how can I do this to myself?….


    Episode-83 how can I do this to myself?....


    Celeste''s POV:


    I am surprised but in a bad way... as I


    got out of the bathroom he is sitting on chair smoking, but what terrifies me


    more is that he is looking at Isabe''s picture... he is looking at her.... he


    will torture me now...  I am filled with


    fear...


    I went under the


    cover and turned my back to him and closed my eyes, please.. don''t rpe me


    again.... Don''t.... I am scared about the torture more than the rape.. I can''t


    bear the physical pain... I can''t... I am afraid I will agree to everything he will


    say when he starts to hurt me..


    I was wide awake


    and alert.. more than awake... after 15 minutes, I heard footsteps. I heard the


    door close... I got up and looked at the door, I looked around the room to make


    sure he was not here... I got down and went to the bathroom to check if he was


    there or not.... He left the room... I feel relief... but where he went in middle of


    the night...


    Ernest''s POV:


    I walked to the shooting rang... I


    am so tensed... something is uneasy inside me... like it''s killing me. I grabbed


    the gun and I started shooting at the target without thinking. I shot till


    there were no bullets in the gun.. I searched for more bullet, I reloaded the


    gun and  I started shooting again... he gun


    got empty...


    I threw the gun in


    frustration, the anger I too much to handle... I am angry on myself too... I don''t


    know when this Celeste got stuck in my mind. No matter how hard I try to hate


    her I am failing. Cherry was right, I kept her here as Isabe but me myself


    consider as Celeste...


    Why I got this weak


    and took her in my heart?... how can I love the daughter of Reef Mir?....


    how can I care about the person''s daughter who killed Isabe?...  I felt like dying when I though


    Celeste was


    about to fall of the balcony... what happened to me?... I hate myself... how can I


    do this to myself?....


    I asked to myself, "can I forget Isabe?"


    Alexis POV:


    I was driving my car to our meeting spot. It''s the garden house owned by dad..


    Serene must be waiting for me. Snow, my cat was sitting beside the driving


    seat.. Snow was looking out of the window. He is really curious cat.. but he


    hates vet... I mean when I took her to Serene earlier, Snow didn''t liked her very


    well.. he was hissing...


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    I said to Snow as


    if he will understand, "Snow... look buddy... we are meeting Serene.. she is going


    to be your momma.. so be a good boy... don''t scratch, no bites, no hissing.. I


    warn you buddy.."


    Snow was busy


    looking out of the window... I know he is a cat but I am worried, what is he


    scratched my Serene.. this is second date.. I don''t want to mess up.


    I parked the car


    and took Snow in my arms, I whispered, "Buddy.. love Serene.. she is your


    momma.."


    (Snow: but she is a


    vet...)


    I walked to see Serene sitting in the garden


    smiling.. she is unreal, beautiful... I pulled my phone out and clicked her


    picture.. I don''t mind if she knows or not.. I need to treasure her...


    I noticed Snow was


    struggling, this coward cat!... I said, "Buddy... wait..." thank god he was on cat


    harness... I was struggling, Snow was trying to get back to car. I said, "Snow...


    be brave boy!!" he kept pulling the harness..


    (Snow: dad.. I


    won''t scarifies myself for your love life...)