Chapter 84


    I wrapped my arms around her , my hands roaming her back .


    The feel of her skin through the thince of her top sent sparks running through me , fuck she felt s o


    good .


    I throbbed against her , biting back a growl of approval as she leant into me , her fingers grazing the


    back of my neck .


    I nuzzled my nose against her neck , her fresh floral scent clouding my senses as she sighed softly , her


    lips grazing my earlobe .


    My eyes shed and the urge to kiss her grew stronger , but I couldn’t … ” Liam … ” She moaned


    breathlessly , the tantalising scent of her arousal seeping into the air .


    Fuck … I squeezed her ass , kissing her neck sensually .


    The moment my lips trailed along her cor bones , she whimpered loudly , sighing in pure bliss the


    moment my lips touched her mark .


    Extra sensitive .


    I’ll change it .


    One day I’ll make the


    memory less painful … somehow .


    I wouldn’tst long enough .


    The negative dark thoughts came to the forefront of my mind and the doubts grew as the darkness tried


    to push forward .


    Not this time .


    I kissed her harder , sucking slightly on her slender neck , guilt wracking me at what I had done .


    I had no right to ” Hey … ” She pulled back suddenly , cupping my face as I looked away from her .


    ” I’m fine .


    ” I said , unable to look her in the eye .


    ” You’re not … ” She said softly , reaching u p she ced a soft kiss on the corner of m y lips .


    Our eyes met , before my gaze fell to her lips .


    This pull … I was torn .


    Torn by the animalistic side that wanted to consume herpletely , to devour her and fuck her


    senseless , to the other side that felt guilt for what I had put her through .


    Just then , my phone rang .


    I was pulled from my thoughts as I slid it out of my pocket .


    ” Shit , it’s Dad … ” ” You’re meant to be under house arrest .


    ” She whispered , her gorgeous eyes widening as I answered the call .


    ” Yeah ? “” You’re meant to be home , Liam .


    ” Dad’s voice came .


    Before I could reply , Raven took the phone from me


    “ I asked him to stay … ” She said , her cheeks were burning and I fucking swear i t felt like we were kids


    or something .


    I guess it is my own fucking fault .


    I heard Dad sigh .


    ” Raven , I understand you’re mates , but I can’t risk him losing control .


    Juste stay here with him .


    ” ” We’ll be ok .


    Uncle , trust me .


    ” Raven said , despite her blush deepening at Dad’s unbothered tone as he invited her to stay .


    ” No Raven , rules are rules .


    Either you both get the hell over here or Liam cane back , alone .


    I am not going to change my mind on that .


    ”  Raven pouted .


    ” Ok just for today … I’m so tired .


    ” She pleaded , and I raised an eyebrow .


    She didn’t seem tired a few moments ago .


    I smirked at that , pulling her close by her hot – as – hell hips .


    Goddess , I love her body ” Raven .


    ” Dad growled .


    ” Uncle please ! Pretty please ….


    ” ” Ok fine , first thing in the morning I want him back here .


    That’s an order .


    ” Dad’s voice was firm , but Raven being Raven , simply smiled and nodded , totally un phased .


    She did know Dad couldn’t see her nod , right ? She hung up and frowned at me .


    ” You know , this is your fault ! ” ” Yeah , I know .


    ” Her frown vanished and she looked at me apologetically .


    ” I didn’t mean I cut her off , cing a finger on her lips .


    ” I know … ” I said , giving her a small smile .


    She looked up at me , wrapping her fingers around my wrist and kissing my fingertip .


    ” Let’s get some rest .


    Now I feel like Uncle El’s eyes are watching us .


    ” She grumbled .


    ” He ain’t no fucking angel .


    ” ” I know ! I’ve heard the stories !


    ” She said , taking her heels off .


    My eyes fell on her ass .


    I looked away smoothly , trying to ignore the hard – on in my jeans .


    I removed my own boots and got into bed .


    I wasn’t going to take my shirt off , not wanting her to see my back .


    Although shifting seemed to have helped the healing , that or the darkness … I wasn’t sure .


    I never thought she’d trust me to be anywhere alone around her anymore , not after what I had fucking


    done , but she did .


    The mate bond calmed the growing storm inside of me but I knew my time was running out .


    There wasn’t much left until the blood moon and with every passing day , I felt that darkness pushing to


    the surface , stronger and more powerful .


    One I would do my best not to let take over .


    It was hard because , although I was trying , it was consuming mepletely .


    Earlier , when I wanted to rip Owen apart , I had felt my wolf stir and decided to shift .


    It did help , that and touching Raven now that I had strengthened the bond but I didn’t want to tell her


    that she helped because her tolerating me to this extent was enough .


    After what I did , she should have fucking put a restraining order on me .


    I wasn’t going to abuse that .


    Dad had wanted me to stay away from her , but I know he gets that we just can’t stay away from one


    another .


    She was the very oxygen I needed .


    I didn’t me him though , not after I had hurt her and had put him through a lot , Him and Mom .


    Even if it was thest thing I did , I would try to fix all this crap , or at least make it less painful for them all


    .


    She was snuggled into my arms now and had fallen asleep pretty fast .


    All night I didn’t want to sleep , I actually wasn’t able to when I had a fucking hard on from just looking at


    her .


    Even after what I did , she was still here in my arms , she was fucking selfless .


    I hugged her tightly , I didn’t deserve her ….


    but I wanted her .


