Chapter 156


    156. Jasper


    Tyson looks at me like horns suddenly have sprouted on my head. Why is it so hard to believe Olivia is


    a good person? That she helpot Ruchen?


    Olivia bar bon a topic of discussion ever since I met Rueben and the others. Tyson and Rueben always


    mentioned that she was as evil as the rest of the Dukes. My demon has this ability to sense things, and


    he would have known if Olivia was as malicious as she was portrayed. The only feeling I get from her is


    that she is hiding something deep inside her. Something that is killing her little by little. Pressuring her


    to talk about it may not be wise, not when she is so.. depressed, but maybe she will do so when she


    feels safe with me. If not, there are always other ways to make her talk and I am not referring to torture


    but… maniption. And sex. It so happens I am good at both.


    “Are they well? Tyson asks, worried.


    I head towards the main gate and Tyson follows me. “Ansel will live,” I reply.


    “And Rueben?”


    Maddox bonks again and I walk faster. “He will probably need a few weeks of rest.”


    Tyson lets out a breath of relief. “Thank f u c k. I don’t know what I would do if I lost Rueben as well. Or


    Ansel.”


    Tyson, Ansel, and Rueben had been friends for many years before they decided to be blood-


    brothers. The kind of friendship they have has only be stronger with the link between us. And


    once Olivia is our bonded, that link will be even stronger. Knowing Rueben and Tyson the way I


    do, they will refuse to hear about it, but if I can get Mose


    my side, then maybe my n can stand a chance.


    Mose.


    He is usually the most quiet of the group, mostly focusing on his true passion-cooking. With time, I got


    to know what really turns him on, and I n to use it against him. All is fair in love or war, and this is


    war, baby.


    should not make ns without talking with Olivia first, but even if she refuses us, I won’t let her go. I


    might be mistaken, but I think Ansel feels the same. Between the two of us we can get Olivia h o o k e


    d on a new addiction-our c o c k s. I can’t wait to f u c k her. I bet she will feel amazing. Not many


    women can take me without feeling pain, but I bet Olivia will scream in pleasure. The things I will do to


    her once she is healed.


    “Olivia isn’t doing that well,” I let Tyson know. “After helping Rueben, she fainted.”


    “I don’t care if that bitc h lives or dies,” he throws it at me.


    I never saw this side of Tyson. He was always cheerful and making jokes when he didn’t have his nose


    stuck in one of his


    po m books. Olivia brings out the worst of him. Before we met, he had some drinking problems, but


    with the help of Ansel and Tyson, he got his s h i t together.


    “You should,” I say as I reach the gate and open it.


    Maddox drives inside and I am about to close the gate when I hear a loud barking from Rueben’s


    SUV, which is parked nearby. F u c k! Diva. Ansel probably left her inside the car so she wouldn’t get in


    the way since she is very


    156 Jasper


    overprotective of Rueben.


    Not wanting to deal with her right now, I say to Tyson, “Take care of Diva while I exin to Madde what


    happened”


    Tyson curses out loud but does as I say, knowing Diva will destroy the Interior of the car if she is and let


    out soon. It won’t be the first time. She has ruined more pairs of shows than I can remember


    Maddox, stops his cat and I go to him and let him know about what happened. When I tell him about


    Olivia brindez Rueben back from the dead, he gives me a puzzled look but doesn’t say anything about


    it. As a doctor, I am sure he has witnessed many strange things. Especially when ites to the Lords,


    We enter the house, and I let Maddox take care of Ansel and Ruchen while I go to see how Olivia


    She is finally awake and petting Miss Teapot. Her fingers tremble when I close the door and approach


    the bed. “How is Rueben?” she asks.


    “Alive.”


    She nods. “Are you going to punish me for disobeying your rules?”


    I sit on the bed and pull her into myp. Miss Teapot jumps on the pillows and curls on top of them.


    “I should do that.” I grab her chin, forcing her to look at me. Her pupils dte, letting me know she is


    scared. “Maybe I will.” My hand slides to her neck. “Maybe I will toss you on the bed and f u c k you like


    the bad girl you have been. That way, you will learn what happens when you put yourself in danger.”


    “As you wish.”


    Her voice trembles. Tears pool inside her eyes and I get so hard it hurts. I always had a kink for women


    who cry while being railed. If she weren’t hurt, I would have f u c k e d the brains out of her.


    I shouldn’t think about f u c k i n g right now, not when Rueben has been shot in the neck, but when


    Olivia ces her palm on top of my coc k, all I want to do is to sink deep inside her.


    “How may I please you, Master?” she asks.


    A groan slips past my lips. If she knew how kinky I am…. And I am not the only one. I bring her hand to


    my chest. “By doing as I tell you,” I say and kiss her. “I don’t know what you did or how you did it, but


    thank you for saving Rueben’s life,” I murmur against her lips. She doesn’t try to deny that what I am


    saying is true. Remembering thest gathering at the Blood Lodge, I ask, “Are you a hellstar?”


    Olivia quickly shakes her head, denying it. “How can someone like me be a hellstar?”


    “Don’t let past mistakes dictate your life. If you are not a hellstar, then how?”


    Olivia clenches her fists. “When I was seventeen, I was taken to a research facility.” She shudders.


    “The doctors there did things to me.”


    Could she be talking about the same facility Yan was kept in as a prisoner?


