Chapter 19


    "So she''s been with everyone?" I asked clipping in my seat belt. What I wanted to say was has she


    ever been with you.


    Bringing my car to life he drove of down the street heading towards my dad''s house. "Everyone with


    a dick" He chuckled causing a disgusted look to appear on my face. Thank god for it being dark


    outside.


    "Don''t give me that look sweetheart. I''ve never been there. Wouldn''t touch her if she was thest


    piece of ass on this. Why have a hamburger when I''ve got a fine piece of steak sitting right


    next to me".


    Feeling my cheeks heat up I turned and looked out the window. Hearing him chuckle only made me


    blush more. "Is it far?" I asked not having a clue where we were.


    "Not be long darlin".


    "Of course he has a house like this" I huffed staring at the mansion infront of me. "What a beautiful


    house" I said looking at it in awe. "Great to know he was livingfortable when me and my mom


    weren''t around".


    "Don''t be bitter Ava just get your ass in the damn house".


    "Not being bitter ze just being real. I mean look at the size of the damn thing. Did he-.."


    "That''s what all the girls say" He smirked wiggling his eyebrows at me as he cut me off.


    "Pervert" Sticking my tongue out at him I pulled my suitcase behind me and headed up the front


    steps. "Thanks for bringing me here you can leave now" I smiled putting my hand on the door only


    to find it locked.


    "Think you need these sweetheart you ain''t getting rid of me that easily".


    Turning round I seen the smirk "I wasn''t trying to get rid of you just thought you''d want to get back to


    the party" I said as he started walking towards me.


    "Let''s get one thing straight" He said pulling me towards him "When I''m with the club I''ll be with the


    club and when I''m with you I''ll be with you."


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    "What does that even mean?" I asked pulling away from him slightly. "You know what forget it. You


    go back to your club ze. Go pick up a girl, have some fun. I''m sure being stuck with me for this


    long has been no fun and let''s face it you must be gagging for it. I''ll see you when I see you" I said


    snatching the keys from his hand.


    This was the right thing to do. Why hang around with me when he knows I won''t put out that easily.


    It''s for the best anyway, my dad would kill him if he ever found out. Feelings aside he needed to be


    focused on the club or my dad would know something was up.


    "You don''t get it do you Ava? You are mine and baby that ain''t ever going to change. I''ll wait until my


    balls turn blue if I have to and your dad doesn''t have to know but you have another thinging if


    you think you can just brush me off again. I waited so long thest time and then another year. I


    ain''t going anywhere" He growled


    Swallowing I looked at him from underneath my eyshes. What do I say to that? He just put it all


    on the table. "I''m not sure what I want" I whispered just as his cell phone began to ring.


    Deciding to let him get on with his phone call I put the key in the door and turned the lock. Stepping


    inside my mouth dropped. Holy shitballs I have never seen a house like this apart from on the t. v.


    I guess being a criminal ain''t all that bad. The full bottom half was all open n. High cellings, a


    spiral staircase heck he even had a wine rack. This does not look like my dad''s house at all.


    Walking in further I ran my hand along the corner couch. ncing around my breath caught in my


    throat when I noticed the picture hanging above the firece. My mom and I when I was about 3


    years old.


    Maybe my dad did care. Feeling the tears well in my eyes I walked closer to get a better look.


    "Told you he cared about you" Came zes voice from behind me.


    Wiping away my tears so he couldn''t see them I turned to face him "It''s just a picture" I shrugged


    staring at him "I''m going to pick a room and crash out. Tomorrow is a big day, the start of my new


    life" I said sarcasm dripping from every word.


    "I gotta go babe. Duty calls" He said scratching the back of his head.


    "Yeah like I said go back to your club"


    Grabbing my suitcase I about turned and went for the stairs. This is what was for the best yet I was


    mad he wasn''t staying with me.


    "What the fuck do you want from me" He roared grabbing me by the arm and turning me towards


    him. "You don''t want me but then you do. You''re either in or your out Ava. You can''t have both. You


    know what I do and what I get up to. So you fucking decide".


    "Fine" I yelled "I choose out now leave" Swallowing the lump in my throat I ran up the stairs and into


    the first room I came too. Sliding down the door I didn''t realise I was crying until I tasted the


    saltiness of my tears.


    What had I just done?


    Getting to my feet I walked to the window. How would he get back? He doesn''t have his bike.


    Sinking my teeth into my bottom lip a scream fell from my mouth as the door was barged open.


    "Think I was just going to leave? Stop with the bullshit Ava and just let what''s about to happen


    happen. One step at a time babe". Storming towards me he grabbed me and smashed his lips


    against mine.


    For the first time ever I didn''t resist him. Wrapping my arms around his neck I melted into him.


    Pulling back slightly he gazed into my eyes.


    "One step at a time baby".


    "Stop. Stop. Stop it" I growled pushing him off of me. "I can''t do this I just can''t" I cried running both


    hands through my hair. "I didn''t move here for you, I wouldn''t have had to move here if it wasn''t for


    my dads damn club. My whole life packed up and moved to a ce I never wanted toe back


    to". Taking a deep breath I started pacing the room while ze stood quiet never taking his eyes of


    me.


    "Please just go I have a big day tomorrow and I need to get some sleep. It''s probably better we say


    goodbye now because as soon as I start at the hospital I can''t be involved with any of this. I can''t be


    involved with you" I said swallowing the lump in my throat.


    "Ava-.."


    "Please" I croaked "Please just listen to me for once and go. I don''t want to fight I don''t want an


    argument I just want you to leave. You go back to your life and I''ll try and pick mine back up. We


    don''t belong together ze and I don''t think I could ever go through life knowing what you do. I''m


    on the opposit side of thew, it would never work could never work". I said not realising I had made


    my way to him until I was infront of him.


    "Never bothered you what side of thew I was on when I saved you from being raped"


    As soon as the word raped left his mouth my hand connected with his jaw. "Don''t you dare" I yelled


    my body shaking with anger "You don''t get to keep bringing that up. I never asked you to save me


    infact maybe I''d be dead if you didn''t then I wouldn''t have to be here" I screamed turning my back


    on him. Every time we got into an arguement he would always bring up Adam.


    "Step into the real fucking world Ava. Look at who your dad is, you are never getting out of it no


    matter what you do. You may be a fancy doctor darlin'' but everyone in this state knows who your


    dad is. Everyone knows who we are, you can hide behind being a doctor babe but you will always


    be apart of the MC. Oh and Ava just remember you came to us" Hearing the bedroom door m


    shut and the heavy sound of his boots on the stairs I knew he had left.