Do I want Serenity


    Why must serenity be


    The peacefulness said to be a breeze through trees


    Yet without its opposers, can we ever be free?


    What is it to be human without anxiety,


    I''m not anything without that pressure and disruption


    Why the point in peace, when reaching it means you failed


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    Missing it means you''ve gained something


    A permanent rest


    No more tests


    Ultimately serenity is failure


    For if I achieve it I will be nothing.


    Agitation is the need for air


    Growling in my head like a hunger


    For humans hunger, life hungers


    What am I if not a ravenous animal


    What are we worth, what can we do


    For not being hungry means you are full


    Means you are done.


    I don''t want to be done


    I want to cause a disruption


    Weeping is the dragon with no more gold to collect


    No one wants to be that dragon.


    I don''t want my fire to dim, so bright like the heart of that dragon


    I want more, forever and ever, which means my need for serenity is wrong, isn''t it?


    Maybe all I am is a monster, feasting on others and myself


    Perhaps that''s what it means to be human


    To want something we don''t truly desire


    Have a hunger that cant ever be satiated


    For as soon as we are done we are nothing, and being nothing is something that can''t be.


    Fuck serenity, it''s nothing.


    I want to be something