Chapter 1295: Do you really understand? (Part 1) [Please ask for monthly tickets]


    Absurd!


    Absurd!


    Absurd!


    Extreme emotions brewed in the heart, and instantly turned into a huge anger and unwillingness. The king grabbed Mei Meng''s collar with one hand and rubbed forward until he was tripped and the two fell into a mess. She used her other hand to pull out the round dagger of the pipe, and the tip pressed against Mei Meng''s neck!


    The heavy breathing sprayed on Mei Meng''s face, and her ferocious facial features were also reflected in the other party''s eyes: [Plum shocked the crane! If you want integrity, you can get it. As a minister, why should you make decisions for me? Are you a minister or I am your puppet? Yes, you are open-minded, you are noble, you have lofty ambitions, you regard life and death as a cloud, and you are loyal and loyal than your life, but don’t use me as your sacrifice! 】


    Facing Mei Meng''s unremitting eyes, she made her mood lose control at this moment look like a joke, like an unreasonable idiot!


    This kind of cognition made her heart even more intense.


    The round dagger pierced a little bright red between Mei Meng''s neck.


    The two of them didn''t care about this injury.


    The king vented the complaints accumulated in his heart over the years. If he didn''t say them out, she felt that her soul would be overwhelmed by the huge coercion. Mei Meng wished to tear her soul from all directions: [Jinghe, am I your king, your friend, or your stepping stone for practicing morality, and you used as a martyr for martyrdom! Do you really regard me as your lord for even a moment? Jinghe, tell me, do you really have this thing? 】


    Mei Meng is the one who pulled her out of the mud.


    She was naturally grateful, and now when she thinks about the scene back then, she feels like a dream. No one in this world will do his best to another person without any reward, and there must be a bargaining chip behind it that ordinary people cannot bear. Reason told her that Mei Meng had something to ask for her! The price may be so high that she can''t afford it at all!


    But she was desperate at that time and had to agree.


    She thought that Wang Ji, who was used as a bargaining chip by her father and brother, became a victim of the struggle between her father and brother and the in-laws, had nothing in her body that really belonged to her and was dominated by her.


    What can Mei Meng seek for her?


    After agreeing, life can continue to move forward.


    If you don’t agree to Mei Meng, you still don’t know how many times you will be used as a bargaining chip by your father and brother in the future, and there will be more so-called male favorites on the bed.


    She made up her mind to agree.


    Mei Meng also helped her plan to break free from the quagmire.


    At this point, she was actually satisfied, but she didn''t dare to speak up when facing Mei Meng who could coordinate the overall situation. In the past, her life was in the hands of her father and brother; now, her life is decided by Mei Meng. When can she stop?


    Mei Meng pushed her onto a road she had never thought about.


    Power is within reach.


    From the fiefdom king Ji to the regent assistance, to the replacement of the little puppet, she stood in the position where her father and brother had stood back then. Standing in this position, you can achieve almost any wish outside of "eternal life". The king thought of Mei Meng again and wanted to ask her what she wanted.


    Mei Meng''s answer is the same as before.


    Famous fame, wealth, glory, wealth?


    But it was all covered with clouds, and she just wanted to ask for the truth.


    The king also knew Mei Meng''s perfect conditions for the literati. He was uneasy for some time, but he was still confident that Mei Meng would not hurt him. Over time, she completely controlled the Qi State, and the civil and military officials of the Korean Republic also questioned her from the beginning to convinced her.


    With these ministers, Mei Meng is no longer an irreplaceable only to the king. On the contrary, Mei Meng has not adapted to the changes in her identities. Whether she was Wang Ji or the current king, her attitude towards her is the same as before...


    The king of the country felt a little unhappy.


    She was keenly aware that Mei Meng did not place herself in the perspective of a lower-ranking person, and she did not treat her like a minister serving the lord...


    The relationship between the two is still there, and this is not worth mentioning.


    The crack will not disappear because the owner does not pay attention to it. It will only become more and more obvious as time goes by - the king finds that he and Mei Meng are increasingly disagreeing with Mei Meng, and Mei Meng does not value the interests of the king. Many means of change are even infringing on one''s own interests.


    She began to doubt—


    Is Mei Meng really loyal to her?


    But she really doesn''t want to part ways with Mei Meng.


    As long as she does not hurt the root cause, she is willing to cut off the interests of Mei Meng and take a step back. However, she retreated step by step, and Mei Meng pressed step by step. This is like the gravel that the water clam swallows inadvertently. The gravel tortures her soft flesh at all times, bringing her a severe pain that cannot be ignored. She cannot give up the gravel and can only choose to endure.


    The endurance of the water clam is exchanged for pearls that please humans.


    Her patience only came to Mei Meng to send her to the altar.


