Chapter 28 Think Again
Max was here. I could smell him. I could smell him from miles away and he was in this very pack
house, on the floor above me.
He was on the alpha floor.
I wanted so bad to barge in there and p him senseless foring here and not for his child. He
doesn''t have toe here for me but his son. He has a son for goddess sake!
He had it so bad with uncle Deacon that he promised to be a better father. He wasn''t better, he was
absent. Zero effort.
Not a call. Not a text. How was his wolf ok with this? Not seeing his own pup?
Xander barged in to my apartment, startling Dorothy and I. Adrastos was sleeping soundly in his
bass, the only thing that would wake him up was hunger. He could even sleep through a dirty
diaper. Luckily, we had strong senses so we knew immediately when he did the number 2.
"Sabrina,e with me." Xander says. Turning around and leaving no room to ask questions. I
immediately shot up and ran after him. We walked in to his apartment and the first thing I noticed was
the broken coffee table and Jill holding an angry Elliot back who was growling and shooting daggers
and Maximus.
As soon as I walked in, Max turned his eyes to me and it dawned on me why he was here. He wanted
an alpha Luna and Xander''s sister was perfect. A lycan female with alpha blood. How bloody perfect.
He was ready to start making babies and forget about Adrastos.
Well, not on my watch.
A girl looking to be around my age was seated on the two seater couch with a tear stained face.
"Max here wants to take my sister as his chosen mate. My father over there wants to kill Max because
he went about it the wrong way but I want to kill him for even thinking he cane to my pack and ask
this of me." Xander says. He was fuming.
"Then my sister over there, is crying because she doesn''t want to go. Max says he will take it as an act
of cancelling our allegiance." Xander said.
My eyes were focused solely on Xander''s sister. At her age, all she wanted to do is meet her mate. Not
to be forced to mate with someone that isn''t hers.
"Many years ago, my father and uncle Deacon''s fathers came together to form an allegiance. To bring
them together, my mother, Deacon''s little sister, was promised to my father but they soon realized they
were mates so it worked out well for them. In this case, my sister is not Max''s mate but he wants to
reenact the same practice." Xander said and I looked at Max who was also looking at me.
"I don''t see why she has to be here. Her family wasn''t involved before, why involve her now?" Max
asks in a bored tone.
He was doing anything and everything to hurt me. It was clear as day.
"She''s here because she was invited here. You on the other hand, arrived unannounced." Xander said.
"Fine." Max said.
"I told you at the council meeting that you won''t ever father any more children. You think I was lying or
speaking out of anger?"I Asked him. He didn''t answer me.
"The moon goddess came to me andforted me. She vowed to never let you father another child
after abandoning your first. Rejecting a gift from her." I say to him.
"Every wolf serves a purpose in our world and by you rejecting our son, you''re changing the course of
his life. You were supposed to help raise him and show him the things I as a mother could not." I say to
him. He looks at me, to see if I''m lying but I wasn''t.
"You not being able to father more children is your punishment. That was a promise the moon made to
me." I said to him. Jill looked at me.
"How did youmunicate with the moon goddess?" She asked.
"She''s a goddess to many of you but she''s a grandmother to me. Well sort of. My nana is her sister. My
family and i each carry gifts bestowed upon us by the moon goddess including my son. This makes me
half a celestial being and half of this world." I say to her and Elliot forgets about his anger and really
looks at me.
He was looking at me differently. Like I was a god of some sort.
"So you can just summon her and she appears?" Jill asks me and I chuckle at that.
"I wish. She shows up when she feels it is necessary. Like when Max abandoned us, she made me that
promise." I said to Jill but looking at Max.
"So Max, you can go pack to pack trying to find the new mother of your children but that won''t bring
children in to this world. It will not only emascte you, but the entire pack. An alpha that can''t produce
an heir? You''ll be challenged day by day." I say to him and he growls.
"You also made the decision to shack up with Xander here and let him y dad." Max retorts and I
chuckled.
"You want Xander to be punished for doing your job? The moon goddess must chop off his manhood
because he stepped up where you couldn''t? Wow!" I respond back to him.
"You can leave now Max. You have our final answer. Thank you for abandoning your Luna. Another
packs loss is another''s treasure." Elliot said and my mouth flew open.
5 seconds ago, this man would''ve torn me limb from limb and now I was Red Creeks treasure? The
actual fuck?!
I decided to walk out then and back to apartment. I felt Max following me so when I walked through my
door I signalled for Dorothy to go in to the nursery.
He walked in after me and mmed the door.
"You broke my heart, now you want to break my door?" I sass him.
"Well if your heart could be mended, so could this door." Max retorts back.
"What do you want? I know you''re not here to see Adrastos Forrest, so what is it now?" I ask him.
Emphasis on Forrest.
"I need you to change thatst name." Max said and Iughed.
"Are you sure? Otherwise Green Forrest pack won''t have a Forrest after you." I say to him and he
growls.
