Episode- 352


    **  Episode- 352**


    Ang’s POV:


    Aaron didn’t return to the room, it’s


    midnight…. Queen left along ago, I couldn’t stand there so I decided to hide.


    But as he is not here anymore, a fear is rising… like he will


    feel disgusted in me because I killed my mother, His mother hates me for


    everything… I can’tin…


    But why she didn’t try to understand what went through my


    heart?..


    what if Aaron listens


    to his mother?


    Will he leave me?...


    he will abandon me like everyone else did?


    I heard a voice


    inside me, ‘You don’t deserve anyone… you killed your mother and many…’


    stop this…


    ‘You are never going to be happy… he will leave you’


    no… he can’t…. I can’t


    lose the only person I love…


    ‘You are no longer


    the Ang he loved…. you are worthless’


    my eyes flooded with


    tears….


    ‘You are disgusting’


    No… No… please…


    please stop


    ‘You are disgusting


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    and worthless… what kind of person you are?’


    Please…stop!…


    I covered my ears


    with my hand, my hands are shaking, but the voice never stopped.


    I shut my eyes close,


    I want to cry harder.


    I felt hand on my


    face, it lifted me to face him. I heard Aaron’s voice, “Ang… look at me…”


    I couldn’t look at


    him, fearing this is imagination. I heard him, “Look at me Ang… please… I am


    here…”


    I opened my eyes with


    lot of fear, Aaron was sitting in front on his knees  holding my face. I cried out, “I… am sorry… I


    didn’t meant to kill her…. it.. happened…”


    I fell into his arms,


    trying to get close to him. He can’t leave me, I will be alone and lonely


    again…. it’s really dark in there… please.


    Aaron embraced me, he


    caressed my head saying, “I… know.. I know Ang… you didn’t meant it… I don’t


    me you…”


    I hugged him tighter,


    I said, “Don’t hate me again… please…”


    he said, “I never


    hated you… please stop crying…”


    I whispered, “I love


    you a lot… Please… don’t leave me… don’t leave me…”


    I grabbed his face


    looking at him, I begged, “Please Aaron believe… me.. I didn’t wanted to kill


    her… I regret it… she said.. she said… I was burden, useless… she didn’t


    regretted leaving me… I lost it….. I didn’t mean to”


    I saw his tears, he


    grabbed my hand said, “I don’t me you… I know before mom… I knew what you


    went through… please…. Stop crying…. I will not leave you, I love you more than


    myself….”


    he knows, but he


    understood my side of the story…


    then why the Queen


    didn’t?


    She…. She just asked


    to leave Aaron…. How will I do that?....she Ordered me…


    I don’t want to leave


    him…. I can’t leave him.


    30 minutester,


    I was cuddling into


    him in bed, This time it is need to feel him close…. it’s hard… really hard….


    I feel like he is dream that will be withdrawn from me…..


    I heard Aaron,


    “Ang… please sleep… don’t worry…”


    I couldn’t help but worry….


    I asked, “What if


    Queen… takes you away?”


    I added, “she hates


    me….”


    Aaron stayed silent,


    this increased my fear. But he said, “My mom… she is nicestdy I have ever seen….


    She is kindest among us all…. I don’t know what to do… I couldn’t define the


    way she behaved, she never said something as this to both sister-inws…  but I know I will not leave


    you.”


    he will not leave me…


    this gave me strength…


    He added, “But why mom is doing this?”