Chapter 86


    Not Taking A No LIAM It waster in the evening , and I had worked with Damon before returning home


    to dad’s ce .


    I still needed to talk t o him , and I would do it soon .


    I mind linked Raven asking her if she wanted toe over , and she had sounded pretty flustered ,


    although she had replied that she was obviously going toe and to leave the window open for her .


    typical Raven .


    I was d she wasing , because I needed it .


    Throughout the day I felt myself on the brink of losing control , and the amount of wolfsbane I had


    injected in myself was enough to kill .


    But I was fine .


    The moment that darkness grew , it was as if I was suddenly immune to it : I had just showered , I had


    just grabbed a towel when I felt the re of darkness grow inside of me .


    Focus … There was nothing that triggered me , but the urge it had to release itself and wreak havoc


    made it fucking hard to control .


    Let it all out and this struggle will stop .


    Don’t fight it … I pushed the thoughts away , remembering what I had done thest time I had let it out .


    Raven .


    Think of Raven … I almost killed her .


    It wasn’t working , I felt my anger re , m y wsing out , and I plunged it into my chest trying to


    contain this , digging m y hand into my chest , letting the pain override the darkness .


    I was not going to let it out … focus … focus *** Destroy it all … Let it go … I groaned , falling to my


    knees , I needed to shift … I needed ” Liam ! ” The door flew open and Raven’s scent filled my senses as


    she fell to her knees next to me , her hand going to my shoulder .


    ” Liam , breath .


    ” I growled lowly .


    ” Baby move … “


    Her hand wrapped around my wrist , firmly removing my ws from my chest .


    ” I’m not leaving you , Liam .


    ” Her voice was firm yet soft , and her touch seemed t o fight the storm growing inside of me .


    ” Can I hold you .


    ” I whispered , finally looking up at her as I fought against it .


    ” Forever .


    ” She replied , wrapping her arms around my neck .


    Her lips met my neck , cing soft kisses that sent delicious sparks through me .


    I pulled her close , sitting back against the counter , wrapping my arms around her tiny body tightly ,


    feeling the darkness fading away .


    Her lips never left my neck or shoulder , kissing me sensually until I was finally myself .


    She slowly pulled away , staring at my bloody chest .


    Pain shed in her eyes as she touched the raven tattoo that was over my heart .


    ” Don’t hurt yourself , baby .


    ” She whispered , cupping my face as she knelt between my legs .


    ” I was trying to pull it back , I’m ok .


    ” I said , running my hand through her hair .


    ” I’m proud of you .


    ” She whispered , cupping my face .


    Our eyes met , and I saw the concern and pain in her eyes .


    ” I’m fucking losing it , Raven .


    ” I said quietly .


    A part of me was telling me not to burden her with my fears , but another part of me needed to share the


    fear inside of me and with who else but my mate ? ” I’ve hurt you , mom , dad … Damon , I don’t


    recognise the person I’ve be anymore .


    ” I said , running my fingers through my wet locks .


    And I hated it .


    She tugged my face up , staring into my eyes , and shook her head .


    ” You have got this , Liam you want to fight this .


    Just think , a month ago you were like whatever I don’t care if I die .


    ” She said , softly kissing my lips .


    “ You are going to get through this , and you will be the very best version of yourself , because we are all


    rooting for that .


    ” I hope so .


    ” We all love you , Liam .


    ” ” I don’t really deserve it though , the amount of crap I’ve done .


    ”  ” Love doesn’t work that way ; we love you for you and that won’t change .


    ” She said firmly , blushing as she looked me over , clearly realising only now that I was only i n a towel .


    She moved back , her heart thudding as she grabbed another towel , busying herself with wetting it


    before dabbing my chest gently and wiping up the blood as m y wounds started to heal .


    ” Let’s get to bed .


    ” She whispered .


    ” Sure .


    I’ll just wash my hands .


    ” I said , standing up and tightening my towel .


    Her gaze dipped to my waist , and I smirked .


    ” Want a peek ? ” I asked .


    Her eyes widened , and she shook her head vigorously , rushing from the room .


    I smirked as I quickly rinsed my hands off .


    Entering the bedroom , I saw her sitting on the bed , one hand on her hip , and she looked like she was


    in pain .


    ” Are you ok love ? ” I asked , worry filling m e as I rushed over to her .


