“he saved me twice and break me at once”


    Episode-106 "he saved me twice and break me at once"


    Celeste''s POV:


    I threw the ss on the floor, why... why


    I am thinking about Ernest?.. he doesn''t deserve me?.. I hate it... why my mind


    is lingering around him?..


    I pushed very thing


    off the table in frustration. I sat down on the floor as I cried.. Why am I


    thinking about him? Why I feel like I miss him?... Why this heart messing with


    my mind?... I don''t feel for him.. I can''t love him... I hate this...


    I noticed my hand


    is bleeding but I don''t care any less... the door opened, I saw Ace, he looked


    around as the room was in mess. Maybe he heard the crash, I looked away as I


    hate someone stranger looking at me being this pitiful...


    He walked to me and


    said, "Miss. Celeste... get up.... Your hand is bleeding..." I whispered, "please...


    leave me alone..." Ace walked further, he sat in front of me and stretched his


    hand, I looked at him through tears. He said, "Miss. Celeste.... Your hand is


    bleeding.." I didn''t responded..


    Ace didn''t


    waited, he took my hand and pulled the ss piece out.. I yelped in pain. He


    put his napkin on the wound stopping the blood. He didn''t looked at me and


    said, "Bad Memories are same as this ss piece... if you kept it for too long


    it will hurt you... give you pain.... Miss. Celeste, pulling the ss needs


    strength.... You need to show this strength..." I just looked at him as he said


    this... he didn''t looked at me but kept attempting to stop the blood.


    After he was done , He looked at me and said,


    "it will hurt you if you won''t pull it out..." I whispered, "do you think it''s


    easy?" he shakes his head in no''.... he got up and said, "I will send maid to


    treat your wound.." he walked out.. he said that I need to get rid of it as if


    I don''t want to.. it''s not in my control... I scoffed on Ace''s word... Ernest isn''t


    a ss piece stuck in my skin but he is a sword in my heart... it''s not simple....


    Few hourster,


    I  heard a knock and I stayed motionless, after few seconds I saw Mr.


    Turner sitting in front of me. I looked at him, I am sure I am in a mess, my


    eyes are red and swollen...


    Mr. Turner said,


    "Cele... you can talk to me if you are sad. How long are you going to stay like


    this child.."


    I looked at him


    and said, "can I call you dad?" he smiled lightly and said, "I was dying to


    hear you call me dad''.."


    I asked, "dad... did


    you loved mom?" he sigh..


    He said, "No... I


    didn''t..." I looked at him and asked again, "was there someone whom you loved?"


    he nodded, he said, "she didn''t wanted to love me, so she left... and I let her


    go..."


    I said, "dad... I


    don''t know what I feel, I hate Ernest for doing this to me.. when I got to knew


    he lost his love, I tried to be friendly to him, I tried to cheer him up... I


    took care of him.... but he destroyed me inside out... I should be hating him,


    right?.. I should be hating him.... but..." I touched my chest and said, "I feel


    like seeing him, but at the same time I am scared to face him.... I want to hear


    him call my name, but I don''t want to talk to me.... I hate that I miss him... but


    I will never return to him... never...." I said this as tears roll down..


    Dad said, "Celeste...


    do you love him? did you loved him before he kidnapped you?" I looked at dad on


    this... I did loved him before he.. he tortured me.. and did all of this to me.


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    Even though I hated that he took me as Isabe, but he saved me twice and


    break me at once... what do I feel for that man?