Chapter 186 (Part Two)


    At the thought of Eric and her mother''s words, the anger and sadness engulfed her. Melissa ground her


    teeth and asked, "Colin, do you know why I''m unhappy?" "You want to make me happy? Why don''t you


    ask me why I''m unhappy?"


    After hearing her words, Colin lifted her chin and forced her to look him with saying, "If you want to


    leave me, just dreaming about it!"


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    His vicious expression made Melissa even sadder. He never changed, so she don''t expect him to


    change for the rest of his life. But she was so sad and life was so depressing. She didn''t know when


    she would copse and how long she could hold on?


    She sobbed to Colin, "Do you know why I want to leave you?" You are such a strong and overbearing


    man that I feel depressed. You get what you want, but you never care about my feelings! For you, I


    have broken up with my family. My father is seriously ill in bed, and my mother doesn''t recognize me. I


    even don''t have the courage to go back to see them. For you, I have deeply hurt Eric. He is such a


    good man! Regardless of his feelings for me, he has done so much for me, but I didn''t pay him back.


    Instead, I hurt him and took advantage of him again and again! How can my conscience live without


    offsetting him? "Every time I see Eric, I feel so guilty that I can''t have a good appetite."


    Melissa covered her heart with her hand and said, "For you, I was forced to give up all my dreams!"


    You know that I entered the entertainment circle not for fame or wealth, nor for being famous, but for


    fulfilling my wish and hobbies. I want to film, and I want to y convincing work! I want to make every


    one of them to mention me like: "Ah, a very powerful and excellent actor." But they all say: "Look, the


    woman who gets her reputation by hype came to make a fool of herself again!". Now you''re supporting


    me. You''re helping me with my career. You''re helping me with the TV series. You''re helping me with the


    leading roles. You''re even helping me with a Director Billy''s movie. But someone behind my back said


    that I''m ipetent and can only develop my career by relying on some hidden rules. I''m just a vase


    at most! Do you really think I want to be so sessful? "My reputation has been destroyed, and I


    haven''t achieved the wish I have dreamed of."


    Melissa was excited, lowered her head and said, "I don''t know what I''m going to do in the


    entertainment circle. My original intention was destroyed, while my first career was covered with a lot of


    things that I don''t need at all. If I have known that I would pay this price, I would like to never enter in


    the entertainment industry before and I don''t want to make my dreame true. I just hope that others


    won''t judge me like that. I just hope that my parents won''t be so angry with me!" "Do you know what I


    want?"


    Melissa raised her head, pointed at her heart, andined, "When I met you, my life trajectory has


    been changed, so that I don''t know myself at all!" I can''t get anything I want, but you try to impose on


    me if I don''t want. Do you think I will be happy in such a day? Will I live happily? "Colin, I want to tell


    you. Not because I don''t dare to die, but because I have responsibility not like Avril. I will die in front of


    you if my parents can''t survive, or if something bad happens to them!"


    Melissa looked at him with a determined look.


    Hearing that, Colin held her tightly in his arms at once and ordered, "Shut up! I don''t want to hear that!"


    Don''t say the word ''death'' again and again. I hate to hear it! "You are not Avril! You are just yourself! I


    won''t let that happen again!"


    Lying in his arms, Melissa smiled bitterly from the bottom of her heart. Tears ran down from his shirt to


    his chest. She said sadly, "Colin, you''re a selfish person!" Do you think that nothing will happen as long


    as you stop the things that happened to Avril? When you force me to a dead end, I don''t mind dying


    together with you, but if you can''t do it, I will die alone! "If you don''t set me free, I won''t let you get what


    you want!"


    "Shut up!" "I don''t allow you to say those words again!" Colin red at her, lowered his head and


    kissed her on the lips.


    Melissa resisted, "Hmm……" "Let go of me……"


    However, Colin held her more tightly and pushed her to the corner of the wall. Under the photo, he held


    her in his arms and kissed her tightly, silencing her voice.


    He was aggressive and bossy. He controlled everything of her. He wanted her to belong to him forever.


    She could only belong to him. She couldn''t leave him even if she wanted to escape with her life. He


    would never let what happened to Avril happen again! He had lost the one he loved once, and he


    would never let it happen again. He loved her, and he didn''t want to experience the pain of losing her


    again!


    As the kisssted till the end, owing to Colin''s forceful strength, Melissa''s lips were sucked and hurt.


    Moreover, he was so aggressive that he invaded her territory forcibly. As a result, she couldn''t bear it


    and beat him hard.


    Facing that, Colin finally let go of her, but his eyes were messy, as if he was afraid of the pain of losing


    her. He said to her, "Tomorrow, I will tell your parents that I like you. I want you, I want to treat their


    daughter well, and I will take the most sincere action to treat you well in my lifetime!" "Melissa, let''s get


    married!"