"Stop telling people that! I don''t know if what you''re saying is true or not but I will not have you tarnish
my name like that." Max said.
"So you can humiliate me in front of the pack, the council and my family but I''m supposed to be quiet
about your shorings? Don''t patronize me." I say to Max.
"You made your bed alpha Maximus. Nowy in it!" I say walking to my door. I opened the door to tell
him to get out but came face to face with uncle Deacon.
He stepped in, with his eyes on his son.
"You''re both here, good. It''s time for a little chat." Uncle Deacon says. Its going to be a long day.
Uncle Deacon sat down on one couch and motioned for Max and I to sit down too. We sat on opposite
sides of uncle Deacon.
"Max, you pulled away from Sabrina. So you start first. Tell her why you left her and bepletely
honest." Uncle Deacon said.
Shuuu no beating around the Bush and exchanging pleasantries.
No asking how the little man is. No asking for a little strong something for this conversation.
No. We get straight to the point here.
"Why should I do that? We are over. There''s no going back." Max says.
"No there isn''t. Not after the stunt you pulled with the neww but that kid still belongs to the both of
you and I did not raise you to be a deadbeat father." Uncle Deacon said.
"And Sabrina, you let Max finish. You will get your turn. Same with you Max when it is Sabrina''s turn,
you keep your mouth shut." Uncle Deacon says and I nod my head yes.
We all look at Max, waiting for him toy it on me thick.
"I left Sabrina because I did not respect her. She expects things to magically happen. A happy ending
without any problems. She finds reasons toin about her gifts and how they''re such a curse. Life
is so tough for Sabrina when she didn''t have to work for any of those gifts. She was born with them.
Everyone has problems and hers might seem bigger but that''s because they are hers. Some of us
have to work even harder for everything that we have. You run away from problems instead of facing
them head on and I understand being young ys a part in that kind of decision making but that can''t
be your way of life for every failed rtionship. I get it, I took on another woman but you had every right
to make her kneel to you but you didn''t." Max said to me.
He let out a sigh.
"You need to remember I was raised the lycan way. My father slept with different women every other
day. That was my point of reference but I tried to stay true to you. Until your family hurt my pack. You
don''t want to take responsibility for any of that. While you were away to who knows where, my warriors
were falling one by one. When you had the power to end all of those men, you could''ve done that from
the start. None of my pack members needed to die because your uncle had a vendetta against your
family." He says and I have to blink a few times to fight back the tears.
"You''re a spoilt girl. You''ve been given everything in your life. You turn a certain age and surprise, white
wolf with magical powers and crazy strength. Your mother cane back to the living if she wants.
Some of us don''t have that luxury. It is war after war because of you! You''re the bringer of death more
than anything and I helped you to make more of you. There''s a mini you that''s even stronger because
he''s a lycan, who will bring even more death. Why would I want to be part of that? I''ve yed along
long enough. I will not let you or that baby anywhere near my pack. Whether I father another child or
not. My help ends here, with that baby." Max says and this time, the tears fall freely on my face.
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Honesty hurts. It is painful.
The truth is really not nice to hear. It is heartbreaking. So heartbreaking.
"Well that was a mouthful but thank you for sharing Max. Sabrina?" Uncle Deacon said and I could feel
their stares. I looked up and looked at Max.
"I''m sorry I was such a burden to you. I''m so sorry I made you feel like you had to treat me like ss.
Like I could never take care of myself. I didn''t want you to feel that way. I had no idea but had you
voiced your feelings, I would''ve known. As partners, we tell each other everything. I don''t know what
hurts the most, the fact that you feel that way about me or the fact that you couldn''t tell me about how
you feel." I say.
You could hear the hurt in my voice clearly.
"What I''m not sorry about, is my gifts. Theye with a burden, you could never carry. I say that
because if you couldn''t handle me, then you could never wield such power. You are incapable of
controlling it. When you spent the whole day nning the war, I went to the moon and spent 10 years
in training. I was tested emotionally and physically. If you think I''de back perfect, then you''re not
for me. Your problems are smaller than mine because they are not mine! You don''t prioritize them like I
do mine so don''t me me for that." I said. I stand up and walk around the apartment.
"I dimmed my light so you could be the man. Yes, you didnt ask me to do that but you''ve never been
with a woman like me. I have some crazy strength. It is either intimidating or empowering and I never
know how people truly feel until it''s toote. I''m disappointed you''re one of them because you''ve known
me all my life. I felt safe with you. I let you in and you spit in my face. " I say and I chuckle as I think of
where Max and I started.
"I was a good woman to you and I don''t care what you say to that. I let you be the man even when we
both know who carried the muscle here. Was it not you that stopped me from giving myself away to the
peopleing to fight our pack?! You told me the pack had my back! And when I found out that my
family was behind the attacks, what did I do?" I ask looking at Max.
The weather took a turn and the clouds turned gray. It looked like a storm wasing and I knew that
was my doing but they didn''t need to know that.