    [Is it my allegiance to you? Or is it loyal to your morality? 】


    The king asked this question tremblingly.


    The answer is clear in her heart, but she still wants to hear the real answer from the deity! The self-abuse emotions rolled and burned in her chest, causing her to have some impulse - sting down and kill Mei Meng!


    Mei Meng listened to the person above venting his questions at the top of his lungs, and waited for the other party to calm down, and then she slowly said: [I thought we should at least be like-minded - you have similar experiences and experiences the same pain, we should grow the same fruits, have the same direction, stand at the same height, despise the common enemy, life and death are nothing but external things. 】


    In the face of the pain they have experienced, death is just a laughing stock.


    If death can turn into a sneer of pain, what''s wrong?


    When Wang Ji''s heart died, there was still Mei Meng who was willing to pull her, but where was Mei Meng himself back then? Mei Jinghe is a famous flower that has been carefully raised by her brother''s family for many years. It is undeniable that her brother''s love and indulgence is also a major premise for this brother-sister relationship - the famous flower must stay in an expensive flower pot specially prepared for the famous flower.


    Apart from this flower pot, she can''t go anywhere.


    Although the fertile soil provides continuous nourishment for this flower, Mei Meng still feels that she is about to wither. No matter how she explains to her brother, fights for it, or how she expresses her inner pain, in her brother''s eyes, it is just her whining without any illness, and it is her self-deprecation. She is the sister of the county magistrate. She can fight for any man she wants. It is just her words to treat Lu Jue as a thing, but she is going to be moved by something?


    Why should you be moved?


    The county magistrate’s sister is attracted to a male slave?


    Where did Mei Meng put her brother in the face!


    [I will be moved because I am an individual! 】


    Brother was furious: [That shouldn''t be against a slave! 】


    [So what if I am attracted to slaves! 】


    The brother asked indifferently: [What qualifications do you have? Can Lu Jue let you wear silk and satin, or can you keep your fingers from getting stuck in spring? Everything you get now is what I give to you! Just like these flowers you raise, can it live like this? 】


    He swept the flowers that Mei Meng cherished to the ground with his sleeves.


    The porcelain basin was broken and the soil was splashed.


    The bright and dazzling precious flowers just now fell into the soil fragments, stained with filth, and the flowers and leaves were dilapidated and dying.


    Mei Meng felt that she was still dying.


    [I am just the flower you raised? 】


    The brother sneered: [You should be glad that you, my mother, are qualified to be spoiled, rather than being abused outside! 】


    From that day on, Mei Meng felt that her soul had left her body, and she could only stand from the perspective of a third party and quietly watch her body rot quietly from the inside out. Death is so close to her, Mei Meng can hug her with just a little stretch of her hand.


    Until one day wake up—


    Thoughts are instantly realized.


    She is a poisonous spider, and she is the only one who poisons others!?????Why can she sit and wait for death if fate plays with her like this?


    She staggered on a dark and bumpy strange path, with a gust of wind, and there was only sarcasm and sneering from all directions. In the darkness, there seemed to be some monster stretching out countless hands to her, wanting to pull her down and fall into depravity. How could she not be afraid?


    She found a similar person on this road.


    The joy at that time almost burst out my heart.


    Mei Meng carefully pulled her, and the loneliness that was like a shadow finally stopped pestering her. Even if you find out later that the other party is different from you, it doesn’t matter, the other party will always understand.


    To this day, the other party said: [You are the one who is self-indulgent. 】


    Mei Meng was dizzy by these four words, and she didn''t care even the sticky and warm blood was wet along the neck. This little bit of pain could not resist the pain of the heart being crushed back and forth. Her voice was dry and said: [You once had ambition to die...]


    This life has been abandoned once.


    [It was back then, and now I don’t want to die! 】The king of the country was angry and embarrassed and said in a panic, [Plum Jinghe, do you understand? Why should I be arranged to die by you? I am the lord of a country, I am the lord of a country of relatives, and my life is more precious than you and everyone here! Why should I die? Even if I lose to Shen Youli and become a prisoner, I can still enjoy wealth and glory, rather than being a dead ghost who has been praised by later generations! 】


    How can these false names be worthy of her life for exchange?


    She doesn''t want to die, she can''t bear to die, she doesn''t want to die!


    [Why do you regard me as your martyrdom sacrifice? 】


    Tears hit Mei Meng''s face and eyelids.


    The king of the country confessed in one breath that his dark and timid heart was choked and could hardly hold the round dagger in his hand: [Plum Jinghe, how could you ever be loyal to me? I am the puppet you fiddling with. If you save your life, you will have to pay the price of being manipulated. You and my father and brother, you and the head of the Cui family, you and Cui Zhishan... What is the essence of you? I made a choice for me in vain and said it was for my goodness. 】


    [But you are the king of the country…]


    The contradiction is not about life and death, but about identity.


