Chapter 86 Forever Remorse and Regrets


    rissa clenched into fists tightly. Antonio’s every word was like a sharp sword to hurt her mercilessly.


    "Adide, Adide!"


    rissa murmured the name again and again. Every calling was full of her full hatred. She would


    definitely get back at Adide.


    Antonio dared not go to the ward to see them. He originally wanted to tell Hanna what should be


    careful. But what happened just now made him too embarrassed to go in. After secretly watching inside


    at the door for a while, he felt so sleepy. Then he turned and left the ward.


    Bruno drove steadily. Antonio felt like he had been asleep for a long time on the way from the hospital


    to home. He rubbed his sleepy eyes. He hadn''t been home since the day of the ident. The slide for


    her child in the yard was just half done. Seeing it, Antonio pursed his lips. He felt sad, then he stepped


    forward to touch the steps of the slide, which was the light blue color chosen by Adide.


    He choked with sobs. When he spoke, his voice was so hoarse, "Bruno, let the craftsman take it down


    tomorrow!"


    It was not him who didn''t want to take Adide home. The smell of disinfectant in the hospital made


    him feel sick. He was just worried that Adide’s condition would get worse after she went home and


    saw these stuff. When Adide was dying, he suddenly realized that the only person he loved was her.


    If she died, he might not live either.


    He finally understood his real feelings, but it was toote. He didn''t know how to make it up to


    Adide. His mind was nk.


    Like a coward going to death, he walked forward timidly. Bruno had already told Da in advance that


    Antonio wasing back, so Da opened the door early.


    Antonio stopped again. He stopped at the door and dared not step inside.


    "Mr. Antonio, what''s the matter with you?" Seeing that he hadn''te in yet, Da couldn''t help


    asking.


    "Nothing". He shook his head but he was still not moving forward.


    "Antonio! Guess how many days left until the child is born?" It was that day when the ident


    happened. On that day afternoon, when he just returned home, Adide rushed to hug him and asked


    him happily.


    He smiled bitterly. What did Adide tell him at that time? He couldn''t remember it. He just


    remembered that he was perfunctory at that time and asked her not to count the days. Now, in just a


    few days, his son was gone!


    "Da, throw all the stuff Adide bought for the baby..." After a pause, Antonio said as if reminding of


    something, "Sort them out and take them to the orphanage."


    He did not believe in God nor did he believe in fate before. Now he just wanted to pray God, hoping


    that he could do good for his son who died young.


    Da was stunned and hesitated, "Mr. Antonio, send so many good stuff to the orphanage?" She


    hoped that Antonio would let herself choose some good stuff and give away the rest which were not


    needed. Although she didn''t tell Antonio what she thought, ording to his cleverness, he would


    definitely understand her meaning.


    "Yes, don''t you understand what I said? Everything, including the slide outside. Baby’s stuff can’t


    appear in this house. If you can’t do it, you can retire!"


    Antonio thought that his words were very polite and he also took care of Da’s dignity. After all, it


    was rted to Adide, so he had to be more cautious.


    Da widened her eyes in shock. Her forehead was full of wrinkles. After all, she had been working


    the Baron family for so many years. She knew Antonio''s temper very thoroughly. Seeing him like this,


    Da knew Antonio was serious. She dared not let Antonio give her those things, but just kept


    nodding.


    After Antonio left, Da cursed Adide secretly and hated Adide even more. If it wasn''t for


    Adide’s sudden miscarriage, there would always be a chance for her to move these things back to


    her home quietly.


    Adide bought so many things. How could she remember each of them clearly? Even if she was


    caught by them, she could say that she identally brought the things home. It was impossible for


    Antonio to drive her out.


    All the ns were ruined by that woman. These stuff she could have gotten was gone. Seeing Antonio


    like this now, she really did not dare to make some little tricks. Da was very upset. While cleaning


    up, she scolded Adide silently.


    As soon as Antonio went in the room, a breeze blew his face, mixed with Adide''s light fragrance. He


    had never found that the smell made him so at ease. The soft quilt which Adide had used was filled


    with the smell of her shower gel on it. The smell was light, which was like her, making others


    He shook his head, not letting himself fall into endless memories. After going into the bathroom, he saw


    his razor in the most conspicuous ce. The bright yellow post-it note stuck to the mirror. Several big


    words came into his view, “Antonio, it''s time to shave! The razor is underneath. You can''t kiss the baby


    tonight if you don’t shave!” In the end, there was a bold down-arrow to point where the razor was. It


    seemed that Adide had prepared it for him before going out.


    He tore off the post-it note and carefully tore off the glued part, then he put the rest silently into his


    pocket. He saw himself in the mirror. His face was full of fatigue. His beard hade out. His eyes


    looked sunken.


    There was endless sadness in his eyes. He picked up the razor with his right hand to shave. Seeing


    himself a little lost, he couldn''t help muttering, "Adide, look! The beard is shaved clean. Can we go


    back to that day? I will definitely not leave you alone!"


    That day would be the regret and eternal pain all his life. The main reason for the child’s induction of


    slowly epting her due punishment. However, he didn’t know how to deal with Oscar, who indirectly


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    caused Adide''s hurt. But he knew the person who he should take revenge on and hate most was


    himself! He knew it... He knew it. He could have stop it, but he didn''t.


    Antonio clenched his hand into a fist. The blue veins on his forehead bumped out because of his


    irresistible remorse and regret. Then he vented these emotions to the mirror with a fierce punch.


    "Boom!"


    As the mirror fragments fell, his hand was bleeding.


    After venting the pressure, he let Da clean up here. Then he took a quick shower. Lying in the bed


    where Adide fell asleep every night before, sniffing her fragrance on the pillow, Antonio quickly fell


    asleep.


    Da woke him up ording the time he set. After a sleep, Antonio immediately felt full of energy. He


    simply took a few pieces of Adide’s clothes from the closet. The clothes she put in the small corner


    was that she usually wore when she got pregnant. He took a deep breath and then asked Da to


    throw away all the maternity clothes at home.


    He deliberately threw away every stuff which would make Adide feel sad. He carefully checked the


    home inside and out several times to make sure there was omission. Then he went to the hospital to


    pick up Adide happily.