Forgive me
Episode-197 Forgive me
Celeste''s POV:
I said, "Steven.. let''s break the
engagement...."
He was stunned, he looked at me for a wide moment. he said,
"Celeste.. what are you saying?... did Prince Ernest forced you do this?"
No.... but Ernest
helped me again, even if it was in his jealousy and passiveness.. he helped me...
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I said, "No..
Steven.. it''s just, I don''t want to get engaged... I know I should have told you
earlier, but I was doing this for dad... but dad wants me to be happy, and I am
not happy... I hate this..." I don''t want to
tell him I know what is he....
Steven tried to grab
my hand and I pulled it away. I said, "sorry, Steven..... I am breaking the
engagement."
I removed the ring
and ced it in front of him. I sigh, and said, "I am sorry..." I noticed his
feast got tighten. He looked at me in anger and asked, "Celeste... why?.. I need
a reason that you are rejecting me.... I will really treasure you..."
He is testing my
limits, I said, "Steven.... I know.. what kind of person are you... I can''t imagine
being anywhere near you, these nice talk, innocent face, gentleness is just a
delusion.... I don''t want to say what are you... but I won''t fall for these tricks"
his eyes went wide... he was thinking to himself... I know he never excepted that I
will know all of this.
I got up but he
grabbed my hand and said, "Celeste... are you judging me by my past.. I promise I
will change.... I can''t lose you again.... You will see, I will change.." I know a
person like him can never change, because his crimes were not mistake they
where his arrogance..
I sigh and said, "I
lost trust in everyone.. Steven maybe you can change, but I can''t.... I will be
this person, please.. I want to go away from these feelings...I just want to live
as a normal girl.... Living my own life for my own self... I don''t need love...
especially from a person like you, I fell disgusted." I got out of the restaurant,
I don''t feel sad, rather free....
I was walking down
the street, it''s been long since I did this.... it feels so good... after I wonder
for few more minutes I will call Ace... but for now let''s enjoy this view..
It feels so nice
just to walk aimlessly... I felt a hand around my waist.. I grasped, I turned to
the person and saw a masked man with blue eyes.. he grabbed my hand and said,
"rx love, it''s be your husband..." he lowered his mask to give me sneak of his
face and then covered his face again. I sigh...
Ernest grabbed my
hand said, "let''s walk..." why is he here...
I asked, "why are
you here?" Ernest said, "to check how you used your half day leave to go on
date with your yboy fianc??" he is taunting me....he is really.. really...
really.... A jerk..
I sigh and continued
walking, I took my hand away from him. he grabbed my other hand and looked at
the ring finger.. he smiled and said, "good..." he must be feeling like winning
after this..
I kept walking around,
he was following me. I asked, "are you
going to follow me?" he looked at me expressionlessly, I looked away and said,
"Ernest.. I am thankful that you told me about Steven... but that doesn''t change
what is going between us.. please.. let me live as I use to be... divorce me....
please..."
He touched my face
and said, "Celeste... forgive me... I never apologize to anyone... but..." I was
stunned.. he said, "Celeste, I am sorry for the past.... Forgive me.... I am
serious. Come with me,...... home..."
I moved back, he is apologizing
to me. he took my hand and said, "Celeste... let''s go home..... everything will be
the way you want.... Just forgive me for once"
My eyes filled with
tears, that night when he forced me shed in front of my eyes. the screams,
the pain, the burn he gave me.... he made me feel disgusting and helpless....
I said, "even... if... I
die... I will never forgive you, you destroyed my life.... I will never forgive
you..." I was about to walk out but he grabbed my hand and I can sense his
anger.. no!... is he going to torture me again..
He pulled me
somewhere, I found myself in the car, he threw me in and sat beside me. he
said, "Davis.. drive... take us to Turner''s house......" he sat beside me and my eyes
are filled with tears.. is he dropping home, wasn''t he angry.
Suddenly he got
close to me, I was so scared and confused... then I realized he was doing the
seat belt... he sat back and lighted his cigar... he is angry really really angry...
but still he is treating me like this...
I didn''t dare to
look at him for the whole ride, I was scared he will do something to me.. but
he didn''t.. the car stopped in front of my house, Ernest said, "go home....
Celeste.." I got down the car as soon as I can.... What was that?.. I really
though he will hurt me in anger... but he dropped me home instead.... I didn''t felt
bad by breaking the engagement with Steven, but I feel pain as I rejected
Ernest''s apology.... What is wrong with me?