    She nodded , despite her heart beating faster than normal , and it wasn’t because of me .


    ” Yeah , I just … felt a bit unwell .


    ” She shook her head , and I nodded , hoping she was ok .


    I went over to my wardrobe thinking I needed to do something … Perhaps I needed to visit Rayhan and


    Delsanra .


    Maybe she could put some sort of seal on my abilities … The following day , I had told dad I had


    somewhere to go .


    Only Raven knew where I was going , and although she wanted to g o with me , I didn’t trust her being


    alone with me not with my unhinged behaviour .


    At least at home , I know that there are others not far off .


    She hadn’t been happy when I said that and huffed in annoyance before she headed out to training .


    I had called Rayhan and we had scheduled a ce to meet closer to his pack but not i n pack territory


    because I didn’t want anyone to know we had met or that I had gone there .


    ” Take care of yourself .


    ” Dad said as he stood by the car .


    ” I’ll be ok , ” I said , crouching down and ruffling the little pumpkin’s hair .


    ” Be a good girl , ok , and no picking your boogers , it’s g ” 1 gross .


    ” I no do that anymore , I big girl .


    ” She denied it , as if that was obvious .


    Yeah , I saw her this morning … ” Ahuh … ” She smiled , and I smiled back .


    cing a quick kiss on her forehead , I got into my ck Range Rover , waving them goodbye and


    slipping on my shades .


    I knew dad was worried about me going alone , but I promised him I would be ok , and I wouldn’t be far .


    I just hoped I was and that Delsanra could help .


    I put some music on as I drove out of the pack grounds .


    It was a good hourter when I thought I heard a thud from the back .


    Fuck did something fall onto my car ?


    I pulled up on the side , putting my hazard lights on , and got out.a Walking around , I inspected the


    smooth metal , shaking my head .


    Strange , I had felt something hit … I was about to get back into the car when I froze in my tracks ,


    staring at the trunk .


    A sudden thought came to me , and I frowned .


    Don’t tell me … Stepping back , I popped the lid open and raised an eyebrow , staring down at none


    other than Raven , curled up inside .


    She smiled sheepishly at me .


    ” You said I couldn’te , but I want to meet Rayhan’s kitty ! ” She said , pouting a s she sat up ,


    swinging her legs out as she stared up at me with those fucking gorgeous eyes that really made me


    unable to refuse her .


    ” How the … I didn’t even smell you … ” ” I still couldn’t .


    She smiled proudly , then raised an eyebrow , as if that was obvious .


    ” Anti – scent spray , smart guy .


    ” She jumped down , her breasts bouncing in that ck corset top she was wearing , a jacket and pants


    completing her look .


    As always , she looked sexy .


    ” So , for thest hour , you were in there …


    ” ” No , I think it’s almost three .


    ” She sighed .


    My eyes widened in surprise as I mmed the trunk shut .


    ” Three ? Seriously ? ” ” Yeah , I needed to get in there before you saw me .


    ” She pouted .


    I pulled her close , unable to resist her charm , I can’t believe I actually thought she’d listen when I told


    her no .


    ” You know , it’s dangerous around me .


    ” I said quietly as she wrapped her arms around my waist .


    ” I also know it’s dangerous for you alone , and your dad doesn’t know you’re going this far out , does he


    ? ” ” Yeah , he doesn’t , or he would have definitely sent guards , but I have some wolfsbane , not that it


    works .


    ” He said .


    ” Reckless move blue eyes .


    ” She said , tapping my ass before sliding away swiftly and getting into the car from my side .


    This girl … I got in to see her strapping herself in as if she was ready for a special trip or something .


    But could I deny that I enjoyed having her here ? No.


    I leant over , kissing her cheek softly before moving back .


    ” So , you’ve met Rayhan’s Kitty before .


    What was she like ? ” She asked when we were back on the road .


    ” Loud .


    ” ” Oh .


    And what else ? ” ” Short , ” ” Oh .


    Wait , shorter than me ? ” ” No bitesize I don’t think anyone can be shorter than you .


    ” I smirked .


    Her mouth fell open before she frowned .


    ” Major burn , dude .


    ” ” Sorry , but I like your size .


    You are perfect .


    ” I said , looking her over .


    Her cheeks flushed , but she still gave me a narrowed – eyed look .


