Chapter 24
I tossed and turned most of the night deciding at 4 am to get up and get some coffee. There was no
point being in bed if I couldn''t sleep. Picking up my phone from the kitchen table I turned it on and
made my way into the livingroom. Gettingfortable it started ringing in my hand.
"It''s 4 O''clock in the morning why the hell are you calling me?" I asked having no idea why I
answered him.
"Why are you up?" He slurred. Great he was drunk just what I needed.
"You need to hang up the phone right now and go to sleep, you''re drunk ze" Rolling my eyes I
sighed wishing I hadn''t picked up the phone.
"Let me in Ava".
Getting up from the sofa I went to the window and peeked out the blind. There he was sitting on my
porch a bottle of Jack in his hand. Had he been out there all night? "Go home ze, you''re drunk". I
whispered not being able to take my eyes of him. What gives him the right to sit out there and get
drunk? Is he expecting me to feel sorry for him? That wasn''t happening.
"I''m not leaving until you- until you let me in" He huped. Hanging up the phone I put it in my
pyjamma pocket and walked towards the door. Would I regret letting him in? I couldn''t just leave him
out there it was freezing at this time in the morning. Turning the lock I pulled open the door and
went back to the sofa. "You can sleep it off here but do note near me" I said watching as he
staggered through my front door and fell onto the single chair.
I couldn''t sit here with him. I couldn''t stand to be near him because I knew what ever excuse he''ll
come up with he''ll find some way of making me believe him. He hurt me, he said he wanted to be
with me but then he goes and dips it some where else. If he really wanted me he would have waited
until I was ready like he said he would.
"You''re still mine Ava" he smirked making my head snap up and my eyes to fall on his shut ones.
"You''ll always be mine darlin''." Laughing to himself he smacked his hand off the arm of the chair
and opened his eyes "You''ll always belong to me Ava, even you know that. She sucked my dick I
did"-..
"I slept with Cage" I lied he hurt me and I know it''s pathetic but I wanted to hurt him. "He took me
out and I gave him my-"..
"Shut up" He roared standing from where he was sitting, he didn''t look drunk anymore infact he
lookedpletly sober.
"He took my vir-"..
"I said shut the fuck up" He roared storming towards me and grabbing my face in his hand. "You
fucking bitch, you fucking little bitch. You slept with that asshole Ava?".
Feeling the tears fall from my eyes I pushed his hand off me "Its not nice is it?" I cried standing from
where I was sitting. "Huh" I snapped pushing on his chest "You fucking hurt me ze" Hitting his
chest again I started pacing the room. How does he get to get mad at me but he expects me to be
all smiles after finding out about him and that girl. I was done this time. I couldn''t take it anymore, I
was tired and fed up. I didn''t want to argue or fight with him anymore. "I gave us a chance and you
went behind my back. Even if you didn''t sleep with her you still did something. You can sleep here
tonight but I want you gone before I have to go to work" Not giving him another look I headed for the
stairs. "I''m done" I whispered to myself not realising ze had heard.
"You must be Dr Mendez?" A guy around my age smiled standing with his hand out waiting for me
to shake. His smile was contagous. Taking his hand in mine I shook it gently before letting it go "Yes
and am I right to call you Dr Amaro?" I asked the smile not leaving my face.
Dr Amaro was hot.
"You are correct. Now I have all your paper work in my office, I was hoping today we could maybe
just go over everything and then I''ll give you a tour. Introduce you to some of the staff you''ll be
working with and then you can jump right in tomorrow. How does that sound?".
Anything for you Mr sexy eyes.
"Sounds perfect" I said
"Dr Bradley gave you some rendation" He smiled sitting behind his desk "I understand you
graduated at a young age?" He asked looking over what I presumed to be my file infront of him.
"I did but it was hard getting to where I am now. I worked my butt off but I wouldn''t have it any other
way. What can I say I love my job" I smiled not being able to take my eyes of his. Such beautiful
eyes.
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"d to hear it. Now I''m sure you are fantastic at what you do so I''m not going to sit here and bore
you by going over things you''ll know off by heart. I only have one rule here and every new start has
to obey by it" He said giving me a serious look making the smile drop from my face. "You have to let
me take you out tonight for a drink and no I''m not just asking because you''re a very beautiful girl".
He smirked putting my file into his drawers.
I could do that. What harm will it cause? I''m only have a drink with another member of staff.
"It''s just a wee to the crazy kind of drink" He said knocking me out of my thoughts "A few other
members of staff will be there and it''ll give you a chance to meet some of them".
"Sounds great. Where will I meet you guys?" I asked just as the door was pushed open "Sorry to
interupt Doctor but we have an emergency" A young stoot girl said giving me a wide grin "I''ll meet
you properly tonight Dr Mendez, Josh we have to go".