"I took all of my energy and killed everyst one of their warriors. I took that chance knowing very well
that my crazy uncle coulde for me and not one person would have the strength to stop him. I put
your pack first over my life and my son''s because they couldn''t die over something I could prevent. Yes
we had fallen warriors, but do you know what I lost? I lost you. You were my fallen warrior and I had to
get used to being pregnant alone without you and mourn our rtionship. I was grieving my mother,
grieving you and trying toe to terms with being a single parent. I also had to worry about where I''d
get my next meal!! I was pregnant you idiot, I couldn''t shift and you left me alone to die of hunger. " I
say.
I was full out crying now.
"I went hungry and had to try find the energy to deal with you fucking that dead wolf every night! Where
the fuck would I find the energy to fight her?! I was carrying your child and using all of my energy to
save your child and keep him alive. I was willing to use all of my energy to at least keep him alive long
enough till birth. Oh and let''s not forget how you got the doctor to not treat me or check if my pregnancy
was going well. You think I''m a spoilt little brat? Well you''re a good for nothing, ungrateful, ass wipe of
an alpha." I say with so much venom.
This prick.
"I saved everyone! Me, not you, not anyone else but me! You are ungrateful and youin too
much. You think killing all of those warriors didn''t get to me? They had families but I overlooked that
because our pack was dying! I might not be mentally as strong as you but as my partner, that''s where
youe in. You fall short on strength and Ie in. We have topliment each other but your ego
couldn''t handle it because in a normal setting, the woman would be the one to handle the emotions and
the man would bring in the muscle. Can''t believe you!" I say and I sit back down next to uncle Deacon.
"This is something. Max do you have anything to say to that?" Uncle Deacon asks but Max shakes his
head no and sulks on the couch.
"Okay. Then I''ll say a few words. Max, what you did was cruel and I''m sure your wolf must hate you.
Which brings me to you Sabrina." Uncle Deacon says standing up and grabbing Max by the neck.
"Come here Sabrina." He says and I stand up and walk to him.
"Tell Max to allow his wolf control. Tell him now." Uncle Deacon said and my eyes bulge out.
"I can''t do that. If he wants to stay away from us, that''s on him." I say but uncle Deacon won''t let up.
"Sabrina, his wolf is depressed. How do you think I can hold him like this? The strength he''s relying on
is not his. All our strength is not ours. Our wolves have feelings and his wolf is hurting. Max''s wolf
wants you and your son." Uncle Deacon says.
''I can''t reach his wolf . Your uncle is right. Something is wrong Sabrina.'' Athena says to me.
"Fine. I''ll do it but only for a little while." I say.
"That''s fine with me." He says and Max starts kicking trying to get out of uncle Deacon''s grip but
nothing. Uncle Deacon looks at me and I realize I''m wasting time.
Max closes his eyes so I won''t be able to get to him. I remove uncle Deacon''s hold and take over,
walking towards a wall, where his back hits the wall with a little force.
"You know, I thought about sleeping with Tristan when he would bring me food. So you could feel my
pain. While your son was inside me, I wanted to have another Male inside of me." I say and his eyes
snapped open. He released a warning growl but that''s the effect I wanted.
"It''s so funny how your wolf''s name is Xander, just like my new boo. So when I was sleeping with him to
get relief from the heat, I would moan his name. Iughed about it the next day with my wolf but I know
you won''t find it funny. Anyway, you will let Xander take control. He will shift and you will stay at the
back of his mind and not interrupt his moment with his pup." I say and let him drop to the floor.
Immediately he starts to shift. Within seconds, Xander was standing in my apartment, as big as can be.
Making my apartment seem very small.
"I missed you." I say as I rub his fur and he takes in my scent.
He moves away from me and walks towards the nursery. I quickly walk in front of him and open the
door, to let Dorothy out. I walked in first then Max''s wolf. He walked to the crib and whined.
If wolf''s could cry, this would be the moment. He took in our pups scent every 5 seconds. He knows this
won''t happen often so he''s savoring every moment. Tears fell down my face as I think of how it
should''ve been.
We wouldn''t be a broken home if it wasn''t for Max. I sat down on the rocking chair and allowed Max''s
wolf to bond with his pup. Surprisingly, my son didn''t cry at all. He was at ease, as if he knew this wolf
was his father.
After some time, Max''s wolf, Xander, turned to me and nodded. It was time to let Max take over. I stand
up and walk up to him,
"I want you to know that you will always be a part of his life. Whenever you''re near, just take control
until you get to me and I will do the rest. He is your pup, nobody can take that away from you. Not even
Max." I say as I hug him, not forfort but for me.
I led him out of the nursery as Dorothy walked back in.
"You will allow Max to take control. Thank you foring forth." I say and it takes a minute before he
shifts back and Max''s naked form lies on my floor.
I went down on my knees but before I could touch him, he looked at me and I gasped.
Max was crying.
"I''m sorry Sabrina. I''m so sorry." He says and goes back to sobbing.