    I kissed the top of her head , the beat of her heart like music in my ears , her rhythmic breathing lulling


    me into a sense of security .


    My mind wanted t o ponder on the killer , but I was far too sleepy … Thest thing I remembered before I


    fell asleep was that I was sure the killer was still out there , somewhere .


    Ripples of pleasure flowed through me as I felt her run her finger through my hair , I didn’t open my eyes


    for a while , enjoying her touch .


    My hold on her had loosened and I opened my eyes , looking straight at her breasts in thatcy top that


    she hadn’t changedst night .


    Noticing the stickers she had over her nipples … Fuck … Her thigh brushed my dick , which was fucking


    hard as could be , and she suddenly moved back , realising I had woken up .


    ” Liam … ” Morning .


    ” I said quietly , my voice thick with sleep , doing my best not to pull her close and rip that tempting top off


    .


    Instead , I slowly let go of her , looking up into her eyes .


    She gave me a small smile , her gaze dipping to my lips .


    My heart thudded when she slowly bent down , pressing her lips to mine .


    My mind went nk before reality hit me fucking hard … why did this feel too good to be true ? I reached


    up , threading my fingers into her hair and pulling her closer , deepening the kiss .


    She seemed to have other ns though , her hand going down between us until it rested on my rock


    hard dick .


    Fuck … She moaned as she stroked it over my jeans , her lips not leaving mine .


    Our kisses became hungrier and I knew if I didn’t stop her now , I wouldn’t be able to at all .


    ” How’s your back ? ” She asked softly , her fingers unzipping my pants .


    ” Pretty decent- ” I was pushed on my back as she climbed o n top of me , I raised an eyebrow .


    Was this my Raven ? Her cheeks were slightly flushed as she grinded her hips against m y dick , her


    hands spread on my chest before she bent down and kissed me again .


    ” Fuck Liam .


    ” She whimpered as I tugged her closer by her hair , kissing her harder , feeling myself fucking throbbing


    , but just then , my fucking phone had to ring .


    I ignored it , unable to focus on anything but the doll on top of me .


    If only there was nothing between The phone rang again .


    Raven frowned , ncing towards where I had left it on the bedside table .


    To my surprise , she picked i t up , switching it off before tossing it to the floor .


    My eyebrows shot up at her move .


    ” So annoying .


    ” She said , about to tear my top off when I grabbed her wrists .


    ” Baby , are you ok ? ” I asked , there was something … different about her .


    ” Yeah … I just … want you .


    ” She said , kissing my neck .


    I fucking loved her confidence , but there was definitely something – a A bang on the door made me sigh


    as Raven seemed toe to her senses .


    The scent of her arousal filled the room and she took a moment to look between us .


    She sighed , climbing off me .


    ” Guys … Alpha wants Liam back home .


    Now .


    ” Zack’s voice came .


    ” Honestly , this is payback for all the times I walked in on Uncle El ! ” Raven said , pouting .


    I sat up slowly , looking at her , her cheeks still a little flushed .


    ” Ahuh … ” ” What ? ” She said , seeming to realise I was a bit thrown off .


    ” I said with a small smirk .


    ” ” Nothing .


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    ” That was pretty sexy .


    She blushed and pouted .


    ” Trust me , even I don’t know what got into me .


    ” She said , yanking the door open , Zack and Taylor stood there smirking .


    She red at Zack with her hands on her hips , and I won’t lie , she really did favour some over others …


    because she didn’t seem to be giving her own friend any disdainful looks … ” Naughty Alpha … You’re


    meant to be on house arrest , not getting dessert first thing in the morning .


    ” Taylor teased .


    ” And your naughty mate disturbed me .


    ” Raven countered .


    ” Oh babe , I think it’s good we did , I don’t want anyone taking advantage of you .


    ” Taylor said cheekily , giving her a hug .


    Wasn’t she taking advantage of me ? Zack raised an eyebrow before turning to me .


    ” Come on , Alpha was getting really fucking stressed out .


    ” I stood up , pulling my shoes on before going over to Raven .


    I wrapped my arms around her from behind , cing a kiss on her neck .


    ” I’ll see youter .


    ” I whispered in her ear , hearing her heart rate pick up .


    ” Ok .


    ” She said .


    ” After you .


    ” I said to Zack , knowing he had to escort me .


    ” I’ll stay with Raven .


    ” Taylor said , nting a quick kiss on Zack’s lips .


    Thest thing I heard before Raven shut the door was Taylor asking her if she was ok and that she


    looked a bit flushed , only for Raven to deny it vehemently .


    ” Your dad wants me to escort you back ” Zack said , leading the way downstairs .


    ” I figured as much .


    ” We continued in silence .


    There was something I needed to do anyway .


    Speak t o Mom … I still remember the pain I felt from her when I was chained up for myshing , as she


    whispered to me that I was stronger than this , that I was better than this .


    That I was not a monster … Those words had fucking struck home .


    I had broken something inside of her that was already not fully mended .


    It was as if she was reliving a memory whilst telling both of us that I was not Zidane


    She had been through so much in life , yet she remained strong .


    To a point , I think people forget that she is human after all , and no matter how much time has passed ,


    she has suffered a lot and that doesn’t just go away .


    There are things in life that will always trigger trauma , and what I did , it was unforgivable .


    I had hurt the two women that I should always worship .


    My mother and my mate .