"See you tonight Ava. 7. 30pm the ck widow. I am really sorry about this but you know what it''s
like" He grinned standing up and shaking my hand "We''ll have a better chat tonight" Letting go of
my hand he sped out the door and down the hall way.
I think I was going to like it here and I hadn''t even started yet, well not properly. Grabbing my bag I
pulled out my phone and car keys and headed throughout the hospital to the main door. Checking
my phone I frowned when I saw a text from ze.
''Thanks forst night sweets. We need to talk''
''We don''t'' Hitting send I put my phone away and made my way to my car. We didn''t need to talk
about anything, we were done. Theres was nothing for us to talk about. We had decided to give us
a chance and he ruined it before we even started. We could have had something good but I guess
I''ll never know now.
Hitting the unlock button I jumped in my car and made my way to the clubhouse. I was hoping and
praying ze wasn''t there. I didn''t want to face him at the moment. Signalling right at the traffic I
noticed the ck harley 2 cars behind me. Ignoring it I put my foot on the gas and didn''t stop until I
was turning into the clubhouse. Why couldn''t he take the hint and leave me alone? I didn''t want to
talk.
"We need to talk" He muttered parking his bike and taking his helmet off.
"We don''t" I replied smoothing out my skirt and shutting the door behind me. "I said we need to talk"
He growled grabbing onto my arm as I tried to walk past him. Pulling my arm out of his grip I red
at him "There''s nothing to talk about" I snapped catching the attention of Jared and Hawk who were
out front working on there bikes.
"You''re hot as fuck when your angry" He smirked
"Well I must be smokin'' because I''m fucking furious" I growled walking away from him and into the
clubhouse. Why did I have to say that? I should have just ignored him thats one thing I know he
hates. Now he''ll know I''m bothered by what he did. "Tim wheres my dad?" I called noticing for once
there was only a few strays hanging around the bar, then again it was only noon. "You''re mom
dragged him baby shopping" Heughed cing the clean ss back on the rack.
Baby shopping? God she sure has changed him
"Everyone out"
Rolling my eyes I felt my shoulders sag. Why wouldn''t he give up? Watching them all finish there
drinks they walked out one by one. Coping everyone else his voice stopped me "Not you darlin''".
"You did say everyone" I smiled sweetly at him. "I told you there was nothing to talk about. Why
can''t you just leave me alone?" I asked gritting my teeth together. I really wanted to p him, hard.
"There is always something to talk about and you dide here" He smirked leaning his elbows
against the bar. Pursing my lips together I turned to face him. "I came here to talk to my mom. I
didn''te here for you." Sighing I ran a hand over my face "Stop with the bullshit ze and listen.
Whatever we had or didn''t have I''m done with. You hurt me and I guess deep down I knew you
would because lets face its in your nature. You can''t keep it in your pants for five minutes. Once a
biker always a biker and I don''t me you. It''s my own fault for falling for you when I knew what I
was getting into. I''m asking for one simple thing and that for you to just stop. Stop with the texts,
stop following me around and please stop thinking you own me. Now if you excuse me I have
somewhere I need to be".
After saying what I did I felt like a weight had been lifted of my shoulders. I really didn''t me him I
just thought he might have been different. He never made me feel like he was just after sex, he
never made me feel ufortable. He made me feel safe and I was grateful for that.
"I really am sorry sweets"
"Like I said I don''t me you".
ncing at my reflection I was in two minds whether to change what I was wearing to something
else. Soothing my hands over my ck dress I bit my bottom lip. Was it to slutty? It did hug my
figure but it didn''t reveal more than it should but it did make my boobs look amazing. Stepping into
my ck wedged shoes I looked back into the mirror. My hair was ced over my left shoulder in
soft curls and my make-up was light.
"Whatever you''re thinking get it out of you''re head. You look beautiful sweets".
Looking at him through the mirror I ignored the butterflys that burst in my stomach. How could he
look that good in jeans and his cut? "I wasn''t thinking anything" I said clearing my throat and picking
up my clutch bag of the bed. It was only 7 so I still had plenty of time before I had to go. Well this
was awkward, it had never been awkward between us before but he was just standing there not
saying a word.
"I- I have to go" I whispered avoiding his eyes. I had never seen him like this before, he never
showed emotion or his feelings, to me he looked broken. He was the strongest man I knew apart
from my dad. I really didn''t me him for what he did, I couldnt. I didn''t want him to be like this
because of me but I also wasn''t going to set myself up again to be knocked back down.
"Of course you do" He smiled moving slightly so I could get by but not without having to touch him.
Being so close to him I took a deep breath inhaling his aftershave. Closing my eyes my teeth sunk
into my bottom lip. "Don''t" I croaked as his fingers trailed up and down my bare arm causing a
shiver to run through my body.
"I really am sorry babe. It wasn''t sup-"