Chapter 11: Paranoid


    Matteo''s POV


    Quinn squirm in my arms as my father made it clear to our pack, if by next week I haven''t found my


    mate then Quinn would be my luna. She grab on to my shirt holding me tight against her with a smile


    on her face.


    My wolf Thunder whimpers through our link begging me to turn to our mate. To go to her side and gave


    her a littlefort.


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    Hating him for bothering me I turn and found her eyes on me. Thunder knew her wolf was crying and I


    could clearly see it. Yet I won''t fall for those tears, Quinn is my one and only. The only woman that the


    moon goddess send in my way.2


    My mate she has everything that a guy would like. Her beauty, yeah she''s a beauty with that long raven


    hair above her waist and those sapphire eyes you could dream over. Any guy would love to be her


    boyfriend I mean my best friend Jay an example of it.


    He is head over heels for her, also not forgetting Kevin who is Quinns brother. He almost lost his cool


    today because of her butter when we were out of the schoolpound the only thing he does is


    praising her beauty. He even told Quinn that Addasah was way beautiful than her.


    So she may be the beauty queen but Quinn is the queen of my heart. Plus her attitude boils my brain. I


    hate the way she raises her head and talk back to my friends and I.


    I especially hate her when she disrespect my girl today. When her mother ask me to pick her up I


    almost loose my head but Thunder was way too eager to go pick her up. When we were in the car he


    tries to caress her cheek I try not to be affected by her, I could feel our bond but I pushed it away.1


    I wish I was the only one who could control my body, mind and soul but being a werewolf you can''t own


    it all by yourself.


    Turning away from her I look up ahead to my father.


    When everyone went home I pull Quinn inside one of the guest room asking her if she could be


    patience with me for a month. I told her I found my mate but I don''t want to mate her I didn''t exactly


    gave away her name either.


    There''s something I need to do within that month before fully mating Quinn.2


    I know I told Addasah I don''t want to reject her because at the time I thought I could break up with


    Quinn and mate her. Yet ns changes I couldn''t live without Quinn, my heart is all hers.5


    For this one month I might needed to teach my mate a lesson. Quinn understand me, she has also


    supported my idea and she''s willing to wait within that one month.


    After our talk and a make out session on the couch. I dropped her off at home before going back to


    look for my parents.


    I knock on their bedroom door but none answer it and right when I was about to go meet up with the


    guys I heard voices from my dad''s office.


    Taking a deep breath I told myself to be ready. I have been practicing this scenario on my head on my


    way home after dropping off Quinn.


    ''here goes nothing'' mutter under my breath.


    "You can''t do that to me" I enter the office mming the door behind me and hurled a near chair


    towards the wall.


    "Father, one week that''s too early" he sat there with calm while I am like a banshee who''s losing his


    mind here.


    "give me one month and then I''ll mate and mark Quinn,"


    My father groan "Why do you need one month?" my mother ask


    "do you still live in that hope of your mate?" my father growl a little.


    Yes if anyone is wondering why my father is saying it. Well he is not really fond of the ideal of having a


    Mate. He really hates that word, because his Mate, my real mother left him and I when I was young.


    Shina is not my real mother everybody thought she''s his Mate and the woman who left him with a child


    is his girlfriend.


    "No, I don''t want a Mate, you know that I love Quinn," Shina shook her head in disapproval.


    "You should want a Mate" she pressed on1


    "no I don''t" I clench my fist tight hating to discuss this with her.


    "then why do you need a month" my father raises his voice at me.


    "Please dad, I just needed. Give me one month and then I''ll be Alpha that you always want me to


    be."


    He seems to be thinking for a while "very well. We''ll do what you want but it''s by the end of this month.


    I''ll contact each and everyone again that the ceremony for next week is cancelled," he says.


    "Thank you dad" Shina whip her head towards the window side "wanna tell us why you need it?" I just


    nod my head no and went out of the office.


    I walk up the stairs when Thunder growl through our links "I know what you''re trying to do and you


    better not do it" he snarl at me


    ''you can''t stop me'' I retort.


    He thrashes around in my head "don''t hurt them they don''t deserve any pain" but I refuse to listen.


    My mind is already set on what to do and there is no way Thunder can stop me from doing it because I


    love Quinn.


    So I won''t hurt her, ''you can''t stop me Thunder'' he hisses at me ''then I can''t wait for the day you regret


    it. I will dly watch you die on that day."


    Being angry with me he closes off our link not even bother to listen anymore.


    My mind is set and no one can stop me not even my wolf.