“It’s my fault”


    Episode- 271 "It''s my fault"


    Ernest''s POV:


    I don''t know what even went wrong with her,


    but I fear about the blood, the doctor is checking on her, its'' been more than


    1 hour, as the doctor asked we arrange artificial oxygen as well as some other


    machines... one thing I know is I arrange the hospital here because it would be


    too hard for her to travel.


    Davis was standing


    beside me, he said, "sir... have faith..." but I can''t stop myself from thinking


    and I have no way to hide this worry.


    After 30 minutes


    more, the doctor walked out and she said, "... she miscarried. As I told you  before it wasplicated,


    so I guess the


    baby didn''t survived first trimester.... Mrs. Celeste is fine now, everything will


    be normal.. just her body needs rest and just she needs blood, you can contact


    the blood bank..." even though this is what I wanted, it hurts. But at least she


    will be fine..... I know it is going to be hard for her to ept this.


    I looked at Davis and


    said, "arrange the blood...." He immediately went to contact someone. I walked in


    the room to see her, she is sleeping, iv fluid is rushing in her veins.


    I sat in front of her


    on the bed, caressing her head. I hope now everything should be fine.... I know


    this is hard but at some point I am d that I don''t have to worry about


    losing you.


    I whispered, "my love,


    just take everything as a nightmare... and recover soon..." I kissed her forehead.


    The doctor also


    said that Celeste is stressed and depressed. I am really worried about her, how


    will she deal with this. I mean she was so strongly to her decision of not


    giving up on this child.. she was ready to die.. I am worried about her


    reaction on losing this child....


    Celeste''s POV:


    I feel pain in my body, I hesitantly


    moved my body, it''s too bright to open my eyes. I noticed this women close to


    me. She touched my face and asked, "Mrs. Gray are you feeling good?.... can you


    see me?..." suddenlyst even rushed into my mind.


    I tried to sit up and


    she helped me. I noticed one of them walked out of the room, they look like


    nurse. The women, I recognized her, she is doctor. She said, "Mrs. Gray are you


    feeling good?..."


    I touched my belly


    and asked, "What happed? Is the baby ok?.... it hurt so much... blood..." I know I


    was bleeding a lot.


    I grabbed her hand


    and said, "Is my baby ok?" I was panicking. The doctor said, "Ma''am first rest...


    you are weak now...." I pulled the IV out in frustration.


    The doctor pressed


    the cotton ball on my hand, stopping blood. She said, "Ma''am calm down...


    please.."


    I screamed at her in


    anger and fear, "Is my baby ok?!!!!!"


    Ernest''s POV:


    It''s been long hours


    since the doctor is taking care of Celeste, I was just waiting by the hall when


    I saw this nurse rushing to me, she was panicked. I didn''t waited for her to


    speak. I rushed to the room in fears, Celeste should be ok!


    I heard screams from


    the room, and I am somewhat stoned. I can''t stay here when I hear her screaming


    in pain and fear. I rushed in the room and the doctor was trying to control


    Celeste.


    She was screaming, "MY


    baby!!!!!" she was crying, I embraced Celeste and said to the doctor, "Get


    out..."


    Celeste was still


    crying in fear, I don''t know what to do. she asked again, "Is my baby ok?!!!"


    She looked at me


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    still being in my arms, "Ernest... is our baby ok?... please...."


    She was screaming


    crying, I have no heart to tell her. she grabbed my cor and said, "Tell


    me!!!"


    I said, "You


    miscarried... the baby didn''t made it till 1st trimester...." I saw her


    looking at me nkly. She pulled her knees to herself and cried out loud. I


    saw her hiding her face in her knees and crying.    I can''t see her like


    this, I ced my hand on her head and said, "Love.... Look at me.... please..."


    I heard her sobs, I


    begged her, "Love, please... don''t cry, look at me..." she raised her head to face


    me, her face is red, her silver eyes are flooded with tears.


    She said, "It''s my


    fault... my f-fault.... I knew it was hurting fromst night, but I though.. I can


    go through this.. I ignored the signs... it''s all my fault..." I shake my head in


    No''.


    I pulled her on my


    She cried, "We...


    lost...our baby because of my ignorance..."


    I entangled my


    fingers with hers and said, "Love, it''s not your fault... you did nothing wrong...


    maybe this child was not meant to be with us... please... I don''t me yourself, I


    can''t see you like this... please..." she was still crying, hugging my neck.