    ” You are not forgiven .


    ” ” I know .


    ” I said , thinking about all the things I really wasn’t forgiven for .


    She ced her hand over mine , giving me a small soft smile .


    “


    I wanted to tell you- ouch ! ” She flinched and I almost panicked until she rested her head back , closing


    her eyes and motioned to me , she was fine .


    Sorry , I just feel really … I’m ok .


    ” ” That’s happened twice .


    Are you sure you’re ok , maybe we need to get that checked out .


    ” ” I’m seriously ok .


    ” She said , and I nodded , although I didn’t believe her fully .


    Was it … could it be heat ? My stomach twisted and I really hoped not because I didn’t want her to go


    through that …


    RAVEN We had just reached the hotel suite where Rayhan had told us to meet him .


    This was one of the Rossi Hotels .


    Dude , these guys were loaded .


    I wonder how rich they were … Remind me to check the Rossi Group of Enterprises ‘ worthter …


    There they were , Rayhan as handsome as ever , and next to him , a woman who was a s gorgeous as a


    winter queen ! In person , her white hair looked even whiter , and her startling blue eyes were so … blue


    ! She was slender yet she had curves that were i n perfect portion , no extra wide hips like me or


    anything ! ” Hey !


    ” I said as the two men hugged , before Liam gave Delsanra a nod .


    IF ” Hi , it’s nice to meet you , Raven .


    ” Delsanra said with a small smile .


    ” Likewise .


    ” I said , she was taller than m e … Maybe about three inches … When you’re my height , even an inch


    is vital … ” Long time no see Raven .


    ” Rayhan said , and I didn’t miss his gaze going to my neck , but it was only a second and I had a feeling


    he knew what had happened .


    ” She hitchhiked … ” Liam said , looking down at me .


    ” it’s a big trunk .


    ” I said .


    ” I’m d I got to meet you .


    ” Delsanra said .


    ” In person , you’re even tinier , like a little pear drop .


    ” ” Pear drop ? ” ” Yeah , like the sweets .


    ” She said , smiling slightly .


    ” She has a thing for naming people after food .


    ” Rayhan said , pulling her close as h e nted a kiss on her lips .


    I smiled at that .


    ” Well , shall we get to this ? ” Liam asked , the mood instantly darkening .


    ” I don’t know if it’s going to work , we’re talking gods .


    ” Delsanra said , running her fingers through her hair .


    ” 1 ” If I didn’t know that Selene existed , I’d find this entire God thing pretty weird .


    ” Rayhan remarked as he sat on the sofa watching as Delsanra got to work , drawing some symbols onto


    the ground .


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    ” I know , let’s just try to see if we cap suppress it , even if it’s only partially .


    Wolfsbane isn’t working on me , neither is i silver .


    I took four doses of Wolfsbane this morning and nothing , I feel normal and I can mind link .


    ” Liam said , his eyes on the symbols on the ground .


    ” There are a few things I checked up .


    ” Delsanra said .


    ” I’ll do a suppression spell , and the other is to target you … ” What do you mean ? ” I asked .


    She looked hesitant , ncing at Rayhan before staring down at her symbols on the floor .


    ” I can block your healing … But that’s risky .


    If anything happens , you’ll be like a human , its- ” ” Do it , we do both , if the darkness isn’t controble ,


    then we target the real me .


    If I do lose control , someone can easily injure me and stop me from going out of control .


    Let’s do it .


    ” Liam said with a nod .


    ” Liam , think about it .


    This could go really wrong .


    ” Rayhan said , brushing his hair back as he frowned thoughtfully .


    ” I’m a risk , Ray , to everyone around me .


    ” No … ” Liam , imagine if someone attacks you , and- ” I began ” I can still fight .


    ” He said , cupping my face .


    I looked up at him , not liking this at all .


    ” I didn’t only hurt you , I attacked Damon , Dad , and even hurt mom .


    ” He said quietly .


    ” I’m dangerous , and I need to do something about it .


    ” I nodded , I didn’t like this , but I understood what he meant … I pressed my lips together , nodding ,


    and stepped away .


    Delsanra looked at me apologetically before turning to Liam .


    ” Step into the centre of the circle .


    ” She said .


    My heart felt uneasy at this , but I couldn’t do anything but watch Liam make this decision …