Chapter 39 Isn''t It A Good Idea
Melissa was watching TV in the living room the whole time. When it waste at night, Candy seemed to
want to go to bed. She asked Melissa several times, but she didn''t sleep. Candy didn''t dare to sleep,
either. She was busy taking care of Melissa.
Melissa tried several times to make her sleep first but Candy was refused. After that, Melissa really felt
bad about it and went upstairs at ten o''clock, then Candy went to sleep.
After Melissa went upstairs, she didn''t know what to do. After hesitating for a long time, she finally
walked into Colin''s room, which was the only ce she could go.
Colin was busy with his work, working hard on hisputer. He didn''t even raise his head at the sight
of Melissa.
Then Melissa went to take a bath with her pajamas. When she came out, she saw Colin sitting on the
sofa, drinking coffee and watching TV. She didn''t expect him to move so fast, or maybe she was too
slow in the shower? But it happened just over twenty minutes.
Melissa nced at him and said nothing. Then she was about to enter the bedroom, but Colin suddenly
stated, e here!" His tone was calm. There was no anger or order like that in the evening. All in all,
he called her over lightly.
Melissa didn''t want to quarrel with him. After all, they were living in the same house. If she kept
quarreling tonight, it would be hard to keep the peace. So she just said lightly, "I''m tired and want to
sleep. You can watch TV yourself." Then she entered the room.
Colin was peacefully this time. He didn''t say anything more about her refusal. He watched TV for a
while, but his mind was somewhere else. So he turned off the TV and went to sleep with Melissa with a
same quilt.
Melissa leaned sideways to avoid facing him. Colin turned off the light and crawled into the quilt,
making her stiff. In addition, Colin reached out his hands to hug her, which made her even more stiff.
Colin stayed quiet behind her for a while, and then asked in a low voice, "are you still afraid of me?"
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He wanted to say, "I don''t believe a man''s words." But she didn''t. So there was no need to be mad at
him. After all, he was so bossy. She had never won when she againsted him, why should she fight with
him? She didn''t want to upset herself, so she didn''t answer him.
With a sigh, Colin continued, "maybe I''ll treat you better if you can please me. But you''re too stubborn?
Why do you turn against me? "
But he still didn''t say a word. He turned his back to the wall.
"If you behave well, I may help you act in the movie. I may even give you the supporting role and make
you the most popr star. Such a big backstage, how many people beg to have, but I am in your side,
still holding you, you will not fight for me, but to kick me away. What can I say to you? "
Finally, Melissa was touched. She could not bear the sadness in her heart any more, so she turned
around.
Colin didn''t expect her to do that. He looked up at her, as if looking at her and wanted to do what would
she do.
But instead of doing anything, Melissa just looked at him, eyes full of surprise,plexity and
iprehensibility.
Hearing no response from her, Colin stared at her for a while and finally asked, "what do you want?"
"I just don''t understand what kind of man are you?" Melissa looked at him and said.
Raising his eyebrows, Colin stared at her with one hand propping up his chin. "Well, are you interested
in me? You want to study me?"
"Even if I''m interested in you, it''s all because I don''t understand what you say or what you do." Melissa
smiled coldly.
"Have I done something that you don''t understand?"
"Colin, what do you take me for? Even if I am just a toy, it''s hard to understand what you say or do all
the time. For example, are you trying to make me famous? Our contract is due to expire and I will have
nothing to do with you from now on. But why are you still trying so hard to make me popr? Don''t you
think it''s unnecessary to treat a toy like this? If you really care about me, but what you said and did
usually irritated me and tortured me. It seems that it''s a happy thing to see me angry and sad. I don''t
think you care about me, so I think you''re very contradictory. I don''t know what you''re going to do. "
Y Colin sneered scornfully, "treat you well and make you famous are not good? Do you still want me to
torture you all the time and never treat you well? "
"The key point is that our contract is about to expire. It will affect my mood if you are always repeating
it..." Melissa didn''t know how to express her feeling. She paused for a second, and then continued
incoherently, "I''d rather you be always cruel to me, so that I won''t have any fantasy about you, and I will
give uppletely! But every time you treated me bad, you would turn to be kind to me. People always
say that ''p in the face, give me the candy.'' For example, this time, you punished me with Sophia,
and then said that you wanted to make me popr. I really couldn''t stand it. You gave me the hope and
expectation. After that, you asked someone else to torture me, so that my expectations and illusions
could be shattered, and then I hated you again. I don''t know what exactly you want to do. Why do you
torture me over and over again? Why do you give me hope and smash it again and again? Do you
know that it is more cruel than never getting what I want? "
"What kind of expectation do you have for me?" Colin asked. Her incoherent words implied something.
"I expect something from you..." Before Melissa could exin, she felt something was wrong. What
should she exin? What kind of expectation did she have for him? Did she expect this man to
be good, to treat her wholeheartedly, to be good to her forever, and to cherish her forever? Why
would she have such expectations? Didn''t she think that being ridiculous? She knew clearly that Colin
wouldn''t be like that, and she knew his character all the time. But why did she still have to be silly and
look forward to his love?
Was it because she fell in love with him? Because she fell in love with him, she had been bombarded
with his sugar coated bullets time and time again. It was also the reason why she rekindled dreams and
expectations of him again and again!
But she couldn''t tell him these words at all. If she really admitted to him, he would only make fun of her,
and then use them to deal with her again and again in the future? After all, if either side tempted first in
the battle between the two, he would definitely lose, and he would never get a chance to win. And he
would dead that had no burial ce. So Melissa kept silent and didn''t answer him.
Colin squinted, with a sharp look in his eyes. He raised her chin with his long finger and asked, "have
you fallen in love with me? Because you love me, you like those naive little girls there are expectations
for me?"
"Nope!" Melissa quickly denied it. But she regretted speaking it out as soon as she opened her mouth.
She said it so quickly as if she felt guilty. Didn''t that mean she lied?
As expected, Colin didn''t believe her words at all. He curled his lips into a cunning smile and said,
"you''re trying to justify yourself, and you''re guilty."
Melissa looked into his eyes and was not reconciled at all. After a long time, she knew she couldn''t
hide her emotions, but she was not reconciled to be moved by him, nor to be defeated first. So she
began to sneer and admit coldly, "OK, you''re right. Even if I start to really interested in you, even if I
have a fantasy for you, but those are the past. You''ve told me this morning that you wouldn''t fall in love
with me, that I shouldn''t expect anything from you. From the moment I raised my hand to swear, my
love for you was shattered. I won''t expect anything from you anymore and I won''t love you. So don''t
worry! "
Slowly squinting his eyes, Colin saw her speaking in such a resolute way, she said that she would
never love him that made him feel painful.