Chapter 82: 80. WHAT TO BE FREE


    Earlier -


    Be was not surprised when she came to know that Henry''s grandfather is hospitalized. She was


    already informed by Leo that this was thest chance he was giving her to escape. She doesn''t know


    why Leo was helping her and frankly she didn''t wanted to know.


    She hated this ce. This ce was full of her bad memories and betrayal of her loved ones. Till


    yesterday, she had a little hope in her heart that may be, may be someday she and Henry might


    actually have a peaceful life together but as always Henry disappointed her.


    She was about to sneak out of the house when Rose caught her at the gate.


    "Madam, are you going somewhere?"


    Be was frightened seeing her but soonposed herself. Leo has said that thisst chance that she


    can get to escape.


    "Yes, Mrs. Rose , I was going to Manager ire''s house to celebrate her birthday."


    "But young master Jackson didn''t inform me."


    "Oh really. Just a minute."


    She took out her phone from the pocket, pretending to dial Henry''s number. Then kept the phone on


    her ears and started speaking,


    "Today is manager ire''s birthday and I have taken your permission to visit her earlier itself. So...."


    She pause for a second. And spoke again,


    "Oh.. okay okay, you take cake. Yes, I will. Then.. Bye."


    She hanged the phone and looked at Rose and said with a small smile on her face,


    "Thank you Mrs. Rose for being so considerate. Young master is with Grandfather Jackson, who is


    admitted in the hospital. I shall also drop by and visit him after meeting manager ire."


    "Yes, that would be a great idea. Even though both the masters don''t get along well , they are still


    rtives and young master Jackson is the only heir of the Jackson empire. And you are his lovely wife,


    I am sure he will like you."


    "Ya, I hope so too. OK then, I will leave now."


    Saying that, Be turned, took a deep breath and walked out of the house building. A ck convertible


    Mercedes Benz came forward with a driver assigned by Leo for Be to go to her destination.


    Leo has already set everything for her. Mansion''sndlines were cut. A new driver was assigned for


    Be who will be kicked out by the evening, after handing over a huge sum of money. Be''s personal


    guards were also given half day break.


    By now everyone knew that Leo had hit Be and Henry did not do anything about this. Hence,


    everyone assumed that Leo''s position was much higher then Be, so no one wanted to offend him.


    Thus everyone agreed to whatever he asked them to do.


    Soon Be reached ire''s house. They both greeted eachother at the entrance. ire was happy to


    see Be again but somehow she felt that there was something different in her.


    They both headed towards a restaurant. After finding a good ce they got settled. Both of them


    shared a little talk and then Be told her everything that happened few days back between herself,


    Leo and Henry. And also how Henry still hesitated to believe her.


    ire was shocked to her all this and too was disappointed by Henry. She patted on Be''s hand,


    making thetter give her a small smile. They then celebrated ire''s birthday by cutting a small cake


    which was enough for two.


    Since, Be has started taking treatment from Carson, her health has been improving. Her throat,


    comparatively, hurts less now. She is now able to eat cold sweet soft things, like cakes, ice creams,


    pastries.


    After finishing their meal. Be called ire,


    “ire!!”


    Suddenly, ire was hugged tightly by Be. Thetter spoke softly in ire''s ears,


    "Knowing you was the most worthwhile thing in my life.”


    ire suddenly understood something. She now understood why she was feeling something different


    in Be today. She slowly opened her own hands and hugged the woman in front of her,


    “You…decided?”


    “Hmm… I’m sorry.”


    “There is nothing to be sorry about. But don''t you want to clear what happened then with young master


    Jackson? Your innocence can also been confirmed by Leo, then the misunderstanding between you


    and the boss will be resolved eventually. Do you want to leave?”


    Be shook her head and smiled bitterly,


    “The grievances between me and him have already started from his distrust since the year, he


    mercilessly raped me and threw me into prison. Now there is no room for us to return."


    “But the misunderstanding can be resolved!”


    “Women love to deceive themselves and others. They deceive themselves.


    I also want to lie to myself like that. But I can’t do it.


    The pain in my body that I feel day and night reminds me of the things that have happened. Self-


    deception is the saddest thing in the world."


    Besides, even today, he still doesn’t believe in me? When she asked him if he was willing to believe


    her, his hesitation at that moment had already shown his thoughts.


    She took out her ID card from her bag,


    “ire, look.. he can’t keep me entraped anymore!”


    For some reason, ire’s heart contracted suddenly because of Be''s words and she felt a pain! She


    thought that once proven innocent Be can speak about her grievances and curse Henry with all kinds


    of unpleasant and foul words and can also demand for whatever she wishes to have. No one can stop


    her from venting out all the grievances and humiliations she has suffered over the years.


    However, she chose to parte. At the moment of parting, she was happy like a child, holding an ID card


    that everyone has and said happily,


    ''ire look, he can no longer hold me Up! No longer entrap me!!''


    This simply shows the eagerness Be has to leave Henry and earn her freedom.


    “Where are you going?”