    Mei Meng hopes that she can show her courage and courage as the lord of the country as the lord of the male lord, or even higher than most of them. Let contemporary future generations know that the monarch is just a position!


    Courage and character have never been the exclusive quality of anyone.


    As long as you have the ambition to fight for the sky, you can always get out of the quagmire.


    It’s a pity that the king’s idea is different from her.


    Seeing Mei Meng''s expression was dazed but still not forgetting her stubbornness, the king laughed: [Yes, I am the king, so Jinghe remembers that ''The king wants his minister to die, but his minister has to die''? You have never regarded me as your true lord, so what qualifications do you have to expect me to become the lord in your heart? Mei Jinghe, I want you to commit suicide now, are you willing? 】


    When Qi Cang came, the scene was in a mess.


    Mei Meng was sitting on the ground in a daze, her hair turned much white at some point, as if she had been drained from her spirit. She was as quiet as a puppet, her neck was bleeding, and her eyes were not focused. She threw a familiar round dagger at her feet, but there was no sign of the round dagger owner here.


    Qi Cang was not surprised by this.


    The authorities are confused, while the bystanders are clear.


    He said that Mei Meng is similar to Yan''an, and Zheng Qiao also asked Yan''an if he regarded himself as a martyrdom sacrifice.


    Alas, isn’t this a kind of reincarnation?


    [You should have worked alone back then! 】


    Qi Cang started to hindsight.


    Working alone can save a lot of trouble.


    Mei Meng moved her stiff limbs. Twisted my neck, the blood flowing out had dried up, tightly sticking to the skin, and the wounds pierced between my neck were healed under the warmth of the Wenqi. She smiled bitterly: [It''s difficult. 】


    It''s still difficult to climb to the sky.


    Qi Cang said: [How did you choose her? 】


    Mei Meng said numbly: [The right person appears at the right time, so she is the only one. Unfortunately, it is my wishful thinking. 】


    [Not everyone wants to die heroically. 】


    The king of the State of Qi is like flowers in his life, and the world is still unbroken.


    Mei Meng closed her eyes: [I know. 】


    [So, what are you going to do? 】


    [Let her go, she walks on her Yangguan Road, I cross my single-plank bridge. 】Mei Meng staggered up, and after standing still, he looked at Qi Cang again, [You **** her away and leave and live in seclusion afterwards. If you haven''t finished watching the fun, go somewhere else for fun. 】


    Mei Meng doesn’t plan to leave.


    She has arranged her ending.


    Qi Cang frowned and said unhappy: [You want to drive me away? 】


    What level does Mei Meng dare to arrange for him?


    [Why, don’t you watch the fun anymore? 】


    [Hmph, aren’t you just having fun? 】


    Mei Meng staggered and stabilized her body, leaving Qi Cang with a weak back and a sentence: [It''s up to you. 】


    Staying behind is a dead end.


    Not only Mei Meng knew about this, but the soldiers also knew about it.


    The king who was arranged to mingle with deserters knew more clearly.


    She looked back at the distance, gritted her teeth and retracted her gaze.


    [Mei Meng, you will regret it! 】


    Apart from death, there is nothing big in the world.


    Dedicate your life for the so-called morality, this is what idiots do.


    The praise of people from later generations is not worth a penny to her! Only by living can there be hope, and when you die, there will be nothing!


    [And I won’t regret it, I’m right! 】


    Except for Mei Meng and the others, the others did not know that the king of Qi and the leader of the Allied Army had disguised as deserters and left the battlefield, and this news could not be known. Once it spreads, the morale of the army will inevitably be disintegrated. Mei Meng arranged for her confidant to pretend to be the king of the country and cover the news tightly. On the eve of the last battle, Kang Guo staged another two-piece set of embattled people and night barbecue.


    Mei Meng ordered the scholar to disperse the barrier that isolates the sound.


    The familiar little tune of hometown came into the camp.


    Mei Meng listened for a while and said: [I sang well, but it’s a pity that there is no music to be harmonious. Come and take my purple bamboo flute. 】


    In the early years, the government affairs were busy, and Mei Meng had not played for a long time.


    This one is well maintained, and the tone is as round and gentle as memory. When the first sound comes, the distant and desolate sound spreads, stopping the clouds. At some point, loud and crisp fish were added.


    Shen Tang listened quietly to the music.


    [I don’t know where to blow the reed tube, and I’ll send people all my eyes to my hometown overnight. 】She looked up at the waning moon above the valley and said, "This is to fight with us tomorrow." Yes, reinforcements could not wait for a long time, and they were out of ammunition and food. If she didn''t fight, she would have no chance. 】


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