Chapter 105


    Sitting up he grabbed my good hand in his "This, us? Did you ever think we would get here?".


    "Acting like a real couple?" Iughed stroking my thumb over his knuckles.


    "Smartass" he chuckled "I mean us being together".


    "No I didn''t, my life flipped upside down as soon as I got here. Everything was wild and out of control and I hated it. I guess I was always set on not staying here, not being a part of this family this lifestyle but then I realised when I woke up in hospital I needed it. As much as I acted like a spoilt child and kept pushing everyone away I didn''t realise back then that I need my family more than I need anything. I''m not fighting it anymore ze, I''m tired I want to be happy. I want to be with you I think deep down I always knew I would be".


    "You have no idea how much I want to fuck you right now"...


    "ze...."


    "Make love to you....."


    "That''s better" I grinned "But I''m not having sex with you". Very aware of his fingers sliding over my stomach my breath hitched as he got to the very bottom, tickling the bare skin thaty there.


    "Sure about that darlin''?" His voice had lowered and I knew he was turned on.


    Pulling my bottom lip between my teeth I closed my eyes and counted to 10. Taking a deep breath I opened my eyes and looked at him. "Positive ze, I''m not having sex with you". I smiled taking his hand and moving it up. "Not yet anyway". No matter how much I wanted to I wasn''t allowing it to happen.


    "How positive are you?".....


    "ze..."


    Laughing he took my hand in his and brought it to his mouthying a kiss on my knuckles "I''m joking sweets right now I''m happy with having you here and when the castses off I''ll have you here" He smirked taking my hand and cing it over his very hard dick.


    "And there I thought you were being cute" I smiled removing my hand and cing it on my leg.


    Throwing his head back a heartyugh escaped his mouth "Did you just call me cute darlin''?". Matching hisugh I hit his shoulder with my good hand. "I think you could be" Sticking out my tongue hisugh was cut short when my dad burst into the room.


    Instantly he had his game face back on.....


    "We got a problem prez?" ze asked jumping out of bed and pulling his jeans on.


    Nothing, he was just stood staring.


    "Dad?" I questioned


    "Do you know how long I''ve waited to here that throughout this clubhouse" He grunted moving closer and taking a seat on the edge of the bed. Looking at ze I noticed the shit eating grin that had took over his face. What was I missing?


    "He''s talking about youughing babe"...


    "I was getting to that" My dad grunted as he pulled a smoke from his cut pocket. "Get the fuck out till I speak to my daughter".


    Rolling my eyes I watched as ze pulled a shirt over his head before leaving me alone with my old man.


    "Smoke?" He offered passing me his lit cigarette. Taking it from him earned me a smack to the back of the head.


    "Hey what was that for?" I asked rubbing the back of my head.


    "Shouldn''t be smoking A, they aren''t good for you"....


    "Says the guy that smokes about 40 a day. When was thest time you had a check up?" I asked passing him his smoke back.


    "Don''t you start I''ve had you''re mother on my back for weeks about getting seen".


    "You should listen to her" I said a yawn escaping my mouth.


    "I''ll leave you be darlin'' looks like you''re getting tired". Watching him get to his feet I frowned.


    "Was there something you wanted?" I asked as he made his way to the door.


    "Nah darlin'' I''ll see you tomorrow".


    "Dad it''s fine if you want to talk then we can do it now"


    "I''m not good at this shit Ava" He sighed sitting back in the same


    position. "You and your moma


    girls sweetheart you do know that right?".


    my


    "What''s this about?" I asked not really sure I knew what he was getting at.


    "Your mom told me you weren''t feeling like you belong here"...


    Oh that....


    "Dad..."


    "No Ava" He sighed cutting me off "Do you know how much that angers me when I hear shit like that. You are my daughter and you don''t feel wee in my home. I don''t ever want you to feel like that, I don''t ever want anyone to make you feel like that. I know I haven''t been a good dad darlin'' but you have no idea how much I want to be your dad".


    "Then be my dad" I shrugged


    "That''s it?" He grunted lighting yet another cigarette.


    "Well I kinda miss having one" I smiled watching as he got back onto his feet. "Got something of yours l want to give back to you". Watching him trying to shove his big hands into his jean pocket made me smile even more.


    "Open your hand Ava".


    Doing as I was told I knew exactly what he was giving back to me.


    "Get it back around your fucking neck I don''t want to see you without it" he grinned dropping a kiss on my forehead before leaving the room.


    Staring at the ne in my hand it wasn''t until I felt the bed dip that I knew ze hade back.


    "Can you put this on for me?" I asked slipping it into his hand.


    "Sure thing baby"


    Laying with my head against his chest I was almost asleep when I heard themotioning from the bar.


    "Stay here" Came his gruff voice as he slipped out the bed.


    "You could have fucking killed him"...Property of N?)(velDr(a)ma.Org.


    Ally?


    What the hell was going on?


    "I fucking wished I had"


    Cage?


    Silence.....