Chapter 158 Regret


    The golden rays fell on Teresa''s face. A ray of bright light in the dark room made her ufortable.


    Teresa rolled on the bed, feeling an abnormal pain in her body.


    Reluctantly, she opened her eyes, her mind was still a mess, sat up slowly and rubbed her body. It was


    so smooth. She was surprised to find that she was naked.


    Teresa wanted to scream, but the next second, she finally came to her sense and told herself that this


    was not her home and there were all some unfamiliar decorations around her!


    At the same time, Teresa quickly pulled the quilt to cover herself. When she lifted the quilt, she saw the


    striking blood and naked Zed on the white sheet. At that moment, she suddenly realized what had


    happenedst night!


    A few strands of disheveled hair fell on Zed''s forehead. He was still in sound sleep. His sleeping face


    was very beautiful, radiating a kind of quiet childishness, but at this moment, Teresa didn''t have the


    heart to appreciate it at all! She had to ept a terrible fact!


    She and Zed... She couldn''t believe that she and Zed even... What the hell was going on! Teresa tried


    hard to recall what happenedst night. She went to dinner with Zed and she was in a bad mood, so he


    took her to drink. Then... Teresa found that she couldn''t think of anything after that. Perhaps she was


    drunk!


    At the moment, Teresa was in a mess. She had a headache because of the hangover and she knew


    the seriousness of the matter clearly! If this was known to others, her godmother would definitely not


    ask Victor to marry her again, instead, Zed''s parents would tie her and Zed together for the reason of


    being responsible to her to the end, and Zed would be very willing to carry out it!


    Although Zed was a good man, but the only man she loved was Victor and the man she was going to


    marry was only Victor! At this moment, Teresa regretted her recklessness! She shouldn''t have agreed


    to have dinner with Zed, let alone drink with him! If they didn''t go to eat or drink, then none of these


    would happen!


    But since things hade to this, there was no use saying anything! She was a woman who had lost


    her virginity. Victor didn''t like her in the first ce, if Victor knew this matter that he wouldn''t have any


    interest in her anymore. Leaning against the headboard, Teresa felt remorseful continuously. She was


    flustered and at a loss, and no one could help her.


    She didn''t even dare to tell her mother this matter, for she was afraid that her mother would me her


    for her thoughtlessness. At this moment, all the worst scenario urred to Teresa, which made her hair


    stand on end and almost cry out.


    At this moment, Zed, who was sleeping beside her, turned over and slowly opened his eyes. When he


    saw Teresa, he yawned and saidzily, "good morning, Teresa." The next second, Zed froze and sat


    up, looking at Teresa in panic and shouting incoherently, "Teresa? I... Why am I here?"


    "How could I know why you are here? I want you to exin it to me! " Said Teresa, exasperated. She


    had thought that Zed was a gentleman, but she didn''t expect that he was a coward and would only take


    advantage of her like that.


    Lowering his head in silence, Zed seemed to be recalling what had happenedst night. After a while,


    he raised his head. When his eyes met with Teresa''s eyes. He avoided the eye contact and whispered,


    "Teresa, I... I was drunkst night!"


    "And then?" Teresa, who had been filled with despair, foolishly asked a question that she had already


    known the answer.


    "Then... Then... I''m sorry." Being graceful, it was impossible for Zed to tell her the truth about what he


    had donest night without changing his countenance. If he hadn''t been drunk, he would definitely not


    have done such a thing to ruin the innocence of Teresa. She was the girl he liked and he respected her,


    but he... He still had done something wrong to her.


    "What''s the use of apologizing? Do you know what it means to me? " Teresa burst into tears and


    shouted hysterically, "you bastard, Zed!"


    Teresa raised her hand, pretending to hit Zed. Zed made a slight movement, but did not dodge. "p",


    a mark appeared on his face. Zed couldn''t defend himself. It was self-evident that the first sex of a girl


    was very important. No matter he was intentional or not, he had made a big mistake!


    "Teresa... I... I know the virginity is very important for a girl, but... I will be responsible for what has


    happened! I... I''ll marry you! " Zed raised his hand and swore solemnly.


    Zed was sincere, but Teresa didn''t want to hear it at all. She didn''t want him to marry her. All she


    wanted was Victor! "Fuck off." Teresa sat there with her hands on the knees and her head in the knees,


    whispering.