    156 Jasper


    “What things?” I want to know,


    The color drains from her face. Her voice trembles as she says. “They removed my tubes.” My heart


    drops. She can’t have children? “I don’t even have a menstruation cycle anymore.” Tears fall down her


    cheeks. “A sacrifice, they called it. Yet it was a punishment. I killed someone’s child, and the doctors


    left me barren.”


    Content from N?velDr(a)ma.Org.


    My head frets like spinning. I always wanted children, but Olivia doesn’t have tubes anymore. I am not


    the only one who wants children. Mose and Ansel have been talking about children for a few years


    now. There is no way they will ept Olivia to be our bonded. Despite this obsession I now have for


    her, I don’t think I can marry her. Children are something I wanted for a long time. I gave up on many


    dreams. I don’t think I can give up on another one, no matter how much I like Olivia


    I put her on the bed. “I will be back in a few,” I say, wanting to get some fresh air while I try to sort out


    my thought and think about what I should do about Olivia. “Maddox will see you after he is done with


    Rueben and Ansel.”


    “Jasper,” she whispers.


    She rarely says my name, preferring to call me Master. Instead of checking to see if she needs


    anything. I go to the bar. It is one of the few ces on the farm where I can fully rx and let my mind


    wander.


    Speckles is in her stall and I go to her. Her ears immediately pri c k forward.


    Despite all the hours I spent with her, trying to win her trust, she still fears me.


    My mama loved horses. She grew up on a farm surrounded by animals. When Papa married her, they


    moved to Veross City. Their first years in the big city were rough, especially since they barely made


    ends meet.


    Papa wasn’t a Lord, nor did they have any ties with the Blood Lodge.


    It all changed when Papa saved a man’s life who was involved in a car crash. The man, Loy-a Lord-


    offered Papa a job and took my brother and me under his wing. While I thrived under Loy’s guidance,


    Aaric-my brother-did not. Two years older than me, Aaric was the first one to be taken to the Blood


    Lodge. He hated the experience and wanted nothing to do with the organization. When my turn came,


    Loy hesitated to take me, thinking I would react like Aaric. It took me almost an entire year to convince


    Loy and Papa to take me to the Blood Lodge.


    In the end, Loy vouched for me, and I received an invitation from the Elders to learn more about the


    organization.


    It was supposed to be only a visit, and yet a demon chose me as his vessel.


    Soon after I started my training as a Lord, Aaric got involved with a street gang and ran away from


    home. It was the best thing he could do since he always made Mama cry. I resented him for it.


    Mama was a gentle soul. Cancer took her away from me when I was still a teen. She died without


    seeing Aaric again. Papa still works for Loy, but we had a falling out a couple of years ago and are no


    longer in touch.


    It is from Mama’s childhood stories that I developed a passion for horses and the desire to have a big


    family since she had ten siblings. I grew up hearing about what she did with her sisters or how her


    brothers protected her from bullies


    at school.


    Olivia or children?


    156 Jasper


    The Lair is fit for at least four kids. We can always renovate the attic and add more rooms there.


    I watch Speckles until she rxes enough for me to enter the stall. I keep my distance, though, wanting


    her to know I am not a danger to her.


    “Easy, girl,” I murmur when she stamps her leg on the floor. “How about some fresh air?”


    It’s been a few days since I took her to the fenced pasture behind the farm. Artax is already there and it


    will do good for Speckles to stretch her legs for a few hours. I get close enough to grab her bridle. She


    watches me with wary eyes, but she follows me when I lead her out of the barn.


    When we reach the pasture, I let Speckles in and watch how she goes to Artax. The two of them


    became friends soon after Speckles came to the farm.


    After watching the Artax and Speckles run for a while I go check on Juniper. It was Mose who brought


    her home. Initially, I thought having a goat on the farm would be fun, but she gives me more trouble


    than any other animal I have ever owned.


    After a few hours tending to the animals, I returned to the guest house.


    Ansel and Tyson are on the couch watching TV, Diva between them. Ansel’s hair is wet and his clothes


    are changed and he no longer looks pale, making me believe Maddox already took care of him. Guilt


    rushes to me when I realize ! should have helped Maddox but I am of no use when I am overthinking


    things.


    Before I can ask anything, Ansel jerks his head towards the hallway. “Maddox is with Olivia.”


    I am still conflicted about Olivia, but I put that to the side so I can talk to Maddox.


    The door to the bedroom is closed and I knock before I enter.


    Olivia is sitting on the bed, her chest exposed to Maddox who is listening to her lungs, his eyes glued to


    her ti t s. His blood-brothers and him are still looking for a bonded but that doesn’t mean he can ogle


    Olivia.


    My demon snarls in anger.


    Jealousy is a sword with two edges and I never thought I would have this kind of feeling, not when my


    desire to have children is stronger than the obsession I have for her.


    “How is Rueben?” I ask.


    Not taking his eyes off Olivia’s ti t s, he replies, “By some miracle, he made it. I put him on an IV. I will


    leave some instructions for Mose.”


    Reuben hates hospitals, and he always made it clear that he prefers to be treated at home.


    “And Olivia?”


    If I hadn’t been looking, I would have missed how her shoulders tense for a second. In the back of my


    mind, I know she needs me, but I need to take a step or two back until I know what I want.