home and how I grew up.


    We''ve  been to Blue Woods pack which was now, Blue Trent pack.


    Cj was running things differently.


    That pack was futuristic with all the technology. I had to pry Xander away just to leave that ce. Cj


    promised to upgrade his pack the same way soon and that was enough to lure him away and off CJ''s


    packnds.


    "Hello Percy. Thank you for agreeing to meet me." I say and he nods his head yes.


    "To be honest, I was a little surprised you reached out. When your new mate called your grandfather for


    his blessing, I was with him. I won''t lie, it hurt me but there was nothing I could do. I guess I can''t


    compete now that I don''t have a pack and I''m just a rogue." He says to me.


    "It''s not about that and you know it. Yes my wolf has a soft spot for alpha''s but with you, it isn''t because


    you''re a rogue. Your decisions put you here Percy, just as your decisions got us here." I say.


    "I know." Percy tells me dejectedly.


    I take his hand and look into his eyes,


    "Percy, I wanted us to meet so I can get a few things off my chest. I want you to know that there are no


    hard feelings from me. I forgive you, for everything. Although there''s no going back for me, ever, I''m not


    heartless. I asked Cj if he could let you back in at our old pack and he said he would. You are of alpha


    blood so you don''t have to be a rogue. You can still stay in the alpha house as Cj built his own and be


    his beta. At the moment, my father is helping him run things." I say and Percy pulls away from me.


    "I''m nobody''s errand boy." He says to me and Iugh at his immaturity.


    "Grow up Percy. Get your life in order and decide what you want. Your wolf is probably antsy from


    staying on human territory for so long without shifting. I''m not forcing you to be my brother''s beta but


    you won''t survive very long as a rogue so think carefully on this one." I say.


    "Now, you fucked up with me. You were stupid and easily fooled, hurting me in the process. I hope


    when you finally meet someone you love, I hope you treat them better." I say and I stand up to leave.


    "Does he treat you better?" He asks and I smile as I think about X.


    "He treats me like I matter. He takes my feelings into consideration whenever he has to make a


    decision. He trusts me enough toe here and talk to you. He makes me and my son happy and


    that''s all that matters." I say and turn to walk away.


    Finally letting Percy go. In my memories, letting all that hurt go.


    I was going to see Max next.


    I got into the car to find a sleeping Xander and Adrastos in the backseat. I chuckle at the sight and start


    the car up to drive to Green Forrest.


    I called Max the next day after my ceremony to let him know what happened. He sounded sad but it is


    what it is.


    We arrived at his new pack house. I''ve never even seen the outside with my very own eyes. It was


    beautiful and modern. Although this time, there was no butler to wee us.


    Max walked up to the car and opened the door for me. He looked like he hasn''t been sleeping. Funny


    how life works. Just months ago, I was the one suffering.


    Xander got out of the car with Adrastos in his arms. He gave the baby to Max and stretched his limbs.


    Nicole came running to me and crushed me in for a hug. Damon and Tristan joining in on the hug.


    They pulled away and greeted Xander.


    "Everyone, this is my mate, Xander Creek from the Red Creek pack and the little guy Max''s holding is


    Adrastos Marcel Forrest." I say and their attention quickly goes to my baby. They take him away from


    Max and walk in to the house.


    Leaving me with X and Max.


    "Do you think we could talk?" I say to Max. I kiss Xander and watch him go inside the new pack house,


    probably trying to sniff out Adrastos. Most wolves would never let their mate be alone with another


    Male but Xander was cut from a different cloth.


    I look away from Xander''s disappearing figure and face Max.


    "I wanted to say I forgive you, wholeheartedly. What you put me through was and still is inexcusable.


    There''s not enough apologies in the world that could make it better. I need you to know that there was


    nothing you could''ve done or could still do to win me back. I don''t roll like that. When I leave, I really


    leave. I also need you to know that Xander and I have decided to leave it to Adrastos to decide which


    pack he wants to run. If you want him to be the next in line that is." I say.


    Max takes a moment to breath.


    "Kimberley, I fucked up. I know. It was a stretch thinking I''d be able to get you back but it was worth a


    try. My actions, my rewards. I know. There''s not a day that goes by and I don''t think about how good I


    had it. My friends won''t even let me forget it. I still love you Sabrina and I always will. It was stupid of


    me to think I could just rece you. Look at you, you''re just amazing. I find myself going to our old


    room to relive all the memories we made in there. The night out son was conceived keeps ying in


    my head and the guilt triples over. I can''t tell you how much it means to me for you to forgive me. I don''t


    deserve it. I don''t know if I''ve ever gone a day without actually crying. I cry for the broken family we


    have because of me. If someone would''ve told me I''d treat you that way five years ago, I would''ve told


    them I''d never but look at us now. All I can do now is be the father my son needs even though I''ve got a


    littlepetition in that department. Look, I want my son to take over after me, I really do. I just hope


    he chooses the Forrest name over Creek. I am his blood and this pack will easily follow him because of


    his blood." He says to me and I nod in understanding.


    "That will be his decision to make still." I say as we begin to walk in the direction of the entrance of


    Max''s pack house. I link X as I see my grandfather''s car pull up to reveal Dorothy.


    We were going to let Max have Adrastos for the week while we go on our honeymoon.


    "I hope you have fun with the little one and I hope one day, we can be friends again." I say and I pull


    him in for a hug.


    Xander walks up to the car to help Dorothy with her luggage and the baby''s. He gives the bags to Max


    and stands by my side.


    My grandfather doesn''t get out of the car to greet, no. He drives off without a word. My family was still


    mad at Max and who could me them?


    I say my goodbyes to Damon, Tristan and Nicole before I walk to the car where Xander waits for me


    with the door open for me. I get in and he closes the door and walks over to the driver''s seat and gets


    in. He starts the engine as I watch Max holding Adrastos.


    I was going to miss him so much but I also wanted him to spend time with Max. This was how it was


    going to be until he is old enough to decide for himself.


    I looked at Xander and smiled.


    "To the airport!" I say out loud and X chuckles with me as he repeats me words.


    My happy ending just beginning.
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