    Be didn’t even think for a minute before answering,


    "I just WANT TO BE FREE.


    City M, in arms of Snowy mountains."


    After a pause, as if thinking of something, she added,


    “But don’t tell anyone. The sky in city M is clear blue, the water is clear, and the wind is refreshing.


    Snow is white. It can’t get bitter.”


    ''So, don’t tell anyone, don’te to her, just leave her alone in that ce.'' was like a hidden message


    behind her previous few statements.


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    “Onest question Be.....”


    ire asked,


    “Do you… still love him?”


    Just now, Be, who was smiling contentedly while holding her ID card, suddenly fell silent.


    “Forget it, that I even asked… ”


    ire said with hesitation and awkwardness. Be suddenly raised her head and shook her head.


    Looking at ire, she spoke softly,


    “I don’t know.”


    ire''s face was stunned. I don’t know what? What does it mean? As if she understood ire’s


    stunnedness, Be shook her head again,


    “I really don’t know.”


    After so many things have happened, does this question have any meaning? She curled her lips,


    “But I know that by being on his side, every day and every moment is painful. Sleeping next to him, ....


    many, many times... I have no sleep. I stay awake whole night. When he has eex with me, even if he is


    gentle, it always reminds me of my first rape."


    ire could clearly see the puffiness of Be’s eyes.


    "I had always nned that the moment I walked out of that iron fence of the prison, I will leave this city


    as soon as I have enough money to survive. Since I saw him again in the LAS DEUX, I have never


    dared to love this person again. What I thought was just paying off the debt he implied on me. I just


    wanted my freedom.


    Nothing else.”


    She chuckled slightly, and was not prepared to talk about “Al” with ire right now.


    Be was about to leave when ire stopped her,


    “Wait.”


    She took off her ring and her ne and stuffed it into Be’s hand,


    “No matter where you go, you need it. Money. I don’t know if you are prepared for this. This ring and


    ne can also be sold on the ck market for some money.”


    Looking at the ring and ne in her hand, Be’s palm felt heavy and her eyes became even more


    sore. She wiped the corner of her eye,


    “Manager ire, take care of yourself.”


    She returned ire’s ring and ne without pretense and stretched out her hand. There was


    another hug again and the emotion of parting echoed between the two.


    ire took out all the cash from her purse,


    “If you are determined to leave, I will definitely not stop you. Because no one can feel what you are


    feeling right now. I too was once in your ce. Betrayed by your loved once.


    I know it will be a hard journey Head and I request you to please take this money so that it can help you


    in future."


    Handful of money, red and green, ire extended her hand and stuffed it into Be’s hand roundly.


    Be’s throat was very dry and she couldn’t say anything even when she was grateful and her tears fell


    down.


    "Don’t cry, don’t cry, if you want to go, go quickly, don’t look back, don’t hesitate, don’t miss, don’t…


    remember…and don’t regret it.”


    ire pushed Be away,


    “Go!”


    She couldn’t control her tears but Be didn''t just leave, she took out two bank cards and gave them to


    ire. The cards were named after ire and Sophia. ire looked at Be with surprise.


    Be knew that she need to exin this to ire.


    "This is my money. Years back when I was first taken to Wild Hunt club, I had performed a BDSM


    gangfuck for all. I had no idea about what was going on. What I knew was just what my warden had


    instructed. And I followed.


    Few months back when I again met Mr. Ricky A, he told me that it was apetition type between the


    submissives and I happened to win. As a winner I was suppose to get 10 percent of the total win.


    Which he had transfered into a new ount named for me. But the warden did fraud and everything


    went to hers.


    Myst act earned me 4 million bucks. And without my knowledge, Mr. Ricky A had transferred millions


    of bucks into my ount. I own almost 25 million now. He said it was hispensation for me as my


    1st act made him multimillionaire over night.


    Hmmmmmm......


    That''s so hrious. He was also one of my rapist and now I am going to use his money only. The


    money that he gave me for me to be used as a sex machine for him and others over the years."


    Thinking about the past, Be was still in a trance but soon shook her head and then smiled at ire.


    "Manager ire, these are 2 cards that I got prepared for you and Sophia. Each card contains 1 - 1


    million each for both of you. Thank you for believing in me always.


    Your card also has extra 1 million for Mrs. Potts. Her grandson is not keeping well so may be this might


    help her.


    Please do tell Sophia that I an grateful for her help and support. She is good and innocent girl. She


    must leave this profession and with this money, she will be able toplete her college and get into a


    good job somewhere else.


    And for you, I can''t console you but I can just say that, I know it''s hard to forget the past. I couldn''t but


    may be you can. You are the strongest woman I have ever met in my life Manager ire. Jason is a


    nice man. May be... just may be..."


    Saying this Be turned over if her eyes full of tears. She hurriedly walked away. The sight behind her


    was almost as substance and she could clearly feel it.


    But… take care!


    Do not look back, do not hesitate, do not miss, do not remember… in the future, do not regret it! Will


    she retreat? She knew the answer ....


    NEVER.