Chapter 35


    Rubbing at his nose his eyes fell into slits "Of course I fucking did and do that again and I''ll turn you


    over and spank that ass so hard you won''t be able to sit down for a week" He growled.


    Rolling my eyes at him a yawn fell from my mouth "Can I ask you something?" I said looking straight


    into his eyes. Now he was back I had to know what I was letting myself in for. I needed to know how


    he was going to act around me when we hadpany.  I''ve seen the way my dad acts around my


    mom and to me it looks like two people in love.


    "I''m not in the mood for a fight sweetheart and with the way your eyebrows are creasing it tells me


    your little mind is working overtime".


    "I just need to know ze".


    Sighing he sat up so he was leaning against his head rest. Reaching for his smokes he lit one up


    taking a long draw "You don''t need to know shit Ava, don''t stick your nose in where it doesn''t belong


    sweets".


    Falling quiet I bit my lip hard to stop me from saying what I wanted to say. Pushing the covers of I


    crawled out of bed. Maybe work wasn''t such a bad idea and it would give me some space away


    from him. No matter how shitty I felt I needed to get out of this damn clubhouse.


    "Where are you going?"


    Looking at him I watched him stub out his cigarette and pop his hands behind his head. He did look


    tired, maybe he was taking care of business.


    "Work" I said heading off into the bathroom before he could reply.


    Tying my hair into a messy bun I left the bathroom and stopped the minute my eyesnded on him.


    Fast asleep hugging the pillow I was lying on earlier. Picking up my bag I was about to leave when


    his phone beeped from the bedside cab.


    I know I shouldn''t but...


    Biting my lip my eyes shed to him again beforending back on his phone. Grabbing it in my


    hand I unlocked the screen my heart dropping at what I read.


    Belongs to (N)?vel/Drama.Org.


    ''Last night was fun! We should do it more often :) Sasha''


    Setting it back on the cab I grabbed my bag tighter and left the room. Who the hell was Sasha?


    Walking into the clubhouse I walked to where my dad was sitting, a few guys listening to whatever


    the hell he was saying.


    "You need something?" My dad asked


    Leaning over I wrapped my arms around his neck andy my head on his chest. I had no idea what


    hade over me but I just needed a hug from my dad. Hearing chairs being scraped back I lifted


    my head to see the guys had left us alone.


    "What''s wrong A?" He asked his voice softer than normal. My dad was a hard man and there was


    nothing soft about him. Some people say he doesn''t have a heart but I know they''re wrong.


    Feeling the lone tear roll down my cheek I let it fall onto his cut. "Nothing I just needed a hug from


    my dad" I croaked holding onto him tighter.


    "You sure sweetheart? You know you cane to me with anything. Did someone hurt you?" He


    asked


    Letting him go I slid into the chair next to him. "No one hurt me dad I can take care of myself you


    know".


    "I''m know you can darlin'' but you don''t have to" He said cing his hand on my knee and giving it a


    little squeeze.


    "I have to go to work. I''ll see youter at some point" I sighed cing a kiss on his cheek before


    getting up.


    Why did it feel like I had a truck sitting on my chest? My heart felt like it was going to explode. I don''t


    get why he couldn''t just tell me the truth. Everything he said to me was a lie. You don''t tell someone


    you made love to them and then spend the night with another girl. If anything I was angry at myself.


    I should have known it would happen. I see it happen every night and yet I still thought there was


    this little chance he was different. Wiping away the lone tear I walked out through the doors and


    toward my car.


    "Sweets hold up"


    Feeling my shoulders sag I leant against my car door as he ran the distance between us.


    Okay Ava! Time to put those big girl panties on and tell him he means nothing to you. Push him


    away...


    "You alright?" He asked


    "Why wouldn''t I be?" I said my answer short.


    "Time you getting off? I was thinking we could go for a ride? Get away from here for a bit. You fancy


    it darlin''?"


    "Can''t I have ns. Sorry" Turning away from him I opened my car door and got in. Big Girl Panties!


    Watching the expression change on his face I didn''t give him a second nce instead I started my


    car and got the hell out of there.


    This was the right thing to do but why did it hurt so much?


    "I thought you were off today?" Josh asked as he met me by my office door.


    Was I?


    "Dedicated to your work Ava" He chuckled "Seriously though,  go home and rx. It''s been quiet


    here all morning and after hearing about your nightst night I bet you have some hangover".


    Speaking of which, where was Ally? "I have some paper work to catch up on. I''ll put in a few hours


    then ill go". Taking a seat at my desk Iy back on my chair.


    "Coffee?" He asked


    "Yes please" I grinned hoping this one would go down better than myst one. "Thanks Josh".


    "No problem Ava. I won''t be long".


    "You can''t go in there"


    Not even 5 secondster ze burst through my door and he did not look happy. Dropping my pen


    I leant back in my chair and looked at him.


    "You have ns?" He snapped closing my door with a bang. "Bullshit Ava. What the fuck is going


    on?".


    Time to turn up my bitch mode. I could do this, no matter how much I didn''t want to, I had to. I


    wasn''t going to be with a man that sleeps with other girls. Why is it men can be happy with the one


    woman?


    "Yes I do. Now get out I have work to do" Dropping my gaze from his I turned my attention back to


    the notes infront of me.


    "Cancel them now" He growled throwing my phone onto the desk. Hm I wondered where I left that.


    ring at him I took my phone and slide it into my top drawer.


    "No" I snapped feeling my anger rise. What makes him think it''s okay toe into my work ce


    and then try and tell me what to do. "Get out before I call security, I mean it ze".


    "What the hell is-.."


    "I don''t want this" I said motioning between him and I. "I don''t want you, I don''t want the bullshit that


    comes with you. I want to be left alone now please get the hell out" I snapped rising from my chair


    so I could open the door.


    "You''re lying. I know wh-.."


    "I''m not fucking lying" I said cutting him off "I don''t want you now get the hell out" I yelled trying to


    hold back the tears behind my eyes.


    "Everything okay Ava?" Ally asked as she popped her head around the door, her expression


    changing when her eyesnded on ze.


    Turning my back on both of them I felt the shudder go through my body as the flood gates opened.


    "I think it''s best if you leave" Ally whispered


    Hearing a few curse words and a growl it wasn''t until the door closed that I knew he had left.


    "Are you okay?" Ally asked cing her hand on my shoulder. Shrugging it off I about turned and


    went back to my chair.


    No..