    Seeing the expression on Teresa''s face, Zed felt sad and ufortable. It was said that the posture of


    a baby in the mother''s womb was sofortable that every person would try to protect himself in such


    a posture when they extremelycked a sense of security. "Teresa..." Zed''s voice sounded hoarse and


    harsh.


    "I said fuck off!" Teresa called him loudly and threw a cushion to him.


    Zed turned sideways to avoid the attack. He knew that it was useless to talk with Teresa at this


    moment, so he had to put on his clothes and left.


    After Zed left, Teresa entered the bathroom, dejected. She just opened the shower nozzle. When the


    boiling water poured down, the color of her skin was burning slightly. Teresa rubbed her body hard, as if


    to wash away all the traces that belonged to Zed in her body. But at the same time, she knew clearly


    that no matter how hard she tried, she could never go back. She lost her virginity.


    After a long time in the bathroom, Teresa walked out of the bathroom, wrapping in her bathrobe. With a


    hair dryer in her hand, she sat in front of the dresser, drying her hair, with her empty eyes without a


    focus.


    In fact, after calming down, Teresa felt that she was wrong. She shouldn''t have driven Zed away with


    such a tough attitude. Only she and Zed knew what happenedst night. If she and he didn''t tell others,


    then nobody would know. She should try to persuade Zed kindly that maybe he would keep the secret


    for their friendship. If Zed was irritated, he would give away all the secret.


    At the thought of this, Teresa quickly ran to the bedside and took out her cell phone, dialing Zed''s


    number.


    Zed was at a loss and didn''t know how to make up for his mistakes. He thought that he would at least


    wait for Teresa to calm down and have a good talk with her. Since they had already... He should be


    responsible for Teresa. At the thought of this, there was even a trace of joy in his heart. In the next


    second, he was shameless for the dark thoughts in his heart.


    At this time, the mobile phone in Zed''s pocket vibrated softly. He took out the mobile phone and saw


    the name on the screen, Teresa. Then he quickly picked up the phone. He answered the phone but he


    didn''t know what to say so he was in silence.


    "Hello, is that Zed?" On the other side of the phone, Zed heaved a long sigh of relief when he heard the


    voice of Teresa, who had returned to normal.


    "It''s me, Teresa. You... Are you not angry with me anymore?" Asked Zed cautiously.


    "What''s done is done. It''s no use to me you." "Can I ask you for one thing, Zed?" Teresa said faintly.


    "Okay, go ahead. I can promise you anything as long as I can do. " When he heard that Teresa asked


    him for help then he said excitedly.


    "Can you... Could you just forget what happenedst night? Don''t tell anyone what happenedst night.


    I won''t mention it again."


    What Teresa said was like a basin of cold water pouring down, thoroughly freezing Zed''s hot heart.


    Teresa''s meaning was very obvious. She just wanted to conceal this thing and didn''t want to ept his


    responsibility. The only person in her heart was Victor. He was nobody!


    Hearing no response from the other side for a long time, Teresa was a little flustered. She added,


    "please, Zed."


    Heaving a sigh. He was not reconciled, very resentful! The women he loved were all thinking of Victor,


    and he had no chance at all. Even though he was unwilling to give up, he didn''t have the heart to


    refuse any request of Teresa. After a struggle in his heart, Zed slowly said, "okay."


    "Thank you, Zed. I know you are the best." Teresa felt pleased in her heart when she heard the answer.


    She was afraid that Zed would go back on his word, so she immediately put in some good words.


    "Anything else? If not, I have to hang up. " Zed closed his eyes for a while and said in a helpless voice.


    After hanging up the phone, Zed took the phone off his ear stiffly. He didn''t know how to describe his


    feelings now, sadness, anger, unwillingness... Countless kinds of emotions entangled together as if


    they were in a mess. Perhaps this was just the old saying that ''do not shear the principle also chaotic


    emotions''. It had to be said that all ancestors were wise enough to write such a meditative poem!


    Standing beside his car, Zed clenched his hands into fists and mmed his fist against the door of the


    car. There was a buzzing rm in the car. The image of Teresa''s every action appeared in his mind. He


    turned around and leaned weakly against the car. He never smoked. But at this moment, he really


    wanted to have a cigarette!


    Zed leaned against the car for a long time, calmed himself down, got in the car and started the engine.


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    What Teresa said hurt and made Zed discontented. He couldn''t fall asleep with thisplicated


    emotion for almost a night, either. It began to rain at midnight. The rain in this season was always faster


    and faster, different from the spring rain. The rain heavily pounded the yellow leaves left on the


    branches and made the sound of rustling.