Chapter 142


    My face nched. My hand somehow jerked, dropping a fork. I dipped after it, too briskly, and almost


    knocked over a ss. Cursing under my breath, I picked up the fork from under the table, resurfacing


    just in time to see the camera moving along.


    Close. That was so close.


    Reaching for my wine, I actually considered sneaking out and putting an end to this. But that would be


    running. Being a coward. Again. Something I’d kept doing a lot oftely.


    If the camera stops on you, you will kiss Aaron, I told myself as I downed the rest of my wine. A peck


    on the lips. It doesn’t need to be a movie kiss. Just a kiss.


    But my pep talk didn’t help. It only made my chest tighter and my belly flutter.


    Peeking at the man that I’d probably have to kiss in a handful of seconds, I was surprised to see a


    muscle in his jaw jumping. Studying him more closely, I realized Aaron looked … like New York Aaron


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    again. Not like the rxed and yful version I had shared these past days with. His gaze was set on


    the screen, and while his face gave nothing away—at least not to those who hadn’t mastered the art of


    reading Aaron like I had—there was something about him that told me he wasn’t as fine as he looked.


    Once more, the camera glided over us, putting our faces on the screen for a tense second, and moved


    on.


    My heart resumed.


    Before I could feel any kind of relief, it came right back, as if it were performing a dance especially


    choreographed for me, teasing my heartbeat until sending it into cardiac arrest. Little droplets of sweat


    formed on the nape of my neck. Aaron remained quiet by my side, steadfast, his eyes drilled into the


    screen. So much that concern started seeping in.


    “Whoo!” the crowd hooted as the camera cruised across our table again, the speed decreasing


    gradually.


    Looking at Aaron, it was hard to notice much else besides him. I was barely aware of how the


    integrants of our table hade alive, pping and whistling to the tune of the goddamn kiss cam. My


    eyes zeroed on Aaron’s lips, pressed in a t line. Anxiety and anticipation—yes, powerful and silky


    anticipation—built in the pit of my belly. My gaze took in his whole body, stoically sitting by my side.


    Amid the chaos around us, I still managed to catch the movement of his knee. It was bouncing. The


    motion barelysted more than a couple of seconds. But I had seen it.


    My gaze leaped back to his profile.


    Is Aaron … nervous? About kissing me?


    It can’t be.


    Not after the way he had almost done that right after teasing and plummeting me to a point where I


    would have begged for his lips.


    Unaware of my eyes on him, his knee resumed the bounce, the muscle on his jaw twitching again in


    sync.


    Oh my God, he is.


    Aaron was nervous. He was all jittery and high-strung, and it was because of me. Because chances


    were, he’d have to kiss me. Me.


    Something took flight right between my ribs. I couldn’t believe how a man so confident, soposed—


    one who had made my bodye alive and sing with nothing more than the softest of touches—could


    be fussing over having to kiss me. The flutter in my chest stirred, making me itch to reach—


    A loud cheer exploded around us, taking my attention off Aaron.


    People chanted, “Que se besen! Que se besen!” Kiss! Kiss!


    My eyes leaped around desperately, my heart rising to my mouth. Everybody was looking in our


    direction.


    I’ll do it. I’ll kiss him.


    As I zeroed in on the screen, something lurched to the pit of my stomach in response to what I saw.


    My dad reached for my mom’s face and nted a kiss on her lips.


    It wasn’t relief. What had pierced my body was disappointment. Baffling, inexplicable disappointment at


    me not being the one framed by the silly string of hearts. Because my parents had been targeted by the


    kiss cam. Not us.


    I felt Aaron move beside me. Turning in his direction, my gaze hopelessly fastened to his lips again. His


    mouth. That speck of disappointment grew, obliterating everything else and turning into something thick


    and heavy that promised a rich taste on my tongue. One that made my heart speed up.


    Want, I realized. What I felt was need. I wanted him, needed him to gather me in his arms and kiss me


    like he had promised.


    “Because when I finally take those lips in mine, it will be the furthest thing from pretending.”


    That was what he had said. And wasn’t what I was feeling inside—what threatened to spill out and turn


    my life around—the furthest thing from a lie? From pretending?


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